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®L¡eJ fÐ−u¡Se ®eCz fÐ−u¡Se Lb¡ hm¡lz ®L¡b¡u k¡¢µR, L£ q−µR, Jyl¡    L¡l¡, Jyl¡
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m¡E” fСu g¡yL¡z c¤Se ®m¡L ¢Rm h−pz Hje i¡−h Bj¡−L hp−a hm¡ qm, ®ke −LE
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c§−l k¡¢µR, aaC fÐn¡¿¹ q−µR iâ−m¡Lc¤S−el j¤Mz qW¡v iu ®L−V k¡Ju¡ fÐn¡¿¹ j¤−M
L¤’e h¡−sz j¡b¡l Jfl −V¢m¢ine Qm−R pn−ë, J¢c−L m¡pÑ Bl EÒg-Hl i£a,
¢h¢pÈa, ¢hØg¡¢la ®Q¡Mz Pl C¢‰−a Bj¡l        −Q¡M Q−m k¡u ®V¢m¢in−e, Mh−l,
¢n−l¡e¡−j, R¢h−az fcÑ¡ S¤−s Bj¡l R¢h, Bl j¤ýÑj¤Ñý Mhl -- ap¢mj¡ ®cn ®R−s−R,
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®L¡eJ Mhl q−a f¡−l e¡, a¡ ¢hnÄ¡p L−lJ         Bj¡l Aá¤a HL ¢nqlZ S¡−Nz
jªa§ÉL¤W¤¢ll AåL¡l ®b−L ¢e−S−L ®hl L−l H−e k¢c ®c¢M B−m¡u Tmjm Ll−R
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¢eQam¡u ®L¡eJ HL Sen§eÉ ¢el¡fc L¤W¤¢l−a h¢p−u l¡−Me L¤mL¤m L−l O¡j−a
b¡L¡, ¢al¢al L−l L¡yf−a b¡L¡ ¢ie−c¢n iâ−m¡−Ll¡z P i¡h−mnq£e a¡¢L−u
b¡−Lez B¢j E−š¢Saz ®h¡T¡−a Q¡C¢R, HM¡−e ®LE Bj¡−L M¤e Ll−h e¡z HM¡−e HC
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Ll−a l¡¢S ee Jyl¡z nš² L−l m¡V¡C q¡−a h−p Jy−cl b¡L−aC q−h, Jyl¡ e¡ Q¡C−mJz
    ¢L¿º Jyl¡ k¡ Q¡C¢R−me fÐQ™,     a¡ O−V HLpju, pju qu ¢hj¡−e Qs¡lz
BjØV¡lX¡j ®b−L ØVL−q¡−jl f−b k¡œ¡ öl¦ quz ØVL−q¡j nql¢V pÇf−LÑ Bj¡l
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®a¡j¡−L HMe Lp¤m¤L¤     h¡ L¢iL¡C−l nq−l ®k−a q−h, j¡b¡ ®e−s Bj¡−L p¡u
¢c−a q−h ®k ¢WL B−R, k¡−h¡z ¢e−Sl SeÉ −cn h¡ nql fR¾c Ll¡l ü¡d£ea¡ Bj¡−L
®cJu¡ qu¢ez ¢e−Sl fR−¾c ®Y¡yL Hhw A−eÉl fR−¾c ®Yy¢L −Nm¡ R¡s¡ Bj¡l ®L¡eJ
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fСZc¡u£l BnÐ−uz H Lb¡ i¤−m k¡u je, je−L j−e j−e dj−L pÈlZ L¢l−u ¢cCz
ØVL−q¡j nq−l b¡j¡l fl ¢hj¡−el ®fV ®b−L Bj¡−L ph¡l B−N ®hl L−l ¢e−u
Bm¡c¡ ¢py¢s ¢c−u ®M¡m¡ BL¡−nl ¢e−Q e¡¢j−u Be¡ qmz BjØV¡lX¡j ¢hj¡e h¾c−ll
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Ll−h ®p fb Bj¡l SeÉ euz L¡lZ L£? L¡lZ B¢j p¡d¡lZ ®L¡eJ k¡œ£ eCz H
j¤q§−aÑ ¢h−nÄl n£oÑ pwh¡c B¢j, ¢n−l¡e¡j B¢jz
   ¢hj¡−el f¡c−c−n HL¢V ®m¡L c¡y¢s−u ¢Rm Bj¡−L A¢ih¡ce S¡e¡−az −m¡L¢V
q¡a h¡¢s−u q¡a ¢j¢m−u ¢e−Sl e¡j S¡e¡−m¡ NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡e, p¤C¢Xn ®fe LÓ¡−hl
®fТp−X¾Vz f¡c−c−n HL T¡yL f¤¢m−nl N¡¢sJ c¡y¢s−u ¢Rmz Bj¡−L ®L¡eJ HL¢V−a
®a¡m¡l p−‰ p−‰      ¢el¦−Ÿ−nl ¢c−L R¤V−a m¡Nm, p¡j−e ¢fR−e A−eL…−m¡ N¡¢s
aMe ¢hfcO¢¸Vl ja fÉ¡y f¤y h¡S¡−µRz B¢j qaQ¢Laz HlLj A¢ih¡ce A−fr¡ L−l
b¡−L hs ®L¡eJ ®c−nl l¡S¡-l¡¢e h¡ l¡øÌfÐd¡e−cl SeÉz B¢j ¢ea¡¿¹C p¡d¡lZ
j¡e¤o, Bj¡l SeÉ HC B−u¡Se Bj¡−L ®Lje iu d¢l−u ®cuz h¾c−lC ®L¡b¡J
e¡j¡−e¡ qm Bj¡−L, ®L¡b¡u, a¡ Bj¡l p¡dÉ ®eC h¤¢Tz j¡NÑ¡−lV¡ ENm¡p, p¤C−X−el
fll¡øÌj¿»£ Bj¡−L ü¡Na S¡e¡−a c¡y¢s−u B−Re −pM¡−e, Ac§−l L−uLn p¡wh¡¢c−Ll
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¢hÜ qJu¡l B−NC, Tm−p JW¡l B−NC ¢L¿º j¤q§−aÑl j−dÉC Bj¡−L h¡wm¡−cn ®b−L
¢el¡f−c p¤C−X−e ¢e−u Bp¡l SeÉ fll¡øÌj¿»£ Na L−uLj¡p d−l f¢lnÐj Ll−Re, ay¡l
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¢e−Sl f¢lQu ¢c−mez j¡N¡Ñ−lV¡l ®c¢M phC eMcfÑ−Z ®L Bj¡l R¡u¡p‰£ q−u ®L¡e
®cn f¡¢s ¢c−u−R, −Le ¢c−u−Rz p−‰ ®k L¡E−L e¡ L¡E−L b¡L−aC q−h, ®k AhÙÛ¡
®b−L Bj¡−L E¢W−u Be¡ q−u−R, ®p AhÙÛ¡uz HC S¡e¡V¤L¤l Jfl P BlJ S¡e¡
Q¡¢f−u ¢c−mez hm−me, Cw−l¢S i¡o¡u ®k−qa¤ Bj¡l i¡−m¡ cMm ®eC, a¡C ¢a¢e p−‰
H−p−Re Bj¡−L p¡q¡kÉ Ll−az HJ hm−me ®k ay¡−LJ i£oZ lLj paLÑa¡ Ahmðe
Ll−a q−u−R, HjeL£ ay¡l Ù»£, ¢k¢e HMe ®c−nl h¡C−l B−Re, ay¡−LJ ¢a¢e S¡e¡e¢e
−k ¢a¢e Bj¡l p−‰ H−p−Rez j¡NÑ¡−lV¡ ENm¡−pl j¤−M¡j¤¢M P Bl B¢j h−p, L¡−RC
Lb¡ hm¡ c§l−aÅ NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡ez j¿»£ j§ma k¡ S¡e−a Q¡C−me, a¡ qm, f−b ®L¡eJ


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Ap¤¢h−d q−u−R ¢L e¡z HMe LÓ¡¿¹ ®h¡d Ll¢R ¢L e¡z Bj¡l q−u k¡ha£u Ešl P
¢c−mez HMe Bj¡l L£ f¢lLÒfe¡, i¢hoÉa pÇf−LÑ L£ i¡h¢R a¡lJ Ešl ¢LR¤V¡ P
Hhw ¢LR¤V¡ NÉ¡¢hz P L¢Ÿe B−Re? p¤C¢Xn ®fe LÓ¡h Bj¡−L L¤VÑ V¤−M¡m¢ú f¤lú¡l
®c−h, ®p¢ceC SepÇj¤−M Bj¡l Be¤ù¡¢eL Ef¢ÙÛ¢a, ¢WL qm A¿¹a ®p¢ce Ah¢c P
b¡L−hez fll¡øÌj¿»£l ¢pÈa −q−p Pl ¢pÜ¡−¿¹l fÐnwp¡ L−lez Hh¡l? p¡l¡¢ce d−l
A−frj¡Z p¡wh¡¢cL−cl p−‰ B¢j ¢L Lb¡ hmh e¡¢L hmh e¡, j¡NÑ¡−lV¡l fÐnÀz
®p¢Vl ¢pÜ¡¿¹J Hm NÉ¡¢h Hhw Pl L¡R ®b−Lz    e¡, H j¤q§−aÑ   ®L¡eJ p¡wh¡¢c−Ll
fÐ−nÀl Ešl −ch e¡z fll¡øÌj¿»£, Bj¡l d¡lZ¡, ¢e¢ÕQaC ®i−h−Re, B¢j Ahm¡ Apq¡u
e¡l£, Hhw Bj¡l k¡ha£u i¡he¡¢Q¿¹¡ Hhw LjÑL¡™ Bj¡l B−nf¡−nl f¤l¦o-p¤q©c à¡l¡
f¢lQ¡¢ma quz h¾c−l h¡Ll¦Ü f−s b¡−L Evp¡q£ p¡wh¡¢c−Ll cmz Jy−cl j¤−M¡j¤−M
q−me j¡NÑ¡−lV¡ ENm¡p ¢e−Sz Bj¡−L ¢fR−el fb ¢c−u ®hl L−l ¢e−u Bp¡ qu, −ke
¢V¢L¢V ®LE R¤y−a e¡ f¡−lz
   Hlfl N¡¢sl hql Bj¡l N¡¢sl p¡j−e ¢fR−e ®R¡−Vz fÉ¡y f¤y L−l nql fÐL¢Çfa
L−l Bj¡−L ¢e−u ®R¡−V ¢L−pl ¢c−L ®L¡e ¢c−L B¢j ¢LµR¤ S¡¢e e¡z M¤h Aü¢Ù¹ qu
Bj¡lz −Lhm Bj¡l SeÉ HC ¢hn¡m hÉhÙÛ¡l B¢j ®L¡eJ L¡lZ M¤y−S f¡C e¡z fÉ¡¢lp
®cM¡ ®Q¡M Bj¡l, HC ®Q¡M Qj¢La qu e¡ ØVL−q¡j nq−lz P c¤−Q¡−M ®L±a§qm ¢e−u
S¡e¡m¡u kaV¤L¤ ®cM¡ k¡u nql, ®c−Mez j−e Bj¡l L¡yV¡ ®g¡V¡−a b¡−L Pl HL¢V
h¡LÉ, HjeL£ B¢j Bj¡l Ù»£−LJ S¡e¡C¢e ®k B¢j HM¡−e H−p¢Rz −Le P ay¡l Ù»£−L
S¡e¡e¢e? Bj¡l p−‰ ®cn ®b−L p¤C−Xe Ah¢c ay¡l Bp¡l hÉhÙÛ¡¢V ay¡l SeÉ ®L Llm,
®Le Llm! p¤C−X−el l¡øÌc§a, kac§l L¡−e B−p Mhl, J¢cL ®b−L hÉhÙÛ¡¢V L−l−Rez
p¤C¢Xn plL¡−ll L¡R ®b−L c¤−V¡ ¢hj¡e ¢V¢LV ®N−Rz H¢V …l¦aÅf§ZÑ HL¢V OVe¡
¢eÕQuCz ¢L¿º H OVe¡ f¢lh¡−ll O¢ZùS−el L¡−R ®N¡fe l¡M¡l ¢L L¡lZ b¡L−a f¡−l
Pl! a−h ¢L P i¡h−Re ¢a¢e fÐ−j¡c¢hq¡−l H−p−Re Bj¡l p−‰z k¢c L¡lJl HLS−el


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Bp−aC qa Bj¡l p−‰, Bj¡l h¡h¡ Bp−a f¡l−aez Hpju Bj¡l ph−Q−u ®h¢n
i¡−m¡ m¡N−a¡ k¢c h¡h¡ L¡−R b¡L−aez Y¡L¡ ¢hj¡eh¾c−l h¡h¡l Aje Apq¡u c¡y¢s−u
b¡L¡l R¢h¢V ý ý L−l d¤−m¡ q¡Ju¡ R¢s−u ¢c−u k¡uz Cw−l¢S−a p¡¢qaÉ lQe¡ Ll¡l
‘¡e Bj¡l ®eCz Cw−l¢S i¡o¡ ¢QlL¡mC Bj¡l L¡−R ¢h−c¢n i¡o¡, H¢V Bj¡l
j¡aªi¡o¡J eu, j¤−Ml i¡o¡J euz H¢V ¢c−u Bl k¡ ®g¡V¡−a f¡¢l, MC ®g¡V¡−a f¡¢l
e¡z ¢L¿º ¯ce¢¾ce fÐ−u¡Se£u L¡SLjÑ Q¡¢m−u ¢e−a f¡¢l, H ¢ho−u p−¾cq ®eCz M¤h
fÐ−u¡Se q−m ®c¡i¡o£l hÉhÙÛ¡ q−hz é¡−¾p ®c−M¢R M¤h Lj ®m¡LC Cw−l¢S hm−a S¡−ez
e¡jLl¡ ®m¡−Ll¡J ¢c¢hÉ ¢nl EyQ¤ L−l S¡¢e−u ®cu a¡l¡ Cw−l¢S S¡−e e¡z H ¢e−u
L¡lJ ®L¡eJ pw−L¡Q ®eCz fÐ−u¡Se q−m ®c¡i¡o£−L ®X−L B−e, ¢L¿º Cw−l¢S S¡e−aC
q−h, ¢nM−aC q−h Hje a¡¢Nc ®LE Ae¤ih L−l e¡z HlLj kMe i¡h¢R, N¡¢sl p¡j−e
®b−L HLSe f¤¢mn A¢gp¡l ¢fR−e a¡¢L−u ¢S−‘p L−le, Bfe¡l¡ ¢L HL h¡¢s−aC
b¡L−Re? B¢j ¢LR¤ hm¡l B−NC P â¦a Ešl ¢c−me, qÉ¡y ¢eÕQuCz Bj¡l p−¾cq qu
f¤¢mn A¢gp¡l¢V i¡h−Re, ®L¡eJ ®N¡fe pÇfLÑ Bj¡−cl j−dÉ B−Rz Pl Ef¢ÙÛ¢a
qW¡vC Bj¡l L¡−R A¢a¢lš² j−e q−a b¡−Lz
  N¡¢s b¡−j HL¢V h¡¢s−az h¡¢s i¢aÑ f¤¢mnz H h¡¢s−a Bj¡−L Bf¡aa b¡L−a q−h,
NÉ¡¢h hmmz h¡¢s¢V HL p¤C¢Xn ®mM−Ll h¡¢sz ®mM−Ll e¡j Cu¡e ®qe¢lL p¤u¡ez
e¡j…−m¡ Bj¡l L¡−e ®Y¡−L ¢WLC, ¢L¿º Y¤−LC ®h¢l−u k¡uz e¡j…−m¡ ®k−qa¤ j¡b¡ Ah¢c
®f±y−R¡u e¡, a¡C j−e l¡M¡J pñh qu e¡z ¢hj¡−el ®fV ®b−L ¢el¡fš¡l S¡m ®g−m
d−l Be¡ p¤V−Lp f¤¢m−nl E−cÉ¡−N e¡j¡−e¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ quz N¡¢s ®b−L h¡¢sz Bj¡l
Hhw Pl c¤−V¡ p¤V−LpC HL¢V ®n¡h¡l O−l Y¤¢L−u NÉ¡¢h h−m ¢cm, HV¡C Bf¡aa
Bfe¡−cl ®n¡h¡l Olz
Bfe¡−cl j¡−e? B¢j Qj−L E¢Wz
Bfe¡−cl j¡−e Bfe¡−clz Bfe¡l Bl Plz


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B¢j Bl P HL O−l b¡Lh ®Le?
Ù¹¢ña c¡y¢s−u b¡¢Lz p¡l¡ nl£−l, j−e fÐnÀz NÉ¡¢h, S¡¢e e¡, ®W¡y−V ®Le T¤¢m−u l¡−M
Hje HL¢V q¡¢p, ®k¢Vl Ae¤h¡c Ll−m c¤CC qu,        AfÐÙ¹¤a Hhw Qa¤lz fÐ−nÀl ®L¡eJ
Ešl e¡ ®f−u HC h¡LÉ…−m¡ hm−a hm−a mr L¢l ®œ²¡d Rm−L Rm−L EW−R L˜
®b−Lz Bj¡−cl ®a¡ HL O−l b¡L¡l ®L¡eJ pÇfLÑ ®eCz ®cn ®b−L HLp−‰ H−p−R
h−m ¢L HlLj Aá¤a ¢LR¤ i¡h−a q−h!
   P−L ®Mme¡l Ù¹§−fl j−dÉ −k Ol¢V−a −c¡am¡ ¢hR¡e¡ f¡a¡, Cu¡e ®qe¢l−Ll
h¡µQ¡−cl Ol, ®p¢V ®c¢M−u ¢cm NÉ¡¢hz P ¢h−c−n B−NJ H−p−Re, ®b−L−Rez ay¡l
L¡−R, H−cl Ol−c¡l, H−cl BQ¡l hÉhq¡l ¢LR¤C ¢eÕQuC c§−ll h−m j−e q−µR e¡z mr
L¢l, P −c¡am¡-¢hR¡e¡l O−l ®N−me, NÉ¡¢hl d¡lZ¡−L e¡ O¤¢Q−uC ®N−mez ®p ®O¡Q¡−e¡l
i¡l ¢L ®Lhm Bj¡l! NÉ¡¢hl ®W¡y−Vl ®L¡−Zl q¡¢p j¤q§j¤Ñq§ f¡ÒV¡−µRz Hje i¢‰−a Lb¡
h−m, q¡a l¡−M L¡y−d, R¤−V B−p, S¢s−u d−l N¡−m Q¤j¤ M¡u, j−e qu hý hRl ®p
Bj¡−L ®Q−e, öd¤ ®Q−eC e¡, ®ke Bjl¡ A−eLL¡−ml hå¤ h¡ BaÈ£uz Hp−h Bj¡l
Bsøa¡ fÐQ¤l, ¢LR¤−aC L¡E−L Q¤j¤ M¡Ju¡ ®a¡ c§−ll Lb¡, S¢s−u dl¡J ¢WL pñh euz
NÉ¡¢hl HMe fÐQ™ hÉÙ¹a¡z −l¢XJ ®V¢min−e HMe œ²j¡NaC p¡r¡vL¡l ¢c−µR ®pz
p¡r¡vL¡−ll g¡y−L g¡y−L Hh¡¢s−a Y¤y ¢c−u k¡−µRz V¤L−l¡ V¤L−l¡ Lb¡ hm−Rz f¤¢m−nl
p−‰, j¡−T j¡−T Bj¡l Bl Pl p−‰z
a¤¢j ¢L ¢mM−R¡ ¢LR¤? ®mML j¡e¤o, ®mM¡ R¡s¡ b¡L−a ¢eÕQuC Ap¤¢h−d q−µRz
NÉ¡¢h hm−a b¡−L, Q¡C−m HM¡−eJ ®a¡ ®mM¡−m¢M Ll−a f¡−l¡!
L£ L−l!
E−W ¢N−u AeÉ ®L¡eJ Ol ®b−L HLN¡c¡ L¡NS Lmj ¢e−u H−p Bj¡l p¡j−e ®l−M
NÉ¡¢h hmm, Bn¡ L¢l Bf¡aa H−aC q−hz L¡mC B¢j fÐQ¤l L¡NS Lmj ¢e−u
Bp−h¡z B¿¹¢lL ®m¡L NÉ¡¢h, p−¾cq ®eCz ¢L¿º ¢mM−a hm−mC ®a¡ ®mM¡ qu e¡z


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a¡R¡s¡ B¢j ®k A−eLL¡m Bl q¡−a ¢mM−a f¡¢l e¡, Lj¢fEV¡−l ¢m−M A−iÉp q−u
®N−R!      Bj¡l HC Afl¡Na¡ ¢e−u NÔ¡¢e Lj eu Bj¡lz −mML q−m ®k ®L¡eJ
f¢l−h−nC −mM¡l rja¡ b¡L¡ Q¡Cz
a¡q−m öl¦ L−l c¡Jz
NÉ¡¢hl HC öl¦ L−l c¡J-Hl j−dÉ ®L¡eJ N¡ Tmjm Ll¡ ¢LR¤ B−Rz HLV¡ Be−¾cl
OË¡Z f¡Cz
¢WLC ®a¡, h¡¢s−a h−p ¢LR¤ ®mM¡−m¢M Ll−aC ®a¡ f¡−lz NÉ¡¢h Hhw P c¤SeC Bj¡l
®mM¡ ¢ho−u Hje Nñ£l p¤−l Lb¡ hm−a öl¦ L−l ®k j−e qu Bj¡l fТa¢V Arl në
h¡®LÉl ¢c−L a¡¢L−u B−R ®N¡V¡ ¢hnÄz ¢hnÄ−L ®ke Ll¦Z¡ L−l q−mJ ¢LR¤ c¡e L¢lz
Bq, L£ rja¡ha£ plüa£ B¢j!
q¡−a ¢mM−a f¡¢l e¡ HMez ¢je¢je L¢lz
−Le? NÉ¡¢hl ®Q¡−M HLN¡c¡ ¢hpÈuz
Lj¢fEV¡−l ¢m−M A−iÉpz öe−m¡ ®p, ö−e HLV¤ e¡ ®n¡e¡l j−a¡ L−l a¡L¡−m¡z L¡e
H¢N−u ¢e−u H−p B−lLh¡l öe−a ¢N−uJ öe−m¡ e¡z hlw Q¢L−a ¢LR¤ HLV¡ j−e
fs¡u ®pC ¢LR¤ HLV¡ ¢e−u fs−m¡z
−n¡−e¡z HLV¡ Lb¡ ®a¡j¡−L B−NC h−m l¡M¡ clL¡lz H¢cL J¢cL a¡¢L−u Nm¡V¡
M¡−V¡ L−l NÉ¡¢h hmm, LMeJ ¢e−S−L L¢jE¢eØV h−m¡ e¡z LMeJ ¢e−S−L e¡l£h¡c£
h−m¡ e¡z
h−m¡ ¢L, pj¡Sa−¿» ¢hnÄ¡p Ll−m L£ r¢a?
f¢ÕQ−j L¢jE¢eSj h¡−S nëz
¢L¿º e¡l£h¡c£ hmh e¡ ®Le? B¢j ®a¡ e¡l£h¡c£Cz
NÉ¡¢h ®W¡y−V BP¤m ¢c−u, B−Nl ja Nm¡ ¢eQ¤ L−l h−m, p¡hd¡e, Bl EµQ¡lZ −L¡−l¡
e¡z e¡l£h¡c£−cl HM¡−e ®LE fR¾c L−l e¡z


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L¡lZ ¢L?
Jl¡ ph f¤l¦o¢h−ào£, pjL¡j£z
daz h¡−S Lb¡z
h¡−S Lb¡ euz Bj¡l Lb¡ ®n¡−e¡z ®a¡j¡l SeÉ i¡−m¡ q−hz
NÉ¡¢h Q−m k¡uz Bj¡l je ¢a¢a¢hlš² q−u b¡−Lz


   h¡¢sl ¢ia−l f¤¢mn, h¡C−l f¤¢mnz f¤¢m−n HL¡L¡lz H Bj¡−cl ®c¢n f¤¢m−nl
ja euz −LE ®cM−m h¤T−hJ e¡ ®k Hl¡ f¤¢mnz pL−mlC ®d¡f c¤lÙ¹ S¡j¡ L¡fsz
SÉ¡−L−V ¢fÙ¹mz ®k¡N¡−k¡−Nl SeÉ L¡−e ®fyQ¡−e¡ a¡lz O¢s−a j¡C−œ²¡−g¡ez −b−L
®b−LC Lb¡ öe−R, Lb¡ hm−Rz pL−ml p−‰ HL HL L−l q¡a ®jm¡−a q−u−R Bj¡l,
HL HL L−l ph f¤¢mnC a¡−cl e¡j h−m ®N−R Bj¡−L, ®p…−m¡ j¤q§−aÑC j¡b¡u ®Y¡L¡l
B−NC E−h ®N−Rz f¤¢m−nl¡ ®p¡g¡u h−p ®V¢m¢ine ®cM−a öl¦ L−lz ®V¢m¢in−e
p¡l¡rZC Bj¡l R¢h, Bj¡l Mhlz −k ®L¡eJ QÉ¡−e−mC HMe HC HL hÉ¡f¡lz HMe
B¢j ®c−n ®eCz hýc§l ®c−nl HL¢V ®N¡fe S¡uN¡u B¢R, B¢j LÓ¡¿¹, ¢hnСj ¢e¢µR,
®kM¡−eC B¢R, ¢el¡f−c B¢R, HMeJ ®L¡b¡J ®L¡eJ p¡r¡vL¡l ¢cC¢e, a−h Ae¤j¡e
Ll¡ q−µR M¤h n£OË Bj¡l ¢eSj¤M −b−L ¢LR¤ ®n¡e¡ k¡−hz −V¢m¢in−el Mh−l Bj¡l
®L¡eJ EµRÆ¡p ®eCz ®f−V Bj¡l h¡−Ol ¢r−dz c¤f¤l N¢s−u ¢h−Lmz ®LE M¡Ju¡
c¡Ju¡l Lb¡ a¤m−R e¡! ¢r−d PlJ ®f−u−Rz j¤M öL−e¡z Bj¡l A¢ij¡e q−a b¡−Lz
O¤j Bj¡−L lr¡ L−lz O¤−j N¡ elj q−u Bp−Rz −c−n aMe l¡¢šl, ¢h−c−n e¡ qu
Ajm ®l¡Ÿ¤lz −l¡Ÿ¤l ®cM−a i¡l£ h−uC ®Nm ®Q¡−Ml, ®Q¡M h¤−S B−pz
   Bj¡l Apj−ul O¤j i¡¢P−u qW¡v −me¡ e¡−jl HL ®j−u, ¢mL¢m−L, c¡ya EyQ¤,
Ù¹eq£e, m¡m Q¤−m¡, H−p −l¡h−Vl ja ¢QLe Nm¡u Lb¡ hm−a öl¦ Llmz p¤C−Xe
e¡−jl ®cn¢V pÇf−LÑ M¤y¢Ve¡¢Vz ®cn¢V i¡m, ®cn¢Vl a¤me¡ qu e¡z ®cn¢V−a HMe


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p¿¹¡e Evf¡c−el q¡l CJ−l¡−fl ®cn…−m¡l j−dÉ ph−Q−u ®h¢nz ®me¡ S¡e¡−m¡ ®p
NÉ¡¢hl Ù»£z ¢hR¡e¡u h−p ¢Rm¡j B¢j, Bl ®p c¡y¢s−u e¡N¡−s ®lmN¡¢s Q¡¢m−u qW¡vC
hmm −p k¡−µR, a¡l HL¢V f¤œp¿¹¡e B−R, a¡−L ®X-−Lu¡l ®b−L a¤−m ¢e−u n±OË
O−l ¢gl−a q−hz h¡¢s a¡l L¡−RC, q¡yV¡ c§l−aÅz p¡C−L−m L−l H−p¢Rm ®me¡, J−a
L−lC Q−m ®Nmz p¡C−L−ml ¢fR−e h¡µQ¡l hp¡l HL¢V Bpez p¡¢l p¡¢l p¡C−Lm l¡M¡
h¡¢sl d¡−lCz
  O¢s−a l¡¢šl cnV¡, AbQ h¡C−l TLT−L ¢cez H L£ L−l pñh! Bp−mC ¢L
l¡a cnV¡ HMe? e¡¢L, pL¡m! Bj¡lC ph H−m¡−j−m¡ q−u k¡−µR! f¤¢mn−cl
HLSe−L ¢S−‘p L¢lz h−m ®cu qÉ¡y cnV¡Cz B¢j A−fr¡ L−l ¢Rm¡j ®k NÉ¡¢h h¡
AeÉ ®LE pñha Bj¡−cl ®L¡eJ ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu ¢e−u k¡−hz ¢L¿º NÉ¡¢h H−p öil¡a h−m
Q−m ®N−Rz B¢jJ m‹¡u ¢r−d Hhw M¡h¡l fÐp−‰ ¢LR¤ ¢S−‘p L¢l¢ez A¢a¢b BN
h¡¢s−u ¢r−dl Lb¡ hm−h, A¿¹a HlLj ¢nr¡ −R¡V−hm¡ ®b−L LMeJ f¡C¢ez AaHh
A¢a¢bl j¤−M ¢Mmz mrÉ L¢l, f¤¢m−nl¡ l¡æ¡Ol ®b−L L¢g h¡¢e−u Be−Rz M¡−µRz
l¡æ¡O−l Y¤−L ¢e−SJ ¢LR¤ h¡e¡−e¡l SeÉ, ¢e−cef−r Q¡, aæ aæ L−l M¤ySm¡jz e¡, Q¡
®eCz HL¢V ®L±−V¡u L¢g f−s B−Rz BµR¡ Sm f¡Ju¡ k¡−h ®L¡b¡J? M¤−S ®L¡eJ
®h¡am ®fm¡j e¡ S−mlz f¤¢mn−cl HL g¡y−L ¢S−‘p L¢l, Bfe¡l¡ O¤−j¡−he ®L¡b¡u?
e¡, Jyl¡ ®LE O¤−j¡−he e¡z Jyl¡ ¢XE¢V Ll−Re, ¢XE¢Vl pju O¤−j¡−a ®eCz p¡l¡l¡a
f¤¢mn f¡−nl O−l h−p ®b−L−R Bl E−W E−W Ol h¡l¡¾c¡ ®c−M−R z S¡e¡m¡ clS¡ ¢LR¤
es−R ¢Le¡ ®c−M−Rz h¡¢sl h¡C−l p¡c¡ Bl f¤¢mn-®f¡n¡®Ll f¤¢mn Vqm ¢c−µRz
®ia−lJ         f¤¢mn hp¡, J−cl ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e qu n§eÉa¡ eu ®V¢m¢inez B¢j O−ll
clS¡ i¡−m¡ L−l ¢ial ®b−L hå L−l h−p ®b−L¢R O−lz p¡l¡l¡az O¤j e¡ qJu¡l
L¡lZ A−eL, pj−ul −ql−gl, ¢r−d, P ¢e−u Aü¢Ù¹, p¤C¢Xn ®fe LÓ¡−hl lqpÉjua¡ --
k¡−L ¢e−u p¡l¡ ¢h−nÄ Ha °q °Q -- a¡−L i¡m ®L¡eJ ®q¡−V−m l¡M¡l p¡dÉ L¡lJ qu¢e,


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a¡l M¡Ju¡ c¡Ju¡l ®L¡eJ hÉhÙÛ¡l Lb¡ ®LEC i¡−h¢e! AbQ p¡l¡ ¢h−nÄ e¡j q−µR
p¤C¢Xn ®fe LÓ¡h Bj¡−L AiÉbÑe¡ S¡e¡−µR, p¡l¡ ¢h−nÄ e¡j q−µR p¤C−Xe e¡jL Ec¡l
®cn¢Vl A¢a¢b B¢jz ¢àd¡¢eÄa B¢j, ¢L¿º Bh¡l üi¡−hl pv…−Z ¢àd¡…−m¡ ®Ty¢V−u
¢h−cu L−l a¡hv ¢LR¤l j−dÉ aæ aæ L−l B¿¹¢lLa¡ Hhw paa¡ M¤yS−a ®Qø¡ L¢lz
p¤C¢Xn ®fe LÓ¡h j¡−eC NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡e Bl a¡l Ù»£ eu, BlJ AeÉ ®LE B−R,
¢eÕQuC B−Rz fÐbj ¢ce qua ph H−m¡−j−m¡ q−u B−R, ¢ce ®N−mC ¢WL q−h phz
  ¢ce k¡u, fl¢ce Bj¡l ®h¡T¡l B−NC Bj¡l ¢nu−ll L¡−R h−p b¡−Lz ®l¡Ÿ¤−l Ol
®i−p k¡−µR, AbQ O¢s−a aMe p−h ®i¡lz l¡¢šl h−m ¢LR¤ p¤C−X−e e¡j−R e¡z H ®cn
jdÉl¡¢œl p§−kÑl ®cnz NljL¡−ml jdÉl¡−a j¡b¡l Jfl p§kÑ SÅmSÅm Ll−hz l¡a c¤−V¡
e¡ ¢L ¢ce c¤−V¡ ®h¡T¡l Ef¡u L¡lJl b¡L−h e¡z fª¢bh£l Ešl ®jl¦−a H−p ®e¡Pl
®g−m−R¡ ®j−u, HLV¤ cj ¢e−u h¤T−a ®Qø¡ L−l¡ Q¡m¢Qœ Bl AhnÉC ph¢LR¤l
üi¡hQ¢lœz öL−e¡ j¤−M h−p B¢R, P H−p ¢hR¡e¡u Bj¡l f¡−n hp−mez Bj¡−cl
V¤¢LV¡¢L B−m¡Qe¡u B−p M¡Ju¡, ¢r−d, NÉ¡¢hz −L¡eJ¢LR¤l pj¡d¡e Bj¡−cl q¡−a
®eCz Apq¡u Bjl¡, ¢L¿º Apq¡u H Lb¡ ¢hnÄ¡p Ll−a Bj¡l ®kje Ap¤¢h−d qu, PlJ
quz P j¡−T j¡−T ¢LR¤C-h¤T−a-e¡-f¡l¡ ®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u b¡−Le Q¡l¢c−Lz Bh¡l p¢ða
¢g−l ®f−u ¢ioZ lLj h¤T−a-f¡l¡-®Q¡−M −Q¡M h¤−m¡e, ®kM¡−e h¤−m¡h¡lz P Bj¡l f¡−n
h−p h¤T−a f¡l¡ ®Q¡−M, ®W¡y−V ¢j¢ø ¢j¢ø q¡¢p ¢e−u hm−me, S¡−e¡, n¡jp¤l l¡qj¡−el
A−e−Ll p−‰ ®fÐj L−l−Rez Aa hup q−u−R, ¢L¿º ®ia−ll ®fТjL je¢V HMeJ
j−l¢ez Bj¡l qua n¡jp¤l l¡qj¡−el ja Aa −fТjL¡ ®eC, ¢L¿º ®fТjL¡ ®k Bj¡l ¢Rm
e¡ a¡ euz ®fÐj Hhw ®fТjL¡ ¢e−u P BlJ ¢LR¤ hm−a b¡−Lez Bj¡l −n¡e¡l l¦¢Q qu
e¡z Pl Jfl Bj¡l M¤h l¡N q−a b¡−Lz j−e q−a b¡−L, ¢a¢e Bj¡l N¡ ®Oo−a
Q¡C−Rez h¤−s¡ hu−p ay¡l ®fÐj Ll¡l nM q−u−Rz HC E−ŸnÉ ¢e−uC         Bj¡l p−‰
Hac§l Ah¢c Y¡L¡ ®b−L ØVL−q¡j H−p−Rez       ¢ia−l ¢ia−l B¢j f¡bl q−u EW−a


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b¡¢Lz l¡N£ f¡blz ØfnÑ Ll−mC B…e q−u EWhz P, i¡−m¡ qu k¢c ¢el¡fc c§laÅ hS¡u
l¡M¤ez
      pL¡−m B¢j ®O¡oZ¡ L−l ¢cC Bj¡−L ®h−l¡−a q−hz a¢sO¢s °a¢l q−u ¢eCz B¢j
¯a¢l q−m ®a¡ Bl f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£ °a¢l q−µR e¡z f¤¢m−nl cm i¡h−mnq£e j¤−M ®Lhm
ö−e ®Nm ®k B¢j h¡C−l ®h−l¡¢µRz Bj¡l ®h−l¡−e¡ ¢e−u a¡−cl ®L¡eJ j¡b¡hÉ¡b¡ ®eCz
a¡l¡ ®h−l¡−h e¡ Bj¡l p−‰z h¡¢sl f¤¢mn h¡¢s f¡q¡l¡ ®c−hz −LE H−p         h¡¢sl
®L¡b¡J HLV¡ ®h¡j¡ f¤y−a ®Nm L£ e¡ h¡ f¡y¢Qm Vf−L Y¤−L f−s −L¡eJ O−l Ja ®f−a
b¡L−m¡ L£ e¡ j¡l−h h−m, mrÉ l¡M−hz Bj¡l ¢j−W Lb¡u HC f¤¢m−nl ¢Q−s ¢iS−h
e¡z      qÉ¡y ®k−aC q−h Bj¡−L, Xm¡l i¡P¡−a q−hz ¢L¿º j¤n¢Lm qm B¢j ®L¡b¡u
k¡−h¡ e¡ k¡−h¡ a¡ ¢edÑ¡lZ Ll−h NÉ¡¢hz NÉ¡¢h B−cn Ll−m f¤¢mn Bp−hz B¢j B−cn
®a¡ c§−ll Lb¡ Ae¤−l¡d Ll−mJ f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£−a ®L¡eJ esQs q−h e¡z Bj¡l
A¢ii¡hL p¤C¢Xn ®fe LÓ¡h, Bl LÓ¡−hl ®fТp−X¾V ®k−qa¤ NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡e, a¡C B¢j
kaV¡ e¡ Bj¡l pÇf−LÑ h¤T−h¡, Bj¡l ®Q−uJ ®h¢n h¤T−h ®pz Bj¡l l¡N qu ö−ez ®L
e¡ ®L HC NÉ¡¢h, k¡−L B¢, A¢a p¡j¡eÉC ¢Q¢e Bl ®p L£ e¡ Bj¡l j¡aîl ®p−S
h−p ®Nmz ¢h−cn ¢hi¤yCz lLj pLj h¤T−aC ®h¡dqu BlJ pju m¡N−h, ®LE ®LE
h−mz      f¤¢m−nl¡ NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡e−L S¡e¡u   h¡C−l ®h−l¡−a Q¡C¢R B¢jz ®h−l¡−a
B¢j Q¡C−mC ®a¡ q−h e¡, NÉ¡¢hl Ae¤j¢a R¡s¡ Bj¡l HL f¡ ®L¡b¡J ®h−l¡−e¡ pñh
euz A¢ii¡hL Bj¡l p−‰ Lb¡ hm−a Q¡C−mez         A¢ii¡hL hÙ¹¤¢V−−L AaÉ¿¹ ¢el¡e¾c
L−˜ h¢m, ®k, h¡C−l ®h−l¡−a q−h Bj¡lz
NÉ¡¢h ¢S−‘p L−l, h¡C−l ®Le?
h¡C−l L¡Sz
L£ L¡S?
Xm¡l i¡P¡−a q−hz


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−Le?
−M−a q−hz
M¡Ju¡ ®a¡ B−RC ¢é−Sz
−p M¡Ju¡ pñh euz
¢WL B−Rz V¡L¡ fup¡l clL¡l ®a¡ q−aC f¡−lz B¢j h−m ¢c¢µR f¤¢mn−Lz
Lb¡ ®no qJu¡l fl NÉ¡¢h q¡Ju¡l j−a¡ R¤−V B−p h¡¢s−az L¤j£−ll h¡µQ¡¢V ®Le
®h−l¡−h, L£ L¡l−Z ®h−l¡−h, pñha a¡ BlJ L¡R ®b−L ®cM−a h¤T−az              ¢j¢eV
f¡y−Q−Ll j−dÉC      f¤¢m−nl A−eL…−m¡ N¡¢s H−p c¡ys¡−m¡ h¡¢sl p¡j−el l¡Ù¹¡uz
f¤¢mn-f¡n¡L fl¡ f¤¢mn p¡l¡rZC h¡¢sl h¡C−l l¡C−gm a¡L L−l c¡y¢s−u B−R ®c−M
N¡ L¡y−fz N¡¢s i¢aÑ f¤¢mn Q−m Bp¡ j¡−e p¡S p¡S lh f−s ®Nm h¡¢qe£−az f¤¢m−nl
hsLaÑ¡−cl a¡l f¡W¡−e¡ q−u ®N−R, ®k, B¢j Olh¡l q¢µRz Ah−n−o ®h−l¡m¡jz nql
L¡y¢f−u f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£ H−N¡uz l¡Ù¹¡l j¡e¤o q¡y L−l ®Q−u b¡−L hq−ll ¢c−Lz m‹¡u j¡b¡
¢eQ¤ L−l l¡¢M B¢jz HC p¡j¡eÉ Bj¡l SeÉ L£ q§mÙÛ§m L¡™ h¡yd¡−e¡ q−µRzl¡Ù¹¡u,
®c¡L¡−e ®k j¡e¤oC ®c−M Bj¡−L, ¢Q−e ®g−mz ¢j¢ø ®q−p A¢ie¾ce S¡e¡u, q¡a e¡−sz
f¢œL¡…−m¡l fÐbj f¡a¡u Bj¡l R¢hpq Mhlz f¢œL¡l ®f¡ØV¡l p¡yV¡ ®cu¡−m ®cu¡−m,
hs L−l Mhl Bl R¢hz Aá¤a i¡o¡¢V fs−a f¡¢l e¡, ®Lhm ¢e−Sl R¢h¢V ¢Qe−a
f¡¢lz R¢h R¡¢f−u H−L d¢l−u ¢ce h¡ H−L ü¡Naj h¡ A¢ie¾ce --i¡o¡ e¡ h¤T−m,
A−eLV¡ HLC lLjz V¡L¡ i¡¢P−u fÐbj ®k L¡S¢V Ll−a C−µR L¢l HMe, ®p¢V
−L¡eJ ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu k¡Ju¡ Hhw M¡Ju¡z f¤¢mn ¢S−‘p Llm, HMe −a¡ h¡¢s k¡−h! e¡
h¡¢s B¢j k¡−h¡ e¡z −L¡b¡J ®M−a k¡−h¡z ®M−a k¡−h¡? ®M−a k¡h¡l Lb¡ −a¡ ¢Rm e¡
Bj¡lz Bh¡l °q °q f−s ®Nmz −fСNË¡j hc−m ®N−Rz ¢LR¤ ®k¡N q−u−Rz ®l−Ù¹¡l¡y ®k¡N
q−u−Rz f¤¢m−nl hsLaÑ¡−L S¡¢e−u ®cJu¡ qmz HMe h¡¢qe£ ¢e−u ®M−a k¡Jz
jÉ¡N−X¡e¡ôp e¡−jl pÉ¡™EC−Ql ®c¡L¡−e Bj¡−L ¢e−u Y¤L−m¡ f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£z ¢fR−e


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Ssps Pz Pl p−‰ pÇfLÑ¢V mrÉ L¢l â¦a n£am q−µRz ¢a¢e ¢eÕQuC Ae¤j¡e
Ll−a f¡l−Rez M¤h fÐ−u¡Se R¡s¡ B¢j ay¡l p−‰ ®L¡eJ Lb¡ hm¢R e¡z hm−mJ ül¢V
B−Nl ja ®eC Bl, ül¢V Eš¡fq£ez ü−l ¢hl¢š², ü−l LÓ¡¢¿¹z Pl, Øfø h¤¢T ®k ¢àd¡
q−µR Bj¡l Ae¤NË−q ¢ce L¡V¡−az ¢L¿º Ef¡u ®eC, E−f¡p L−l jl−a q−h H−c−nz
¢r−dl fСh−mÉ ®N¡NË¡−p h¡NÑ¡−ll l¦¢V−a L¡js ¢c−µR -- h¡P¡¢ml HC Ll¦Z cªnÉ¢V ®k
j−e j−e c§l ®b−L ®cMh, a¡lJ g¤lpa ®eCz B−N ®k L−lC ®q¡L ®f−V ¢LR¤ ¢c−a
q−hz N¢lh ®c−nl j¡e¤o Bjl¡, −M−a Q¡C−m ®m¡−L i¡h−h hs M¡C M¡C Bj¡−clz ®p
i¡h¤L! Bj¡l ®Q¡u¡m nš² q−a b¡−Lz HL¢V ¢S¢ep Bj¡−L n¡¿¹ L−l Bf¡aa, h¡¢sl
®V¢m−g¡e¢Vz ®L¡b¡J ®g¡e Ll¡ Bj¡l ¢e−od, L¡lZ B¢j HMe −N¡fe S¡uN¡u AhÙÛ¡e
Ll¢R, Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡ ¢el¡fš¡l L¡l−Z O¤Z¡r−lJ ®LE ®ke e¡ S¡−e -- HC qm ¢eujz
Bj¡l f−r Ha L¢We ¢euj j¡e¡ pñh euz ¢euj ®i−P B¢j fÐbj ®g¡e¢V L¢l
¢e¢Mm plL¡l−Lz L£ L−l l¡−al AåL¡−l h¡¢s ®b−L ®h−l¡−a q−u−R, ¢h−cn ¢hiy¤CHl
®L¡b¡u H−p La c§−l ®f±y−R¢R, HL ¢exnÄ¡−p S¡e¡Cz ¢e¢Mm plL¡−ll p−‰ Bj¡l
hå¤aÅ h¡C−l ®b−L ®cM−m j−e q−h, …l¦ ¢n−oÉlz B¢j …l¦ ¢n−oÉl pÇf−LÑ ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l
e¡z LMeJ ¢e¢Mmc¡−L B¢j fÐZ¡j ®a¡ c§−ll Lb¡, ejú¡lJ L¢l¢ez ¢L¿º pÇfLÑ¢Vl
j−dÉ AN¡d ®pÀq Bl nÐÜ¡ B−Rz a¡C h−m H¢V ¢fa¡ f¤œ£l pÇf−LÑl ja euz pÇfLÑ¢V
e¡l£ f¤l¦®ol, ¢L¿º H¢V ®L¡eJ ®fÐj h¡ ®k±ea¡l pÇfLÑJ euz H¢V−L p¡d¡lZ hå¤aÅJ
hm¡ L¡a¡−lJ ®gm¡ k¡u e¡z a¡l E−dÑ H¢V, AhnÉ A−eL¢LR¤lC E−dÑz p¢aÉL¡l j¡e¤−o
j¡e¤−o pÇfLÑz H h¡¢s −b−L ®g¡e Ll¡ Ll¡ k¡u, h¡ k¡−h Mhl¢V ®f−u ®g¡−el Jfl
T¡y¢f−u PJ f−s−Rez AaÉ¿¹ E¢àNÀ ü−l ¢a¢e Lb¡ hm−Re ay¡l f¢lh¡−ll L¡lJ p−‰,
ay¡l Ù»£l p−‰ ¢L? pñhaz
  HC l¡−aJ ®L¡b¡J ®LE H−p ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu ®e−h, Bn¡ L−l W−L ®Nm¡jz ®LE B−p¢ez
HMe h¡C−l ®L¡b¡J ®k−a Q¡C−m f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£−a p¡C−le f−s k¡−hz h¡¢s−a ®k f¤¢mn


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b¡−L, a¡l¡ h¡¢s−aC b¡−Lz HLcm k¡u, HLcm B−pz HlLj ¢XE¢Vz Bl h¡¢sl
h¡C−l kMe k¡−h¡, aMe fÉ¡y f¤y h¡¢S−u cn¢V f¤¢m−nl N¡¢s B−pz j¡TM¡−el¢V−a
Bj¡−L Qs¡−e¡ quz −k−qa¤ NÉ¡¢h ¢LR¤ S¡e¡u¢e f¤¢mnh¡¢qe£−L, Jl¡ ¢e−aJ Bp−h e¡
Bj¡−Lz Bl f¤¢mn R¡s¡ Bj¡−L ®L¡b¡J ®k−aJ ®cJu¡ q−h e¡z h¡¢sl f¤¢m−nl eSl
l¡M−a q−µR, h¡C−l ®b−L ®ke ®L¡eJ Baa¡u£ e¡ ®Y¡−L ®ia−l, Hhw ®ia−ll hÙ¹¤¢V
®ke h¡C−l e¡ f¡ h¡s¡uz Bj¡−L Jl¡ p¤C¢Xn f¤¢m¢n i¡o¡u hÙ¹¤ h¡ Ah−Sƒ h−m X¡−Lz
e¡j ®eJu¡J e¡¢L ¢el¡fš¡l SeÉ ýj¢Lz AaHh S£he h¡yQ¡−e¡l SeÉ ®k ®L¡eJ
f¢l¢ÙÛ¢al j−dÉC h¡p Ll¡ öih¤¢Ül mrZz l¡æ¡O−l Y¤−L h−p b¡¢Lz ®g¡e¢V l¡æ¡O−ll
®V¢h−mCz HC l¡æ¡Ol Bjl¡ hÉhq¡l Ll−a f¡l−h¡ L£ f¡l−h¡ e¡ ¢LR¤ S¡e¡−e¡ qu¢ez
f¤¢m−nl¡ ¢e−S−cl ja L¢g h¡¢e−u M¡uz ¢L¿º l¡æ¡O−ll Be¡Q L¡e¡Q M¤y−S M¡cÉ-hÙ¹¤
k¡ f¡Ju¡ ®Nm, a¡l ®h¢nl i¡NC ¢Q¢e e¡z ®Qe¡ ¢S¢e−pl j−dÉ j¡R, a−h j¡R fÉ¡−L−Vz
m¡m q−u b¡L¡ j¡−Rl fÉ¡−LVz H¢V ¢L j¡−Rl öV¢L, l¡æ¡ Ll¡ e¡¢L öd¤ ®pÜ ®h¡T¡l
®L¡eJ Ef¡u ®eCz L£ L−l ®M−a q−h HC j¡R, a¡ ®p¡S¡ Lb¡, S¡¢e e¡z z H¢V−L ¢L
L¡Q¡ M¡−h¡z e¡¢L ®am jnm¡u l¡æ¡ L−l M¡−h¡, a¡ q−a ®N−m −am jnm¡J ®eCz
fÉ¡−LV¢V ¢LR¤rZ e¡s¡Q¡s¡ L−l −kM¡−e ¢Rm ¢é−Sl ¢àa£u a¡−L, −pM¡−e ®pC a¡−LC
®l−M ¢cCzz c¤−V¡ ¢Xj f−s B−R ¢é−Sz l¡æ¡ −k ¢LR¤ Llh, a¡lJ Ef¡u ®eCz ®L¡eJ
−am jnm¡ ®eCz f¡N−ml ja Q¡m M¤y¢S, ®eCz g¤¢V−u A¿¹a i¡a q−mC A¿¹a k¢c ®pÜ
Ll¡ k¡uz −L±−V¡…−m¡ ¢exn−ë paLÑa¡u M¤−m ®c¢M, ®eCz n¡L ph¢S ¢LR¤C ®eCz
b¡L−m ®a¡ mhZ−pÜ L−l M¡Ju¡ ®kaz q¡as¡−a q¡as¡−a p¡c¡ HL¢V ®W¡P¡u p¡c¡
…y−s¡ f¡Ju¡ ®Nmz …y−s¡ ¢L N−jl …y−s¡ e¡¢L AeÉ ¢LR¤! HMe ¢LR¤ HLV¡ L−l k¢c h¡yQ¡
k¡uz ®k L¡S¢V LMeJ L¢l¢e, ®p L¡S¢V L¢lz Sm ¢c−u …−m −pC A−Qe¡ p¡c¡ …y−s¡l
®N¡m¡ q¡−al ®a−m¡u f¡am¡ L−l pp−f−e ®g−m Nlj L−l ¢eCz ®k M¡h¡l           M¡C¢e
LMeJ, ®p M¡h¡l¢V M¡Cz ¢Xj ®pÜ Bl A−Qe¡ ¢LR¤ HLV¡l ®pÜz PJ ®M−me Jphz


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M¤h jÔ¡e ü−l hm−me, j−e qu Bj¡l fÐ−u¡Se ®eC ®a¡j¡l JC Ae¤ù¡e Ah¢c b¡L¡z
−i−h¢Rm¡j i¡o¡l hÉ¡f¡−l HLV¤ p¡q¡kÉ Llhz HMe ®cM¢R, a¤¢j i¡mC Q¡¢m−u ¢e−a
f¡−l¡z
B¢j j¡b¡ ®e−s hmm¡j, e¡ e¡ a¡l ®L¡eJ Ap¤¢h−d ®eCz
c£ÑOÑnÄ¡p ®g−m P hm−me, a¡q−m B¢j Q−m k¡Cz L£ hmz
¢el¦š¡f ®Q¡−M B¢j S¡e¡m¡l ¢c−L a¡¢L−u b¡¢Lz j−e j−e B¢j Q¡C¢R P Q−m k¡ez
Bj¡l ¢ia−l P ¢e−u ®k pwnu S−¾j−R, a¡ œ²−j Ni£−l ¢N−u ¢nLs N¡s−Rz
   l¡a…−m¡ Aá¤a L¡−Vz P HL O−lz B¢j B−lLO−lz nëq£ez j¡TM¡−e ¢el¡fš¡-
f¤¢m−nl pnë ¢isz f¤¢mn Bj¡l i¡−m¡ m¡−N e¡z Bj¡l −L¡eJ lLj fÐ−u¡Se ®eC Ha
f¤¢mn ¢e−u Qm¡−gl¡ Ll¡lz NÉ¡¢h−L h−m¢Rm¡jz f¤¢mn A¢gp¡l−cl S¡¢e−u−Rz a¡l¡
A¢g−p HC hÉ¡f¡l¢V S¡¢e−u−Rz Ešl H−p−R, H R¡s¡ Bl ®L¡eJ Ef¡u ®eCz Bj¡l
f¤¢mn fÐql¡l j−dÉ b¡L−aC q−hz AbÑ¡v h¡s¢a HL¢V AbÑq£e Efâf Bj¡l N¡−u ®py−
b¡L−hz j−e fÐnÀ S¡−N, La¢ce?
   pL¡−m NÉ¡¢h Hm q¡−a HL¢V ¢Q¢W ¢e−uz L¡mÑ ¢hÒVHl ¢Q¢Wz L¡mÑ ¢hÒV p¤C−X−el
®fТp−X¾Vz ¢Q¢W¢V−a ®mM¡, ¢fÐu ap¢mj¡, Bfe¡−L ¢hfc ®b−L EÜ¡l Ll−a ®f−l
Bjl¡ Be¢¾caz p¤C−X−e Bfe¡−L ü¡Naj S¡e¡¢µRz Bn¡ L¢l, HC ®c−n Bfe¡l
¢el¡fš¡l ®L¡eJ Ai¡h q−h e¡z Hhw Bf¢e ¢e¢ÕQ−¿¹ ¢e¢hÑ−OÀ Bfe¡l L¡S Q¡¢m−u ®k−a
f¡l−hez Bfe¡l p−‰ p¡je¡p¡j¢e ®cM¡ Ll¡l C−µR Bj¡lz..CaÉ¡¢c CaÉ¡¢cz
¢Q¢W¢V Bj¡l L¡−R ®k ®L¡eJ ¢Q¢Wl jaCz pjbÑe h¡ pjj¢jÑa¡l ¢Q¢Wz HlLj ¢Q¢W −f−u
B¢j M¤hC AiÉÙ¹z ®c−nl ®fТp®X−¾Vl ¢Q¢W, ®fТp−X¾V ¢L S¡−ee B¢j ®L¡b¡u L¡l
h¡¢s−a f−s B¢R! Cu¡e ®qe¢lL hE h¡µQ¡ ¢e−u R¤¡V−a ®N−R ®L¡b¡J, J ¢g−l Bp¡l
B−NC Bj¡−L H h¡¢s R¡s−a q−h, Hhw aMe ®L¡b¡u k¡−h¡ B¢j, ®L¡b¡u b¡L−h¡, a¡
−cM¡l c¡¢uaÅ¢V L¡l, B¢j HMeJ ¢LR¤ S¡¢e e¡z −fТp−X¾V ¢L S¡−ee?


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  ¢e−S−L ph ¢LR¤l j−dÉ M¤h ®h¡L¡ m¡−Nz Apq¡u m¡−Nz ¢Q¢W¢V ®V¢h−m ®l−M HM¡−e
b¡L¡l Hhw M¡Ju¡ c¡Ju¡l hÉhÙÛ¡¢V L£! NÉ¡¢hl L¡−R S¡e−a Q¡Cm¡jz Hph−L
B−c± …l¦aÅf§ZÑ ¢hou h−m ®p j−e Ll−R e¡z ®p e¡¢L Bj¡−cl SeÉ M¡h¡l ¢L−e
l¡æ¡O−l ®l−M−Rz ®L¡e M¡h¡l? JC fÔ¡¢ØV−Ll fÉ¡−L−V l¡M¡ i¡−f ®pÜ j¡R, Bl
JC ¢V−el ®L±−V¡u ¢fÐS¡l−i¢V−i ®X¡h¡−e¡ N¡Sl Bl hhÑ¢V Bl p¡j¤¢âL c¤NÑå-j¡R!
c¤hRl B−N ¢fÐS¡l−i¢V−il S−m i¡¢p−u l¡M¡z Ju¡L m¡−Nz       Bj¡l l−M−R e¡ j−e
L−l BS ¢h−L−m a¡l h¡¢s−a k¡Ju¡l …l¦aÅ¢V ®h¢n L−l ¢cmz hmm, JM¡−e l¡−al
M¡h¡−ll hÉhÙÛ¡ ®p Ll−hz P ®k−qa¤ p¤C−Xe ®R−s k¡−he h−m ¢pÜ¡¿¹ ¢e−u−Re, a¡yl ®k
a¡¢l−M k¡h¡l Lb¡ ¢Rm a¡l B−NC ¢a¢e k¡−µRe, Hhw HM¡e ®b−L ®p¡S¡p¤¢S Y¡L¡u e¡
¢g−l ¢a¢e m™e k¡−he Bf¡aa, ay¡−L ¢V¢LV Ll−a ®k−a q−h h¡C−lz h¡C−l P HL¡
®N−me e¡ −L¡eJ HLSe f¤¢mn ay¡−L ¢e−u ®Nm, ®p B¢j S¡¢e e¡z B¢j clS¡ ¢i¢S−u
¢c−u ¢Qv q−u ö−u b¡¢Lz Bj¡l i¡he¡l j−dÉ p¢aÉ hm−a L£, ¢LR¤C ®eCz g¡yL¡z
  ¢h−L−m NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡−el L¡V¡¢le¡ h¡‰¡V¡l AÉ¡f¡VÑ−j−¾V Bj¡−L Bl P−L ®eJu¡
qmz JM¡−e H„−fÐne f¢œL¡l p¡¢qaÉ-pwúª¢a ¢hi¡−Nl pÇf¡cL j¡¢lu¡ p−aÉ¢eu¤p
Bj¡l p¡r¡vL¡l ®e−hz HLSe g−V¡p¡wh¡¢cL g−V¡ a¤m−hz NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡e ¢e−S
®mML e¡ L¢h a¡l ¢LR¤C B¢j S¡¢e e¡z ¢S−‘p L¢l, a¤¢j LV¡ hC ¢m−M−R¡z NÉ¡¢h
h−m, ¢m−M¢R −hn ¢LR¤z fÐhm Evp¡−q NÉ¡¢hl hC ®cM−a Q¡Cz NÉ¡¢h ¢j¢ø ®q−p H¢s−u
k¡u hC ®cM¡−e¡l hÉ¡f¡l¢Vz NÉ¡¢h hmm, ®p H„−fÐne f¢œL¡l p¡wh¡¢cLz p¡¢qaÉ
¢hi¡−Nlz NÉ¡¢h ¢e−Sl Lb¡ M¤h ®h¢n h−m e¡z S¡e−a Q¡C−m M¤h p¡j¡eÉC h−mz ay¡l
N¡−ul lw p¡c¡ CJ−l¡f£−cl ja euz ¢LlLj qm−c−Vz HC ®p qmz NÉ¡¢hl h¡¢s−a
p¡l¡rZC ®g¡e Bp−R, p¡l¡rZC gÉ¡„ Qm−Rz −g¡e gÉ¡„ k¡ Bp−R, phC Bj¡l
¢ho−uz fª¢bh£l Hje ®L¡eJ pwh¡c j¡dÉ−jl ®m¡L ®eC ®k ®g¡e e¡ Ll−R, gÉ¡„
f¡W¡−µRz a¡−cl ph¡lC HL Ae¤−l¡d, ap¢mj¡l p¡r¡vL¡l Q¡Cz NÉ¡¢hl HL Ešl, q−h


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e¡z qÉ¡y NÉ¡¢h HC ¢e−u hÉÙ¹z p¡r¡vL¡l k¡ ®cJu¡l phC NÉ¡¢h ¢c−µRz ¢L L−l
ap¢mj¡ Hm, ®L¡b¡u HMe, L£ Ll−R, L£ i¡h−R, a¡l p−‰ ¢L ®cM¡ q−a f¡−l, a¡l
Ešl ®c−h NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡ez AeÉ ®LE euz A¢gp ®b−L R¤¢V ¢e−u−R ®p A−eL¢c−el,
H¢V ¢hn¡m L¡Sz j¡¢lu¡ p−a¢eu¤p Q−m ®Nm p¡r¡vL¡l ¢e−uz B¢j NÉ¡¢hl −g¡e
gÉ¡−„l ¢hl¡jq£e Evp−hl ¢c−L ¢h¢pÈa ®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u b¡¢Lz
NÉ¡¢h ®q−p hmm, f¤−l¡ ¢hnÄ f¡Nm q−u E−W−R ®a¡j¡l SeÉz Hph ¢e−uC Bj¡−L hÉÙ¹
b¡L−a q−µRz ¢e−Sl SeÉ ®L¡eJ pjuC f¡¢µR e¡z a¡lflJ ¢ehÑ¡Qe L−l L−l h−m
¢c¢µR ph¡C−L ®k −fe LÓ¡−hl f¤lú¡−ll Ae¤ù¡−e Bp−az ¢L¿º ®LE Bm¡c¡ L−l
p¡r¡vL¡l f¡−h e¡z a¡R¡s¡ ®a¡j¡l fÐQ¤l Bj¿»Z H−p−R ¢h¢iæ ®cn ®b−Lz
¢L−pl Bj¿»Z?
e¡e¡e ®c−n ®a¡j¡−L hš²ªa¡ ®cJu¡l SeÉ X¡L−Rz Hhw BlJ HL¢V ¢S¢ep, q¡ q¡z
L£ q¡ q¡?
fÊQ¤l fÐL¡nL ®a¡j¡l hC R¡f¡−a Q¡C−Rz
a¡C e¡¢L?
q¡ q¡z
−L¡e ®c−nl? p¤C−X−el?
öd¤ p¤C−Xe? CJ−l¡−fl ph ®cnz S¡jÑ¡¢e, CV¡¢m, ®Øfe, elJ−u, ®Xej¡LÑ..
h−m¡ L£! ¢hnÄ¡p Bl A¢hnÄ¡−pl ®c¡m¡u −c¡m¡ L˜z
k¡ hm¢R ¢WL hm¢Rz
--d¤a Bj¡l j−e qu e¡, Bj¡l hC R¡f¡−a HM¡−e ®LE Q¡C−h?
NÉ¡¢h q¡−pz h−m, Hl j−dÉ −a¡j¡l L¡−R CJ−l¡−fl eV¡ ®c−nl fÐL¡nL hC Q¡C−Rz
--−L¡b¡u? ¢Q¢W −L¡b¡u?
--f¡Nm q−u−Rz HLV¡lJ Ešl ¢cJ e¡z


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--−Le ®ch e¡?
--A−fr¡ Llz BSC elJ−u ®b−L ¢Q¢W Hmz elJ−u ®b−L c¤Se fÐL¡nL ®Q−u−Rz k¡l¡
®h¢n V¡L¡l Lb¡ hm−h, öd¤ a¡−cl ®c−hz fÐb−j ®L¡eJ Ešl ®cJu¡C ¢WL euz


  NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡−el ¢WL¡e¡u h¡ a¡l gÉ¡−„ Bj¡l ph ¢Q¢Wfœ Bp−Rz B¢j Ae¤j¡e
Ll−a f¡¢l ®k H−c−n p¤C¢Xn ®fe LÓ¡h Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡z NÉ¡¢h R¡s¡ ®fe LÓ¡−hl Bl
L¡E−L e¡ ¢Qe−mJ, NÉ¡¢h ¢L ®L¡eJ ®mML h¡ ®L¡eJ L¢h a¡ e¡ S¡e−mJ, H„−fÐne
e¡jL VÉ¡hm−uX f¢œL¡l p¡wh¡¢cL ¢q−p−hC ®p ®fe LÓ¡−hl pcpÉ Hhw Bf¡aa
®fТp−X¾V, Hhw Bj¡l A¢ii¡LaÅ Bf¡aa a¡l q¡−aCz HLb¡ Aü£L¡l B¢j na
Q¡C−mJ Ll−a f¡l−h¡ e¡z ®L¡e f¢œL¡ ph−Q−u hs f¢œL¡, Hhw ph−Q−u ®h¢n Se¢fÐu
Hhw ph−Q−u ®h¢n ¢h¢œ² quz S¡e−a Q¡C−m NÉ¡¢h Ešl ®cu, H„−fÐnez k¢cJ X−Nep
−eC−qV¡l e¡−jl f¢œL¡¢V ®c−M Bj¡l cªt ¢hnÄ¡p S−¾j−R J¢VC hs z NÉ¡¢hC ¢WL
L−l−R, p¤C−X−el ®L¡eJ f¢œL¡u eu, öd¤ H„−fÐn−e Bj¡l H„„¤¢pi C¾V¡l¢iE
k¡−hz AeÉ f¢œL¡, AeÉ ¢j¢Xu¡ Bj¡l f¡h¢mL AÉ¡¢fu¡−l−¾pl ¢ce c§l ®b−L Bj¡−L
®cM−hz
−Le, AeÉ f¢œL¡ L£ ®c¡o L−l−R ö¢ez
AeÉ f¢œL¡l SeÉ ®a¡j¡l pju ®eCz
pju ®eC ®L hmm! B¢j ®a¡ M¡−j¡L¡ h¡¢s−a h−p B¢R!
NÉ¡¢h E−W k¡u Bj¡l p¡j−e ®b−Lz
c¤¢eu¡l a¡hv f¢œL¡ ®b−LC Bj¡l L¡−R p¡r¡vL¡l fСbÑZ¡ L−l ®g¡e gÉ¡„ Bp−RCz
NÉ¡¢h Ešl ¢c−µR ®k    Bj¡l e¡¢L pju ®eCz S£h−e Ha A−Ym pju B¢j B−N
LMeJ −f−u¢R h−m j−e f−s e¡z HM¡−e HC ¢h−cn ¢hyi¤C−u W¡u h−p b¡L¡ R¡s¡ Bl
¢LR¤ Ll¡l ®eC Bj¡lz


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a¤¢j ®k ¢j¢Xu¡l ®m¡L−cl ®r¢f−u ¢cµR NÉ¡¢hz f¢lZ¢a ¢L i¡−m¡ q−h?
L£ q−h? L£ Ll−h Jl¡? ¢LR¤C Ll−a f¡l−h e¡z
   p¡r¡vL¡l −cJu¡ e¡ ®cJu¡ ¢ho−u, ¢h−no L−l HC f¢l¢ÙÛ¢a−a, q−aC f¡−l Lb¡
öi¡L¡´M£−cl p−‰z a−h H Lb¡ ¢WL ®k, Bj¡l nÄ¡p hå q−u Bp−R, Bj¡l hÉ¡f¡−l
¢pÜ¡¿¹ B¢j e¡ ¢e−u A−eÉ ¢e−µR h−mz B¢j p¡r¡vL¡l ®ch L£ ®ch e¡, a¡l ¢pÜ¡¿¹
Bj¡−L ¢e−a ®cJu¡ q−h e¡ ®Le? Bj¡l ü¡d£ea¡−L d−l ®hy−d h¡„ h¢¾c Ll¡ qmz


    NÉ¡¢h HL¢V ¢hn¡m Ù¹§−fl Jfl ®b−L HL¢V f¢œL¡ a¤−m ¢e−u ®cM¡−m¡ Bj¡−Lz
Bj¡−L ¢e−u a¡l ®mM¡, BSC R¡f¡ q−u−Rz L£ ¢mM−m? fÐnÀ¢V −h¡L¡l j−a¡ f−s b¡−L
HL−L¡−Zz NÉ¡¢h ®j¡−VJ Bj¡l ®L±a§q−ml ¢c−L ¢g−l a¡L¡u e¡,          S¡e¡u e¡   L£
¢m−M−R ®pz ¢LR¤rZ fl ®L±a§qm kMe fСu j−l f−Q ¢Qa¡u E−W−R, aMeC hmm,
®a¡j¡l ®mM¡−m¢M q−µR e¡ HM¡−e, ®p MhlV¡ ¢m−M¢Rz
−mM¡−m¢M ®k q−µR e¡, a¡ h¤T−m L£ L−l? Bj¡l fÐnÀz
--®a¡j¡l V¡Cfl¡CV¡l ®a¡ a¤¢j ¢e−u B−p¢e, −mM¡−m¢M öl¦ Ll−a f¡l−R¡ e¡, ®p Lb¡
¢m−M¢Rz
--−a¡j¡−L ®L hmm, B¢j V¡Cfl¡CV¡−l ¢m¢M?
--a¡C ®a¡ hm−mz
--LMeJ h¢m¢ez L¡lZ S£h−e B¢j LMeJ V¡Cfl¡CV¡−l ¢m¢M¢ez ¢mM−a S¡¢e e¡z
B¢j Lj¢fEV¡−l ¢m¢Mz
--Lj¢fEV¡−l? NÉ¡¢hl ®Q¡M ®R¡V q−u B−pz −W¡y−Vl ®L¡−e ¢Qm−a q¡¢pz
--qÉ¡y Lj¢fEV¡−lz
--j¡−e Bjl¡ ®klLj Lj¢fEV¡l hÉhq¡l L¢l, ®plLj?
--qÉ¡y ®plLjz


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--−a¡j¡−cl ®c−n j¡e¤o Lj¢fEV¡l hÉhq¡l L−l? NÉ¡¢hl ®Q¡−M a¡l ¢QL¢QL L−l
pwnuz
--¢eÕQuC L−lz
--a¤¢j L−h ®b−L J−a ¢mM−R¡?
--J−a j¡−e ¢L? Lj¢fEV¡−l?
--qÉ¡yz J−az
--®hn L−uL hRl B−N ®b−LC ¢mM¢Rz Lj¢fEV¡l R¡s¡ HMe Bj¡l Ap¤¢h−d qu
¢mM−az         NÉ¡¢hl ®Q¡M ®R¡VC ®b−L k¡uz e¡, HL¢V N¢lh ®c−nl ®j−u L¢ÇfEV¡−l
®mM¡−m¢M L−l, H¢V ¢WL ¢hnÄ¡p−k¡NÉ j−e q¢µRm e¡z a¡C Lj¢fEV¡−ll hc−m V¡Cf
l¡CV¡l ¢m−M ®p j¡e¡epC h¡ NËqZ−k¡NÉ L−l−R hÉ¡f¡l¢Vz
  NÉ¡¢h E−š¢Saz p¡l¡rZCz i¤−mC ®N−R ®k Bjl¡ l¡−al M¡h¡l ®M−a H−p¢R HM¡−ez
qW¡v j−e fs¡u Abh¡ j−e L¢l−u ®cJu¡l g−m â¦a f¡Ù¹¡ ®pÜ h¢p−u ®cu Ee¤−ez
¢é−S k¡ B−R, a¡-C f¡Ù¹¡l p−‰ ¢j¢n−u ®M−a q−h, HC qm a¡l ¢Xe¡−ll ®je¤z ¢é−S
B−R L¡yQ¡ p¡mje j¡Rz p¡d¡lZ ¢ce q−m B¢j L¡uc¡ L−l l¡−al M¡h¡l H¢s−u ®k−a
f¡la¡jz ¢L¿º ¢r−d-®f−V ®k ®L¡eJ M¡h¡l−LC p¤ü¡c¤ h−m j−e quz M¡−h¡, b¡m¡u f¡Ù¹¡
−Y−m ®cJu¡l hc−m NÉ¡¢h Ef¤s L−l ®Y−m ¢cm Lmam¡uz L£? e¡, f¡Ù¹¡ −pÜ HLV¤
®h¢n q−u ®N−Rz H ®L¡eJ L¡lZ qmz B¢j ¢p−ˆ ®gm¡ f¡Ù¹¡ BP¤−m ¢V−f hmm¡j, −pÜ
®a¡ ¢WLC ¢Rmz Bj¡l Lb¡ ®L ®n¡−e! C¢aj−dÉC ea¤e f¡Ù¹¡ −pÜ q−a h−p ®N−Rz
l¡æ¡u je ®eC NÉ¡¢hlz a¡l Lb¡, −a¡j¡l HLSe ¢mV¡−l¢l H−S¾V fÐ−u¡Sez
--¢mV¡−l¢l H−S¾V Bh¡l L£ ¢S¢ep?
--¢mV¡−l¢l H−S¾V ®a¡j¡l hC−ul hÉ¡f¡−l ¢h¢iæ ®c−nl fÐL¡n−Ll p−‰ Lb¡ hm−hz
fª¢bh£l ph ®cn ®b−L HMe ®a¡j¡l hC ®h−l¡−hz l−um¢Vl hÉ¡f¡−l clc¡j Ll¡ ph
h¤T−h H−S¾Vz ®a¡j¡l L¡S ®mM¡−m¢M Ll¡z


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--HMe clL¡l ¢mV¡−l¢l H−S¾Vz −a¡j¡l ®L¡eJ ¢Q¿¹¡ ®eCz HMe −k ®L¡eJ ¢mV¡−l¢l
H−S¾V a¤¢j ®e−h e¡z ®a¡j¡l SeÉ hs hs ph ¢mV¡−l¢l H−S¾Vl¡ m¡Ce ®c−hz a¤¢j M¤h
®h−R ph−Q−u i¡−m¡V¡−L ®e−hz
NÉ¡¢h â¦a L−uL a¡s¡ gÉ¡−„l ¢Q¢W ¢e−u B−pz −j−l¢Xb VÉ¡„ ¢mV¡−l¢l H−S−¾Vl
fÐÙ¹¡h L−l f¡¢W−u−R ¢Q¢Wz NÉ¡¢h e¡LQ L−l ¢c−u hmm, J−a q−h e¡z H ®R¡V H−S¾Vz
HMe Ju¡−ôÑl ®hØV ¢mV¡−l¢l H−S¾V m¡N−hz
B¢j j¡b¡ e¡¢sz e¡ NÉ¡¢h e¡z B¢j ®L¡eJ hs ®mML eC ®k Bj¡l SeÉ Aa ph clL¡l
q−hz h¡c c¡Jz
--B−l ap¢mj¡ a¤¢j ®h¡−T¡ e¡ a¤¢j L£z HMe a¤¢j ¢hnÄ Su Ll−R¡z pjNË ¢hnÄ ®a¡j¡l
¢c−L a¡¢L−u B−Rz
--Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡ Hphz −j±mh¡¢cl¡ Bœ²jZ L−l−R, H Mhl Q¡l¢c−L R¡f¡ q−u−R
h−m Hje öl¦ q−u−Rz.. L£ hC Jl¡ Q¡C−R R¡f¡−a?
--m‹¡z
B¢j c¤q¡a ¢f¢R−u ¢N−u hmm¡j --m‹¡? H hC R¡f¡h¡l ®a¡ fÐnÀC J−W e¡z
--−Le?
--H hC CJ−l¡−fl f¡WLl¡ h¤T−h e¡z HV¡ abÉ¢i¢šL EfeÉ¡pz h¡wm¡−c−nl Be¡−Q
L¡e¡−Q L¡l h¡¢s i¡Pm −L ®Lje L−l j¡l ®Mm, Hp−hl hªš¡¿¹z HV¡ Efjq¡−c−nl
SeÉ EfL¡l£, CJ−l¡−fl SeÉ euz H hC B¢j R¡f¡−a ®ch e¡z
--a¤¢j f¡Nm q−u−R¡z
NÉ¡¢h â¦a q¡a f¡ R¤s−a R¤s−a h−m, B¢j f−s¢R m‹¡z Cw−l¢S Ae¤h¡c M¤h M¡l¡fz
BS−LC HV¡ Mhl L−l ®ch ®k m‹¡l Cw−l¢S Ae¤h¡c M¤h h¡−Sz a¤¢j ®a¡j¡l
fÐL¡nL−L Hr¤¢e h−m c¡J ®k −ke i¡−m¡ Ae¤h¡c L¢l−u ®a¡j¡−L f¡¢W−u ®cu
jÉ¡e¤¢úÃVz


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e¡q..
e¡q j¡−ez
--k¡ q−u−R, q−u−Rz Hl Bh¡l ea¤e L−l ®L Ae¤h¡c Ll−a k¡−hz
--a¤¢j h¤T−a f¡l−R¡ e¡, L£ q¡−l ®a¡j¡l m‹¡ hC¢V fÐL¡n Ll¡l Ae¤−l¡d Bp−hz
HL¢V i¡−m¡ Ae¤h¡c a¤¢j L¡−R l¡−M¡z ®c¢l ®L¡−l¡ e¡z
--B¢j Q¡Ce¡ H hCV¡ R¡f¡ ®q¡L CJ−l¡−fz L¡lZ HV¡ EfeÉ¡p ¢q−p−h M¤h h¡−Sz
®m¡−L H hC fs−m i¡h−h B¢j h¤¢T M¤h M¡l¡f ¢m¢Mz
--−j¡−VC e¡z ®j¡−VC e¡z
   HCph L−b¡fLb−el j−dÉ ¢R−me Pz −mM¡−m¢M ¢e−u Bj¡l ¢heu, Hhw ®L¡eJ HL
A‘¡a L¡l−Z ay¡l fТa Bj¡l l¦r hÉhq¡l -- c¤−V¡−L ¢a¢e ¢eÕQuC ®jm¡−a f¡l−Re
e¡z B¢j k¡ Lb¡ hm¢R a¡ NÉ¡¢hl p−‰C, P k¡ Lb¡ hm−Re, a¡J NÉ¡¢hl p−‰z
l¡−al M¡h¡−l hp¡l B−N B−NC Hm NÉ¡¢hl Ù»£ f¤œz NÉ¡¢h Bl a¡l Ù»£ ¢mL¢m−L
®me¡    clS¡l j¤−M    QL¡p L−l Q¤j¤ ®M−u ®euz HC Q¤j¤ ¢eu−jl Q¤j¤z ¢euj¢V −hn
Bj¡−L B−j¡¢ca L−lz i¡−m¡h¡p¡l fÐL¡n piÉ pj¡−SC q−a f¡−l ¢eujz ApiÉ
pj¡−S −fÐj i¡−m¡h¡p¡l fÐL¡n Afl¡d h−m NZÉ quz M¤e Ll¡, R¤¢l h¢p−u ®cJu¡,
¢f¢V−u iaÑ¡ h¡¢e−u ®cJu¡ Hp−h Aa ¢R ¢R qu e¡ ka qu Q¤j¤ ®M−mz
 BS l¡−al l¡æ¡ ®p ®kjeC p¡c¡j¡V¡ ®q¡L, −ly−d−R NÉ¡¢hz H ®c−n H Ha ü¡i¡¢hL
®k H ¢e−u a¡l¡ c¤Se ®L¡eJ Lb¡ h−m e¡z ®me¡ H−p ®V¢h−m h−pz Q¡lS−el hp¡l
SeÉ ®R¡– M¡h¡l ®V¢hm p¡¢S−u −cJu¡ q−u−Rz S−ml NÔ¡pz Ju¡C−el NÔ¡pz L¡V¡ Q¡jQ,
R¤¢lz eÉ¡f¢Lez ¢L¿º Bpm ®k ¢S¢ep¢V, k¡l e¡j M¡cÉ, J−aC pjpÉ¡z J ®c−M j−e
qu e¡ B¢j M¤h aª¢ç L−l ®M−a f¡l−h¡z S−m ®g¡V¡−e¡ f¡Ù¹¡ Bl p−‰ L¡Q¡ j¡Rz Nm¡u
Y¤L−a Q¡u e¡z e¡ Y¤L−m LarZ ®S¡l L−l ®Y¡L¡−e¡ k¡uz H¢c−L ¢r−dJ ®hy−Q b¡−L,
f¡n¡f¡¢n Bj¡l ¢hoZÀa¡J b¡−Lz


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   P Q−m ®N−me fl¢cez M¤h ¢hoZÀ m¡N¢Rm P−L, kMe f¤¢mn−cl ¢S−‘p Ll−Re,
VÉ¢„ f¡Ju¡ k¡−h ¢L e¡, L¡lZ ay¡−L ¢hj¡e h¾c−l ®k−a q−hz −L¡eJ HLSe f¤¢mn
hmm, VÉ¡¢„ ®Le, B¢j Bfe¡−L N¡¢s−a ®f±y−R ¢c−u Bp−h¡z ö−e Lªa‘a¡ bCbC
Ll−m¡ L−˜z k¡h¡l B−N Bj¡l ¢c−L ®Q−u, S¡¢e e¡ ®pC Q¡Ju¡u L£ ¢Rm, hs
c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−m hm−me, i¡−m¡ ®b−L¡z P HLh¡lJ Bj¡−L hm−me e¡ ¢hj¡e h¾c−l
®k−az B¢j ®k k¡h e¡, a¡ ¢a¢eC pñha S¡e−aez
   e¡, Bj¡l j¤M¡hu−h ¢LR¤ ¢Rm e¡z HLV¡ f¡b¤−l bjb−j i¡h R¡s¡z P Q−m k¡h¡l fl
c£OÑnÄ¡p Bj¡lJ f−sz −Le f−s, S¡¢e e¡z L¡l SeÉ f−s, L¡l SeÉ j¡u¡ qu, Bj¡l
SeÉ e¡¢L Pl SeÉ ! Pl SeÉ ®a¡ j¡u¡ qJu¡l Lb¡ euz P−L B¢j Q¡C¢Rm¡jC Q−m
k¡ez Bj¡l L¡−R Bp−a ®N−m k¡−L ®N¡f−e Bp−a qu, a¡l Bp¡l ®L¡eJ fÐ−u¡Se
¢Rm e¡z b¡L¡l ®a¡ ®j¡−VJ euz B¢j HaC ¢L AØfªnÉ ®k ph¡C−L S¡e¡−e¡ k¡u e¡ ®k
Bj¡−L ¢a¢e −pÀq L−le h¡ pjbÑe L−le! La ¢LR¤ O−V ®Nm, ®pM¡−e hÉ¡¢š² B¢jl
®Q−u A−eL hs eu ¢L l¡S¯e¢aL OVe¡h¢m! ®pM¡−e Bj¡l f¡−n c¡ys¡−e¡, ®kje ¢a¢e,
m¤¢L−u b¡L¡ pj−u c¡y¢s−u¢R−mez ka k¤¢š²C B¢j ¢cC e¡ ®Lez ®p¢c−el ®pC k¤¢š²
Bj¡l L¡−R M¤h pwNa j−e q−u¢Rmz ¢L¿º L¢ce flC B¢j kMe HL¡, M¤h HL¡,
Q¡l¢c−L ®LE ®eC --- B¢j Qj−L E¢Wz B¢j ®a¡ i¤m L−l¢Rz S£h−e A−eL i¤m B¢j
L−l¢Rz Pl p−‰ A−n¡ie hÉhq¡l Bj¡l ph−Q−u hs i¤m…−m¡l j−dÉ AeÉajz S£h−e
¢LR¤ i¤m Bj¡l ®n¡dl¡−e¡l ®L¡eJ Ef¡u ¢Rm e¡, HC i¤m¢V a¡l j−dÉ HL¢Vz
.. BlJ f−l Bj¡l j−e q−h ®k ¢hf−cl Lb¡ ®i−h ®N¡fe£ua¡ lr¡ L−l¢R−me P z
®p hÉ¢š²Na L¡l−Z euz l¡S¯e¢aL L¡l−ZCz ¢a¢e Ù»£−L S¡e¡e¢e h−m−Re, L¡lZ Ù»£l
h¡C−l AeÉ ®L¡eJ ljZ£l p−‰ −fÐj Ll−a ®h¢l−u−Re HC ®i−h euz ¢a¢e S¡e¡e¢e,
L¡lZ Ù»£ k¢c Ap¡hd¡−e H Lb¡ hm¡h¢m L−l, a−h pîe¡nz Pl p−‰ B¢j h¤¢T ®k
B¢j AeÉ¡u L−l¢Rz ®k AeÉ¡−ul rj¡ B¢j ®L¡eJ¢ce L¡lJ L¡−R ®Q−uJ f¡−h¡ e¡z


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pwn−ul je Bj¡lz ¢LR¤−aC P−L B¢j Bl pC−a f¡l¢Rm¡j e¡z Bj¡l hÉhq¡l
¢eÕQuC a¡y−L h¤¢T−u ¢c−u−R, SN−al SOeÉaj ALªa‘ ®a¡ h−VC, L¤v¢pa LªaOÀ j¡e¤o
B¢jz B¢j ¢L ¢e−S−L ®L¡eJ¢ce rj¡ L−l¢R? e¡ L¢l¢ez P pÇf−LÑ pwnu, Bj¡l
BS j−e qu, pÇf§ZÑC i¤m ¢Rmz ¢L¿º Aa£−a ®gl¡ k¡u e¡, S£he−L ¢fR−e ®eJu¡ k¡u
e¡z k¢c ®ka, a¡q−m P−®L ES¡l L−l nÐÜ¡ Bl Lªa‘a¡ S¡e¡a¡jz Bj¡l p−‰ −cn
®b−L Aa c§l Ah¢c Bp¡−L B¢j j¡b¡u a¤−m l¡Ma¡jz Q−m k¡h¡l ¢ae Q¡l pç¡q fl
B¢j ®g¡e L¢l P−Lz −g¡−e V¡L¡ MlQ q−µR, HLh¡lJ i¡¢h¢ez karZ Lb¡ hm−a C−µR
L−l Pl, h−m¢Rz HLpju PC ®R−s−Re ®g¡ez ay¡l hÉÙ¹a¡ B−R h−mz P−L h−m¢R,
p¤C−X−e e¡j¡l fl ®b−L Bj¡l j¡e¢pL Q¡f Ha ®h¢n ®h−s k¡u ®k, Bj¡l f−r W¡™¡
j¡b¡u ¢LR¤ i¡h¡l Bl Ef¡u ¢Rm e¡z P Bj¡−L rj¡ qu−a¡ Ll−a f¡−le¢ez ¢LR¤ ¢LR¤
®r−œ rj¡ f¡Ju¡l Bn¡J Ll¡ E¢Qa euz S£h−e −j¡V c¤S−el L¡−R B¢j rj¡l
A−k¡NÉ Afl¡d L−l¢Rz P HLSez P p¢aÉ p¢aÉ kMe Q−m ®Nm, aMe B¢j ®k HL¡z
B¢j −k ®L¡eJ p‰£ ¢e−u p¤C−Xe ïj−Z B¢p¢ez a¡ ®i−h i¡−m¡ m¡Nmz ¢L¿º a¡−a L¡l
L£ H−p k¡uz H ®cn h¡wm¡−cn euz H ®cn p¤C−Xez HM¡−e a¤¢j L¡l p−‰ ®fÐj LlR,
ö−µR¡, Hph ®L¡eJ ¢hou euz a¤¢j HL¡ L£ ®c¡L¡ a¡ ®L¡eJ hÉ¡f¡l euz a¤¢j a¤¢jCz
a¤¢j L£ i¡h−R¡ a¤¢j L£ L¡S Ll−R¡ ®p¢VC ph−Q−u hsz
    −Lhm fÐL¡nL Bl p¡wh¡¢c−Ll BL¤¢a ¢je¢a euz BlJ j¡e¤o ®cM¡ Ll¡l SeÉ
NÉ¡¢hl à¡−l j¡b¡ L¤V−Rz Hl j−dÉ ¢Smz ¢œ²ÕQ¡e ®hpz ¢Sm−L L−uL¢ce b¡¢j−u ®l−M
ØVL−q¡−j Bp¡l ph¤S pw−La ¢cm NÉ¡¢hz Ae¤j¢a ®f−u ¢Sm fÐbj gÓ¡C−VC Q−m Hm
Bj¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−az ¢l−f¡VÑ¡p p¡y 颾Vu¡pÑ La ®k L¡™ L−l−R Bj¡l f−r Seja
N−s a¤m−a, a¡l hZÑZ¡ ®cu ¢Sm, NÉ¡¢hl h¡¢s−a h−pCz
    ¢S−ml k¡Ju¡ Qm−h e¡ Bj¡l BÙ¹¡e¡uz M¤h C−µR L−l¢Rm ¢e−u k¡C, ®kM¡−e
b¡¢Lz NÉ¡¢h −p Ae¤j¢a ¢Sm−L ®cu¢ez ®Q¡u¡m Bj¡l nš² q−a b¡−Lz ¢Sm j¡b¡ ®f−a


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®j−e ®eu NÉ¡¢hl ¢e−od¡‘¡z ®j−e ®eu L¡lZ j−e L−l NÉ¡¢hl p¡q¡kÉ R¡s¡ Bj¡l M¤h
pjpÉ¡ q−h, ®k−qa¤ª ph¢cL p¡jm¡−µR NÉ¡¢h, a¡C −p ®ki¡−h h−m ®pi¡−hC Qm¡ E¢Qaz
Bj¡l ja a¡ euz NÉ¡¢h, Bj¡l d¡lZ¡ Bj¡−L kaV¡ p¡q¡kÉ Ll−a Q¡C−R, ¢e−S−L
Q¡C−R a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢nz C¾V¡leÉ¡ne¡m f¡mÑ¡−j¾V Ah l¡CV¡pÑ Bj¡−L Bj¿»Z S¡¢e−u−R
Hh¡−ll Lw−NË−pz   NÉ¡¢h S¡¢e−u ¢c−u−R ®k HL¡ k¡Ju¡ B¡j¡l f−r pñh euz a−h
¢L AeÉ L¡lJ p−‰ −k−a q−h? qÉ¡y a¡ q−hz Bj¡−L ®k−a q−m, −p¡S¡ Lb¡ NÉ¡¢h−LJ
p−‰ ®k−a q−hz Hph h−m ¢e−Sl SeÉ NÉ¡¢h ¢V¢LV ¢e−u−Rz Bj¡l j−a¡ ®pJ ¢hS−ep
LÓ¡−p ¢mphe k¡−µRz ¢Sm k¡−h ¢ ¢mph−e CJ−l¡−fl ®mML c¡nÑ¢eL−cl p−Çjme q−µRz
C¾V¡leÉ¡ne¡m f¡mÑ¡−j¾V Ah l¡CV¡pÑ     ¢S−ml pwNWe ¢l−f¡VÑ¡p p¡y 颾Vu¡pÑHl
pq−k¡¢Na¡u CJ−l¡−fl L¤¢s¢V ®c−nl L¤¢s¢V f¢œL¡u fТa¢ce R¡¢f−u−−R Bj¡l f−r
L¤¢sSe f¢ÕQ−jl ¢hMÉ¡a ®mM−Ll ¢Q¢Wz Bj¡l f−r B−¾c¡m−e Hl¡ A−eL hs i¢jL¡
®l−M−R f¢ÕQ−jz
  NÉ¡¢h Cý¢c ®R−mz q¡−‰l£−a S¾j, ®R¡V−hm¡−aC p¤C−X−e Q−m H−p−Rz ®pC ®b−L
HM¡−ez N¡−ul lw ¢WL p¡c¡ CJ−l¡f£u−cl ja ®cM−a euz HLV¤ qm−c−Vz p¤C¢Xn
®j−u−L ¢h−u L−l−Rz Cý¢cl¡ ¢àa£u ¢hnÄk¤−Ül pju      hZѯho−jÉl ¢nL¡l q−u−Rz
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JM¡−eJ CJ−l¡−fl jaC jdÉ¢hš Hhw EµQ¢hš ®nÐZ£ B−R, H ®a¡ ®k ®L¡eJ ¢n¢ra
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qJu¡C ®a¡ E¢Qaz e¡¢L Bj¡−L a¡l j−e q−µR e¡ p¢aÉ hm¡ ®j−u!
NÉ¡¢hl Ù¹§−fl L¡NS…−m¡l fÐbj f¡a¡u ®Lhm Bj¡l R¢h, Bj¡l Mhlz −hn A−eL¢ce
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hm L£, Hph ¢c−u ¢L Ll−h? Bl a¡R¡s¡, Hph i¡o¡u a¤¢j ®a¡ fs−a f¡l−h e¡!


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®p−œ²V¡¢lz b¡L−h ¢mV¡−l¢l H−S¾Vz
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B¢j    p¡l¡¢ce La hÉÙ¹ ®k ¢œ²ÕQ¡−el p−‰ Bj¡l ®cM¡ q−a f¡−l e¡z R¡C−ul hÉÙ¹z
A−qa¤L h−p ®b−L¢Rz ¢œ²ÕQ¡e Bj¡−L Qj−L ¢c−u Bj¡l S¾j¢ce f¡me L−lz ¢hn¡m


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®LL B−pz Af¡lnÉ¡me ØVL−q¡−jl ph−Q−u c¡¢j ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yz HM¡−e −k ®p ®m¡L ®M−a
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SeÉ A−eL Efq¡l H−e−Rz L¡¢aÑ−ul Lmjz nÉ¡−e−ml nÉ¡−em g¡Ciz ¢œ²ÕQ¡e ¢XJ−ll
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O−l B¢j, B−lL¢V O−l f¤¢mnz b¡L¡l f¤¢mnz h¡C−l ¢e−u k¡Ju¡ h¡¢s ¢c−u k¡Ju¡l
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Eæaj¡−el EfeÉ¡−pl …Z¡h¢m f¡Ju¡l ®Qø¡ Ll−m i¤m Ll¡ q−hz


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--p¢aÉ Lb¡ hm−m ®c−n ®gl¡ q−h e¡?




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--e¡z Bl ®n¡−e¡ g−a¡u¡l Lb¡ ¢S−Sp Ll−m hm−h ®k g−a¡u¡ M¤h ®R¡V HLV¡ cm
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J ¢L ®c¢l ®c−M j−e Ll−R ®k Bp−m Lj¢fEV¡−l B¢j fÐbj q¡a ¢c−u¢Rz j−e j−e
i¡¢h, j−e Ll¦L ®p, a¡−a Bj¡l L£! a¡−L öd−l −cJu¡lC h¡ L£ clL¡lz NÉ¡¢h hmm,
p¡l¡ fª¢bh£ ®b−L q¡S¡l q¡S¡l p¡wh¡¢cL Bp−a Q¡C−Rz ¢L¿º ph¡C−L Ae¤j¢a ¢c−m
Qm−h e¡z f¡yQn Se jÉ¡¢„j¡jz Ae¤ù¡e¢V ®kM¡−e q−h ®pC plL¡¢l h¡¢s l¡ph¡−X



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S¡uN¡ ¢hn¡m euz C−µR L−lC J S¡uN¡u Ae¤ù¡e Ll¡ q®µR ¢el¡fš¡l L¡l−Zz
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B¢j S¡¢e e¡z B¢j mr Llm¡j V¡L¡l AwL Bj¡−L ®j¡−VJ L¡al Ll−R e¡z −k
fÐL¡nL f¡yQ q¡S¡l Xm¡l ANË£j ®c−h hm−R, a¡l p−‰J B¢j HLC hÉhq¡l Ll¢R,
f’¡n q¡S¡−ll p−‰ ®kje L−l¢Rz elJ−u ®b−L ¢aeSe fÐL¡nL ¢Q¢W ¢m−M¢R−m¡,
HLSe−L ®h−R ¢e−u¢R, k¡−L N¤¢m®a SMj L−l¢Rm j¤pmj¡e ®j±mh¡c£l¡z ay¡l ®c¡o,
¢a¢e p¡mj¡e l¦n¢cl pÉ¡V¡¢eL i¡−pÑp hC¢V fÐL¡n L−l¢R−mez ®j±mh¡c£−cl …¢m−a
l¦n¢cl S¡f¡−el fÐL¡nL j−l−Re, elJ−ul fÐL¡nL EC¢mu¡j ¢eNl ®h−Qy−Rez
   JC ®fÐp Leg¡−l−¾pC Bj¡−L ®cJu¡ qu HLn f’¡n q¡S¡l p¤C¢Xn −œ²¡e¡lz
pwúª¢a j¿»£ ¢h¢NÑa ¢é−Nh Bj¡l q¡−a a¤−m ¢c−me L¤VÑ V¤−M¡m¢ú f¤lú¡lz B−Nl hRl
HC f¤lú¡l¢V ®f−u−Re p¡mj¡e l¦n¢cz     ®csmr −œ²¡e¡lz k¢c R V¡L¡ L−l dl¡ qu
HL ®œ²¡e¡l, a¡q−mJ ®a¡ e mr V¡L¡z f¤¢mn f¢l−h¢øa B¢j          XÊV¢e‰ Na¡−el
el¢Xu¡ e¡−jl HL¢V hÉ¡w−L HL¡E¾V M¤−m Hm¡jz hÉ¡w−LJ pL−m Bj¡−L ¢Qe−m¡z
A¢g−p ®c¡L¡−e l¡Ù¹¡ O¡−V O−l h¡C−l ®kM¡−eC k¡C,   pL−m ¢Q−e ®g−m    Bj¡−Lz
pL−ml pñ¡oe f¡Cz A¢ie¾ce f¡Cz −csmr ®œ²¡e¡−ll ®Q−uJ j§mÉh¡e j−e qu
j¡e¤−ol i¡−m¡h¡p¡z V¡L¡ Es−a b¡−L q¡Ju¡uz ®qm¡u ®Mm¡uz
  n£−al ®cn, n£aL¡m e¡ q−mJ n£az NÉ¡¢hl hE ®me¡ −c¡L¡−e ¢e−u ¢hn¡m HL
Ji¡l−L¡V Bl h¤VS¤−a¡ ¢L−e ¢c−u¢Rmz hÉ¡w−Ll V¡L¡ Sj¡ qh¡l p−‰ p−‰ fÐb−jC
−me¡l V¡L¡ ¢j¢V−u ¢cCz h¤V S¤−a¡z HlLj S¤−a¡ Bj¡l fl¡l A−iÉp ®eCz ®c−n
pÉ¡−™m f−l¢Rz S¤−a¡ fl−mJ AeÉlLj S¤−a¡z HlLj ®a¡ Y¡Ep ¢j¢mV¡¢l h¤V euz
HMe, ®me¡ hmm, n£a Bp−R, a¤¢j H S¤−a¡ e¡ fl−m jl−hz jl−h¡? j−e j−e q¡¢p,
Bj¡−L Bl −a¡jl¡ jªa¤Él iu ®c¢MJ e¡z HC ®k n¡¿¹¢nø −mS¢h¢nø ØVL−q¡j,
Q¡l¢c−L p¤ep¡e ¢elha¡, i¡−m¡ R¡s¡ j¾c ¢LR¤C O−V e¡ ®k ®c−n, pL−m Ha p¡hd¡−e


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¢euj ®j−e S£he k¡fe L−l, c¤OÑVe¡lJ A¢Ù¹aÅ ®eC hm−mC Q−mHM¡−e Bl ¢LR¤ H−mJ
jlZ Bp¡l ®S¡ ®eCz
  ØVL−q¡j nq−l ¢LR¤ O¤−l ®hs¡−e¡ q−u−Rz NÉ¡¢hC ¢e−u ®N−R H¢cL J¢cLz HC
¢el¡m¡ ¢eSÑe nql¢V−L ka f¡¢l ®c−M ¢e¢µRz R¢hl ja p¤¾cl ®cnz ®f¡ØVL¡−XÑl ja ph
¢LR¤z l¡Se£¢a, AbÑe£¢a, pj¡Se£¢a, e¡l£ f¤l¦−ol A¢dL¡l ¢ho−u B¢j HLV¤ HLV¤
L−l abÉ ®f−a b¡¢Lz ØVL−q¡−j M¡¢eLV¡ ®O¡l¡ q−u−R Bj¡lz ®qy−V, N¡¢s−a, l¡Ù¹¡u
f¡−LÑ, ®m−Ll d¡−l, ec£l d¡−l, ¢Vm¡u, pja−mz ®kV¤L¤ q−u−R a¡−a B¢j ¢h¢pÈaz B¢j
®a¡ ®Lhm ®p±¾ckÑ ®c¢M e¡ nql h¡ nqla¢ml NË¡−jlz ®k f¡−n b¡−L Bj¡l HL¢V
üi¡hC q−u ®N−R fÐnÀ Ll¡z SepwMÉ¡ La, BV ®L¡¢Vz Bua−e La hs ®cn? Haz
…−e ®c¢M h¡wm¡−c−nl fСu f¡yQ …Z ®h¢nz ¢n¢r−al q¡l La? fÐnÀ ö−e QjL¡u j¡e¤oz
HM¡−e ph¡C ¢n¢raz e LÓ¡p Ah¢c fs¡ ph¡l SeÉ h¡dÉa¡j§mLz h¡h¡ j¡ h¡µQ¡−L
Cú¤−m e¡ f¡W¡−m plL¡−ll ®m¡L H−p h¡µQ¡−L Olh¡l L−l Cú¤−m i¢aÑ L¢l−u ¢c−u
B−pz h¡µQ¡ S¾j¡−e¡l fl ®pC h¡µQ¡l c¡¢uaÅ h¡h¡ j¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n plL¡−llz l¡−øÌl
e¡N¢lL−L h¡h¡ j¡ m¡me f¡me Ll−R, ®p plL¡¢l V¡L¡−aC ¢L¿º Ll−Rz JC ®a−l¡
®Q±Ÿ hRl hup Ah¢cz Hl j−dÉC ¢e−Sl f¡−u c¡y¢s−uC k¡u ®R−m−j−uz h¡−fl h¡¢s
®b−L ®h¢l−u ¢e−Sl¡ plL¡¢l ¢nr¡i¡a¡ ¢e−u S£he k¡fe öl¦ L−l ®cuz fª¢bh£l ®k
®L¡eJ ®c−nl ®Q−u    p¤C−X−e J−um ®gu¡−ll ¢euj¢V ph−Q−u i¡−m¡z l¡øÌC l¡−øÌl
e¡N¢l−Ll ph lLj c¡¢uaÅ ®euz M¡Ju¡ fl¡ Bl¡j B−un Ll¡l ph lLj hÉhÙÛ¡¢c
l¡øÌC ¢halZ L−lz a¡lfl ¢nr¡ ¢Q¢Lvp¡z l¡øÌC hÉ¡hÙÛ¡ L−l fÐ−aÉ−Ll SeÉz BlJ
HL¢V ¢S¢ep Bj¡−L a¡‹h L−l ¢c−u−R, a¡ qm NZa¿»z Hje p¤¾cl NZa¿» fª¢bh£l
Bl ®L¡b¡J B−R h¡ b¡L−a f¡−l h−m Bj¡l j−e qu e¡z S¡e−a Q¡C fТa¢ce e¡e¡e
¢S¢epz S¡¢e ka, S¡e¡l BNËq aa h¡s−a b¡−Lz




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  ¢h¢NÑa ¢é−N−h¡ HL¢ce Bj¡−L ®ej¿¹æ Ll−mez ¢h¢NÑa pwúª¢a j¿»£z ®f¡n¡L Hje
f−le ®k Ù¹e ®h¢l−u B−p h¡C−lz ®c−M B¢j ®Q¡M ¢g¢l−u ¢eCz LC ®LE ®a¡ ¢LR¤
hm−R e¡! ®LE ®a¡ ¢e¾c¡ Ll−R e¡z ¢h¢NÑ−al C−µR L−l Jph ®f¡n¡L fl−a, a¡C
¢a¢e f−l−Rez M¡Ju¡−me ¢hn¡m fСp¡−c¡fj ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yuz ¢hn¡m ¢hn¡m S¡uN¡u ¢hn¡m
¢hn¡m M¡e¡¢fe¡l hÉhÙÛ¡z j¿»£, i¡h¡ k¡u, ®c−nl! Hl¡ Ha pqS, B¿¹¢lLz p¡d¡lZ
j¡e¤−ol p−‰ ¢jn−Rz AbQ J¢c−L h¡wm¡−c−n fÉ¡y f¤y L−l j¿»£−cl N¡¢s B−N Q−mz
   p¡wh¡¢cL k¡l¡ c§l c§l¡¿¹ ®b−L H−p¢Rm f¤lú¡l ¢halZ£ Ae¤ù¡−e, A−eL¢ce
ØVL−q¡−j h−p ¢Rmz M¡¢m M¡¢m h−p b¡−L¢e, NÉ¡¢hl q¡a f¡ dl−a k¡ Ll−a qu a¡C
L−l−Rz Bj¡l HL¢V p¡r¡aL¡l f¡h¡l Bhc¡lz NÉ¡¢h           e¡ h−m ¢c−u−Rz ¢h¢h¢p,
¢pHeHe, N¡¢XÑu¡e, m¡ j¾c, p¤X−uv S¡CV¤w, ph¡C−LC HL h¡−LÉ e¡z Hl j−dÉ HLSe
®c¢M jÉ¡−eS L−l−R NÉ¡¢h−Lz e¡j a¡l      −j¢l AÉ¡e ECi¡lz J−L jÉ¡−eS Ll−a
f¡l−mC Bj¡l e¡N¡m f¡Ju¡ k¡−hz J−L BušÆ Ll¡l fÜ¢a qm Jl f¤−l¡ f¢lh¡l−L
hs ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu M¡Ju¡−e¡z NË¡™ ®q¡−V−ml ®l−Ù¹¡l¡y q−a f¡−l, Abh¡ Af¡l−nmez HM¡−e
H−p NË¡™ ®q¡−V−mC E−W−Re −j¢l AÉ¡ez NË¡−™J M¡Ju¡−e¡l B−u¡Se q−u−Rz −hnÉ¡l
c¡m¡m Bl −p¢m¢hТVl    ®p−œ²V¡¢ll N¢afÐLª¢a A−eLV¡ HLC lLjz ®j¢l AÉ¡e
NÉ¡¢h−L M¡C−u c¡C−u Bj¡l p¡r¡ÉvL¡l ®e−hez ¢eE CuLÑ¡−ll p¡wh¡¢cL ®j¢l AÉ¡e
®L¡b¡u e¡ d¡Ju¡ L−l−Re Bj¡−L! h¡wm¡−c−n ®N−me, B¢j aMe Aa−m A¿¹l£Zz −j¢l
AÉ¡e ®cn ju Bj¡−L aMe h¤T−Rez h¡¢sl ®m¡−Ll¡ h−m ¢c−u−R B¢j ®L¡b¡u a¡l¡
®LE ¢LR¤ S¡−e e¡, a¡ ¢a¢e ¢hnÄ¡p Ll−a Q¡e e¡z hup A−eL, ah¤ LÓ¡¢¿¹q£e ay¡l
ïjZz öy−L ®hs¡−µRe H¢cL J¢cL, ®ke Bj¡l Nå −f−u ¢N−u L¡j−s a¤m−he
Bj¡−L p¡r¡vL¡−ll SeÉz Y¡L¡ juje¢pwq aæ aæ L−l M¤y®S Bj¡−L e¡ ®f−u Bj¡l
BaÈ£u−cl p−‰ ANaÉ¡ Lb¡h¡aÑ¡ Nè pè L−l HMe HC p¤C−X−ez L£ clL¡l! ¢eE
CuLÑ¡l f¢ÕQ−jl M¤h e¡jLl¡ p¡¢qaÉ f¢œL¡z hm¡ k¡u HL eðlz a¡−a L£! a¡−a L£


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j¡−e? p¡r¡vL¡l ¢c−a q−hz NÉ¡¢hl ®N¡yz p¡r¡vL¡−ll ®Q−u Bj¡l C−µR p¡r¡−alz −k
j¡e¤o¢V j¡œC Bj¡l ®cn O¤−l H−p−Re, Bj¡l üSe−cl p−‰ ®cM¡ L−l−Re, a¡y−L
Bj¡l ØfnÑ Ll−a C−µR L−lz k¢c ®pC ØfnÑ ®b−L ®c−nl −R¡yu¡ f¡C M¡¢eLz ®j¢l
AÉ¡e−L ØfnÑ L¢lz q¡ac¤−V¡ d−l l¡¢M ®k q¡a ØfnÑ L−l−R pñha Bj¡l j¡−ul q¡a,
Bj¡l h¡h¡l, c¡c¡l, ®h¡−elz ®pC q¡az ®pC q¡a Bj¡l q¡−al ®Q−u ¢iæ h−Vz l−P
Hhw ®lM¡u ¢iæz ¢L¿º ®pC q¡−al ¢c−L a¡L¡−m Ae¤ih L¢l Eo·a¡z ®j¢l AÉ¡e Bj¡l
¢ia−ll ¢LR¤C ®cM−a ®f−me e¡, ¢L¿º ¢a¢e a¤j¤m Be¢¾ca    HC ®i−h ®k    Bj¡l
¢ia−ll pjÙ¹ Mhl ¢a¢e ®f−u ®N−me Hhw ¢e−u ®N−mez
   −j¢l AÉ¡−el N¡ ®b−L ®i−p Bp−a b¡L¡ −c−nl p¤Nå ¢e−a ¢e−a j−e j−e h¢m --
−cn a¤¢j ®Lje B−R¡?
−Lje B−R¡ −cn a¤¢j?
a¤¢j ®cn B−R¡ ®Lje?
B−R¡ a¤¢j ®Lje, ®cn?


Bj¡l ®a¡ fl¡e ®f¡−s ®a¡j¡l SeÉ,
®a¡j¡l −f¡−s e¡?
Bj¡l ®a¡ S£he g¤−l¡u ®a¡j¡−L ®i−h,
Bl ®a¡j¡l?
B¢j ®a¡ üfÀ ®c−M j¢l, a¤¢j?


Bj¡l ra…−m¡, c¤xM…−m¡
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B¢j i¡−m¡ ®eC, a¤¢j i¡−m¡ ®b−L¡ ¢fÐu ®cnz


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®k h¡¢sl e¡j ¢WL¡e¡ ¢LR¤C B¢j S¡¢e e¡z p¤C¢Xn ®fe LÓ¡−hl HL pcpÉ®L l¡Ù¹¡ ®b−L
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hýL¡m p¤C−X−e B−Rz −fÐj L−l, ®fÐj AhnÉ pÇf§ZÑC ¢Q¢W−a, HL p¤C¢Xn ®m¡L−L
¢h−u L−l¢Rmz Aafl H−c−n H−p ¢h−u L−l f¡L¡f¡¢L b¡L¡b¡¢Lz h¡µQ¡ L¡µQ¡ B−Rz
¢m¢mu¡e¡ QjvL¡l ®j−uz AeNÑm Lb¡ hm−R Bl q¡a f¡          j¡b¡ e¡s−Rz J h−mC
®gmm, J S¡−a p¤CX eu h−mC Hje EµRm, Hje fСZh¡ez ¢m¢mu¡e¡−L j−e qu
c£OÑ¢ce ¢Q¢ez pñha a¡−L Bfe j−e qJu¡l L¡lZ ®p H−c¢n eu,              hs−m¡L
®c−nl ®j−u euz p¤CX eu, Hje j¡e¤o−LC, HMe Hje q−u−R, ®k, ka ®p c§−ll ®q¡L,
ka ®p AÒf f¢l¢QaC ®q¡L, j−e qu L¡−Rl j¡e¤oz ¢m¢mu¡e¡ p¡wh¡¢cLz ®fe LÓ¡−hl
pcpÉz NË£pÈ L¡V¡−e¡l SeÉ a¡l   HL¢V h¡¢s B−R HL¢V à£−fz ®pC à£−fC Bf¡aa


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Bj¡−L ®eJu¡ q−µRz à£f ö−e fÐb−jC ®c−nl ®VLe¡g h¡ j−qnM¡¢m à£−fl Lb¡ j−e
B−pz −l¡j¡’ m¡−Nz
¢L¿º à£−f k¡h¡l L¡lZ¢V L£? B¢j fÐnÀ L¢lz
L¡lZ B−Rz L¡lZ R¡s¡ L£ Bl k¡Ju¡ q−µR!
L¡lZV¡ S¡e−a Q¡C¢R M¤hz
L¡lZ¢V JM¡−e ®a¡j¡−L HMe b¡L−a q−hz
qW¡v à£−f ®Le? nql L£ ®c¡o Ll−m¡z
nq−l M¤h N™−N¡mz
a¡l j¡−e?
ØVL−q¡j nqlV¡      ApqÉz Ha në, Ha N¡¢s, Ha j¡e¤o --J nq−l ®mM¡−m¢M Ll¡
Apñhz p¤al¡w HM¡−e, HC CE−Ù¹−l¡ à£−f AN¡d ¢eSÑea¡, HM¡−e SeS£h−el h¡C−l
h−p a¤¢j ®mMz Bjl¡J ®mM¡l fÐ−u¡S−e à£−f Q−m Bp−a Q¡Cz ¢L¿º cnV¡ f¡yQV¡
Q¡L¢l Bj¡−cl ®pC ü¡d£ea¡ ®cu e¡z
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Jl¡ i¡h−RJ Bj¡−L ®h¡L¡l qŸz J−cl ¢L d¡lZ¡ B−R B¢j ®L¡e ®cn ®b−L H−p¢R,
®p ®cn¢V ®Lje!
¢LR¤V¡ N™−N¡m e¡ q−m, ¢LR¤V¡ në e¡ q−m B¢j ¢mM−a f¡¢l e¡z h¢m B¢jz
Bj¡l Lb¡u c¤SeC ®q−p EW−m, N¡¢sl f¤¢mnl¡Jz ph¡C ®i−h−R B¢j jS¡ Ll¢Rz
J−cl ¢L d¡lZ¡ B−R ØVL−q¡j nql¢V−LC ®k Bj¡l jl¦cÉ¡e h−m j−e q−u¢Rm, ®pC
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®cJu¡l nql h−m j−e q−a f¡−l, ¢L¿º Bj¡l L¡−R a¡ j−e qJu¡l Lb¡ euz B¢j
H−p¢R −a−l¡ ®L¡¢V ®m¡−Ll ®cn ®b−Lz ®kM¡−e HLq¡S¡−ll ®Q−u ®h¢n ®m¡L h¡p L−l


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HL hNÑj¡C−mlJ Lj Hm¡L¡uz Bl HM¡−e M¡y M¡y L−l nql NË¡j Sefbz HLV¤ në
Q¡C,HLV¤ j¡e¤o Q¡C, j¡e¤−ol ¢is Q¡Cz a¡ e¡ q−m Bj¡l −mM¡ q−h e¡z iuˆl
¢eÙ¹ìa¡l j−dÉ B¢j ¢mM−a f¡¢l e¡z i¡he¡l ®ial i§a¤−s iu ¢is L−l b¡−Lz


   CJ−Ù¹−l¡ e¡−jl HL¢V à£f i¡p−R h¡¢ÒVL pj¤−âz h¡¢ÒVL, ®k pj¤−âl ®L¡eJ ®S¡u¡l
i¡V¡ ®eCz h¡¢ÒV−Ll à£f…−m¡u      j¡e¤−ol B−R hR−l HL c¤j¡p b¡L¡l SeÉ h¡¢sz
p¤C¢Xnl¡ fÐLª¢al L¡−R h¡p Ll−a i¡−m¡h¡−p M¤hz a¡C fСu fÐ−aÉL f¢lh¡−llC B−R
A¿¹a HL¢V L−l NË£pÈ-h¡¢sz ¢m¢mu¡e¡l NË£pÈ-h¡¢s¢V VLV−L m¡mz       h¡¢s ®b−L cn
Lcj q¡yV−mC pj¤âz Bj¡−L h¡¢s     h¤¢T−u ¢c−u ®L¡b¡u L£ B−R e¡ B−R, h¤¢T−u ¢c−u
l¡æ¡Ol, ¯hWLOl, ®mM¡l Ol, ®Mm¡l Ol, Jflam¡l ®n¡h¡l Ol, ¢eS q¡−a L¢g h¡¢e−u
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p¢aÉL¡l ¢fVL¡CeÑ à£−f j¡e¤o B−R f’¡n S−elJ Ljz ph−Q−u ¢eLV-à£−fl c§laÅC
c¤ q¡S¡l ¢L−m¡¢jV¡lz CJ−−Ù¹®l¡ a¤¢j ¢L ¢fVL¡CeÑ−L ®Q−e¡? −a¡jl¡ ¢L i¡C ®h¡e?
   −L¡b¡J ®L¡eJ në ®eCz ¢e−Sl ¢exnÄ¡−pl n−ë j¡−T j¡−T Qj−L E¢Wz B¢j L£
Llh p¡l¡¢ce, S¡¢e e¡z L£ Llh p¡l¡l¡a k¢c O¤j e¡ B−p, S¡¢e e¡z ®mM¡ e¡ R¡C!
l¡a q−m HLV¡ ¢nl¢n−l iu Bj¡l p¡l¡ N¡−uz i¤−al iu ®eC Bj¡lz qu−a¡ −Q¡l
X¡L¡−al iu, doÑ−Ll iu, M¤e£l iu, h¤−e¡ S¿º S¡−e¡u¡−ll iu, p¡−fl iuz S¡¢e e¡
¢Q¢e e¡ h¤¢T e¡ Hje BlJ A−eL ¢LR¤l iuz ph ®Qe¡ A−Qe¡ iu Bj¡l Q¡l¢c−L


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Aá¤a në L−l X¡L−a b¡−Lz ¢LR¤ iu ®h¡dqu b¡−L, ¢LR¤ e¡ b¡L¡l iu, il¡
n§eÉa¡l iu! Bj¡l f−r HL¡ h¡¢s−a h¡p Ll¡ hsC c¤xpqz ¢c−el −hm¡u e¡ qu
BL¡n Bl pj¤â ®cM−a ®cM−a, O¡−pl Jfl M¡¢m f¡−u q¡yV−a q¡yV−a, p¡c¡
L¡N−S Lmj q¡−a ¢e−u O¸V¡l fl O¸V¡ g¡yL¡ j¡b¡ ¢e−u h−p b¡L−a b¡L−a pju ®L−V
k¡uz l¡−a Apñhz l¡−a Hf¡n Jf¡nz l¡−a E−W h−p b¡L¡z l¡−a nÄ¡phåz l¡−a â¦a
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h¡¢s−a HL¡ O¤¢j−u Bj¡l A−iÉp ®eCz ¢e−Ql am¡u Jfl am¡u ®LE ®eC i¡h−m N¡
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   f ¤¢m−nl¡ f¡−nl HL¢V h¡¢s i¡s¡ ¢e−u−Rz X¡u¡e¡ EÒg Hl h¡¢sl E−W¡−e HL¢V
Bm¡c¡ h¡lh¡¢s S¡a£u Olz ¢m¢mu¡e¡l h¡¢s¢V hs, J−aC ph¡C b¡L−a f¡l−a¡, L£
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kMe p¤C¢Xn i¡o¡u B−m¡Qe¡ L−l, M¤h ü¡i¡¢hL L¡l−ZC Bj¡l f−r J−cl
B−m¡Qe¡l ¢LR¤C h¤−T JW¡ pñh qu e¡z Bj¡−L ph¢LR¤ hm¡l fÐ−u¡SeJ −LE j−e
L−l e¡z B¢j J−cl L¡−R Ah−Sƒ, ®k Ah−Sƒ−L fÐ−Vƒ Ll¡l Q¡L¢l Ll−R Jl¡z
J−cl ®a¡ hå¤ eC B¢jz ®Le B—¡ ®c−h Bj¡l p−‰z f¤¢m−nl¡ h−m, HL h¡¢s−a
b¡L¡l ¢euj J−cl ®eCz ¢euj −j−e Qm¡l BNËq fÐQ™ ph¡lCz Bj¡l ®kje ¢euj
i¡P¡l üi¡h, J−cl ¢euj j¡e¡lz Bl Bjl¡C HMe f¡n¡f¡¢n Qm¢Rz f¤¢mn ®j¢ne
m¡¢N−u ®N−R ¢m¢mu¡e¡l h¡¢s−a, ®k ®L¡eJ Ap¤¢h−du B¢j ®h¡a¡j ¢Vf−m Jl¡ Q−m
Bp−hz ®h¡a¡−j Bj¡l BP¤mz BP¤m B¢j ¢V−fJ ¢Vf¢R e¡z p¡l¡l¡a ®h¡a¡−j BP¤mz
¢àd¡¢eÄa BP¤mz
     ¢àd¡ Bj¡l BP¤m ®b−L R¢s−u f−s phÑœz Bj¡−L B¢j Bl ¢Qe−a f¡¢l e¡z
¢ce ¢ce ¢L AeÉlLj q−u EW¢R, k¡ Ll−a C−µR qu, a¡ Ll−a f¡l¢R e¡, C−µRl
Lb¡J ®L¡b¡J hm−a f¡l¢R e¡z Bj¡l e¡−L HL¢V         c¢s B−R, c¢s¢V HMeJ NÉ¡¢h


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®NÔCpjÉ¡−el q¡−az p¤C−X−el ®fe LÓ¡−hl pL−mC Q¡u e¡−L Bj¡l HL¢V c¢s b¡L¤L,
Hhw c¢s¢V HM¡eL¡l L¡lJ q¡−a b¡L¤L AbÑ¡v Bj¡l N¢a¢h¢d −LE ¢eu¿»Z Ll¦Lz
c¢s¢V p¤C−X−el plL¡−ll q¡−a b¡L−a f¡l−a¡, ®k−qa¤ plL¡−ll Lb¡C ®m¡−L S¡−e
®k Bj¡−L m¡me f¡me Ll−Rz −k ®L¡eJ L¡l−ZC ®q¡L a¡ b¡−L¢ez ®mM−Ll i¡l
®mMLl¡ ¢e−mC ®h¡dqu H ®c−n ®n¡ie ®cM¡uz plL¡−ll L¡lJ ¢V¢L        ®cM−a f¡¢µR
e¡z j¡−T j¡−T ®Lhm NÉ¡¢hl L˜ülz L˜ül¢V aMeC L¡−e L¡js ®cu, kMe ®p C−QR
L−l ®k Bj¡l c¢s¢V HLV¤ ¢Y−m Ll¡lz ¢Y−m ®p L−l kMe a¡−L k−bø Ev−L¡Q ¢c−u
®LE Bj¡l p¡r¡v ®f−a Q¡uz p¡r¡vHl E−ŸnÉ j§ma f¤−l¡−e¡ hå¤aÅ,        fÐL¡ne¡ ,
p¡r¡vL¡−ll E−Ÿ−nÉz Ev−L¡Q A−eL ¢LR¤ q−a f¡−l, c¡¢j ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu M¡Ju¡−e¡,
A¢ii¡L−aÅl-c¡¢u−aÅl fÐnwp¡ Ll¡, ¢h−c−nl Ae¤ù¡−e Bj¿»Z S¡e¡−e¡, c¡¢j ¢hj¡e
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CaÉ¡¢c Hhw CaÉ¡¢cz k¡J, elJ−u ®b−L M¤h hs p¡wh¡¢cL H−p−R k¡Jz k¡J, 顾p
®b−L ®a¡j¡l fÐL¡nL ®cM¡ Ll−a H−p−Rz HjeC Qm−Rz HC Qm¡ kMe b¡¢j−u ¢c−a
Q¡C¢R, NÉ¡¢h ®b−L kMeC j¤š² qJu¡l SeÉ asf¡¢µR, aMeC h¤¢T Bj¡−L à£f¡¿¹l
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L−l¡z fÐQ¤l ¢Q¢Wfœ Bp−R, f¡¢W−u ¢c¢µR à£−fl ¢WL¡e¡uz a¡lfl? Bl L£! M¡−h¡ L£!
à£−f h¡S¡l B−R, ¢e−S h¡S¡l L−l¡, ¢e−S l¡æ¡ L−l¡z ¢e−Sl M¡Ju¡ ¢e−S M¡Jz à£f
®b−L ®h−l¡−e¡? clL¡l q−m nq−l X¡L−h¡z       f¤¢m−nl¡ ®a¡j¡−L ¢e−u Bp−hz Bl
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®a¡j¡−L HMe fÐQ¤l ¢mM−a q−hz SNa ®a¡j¡l ®mM¡l ¢c−L a¡¢L−u B−Rz a¡C h¤¢T?
qÉ¡y a¡Cz k¢c Bj¡l C−µR e¡ L−l ¢mM−a? C−µR e¡ Ll−h ®Le? ®k p¤−k¡N ®f−u−R¡,
®pV¡ L¡−S m¡N¡J ®a¡ ®j−uz HC p¤−k¡N f−l e¡J ®f−a f¡−l¡z e¡ ®fm¡jz a¡−a L£!
j¡b¡u ®a¡j¡l ®N¡mj¡m B−Rz


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     h¡¢s ®b−L BV ¢L−m¡¢jV¡l c§−l HL¢V ®R¡V ®c¡L¡ez HC ®c¡L¡−el Jfl ilp¡
L−l h¡y−Q à£−fl q¡−a ®N¡e¡ LSe h¡¢p¾c¡z h¡¢p¾c¡ HMe BlJ Ljz S¤e S¤m¡C à£−f
L¡¢V−u BNØV j¡p ®b−L à£f ®R−s nq−l ®k−a b¡−L j¡e¤oz Bjl¡C B¢Rz Bj¡−clC
®L¡b¡J Q−m k¡Ju¡ ®eCz X¡u¡e¡ f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£ Bl B¢jz h¡¢L k¡l¡ B−R, a¡l¡ k¡−h¡
k¡−h¡ Ll−Rz ®c¡L¡−e ¢is ®eCz −c¡L¡−e L¡yQ¡ f¡L¡ c¤lLj ¢S¢epC l¡M¡z g¤mL¢fJ,
p¡h¡eJz O¤−l O¤−l fÐbj ¢ceC ®c−M¢R ®c¡L¡−el ®h¢nl i¡N ¢S¢epC B¢j S¡¢e e¡ L£z
p¡¢l p¡¢l ®L±−V¡, ®h¡am, ¢n¢nz Jp−h alm, L¢We ph fc¡bÑz p¤C¢Xn i¡o¡u N¡−u
®m−hm B¡yV¡z ®h¡T¡l L£ ®L¡eJ fb B−R! j¡−T j¡−T f¤¢mn−cl ¢S−‘p L¢l HV¡ L£,
JV¡ L£z M¡−cÉl j−dÉ A¢dL¡wn ¢S¢ep, mrÉ L¢l, ®k, B¢j M¡C ¢e B−Nz ö−u¡−ll
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®ial, ®c¢M ®eCz Nl¦l j¡w−pl c¡j j¡w−pl j−dÉ ph−Q−u ®h¢nz Nl¦ LMeC Bj¡l
M¤h ¢fÐu euz c¡y−a V−L b¡−L Bnz B−R ®is¡l j¡wpz ®is¡l N¡−ul ®h¡VL¡ Nå e¡−L
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HL¢V −Le¡l Lb¡ i¡hm¡jz Q¡m ®M¡y−S¡z Q¡m ®a¡ ®eCz Q¡m R¡s¡ i¡a q−h L£ L−lz
M¤y−S ®f−a −R¡V HL¢V Q¡−ml fÉ¡−LV f¡Ju¡ ®Nmz ®Øf−el Q¡mz hs hs L¡−m¡ L¡−m¡
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jnm¡l NJ ®eCz lp¤e ¢jm−m¡ ®a¡ ¢fyu¡S ¢jm−m¡ e¡z
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f¤¢mn HL ¢e−j−o h¡l L−l ®cuz ¢m¢mu¡e¡l l¡æ¡Ol −a¡ f¤¢m−nl A−Qe¡z a−h S¡−e L£
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je Q¡Cm e¡z f¤¢mn−cl ph¡C−L ¢ej¿»Z S¡e¡m¡jz ¢ej¿»Z ®f−u f¤¢m−nl¡ Hl Jl ¢c−L
a¡L¡uz Hp−h AiÉÙ¹ a¡l¡ euz ®L¡eJ −p¢m¢hТV h¡ p¤f¡lØV¡l k¡−L a¡l¡ ¢el¡fš¡
¢c−µR, −L¡eJ¢ce M¡h¡−ll SeÉ Hi¡−h Bj¿»Z L−l e¡z H a¡−cl ¢eu−jl j−dÉ ®eCz
f¤¢m−nl¡ öL−e¡ M¡h¡l ®M−uC j§ma b¡L−Rz l¦¢V j¡Me f¢el CaÉ¡¢cz M¤h j¡u¡ quz
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®p L¡l−Z ¢a¢e h¡pe ®d¡−hez A¡¢a−bua¡l SeÉ deÉh¡cz ¢L¿º A¢a¢b h−mC ®k f¡−ul
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h¡¢s−aJ a¡l Ù»£ Hhw ®p c¤Se ¢j−m l¡æ¡O−ll L¡S L−lz BS−L H l¡y−d ®a¡ L¡m−L
J l¡y−dz p¤−ue h¡pe ®j−S ®p…−m¡ Bh¡l öL−e¡ ®a¡u¡−m ¢c−u j¤−R a¡−L p¡¢S−u
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m¡−N ö−e ®k H ®c−n f¤l¦−ol¡J ®pC L¡S…−m¡ L−l, ®k L¡S…−m¡−L i¡h¡ qu
−j−u−cl L¡Sz h¡¢sl ka L¡S a¡ Ù»£f¤l¦o c¤S−e ¢j−mC L−lz l¡æ¡O−ll L¡S Ll¡
HM¡eL¡l f¤l¦o−cl SeÉ M¤h ü¡i¡¢hL Hhw fТa¢ceL¡l hÉ¡f¡lz Bj¡l f§hÑ−cn£u
®Q¡−M H QjLfÐc h−Vz L¡lZ ¢e−Sl ®c−n h¡¢sl f¤l¦o−cl h¡¢sl l¡æ¡O−ll L¡S
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L−l ®LE LMeJ, qW¡v ®L¡eJ HL¢ce n−Ml B−j¡c Ll¡l SeÉz f¤¢m®nl¡ ®M−u ®c−u
E−W k¡−h ®i−h¢Rm¡j f¤l¦−ol¡ ®kje k¡uz ®i−hJ¢Rm¡j HL¡ ph Bj¡−LC ®N¡R¡−a
q−hz ¢L¿º e¡z ®p¢V qu¢ez L¡mQ¡l h−m Lb¡z B¢j M¡Ju¡m¡j c¤f¤−ll M¡h¡lz f¤¢mnl¡
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®l¡e¡−ô¡ f¡n ®b−L h−m, O−V      AhnÉ i¡−m¡ q−u−R, a¡C ®a¡ ®a¡j¡l p−‰ f¢lQu
qJu¡l p¤−k¡N qmz Bl ®a¡j¡−L ¢el¡fš¡ ®cJu¡lJ p¤−k¡N qmz −l¡e¡−ô¡ p¤W¡j
p¤cnÑe k¤hL-f¤¢mn¢Vl p−‰ C−µR L−l ®fÐj L¢lz ¢L¿º j−e j−e   ®fÐj Ll−a Q¡C−mC
¢L ®fÐj qu! Bj¡l C−µRl Lb¡ ®l¡e¡−ô¡ L£ L−l h¤T−h? HM¡−e qu−a¡ fÐL¡n Ll¡l
e¡e¡lLj L¡uc¡ B−R, B¢j L¡uc¡…−m¡ S¡¢ee¡ Bl S¡e−mJ fÐL¡n Ll¡l C−µRC


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f¤−o l¡−M¡z m¡S¤L B¢j¢V−L S£h−e kb¡pñh B¢j −Ty¢V−u ¢h−cu L−l¢R ¢L¿º ¢LR¤ ®a¡
®b−LC ®N−R ®k…−m¡l e¡j ¢c−u¢R iâa¡, piÉa¡, l¦¢Q, hÉ¢š²aÅz ®l¡e¡−ô¡ f¤¢m−nl i¡s¡
®eJu¡ h¡¢s ®b−L HL ¢Qm−a j¡W ®f¢l−u fСuC Bj¡l h¡¢s−a Q−m B−p ®g¡e hÉhq¡l
Ll¡l SeÉz Bj¡l Ae¤j¢a ¢e−u ®eu AhnÉz A−eLrZ d−l ®g¡−e Lb¡ h−m p¤cnÑez
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M¤h Lj f¤l¦o h¡ e¡l£ HL¡z Bj¡lC ®LE ®eC ¢LR¤ ®eCz HL¡ HL¡ h−p b¡L¡ R¡s¡
Ll¡l ¢LR¤ ®eCz HL¡L£aÅ Bj¡−L ¢Ry−s ®M−a b¡−Lz iu q−a b¡−L HMeJ ®cn ®b−L
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a−h ¢ce…−m¡ ¢WL ®Lje ¢ce qu, ¢WL Bj¡l S¡uN¡u, −L¡eJ HL c§laj A−Qe¡
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M¡j p−‰ ¢c−u ®cu      ®ke Bj¡l ®L¡eJ fup¡ MlQ e¡ quz j¡e¤o…−m¡ ¢h−c¢nz
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®Le, B¢j ¢L p¢aÉC p¡wO¡¢aL ¢LR¤ L−l ®g−m¢R! B¢j ®a¡ B¢jC ¢Rm¡j k¡ ¢Rm¡jz
¢e−Sl j−a¡ L−l Q−m¢R ¢g−l¢R Lb¡ h−m¢R Q¤f L−l¢R ®Qy¢Q−u¢R ®Ly−c¢R ¢m−M¢Rz
  B¢j L£i¡−h ®hy−Q B¢R a¡ ¢h−nÄl j¡e¤o S¡−e e¡z S¡−e e¡ HL ¢eSÑe à£−f B¢j
¢ce f¡l Ll¢R, ¢eOѤj l¡aJz S¡−e e¡ L¡NS Lmj q¡−a ¢e−u p¡l¡¢ce h−p ®b−LJ
HL¢V −ke ®ae h¡LÉJ B¢j ¢mM−a f¡l¢R e¡z e¡ Cw−l¢S−a, e¡ h¡wm¡uz ¢h−nÄl ®h¢nl
i¡N i¡h−R p¤C−Xe de£ ®cnz HM¡eL¡l plL¡l Bj¡−L p¡ajqm¡ h¡¢s ¢c−u−Rz l¡øÌ£u
Bcl k−aÁ B¢j X¤−h B¢R, d¤j−p ¢mM¢Rz à£−f h−pC ®g¡e Ll−a b¡¢L LmL¡a¡u,
Y¡L¡u, juje¢pw−qz B¢j ¢WL h¤−T f¡C e¡ L£ Llh B¢j, La¢ce HC à£−f f−s
b¡Lhz Bj¡l p¡j−e ®L¡eJ i¢hoÉa ®eCz i¢hoÉa ¢L ®L¡eJL¡−mC ¢Rm!


  Bj¡l A¢ÙÛl Hhw ¢eSÑe pju…−m¡l j−dÉ HL¢ce f¡−nl h¡¢sl X¡u¡e¡ Bj¡l SeÉ
AeÉlLj ¢h−Lm ¢e−u B−pz X¡u¡e¡l j¤−Ml HL¢cL ®f¡s¡z ¢h−L−m q¡yV−a ®h−l¡u
Bj¡−L ¢e−uz h−e S‰−m ec£l d¡−l q¡yV¡z Bj¡l S£h−e HlLj q¡yV¡ LMeJ ¢Rm e¡z
Bj¡l q¡yV¡u E−ŸnÉ ¢Rm, ®L¡b¡J k¡Ju¡l E−ŸnÉz X¡u¡e¡ Bj¡−L q¡yV¡ ®nM¡−µR, HC
q¡yV¡l ¢fR−e q¡yV¡ R¡s¡ ®L¡eJ E−ŸnÉ ®eCz q¡yV−a q¡yV−a p¡l¡rZC Bj¡l NÒf ®p
öe−a Q¡uz B¢j ®kV¤L¤ h¢m, k¡-C h¢m, M¤h je ¢c−u ®n¡−e Bl h¡lh¡lC j¤‡ ®Q¡−M
Bj¡−L ®c−Mz B¢j a¡l NÒf öe−a Q¡Cz −kV¤L¤ h−m ®pV¤L¤−a Bj¡l aªo·¡ ®j−V e¡z
X¡u¡e¡l j¤M f¤s−m¡ ®Le, ®LE ¢L f¤¢s−u ¢c−u−R, e¡ ®LE ®f¡s¡u ¢e, c¤OÑVe¡z öd¤C


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c¤OÑVe¡? qÉ¡y öd¤Cz ®Le Cw−m™ ®b−L p¤C−Xe? ®fÐjz öd¤C ®fÐj? qÉ¡y öd¤Cz X¡u¡e¡−L
BlJ ®h¢n S¡e−a C−µR L−l, ¢L¿º ¢e−Sl NÒf hm¡l −Q−u ®h¢n Bj¡l NÒf öe−a ®p
BNËq£z HL¡ −p b¡−L HC à£−fl h¡¢s−az nq−l a¡l ®L¡eJ h¡¢s ®eCz ü¡j£ Q¡L¢l
L−l ®p±¢c Bl−hz ®g−l j¡−T j−dÉz ®L¡eJ ®R−m ®j−u ®eCz L£ L−l j¡e¤o b¡−L Hje
iuˆl ¢eSÑea¡l j−dÉ B¢j h¤−T f¡C e¡z ®k Bj¡l hÉÙ¹ b¡L¡l Lb¡ Q¢în O¾V¡, ®pC
B¢jC h−p b¡¢L ®pC pj−ul ¢c−L ®Q−u, kMe pju q−h X¡u¡e¡l Bj¡l p−‰ pju
L¡V¡−e¡lz AbQ X¡u¡e¡ ®L¡eJ ®mML eu, h¡C−l ®L¡eJ hÉhp¡ h¡¢ZSÉ h¡ ®L¡eJ Q¡L¢l
h¡L¢lJ ®p Ll−R e¡, h−p b¡L¡C k¡l L¡S, a¡lC pju q−a Q¡u e¡z ÙÛ¢hla¡ j¡e¤o L£
L−l Ef−i¡N L−l h¤¢T e¡z ®LE ®LE L−l, X¡u¡e¡ L−lz ®c−M cjhå m¡−N Bj¡lz
O−l h−p L£ ®O¡s¡l ¢Xj L−l −p ¢e−SC S¡−ez a¡l h¡¢s−a B¢j ®N¢R, h¡¢s−a b¡L¡l
j−dÉ B−R hC Bl −hs¡mz ®hs¡−ml ®h¡VL¡ Nå p¡l¡ h¡¢s−az ®h¢nrZ B¢j ¢V−L
b¡L−a f¡¢l e¡ J h¡¢s−az HL¢ce −qy−V ®qy−V ¢S−‘p L−l¢R, a¤¢j Ha Lj ®h−l¡J
®Le h¡¢s ®b−L, X¡u¡e¡? Bj¡l L¡−R ®a¡ Oe Oe Bp−a f¡−l¡z X¡u¡e¡ h−m¢Rm,
®Le ®a¡j¡−L B¢j ¢hlš² Llhz ®a¡j¡l pj−ul j§mÉ A−eLz a¤¢j M¤h e¡¢j c¡¢j j¡e¤oz
B¢j ®a¡ p¡j¡eÉz B¢j p¡d¡lZz Bj¡l ®a¡ E¢Qa q−h e¡ ®a¡j¡l pju eø Ll¡z X¡u¡e¡
S¡−e e¡ ®k pju ¢e−u B¢j h−p b¡L¡ R¡s¡ Bl ¢LR¤ L¢l e¡z ®mM¡−m¢MC ®a¡ L¡Sz
Bl k¡ ¢S¢epC ®q¡L Bj¡l, HC ¢S¢epV¡C qu e¡z Bj¡l ®qy−VJ n¡¢¿¹ ®eCz Q¡l
f¡yQSe f¤¢mn Bj¡l ¢fR−e ¢fR−e à£−fl l¡Ù¹¡u q¡yV−hz J−cl M¡−j¡L¡ Lø q−µR −i−h
Bj¡l Lø quz Q¤L Q¤L L−l c¤xM L−l h¢m, ®a¡j¡−cl Lø q−µRz Jl¡ b¡¢j−u ¢c−u h−m,
¢LµR¤ q−µR e¡ Løz h¢m kaC, ®a¡jl¡ ®a¡j¡−cl j−a¡ O−l ¢N−u Bl¡j Ll, M¡J c¡J,
B—¡ c¡J, ¢L¿º ®L¡eJ f¤¢mnC a¡ ®n¡−e e¡z
--Eg, HC à£−f ®LE ¢L Bj¡−L M¤e Ll−a Bp−h? ®a¡j¡−cl ¢L ¢hnÄ¡p qu CJ−Ù¹−l¡
à£−f ®L¡eJ Baa¡u£ A−fr¡ L−l B−R Bj¡−L LMe j¡l−h h−m? −a¡jl¡ Lø L−l¡


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e¡z Bj¡l SeÉ Lø Ll−m Bj¡l M¤h Aü¢Ù¹ quz ®kM¡−e BnwL¡ B−R, ®pM¡−e ®kJ
p−‰z
f¤¢mn h−m, ®L h−m−R BnwL¡ ®eCz ®L¡b¡J ®L¡eJ S¡uN¡C ¢el¡fc euz HC à£−f
®LE M¤e Ll−a Bp−h e¡, a¡C h¡ ®a¡j¡−L hm−m¡, Bp−aJ ®a¡ f¡−lz
--−a¡jl¡ ¢L f¡Nm q−u−R¡? Bj¡−L j¡l−a ®Q−u¢Rm h¡wm¡−c−nl ®j¡õ¡l¡z a¡l¡ ¢L HC
à£−f Bp−hz ®j¡õ¡l ®c±s jp¢Sc fkÑ¿¹z CJ−Ù¹¡−l¡ à£f fkÑ¿¹ euz
J−cl q¡a ¢L pju pju M¤h mð¡ q−a f¡−lz
--d¤lz
B¢j E¢s−u ¢cCz f¤¢mn Bj¡−L ®h¡T¡u J−cl ¢e−u Bj¡l E¢àNÀ qJu¡l L¡lZ ®eCz
Jl¡ HC à£−f b¡L−a i¡−m¡C ®h¡d Ll−Rz Hhw H−a J−cl h¡s¢a V¡L¡J S¤V−Rz H
Lb¡ ö−e E¢àNÀ B¢j BlJ qCz Hj¢e−a HL¢V h¡¢si¡s¡ Ll−a q−µR J−cl SeÉ, a¡l
Jfl f¤¢m−nl SeÉ h¡s¢a V¡L¡z Bj¡l SeÉ plL¡−ll Ha L¡¢s L¡¢s V¡L¡ MlQ¡ −q¡L,
H B¢j Q¡C e¡z f¤¢mn ö−e Bqaz
--¢el¡fš¡ ®a¡ Bjl¡ ¢c¢µRC L¡E−L e¡ L¡E−Lz ¢L¿º ph¡l p−‰ L¡S L−l −aje
Be¾c ®eCz −a¡j¡u p−‰ ®b−L Bjl¡ M¤h M¤¢nz a¤¢j l¡Se£¢al ®m¡L eJz h¡¢s−u Lb¡
hm−a qu e¡z ¢j−bÉ ®eC ®a¡j¡l j−dÉz a¤¢j AeÉlLjz M¤h j¡e¢hL a¤¢jz M¤h M¡y¢Vz
--¢WL L£?
--qÉ¡y ¢WLz
    AeÉ¡eÉ j¡e¤−ol p−‰ ka qu, a¡l ®Q−u f¤¢m−nl p−‰C Bj¡l −cM¡ p¡r¡v Lb¡
h¡aÑ¡ ®h¢n quz à£f ®b−L fСuC k¡Ju¡ f−s ØVL−q¡−jz ®p Bj¡l C−µRu eu, NÉ¡¢hl
C−µRuz f¤¢m−nl L¡−R ®p¡S¡p¤¢S ®p S¡¢e−u ®cu −L¡b¡u ®L¡e ü−NÑ h¡ el−L ¢e−a q−h
Bj¡−Lz k¡−L ¢e−u Ha ¢LR¤ a¡−L A¢a p¡j¡eÉC S¡e¡−e¡ qu, ®kje, ¢jØV¡l Abh¡
¢jp H„ Ju¡C ®SXHl p−‰ Bj¡l −cM¡ q−a k¡−µR HaV¡l pju, a¡l f¢lQu HCz


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Bl ¢LR¤ Bj¡l e¡ S¡e−mJ Qm−h h−m j−e L−l Bj¡l A¢ii¡hL Hhw
¢el¡fš¡Lj£Ñhª¾cz ¢LR¤C Bj¡−L S¡e¡−e¡ qu e¡ ¢el¡fš¡l Ha ¢e¢ÕRâ L¡l¦L¡S L£
L−l −Lje L−l q−µRz ¢L¿º j¡−T j−dÉ HLV¤ BdV¤ ®kV¤L¤ S¡¢e h¡ ®c¢M a¡ Bj¡−L
i£oZ Aü¢Ù¹−a ®g−mz dl¡ k¡L Bj¡l k¡Ju¡l Lb¡ L¡mQ¡l¡m q¡E−Sz −pV¡ B−NC
ØVL−q¡−jl f¤¢mn A¢g−p S¡¢e−u ®cJu¡ q−hz ®pC L¡mQ¡l¡m q¡E−S B−Nl ¢ce
®b−LC f¤¢m¢n aõ¡¢n Qm−hz dl¡ k¡L B¢j pL¡m cnV¡u Y¤L−h¡ JM¡−ez p¡l¡ pL¡m
AeÉ ®L¡eJ fСZ£−L JM¡−e Y¤L−a −cJu¡ q−h e¡z JC q¡E−Sl p¡j−e ¢fR−e L¡E−L
c¡ys¡−a ®c−h e¡z f¡l−m k¡e h¡qe j¡e¤o L¡E−L Qm¡Qm Ll−a ®c−h e¡ p¡j−el l¡Ù¹¡uz
Hm¡¢q L¡™z j¡e¤−ol ®i¡N¡¢¿¹l A¿¹ ®eCz B¢j ®R−s ®c j¡ ®Ly−c h¡y¢Q h−m fТah¡lC
j¤M m¤−L¡Cz L¡l L¡−R fТah¡c Ll−h¡, L¡−L ¢QvL¡l L−l b¡j¡−a hm−h¡ Hph! S¡¢e
e¡z a¡C ¢e−Sl ®cqlr£−cl L¡−RC c¤x−Ml T¡y¢f M¤−m h¢p, HC ph p¡LÑ¡p ®k ®a¡jl¡
Ll, Bj¡l M¤h m‹¡ m¡−Nz j¡e¤−ol c¤−i¡ÑN B¢j Q¡C e¡z ®Le Bj¡l SeÉ A−eÉl
Ap¤¢h−d Ll¡ q−h! Jl¡ L£ ®c¡o L−l−R! Jl¡ Bl Bj¡−L i¡−m¡h¡p−h e¡ ®c−M ¢eJ,
HC c¤−i¡Ñ−Nl SeÉ j−e j−e Bj¡−LC N¡m¡N¡¢m Ll−hz
---L£ Bl Ll¡ k¡−h hmz ¢el¡fš¡l A−eL d¡f B−Rz ®a¡j¡−L HL eðlV¡ ®cJu¡
q−µRz Hph Qm−hC HM¡−ez
---Hp−hl ®a¡ ®L¡eJ fÐ−u¡Se ®eC Bj¡l, a¡ ®a¡jl¡ Ha h¤¢Üj¡e q−uJ ®Le h¤T−a
f¡l−R¡ e¡z ®Le h¤T−a f¡l−R¡ e¡ ®k HlLj ¢el¡fš¡ Bj¡l h¡wm¡−c−n clL¡l z H
®c−n clL¡l ®eC Hp−hlz p¢aÉ hm−a L£, ®a¡j¡−cl N¡¢sV¡ R¡s¡ Bl ¢LR¤l clL¡l
®eC Bj¡lz
f¤¢m−nl¡ h−m, a¡q−m HV¡C Bf¡aa ®i¡N Ll−a b¡−L¡z h¡¢L…−m¡ ®Q¡M h¤−S pqÉ Llz
f¤¢m−nl ®m¡L, ¢L¿º A−e−Ll lp−h¡d ®hnz fÐbj fÐbj M¤h Nñ£l j¤−M b¡Laz d£−l
d£−l L¡V¡−a L¡V¡−a lp ®c¢M Eb−m J−Wz l¡Se£¢aL−cl p−‰ eu, ®mML−cl         p−‰


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eu, B¿¹¢lL pÇfLÑV¡ Bj¡l p−‰ f¤¢m−nlC quz p¤−ue, m¡pÑ, Cu¡e, CulN¡e, −fl,
l¢he, B−mLS¡¾cl, W¤j¡p, AÉ¡e ¢œ²¢ØVez HL¢VC ®j−u f¤¢mn, AÉ¡e ¢œ²¢ØVez X¡L¡
qu AÉ¡e ¢œ²¢ØVe h−mCz p¤u¡−¿¹l Ù»£lJ e¡jJ AÉ¡e ¢œ²¢ØVe z ®Le qu AÉ¡e eu ¢œ²¢ØVe
eu? ®Le c¤−V¡ e¡j HLp−‰ X¡L¡ qu, j−e fÐnÀ B−p Bj¡lz ö¢d−uJ ®L¡eJ i¡−m¡
Ešl f¡Ju¡ k¡u e¡z j¡e¤−ol e¡j…−m¡C h¡ ph HLlLj qu ®Le! −N¡V¡ c−nL h¡
¢h−nL e¡j, H…−m¡C O¤¢l−u ¢g¢l−u l¡M¡ q−µRz HC fÐnÀJ Bj¡l j−e B−pz Ešl
®kV¤L¤ H¢cL J¢cL ®b−L ®S¡−V, a¡ qm, h¡C−hm ®Oy−VC j§ma j¡e¤−ol e¡j l¡M¡ quz
B¢j BL¡n ®b−L f¢sz CJ−l¡f ®b−L ®a¡ p¢aÉ hm−a L£ djÑ E−WC ®N−Rz l¡øÌ…−m¡
®pL¤m¡lz HM¡−e e¡j l¡M−a ¢N−u h¡C−h−ml p¡q¡kÉ ®eJu¡l clL¡l L£! J−cl e¡−jl
®L¡eJ AbÑ ®eCz e¡j…−m¡ ®Lhm e¡jCz B¢j Ec¡qlZ ¢c−u h¢m, ®k, --®cM Bj¡l
®h¡−el −j−ul e¡j B¢j ®l−M¢R ®pË¡a¢üe£ i¡−m¡h¡p¡z Hl AbÑ c¡ys¡−µR HCz L£ lLj
p¤¾cl h−m¡ ®a¡z Bj¡l HL hå¤l ®j−ul e¡j AbC e£¢mj¡z HlLj e¡j ®a¡jl¡ l¡M−a
f¡−l¡ e¡?
Jl¡ j¡b¡ ®e−s hmm, e¡z
--−Le?
--¢euj ®eCz
--¢euj Bh¡l L£! ¢euj f¡ÒV¡Jz AbÑ B−R Hje e¡j l¡−M¡z
--e¡−jl AbÑ b¡L−a −Le q−h ?
--AbÑ b¡L−m AbÑq£e qJe¡z
--B¢j L£ L¡S Ll−h¡, ®pV¡C ®a¡ Bpmz e¡−j L£ k¡u B−p!
--dl e¡j −a¡j¡l BL¡n..
--dl e¡j Bj¡l BL¡n, a¡−a L£! B¢j ¢L BL¡−nl j−a¡ ¢hl¡V e¡¢L Ec¡l! B¢j
j¡e¤oV¡ qu−a¡ i£oZC pwL£ZÑz Bp−m BL¡n hm−a ®a¡ ¢LR¤ ®eCz ..


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--h¡C−h−ml e¡−jlC h¡ L£ AbÑ?
--¢LR¤C AbÑ ®eCz
--¢fV¡l Se jÉ¡b¤ ®j¢l ph¡C ®a¡ d−jÑl p−‰ pÇf¢LÑaz ®a¡jl¡ HMe djÑ e¡ ®j−eJ JC
djÑ…l¦−cl e¡j d¡lZ L−l h−p B−R¡z HV¡ ®a¡ AbÑq£e öd¤ euz AeÉ¡uz
Bj¡l Lb¡ ö−e f¤¢mn jªc¤ q¡−pz ph−Q−u Ljh−up£ CulN¡e, ®p q¡−p p¡hd¡−ez a¡l
Jf−ll ®W¡y−Vl h¡l¡¾c¡V¡ g¤−m b¡−L h−mz CulN¡e ¢pN¡−lV M¡u e¡z ¢L¿º Jf−ll f¡¢Vl
c¡y−al Jfl ¢c−L ®W¡y−Vl Jf−ll Q¡js¡ a¤−m ¢LR¤ …y−S ®cuz …y−S ®cJu¡l ¢S¢ep
−L±−V¡u f¡Ju¡ k¡u ®c¡L¡−e, ®pM¡e ®b−L ®L−ez ®W¡y−Vl Jf−l f¤−l ®cJu¡−a g¤−m
b¡−Lz ®Qq¡l¡V¡ ®Lje f¡−ÒV k¡uz ®c−M¢R HC a¡j¡L f¡a¡ hÉhq¡l L−l fÐQ¤l ®m¡−Lz
   CulN¡e HL¢ce Bj¡−L hmm, Qm ¢p−ej¡ ®c−M B¢pz l¡−al ®n¡z NË¡ä ¢p−ej¡ q−m
®c−M Hm¡j ¢päm¡pÑ ¢mØVz ¢ØV−ie ¢Øfmh¡−NÑlz ®c−M M¤h i¡−m¡ m¡Nmz CJ−l¡−f
®L¡eJ ¢p−ej¡u ¢N−u ®L¡eJ R¢h ®cM¡ Bj¡l HC fÐbjz Bj¡−cl −c−nl ¢p−ej¡…−m¡l
ja eu HM¡eL¡l ¢p−ej¡z ¢eQam¡ Jflam¡ L−uLn j¡e¤o−L h¢p−u R¢h ®cM¡−e¡l
®L¡eJ f¢lLÒfe¡ ®eCz M¤h AÒf ¢LR¤ Bpe f¡a¡z M¤h hs ®L¡eJ Ol euz ®R¡–
Olz ®R¡V fcÑ¡z ®R¡V ®R¡V ®Qu¡lz nq−l fÐQ¤l   ¢p−ej¡ B−R h−m ¢i−sl pjpÉ¡ qu e¡z
¢päm¡lp ¢mØV ®c−M −qy−V ®qy−V kMe N¡¢sl ¢c−L k¡¢µR aMe ®c¢M HL¢V pȪ¢a gmLz
Jmg f¡m−j ¢WL ®kM¡−e j¡l¡ ¢N−u¢R−mez gmL¢V g¤Vf¡−a, f¡−ul am¡u e¡j, Jmg
f¡m−jz Jmg f¡m−j p¤C−X−el M¤h Se¢fÐu fÐd¡e j¿»£z ®L¡eJ ¢el¡fš¡ fÐql£ R¡s¡C
O¤−l ®hs¡−aez ¢p−ej¡u H−p¢R−me c¤Se, ¢a¢e ÚHhw a¡l Ù»£z qW¡v HL¢V EV−L¡ ®m¡L
Ecu q−u, ®m¡L¢V HL¡C ¢Rm, …¢m L−l−R Jmg f¡m−jl ®f−V c¤h¡lz BS fkÑ¿¹ M¤e£
®L dl−a f¡−l¢e f¤¢mnz HL¢ce         l¡øÌf¤−”l HL¢V Ae¤ù¡−e k¡Ju¡l Bj¿»Z ®f−u
¢LR¤r−Zl SeÉ ¢N−u¢Rm¡jz JM¡−e Bj¡−L ®c−MC HL iâj¢qm¡ R¤−V H−p¢R−mez
¢e−Sl f¢lQu ¢c−u hm−me, ¢a¢e Jmg f¡m−jl Ù»£z ¢mp−haz HMe l¡øÌf¤−”


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¢nöEæu−el L¡S L−lez iâ j¢qm¡ Bj¡−L NsNs L−l h−m ®N−me         a¡l ü¡j£−L
®L M¤e L−l¢Rm ¢a¢e S¡−ee, ¢a¢e ®c−M−Rez −O¡l jcÉf ®m¡Lz ¢œ²ØV¡l ®fV¡lpez
¢a¢e ¢e−S ay¡l ü¡j£l p−‰ ¢R−me ®p¢cez b¡e¡u ¢N−u HL¢ce pe¡š² L−lJ H−p−Re
k¡−L ¢a¢¡e ®c−M¢R−me …¢m Ll−az ¢L¿º ay¡l Lb¡l −L¡eJ …l¦aÅC ®cJu¡ qu¢ez
®LE a¡y−L ¢hnÄ¡p L−l¢ez Baa¡u£ R¡s¡ −f−u ®N−Rz ¢c¢hÉ hq¡m a¢hu−a B−Rz
¢mp−hb c£OÑnÄ¡p ®gm−mez B¢j aMeJ S¡¢e e¡ Jmg f¡m®j pÇf−LÑ M¤h ®h¢n ¢LR¤z
f−l ®S−e¢R BlJz ®S−e¢R f¡m−j M¤h Ls¡ pj¡−m¡QL ¢R−me B−j¢lL¡l, ¢h−no L−l
¢i−uae¡j k¤−Ülz ay¡l pju p¤C−X−e B−j¢lL¡l ®L¡eJ c§a¡h¡p ¢Rm e¡, ¢a¢e c¢rZ
B¢éL¡l AÉ¡f¡l−bCX fÜ¢al ®O¡l ¢e¾c¡ Ll−ae, jÉ¡−äm¡−cl B¢éL¡e eÉ¡ne¡m
Lw−NËp−L A−eLi¡−h p¡q¡kÉJ Ll−aez AÉ¡f¡l−bCX plL¡l−L Abѯe¢aL n¡¢Ù¹ k¡l
B−lL e¡j Hjh¡l−N¡, −cJu¡l Lb¡ hm−aez fÉ¡−mØV¡Ce ¢mh¡−lne B¢jÑ ¢fHmJl
pjbÑL ¢R−mez f¡m−j ¢LEh¡ ¢N−u ¢g−cm LÉ¡−ØVÌ¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ L−l H−p−Rez Qlj
X¡ef¿Û£−cl Qlj nœ¦ ¢R−me ¢a¢ez E¢enn ¢Ru¡¢n p¡−m f¡m−jl jªa¤Él B−N B−N
Hje Lb¡ M¤h hm¡ qa ®k, f¡m−jl p−‰ ®p¡¢i−ua CE¢eu−el ®L¡eJ ®N¡fe pÇfLÑ
B−Rz ØVL−q¡−j ®k p−l¡hl B−R, ®pC j¡m¡−le p−l¡h−ll S−m HL¡ HL¡C ®YE
®M−mz j¡−T j¡−T p¤C−Xeh¡p£ mr Ll−R ¢LR¤ HLV¡ es−R, a¡−cl d¡lZ¡ ®p¡¢i−ua
p¡h−j¢le B−R JM¡−ez HC pwnu ¢e−u p¤CXl¡ k¤−Nl fl k¤N L¡¢V−u ¢c−µRz S−ml HC
p¡h−j¢le ¢e−u Lb¡ hm¡l SeÉ Jmg f¡m−j−L HLlLj Q¡f pª¢ø Ll¡ q¢µRmz f−l,
A−eL hRl f−l AhnÉ B¢hú¡l qu ®L¡eJ p¡h−j¢le eu, S−ml a−m HLdl−el
p¡j¤¢cL fСZ£ h¡p Ll−a¡, a¡−cl es¡Qs¡C Sm e¡s¡−a¡z M¤h Ah¡L L¡ä, BSJ
f¡m−jl Baa¡u£−L f¡Ls¡J Ll¡l        rja¡ qu¢e L¡lJlz      A−eL…−m¡ ¢hnÄ¡p
¢hl¡Sj¡e, −kje     M¤h Qlj HL X¡ef¿Û£ M¤e L−l−R, ®kje c¢rZ B¢éL¡l
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    p¤C−X−el −m¡−Ll¡, B¢j mr L−l¢R, M¤h NhÑ L−l h−m      HLn B¢n hRl d−l
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qJu¡ S¡jÑ¡¢e−a h¡¢sOl °a¢ll SeÉ k¡ j¡mjnm¡ m¡−N a¡ p¤C−Xe ®b−L ¢L−e−R Jl¡z
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L−l−R, ®h¢nl i¡NC flØfl−L ¢e−u, Aflfr ®k h¤¢Üj¡e eu, ®h¡L¡, a¡ fÐj¡Z
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Smcp¤Éz S−m ®i−p k¡Ju¡ S¡q¡S ®e±−L¡ k¡ ¢LR¤C ®fa, a¡ m¤W ®a¡ LlaCz ¢h¢iæ
®c−n q¡e¡ ¢c−u de ®c±ma m¤W L−l ¢e−u Bpaz M¤h ®h¢n¢ce B−N eu, p¤C−X−el
hlgk¤N ®no q−u−Rz j¡œ cn q¡S¡l hRl B−N p¤C−Xe hl−gl am¡u ¢Rmz hlg
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hph¡p öl¦ qh¡l fl    fÐÙ¹lk¤N Hm, a¡lfl a¡jËk¤N, a¡lfl −m±qk¤Nz h¡−l¡n p¡−m
p¤C−X−el fše O−Vz Q¡oh¡p, j¡Rdl¡, ¢nL¡l Ll¡ HC ¢Rm L¡Sz c¡¢lâ Ha fÐLV
¢Rm ®k, HLn hRl B−N, cn mr ®m¡L Q−m ®N−R H ®cn ®R−sz Ešl B−j¢lL¡u
nlZ¡¢bÑ q−u−Rz
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q¡¢p q¡¢p j¤M L−l −cn ¢h−cn O¤−l O¤−l p¤C−X−el SeÉ p¤e¡j Hhw h¡¢Z−SÉl h¡aÑ¡
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B¢f−p ¢Q¢W ¢m−M −c−h, ®cM¤e ®a¡ Jl e¡¢s erœ ®M¡yS L−l, Aa c¡¢j N¡¢s ®Le¡l
fup¡ J hÉ¡V¡ ®L¡−›−L ®fm! Hje ¢qwp¤−V L¤yQ¤−V flnУL¡all¡ AL¡a−l l¡S¡
l¡e£−cl mr mr V¡L¡ ¢he¡ L¡l−Z c¡e L−l k¡−µR! H Ah¡L L¡™C h−Vz ¢L¿º a¡J
k¢c l¡S¡ l¡¢e H−c¢n qaz l¡S¡ q−µR h¡le¡c−al hwnz h¡le¡ca gl¡¢pz
®e−f¡¢mu¡−el °peÉz qm p¤C−X−el l¡S¡z a¡lC hwndl BS−Ll l¡S¡ L¡mÑ …Ù¹¡i


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®o¡snz ¢pm¢iu¡, ay¡l Ù»£ hС¢S−ml ®j−uz h¡h¡ e¡v¢p ¢R−mez ¢qVm¡−ll fa−el fl hý
e¡v¢p ®pe¡ S¡jÑ¡¢e ®b−L c¢rZ B−j¢lL¡u f¡¢m−u ¢N−u¢Rmz ¢pm¢iu¡l h¡h¡ a¡−cl
HLSez L¡mÑ Bl ¢pm¢iu¡l ¢ae ®R−m−j−uz ¢i−ƒ¡¢lu¡, ¢g¢mf, j¡−c−mCez l¡S¡l
j¤L¤V k¡−h ¢i−ƒ¡¢lu¡l j¡b¡uz H¢V A¿¹a HL¢V i¡−m¡ ¢cL, ®k, f¤l¦oa¡¢¿»L pj¡−Sl
j−a¡ ¢fa¡l j¤L¤V f¤−œl j¡b¡u k¡−µR e¡z f¤œ b¡L¡ p−šÆJ k¡−µR LeÉ¡l j¡b¡uz
   p¤C−X−el S¡a£u M¡h¡l hm¡ qu ¢jVhm, Bl Bm¤z Bm¤J H−p−R m¡¢ae B−j¢lL¡
®b−Lz Bl ¢jVhm ®a¡ l¡S¡ …Ù¹¡h f’j H−e−R a¤lú ®b−Lz HC ®cn M¤h ®h¢n¢ce
B−N eu, n¡mNj ®M−a¡ Bl ö−u¡l −j−l ®j−l ®M−a¡ z piÉ ¢Rm e¡z qW¡v L−l de£
q−u−Rz qW¡v L−lC j¡eh¡¢dL¡−l e¡j L−l−Rz Ll¡l SeÉ AhnÉ i£oZ ®Qø¡ Ll−Rz
Bm−éX ®e¡−hm−LC ®a¡ H ®cn ®b−L Q−m −k−a q−u¢Rm c¡¢l−âl L¡l−Zz AeÉ ®c−n
−mM¡fs¡ L−l−Rez f−l é¡−¾p h−p B¢hú¡l L−l−Re ¢Xe¡j¡CVz V¡L¡ fup¡ k¡
L¡¢j−u−Re a¡ é¡−¾p N−hoZ¡ L−lC L¡¢j−u−Rez ¢L¿º ®c−nl Eæ¢al SeÉ ¢e−Sl
p’−ul ph V¡L¡ ®Y−m ®N−Rez p¤C−X−el j¡e¤o fСu ph¡C qu S¡a£ua¡h¡c£ eu ®cn-
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i¡−Nl j¡e¢pLa¡z h−e         q¡yV¢R HL¢cez h−e S‰−m q¡yV¡ H−cl A−iÉpz q¡yV−a
q¡yV−a Jl¡ Bq¡ Bq¡ h−m hÉ¡−Pl R¡a¡ L¤−s¡−µRz Bj¡l f¤¢mn ljZ£ AÉ¡e ¢œ²¢ØVe
®a¡ fТa¢V hÉ¡−Pl R¡a¡−L hwn flÇfl¡ ®Q−ez ph hÉ¡−Pl R¡a¡ e¡¢L, aMeC öem¡j,
JC nq−ll j¢dMÉ¡−el S‰−m q¡yV−a q¡yV−a ®k, M¡Ju¡ k¡u e¡z ¢LR¤ R¡a¡ e¡¢L ¢hoz
®M−mC j−l k¡u j¡e¤oz i¡−m¡ j¾c ®L¡eJV¡C B¢j M¡C e¡z hÉ¡−Pl R¡a¡l fТa J−cl
EµR¡p B¢j hs hs ®L±a¤Lju ®Q¡−M ®c¢Mz hm¢Rm¡j, ®pC h−e h¡ S‰−m La jl¡
f¡a¡ f−s B−R, La jl¡ X¡m, jl¡ ®nLsz Jl j−dÉ ¢pN¡−lV ®M−u ¢eaðV¡ ®g−m¢Rz
p−‰ p−‰ a¤−m ¢em AÉ¡ä¡lp e¡−jl HL ®cqlr£z j¡C−ml fl j¡Cm ®qy−V kMe HL¢V
jum¡ ®gm¡l XÊ¡j f¡Ju¡ ®Nm, J−a ¢pN¡−l−Vl ®noV¤L¤ ®gmm f¤¢mnz               ¢S−‘p


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AÉ¡ä¡l−plz Hi¡−hC Jl¡ f¢lú¡l f¢lµRæ l¡−M −cn¢Vz TLT−L aLa−L l¡−Mz
é¡−¾p hs hs c¡m¡e−L¡W¡ B−Rz Bh¡l BÙ¹lJW¡ T¤lT¤l L−l fs−a b¡L¡ h¡¢sJ
B−Rz p¤C−X−e hs hs ¢LR¤ ®eCz ®Q¡M d¡y¢d−u ®cJu¡l j−a¡ m¤il S¡c¤Ol h¡ ®q¡−Vm cÉ
¢im ®eCz é¡−¾pl ja fj¢fX¤ ®eC, NyÉ fÉ¡−mp ¢f¢a fÉ¡−mp ®eCz LeL−XÑl ja
¢hn¡m ®ú¡u¡l ®eCz ealc¡−jl ja, −e−f¡¢mu¡−el Lh−ll ja ®L¡eJ ÙÛ¡faÉ¢nÒf
®eCz C−gm V¡Ju¡−ll ja EyQ¤ ¢LR¤ ®eCz phC BL¡−l ®R¡V HM¡−ez HLdl−el
¢j¢e−uQ¡lz ÙÛ¡f−aÉl h¡m¡C ®eCz phC fСu jÉ¡Q h¡„z jÉ¡Qh¡„ R¡s¡ k¡ B−R
L¡l¦L¡S, ¢LR¤C Bpm euz phC c¤eðlz j§ma é¡−¾pl ÙÛ¡f−aÉl eLm L−l h¡e¡−e¡,
a¡J Bh¡l na¡¢ë f¡l q−m flz
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HL¢V ®e¢ah¡QL nëz L¡lZ ¢qVm¡l ¢Rm ENË S¡a£ua¡h¡c£z ENË S¡a£ua¡h¡c£−cl j−dÉ
eu¡ e¡v¢p B−Rz     eu¡ e¡v¢p…−m¡J ®p¡u¡¢Ù¹L¡ ¢Qq² hÉhq¡l L−lz AhnÉ m¤¢L−u,
L¡lZ e¡v¢p cm Ll¡, e¡v¢p ¢Qq² hÉhq¡l Ll¡ ¢e¢oÜz ea¤m ®R−m¢f−m−cl L¡−R ¢e¢oÜ
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®N¡f−e ®N¡f−ez e¡v¢p Bc−nÑl N¡e N¡Ju¡ q−µRz ¢eJ e¡v¢pz ¢úe ®qXz J−cl ®cM−m
®Qe¡ k¡uz L¡j¡−e¡ j¡b¡, ®j¡V¡ h¤V S¤−a¡ fl−hz L¡−m¡ h¡ h¡c¡j£ j¡e¤−ol ¢c−L OªZ¡
®Q¡−M a¡L¡−hz p¤−k¡N ®f−m j¡l−hz ®h¢n p¤−k¡N ®f−m ®j−l ®gm−hz ö−eC Bj¡l iu
quz k¡C ®q¡Lz R¢hl ja ®cn HC p¤C−Xez Nlj L¡−ml ®no¢cLV¡u H−p¢R B¢jz Bp¡
Ah¢c HLV¡ lw Bj¡−L j¤qѤj§¤q§ j¤‡ L−l ¢cm, lP¢V ph¤Sz O¡−pl lw, N¡−Rl f¡a¡l
lw ®k ®k Ha ph¤S q−a f¡−l, Hhw ph¤S lw¢V −k Ha p¤¾cl q−a f¡−l, a¡ B−N Bj¡l
S¡e¡ ¢Rm e¡z X¡u¡e¡l p−‰ ¢h−L−m ph¤−Sl j−dÉ q¡yV−a q¡yV−a Bj¡l HC HL¢V
¢S¢ep ®cM¡ qu, fÐLª¢az S−m ¢ØfX ®h¡V c¡ys Ll¡−e¡ B−Rz CulN¡e HL¢ce ®h¢l−u


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H−m¡ S−ml j−dÉz B¢j −a¡ i−u œ¡¢q ¢QvL¡lz pL−m Bj¡l ¢QvL¡−ll ¢c−L a¡¢L−u
q¡p¢Rmz B¢j HLV¡ i£a¤l ¢Xjz p¡ya¡l S¡¢e e¡ hm−a Qj−L E−W¢Rm Jl¡z H ®c−n
ph¡C py¡a¡l S¡−ez Cú¤−mC HV¡ −nM¡ h¡dÉa¡j§mLz p¡C−Lm Q¡m¡−aJ ph¡C S¡−ez
B¢j ®L¡eJV¡C S¡¢e e¡z S¡¢e e¡ hm−m ®m¡−L Ah¡L ®Q¡−M Bj¡l Bf¡cjÙ¹L ®c−Mz
Bj¡−L ¢WL piÉ h−m J−cl L¡lJl j−e qu e¡z
         LMeJ h−p b¡L¡l ®j−u eC B¢jz ®c−n BL˜ hÉÙ¹a¡l j−dÉ ¢ce ®L−V−Rz
Bl HM¡−e HL-à£f-AL¡S ¢c−u Bj¡−L h¢p−u l¡M¡ q−µRz Bj¡l nÄ¡p hå q−u B−pz
®cqlr£−cl p−‰ k¡ Lb¡ qJu¡l quz pL−mC h−m ü¡j£ h¡ Ù»£ ¢e−u a¡−cl p¤−Ml
pwp¡lz pL−mC ®fÐj L−l ¢h−u L−l−Rz A−e−L Bh¡l ¢h−u L−l¢e,         ¢L¿º ®fТjL h¡
®fТjL¡l p−‰ pq-h¡p Ll−Rz k¡l¡ ¢h−u L−l, a¡l¡ L−l ¢hh¡¢qa−cl ®hm¡u BuLl
Lj ¢c−a qu h−mz Bj¡l Ai¡h ®c−M A−iÉpz Cu¡e−L ¢S−‘p L¢l, k¡ −hae f¡u,
a¡ ¢c−u a¡l Q−m ¢L e¡z Cu¡e ®q−p h−m, qyÉ¡ ¢eÕQuC Q−mz Cu¡−el h¡¢s B−R N¡¢s
B−Rz Ù»£J Q¡L¢l L−lz Cu¡e h−m, H ®c−n −L¡eJ ®j−uC ü¡j£l Jfl Abѯe¢aLi¡−h
¢eiÑln£m euz p¤C−X−el pwp−c naLl¡ f’¡n i¡N ®j−uz −j−u−cl ®cM¢R Q¡l¢c−L,
l¡Ù¹¡u     q¡yV−R, p¡C−Lm Q¡m¡−µR h¡ N¡¢s Q¡m¡−µRz h−p B−R h¡−pz B−R LÉ¡−g−a,
®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu, O¡−p, ¢py¢s−az ®fТj−Ll q¡−a q¡a d−l Qm−R, Bcl Ll−R c¤Se c¤Se−L,
Q¤j¤ M¡−µR q¡S¡l ®m¡−Ll j−dÉz ¢LR¤ ¢S¢ep f§hÑ ®cn£u ®Q¡−M dl¡ f−sz al¦¢Zl¡ ¢eað
®R¡yu¡ ú¡VÑ f−l q¡yV−R, Ù¹e Ae¡hªa L−l Qm−Rz l¡Ù¹¡u kMe cÇf¢a ®c¢M, ®c¢M
f¤l¦−ol ®L¡−m h¡µQ¡ h¡ f¤l¦o fÉ¡l¡jh¤−mVl ®Wm−Rz h¡¢s−a f¤l¦o l¡æ¡ Ll−R b¡m¡
h¡pe j¡S−Rz Ol−c¡l …−R¡−µR, f¢lú¡l Ll−Rz Hph cªnÉ ®c−M −Q¡M Bl¡j f¡uz
a¡q−m H pj¡−S ®j−ul¡ c¡p−aÅl nª´M−m h¢¾c euz Hje pj¡−Sl üfÀC ®a¡ B¢j ®c¢Mz
f¡ÕQ¡−aÉl pj¡−Sl fСu ¢LR¤C e¡ ®S−e B¢j ®k ¢mM¢Rm¡j e¡l£l ü¡d£ea¡l Lb¡, e¡l£
f¤l¦−ol pj¡e A¢dL¡−ll Lb¡, −pC pj¡e¡¢dL¡l ®a¡ ®cM¢R HC p¤C−X−eCz ®k


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®cn¢V−a B¢j ¢LR¤−aC je hp¡−a f¡l¢R e¡z M¡f M¡Ju¡−a f¡l¢R e¡z M¡¢eL fl fl
Bj¡l nÄ¡pLø q−µRz Cu¡e−L B¢j M¤y¢V−u M¤y¢V−u ¢S−‘p L¢l, Ol pwp¡−ll L¡S, h¡µQ¡
m¡me f¡me Hph ¢e−uz Cu¡e h−m, a¡l p¿¹¡e S¾j¡h¡l pju h¡h¡l R¤¢V ®p ®f−u−Rz
Bl ph p¿¹¡−el ¢fa¡C a¡ f¡uz HM¡−e HjeC ¢eujz j¡−u−cl              ¢ae j¡p R¤¢Vz
h¡h¡−clJ ¢ae j¡pz p¿¹¡e m¡me f¡m−el i¡l c¤S−el JflC pj¡ei¡−h h−aÑ−Rz
--−a¡jl¡ ¢L ®R−m q−m M¤¢n qJ, ®j−u q−m Lj M¤¢n qJz HlLj −L¡eJ ¢euj B−R?
Cu¡e −q−p p−S¡−l j¡b¡ ®e−s hmm, H−Lh¡−lC e¡z Bjl¡ Q¡C p¤ÙÛ ¢nöl S¾jz


  ¢m¢mu¡e¡l h¡¢sl j¡−W M¡¢m f¡−u q¡y¢Vz B−fm N¡−R B−fm T¤−m B−Rz ®LE M¡h¡l
®eCz ph f−s j¡W m¡m q−u B−Rz c¤HL¢V−a L¡js ¢cCz Ha gm eø qu, Bj¡l j¡u¡
quz Cu¡e−L ¢S−‘p L¢l, Ha gm AeÉ L¡E−L ¢c−u ¢c−µR e¡ ®Le, k¢c ¢e−Sl¡ e¡C
M¡uz
       Cu¡e hmm, ®LE ®e−h e¡z ph¡lC fСu B−fm N¡R B−Rz k¡l¡ nq−l B−R,
AÉ¡f¡VÑ−j−¾V b¡−L, g−ml N¡R ®eCz a¡l¡ gm ¢L−e ®M−aC fR¾c L−lz c¡j ®a¡ M¤h
pÙ¹¡ B−f−mlz ¢c−a Lm¡, ¢c−a Be¡lp, a¡q−m m¤−g ¢eaz Jph ®a¡ S¾j¡u e¡
HM¡−ez
--HC ®k ph¤S ph¢S j¡−T j¡−T f¡Ju¡ k¡uz ®p ®L¡−›−L B−p?
--B−p h¡C−ll ®cn ®b−Lz AeÉ ®cn ®b−L H−m Lj c¡−j −Le¡ k¡uz AeÉ ®cn j¡−eC
®a¡ p¤C−X−el a¤me¡u c¢lâ ®cn z Bl, H−c−nJ ®k ¢LR¤C gm¡−e¡ q−µR e¡, a¡ euz
¢NÊe q¡E−S n¡L ph¢S g¤m g−ml Q¡o quz
       ¢NËe q¡ES? hÉ¡f¡l¢V ea¤e Bj¡l L¡−Rz ¢NÊe q¡ES j¡−e q−µR L¡−Ql ®cu¡m ®Ol¡,
L¡−Ql R¡−c Y¡L¡ Ol, J−a Lª¢œji¡−h a¡fj¡œ¡ h¡¢s−u L¢j−u n¡L ph¢S, g¤m gm
gm¡−e¡ quz V−j−V¡ p¡l¡ hRl       ¢NÊe q¡E−SC quz p¡l¡rZ fÐnÀ j−ez S¡e¡l Evp¡q


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VNhN L−l ®g¡−Vz Hje L£ NÉ¡¢h, ®k NÉ¡¢h ph¢LR¤C lq−pÉ j¤−s l¡−M, a¡l L¡−RC
S¡e¡l h¡pe¡ Bj¡l g¤−l¡u e¡z l¡Ù¹¡u p¡¢l p¡¢l N¡¢s l¡M¡ ¢e−u é¡−¾pC Qj−L¢Rm¡j,
HM¡−e p¤C−X−eJ HLC ¢S¢epz
   --HM¡−e L¡lJ ¢L NÉ¡−lS ®eC e¡¢L? l¡Ù¹¡u N¡¢s l¡M−m ®L¡eJ Ap¤¢h−d qu e¡?
Q¤¢l V¤¢l qu e¡?
--NÉ¡−lS ph¡l b¡−L e¡z e¡q, Q¤¢lJ qu e¡z Q¤¢l q−a k¡−h ®Le? L¡lJ ®a¡ ®L¡eJ
Ai¡h ®eC ®k Q¤¢l Ll−hz
--a¡J ®a¡ Lb¡z
    fÐnÀ B¢j A−eL Lla¡j NÉ¡¢h−L, phpju Ešl e¡ S¤V−mJ fÐnÀ b¡−j¢ez NÉ¡¢hl
h¡¢s−a Bj¡−L L¢ce p¡l¡¢ce L¡V¡−e¡l Bj¿»Z S¡e¡−e¡ q−u¢Rm, −p¢ce R¤¢V−a ¢Rmz
R¤¢V ®p e¡¢L j¡p d−lC ¢e−µR, Bj¡−L ®cM¡−n¡e¡ Ll¡l c¡¢uaÅ aMe A−eLV¡ S¡a£u
c¡¢u−aÅl j−a¡Cz Aa ¢LR¤ e¡ ®S−e aMe B¢j l£¢aja Ù¹¢ñaz L¡lZ ®me¡, NÉ¡¢hl
Ù»£, a¡l Q¡L¢l ®b−L ¢h−L−m h¡ p−åu ¢g−l       Bj¡−L q¡¢p j¤−M ¢S−‘p L−l−R,
NÉ¡¢hl p−‰ i¡−m¡ pju ®L−V−R ®a¡! B¢j ¢LR¤ hm¡l B−N NÉ¡¢h h−m−R, qÉ¡y M¤h i¡−m¡
pju ®L−V−Rz h¡wm¡−c−n H hÉ¡f¡l¢V Apñhz ®L¡eJ Ù»£C p−¾cqj¤š² q−a f¡l−a¡ e¡,
HLm¡ h¡¢s−a HL k¤ha£l p−‰ ü¡j£−L ®l−M ®k−a, ®p kaC ¢e−S−cl EfL¡−ll
SeÉ −q¡Lz e¡l£ f¤l¦−ol hå¤−aÅ ®k B¢j Ae¤c¡llLj Ec¡l, ®pC Bj¡l j−a¡ j¡e¤−ol
j−eC p−¾c−ql E−âL q−u¢Rmz p−¾cq, NÉ¡¢hl ®h¡dqu AeÉ ®L¡eJ E−ŸnÉ B−R,
¢eÕQuC ®p Bj¡l Jfl q¡a h¡s¡−h h¡ ®fÐj ¢e−hce Ll−h h¡ ¢LR¤z P−L ¢e−u Bj¡l
p−¾cq ¢LR¤ qa e¡, k¢c e¡ P ¢e−S ay¡l Ù»£−L Bj¡l p−‰ ¢h−c−n Bp¡l Mhl¢V e¡
S¡e¡−e¡l ¢hou¢V E−õM e¡ Ll−ae Hhw n¡jp¤l l¡qj¡−el ®fТjL¡ ¢ho−u Lb¡ hm¡l
pju Aje N¡−ul L¡−R p−l e¡ Bp−aez c§l à£−fl HL¡L£ S£he k¡f−e Bj¡l
j¡−T j¡−T j−e qu, B¢j ®h¡dqu Pl Jfl AeÉ¡u BQlZ L−l¢Rz fÐLª¢al M¤h L¡−R


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H−p Bj¡l je AeÉlLj q−u k¡uz Cu¡−el j−a¡ pq¡e¤i§¢an£m j¡e¤−ol       p−‰ Lb¡
h−m fÐLª¢al −p±¾ckÑ B¢j BlJ Ef−i¡N L¢lz
    f¤¢m−nl p−‰ B—¡ ®fV¡−e¡ qu e¡, ¢L¿º Qm¡−gl¡ Ll−a Ll−aC HLdl−el jd¤l
pÇfLÑ Bj¡l N−s J−Wz A−eL ¢LR¤ B¢j J−cl L¡R ®b−L S¡¢e, HjeL£ ¢n¢MJz
S¤−a¡l ¢g−a h¡yd−a f¡¢l e¡z AÉ¡e ¢œ²¢ØVe Bj¡−L q¡−a d−l d−l ¢n¢M−u ¢cm L£ L−l
S¤−a¡l ¢g−a h¡yd−a quz AÉ¡e ¢œ²¢ØV−el q¡a ®m−N HL¢ce ¢m¢mu¡e¡l L¡−Ql b¡m
h¡p−el Ù¹¤§f Bmj¡¢l ®b−L Ef¤s q−u f−s ®i−P ®Nmz −l¡e¡−ô¡ ®cM−a M¤h p¤¾clz
−hn A−eL¢ce Bj¡−L ¢S−‘p L−l−R B¢j h¢XN¡XÑ R¢hV¡ ®c−M¢R ¢L e¡z e¡ ®c¢M¢ez
f−l ®c−M¢R R¢h¢Vz ýCV¢e ¢qEØVe L¡−m¡ N¡¢uL¡z a¡l ®cqlr£ p¡c¡z ®L¢ie LØVe¡lz
®L¢ie LØVe¡−ll p−‰ ®fÐj qu ýCV¢elz ®l¡e¡−ô¡l ¢L Bj¡l p−‰ ®fÐj Ll¡l C−µR?
Aje p¤cnÑe k¤h−Ll SeÉ ®ia−l ®ia−l aªo·¡ S¡−N ¢L Bj¡l! S¡−N qu−a¡z Aje e£m
®Q¡Mz Aje ®N¡m¡¢f Adlz Aje p¤¾cl q¡¢pz


    ¢m¢mu¡e¡ H−p−R c¤¢cez HL¢ce O¤−l ®Nm c¤C hå¤ ¢e−uz L¢g ®M−az L¢g Bl
L¤¢L ¢e−u c¤ O¾V¡ NÒf Llm M¡h¡l ®V¢h−m h−pz H ®c−n ®cMm¡j M¡h¡l ®V¢h−m h−pC
j¡e¤o ¢c−el NÒf…−m¡ p¡−lz ®V¢h−m h−p M¡h¡l ®M−a ®M−a, L¢g ®M−a ®M−a c£OÑ c£OÑ
B—¡ quz Bjl¡ ®kje B—¡ ¢cC ®p¡g¡u h−p, h¡ ¢hR¡e¡u h−p h¡ ö−uz H−cl B—¡
M¡h¡l ®V¢h−mz M¡Ju¡l pwúª¢a¢V H−cl ®Q−u Bj¡−cl¢V ®h¢n EQ¤j¡−el qJu¡ p−šJ
®Le Bjl¡ M¡h¡l ®V¢h−m h−p ®M−a ®M−a B—¡ ¢cC e¡, a¡l HL¢V L¡lZ Bj¡l j−e
qu Bjl¡ q¡−a M¡Cz J−cl ja L¡yV¡ Bl R¤¢l−a ®M−m h−p b¡L¡ ®ka M¡h¡l ¢e−uz Bl
Nlj Nlj M¡h¡l Nlj Nlj ®M−u ®eJu¡C Bj¡−cl A−iÉpz M¡h¡l m¡N¡ q¡a ¢e−u h−p
b¡L¡ Bl¡jfÐc eu, ®p L¡l−ZC pñha M¡h¡l ®V¢h−m Bj¡−cl B—¡l pwúª¢a N−s
J−W¢ez e¡ q−m Hje −i¡Se¢hm¡p£ S¡¢al p−‰ M¡h¡l ®V¢h−ml Ha q¡mL¡ pÇfLÑ


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®Lez B¢j HLpju i¡ha¡j N¢lh ®c−nl j¡e¤o h−mC qu−a¡ M¡h¡l ¢e−u j¡b¡ hÉ¡b¡z
®R¡V−hm¡ ®b−LC a¡C A−iÉpz k¡ ®c−M Bp¢R a¡C ¢nM¢Rz ¢eSü       ¢hnÄ¡p   e¡ qu
¢e−Sl h¤¢Ü ¢h−hL ®Qae M¡¢V−u ¢iæ Ll¡ ®Nm, ¢L¿º pwúª¢al f¡W Lj hu−pC ®eJu¡
q−u k¡uz l−š² Y¤−L k¡u BQ¡l BQlZz B¢jJ Bj¡l f§hÑe¡l£−cl j−a¡C i¡−m¡h¡¢p
HC Lb¡¢V j¤−M e¡ EµQ¡lZ L−l j¡e¤o−L M¡C−u c¡C−u ®h¡T¡−a Q¡C ®k i¡−m¡h¡¢pz
X¡u¡e¡−L HL¢ce M¡Ju¡m¡j, H fÐL¡n Ll−aC ®a¡ ®k i¡−m¡h¡¢pz Cu¡e, m¡pÑ,
CulN¡e, −l¡e¡−ô¡−L à£−fl h¡¢s−a M¡Ju¡m¡j, L¡lZ Jl¡ ®a¡ l¡æ¡ L−l fСu ¢LR¤C
M¡¢µRm e¡, L£ph l¦¢V f¢el, j¡Me, Bl gm ®M−u Qm¢Rmz Bl L¡yQ¡ j¡wp l¦¢Vl Jfl
¢h¢R−u M¡Ju¡z J−cl M¡Ju¡ c§l ®b−L HL fmL ®c−MC j¡u¡ q−u¢Rm M¤hz aMeC
®ej¿¹æz HC, c¤f¤−l ®M−u−R¡? l¡−al M¡Ju¡ q−u−R? Hi¡−h ¢L¿º ®L¡eJ ®c−nl j¡e¤o
ö−d¡u e¡ L¡E−Lz h¡P¡¢m jdÉ¢hš EµQ¢h−šl S£h−e HC pwúª¢a ®N−s h−p B−Rz Hl
Evp ®a¡ c¡¢lâz c¢lâ ®c−nl j¡e¤o ®kje −LE M¤h ®j¡V¡−p¡V¡ ®cM−a q−m a¡−L
ü¡ÙÛÉh¡e h¡ ü¡ÙÛÉha£ j−e L−lz pÇfc ®k B−R, M¡u ®k i¡−m¡, a¡lC mrZ HC ®k,
N¡−u ®jc j¡wp ®h¢n q−hz ®jcq£e LªnL¡u j¡e¤o−L hm¡ qu ®l¡N¡, ®ke ®l¡−Nl p−‰
a¡−cl pÇfLÑ B−Rz hm¡ qu a¡−cl e¡¢L ü¡ÙÛÉ i¡−m¡ euz ü¡ÙÛÉ hm−a ®jchým nl£l
−h¡−T ph¡Cz AbQ ü¡ÙÛÉ ®a¡ AeÉ ¢S¢ep, ¢WL E−ÒV¡¢Vz HLjC S¡ea¡j ®k, N¢lh
®c−n S−¾j¢R h−mC M¡Ju¡l Mhl      ®h¢n ¢e¢µRz HLSe gl¡¢p eªašÆ¢hc Bj¡−L
öd−l ¢c−u h−m¢Rm, N¢lh ®a¡ B¢éL¡l A−eL ®cnz Jl¡ ®a¡ i¡−m¡h¡p¡ fÐL¡n L−l
e¡ e¡e¡ f−cl M¡h¡l ®ly−d M¡C−u! Hl L¡lZ qm, Bj¡l ®Q¡−M ®Q¡M ®l−M, d£−l,
hm−me, ®a¡j¡−cl M¡cÉ pwúª¢a A−eL Eæaj¡−el, A−eL p¤rÈ L¡l¦L¡−Sl, Hl fСu
f¤−l¡V¡C ¢nÒfz HC ¢nÒf ¢e−u QQÑ¡ Ll, HC ¢nÒf ®a¡jl¡ f¢l−hne L−l¡z −a¡jl¡ ¢L
M¡J öd¤ ®fV il¡l SeÉ? a¡q−m Aa jnm¡f¡¢a ¢c−u, Aa p¤ü¡c¤ L−l l¡yd−a k¡J



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®Le! ®Le e¡e¡lLj fl£r¡ ¢e¢lr¡ L−l¡ låe¢n−Òfl ¢fR−ez ®L¡eJlLji¡−h ®pÜ
L−l ®M−u ¢e−u ®fV il¡−mC ®a¡ quz a¡ ®a¡ L−l¡ e¡!
     à£−fl S£h−el     Ahp¡e HLpju quz ¢m¢X−‰¡ e¡−j ØVL−q¡j nq−ll c¡¢j
Hm¡L¡u HL¢V Bph¡hfœpq AÉ¡f¡VÑ−j¾V i¡s¡ ®eJu¡ qmz i¡s¡ p¡−s ¢ae q¡S¡l
®œ²¡e¡lz c¤−V¡ ®n¡h¡l Ol, HL¢V hp¡l Olz HL¢V hÉ¡mL¢ez hs l¡æ¡Ol, JM¡−eC
M¡h¡l ®V¢hm, p¡d¡lZa a¡C b¡−L p¤C−X−ez M¡h¡l Ol Bl l¡æ¡Ol HL¢V OlCz HM¡−e
®a¡ Bj¡−cl ®c−nl ja hy¢V ¢c−u j¡R L¤V−a qu e¡, h¡ j¡¢Vl Q¤−m¡u ¢LR¤ l¡æ¡ qu e¡,
h¡ ®L−l¡¢pe ®a−ml Q¤−m¡−aJ qu e¡z HM¡−e l¡æ¡Ol…−m¡u ph k¿»f¡¢a hp¡−e¡C b¡−Lz
Ee¤−el ®ial q−lL lLj Ee¤ez phC HL¢V hs ®j¢n−el j−dÉz b¡m h¡pe j¡S¡l SeÉ
®j¢ne B−Rz Hy−V¡ b¡m h¡pe NÔ¡p L¡f k¡ ¢LR¤ B−R Y¤¢L−u ¢c−u VÉ¡−h−m−Vl ja
®cM−a p¡h¡e ¢ia−l Y¤¢L−u ¢c−u ®j¢ne Q¡m¤ L−l ¢c−mC ph d¤−u f¢lú¡l q−u TLT−L
q−u Nlj Nlj ®h¢l−u Bp−hz XÊu¡l B−R Q¡jQ l¡M¡lz H B−R H l¡M¡l, J B−R J
l¡M¡lz ph ¢LR¤lC ¢euj B−Rz ®k ®LE H−p l¡æ¡O−l L¡S öl¦ L−l ¢c−a f¡−l, ®k
h¡¢sl ®k l¡æ¡OlC ®q¡L e¡ ®Lez ph¡C S¡−e R¤¢l L¡yV¡ ®L¡e XÊu¡−l b¡L−hz L¢g Q¡
−L¡e f¡õ¡u b¡L−hz jnm¡ (H−cl jnm¡ L¡−m¡ mˆ¡l …−s¡, lp¤e, e¤e, fÉ¡¢fÐL¡l
…−s¡ CaÉ¡¢c Yw−ul ¢S¢epz)R¡L¢e CaÉ¡¢c ®L¡b¡u b¡L−hz alm p¡h¡e…−m¡ −L¡b¡u,
®a¡u¡−m ®L¡b¡u, h¡pe fœ −L¡e¢V ®L¡e S¡uN¡u B−Rz phC ¢eu−j Qm−Rz p¤CXl¡
¢euj f¡me Ll−h ®k L−lC ®q¡Lz HlLj NÒf B−R ®k ®L¡eJ p¤CX            k¢c i¤m L−l
N¡¢s b¡¢j−u ®g−m ®ShС œ²¢pwH, dl¡ k¡L ®p ®L¡eJ Sehp¢an§eÉ l¡Ù¹¡, −LE
f¡l¡f¡l Ll−R e¡, L¡lJ ®L¡eJ r¢a qu¢e, ¢L¿º p¤CX¢V ®p¡S¡ f¤¢mn A¢g−p ¢N−u
VÊ¡¢gL BCe ®i−P−R c¡¢h L−l ¢e−Sl f−LV ®b−L k¡ S¢lj¡e¡ qJu¡l ®pC f¢lj¡Z
V¡L¡ ¢c−u Bp−hz BCe h−m Lb¡z p¤CX j¡−ul¡ h¡µQ¡ qJu¡l fl h¡QQ¡−L L£ L−l
c¤d M¡Ju¡−a qu a¡J hC f−s ®n−Mz phC H−cl hC fs¡ ¢h−cÉz phC ®n−M Hl¡z


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®L¡e −f¡n¡L f−l O¡p L¡V−a quz h¡¢sl lw Ll−a −N−m ®L¡e ®f¡n¡Lz ®L¡e ®f¡n¡L
f−l ¢ej¿»−Z ®k−a quz j¡e¤−ol p¡j−e L£ hm−a qu, L£ hm−a qu e¡z kMe j¡b¡
T¡y¢L−u deÉh¡c deÉh¡c hm−¡a b¡−L, aMe ®h¡T¡ k¡u HC deÉh¡c j¡b¡ ®b−L e¡j−R,
®kM−e hC fs¡ ¢h−cÉV¡ l¡M¡ B−Rz q©cu ®b−L M¤h Lj ¢S¢ep ®h−l¡uz L£ ®h−l¡u, a¡
M¤h ®h¡T¡ j¤n¢Lmz L£ L−l j¡e¤−ol p−‰ Lb¡ hm−a qu, Qm−a qu, L£ L−l iâa¡
®cM¡−a qu, N¡−Rl Q¡l¡ L£ L−l j¡¢V−a f¤ya−a qu, c¤xM ®f−m L£ L−l p¡jm¡−a qu,
p¤M q−m L£ L−l Be¾c Ll−a qu, phC hC f−s ®n−Mz ¢LR¤C pq−S H−cl j¡b¡
®b−L −h−l¡−a Q¡u e¡z B¢j ph¡C−L HL L¡a¡−l ®gm−a Q¡C¢R e¡z ®L¡eJ HL¢V
S¡¢al −L¡eJ ¢eSü Q¢lœ B−R h−mJ B¢j j−e L¢l e¡z Hph hÉ¢š² Q¢l−œl hÉf¡lz
a−h −h¢nl i¡−Nl Lb¡C q−µR HM¡−ez ®Le j¡b¡l h¤¢Ü Hl¡ Hph ¢S¢e−p M¡V¡u e¡, a¡
Bj¡l f−r ®h¡T¡ pñh qu e¡z h¤¢Ü ®a¡ Hj¢e−a Lj ®eCz ®k ®L¡eJ ¢LR¤ ¢L−eC Hl¡
ph¡l B−N ¢S¢e−pl p−‰ Bp¡ L¡NS fs−a öl¦ L−lz L¡NS f−s B−N pÇf§ZÑ h¤−T
¢e−u ¢S¢ep ¢c−u L£ L£ Ll−a q−h, a¡lfl ¢S¢ep ØfnÑ L−lz k¢c −V¢hm qu ®V¢hm
®S¡s¡ m¡N¡u, k¿» q−m k−¿» e¡V hÒV¤ ®Y¡L¡uz Bl Bjl¡ ph¡l B−N k¿» q¡−a ¢e−u
E−ÒV f¡−ÒV ®e−s ®Q−s −kV¡l j−dÉ ®kV¡ Y¤L−h h−m ®Q¡−Ml ®cM¡u j−e q−u a¡ Y¤¢L−u
®Vf¡−V¢f L−l Q¡m¤ Ll¡−e¡l ®Qø¡ L¢lz …¢õ j¡−l¡ jÉ¡e¤−umz e¡V hÒV¤ h¡ M™ M™
Awn ¢e−u H¢cL J¢cL ®Y¡L¡−a ®Qø¡ Ll−m ®a¡ HL¢V−a ®m−N k¡−hCz HL c¤C L−l
Cq¡ Ll¦e a¡q¡l fl Eq¡ Ll¦e Hph ®j−e ¢LR¤ h¡P¡¢ml¡ Ll−h e¡z L¡NS f−s
B−cn h¡ Ef−cn j¡eÉ Ll¡l üi¡h h¡P¡¢ml ®eCz f¢ÕQ¢j−cl ¢LR¤ ¢S¢ep Bj¡l M¤h
fR¾c qu, ¢LR¤ ¢S¢ep M¤h ¢h¢µR¢l m¡−Nz fR¾c Ll¡l ¢S¢ep…−m¡ ®k Hl¡ ph¡C L−l a¡
euz a¡lflJ ®cM¡ k¡u −h¢nl i¡−Nl j−dÉC HC fÐhZa¡ B−R, Hl¡ ¢j−bÉ Lb¡ Lj
h−m, A−eÉl Ap¤¢h−d Ll−a Q¡u e¡, k¡l p−‰ ®fÐj L−l a¡−L −R−s AeÉ ®L¡b¡J −fÐj
L−l ®hs¡u e¡, ®j−u−cl ¢àa£u ¢m‰ h¡ c¤hÑm S£h h−m i¡−h e¡z ¢h¢µR¢l A−eL ¢LR¤C


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m¡−Nz Lª¢œja¡ A−eL, M¤h B¿¹¢lL eu, ¢q−p¢h ¢q−p¢h Bl ¢q−p¢hz Ha ¢q−ph L−l
L£ L−l j¡e¤o S£he k¡fe L−l, S¡¢e e¡z L¡E−L fR¾c Ll−m a¡l ph i¡−m¡,
AfR¾c Ll−m a¡l ph M¡l¡fz Bj¡l ¢LR¤ ¢S¢epJ H−cl L¡−R EáV m¡−Nz HL c¤C
L−l dl−m A¢i−k¡N…−m¡ HlLj--


      1. −Le B¢j a¡l ®Q¡−M ®Q¡M ®l−M Lb¡ hm¢R e¡? Hl AbÑ B¢j a¡l
         Ef¢ÙÛ¢a−L E−fr¡ Ll¢Rz j§ma a¡−LC E−fr¡ Ll¢Rz
      2. −Le B¢j deÉh¡c në¢V hÉhq¡l L¢l e¡? ®LE Bj¡−L ¢LR¤ Efq¡l ¢c−m ,
         Bj¡l SeÉ clS¡ M¤m−m h¡ Bj¡l ®L¡eJ fÐnwp¡ Ll−m h¡ HlLj HLn
         lLj L¡l−Zz
      3. −Le B¢j ®c¡L¡−e h¡ −f¡ØV¡¢f−p h¡ hÉ¡w−L h¡ −k ®L¡eJ ¢V¢LV L¡V¡l
         m¡C−e, m¡Ce k¢c mð¡ qu, c¡ys¡−a Q¡C e¡!
      4. −Le B¢j ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yl h¡ LÉ¡−gl ¢hm HL¡ ®jV¡−a Q¡C! a¡l L¡lZ ¢L B¢j
         j−e Ll¢R AeÉ−cl V¡L¡ fup¡ ®eC? H ¢L AeÉ−cl Afj¡e Ll¡ eu!
      5. ®Le Bj¡l h¡¢s−a ®LE H−m B¢j a¡−L M¡h¡l ®M−a h¢m? B¢j ¢L i¡h¢R
         a¡l h¡ a¡−cl M¡h¡l ®S¡V¡−e¡l j¤−l¡c ®eC!
      6. −Le B¢j Ha f−cl M¡h¡l l¡æ¡ L¢l! B¢j ¢L M¡C−u j¡e¤o−L j¤‡ Ll−a
         Q¡C, AeÉ ¢LR¤−a j¤‡ Ll¡l rja¡ Bj¡l ¢ce ¢ce ®m¡f f¡−µR ¢L!
      7. −Le ®LE ®M−a b¡L−m a¡l f¡−a B¢j M¡h¡l a¤−m ¢cCz
      8. L¡E−L ®Le B¢j Efq¡l ¢cC? ®k ¢S¢ep Efq¡l ¢cC, a¡ ¢L a¡l ®eC, h¡
         a¡l ¢Le−a f¡l¡l ®k¡NÉa¡ ¡ ®eC h−m i¡¢hz




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      9. −Le B¢j L¡lJ L¡−R ¢LR¤ Q¡Ju¡l pju Ae¤NËq L−l h¢m e¡? −Le B¢j
            EX CE ¢fÔS ¢Ni ¢j L¡f Ah ¢V e¡ h−m ¢Ni ¢j L¡f Ah ¢V h¢m? B¢j ¢L
            j¡e¤o−L Q¡Ll h¡Ll j−e L¢l?
      10.                ®Le −L¡b¡J k¡h¡l pju B¢j L¡E−L p−‰ ¢e−a Q¡C, q¡yV¡l
            pju hå¤−cl q¡a d−l q¡yV−a Q¡C!
      11.                −Le B¢j ®LE Lb¡ hm−a b¡L−m j¡TM¡−e Lb¡ h¢m!
            AeÉ−cl Lb¡l ®Q−u ¢e−Sl Lb¡−LC ¢L …l¦aÅf§ZÑ h−m j−e Ll¢R! AeÉ−cl
            Lb¡ je ¢c−u e¡ öe−m ®Le AeÉl¡ Bj¡l Lb¡ öe−a Q¡C−h!
      12.                −Le B¢j gV L−l ¢S¢ep ¢L−e −g¢mz ®Le ®c−M ö−e,
            A−eL…−m¡ −c¡L¡e ®c−M c¡j ¢hQ¡l L−l a¡lfl ¢L¢e e¡!
      13.                −Le B¢j hå¤−cl HV¡ JV¡ Ll−a h¢mz B¢j ¢L i¡h¢R ®LE
            Bj¡l HV¡ JV¡ Ll−a h¡dÉ! −LE Bj¡l Q¡Ll?
      14.                −Le B¢j j¡e¤o−L AÒf f¢lQ−ul flC h¡¢s−a ®ej¿¹æ L¢l!
      15.                ®Le Bj¡l Ap¤M q−m hå¤−cl h¡¢s−a X¡¢L,    Lf¡−m q¡a
            l¡M−a h¢m?
      HlLj L−uLn ®Lez
      HC ®Lel j−dÉ m¤¢L−u B−R f§h Hhw f¢ÕQ−jl ag¡vz
  ®L¡eJ HL¢V pwúª¢a i¡−m¡ Hhw ®L¡eJ HL¢V j¾c -- ¢e−hÑ¡−dl j−a¡ Hje h¡LÉ
B¢j Bl EµQ¡lZ L¢l e¡z q¡−s q¡−s Ae¤ih L−l¢R ®k f¢ÕQj Hhw f§h -- c¤C
pwúª¢a−aC i¡−m¡ A−eL ¢LR¤ B−Rz c¤C pwúª¢al j¾c…−m¡ h¡c ¢c−u k¢c i¡−m¡…−m¡
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hÉ¢š²−a Ešl−Zl SeÉ E¾j¤M ¢Rm¡j, −p −c−n b¡L¡L¡m£ez ¢L¿º k¡l SeÉ pwNË¡j


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Lla¡j, ®pC pa¿»h¡−cl f§ZÑ l©f HM¡−e, ¢h−no L−l Ešl CJ−l¡−fl ®cn…−m¡u, Hhw
HC l©f ¢e−u B¢j, M¤h p¢aÉ Lb¡ ®k, HMe                c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡NËÙ¹z pa¿»h¡c h¡
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B¢j Q¡C¢e Hje, Hje C−µR B¢j L¢l¢ez pa¿»a¡ ®no Ah¢c ¢e−a ¢e−a j¡e¤o−L Ha
iu¡hq HL¡L£−aÅl ¢c−L ¢e−u k¡u, ®k, HL B¢j R¡s¡ Bl ®LE b¡−L e¡ −Q±q¢Ÿ−az
Bj¡l f−r JlLj HL¡L£aÅ ¢e−u ®hy−Q b¡L¡, M¤h h¤¢T ®k, Apñhz AeÉ L¡lJl
SeÉJ Hje c¤xpqh¡p B¢j L¡je¡ Ll−a f¡¢l e¡z ®Lhm f§−hl ®Q¡−M Bm¡c¡ L−l
®cM¢R e¡, f¢ÕQ−jl ®Q¡M ¢c−u ®cM−mJ i−u L¤yL−s k¡Cz


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e¡ ®cM−m ®h¡T¡ k¡u e¡, k¡−h e¡z HM¡−e     S£he k¡l k¡l a¡l a¡lz AeÉ ®LE
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®a¡j¡l HL¡lz k¢c ¢h−m¡−a qu ¢LR¤, hlw Be¾c ¢h−m¡−h, Lø euz ¢eS ¢eS S£h−el
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p−‰ j¡e¤−ol pÇfLÑ Lj−a Lj−a Hje AhÙÛ¡u H−p c¡ys¡u ®k L¤L¤l Abh¡ L¢sL¡W
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j¡b¡u −hy−dz je−L ÙÛ¢hl Bl nl£l−L A−iÉ−pl c¡p h¡¢e−u             ®g−mz B¢j   h−m
Bj¡l aMe Bl ¢LR¤ b¡−L e¡z
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e¡z −k ü¡d£ea¡l SeÉ S£heil m−s¢R, ®pC ü¡d£ea¡C ®c¢M m¤W q−u k¡−µR ®Q¡−Ml
p¡j−ez j¤M g¤−V hm−a Q¡C¢R ¢LR¤, f¡l¢R e¡z ¢h−cn ¢hyi¤CH L£ ®b−L L£ qu ®L
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¢ceil l¡ail O¤j f¡¢s−u l¡−Mz −S−N E−WC ®c¢M M¤h HL¡ B¢jz HC HL¡L£aÅ ¢WL
L£ lLj L¡E−L ®h¡T¡−aJ f¡¢l e¡z A−eL−L hå¤ h−m p¡¿¹Æe¡ f¡Cz k¢cJ p¢aÉL¡l
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B−R Bj¡l, H−Lh¡−l HL¡ eC, HC ®i−h ¢j−bÉ q−mJ ü¢Ù¹ ®f−a Q¡Cz ®k ®L¡eJ
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p¡l¡l¡a Al−ZÉl AåL¡l−L ¢nu−l h¢p−u B…e a¡f¡−a a¡f¡−a
NÒf Ll¡l pwp¡l, Abh¡ ®i¡−ll ¢c−L O¤j e¡j−m Bs−j¡s¡ ®i−P Qej−e qJu¡l pwp¡lz


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   −M¡m¡ ¢Q¢W ¢m−M¢R−me CJ−l¡f B−j¢lL¡l ¢LR¤ ®mMLz p¤p¡e peV¡N, p¡mj¡e
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j¡e¤−ol B−R, Bj¡l NhÑ qu B¢j ®pCph q©cuh¡e j¡e¤−ol L¡R¡L¡¢R Bp−a ®f−l¢Rz
Bp−m ¢h−hLh¡e pLm j¡e¤oC Bjl¡ flØf−ll BaÈ£uz −mMLhå¤l¡, Bfe¡−cl B¢j
flj BaÈ£u h−m i¡h−a C−µR L¢lz
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hmh¡l j¡e¤−ol pwMÉ¡ pjÙ¹ fª¢bh£−a c¤n ¢j¢muez h¡wm¡ i¡o¡l SeÉ B¢j NhÑ−h¡d
L¢lz fª¢bh£−a i¡o¡l SeÉ fСZ ¢c−u−Re HL h¡P¡¢ml¡Cz i¡o¡ J pwúª¢a lr¡ Llh¡l
SeÉ 1971 p¡−m ®k S¡¢a lš²ru£ HL¢V k¤Ü Ll−m¡, ¢a¢ln mr j¡e¤o fСZ ¢cm, ®pC
B−m¡¢La S¡¢al p¡j−e ¢hLV b¡h¡ ®j−m H¢N−u Bp−R N¡t AåL¡l, ¢hS¡a£u
pwúª¢az
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fÐd¡e Q¡l Ù¹ñz ®p ®c−nl pw¢hd¡e ®b−L qW¡v M−p ®Nm HL¢ce djÑ¢el−fra¡z fÐQ™
pñ¡he¡l ®cn¢V−L d£−l d£−l Cpm¡¢jL h¡e¡−e¡l osk¿» Qm−Rz HC osk¿»…−m¡
hl¡hlC L−l−R ®c−nl plL¡l, Bl HMe a¡−cl Mve¡ Ll¡ pw¢hd¡e¢VC hqe L−l
Q−m−R a¡−clC Ešlp§¢l haÑj¡e plL¡lz h¡P¡¢m N−SÑ EW−a S¡−e, a¡ Aa£a A¢i‘a¡
®b−L S¡¢e, ¢L¿º HC ®k HL HL L−l l¡øÌL¡W¡−j¡ ®b−L ph−m p¢l−u ®gm¡ q−µR
j¤¢š²k¤−Ül ®Qae¡, a¡l ¢hl¦−Ü HMeJ g¤y−p EW−R e¡ HMeJ h¡P¡¢ml¡z hlw


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®j±mh¡c£−cl pwMÉ¡ h¡s−R, Nm¡l ®S¡l h¡s−R, N¡−ul ®aS h¡s−R, Jl¡ l¡Sfb cMm
L−l ¢e−µR, Jl¡ HMe pc−fÑ ®c−nl ®kM¡−e ®pM¡−e c¡¢f−u ®hs¡−a f¡−l, ¢j¢Vw ¢j¢Rm
Ll−a f¡−l, a¤j¤m ¢QvL¡l, qCqõ¡ phC Jl¡ f¡−lz AbQ ®c−nl ü¡d£ea¡ ASÑ−el fl
fl H…−m¡ ¢Rm Apñh OVe¡z ®j±mh¡c£l¡ k¤Ü¡fl¡¢d Abh¡ a¡−clC hwndlz Jl¡ N−aÑl
®ial j¤M m¤¢L−u¢Rm 71Hl fl, HMe Jl¡ NaÑ ®b−L ®h¢l−u H−p−Rz h¢mù ®k
L˜ülC a¡hv AåL¡l Bl Aå−aÅl ¢hl¦−Ü ®p¡µQ¡l, ®pC L˜−LC ge¡ a¤−l ®R¡hm
¢c−µRz Y¡L¡l l¡Ù¹¡u Jl¡ cn mr p¡f ®m¢m−u ®c−h h−m ®O¡oZ¡ ¢c®u¢Rmz p¡f Hhw
®j±mh¡c£−cl j−d± B¢j −L¡eJ ag¡v ®c¢M e¡z


  c£OÑ c¤j¡pz kMe ®hy−Q b¡L¡l ph Bn¡ HLV¤ HLV¤ L−l T−l fs¢Rm, p¡l¡ ®c S¤−s
qla¡m q−µR Bj¡l g¡y¢pl c¡¢h−a, mr mr ®m¡L ®e−j Bp−R l¡Ù¹¡u., mw j¡QÑ Ll−R,
jq¡pj¡−hn Ll−Rz Bj¡−L qaÉ¡ Ll¡l SeÉ ¢h−no ®ú¡u¡XJ NWe Ll−R, j¡b¡l j§mÉ
d¡kÑ q−µR L¢ce fl fl---- nfb ®eJu¡ q−µR ®k L−lC ®q¡L Bj¡−L a¡l¡ qaÉ¡
Ll−hC ---Bl ®c−nl fÐN¢an£m h−m k¡y−cl j−e Ll¡ qu a¡yl¡ Bj¡l f−r Lb¡ hm−a
iu f¡−µRe, Bl l¡S¯e¢aL cm…−m¡J ®i¡−Vl −m¡−i Bj¡l ¢hf−r Lb¡ hm−Re----
®pC iuwLl c¤xpj−u Bfe¡l¡ Bj¡l f¡−n c¡y¢s−u−Rez B¢j A¢a p¡j¡eÉ HLSe
j¡e¤oz Bj¡l S£he M¤h HLV¡ j§mÉh¡e hÙ¹¤ euz B¢j j−l ®N−m SN−al ¢LR¤C
J−m¡Vf¡−m¡V q−h e¡, ¢L¿º Bj¡l c¤x¢ÕQ¿¹¡ ¢Rm aMe HL¢VC Hhw HMeJ HC HL¢VC,
®k, ®k ®cn¢V QjvL¡l ph pñ¡he¡ ¢e−u S¾j ¢em a¡l ®Le BS HC f¢lZ¢a!
®j±mh¡c£l¡ Bj¡−L qaÉ¡ L−lC ¢L aª¢çl ®YyL¤l a¤m−h? e¡, a¡l¡ ®c−nl ph j¤š²¢Q¿¹¡l
®M¡m¡ ®Q¡−Ml ¢h−hLh¡e j¡e¤o−L HL HL L−l qaÉ¡ Ll−hz J−cl k¢c HMeJ e¡
®WL¡−e¡ k¡u, a−h ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−eC qu−a¡ ®cM−a q−h ¢fÐu ®cn¢Vl dÄwp¡h−noz Jl¡
hÔ¡p−g¢j BCe Be−a Q¡u ®c−nz k¢c HC BCe Q¡m¤C qu ®c−n, a−h ¢e¢ÕQa −k e¡l£


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h¢¾c q−h O−l, håÉ¡aÅ Bp−h ¢nÒf p¡¢q−aÉl SN−az h¡wm¡−cn−L jdÉk¤N£u AåL¡−l
®W−m ®ch¡l SeÉ ®j±mh¡c£l¡ ®klLj j¢lu¡ q−u E−W−R, J−cl ¢qwpË b¡h¡ ®b−L
®cn¢V−L h¡yQ¡h¡l c¡¢uaÅ HMe Bj¡l, Bfe¡l, fª¢bh£l pLm öih¤¢ÜpÇfæ j¡e¤−olz
B¢j ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l, ¢nÒf£ p¡¢q¢aÉLl¡C ®h¢n a¡¢Nc Ae¤ih L−le pj¡−Sl nl£l ®b−L
BhSÑe¡ c§l Ll¡l, a¡yl¡C AåL¡l p¢l−u ®b¡L¡ ®b¡L¡ B−m¡ B−eez
  Bfe¡l¡, hs ®mMLh¤ª¾c, B¢j ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l, ®L¡eJ ®cn h¡ L¡−ml fТa¢e¢d ee,
Bfe¡l¡ pLm ®c−nl, pLm L¡−mlz HC ®k eÉ¡−ul ¢c−L h¡¢s−u ¢c−u−Re Bfe¡−cl
Ec¡l q¡a, ®pC q¡−a B¢j q¡a l¡M¢R Bj¡lz Bfe¡l¡ Bj¡l nÐÜ¡ NËqZ Ll¦ez
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HL¢V HL¢V L−l ¢ce k¡u,
HL¢V HL¢V L−l j¡p,
g¤m f¡a¡ T−l, f¡¢Ml¡ m¤L¡u

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S£he ö¢L−u qu e¡nz




   elJ−ul Ae¤ù¡e ®no qJu¡l p¡a¢ce fl faѤN¡−m C¾V¡leÉ¡ne¡m f¡mÑ¡−j¾V Ah
l¡CV¡pÑ−cl p−Çjmez Bj¡−L ®k−a q−h c¤−V¡−aCz q¡−a Bj¡l ®L¡eJ e¢bfœ ®eC,
ph NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡−el L¡−R, AbÑ¡v p¤C¢Xn ®fe LÓ¡−hl ašÆ¡hd¡−ez hm¡ qm Bj¡l p−‰
ïjZ Ll−h ®mML CE¢Se p¤m¢Nez p¡−s R g¤V EyQ¤ ¢hn¡m f¤l¦oz S¾j elJ−u−a,
¢L¿º c¤ k¤N d−l p¤C−X−e h¡pz ®mML ¢a¢e, elJ−ul i¡o¡−aC ®m−Mez p¤C−Xe Bl
elJ−ul i¡o¡l f¡bÑLÉ h¡wm¡ Hhw Apj£u¡l f¡bÑ−Ll j−a¡z
  elJ−u k¡œ¡¢VJ QjLfÐcz Bj¡−L ¢hj¡e h¾c−ll ¢ial ¢c−u −eJu¡ qu e¡z ®p¡S¡
l¡eJ−u−a Bj¡l N¡¢sz N¡¢s ®b−L p¡j−e HL¢V ¢py¢s ®cJu¡ qu ¢hj¡−e ®Y¡L¡lz
p¤V−Lp ®QL Ce Ll¡−a f¤¢m−nl HL¢V Awn Q−m k¡u h¾c−ll ¢ia−l, ®pC p¤V−Lp
Bh¡l f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£ ¢e−Sl¡ hqe L−l ¢e−Sl¡C ¢hj¡−el ®f−V Y¤¢L−u ®cuz J¢V−LJ
¢hj¡e h¾c−ll ¢eSü ¢el¡fš¡l ¢eu−jl j−dÉ ®gm¡ qu¢ez ¢hj¡−el ¢ialV¡ f¤¢mn
aæ aæ L−l M¤y−S H−p−R k¿»f¡¢a ¢c−uz Hlfl L¤L¤l-f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£ ¢hj¡−el Be¡Q
L¡e¡Q öy−L ®N−R ®L¡b¡J ®L¡eJ ®h¡j¡ B−R L£ e¡ −cM−az ph k¡œ£−L B−N ®b−LC
a¤−m ®gm¡ q−u−R ¢ia−lz Bj¡l SeÉ ®b−j B−R ¢hj¡ez Bj¡−L ¢e−u Q¡lSe −cqlr£
f¤¢mn E−W ®Nm ¢hj¡−ez fÐbj ®nÐZ£z JC ®nÐZ£−a Bl L¡lJ Bpe NËqZ Ll¡ ¢e¢oÜz
®cqlr£−cl pL−ml f−L−V ¢fÙ¹mz H−cl Bj¡l HLCp−‰ ®h¡L¡ Hhw ¢eù¤l j−e quz
®h¡L¡ HC SeÉ ®k B¢j h¤T−a f¡l−mJ Hl¡         f¡l−R e¡ ®k elJ−u h¡ p¤C−X−e
Bj¡−L qaÉ¡ Ll¡l SeÉ ®LE h−p ®eCz h¡wm¡−cn ®j¡õ¡−cl −c±s jp¢Sc Ah¢c,
AhnÉ a¡−cl ®c±−sl SeÉ l¡Se£¢aLl¡ l¡Ù¹¡O¡VJ fÐnÙ¹ L−l−R, pwp−cJ m¡m N¡¢mQ¡
®f−a−Rz ¢L¿º a¡−cl q¡a f¡ Ha mð¡ qu¢e ®k      ®k Ešl CJ−l¡−fl A¢m N¢m M¤y−S


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Bj¡−L ®hl Ll−h Bl H−cl p¤l¢ra ¢hj¡e h¾c−l Y¤−L a−a¡¢da p¤l¢ra ¢hj¡−e
Bj¡®L qaÉ¡ Ll−hz HM¡−eJ j¤pmj¡e h¡p L−l, a¡l¡ Bl k¡ ¢LR¤C Ll¦L, M¤e Ll¡l
j−a¡ iuˆl −L¡eJ L¡S Ll−h e¡z H L¡S¢V Ll−a −k c¤xp¡qp clL¡l a¡ a¡−cl
¢eÕQuC ®eCz j§ma      Abѯe¢aL p¤−k¡N p¤¢h−dl SeÉ f¢ÕQ−jl ®c−n h¡p Ll−Rz
f¢lh¡l f¢lSe ¢e−u ¢el¡f−c ®hy−Q b¡L−a C−µRC ®h¢nl i¡N j¤pmj¡−elz
  qW¡v ¢V¢LV e¡s−a e¡s−a ¢V¢L−V ®Q¡M f−sz Bj¡l e¡−jl hc−m ®mM¡ B−R Hi¡
L¡mÑpez f¡−n hp¡ CE¢Se−L d¢l, ®cM, e¡j i¤m L−l−Rz CE¢eS h−m, e¡ HV¡ i¤m e¡j
euz HV¡C HMe ®a¡j¡l e¡jz ¢el¡fš¡l L¡l−Z Hph Ll¡ q−µRz ¢eù¤l j−e qu HC
L¡l−Z ®k B¢j ®L¡b¡u B¢R, ®Lje B¢R, ®hy−Q B¢R e¡ j−l B¢Rz HC ®c−n B−c± ¢L
B¢j nÄ¡p ¢e−a f¡l¢R, Ap¤¢h−d L£ L£ q−µR a¡ S¡e¡l ®Qø¡ HL¢V fСZ£J L−l¢ez
iuwLl ¢hoZÀa¡ Bj¡−L NË¡p L−l ®gm−R ®c−MJ L¡lJ ï−rf ®eCz B¢j c¤x−M ®n¡−L
BaÈqaÉ¡ L¢l r¢a ®eC, Bj¡−L ®ke ®L¡eJ ®j¡õ¡ e¡ M¤e L−lz HC qm ®j¡Ÿ¡ Lb¡z
Hl ®Q−u ¢eù¤la¡ Bl L£ q−a f¡−lz


  B¢j eaj¤M h−p b¡¢Lz Bj¡l m‹¡ qu ¢el¡fš¡ e¡−jl p¡LÑ¡−pl SeÉz Bj¡l
L¡l−Z k¡œ£−cl ®i¡N¡¢¿¹ Lj q−µR e¡z pL−m ¢hpÈ−u Bj¡l ¢c−L a¡¢L−u B−Rz
Bj¡−L ¢Qe−a f¡l−R pL−mCz ®LE ®LE A−V¡NË¡g ®eh¡l SeÉ p¡j−e Bp−a Q¡u,
¢L¿º ¢hj¡−el ®ial f¤¢mn ®ic L−l Bj¡l e¡N¡m f¡u e¡z elJ−u−a e¡j¡l fl
Bj¡−L ¢hj¡e h¾c−ll ¢c−L −k−a ®cJu¡ qu e¡z ¢hj¡−el ®fV ®b−L Bj¡−L
l¡eJ−u−a e¡¢j−u Be¡ qu −kM¡−e A−fr¡ Ll−R p¡¢l p¡¢l            f¤¢m−nl N¡¢sz
p¤C−X−el ¢el¡fš¡ h¡¢qe£ Bj¡−L ®p¡fcÑ Ll−m¡ ¢el¡fš¡ h¡¢qe£l L¡−Rz f¤−l¡ ¢hj¡e
h¾cl ®Ol¡J L−l B−R f¤¢m¢n-®f¡n¡−Ll f¤¢mnz Bj¡−L h¾c−llC HL¢V ®N¡fe L−r
¢e−u k¡Ju¡ qmz JM¡−e, Ah¡L L¡™, Bj¡l p¤V−Lpz J¢V f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£ a¤−m H−e−R


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h¾c−l ®Y¡L¡l B−NCz SN−a ®k ¢el¡fš¡l Hje fÜ¢a b¡L−a f¡−l, a¡ B¢j ¢h¢pÈa
®Q¡−M ®c¢Mz iu m¡−N n¡¢¿¹ eN−l Bj¡l h¡¢sl p¡j−e c¤−V¡ l¡C−gmd¡l£ f¤¢mn ®k
plL¡l h¢p−u¢Rm, ®p Lb¡ i¡h−mz f¤¢mnc¤−V¡ f−s f−s O¤−j¡−a¡z −L h¡¢s Bp−a¡,
®L h¡¢s ®b−L −h−l¡−a¡ a¡l ®L¡eJ MhlC l¡M−a¡ e¡z B¢j LMe h¡C−l ®ka¡j, LMe
Y¤La¡j ®p¢c−LJ ¢g−l ®c−M¢e −L¡eJ¢cez j¡−T j¡−T Bj¡l p−¾cq qa, B−c± ¢L
a¡l¡ S¡−e L¡−L a¡l¡ f¡q¡l¡ ¢c−µRz Bl ®kV¡ ¢c−µR, a¡l e¡jCh¡ L£z Bj¡−L ¢e−u
k¡Ju¡ qm l¡CV¡pÑ q¡E−S, ®mML ih−ez ¢hn¡m ihez ®L¡eJ HL de£ ®mM−Ll h¡¢s
¢Rm H¢Vz HMe −mML pwNWe Hl ph¢LR¤l c¡¢u−aÅz −mML pwNWe qua ®L¡eJ
®mML−L Bj¿»Z S¡e¡−m¡ L−uL j¡−pl SeÉ, ®ke HM¡−e Bl¡−j B−u−p h−p ¢e−Sl
®mM¡ ¢m−M k¡ez Bj¡l SeÉ ihe¢V ®M¡m¡ qmz p¤C−X−e AhalZ Ll¡l fl HC fÐbj
p¢aÉL¡l B−up Ll¡l S¡uN¡ ®fm¡jz −n¡h¡l O−l O¤−j¡¢µR ®ke l¡SLeÉ¡ O¤−j¡¢µRz
¢hn¡m EyQ¤ EyQ¤ ¢p¢mw ®b−L ®e−j H−p−R i¡l£ fcÑ¡z S¡e¡m¡ ®Y−L ¢c−u−Rz R¡−c ¢p¢ØVe
QÉ¡−f−ml ja R¢h ByL¡z p¡l¡ h¡¢s−a ¢hn¡m ¢hn¡m −p¡e¡¢m L¡l¦L¡S Ll¡ ®é−j R¢hz
p¤rÈ eLn¡l ph f¤−l¡−e¡ L¡−ml Bph¡hz ®O¡l¡−e¡ ¢py¢sz ¢hR¡e¡l Jj Jj ®m−fl am
®b−L ®h−l¡−a C−µR L−l e¡z H h¡¢sl A−dÑLV¡ HMe cMm L−l B−R Bj¡l elJ−ul
¢el¡fš¡ h¡¢qe£z Ae¤ù¡−e n¡¢s flh, Bf¡aa p¡VÑ fÉ¡¾Vz p¤C−X−el BÕQkÑ ¢ebl S£he
®b−L ®h−l¡−e¡ Bj¡l clL¡l ¢Rmz Ae¤ih L¢l HL¢V ¢al ¢al Be¾c Bj¡−L R¤y−u R¤y−u
k¡−µRz
   CE¢Se H−p Mhl¡Mhl ¢e−µRz qJu¡l Lb¡ Bj¡l ®p−œ²V¡¢l ¢L¿ºº A¢ii¡hL q−u
h−p b¡−L, ®pM¡−eC Bj¡l Bf¢šz elJ−ul ¢el¡fš¡ h¡¢qe£ Bj¡−L Ap−m¡ O¤¢l−u
®cM¡−m¡z p¡l¡ Ap−m¡ ®O¡l¡l fl f¤¢mn−cl ¢S−‘p L¢l, L£ hÉ¡f¡l, nq−l Y¤L−h e¡?
nq−l Y¤L−h e¡ j¡−e? −i−h¢Rm¡j ®L¡eJ ¢eSÑe nqlam£−a O¤l−R h¤¢Tz JV¡C, p¡L¤−mÉ
cn h¡−l¡V¡ j¡e¤o q¡yV−R, JV¡C nq−ll ph−Q−u Sehým l¡Ù¹¡z q−h e¡ ®Le, f¤−l¡


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®c−nl ®m¡LpwMÉ¡ ¢ae ¢j¢muez CJ−l¡−f Bp¡aL ö¢e Lb¡u Lb¡u ¢j¢muez ¢j¢mue
h¤T−a Bj¡l pju ®m−N−Rz Bjl¡ ®a¡ ®c−n −N¡e¡…e¢a ¢j¢mu−e L¢l e¡z HL ¢j¢mue
k¢c cn m¡M, a−h ¢ae ¢j¢mue ¢a¢ln m¡Mz ®N¡V¡ ®cnV¡u ¢a¢ln m¡M ®m¡Lz ®pM¡−e
l¡Ù¹¡l ¢is ®a¡ cn h¡−l¡Se−L ¢c−uC q−hz ®c−nl j¡e¢Qœ ®hn hsz h¡wm¡−c−nl
Buae HLn Q¤u¡¢õn q¡S¡l hNÑ ¢L−m¡¢jV¡l, Bl elJ−ul ®j¡V Buae ¢aen Q¢în
q¡S¡l c¤n L¤¢s hNÑ ¢L−m¡¢jV¡lz h¡wm¡−c−nl SepwMÉ¡ −a−l¡ ®L¡¢Vl ®Q−u ®h¢n, Bl
elJ−ul SepwMÉ¡ HL ®L¡¢V ®a¡ euC j¡œ ¢a¢ln L£ p¡−s ¢a¢ln m¡Mz ¢el¡fš¡
h¡¢qe£l hs LaÑ¡−L ¢S−‘p L−l L−l abÉ BlJ ®S−e ¢em¡jz elJ−ul SepwMÉ¡l
j−dÉJ     f’¡n q¡S¡l f¡¢LÙ¹¡¢ez f¡¢LÙ¹¡¢e ®Le! o¡−Vl cn−L f¢ÕQj CJ−l¡−fl
®cn…−m¡−a LmL¡lM¡e¡u L¡S Ll¡l SeÉ nТj−Ll fÐ−u¡Se quz nТjL Be¡ qu
A−fr¡Lªa c¢lcÊ ®cn ®b−Lz elJ−u H−e¢Rm f¡¢LÙ¹¡e ®b−Lz nТj−Ll¡ L¡S L−l−R,
HMe Bl J−cl nÐ−jl       fÐ−u¡Se ®eCz ¢L¿º L¡lM¡e¡l L¡S ®no q−u k¡h¡l fl
nТj−Ll¡ Bl ¢e−S−cl ®c−n ®gla k¡u¢ez f¢lh¡−ll ®m¡LSe ¢e−u ¢c¢hÉ pwp¡l
p¡¢S−u hph¡p    Ll−a öl¦ L−l−Rz elJ−u−a ®kje f¡¢LÙ¹¡¢e j¡C−N˾V, S¡jÑ¡¢e−a
a¤L£Ñ, p¤C−X−e ¢ge Bl Ca¡m£u, é¡−¾p Bm−Sl£u, jlLL£u Bl ¢aE−en£u ®m¡L,
®hm¢Su¡−j B¢éL¡l Lw−N¡ ®b−L Bp¡ ®m¡Lz Hl¡C HMe ®cn…−m¡−a pwMÉ¡mO¤
®N¡ù£…−m¡l j−dÉ ph−Q−u hsz CE−l¡−fl f¤−l¡−e¡ L−m¡¢e ®b−L j¡e¤o ea¤e S£h−el
®M¡y−S E−W H−p−Rz ¢hÐ−V−e i¡la£u Efjq¡−cn£u, ®hm¢Su¡−j L−‰¡¢eS, é¡−¾p Ešl
B¢éL¡l ®m¡Lz
  h¤−mVfЦg N¡¢s−a L−l ®O¡l¡ qm l¡SfСp¡c, c¤NÑ, −q¡m−jeL−me ¢ú S¡Çfz   N¡¢s
−d−u Q−m Hy−L ®hy−L H−Lh¡−l f¡q¡sQ¤−s¡u, ®kM¡e ®b−L ¢ú Ll¡ qu n£aL¡−mz
E¢enn h¡q¡æ p¡−m n£a-A¢m¢Çf−Ll SeÉ h¡e¡−e¡ ¢ú S¡−Çfl ®k f¡a¢V f¡q¡−sl
Jfl ®b−L ¢e−Q j¡¢V−a ®e−j ®N−R, a¡ p¢aÉC q¡y q−u ®cM¡l jaz N¡ ¢nl¢nl L−l


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i¡h−m j¡e¤oN¤−m¡ hl−gl Jfl f¡−ul am¡u JlLj mð¡ L¡W ®hy−d ¢e−u T¡y¢f−u f−s
na g¤V ¢e−Qz ¢ú S¡c¤OlJ B−R JC f¡q¡−sl Jflz −O¡l L¡V−a e¡ L¡V−aC ea¤e
¢LR¤z H−p b¡¢j ¢i¢NmÉ¡™ f¡−LÑz H ®a¡ ¢eÕQuC Aá¤a HL¢V f¡LÑz S£h−e A−eL
f¡LÑ ®c−M¢R i¡ú−kÑl f¡LÑ HC fÐbjz −j¡V¡ ®j¡V¡ nl£−ll e¡l£ f¤l¦o ¢nöl i¡úkÑz Hp
Hj p¤ma¡−el R¢hl j¡e¤o−cl ja ®cM−a m¡−Nz p¤M£, ü¡ÙÛÉha£z ph−Q−u ®Q¡M L¡−s
j−e¡¢mbz −Q±Ÿ ¢jV¡l mð¡ Lm¡j¢V−a Ss¡S¢s L−l na na j¡e¤−ol i¡ú¡kÑz phC
HL¢V f¡blM−™l Jfl Ll¡z f¤−l¡ f¡LÑ¢V−a ®j¡V i¡úkÑ HLn ¢hl¡eîC Bl j¡e¤−ol
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fÐbj JM¡−ez ®Le? Aam¡¢¿¹−Ll f¡−s k¡−h¡, ®cM−a ®cM−a k¡−h¡ j¡e¤o, fÐLª¢az nql
eNl NË¡j ®cM−a ®cM−a k¡−h¡z ¢hj¡−e k¡−h¡ e¡z ¢L¿º Bj¡l ®N¡y ®d¡−f ¢VL−m¡ e¡z
¢el¡fš¡ h¡¢qe£l LaÑ¡−cl L¡−e ¢N−u¢Rm fÐÙ¹¡hz ö−eC e¡LQ L−l ¢c−u−Rez ¢el¡fš¡l
L¡l−Z ¢hj¡−eC ®k−a q−hz Bl ®L¡eJ Ef¡u ®eCz Ap−m¡l ¢el¡fš¡ lr£l¡ Bj¡−L
py−f ¢c−u Hm ØV¡i¡‰¡−ll ¢el¡fš¡ lr£−cl q¡−az
  ØV¡i¡‰¡−l ¢hn¡m ®q¡−Vmz ®q¡−V−ml Ol ®b−LC ®cM¡ k¡u p¡j−e ¢hn¡m pj¤âz
¢hn¡m M¡e¡¢fe¡z ¢hn¡m BclkaÁz Bj¡l hšªa¡ öe−a HM¡−eJ p¡l¡ CJ−l¡f ®b−L
®nСa¡ H−p−Rz Hm¡¢q L¡äz p¡r¡v Bl p¡r¡vL¡−ll SeÉ ýj¢s ®M−u fs−R
p¡wh¡¢cLl¡ ¢V¢il −l¢XJl f¢œL¡l jÉ¡N¡¢S−elz f¤¢mn c¤q¡−a p¢l−u ¢c−µR ph¡C−Lz
M¤h j¡u¡ qu Bj¡lz Jl¡ ¢L ®L¡eJ ®c¡o L−l−R! −Lhm c¤−V¡ Lb¡ hm−a Q¡C−R Bj¡l
p−‰z B¢jC h¡ qW¡v L£ Hje m¡V p¡−qh q−u ®Nm¡j ®k J−cl Ha a¤µR Llh! ¢e−Sl
®Q¡M L¡e−L ¢hnÄ¡p q−a Q¡u e¡z HL p¤C¢Xn ®l¢XJ p¡wh¡¢cL na Bhc¡l L−lJ
Bj¡l p¡r¡vL¡l f¡u¢e, ®r¡i Ef−Q E−W−R a¡l L−˜z Bj¡l NË£h¡u e¡¢L ®NËV¡ N¡−hÑ¡l
Aqwz AqwHl ¢LµR¤ ®eC, ¢L¿º ®cM¡u qu−a¡ AqwHl j−a¡ ¢LR¤z Bj¡l œ²−j ApqÉ
m¡−N p¡wh¡¢cL−cl ¢isz ®qb¡ eu ®q¡b¡ eu h−m ®c±−s¡−a b¡¢Lz Ap¡wh¡¢cL j¡e¤−ol
p−‰ p¡j¡eÉ h¡LÉ ¢h¢eju quz Ap−m¡ ®b−L E−s H−p−Re elJ−ul pwúª¢a j¿»£, ay¡l
p−‰ p¡Nlf¡−sl ¢hMÉ¡a S¡q¡S-®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu h−p Lb¡z EC¢mu¡j ®eCNl H−p−Re,
−j±mh¡c£−cl …¢m M¡Ju¡ ¢hMÉ¡a fÐL¡nL, HMe Bj¡lJ fÐL¡nLz TLT−L hC Hl
j−dÉC fÐL¡n L−l ®g−m−Rez Af§hÑ fÐL¡ne¡z m‹¡, ¢e−Sl hC, AbQ f¡a¡ E−ÒV HL¢V
h¡LÉJ ®h¡T¡l p¡dÉ ®eCz S¡jÑ¡e i¡o¡u Bj¡l Jfl hC ¢m−M−Re ¢fV¡l ¢fˆ¢ú,
S¡jÑ¡¢el g¡Ch¤NÑ ®b−L H−p−Re ®cM¡ Ll−az ay¡l p−‰     Lb¡ qu ®cs ¢j¢eVz h¡c
h¡¢L pju Bj¡l e¡N¡m f¡Ju¡l Ef¡u L¡lJ ®eCz ®b¡li¡ô HL¢ce L¡al Ae¤eu


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S¡e¡−me, Ha p¡wh¡¢cL ®a¡j¡l SeÉ c§l c§l¡¿¹ ®b−L H−p−R, ®a¡j¡l p¡r¡vL¡l
Q¡C−Rz a¤¢j hlw HLV¡ ®fÐp Leg¡−l¾p Llz
®fÐp Leg¡−l−¾p hm¡l ¢LR¤ ®eC Bj¡lz
®a¡j¡l C−µR−L ®a¡ ApÇj¡e Ll−a f¡¢l e¡z ®b¡li¡ô je-i¡P¡ ü−l h−mz p−Çjm−e
Cw−l¢S−a ¢e−Sl HL¢V ¢m−M Be¡ hš²hÉ fs−a q−u−Rz HC q−u−R j¤n¢Lmz ¢iæ
HL¢V i¡o¡, h¢œn hR−ll    ¯ce¢¾ce S£h−e −k i¡o¡¢Vl QQÑ¡ L¢l¢e, ®pC i¡o¡C HMe
Bj¡l S£he k¡f−el HLj¡œ i¡o¡z −b¡li¡ÒV ¢ØVe, elJ−ul ®mML pwÙÛ¡l pi¡f¢az
¢e−S ¢a¢e L¢hz f‰¤z f‰¤ q−u L£ ¢hn¡m B−u¡Se L−l−Re p¡¢q−aÉlz elJ−u
¢gemÉ¡™, p¤C−Xe, ®Xej¡LÑ, BCpmÉ¡™, Eš−ll ph ®cn ®b−L p¡¢q¢aÉL ¢is
L−l−Re p¡¢qaÉ p−Çjm−ez −q¡−Vm BVm¡¢¾V−LC q−µR p¡¢qaÉ p−Çjme, JM¡−eC Bj¡l
b¡L¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ q−u−Rz Bj¡−L ®cM−mC Q¡l¢cL ®b−L ¢is Ef−Q f−s, Ha cª¢ø
BLoÑ−Zl hÙ¹¤ q−a Bj¡l i¡−m¡ m¡−N e¡z −Lhm q¡l¡−a Q¡C, q¡¢l−u ®k−a Q¡Cz
®m¡LQr¤l Bs¡m M¤y¢Sz c§−l ®L¡b¡JHl SeÉ Q’m qCz −h¢l−u f¢s HL¡ HL¡z
elJ−ul HL g−V¡ p¡wh¡¢cL A−eLrZ d−l       Aam¡¢¿¹−Ll f¡−s Bj¡l R¢h ®a¡m¡l
SeÉ ¢je¢je L−l Ae¤−l¡d L−lC k¡−µR L−lC k¡−µR, ¢g−l k¡u e¡ k¢cJ a¡−L ¢g¢l−u
®cJu¡ q−u−R A−eLh¡lz ®S¡y−Ll j−a¡ ®m−N b¡L¡u, HLpju je Hje elj qu ®k
a¡−L p−‰ ¢eCz ¢eC Aam¡¢¿¹−Ll ®m¡−iz h¡¢L ph¡l Bhc¡l ®g−m ®pC ®m¡L¢Vl
Bhc¡−l l¡¢S qC ®N¡f−ez ®m¡L¢V EµRÆ¢paz B¢j EµRÆ¢pa Aam¡¢¿¹−Ll ®p±¾ckÑ ®c−Mz
HC Bj¡l fÐbj Aam¡¢¿¹−Ll f¡−s c¡ys¡−e¡z a¡l S−m f¡ ®iS¡−e¡z q©cu ®iS¡−e¡z
fÐLª¢al HC Afl©f l©f B¢j Ef−i¡N Ll−h¡ e¡¢L ¢ceil p¡wh¡¢cL−cl pqpË fÐ−nÀl
Ešl ®ch! c¤−V¡l j−dÉ l©f ®cM¡−LC ®h−R ¢eCz ApqÉ m¡−N p¡wh¡¢cL−cl Aje −Sy−L
dl¡! a¡−cl Aje Ai¡N¡l ja a¡¢L−u b¡L¡z ®qy−V ®hs¡C Ec¡p£ q¡Ju¡uz O¤¢l −kje
M¤¢nz f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£−L S¡¢e−u ¢c−mC qu ®k O¤−l ®hs¡−h¡z a¡l¡ flj Evp¡−q Bj¡−L


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¢e−u ®h¢l−u f−sz B¢j e¡ ®h−l¡−m a¡−cl ¢LR¤ ®k Lj f¢lnÐj a¡ euz c¡y¢s−u b¡L−a
q−h Bj¡l clS¡l p¡j−e W¡yuz C−µR qm O¤−l ®hs¡−a NË¡−jz f¤¢m−nl M¡e f¡y−QL N¡¢s
Qm−m¡ Bj¡−L ¢e−u NË¡−jl E−Ÿ−nz −L hm−h NË¡j! L£ Af§hÑ p¤¾cl ph h¡¢sz Ag¤l¡e
ph¤−Sl j¢dÉM¡−e h¡¢sz ®Lje AhÙÛ¡ Lªo−Ll, S¡e−a p¡d S¡−Nz LªoL hm−a
Bj¡−cl j−e ®k lLj HL¢V ¢LÓø ¢LÓæ Ai¡h£       ®Qq¡l¡ ®i−p J−W, HM¡eL¡l LªoL
®j¡−VJ ®aje euz fÐ−aÉ−L de£z a¡−cl ¢hn¡m ¢hn¡m TLT−L h¡¢sz h¡¢sl L¡−R
c¡ys¡−e¡ HL¢V c¤¢V N¡¢sz p¡j−e Lª¤¢o−raz Lª¢o−r−al Jf¡−l M¡j¡lz pL−mC VÊ¡ƒl
hÉhq¡l L−lz ph¢LR¤−aC −j¢n−el hÉhq¡lz n£−al ®cn h−m ®h¢n ¢LR¤ gm¡−a f¡−l
e¡z Nlj L¡mV¡u     gm¡u, k¡ gm¡uz HL¢V Lb¡ ö−e B¢j Ù¹¢ña qC, ®p qm,
Lªo−Ll¡ gpm e¡ gm¡−e¡l SeÉ V¡L¡ f¡u plL¡−ll L¡R ®b−Lz c¤d ®h¢n e¡ Evfæ
Ll¡l SeÉ Nl¦l M¡j¡l k¡−cl B−R, a¡l¡J V¡L¡ f¡uz gm¡−m qu−a¡ Bu qa cn m¡Mz
plL¡l fÐÙ¹¡h ®cu cn m¡M     Ef¡SÑe Ll¡l SeÉ k¡ Ll−a, a¡ ®L¡−l¡ e¡, ®a¡j¡−L
Bjl¡ L¤¢s m¡M ®chz hRl hRl ¢à…Z ¢œ…Z f¡−µR V¡L¡, Bl LjÑq£e h−p B−Rz H
öd¤ elJ−ul AhÙÛ¡ euz f¢ÕQj CE−l¡−fl ph−c−nC HLC AhÙÛ¡z Lªo−Ll¡ gpm e¡
gm¡−e¡l SeÉ plL¡−ll L¡R ®b−L V¡L¡ f¡uz         gpm gm¡−m ®k MlQ, e¡ g¢m−u
¢h−cn ®b−L Bjc¡¢e L−l HLC f¢lj¡−Zl gpm ¢L−e ¢e−m A−eL Lj MlQz p¤al¡wz


    p−Çjm−el ®no ¢c−e l¡−a p¡wúª¢aL Ae¤ù¡®el B−u¡Se qu hs ¢b−uV¡−lz
Bj¡l L¢ha¡ f¡W Bl mÉ¡f p‰£az HL¢V ®j−u Ls¡ e£m, Ls¡ m¡m Bl Ls¡ qm¤c
l−Pl ®f¡n¡L fl¡, N¡e N¡Cmz mÉ¡−fl p¤l h¤−Ll ®hce¡ ®b−L ®p¡S¡ E−W B−pz
N¡−el Lb¡ e¡ h¤T−mJ öd¤ p¤lC ØfnÑ Ll−a f¡−l q©cu! N¡e…−m¡−L h−m CuCLz
mÉ¡fpl¡ ¢e−S−cl HMe Bl mÉ¡fp hm−a fR¾c L−l e¡z h−m p¡¢jz ¢e−S−cl i¡o¡¢Vl
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CJ−l¡−f p¡¢jl¡C ph−Q−u pwMÉ¡N¢lù B¢ch¡¢pz elJ−ul mÉ¡fmÉ¡−äC ph−Q−u ®h¢n
p¡¢j h¡p L−lz Hl¡ HLV¡ ¢e¢cÑø fÜ¢a−a ¢e−S−cl a¡yh¤ h¡e¡uz j¡¢V−a hªš¡L¡−l hy¡n
f¤−a Q¤−s¡u ¢j¢m−u ®cuz h¡y−nl L¡W¡−j¡¢V f¤−l¡V¡C ®Y−L ®cu föl Q¡js¡u, ®pm¡C
L−l L−l ®S¡s¡ m¡¢N−uz O−ll j¡TM¡eV¡u B…e SÅ¡¢m−u −N¡m Ol¢Vl ¢Le¡l ®O−p
¢hR¡e¡ ®f−a O¤−j¡uz M¤h p¡c¡¢p−d S£hez S¿ºl ®m¡j a¤−m n£−al ®f¡n¡L h¡e¡u Hl¡z
hÒN¡ q¢lZ ®c±s¡−e¡ H−cl L¡Sz p¡¢jl¡ öd¤ elJ−ul Eš−lC eu, p¤C−Xe ¢gemÉ¡™,
l¡¢nu¡l Ešl¡’−m h¡p L−lz S¡uN¡l e¡j mÉ¡fmÉ¡äz        p¡¢jl¡ HLpju p¡l¡−cn
S¤−sC ¢Rm, −Lhm p¡¢jl¡C ¢Rm ®pCpjuz ¢L¿º          h¢ql¡Nal¡ Y¤−L      p¡¢j−cl
a¡s¡−a a¡s¡−a c¢rZ ®b−L Eš−l ¢e−u ®g−m−Rz H−cl ¢i−Vj¡¢V−a hpa öl¦ L−l−R
h¢ql¡Na p¡c¡l¡z     Bl B¢ch¡p£ p¡¢jl¡ HMe Q¡l¢V ®c−n i¡N q−u Eš−l ÙÛ¡e
®f−u−Rz    p¡¢j−cl−L h¡e¡−e¡ q−u−R HL HL¢V ®c−nl pwMÉ¡mO¤z H A−eLV¡
B−j¢lL¡l jaz CJ−l¡f£ul¡ ¢N−u B−j¢lL¡l B¢ch¡p£−cl M¤e L−l hwn ¢e¢ÕQq²
L−l−Rz ¢LR¤    h¡¢L ¢Rm, a¡−cl a¡s¡−a a¡s¡−a HL¢V c¤¢V S¡uN¡u h¢¾c L−l−Rz
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j−e Lla, h¡ L−l, a¡ HC hÉhq¡l…−m¡l j−dÉC Øføz


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h−m¢R, Hl ®L¡eJ j¡−e qu e¡z j¡−e qu e¡ a¡lflJ ¢el¡fš¡l p¡LÑ¡p Bj¡−L m‹¡u
®g−mz ØV¡i¡‰¡−ll Ae¤ù¡−e B¢j f¤¢mnf¡q¡l¡l L¡l−Z m‹¡u f−s¢Rz A−eL pju a¡C
Ae¤ù¡e e¡ ö−e p−l ¢N−u¢Rz O¤−l ®h¢s−u¢Rz
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HL¢V h¡¢s−a HL¡ b¡−Lez ¢al¡eîC hRl hupz CE¢S−el j¡ HL¡ b¡−Lez ®L¡eJ


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L¡−Sl ®m¡L ®eCz ¢e−S ¢a¢e q¡yV−a f¡−le e¡z HL¢V VÊ¢m−a il ¢c−u q¡yV−Re, M¤h
d£−lz Hi¡−hC ®qy−V ¢a¢e l¡æ¡ h¡æ¡ Ll−Rez Ol ®c¡l f¢lú¡l Ll−Rez B¢j qaið
c¡y¢s−u b¡¢Lz
L£ BÕQkÑ CE¢Se! Hi¡−h ®a¡j¡l j¡−L HL¡ ®l−M−R¡ ®Le? Jyl ¢eÕQuC Lø q−µRz
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®Le!
Bj¡l fÐnÀ ö−e CE¢Se AfÐÙ¹¤a quz Bja¡ Bja¡ L−l hmm, HlLj A−eÉl O¡−sl
Jfl L¡lJ h¡p Ll¡l ¢euj HM¡−e ®eCz Bj¡l c¡c¡ j¡−T j−dÉ ®cM−a B−pz
j¡−T j−dÉ?
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hm L£!
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HL¡ Hi¡−hC VÊ¢m ®W−m h¡S¡−l k¡ez M¤h Ap¤¢h−d q−m plL¡l ®b−L −m¡L ®c−h p¡q¡kÉ
Ll¡l SeÉz Bl k¢c H−Lh¡−lC ¢hR¡e¡u f−s k¡ez a−h huú−cl h¡¢s B−R, ®pM¡−e
¢Q¢Lvp¡J quz −pph plL¡¢l h¡¢s−a plL¡lC ¢e−u k¡−hz
CE¢Se ®S¡−l hmm, a¡l j¡−ul L¡−el L¡−R j¤M ¢e−u ®k ap¢mj¡, ®mML,
h¡wm¡−c−nlz HM¡−e p¡¢qaÉ p−Çjm−e H−p−Rz
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e¡ ¢S−‘p Ll−mez B¢j j¡b¡ ®e−s hmm¡j, B¢j L¢g M¡C e¡z
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®Lz p¤C−X−el h¡¢s−aJ ®c−M¢Rz −LE HL¡ b¡L−R, Abh¡ c¤Se, ¢L¿º ®cJu¡−m fÐQ¤l
BaÈ£−ul R¢hz HlLj qu−a¡ ¢euj HM¡−ez ®cM¡ q−h e¡z Lb¡ q−h e¡z ®a¡j¡l ®L


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l−š²l pÇf−LÑ BaÈ£u a¡ −cM−a a¤¢j ®cJu¡−m k¡−h, clS¡u euz L¡lZ clS¡u L¡lJ
®V¡L¡ f−s e¡z qua ®cJu¡−m V¡P¡−e¡ R¢h¢Vl Jfl ®b−L a¤¢j j¡−p ¢aeh¡l L−l d¤−m¡
pl¡−µR¡, ¢L¿º p¢aÉL¡l ®p j¡e¤o¢V ®a¡j¡l p¡j−e H−m a¤¢j qu−a¡ a¡−L L¢gJ ®M−a
hm−h e¡z CE¢Se Hhw a¡l j¡−L ®c−M ®h¡T¡l ®Qø¡ Llm¡j pÇfLÑV¡ L£ lLjz HC
pÇf−LÑ flØf−ll fТa B−c± ®L¡eJ i¡−m¡h¡p¡ B−R L£ e¡z
    HL¢V l¡a B¢j L¡V¡m¡j CE¢S−el c¡c¡l h¡¢s−az c¡c¡ ®h±¢c HMe ®LE ®eC J
h¡¢s−az M¡¢m f−s B−Rz ¢hn¡m L¡−Wl h¡¢sz p¤C−Xe elJ−ul h¡¢s…−m¡ L¡−Wl
h¡¢sCz Ha N¡R, Ha L¡Wz a¡C L¡−WC pÙ¹¡ f−sz HM¡−e C−Vl h¡¢s h¡e¡h¡l Qm ®eCz
f¤−l¡−e¡ h¡¢s…−m¡ qu L¡−Wl, eu f¡b−llz
 CE¢Se qW¡v h−m, a¡yl h¡¢s−a HL¢ce L¡¢V−u fl¢ce Bj¡−cl lJe¡ q−a q−h
ØVL−q¡jz
−Le HM¡−e B¢j ®a¡ ¢ae¢ce b¡L−a f¡¢l BlJz         HM¡e ®b−L B¢j ¢mphe Q−m
k¡−h¡z
CE¢Se C¢e−u ¢h¢e−u hm−a ®Qø¡ L−l ®k H hÉ¡f¡lV¡ pñh q−µR e¡z
J h¡¢s−a Bj¡l HLl¡¢šl b¡L¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ L−l J hmm, e¡ L¡m−LC ®k−a q−hz HM¡−e
¢ae¢ce b¡L¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ q−h e¡z
−Le q−h e¡!
Bj¡l l¡N qm M¤hz l¡N ¢N−u fsm NÉ¡¢hl Jflz NÉ¡¢hl q¡−a ¢V¢LV ¢mphe k¡Ju¡lz
®p Bj¡−L elJ−u ®b−L fa¤ÑN¡m ®k−a ¢c−a Q¡C−R e¡z CE¢Se NÉ¡¢hl B−cn j¡eÉ
Ll−R öd¤z Bj¡−L Bj¡l C−µRl h¡C−l ¢gl−a qu p¤C−X−ez ¢gl−a qu à£−fl
c£fq£e S£h−ez
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j¡eh¡¢dL¡l ¢ho−u hš²ªa¡ Ll−az elJ−ul e¡l£h¡c£ pwNW−el Bj¿»−Z, hš²ªa¡ Ll−a


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q−u−R ®e¡−hm L¢j¢V−az ®e¡−hm n¡¢¿¹ f¤lú¡l ®kM¡−e ®cJu¡ qu, ®pM¡−ez elJ−ul
djÑj¤š² j¡ehh¡c£ pwNW−el Bj¿»−Z Bh¡lz ®ph¡lC j¡ehh¡c£l¡ ay¡−cl hš²ªa¡u
h−me, ®k, Bj¡l ®a¡ elJ−u−aC ¢Rm h¡p Ll¡l Lb¡, elJ−ul ®mML pwNWe Bl
j¡ehh¡c£ pwNW−el Q¡−f elJ−ul plL¡l −Qø¡ L−l−R Bj¡−L h¡wm¡−cn ®b−L
EÜ¡l Ll−a, qW¡v elJ−ul pÇfc−L p¤C−Xe L£ L−l ¢Rea¡C L−l ¢e−u ®Nm!
Bj¡−L j¡ehh¡c£ f¤lú¡l ¢cm elJ−ul j¡ehh¡c£ pwNWe, ¢qEjÉ¡e H¢Vú glh¤™z
®m¢i é¡−Nm, j¡ehh¡c£ pwÙÛ¡l fÐd¡e, HLpju f¤−l¡¢qa ¢R−me, JC f¤−l¡¢qa qJu¡l
®mM¡fs¡ Ll−a Ll−a ay¡l d−jÑl fТa A¢hnÄ¡p S¾j¡uz djÑq£e j¡ehh¡c£ HC cm¢Vl
pcpÉpwMÉ¡ o¡V q¡S¡lz Hl¡ ph¡C Q¡u l¡−øÌl p−‰ d−jÑl ®L¡eJ pÇfLÑ e¡ b¡L¤Lz Q¡u
d−jÑl Evf¡aq£e p¤ÙÛ p¤¾cl pj¡Sz j¡e¤o−L djÑj¤š², k¤¢š²h¡c£ Hhw ¢h‘¡ejeú L−l
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HLh¡l M¤h C−−µR L−l f¡m¡C
h¡QÑ ¢hQ JL Bl f¡C−el QjvL¡l AlZÉ Bl
n£am n¡¿¹ h¢ÒVL pj¤â ®Ol¡ p¡S¡−e¡ eNl ®b−L
−L¡b¡u f¡m¡−h¡? ®L¡b¡u eNl B−R Bl Bj¡l A−fr¡ L−l HC fª¢bh£−a?


Bj¡l phÑ¡‰ Hl¡ ®Y−L l¡−M Eo· Q¡c−l
q ¡a h¡s¡h¡l B−N e¤−u B−p q¡−a ®b¡L¡ ®b¡L¡ ®fÐj¡âÑ q©cu,


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ph ®g−m C−µR L−l f¡m¡−a ®L¡b¡Jz
−L¡b¡u f¡m¡−h¡? ®L¡b¡u j¡e¤o B−R Bl Bj¡l A−fr¡ L−l HC fª¢bh£−a?




  −R¡Vc¡l p−‰ Lb¡ q−u−Rz BjØV¡lX¡j Bp−Rz ¢WL B−R, B¢j hmm¡j, B¢j
®a¡j¡−L ®cM−a k¡−h¡z −R¡Vc¡ ¢hnÄ¡p Ll−m¡ e¡ B−c± B¢j a¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−a
k¡−h¡ BjØV¡lX¡jz CJ−l¡−f ïjZ ¢L −p¡S¡ ¢S¢ep! BjØV¡lX¡−j ®e−j Bj¡l Ha
M¤¢n m¡−N ®k j−e qu e¡¢Qz HM¡−e Bj¡−L ¢hj¡−el ®fV ®b−L Bm¡c¡ L−l −h¢l−u
®k−a qu¢ez ph¡C q¡y q−u ®cM−R e¡ Bj¡−Lz HM¡−e ®R¡Vc¡l p−‰ Bj¡l ®cM¡ q−hz
fСu ®c±−s k¡C H¢„V ®mM¡ clS¡l ¢c−Lz ¢L¿º a¡l B−N C¢j−NËnez f¡p−f¡VÑ −c¢M−u
®h¢l−u k¡Ju¡l l¡Ù¹¡u m¡Cez B¢j ®a¡ HMe Bl m¡C−e c¡y¢s−u AiÉÙ¹ eCz B¢j h¤−mV
fЦg N¡¢s ®b−L ¢hj¡e, ¢hj¡e ®b−L h¤−mV fЦg N¡¢s−a AiÉÙ¹z C¢j−NËn−e f¡p−f¡VÑ
®c¢M−u −h¢l−u k¡−µR k¡œ£l¡z L¡E−L b¡j−a hm−R e¡ C¢j−NÊn−el ®m¡Lz ¢L¿º Ah¡L
L¡™ Bj¡−L b¡j−a hm¡ qu z L£ ®c¡o L−l¢R? ¢LR¤ e¡z
fÐnÀ, M¤h L¢We L−˜, ®Le H−c−n Y¤L−a Q¡C−Re?
Bj¡l i¡C−ul p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−az
Bfe¡l i¡C−ul e¡j ¢L?
−lS¡Em L¢lj L¡j¡mz
−p ¢L qmÉ¡−™l e¡N¢lLz
e¡ ®p e¡N¢lL euz
a−h ®p L£? HM¡−e L£ Ll−R ®p?
h¡wm¡−cn ¢hj¡−e L¡S L−lz ¢hj¡e kMe HM¡−e b¡−j, a¡l¡J b¡−jz a¡l¡ j¡−e œ²¤l¡z
Bj¡l i¡C HLSe œ²¤z


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−a¡j¡l i¡C−ul ¢WL¡e¡ ¢L?
−q¡−V−ml ¢WL¡e¡ ¢L?
−q¡−V−ml e¡j hmm¡jz
L£ L−l fÐj¡Z Ll−h ®k ®p ®a¡j¡l i¡Cz
−p Bj¡l i¡Cz
L¢ce b¡L−h ®a¡j¡l i¡C?
¢ae ¢cez
a¤¢j L¢ce b¡L−h?
¢ae ¢cez
a¡lfl ®L¡b¡u k¡−h?
p¤C−Xez
−Le p¤C−Xe?
L¡lZ JM¡−e B¢j Bf¡aa b¡L¢Rz
HMe a¤¢j p¤C−X−e −gla k¡J, Abh¡ fa¤ÑN¡−m ®gla k¡Jz ®kM¡e ®b−L H−p−R¡z
B¢j faѤN¡−m ¢gl−h¡ ®Le? JM¡−e ®a¡ B¢j b¡¢L e¡z
HM¡−e a¤¢j Y¤L−a f¡l−h e¡z
H ®c−n Bp¡l ¢ip¡ ®a¡ Bj¡l B−Rz a¡q−m Y¤L−a ®c−he e¡ ®Le?
Eý¡z Y¤L−a ®cJu¡ k¡−h e¡z
B¢j c¡y¢s−u lCm¡jz
p¡c¡ j¡e¤−ol¡ H¢N−u k¡−µRz ph¡l f¡p−f¡VÑ ®c−MC ®R−s ¢c−µR C¢j−NËnez Bj¡−LC
®Lhm R¡s−R e¡z Bj¡l ®jl¦c−™l ¢ial B¢j ®Vl f¡C Bj¡−L BV−L ®l−M−R Bj¡l
f¡p−f¡VÑ¢V c¢lâ ®c−nl h−m, Bj¡l N¡−ul Q¡js¡ p¡c¡ eu h−mz




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Bh¡l ¢S−‘p Llm¡j, Bf¢e ¢L j−e Ll−Re Bfe¡−cl ®c−n B¢j ®b−L k¡Ju¡l
SeÉ H−p¢R?
−m¡L¢V j¡b¡ e¡smz qÉ¡y ®h¡dLz
B¢j hmm¡j, B¢j ¢L¿º H−p¢R HM¡−e j¡œ ¢ae¢c−el SeÉz Bfe¡−cl ®c−n B¢j
b¡L−a B¢p¢ez
−m¡L¢V A¢hnÄ¡−pl ®Q¡−M a¡L¡−m¡ Bj¡l ¢c−Lz HL−g¡yV¡ ¢hnÄ¡p ®a¡ ®eCz HL ¢am
pq¡e¤i§¢a ®eCz ¢bL¢bL Ll−R OªZ¡z ®m¡L¢V Bj¡−L S¡¢e−u ¢c−u−R Bj¡−L ®p Y¤L−a
®c−h e¡z Ha Apq¡u Bj¡−L Bl m¡−N¢e LMeJz c§l ®b−L ®c¢M ®R¡Vc¡ c¡y¢s−u
B−Rz
BµR¡ Bf¢e Bj¡−L Y¤L−a ¢c−µRe e¡ ®Le? Bj¡l ®a¡ ¢ip¡ B−R H−c−nlz
−m¡L¢V nš² j¤−M h−p lCmz Bj¡l p¤V−Lp H−p k¡−hz a¡l SeÉ A−fr¡ Ll−a q−hz
B¢p hmm¡j, Bj¡l L−˜ Lø S−j h¤−S Bp−Rz Bf¢e ®g¡e L−l ¢S−‘p Ll¦e Bj¡l
i¡C−Lz ¢S−‘p Ll¦e −p −q¡−V−m b¡L−R ¢L e¡z J e¡−j ®LE B−R ¢L e¡ ¢S−‘p
Ll¦ez S¡e¤e ®p ¢hj¡−el œ²¤ ¢Le¡z
  −m¡L¢V Hje i¡−h ¢e−Sl L¡S Ll−a m¡Nm ®ke Bj¡l Lb¡ ®p öe−a f¡u¢ez Abh¡
B¢j e¡jL hÙ¹¤ HM¡−e c¡y¢s−u ®eCz B¢j qm¡j e¡¢bwz C¢j−NÊne Bj¡−L Y¤L−a ®c−h
e¡z Bj¡−L HMe AeÉ ®L¡b¡J AeÉ ®L¡eJ ®c−n Q−m ®k−a q−hz B¢j ®k ¢hj¡−e
H−p¢Rm¡j, ®p ¢hj¡−el ph¡C f¡l q−u ®N−R HM¡eL¡l C¢j−NÊne, L¡−eL¢Vw gÓ¡C−Vl
®m¡−Ll¡ d−lJ ®g−m−R a¡−cl k¡l k¡l gÓ¡CVz AeÉ¡eÉ ¢hj¡−el k¡œ£l¡ k¡l¡ p−h
®e−j−R, a¡l¡ HMe C¢j−NÊne f¡l q−µRz B¢j ®pC ®k c¡y¢s−u¢Rm¡j, c¡y¢s−uC B¢R
−cu¡m ®Oy−pz c¡y−a c¡ya ®Q−f Afj¡−e AfcÙÛ q−u c¡y¢s−uC B¢Rz ¢WL L£ Llh,
h¤T−a f¡l¢Rm¡j e¡z p¤V−Lp ¢g−l H−m Bj¡−L HMe p¤C−X−e ¢g−l ®k−a q−h, HC
¢eu¢a−L ®l¡d Ll¡l AeÉ ®L¡eJ Ef¡u ¢L ®eC? −R¡Vc¡ c¡y¢s−u c¡y¢s−u ®cM−h ®k B¢j


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Y¤L−a f¡¢l¢e! °hd f¡p−f¡VÑ, °hd ¢ip¡ ¢L¿º Bj¡−L Y¤L−a ®c−h e¡z ®R¡Vc¡l p−‰
Bj¡l c¤¢ce b¡L¡ q−h e¡z b¡L¡ q−h e¡ L¡lZ Bj¡l N¡−ul lw p¡c¡ eu, Bj¡l
f¡p−f¡VÑ N¢lh ®c−nl f¡p−f¡VÑz Bj¡l j¡b¡ HLh¡l ®O¡−l, B−lLh¡l ¢ÙÛl quz ®Q¡M
HLh¡l ¢i−S EW−a Q¡u, B−lLh¡l ®l¡d L¢l Smz C¢j−NÊn−el ®m¡L¢V Bj¡−L djL
¢c−u HLV¤ c§−l c¡ys¡−a h−mz L¡lZ p¡c¡−cl ¢i−sl N¡−u m¡N−a f¡−l Bj¡l N¡,
¢i−sl Ap¤¢h−d q−a f¡−lz
   Hje pju ¢is ®b−LC ¢LR¤ ®m¡L Bj¡−L mrÉ L−l, mrÉ L−l Bj¡l Jfl
C¢j−NËn−el ®m¡−Ll BQlZz ®m¡L…−m¡ Bj¡l ¢c−L H¢N−u H−p AaÉ¿¹ ¢he£a L−˜
h−m, Bf¢e ap¢mj¡ e¡p¢le?
hmm¡j qÉ¡yz
−L¡eJ Ap¤¢h−d q−u−R?
B¢j Bj¡l i¡CHl p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−a H−p¢Rz HMe Y¤L−aC ¢c−µR e¡z
BÕQkÑ!
−m¡L…−m¡l jdÉ ®b−L HLSe C¢j−NËn−el ®m¡L−L hm−m¡, Bf¢e ®Q−eee¡ Jy−L?
L¡−L BVL¡−µRe Bf¢e! E¢e M¤h ¢hMÉ¡a ®mMLz H¢V S¡e¡l ®p±i¡NÉJ ¢eÕQuC
Bfe¡l qu¢e! H ®c−nl −m¡−Ll¡ S¡e−a f¡l−m Jy−L m¡m N¡¢mQ¡ pðdÑe¡ ®c−hz Jl¡
Jm¾c¡Sz Jm¾c¡S i¡o¡−aC Lb¡ h−m Jl¡z Hlfl C¢j−NËn−el ®m¡L¢V HLV¤ AfÐÙ¹¤a
q−u Bj¡l f¡p−f¡VÑ −cM−a Q¡Cmz f¡p−f¡VÑ¢V E−ÒV f¡−ÒV ¢LR¤rZ ®c−M ¢pm ¢c−u
¢cmz ANaÉ¡ R¡sfœz p¡c¡ ®m¡−Ll ¢alú¡l p¡c¡ ®m¡−L öe−m¡z


−R¡Vc¡ Bj¡l SeÉ A−fr¡ Ll¢Rm ¢hj¡e h¾c−lz B¢j p¤V−Lp ¢e−u ®h¢l−u Bp−aC
Bj¡−L S¢s−u d−l hmm, al Ha ®c¢l qCm ®Le?
qCmz Bj¡−l a Y¤L−aC ¢ca¡¢Rm e¡z


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L¡lZV¡ L£?
Bh¡l L£z hZѯhojÉz qCa¡j p¡c¡z b¡L−a¡ de£ ®c−nl f¡p−f¡VÑ, a¡C−m ph ¢WL ¢Rmz
−R¡Vc¡−L ®c−M i¤−m k¡C c£OÑrZ C¢j−NËn−e c¡y¢s−u Afj¡e pJu¡l k¿»Z¡z B¢j
Ae¤ih Ll−a b¡¢L Bj¡l f¡M¡ N¢S−u−Rz ®ke C−µR Ll−mC BL¡−n Es−a f¡¢lz ®ke
k¡ C−µR a¡C Ll−a f¡¢lz Ha Be¾c Bj¡l qu¢e hý¢cez ®ke q¡S¡l hRl fl
®h¢l−u¢R ®R¡– ¢p¾c¤L ®b−Lz −R¡Vc¡ h−m, Qm ®j−VÊ¡ ¢cu¡ k¡Cz
 B¢j m¡¢g−u E¢W M¤¢n−az Bj¡l −a¡ ®j−VÊ¡ Qs¡l Ef¡u ®eCz p¤f¡lØV¡ll¡ ®j−VÊ¡ Q−s
e¡z fÉ¡y f¤y L−l p¡C−le h¡¢S−u a¡l N¡¢s k¡uz JC Lª¢œj S£he ®b−L ®h¢l−u Bp¡l
Be¾c Bj¡−L L¡yf¡uz B¢j ®R¡Vc¡l q¡a d−l ®j−VÊ¡−a p¡d¡lZ j¡e¤−ol ja Q¢sz
p¡d¡lZ j¡e¤−ol ja ®h−l¡Cz q¡y¢Vz ®q¡−V−m ®f±y¢Rz −q¡−V−m Bj¡l p¤V−Lp M¤−m
fÐb−jC ®R¡Vc¡−L ¢cC hÉ¡N ®h¡T¡C −R¡V ®R¡V ®h¡amz La lL−jl f¡e£u Hp−h, B¢j
¢Q¢e e¡z ®R¡Vc¡l SeÉ Hph ¢e−u H−p¢R M¤¢n q−h h−mz M¤¢n e¡ q−u ®R¡Vc¡ hlw j¡b¡u
q¡a ¢c−u h−m, LlRp ¢L! a¤C ®a¡ ®c¢M ®q¡−V−ml ¢j¢eh¡−l k¡ ¢Rm ph mCu¡ BCRpz
--qz a¡−a ¢L?
--V¡L¡ ¢c−a qu e¡C?
--V¡L¡ ¢ch ®Le? ®q¡−V−ml l¦−jl ¢é−S −a¡ HCph ¢cu¡C k¡u M¡J−el m¡CNÉ¡z B¢j
M¡Ce¡, a¤¢j M¡Jz a¡C ®a¡j¡l m¡CNÉ¡ mCu¡ BC¢Rz
--q¡u−lz LlRp L£ LlRp L£! HC …m¡l ®a¡ V¡L¡ ¢eh ®q¡−Vmz −q¡−V−ml ¢hm ¢c−a
®N−mC ®a¡ ph Q¡SÑ Llhz −g¡e ¢h−ml ¢L AhÙÛ¡? ®q¡−V−ml l¦j ®bCL¡ ®a¡ O¾V¡ -c¤C
O¾V¡ Lb¡ LC¢mz
--®c−nJ ®a¡ ®g¡e Ll¢Rm¡jz ph¡l p¡−b Lb¡ qC−Rz k¡l¡ Bj¡−l Cei¡CV Ll−R,
®ql¡ ¢jV¡Ch ®q¡−V−ml ¢hmz



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--q, ®q¡−V−ml l¦−jl MlQ ¢chz ¢ch qua M¡Ju¡l MlQz ¢L¿º f¡l−p¡e¡m ®g¡eLm ®k
qC−R, ®qCV¡ ®a¡ al ¢e−Sl ®cJu¡ E¢Qaz
--−Le, ®g¡−el ¢hm ¢e−S−cl ¢c−a qu e¡¢L! fÉ¡¢l−pl ®q¡−Vm ®bCL¡       ®a¡ pj¡−e
®g¡e Ll¢Rm¡j LmL¡a¡u, Y¡L¡uz Bj¡−l ®a¡ ®LE ¢LR¤ Lu e¡Cz B¢j ®a¡ j−e Ll¢R,
®g¡e B−R, ®kCM¡−e CµR¡ ®g¡e Ll¡ k¡u ®h¡dquz
--Ll¡ ®a¡ k¡uCz Bl b¡LRp g¡Ci ØV¡l ®q¡−V−mz JCph ®q¡−Vm ®bÚCL¡ ®g¡e Ll¡
j¡−e Nm¡ L¡V¡ c¡j ®cJu¡z a−l k¡l¡ ¢eu¡ ®N−R, a¡−cl h¡−l¡V¡ h¡Shz
qÉ¡y HC B¢jz ®q¡−V−ml ¢euj L¡e¤e ¢LR¤ S¡¢e e¡z a¡lL¡l¡ ph S¡−e h−mC ph¡l
d¡le¡z a¡lL¡−cl S¡e−a ®eC p¡d¡lZ ¢euj L¡e¤ez Ap¡d¡lZ −LE a¡lL¡ he−m
®L¡eJ Ap¤¢h−d ®eCz p¡d¡lZ j¡e¤o−L a¡lL¡ h¡¢e−u ®gm−m Hje ®a¡ q−hCz Bj¡l
c¤xM qu, q−a Q¡uz ¢L¿º c¤xM…−m¡J ®R¡Vc¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ qJu¡l T−s¡ Be−¾c E−h k¡u
q¡Ju¡uz ¢ehÑ¡¢pa S£h−e HC fÐbj ®L¡eJ BaÈ£−ul p−‰ ®cM¡ qmz ®h¢l−u f¢s h¡C−l
l¡Ù¹¡uz c¤S−e NÒf Ll−a Ll−a q¡y¢Vz p¡d¡lZ ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu M¡Cz V¡L¡ B¢jC ¢cCz h¡¢sl
ph¡C ®L ®Lje B−R ph ö¢e ®R¡Vc¡l L¡−Rz −R¡Vc¡ a¡l hE h¡µQ¡−L f¡¢W−u ¢c−a
Q¡C−R B−j¢lL¡uz h¡lh¡l h¢m ®kJ e¡z ®L¡b¡J ®kJ e¡z B¢j ¢g−l k¡−h¡ h¡wm¡−c−nz
ph¡C HLp−‰ b¡Lhz −cn ®b−L ®h−l¡−e¡l fl H Ah¢c La ¢LR¤C ®a¡ OV−m¡, La
pÇj¡e, f¤lú¡l, ¢L¿º BS−LC Bj¡l ph−Q−u ®h¢n i¡−m¡ m¡N−Rz −R¡Vc¡ O¤−l O¤−l
®kM¡−e ph−Q−u Lj fup¡u M¡Ju¡ ®k−a f¡−l ®aje −l−Ù¹¡l¡y ®M¡y−Sz B¢j ®k ®L¡eJ
®l−Ù¹¡l¡y−aC ®k−a Q¡Cz ®k i¡−al SeÉ, p¡c¡ i¡aQm i¡a M¡Cz La¢ce i¡a M¡C e¡z
Bj¡l BL¤m Bhc¡lz −lm−ØVn−el L¡−RC ®R¡Vc¡l ®q¡−Vmz ®lm−ØVn−el jÉ¡N¡¢S−el
®c¡L¡−el lÉ¡L h¡C−l l¡M¡, JM¡−e Jm¾c¡S i¡o¡l fœ f¢œL¡z c§l ®b−LC Qj−L E¢W
c¤¢ae−V f¢œL¡l fÐbj f¡a¡u Bj¡l R¢hz L¡−R ¢N−u f¡a¡ E−ÒV ®c¢M fСu fТa¢V




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f¢œL¡u Bj¡l R¢h, Hhw −l¡j¡e ql−g e¡−jl h¡e¡e ®c−M h¤¢T Bj¡−L ¢e−u ®mM¡
fÐhå fТa−hcez ¢iei¡o¡l fÐhå Bj¡l f−r fs¡ pñh qu e¡z
c¤Se ö−u ö−u A−eL l¡a Ah¢c Lb¡ h¢mz
--p…, Bj¡l k¡Ju¡l L£ qCh ®c−n?
--al ¢L Bl pñh qCh k¡Ju¡?
--−Le pñh qCh e¡z M¡−mc¡ ¢Su¡ ®a¡ a−l k¡C−aC ¢ca e¡ ®c−nz
--LC−mC qCh e¡¢L! Bj¡l e¡N¢lL A¢dL¡−ll SeÉ B¢j mshz
--−e„V C−mLn¡e ®q¡Lz BJu¡j£ f¡Ju¡−l Bp−m k¡C−a f¡l¢hz Hqe ®a¡ pñhC e¡z
--−j¡õ¡−cl Evf¡a a Lj−R A−eL!
--−LX¡ LC−R Lj−R? M¡−mc¡ −a¡ ®j¡õ¡−cl Lb¡u Q−mz
--−c−nl AhÙÛ¡ ¢L i¡−m¡ qCh e¡ Bl?
--q¡¢pe¡ k¢c BCp¡ ¢WL L−lz
--q¡¢pe¡C h¡ L£ ¢WL Llh! ®p ¢e−SC ®a¡ djÑ djÑ Lj L−l e¡!
−R¡Vc¡−L L, M, N, O, P , Q .. ph¡l MhlC ¢e−a h¢mz Lªa‘a¡ fÐL¡n Ll−a h¢mz
Pl h¡¢s−a ¢N−u Bj¡l q−u rj¡ Q¡C−a h¢mz Pl fТa Bj¡l c¤hÑhÉq¡−ll Lb¡ phV¡C
h¢m ®R¡Vc¡−Lz h¢m BlJ A−eL Lb¡z ö−d¡C A−e−Ll Lb¡z ®R¡Vc¡ kMe Bj¡l
n¡¢¿¹eN−ll h¡¢[sl Lb¡ h−m, j−e qu B¢j ®ke JM¡−eC B¢R, JC h¡¢s−aC, ph¡l
p−‰z −L¡b¡L¡l S£he ®L¡b¡u ¢RV−L ®N−R! ®L¡e¢V h¡Ù¹h, −pC S£he¢V e¡ HC
S£he¢Vz ®L¡e S£h−e B¢j Bp−m h¡p Ll¢R! ®g−m Bp¡ S£he¢V j−e j−e k¡fe L¢l
B¢jz Bl ®k S£he¢V q¡−al L¡−R, ®p¢V−L ®g−m Bp¡ S£h−el L¡−R ®eh¡l SeÉ k¡fe
L−l k¡¢µRz ®L¡e¢V p¢aÉL¡l k¡fe Ll¡ a−h! −R¡Vc¡l p−‰ B¢j ®g−m Bp¡
S£he¢V−LC k¡fe Ll−a b¡¢L, ®O¡−ll j−dÉz




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  f¤−l¡ BjØV¡lX¡j nql O¤−l ®hs¡C fl¢ceJ ®R¡Vc¡ Bl B¢jz Bj¡l Be¾c qu
f¤¢mnq£e HC O¤−l ®hs¡−e¡z j¤¢š²l Be¾c Bj¡l ®l¡−j ®l¡−jz Bjl¡ ®ke ®R¡V−hm¡l
®pC i¡C ®h¡ez ¢fR¤V¡e i¤−m ®N¢Rz −kje C−µR R¤V¢Rz   de£ ®cn, AbQ l¡Ù¹¡l ¢Le¡−l
¢i−r f¡h¡l SeÉ h−p B−R j¡e¤oz −pC ®m¡−Ll ¢c−L ®Q¡M k¡u, h−p h−p hC fs−R,
p¡j−e V¤¢f f¡a¡ Bl hs HL¢V nš² L¡N−S Cw−l¢S−a ®mM¡ EC Bl q¡‰¢lz M¡¢eL
c¡ys¡Cz ¢S−‘p L¢l, Bf¢e ®a¡ HL¡z a−h ®k hs ¢mM−me, ECz ECV¡ ®L? i¡hm¡j
M¤h Së Ll¡ ®Nm ®h¡dqu, Abh¡ hs HL¢V i¤m d¢l−u ®cJu¡ ®Nmz −m¡L¢V C¢‰−a a¡l
f¡−n hp¡ L¤L¤l¢V−L ®c¢M−u ¢cmz L¤L¤l¢V−L ®k B¢j ®c¢M¢e B−N a¡ eu, Bp−m
L¤L¤l−L Bj¡−L f§hÑ−cn£u ®Q¡M −N¡−e¢ez L¤L¤−ll e¡ M¡Ju¡ j¢me j¤M¢Vl ¢c−L a¡¢L−u
¢h−no L−l LÓ¡¿¹ c¤−V¡ ®Q¡M ®c−M hs j¡u¡ qu, V¡L¡ ¢c−a k¡−h¡, ¢L¿º öd¤ Xm¡l B−R
f−L−Vz p¤C¢Xn œ²¡Ee−L Xm¡l L−l ¢e−u¢Rm¡jz J−L ®k HpL¤−X¡ Ll¡ k¡u, ¢Nô¡l
Ll¡ k¡u, œ²¡Ee−L B−N Xm¡l L−l ¢e−a qu e¡, Lb¡¢VJ ¢L B¢j h¤−T¢R ¢LR¤z V¡L¡
fup¡ hÉ¡f¡−l Bj¡l ¢QlL¡mC h¤¢Ü, ®R¡Vc¡ h−m, HLV¤ Ljz ®p Lb¡ B¢jJ ü£L¡l
L¢lz −R¡Vc¡l h¡d¡ e¡ ®j−e L¤¢s Xm¡l ¢c−u ¢cC r¤d¡aÑ c¤Se−Lz HC ®cJu¡¢Vl je
j−el Be¾c ®b−L H−p−R, Be¾c¢V ®R¡Vc¡−L ®cM¡l Be¾cz ¢Rm¡j f−s Ae¡b
Apq¡u, ®R¡Vc¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ Bj¡−L i¡−m¡ L−l h¤¢T−u ®cu, Bj¡lJ üSe BaÈ£u
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  Bj¡l ®mM¡ fÐp−‰ h¡      L£ ¢m¢M ®Le ¢m¢M ®pph S¡e−mJ Bj¡l hC B¢j
Ae¤j¡e L¢l ®LE HMeJ f−s¢ez ®p¢V pñha HLdl−el h¡y−Q¡u¡z B¢j ¢eÕQuC Hje
¢LR¤ ¢m¢M e¡ k¡ HC hs−cl fs¡l Hhw fÐnwp¡l ®k¡NÉ! NÉ¡¢h −NÔCpjÉ¡e CJ−l¡−fl
L¡NS…−m¡u Bj¡l ®mM¡ R¡f¡−e¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll¢Rm, c¤−V¡ R¡f¡ qJu¡l fl ®p¢V B¢j hå
L−l ¢c−u¢Rz L¡lZ Bj¡l i¡−m¡ m¡−N¢e ®ki¡−h ®p Bj¡l fÐbj ®mM¡¢Vl ®mSV¤L¤ ®L−V
h¡c ¢c−u¢Rmz ®p¾pl Ll¡ ®Le q−µR ®mM¡? ®p¾pl¢n−fl ¢hl¦−Ü B¢j Lb¡ h¢mCz
Bj¡l −L¡eJ ®mM¡ L¡V−a q−m B¢j L¡V−h¡z a¤¢j L¡V¡l ®L?
   Bj¡l ®V¢h−m A−e−LC B−p ®cM¡ Ll−az A¢ie¾ce S¡e¡−az pqj¢jÑa¡ fÐL¡n
Ll−az pjbÑ−el Lb¡ hm−az H¢N−u k¡J, Bjl¡ B¢R dl−el h¡LÉ hm−az Bj¡l n¢š²
Hhw p¡q−pl SeÉ deÉh¡c S¡e¡−az B−pe q¡æ¡e Bnl¡¢gz jdÉfС−QÉl j¡e¤o ®L¡eJ e¡
®L¡eJi¡−h Bj¡l p−‰ HL dl−el BaÈ£ua¡ Ae¤ih L−l ®h¡dquz ¢a¢e f¡−n h−p
h−m ®N−me fÉ¡−mØV¡C−el pjpÉ¡l Lb¡z Cu¡¢pl Bl¡g¡−al HLpj−ul O¢eù −m¡L,
HMe Bl¡g¡a−LC hs pjpÉ¡ j−e Ll−Rez q¡æ¡e Bnl¡¢g hm−me            ¢MËØV¡e ¢a¢e,
¢a¢e Blh, ¢a¢e ¢g¢m¢Ù¹¢ez ¢a¢e S£he ®c−he ay¡l ®c−nl SeÉz CSl¡C−ml AaÉ¡Q¡l
¢ce ¢ce fÐLV i¡−h h¡s−Rz Bl¡g¡a ®eaªaÅ ¢c−a f¡l−Re e¡z ea¤e ®eaªaÅ Q¡C, H qm
Bnl¡¢gl hš²hÉz Bnl¡¢g Hjei¡−h Lb¡ hm−me Bj¡l p−‰ ®ke JC Hm¡L¡l pjÙ¹
Mhl¡Mhl Bj¡l eMcfÑ−Zz ¢a¢e ¢e−S Ef−cø¡ Bl¡g¡−alz Ef−cø¡C k¢c Bl¡g¡−al
Jfl ilp¡ l¡M−a f¡l−Re e¡, aMe ¢eÕQuC AhÙÛ¡ M¤h p¤−Ml euz
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q£ejeÉa¡u i¤N¢R B¢j! ®Le ¢e−S−L Ha a¤µR aªZ j−e Ll¢R!      B¢j ®kjeC ¢m¢M,
Bj¡l ®mM¡l L¡l−Z f¤−l¡ HL¢V ®cn E¾j¡c q−u EWm, mr mr ®j±mh¡c£ g¡y¢p ®ch¡l
SeÉ j¢lu¡ q−u EWm H L£ M¤h a¤µR ¢S¢ep e¡¢L! B¢j Bj¡l ®mM¡ ¢c−u p¢aÉL¡l
BO¡a Ll−a ®f−l¢R e¡l£¢h−l¡d£ j¡eha¡¢h−l¡d£ lrZn£m djÑn¢š²z H ¢L pL−m


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f¡−l! ®Lhm ®mM¡ ¢c−u Ha ¢LR¤! HaV¡ ¢hfÔh! fТa¢œ²u¡n£m n¢š² Bj¡l ¢hl¦−Ü e£m
eLn¡ ®L−V HMeJ H−N¡−µRz HMeJ B¢j hСaÉ, HMeJ Jl¡ i£oZ i£oZ lLj iu f¡u
Bj¡l Lmj−Lz H ¢L p¡j¡eÉ ¢LR¤! S¡e¡m¡l L¡−R ¢N−u c¡ys¡Cz ®aCn am¡u B¢j!
ph−Q−u EyQ¤−a, ®ke Jfl ®b−L ph¢LR¤ ph cªnÉ ®cM−a f¡C! S¡e¡m¡ M¤m−aC W¡ä¡
q¡Ju¡l T¡fV¡ m¡−Nz JC q¡Ju¡¢VC g¤pg¤p i−l ¢eCz l¡−al      ®N¡−beh¡NÑ¢V−L ®hn
p¤¾cl m¡N−Rz je i¡−m¡ b¡L−m A−eL p¡j¡eÉ ¢LR¤C Ap¡j¡eÉ m¡−N ®cM−az je M¡l¡f
q−m B¢j mrÉ L−l¢R, p¡j−e ¢c−u q¡¢a ®qy−V ®N−mJ ®Q¡−M f−s e¡, ®fMj a¤−m ju§l
e¡Q−mJ a¤µR L¢lz
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−N¡−beh¡NÑ ®b−L ØVL−q¡j ¢g−l k¡Cz ®k−a ®k−a f−b f¤¢mn−cl p−‰C QjvL¡l NÒf
quz Jl¡J Be¾c L−l, l¡N L−lz J−cl S£h−eJ La lLj NÒf B−Rz j¡−T j¡−T
i¤−m k¡C Jl¡ f¤¢mnz Jl¡C Bj¡l hå¤ q−u J−W ¢ehÑ¡pe S£h−elz ®c−M¢R Ap¡d¡lZ
L¡lJ p−‰ Bj¡l M¤h hå¤aÅ N−s J−W e¡z M¤h p¡d¡lZ k¡l¡, BV−f±−l S£he k¡−cl,
a¡l¡C Bj¡l L¡R¡L¡¢R Q−m B−p â¦az Bj¡l S£h−e ®L¡eJ Lª¢œja¡ ®eC, ®m¡L
®cM¡−e¡ ®eC, Tmj−m ¢LR¤ ®eC, Jf−l JW¡l a¡¢Nc ®eC, ¢py¢s h¡Ju¡ ®eC, B¢R j¡¢Vl
p−‰ ¢j−n j¡¢V−az ®R¡V M¡−V¡ c¤x−M p¤−Mz h¡C−l ®b−L HLSeJ a¡ ¢hnÄ¡p L−l e¡z
j¡e¤−ol i¤m ®h¡T¡ hå Ll¡l ®L¡eJ Ef¡u Bj¡l S¡e¡ ®eCz


  ka Q¡C BmN¡ q−a, ka Q¡C ¢ce …−e …−e O−ll ®j−u O−l ¢gl−az ¢L¿º −L¡b¡L¡l
®L¡e ¢nLm H−p Bj¡−L ®Lhm Ss¡−a Q¡C−Rz HMe Hje q−u−R −k Bj¡l cj
®gm¡l g¤lpa ®eCz ¢c−e HLnV¡ L−l Bj¿»Zfœ Bp− ¢gemÉ¡äz Cw−mäz ®Xej¡LÑz
A¢ØVÌu¡z p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡äz 顾pz S¡j¡Ñ¢ez cÉ ®ec¡lmÉäpz Bu¡lmÉ¡äz ®Øfe..... z HLC
¢c−e p¡a¢V ®c−n k¡h¡l Bj¿»Zz Bj¿»Z lr¡ Ll¡ M¤h ü¡i¡¢hLi¡−hC Bj¡l f−r


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pñh qu e¡z NÉ¡¢h ®NÔCpjÉ¡e−L B¢j h−m¢R a¡l eu, ®ke Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡u         B−p
Bj¡l ¢Q¢Wz ¢el¡fš¡l L¡l−Z Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡ hÉhq¡l Ll¡ k¡−h e¡, ®p¡S¡ h−m ¢cmz ¢L¿º
NÉ¡¢hl ¢WL¡e¡u Bj¡l ¢Q¢W Bp¤L a¡ B¢j Q¡C e¡ H Lb¡ ®S¡l ¢c−u hm¡l fl ANaÉ¡
NÉ¡¢h ¢WL¡e¡ hcm L−lz ¢Q¢W HMe k¡−h el−ØVX fÐL¡ne£l ¢WL¡e¡uz el−ØV−X −N−m
Bj¡l ¢Q¢W ¢e−u Bp−h¡, Abh¡ fÐL¡ne£l ®m¡L H−p Bj¡l h¡¢s−a q¡−a q¡−a ¢c−u
k¡−hz
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h¢e−ulz h¢e−u−ll SjL¡−m¡ HL f¡¢VÑ−a Bj¡−L Bj¿»Z S¡e¡−e¡ q−u¢Rmz h¡lh¡lC
NÉ¡¢h Bj¡−L p¡hd¡e L−l ¢c−u¢Rm, B¢j ®ke ¢LR¤−a J−cl fÐÙ¹¡−h l¡¢S e¡ qCz
h¢e−ul Bj¡l hC ®hl Ll−a Q¡C−Rz ¢L¿º l¡¢S e¡ q−u B¢j ®ke el−ØVX−L ¢cC
Bj¡l hCz el−ØV−Xl c¡¢u−aÅ B−R p¤u¡−¿¹ ®iCmlz a¡l p−‰ NÉ¡¢hl pÇfLÑ i¡−m¡z
NÉ¡¢h HL¢ce Bj¡−L ¢e−u p¤u¡−¿¹l h¡¢s−a ®ej¿¹æ M¡C−u H−e−Rz h¢e−u−ll f¡¢VÑ−a
p¤C−X−el p¡¢qaÉSNa H−p S−j¢Rmz p−l¡h−ll d¡−l fСp¡−c¡fj h¡¢s−a ®pC
B−u¡Sez ®p¡e¡¢m Q¤−ml e£m ®Q¡−Ml e¡l£ f¤l¦−ol ¢isz ®j−u−cl ®f¡n¡L ®h¢nl
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Ls¡ lw hÉhq¡l L¢lz H−cl fR¾c p¡c¡, L¡−m¡, Hhw M¤h q¡mL¡ ®k ®L¡eJ lwz Bj¡−cl
®c−n p¡¢qaÉSN−a Aa ®d¡f c¤lÙ¹ ®f¡n¡−Ll fÐQme ®eCz HM¡−e B−Rz H ®cn¢V
¢h−cnz HM¡−e ph¡C ®p−S…−S, ®p hÉhp¡u£ ®q¡L, ®mML ®q¡L, Bj¿»−Z ¢ej¿»−Z
B−pz HM¡−eJ ®k c¤HLSe ®h¡−q¢ju¡e ®Q¡−M f−s e¡ a¡ euz f−sz j¡C¢hÐV ®kjez
j¡C¢hÐ−Vl ®f¡n¡−L Q¡L¢QLÉ ®eCz phC Ljc¡¢jz ®p−L™ ®c¡L¡e ®b−L ®Le¡z
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fÐbj hC¢V h¡h¡l p−‰ LeÉ¡l ®k±e pÇfLÑ ¢e−uz J hC¢Vl ¢h¢œ² M¤h i¡−m¡ ¢Rmz hý
hRl ¢LR¤ Bl ®h−l¡−µR e¡ ¢L¿º ¢m−MC k¡−µR HL¢Vl fl HL¢V EfeÉ¡pz j¡C¢hÐV ECN


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Bj¡l ®Q−u HN¡−l¡ hR−ll hsz o¡−Vl cn−Ll AbÑ¡v ¢q¢fl k¤−Nl al¦Z£z Q¤s¡¿¹
EµRª´Mma¡l j−dÉ S£he L¡¢V−u−Rz JC hu−pl j¡e¤−ol A¢i‘a¡u B−R o¡−Vl cn−Ll
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b¡−L, ¢h−u b¡ L−l¢ez hs−S¡l pq-h¡p Ll−R HMe L¡lJ p−‰, h¡µQ¡L¡µQ¡l Evf¡a
®eC hm−mC Q−mz j¡C¢hÐV Bj¡−L ¢LR¤ ¢LR¤ h−m−R L£ L−l f¤−l¡ CJ−l¡f O¤−l−R l¡Ù¹¡u
®Lhm h¤−s¡ BP¤m ®c¢M−u N¡¢s b¡¢j−u b¡¢j−u Q−sz HL N¡¢s ®b−L B−lL N¡¢sz
HL nql ®b−L B−lL nqlz A−Qe¡ j¡e¤o−cl ®Qe¡ L−l ¢e−u−Rz ¢qQ¡C¢LwHl Qm
aMez f−L−V ®L¡eJ fup¡ ®eCz ¢qQ¡CL¡ll¡ Ji¡−hC ®cn ®c−M−Rz ¢ceil jc N¡yS¡
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L¡e¤e   ®i−P …y¢s−u ¢c−u¢Rm, J k¤−Nl C¢a OV¡l fl a¡−cl A−e−Ll f−rC pñh
qu¢e f¤−l¡−e¡ ¢euj ®j−e Qm¡, fÐQ¢ma pwp¡l L¡W¡−j¡u ¢g−l k¡Ju¡z h¢e−u−ll ¢is
®b−L N¡ h¡y¢Q−u HLpju p−l¡h−l ®e−j k¡Cz p−l¡h−ll f¡s d−l q¡yV−a b¡¢Lz BL¡n
Bj¡−L X¡−Lz


  HMe el−ØV−Xl Jfl Q¡fz −g¡e gÉ¡„ ¢Q¢Wz ap¢mj¡−L HC ®c−n Q¡C, JC ®c−n
Q¡Cz p¤u¡−¿¹ ®iCml ¢e−S f¡l−R e¡, a¡l ®p−œ²V¡¢l p¡jm¡−µR Hphz Hph ®a¡
B−RC, HR¡s¡ °ce¢¾ce M¤Q−l¡ ¢S¢ep ®m−NC B−Rz fСu fТa¢ceC p¡r¡vL¡l ®eh¡l
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®V¢m¢ine, XL¤−j¾V¡¢l, f¢œL¡, jÉ¡N¡¢Se, g−V¡ H−S¢¾p, ¢eES H−S¢¾pz d¤a h−m f¡n
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hC fs−a Q¡C−h f¡W−Ll¡z hCJ ¢h¢œ² q−hz Bj¡l ¢eÕQuC Hje i¡he¡ ¢Q¿¹¡ B−R, k¡
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B¢j ¢e¢µR e¡! j¡e¤o H p¤−k¡N ®Q−uJ f¡u e¡, ®e¡−hm f¤lú¡l f¡Ju¡ ®mMLJ f¡u e¡,
Bl B¢j ¢L e¡ fСu ®W¢P−u ¢h−cu Ll¢R        p¡wh¡¢cL−cl!   fÐQ¡l j¡dÉj AaÉ¿¹
fÐ−u¡Se£u, H−L Ah‘¡ L−l HMeL¡l SN−a ¢LR¤C ASÑe Ll¡ pñh eu, ¢h−no L−l
B¢j k¢c SeN−Zl j−dÉ p−Qaea¡ R¢s−u ¢c−a Q¡Cz fÐQ¡l j¡dÉj A¢a j¾c Hhw HLC
p−‰ A¢a i¡−m¡z i¡−m¡l SeÉC Bj¡l à¡−l j¡dÉj¢Vl j¡b¡ ®W¡L¡z Eæ¡¢pL q−m H
Bj¡lC pj§q r¢az p¤u¡−¿¹ Bj¡−L aarZ h−m, karZ Ah¢c B¢j ¢pÜ¡¿¹ f¢lhaÑe
L¢lz   L¡l Bj¿»−Z p¡s¡ ®cJu¡ E¢Qa, L¡l Bj¿»−Z eu, p¤u¡−¿¹−L h−m ¢c−u¢R, ®p-C
®ke ®c−Mz a¡lJ a¡C jaz p§rÈ ¢R−âl Q¡m¤¢e ¢e−u−R q¡−a, M¤h ®h−RC a−hC l¡¢S
q−µRz Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡ Hhw ®g¡e eðl L¡lJ S¡e¡ Qm−h e¡z ®p ®r−œ el−ØV−Xl c¡¢uaÅ
¢e−a quz B¢f−pC HL¢V Ol ®R−s ®cJu¡ qu p¡r¡vL¡−ll SeÉz p¤u¡−¿¹ p¢aÉ hm−a
L£, Bj¡l ®p−œ²V¡¢ll c¡¢uaÅ f¡me L−lz p¤u¡−¿¹lJ B−R HL ®p−œ²V¡¢lz el−−ØVX
fÐL¡ne£l h¡¢s¢V ØVL−q¡−jl f¤−l¡−e¡ nql N¡jm¡Ù¹¡−ez c§l ®b−L −cM−m jÉ¡m¡−le
e¡−j ®k ¢hn¡m p−l¡hl B−R nq−ll j¡TM¡−e, a¡l S−ml Jfl j−e qu c¡y¢s−u
B−R    h¡¢s¢Vz h¡¢sl j¡b¡u Lf¡−ll EyQ¤ R¡cz q¡a h¡s¡−m e¡N¡−m B−p ¢p¢V qm,
®pC m¡m h¡¢s¢V, ®k h¡¢s−a    ®e¡−hm f¤lú¡−ll hÉ¡w−L¡−uV h−p l¡−az ®e¡−hm
f¤lú¡l ®cJu¡ qu nq−ll HL¢V fСu clS¡ S¡e¡m¡q£e …c¡jO−ll j−a¡ ¢hcO¤−V HL¢V
c¡m¡eh¡¢sl ¢ia−lz c¡m¡e¢V ¢ish¡S¡−ll j−dÉz Lep¡VÑ qmz Hj¢e−a N¡e h¡Se¡ qu
p¡l¡hRlz Bl fТahRl HL¢V ¢c−e HM¡−eC ®cJu¡ qu ®e¡−hm f¤lú¡lz ®e¡−hm
f¤lú¡−ll ®c−n h¡p Ll¢R, j¡−T j¡−T i¤−m k¡Cz ®e¡−hm f¤lú¡l−L ka hs j−e qa
B−N, aa HMe Bl j−e qu e¡z


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fÐd¡e A¢a¢b S¡a£u ®N¡−Rl ¢LR¤ qJu¡l SeÉz Bj¡−L ¢h−no ¢LR¤ e¡ S¡¢e−u, NÉ¡¢h


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®NÔCpjÉ¡e ®Nm ®pM¡−ez j¡e¤o ®a¡ ¢fm¢fm L−l Bj¡l Nå ®f−u H−p¢Rmz NÉ¡¢h, Ae
j¡C ¢hq¡g j−’ Ef¢ÙÛaz hmm, ap¢mj¡l M¤h Ap¤M L−l−R, a¡C ®p Bp−a f¡l−m¡
e¡z Bj¡l lr¡LaÑ¡ ¢q−p−h JM¡−e fÐQ¡l qm ay¡l e¡jz ay¡−L pÇj¡e S¡e¡−e¡ qm ¢hÙ¹lz
   Hph Bj¡l S¡e¡l Lb¡ euz ¢L¿º HC Mhl R¡f¡−m¡ p¤−u¾pL¡ XNhÔ¡−XV e¡−j
p¤C−X−el f¢œL¡z HC f¢œL¡l p¡wh¡¢cL 顈g¤−VÑl Ae¤ù¡−e ¢Rm, A−fr¡ Ll¢Rm
Bj¡l, Hhw Bj¡l hc−m NÉ¡¢h ¢N−u Ef¢ÙÛa Bl a¡l h¤L g¤¢m−u ®cJu¡ hš²ªa¡u ®p
l£¢aja ¢hlš² q−u HL¢V Lm¡j ¢mM−m¡ NÉ¡¢hl pj¡−m¡Qe¡ L−lz
   HC fÐbj l¡N g¤−V ®h−l¡−m¡ L¡lJ ¢ial ®b−Lz l¡N, L¡lZ H ®c−n H−p−R HL
B¿¹SÑ¡¢aL a¡lL¡, a¡−L ph p¡wh¡¢cL−cl L¡R ®b−L Bs¡m L−l −l−M−R ®pz HL
NÉ¡¢h R¡s¡ Bl NÉ¡¢hl fR−¾cl p¡wh¡¢cL R¡s¡ Bl ®LE ®k¡N¡−k¡N Ll−a f¡l−h e¡
a¡l p−‰ z ®Le ®N¡! ap¢mj¡ ¢L NÉ¡¢hl pÇf¢š e¡¢L! NÉ¡¢h kb¡kbC ap¢mj¡−L
j¤−W¡l j−dÉ l¡M¡l ®Qø¡ Ll−Rz Hph S¡e¡l fl B¢j NÉ¡¢h−L d−l¢Rm¡j,
--Hph L£ q−µR ö¢e! a¤¢j ®a¡ S¡jÑ¡¢el Bj¿»−Zl Lb¡ Bj¡−L h−m¡¢e!
--h−m¢Rm¡j ®a¡j¡l j−e −eC qu−a¡z a¤¢j ®a¡ ®k−aJ f¡l−a e¡z aMe a¤¢j AeÉ ®c−n
ïjZ Ll−R¡z
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--hmm¡j HC L¡l−Z ®k ®a¡j¡l e¡ k¡Ju¡l HL¢V ®a¡ L¡lZ b¡L−a q−h, AeÉ L¡lZ
®a¡ ¢WL i¡−m¡ ®n¡e¡−h e¡z a¤¢j AeÉ ®c−n Q−m ®N−R¡, S¡jÑ¡¢el Bj¿»Z ®a¡j¡l L¡−R
aaV¡ …l¦aÅ f¡u¢ez L£ i¡h−h Jl¡!
--a¡C h−m a¤¢j ¢j−bÉ hm−h?
  e¡, NÉ¡¢hl p−‰ hý¢ce Hlfl Bj¡l ®cM¡J que¡z LmL¡¢W a¡l q¡a ®b−L B¢j
¢e−SC ¢e−u ¢e−u¢R, f¤−l¡V¡ HMeJ e¡ f¡l−mJ ®h¢nl i¡NCz p¤−ueú¡ XNhÔ¡−c−al




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®pC p¡wh¡¢cL ®j−u Hlfl Bj¡l e¡N¡m f¡uz ¢S−‘p L−l, NÉ¡¢h ¢L ®a¡j¡−L
L−¾VÌ¡m Ll¡l ®Qø¡ Ll−a¡? qyÉ¡ ¢eÕQuC Ll−a¡z


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NÉ¡¢h−L Ll−a q−hz NÉ¡¢h a¡ Llmz ¢c−L ¢c−L S¡¢e−u ¢c−a m¡Nm, ¢h−no L−l ka
Cý¢c B−R ®k ap¢mj¡ Cý¢c ¢h−l¡d£z NÉ¡¢h M¤h i¡−m¡ L−l S¡−e ®k B¢j ®L¡eJ d−jÑ
¢hnÄ¡p L¢l e¡z Bj¡l L¡−R j¡e¤o q−µR j¡e¤oz j¤p¢mj ¢MËØV¡e ¢q¾c¤ Cý¢c Hph Bj¡l
L¡−R ®L¡eJ f¢lQu euz ¢L¿º HC ®h¡j¡l ¢hl¦−Ü f¡ÒV¡ ®h¡j¡l SeÉ ®p f¢ÕQ−j
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¢c−L R¤y−s ¢cmz AbÑ¡v B¢j e¡v¢p−cl ja, ¢qVm¡−ll jaz ®heÑ¡By¢l−m¢i, SÉ¡L c¡¢lc¡,
−q−me ¢p„¤p, Be−a¡u¡−ea g¤L, ®j−l¢Xb VÉ¡„ pL−mC Cý¢cz pL−mC Cý¢c ¢L¿º
−LEC d¡¢jÑL euz Cý¢c f¢lh¡−l S¾j ¢L¿º e¡¢Ù¹L, HC pwMÉ¡ fÐQ¤lz f¢ÕQ−jl pj¡−S
Hl¡C −h¢n c¡nÑ¢eL, ¢h‘¡e£, ¢nÒf£ p¡¢q¢aÉLz H−cl A−e−L Bj¡l hå¤z
  NÉ¡¢hl c¤eÑ¡j ®L¡eJ L¡−S B−p¢ez NÉ¡¢h f−l h¡dÉ q−u−R ®fe LÓ¡−hl pi¡f¢al
f−c CÙ¹g¡ ¢c−az
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¢fwp¢m hC ¢m−M−Re Bj¡l Jfl, ¢a¢e A−eL¢ce B−N ®b−LC ay¡l Ae¤ù¡−e fÐd¡e
A¢a¢b qh¡l Bj¿»Z S¡¢e−u¢R−me, h−m¢Rm¡j k¡−h¡z ®p¢ce −N¡y dlm¡j k¡−h¡ e¡ h−mz
B¢j aMe Lb¡ e¡ l¡M¡, A−eÉl B−hN Bhc¡l−L a¤µR Ll¡, k¡ C−µR a¡C Ll¡l
®hu¡ch ®j−uz l¦−M¡ üi¡−hl ®j−uz hlw Bj¡l S¡jÑ¡e gl¡¢p fÐL¡nL hå¤−cl p−‰
B—¡ ¢c−u ®hs¡m¡jz h¡P¡¢m c¤Se fÐL¡n−Ll ®cM¡J ¢jm−m¡z a¡−cl p−‰J hýL¡m
fl ®cM¡ q−u B¢j üNÑ q¡−a ®fm¡jz f¢ÕQ¢j −mML c¡nÑ¢eL−cl p−‰ j−’ ®k




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B−m¡Qe¡l Ae¤ù¡e…−m¡ e¡ Ll−mC eu, ®p…−m¡C Llm¡j öd¤z k¡ f¡C k¡ f¡¢µR, a¡l
fТa BLoÑZ g¤−l¡uz k¡ f¡¢µR e¡, k¡l ®cM¡ ®eC, ph ®W−m W¤−m a¡l ¢c−L ®c±−s¡Cz
   A−eL L¢h ®mML p¡¢q¢aÉL−cl p−‰ Lb¡ h−m¢R, B—¡ ¢c−u¢Rz ¢c−u ®c−M¢R,
¢LR¤ ¢LR¤ ¢S¢ep h¡P¡¢ml p−‰ ®j−m ¢LR¤ ®j−m e¡z B—¡l ¢hoPhÙ¹¤ h¡wm¡−c−nl
h¡P¡¢m−cl j−dÉ l¡Se£¢al f¢lj¡Z ®h¢n, HaV¡ f¢ÕQ−j euz f¢ÕQ−j kMe c¡nÑ¢eL
p¡¢q¢aÉL−cl B—¡ qu, aMe ®pV¡ p¡¢qaÉ pwúª¢a ¢houLC quz ¢qw−p ®ào, J ¢LR¤
S¡−e e¡ CaÉ¡¢c HLClLj HM¡−eJ B−Rz ®LE fÐL¡n L−l, ®LE m¤¢L−u l¡−Mz a−h
HLV¡ hs ag¡v f¢ÕQ−j B−R, HM¡−e fСu pL−m fÐQ¡l Q¡u, Hhw a¡l¡ hm−a m‹¡
®h¡d L−l e¡ ®k a¡l¡ fÐQ¡l Q¡uz a¡l¡ hC M¤h ¢h¢œ² ®q¡L Q¡u, hC ¢h¢œ² qJu¡l V¡L¡
a¡l¡ Q¡u, a¡l¡ ®k Q¡u a¡ hm−a ®L¡eJ ¢àd¡ ®eC a¡−clz a¡l¡ hC ®mM¡−L −fn¡ h−m
j−e L−lz BcnÑ HM¡−eJ B−R, ¢e−Sl ¢hnÄ¡−pl Lb¡C ph¡C ®m−Mz ¢L¿º HLC p−‰
hC ¢h¢œ²l phlLj ®Qø¡ L−lz hC p¡j−e ¢e−u hC−jm¡u hs hs ®mMLl¡J h−p b¡−Lz
hC Hl fÐQ¡l ¢e−Sl¡C L−lz HjeL£ j¡e¤o−L ®X−L ®X−L ¢e−Sl hC pÇf−LÑ h−m ®ke
a¡l¡ a¡l hC ®L−ez hC−L a¡l¡ fZÉ h−m j−e L−lz Hhw Q¡u ®h¢n j¡e¤o −pC f−ZÉl
®œ²a¡ ®q¡Lz ®kV¡ h¡wm¡l ®mMLl¡ j−e j−e L¡je¡ Ll−mJ j¤−M fÐL¡n L−l e¡z
HMeJ hC−L ÙÛ§m f−ZÉl L¡a¡−l ®gm−a a¡l¡ Q¡u e¡z HMeJ BcnÑ ¢q−p−h
¢e−m¡Ñ−il MÉ¡¢a ®f−a Q¡uz ¢e−m¡Ñi q−m, aÉ¡N£ q−m, f¢ÕQ−jl A−eL A’−mC j§MÑ h−m
f¢l¢Qa qu, Abh¡ a¡−cl hm¡ qu, ee fÐ−gne¡mz ee fÐ−gne¡m hÉ¡f¡l¢V®L HM¡−e
i¡−m¡ ®Q¡−M ®cM¡ qu e¡z ee fÐ−gn¡e¡m j¡−e q−µR eV ¢pe−pu¡lz ®h¡−q¢ju¡ez
Ec¡¢pez ®a¡j¡−L ¢hnÄ¡p Ll¡ k¡u e¡z ®a¡j¡−L k¢c −XXm¡Ce ¢cC, a¤¢j ®pV¡ l¡M−h
e¡, A¢NËj l−um¢V ¢e−u q¡Ju¡ q−u k¡−hz −a¡j¡l p−‰ fÐ−gn¡e¡¢m ®L¡eJ Lb¡h¡aÑ¡
Qm−a f¡−le¡z ®a¡j¡l p−‰ L¡S L−l aª¢ç ®eCz a¤¢j Lb¡ l¡−M¡ e¡z a¤¢j i¡−m¡ −m−M¡,
i¡−m¡ ¢mM−mC ®a¡ ¢hnÄ Su qu e¡z mr ®L¡¢V ®m¡L ¢mM−m −cM¡ k¡−h i¡−m¡ ¢mM−Rz


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Bj¡−cl pju ®eC ®a¡j¡l ¢fR−e ®m−N b¡L¡lz qu fÐ−gn¡e¡m qJ, ®h¡−T¡ ®k H¢V
h¡¢ZSÉ, a¤¢jJ V¡L¡ f¡−h, Bjl¡J V¡L¡ f¡−h¡z c¤cm−L c¤c−ml i¡−m¡l SeÉ L¡S
Ll−a q−hz a¤¢j Bj¡−L i¡−m¡ L¡S e¡ ¢c−m, B¢jJ ®a¡j¡−L i¡m L¡S ®ch e¡z a¤¢j
Bj¡−L ®i¡N¡−a Q¡C−m B¢j ¢e−S−L e¡ i¤N−a ¢c−u AeÉ fb ®cM−h¡z i¡−m¡ L¡S,
i¡−m¡ L¡−Sl f¤lú¡l, fÐQ¡l, MÉ¡¢a, kn, fТaf¢š,   --- Hp−hl SeÉ f¢lnÐj Ll¡V¡−L
Hhw Hph fС¢ç−L f¢ÕQ−j M¤h pÇj¡−el ®Q¡−M −cM¡ quz i¡la£u Efjq¡−c−nl aÉ¡¢N
BcnÑ A−eLV¡ jÉ¡−p¡¢LS−jl j−a¡z Bl¡j Bu¡p ®b−L ¢e−S−L h¢’a Ll¡,
¢e−S−L Lø −cJu¡z jÉ¡−p¡¢LSj−L H f¡−l j¡e¢pL ®l¡N h−m dl¡ quz




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B¢jJ ®Y−L k¡¢µR p¡c¡ hl−g
O¡−pl j−a¡ N¡Rf¡m¡l j−a¡, h¡¢sO−ll j−a¡,
Bj¡−L EÜ¡l L−l¡ a¤¢j, Eo·a¡z
B¢jJ ®Y−L k¡¢µR e£m AåL¡−l
f¡¢Ml j−a¡ BL¡−nl j−a¡ pj¤−âl j−a¡,
Bj¡−L EÜ¡l L−l¡ a¤¢j, B−m¡z
Bj¡l q©cuC Bj¡−L EÜ¡l L−l, nl£l-il¡ a¡l B…ez




    fС−Nl ph−Q−u hs ®q¡−V−m B−u¡Sez B¿¹SÑ¡¢aL ®fe LÓ¡−hl fr ®b−L ®mML
p−Çjmez fª¢bh£l hý ®cn ®b−L ®mML H−p−Rez −Q−L¡−pÔ¡i¡¢Lu¡ hm−a AiÉÙ¹ B¢jz
®QL ¢lf¡h¢mL ea¤e e¡jz ®pÔ¡i¡¢Lu¡ Bm¡c¡ q−u ¢N−u−Rz i¡Lmi q¡−hm


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®Q−L¡−pÔ¡i¡¢Lu¡l ®no ®fТp−X¾V Bl −QL ¢lf¡h¢m−Ll fÐbj ®fТp−X¾Vz i¡Lmi
q¡−hm ¢e−S HLSe e¡VÉL¡lz ¢a¢eC HC p−Çjm−el E−à¡dLz p−Çjm−e Bj¡l p−‰
fÐbj ®cM¡ qu ®j−l¢Xb VÉ¡„-Hlz ®k ®j−l¢Xb VÉ¡„ Bj¡−L ¢hf−c p¡q¡kÉ Ll¡l SeÉ
B¿¹SÑ¡¢aL ®fe pwNWe ®b−L A¢hl¡j ®Qø¡ Q¡¢m−u ®N−Rz −k ®Qø¡¢V HLpju ®p BlJ
®fe pwNWe−L h−m¢Rm Ll−a, BlJ A−eL ®fe Hl j−dÉ ¢Rm p¤C−X−el −fe
pwNWez ®j−l¢Xb f¢lQu L¢l−u ®cu BlJ A−eL ®mM−Ll p−‰z ¢h¢iæ ®c−nl ¢h¢iæ
®fe pwNW−el A−e−L B−p Bj¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−az a¡l¡ Bj¡l f−r B−¾c¡me
L−l¢Rmz pjbÑ−el ¢Q¢Wfœ −mM¡, ®mML p¡¢q¢aÉL−cl pC pwNËq Ll¡, h¡wm¡−c−nl
fÐd¡e j¿»£, Hhw ®fТp¢X−¾Vl cç−l f¡¢W−u ®cJu¡ pCpð¢ma B−hcez ap¢mj¡l
hCHl Jfl ®b−L ¢e−od¡‘¡ a¤−m ¢e¢ez a¡−L ¢hfc ®b−L h¡yQ¡ez        k¡l¡ g−a¡u¡
¢c−u−R, a¡−cl ¢hl¦−Ü ¢LR¤   HLV¡ Ll¦ez ap¢mj¡−L       qaÉ¡ Ll¡l c¡¢h Ll−R
®j±mh¡c£l¡, ap¢mj¡−L ¢el¡fš¡ ¢cez k¢c e¡ ¢c−a f¡−le, a¡−L ¢el¡f−c ®cn R¡s¡l
Ae¤j¢a ¢cez
  Bj¡l Q¡l¢c−L ¢isz ®cn ¢h−c−nl L¢h ®mML p¡wh¡¢cLz qW¡v HLpju mr L¢l
¢is AeÉ¢c−L S−s¡ q−µRz L£ L¡lZz ö¢e, BbÑ¡l ¢jm¡l JM¡−ez ¢V¢i−a p¡r¡vL¡l
¢c−µRez Bl ph¡C ®cM−R c§l ®b−Lz …¾V¡l NË¡pJ H−p−Rez ay¡l p−‰ ®hn ¢LR¤rZ
Bm¡f qu Bj¡lz B¢j kMe ®c−n, −Lhm ¢iæ ja b¡L¡l L¡l−Z AaÉ¡Q¡¢la q¢µR, −p
pju …¾V¡l NË¡p Bj¡l     f−r c¡y¢s−u¢R−mez ay¡−L deÉh¡c S¡e¡m¡jz ¢a¢e S¡e−a
Q¡C−me −c−nl AhÙÛ¡l Lb¡, l¡Se£¢al Lb¡, ®c−nl ¢nÒf£ p¡¢q¢aÉL h¤¢ÜS£h£l L¡R
®b−L Bj¡l pjbÑe f¡Ju¡ e¡ f¡Ju¡l Lb¡z ®f−u¢R h−m¢Rz N¤¾V¡l NË¡p ¢WL j¡e−me e¡
Bj¡l HC ®f−u¢R Lb¡¢Vz ay¡l ¢hnÄ¡p, ®f−m B¢j BS ®c−nC b¡L−a f¡la¡j, ®cn
®b−L ¢ehÑ¡p−e Bp−a qa e¡z




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  HM¡−eJ q¡epz S¡jÑ¡e HL p¡wh¡¢cL, b¡−Le Ap−m¡−a, p−‰ HLSe LÉ¡−jl¡jÉ¡−el
L¡y−d ¢hn¡m HL LÉ¡−jl¡ ¢e−u q¡¢Sl q−u−Re HM¡−eJ, HC fС−NJz abÉ¢Qœ Ll−Re
¢a¢e Bj¡l Jflz NÉ¡¢hl p−‰ i¡h L−l p¤C−X−eC fÐbj Bj¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll¡l p¤−k¡N
L−l ¢e−u¢R−mez M¤h q¡¢pM¤¢n ¢cm−M¡m¡ ®m¡Lz L¡lJ p−‰ p¡j¡eÉ Bm¡f qh¡l fl
Hje i¡h ®cM¡−he ®ke ¢a¢e S¾j ®b−L −Q−ee a¡−Lz S¡jÑ¡¢e−a S−¾j, elJ−ul ja
W¡ä¡ ®c−n ®b−L a¡l W¡ä¡ ®j−l k¡Ju¡l Lb¡, ¢L¿º °q °Q ý−õ¡−s ¢a¢e l£¢aja Nljz
fС−N ay¡−L B¢j ®j¡−VJ pju ¢c−a Q¡C¢ez B¢j q¡yVh Qmh, ¢fRe ¢fRe p¡j−e p¡j−e
p¡l¡rZ HL¢V ¢hn¡m LÉ¡−jl¡ b¡L−h, H hs Aü¢Ù¹Llz ¢e−S−L ¢nÇf¡¢Sl ja m¡−Nz
AeÉ¡eÉl¡ j¡e¤−ol j−a¡ O¤l−R ¢gl−R, ®Lhm B¢jC f¡¢l e¡z q¡ep−L a¡C Q¤s¡¿¹ H¢s−u
Q¢mz q¡ep ®no Ah¢c ¢LR¤rZ fС−Nl ¢hMÉ¡a Q¡mÑp −pa¤−a q¡yV¢R R¢h a¤−m,   i¡Lmi
q¡−h−ml p−‰ Lb¡ hm¢R a¤−m ¢e−u ¢g−l ®Nmz öd¤ q¡ep eu, 顾p ®b−L S¡jÑ¢e ®b−L
p¡wh¡¢cLl¡ Bj¡l p¡r¡vL¡l         −eh¡l SeÉ E−s H−p−Rz é¡−¾pl cÉ ®e¡−hm
AhS¡l−ial f¡¢W−u−R a¤−M¡s HL ®j−u−L, H¢mS¡−hb−Lz B¢j fÐnÀ L¢l, Ha V¡L¡
MlQ L−l Ha c§l ®b−L H−p−R¡ öd¤ HL O¾V¡l HC p¡r¡v¢Vl SeÉz
H¢mS¡−hb hmm, qyÉ¡z
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--H ®a¡ ®j¡−VJ Sl¦¢l ¢LR¤ euz
--hm L£! ®a¡j¡l ja p¡qp£ Hhw pv ®mML HC ¢h−nÄl p¡¢qaÉSN−a M¤h ®h¢n ®eC
ap¢mj¡z a¤¢j S¡−e¡ e¡ a¤¢j L£z
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®mML−cl ¢i−s ®a¡j¡−L a¡C Bm¡c¡ L−l ®Qe¡ k¡uz


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--Hph h−m¡ e¡z B¢j M¤h p¡j¡eÉ j¡e¤oz La La j¡e¤o La La i¡−h p¡q−pl L¡S
Ll−Rz B¢j k¡ L−l¢R Bj¡l j−e qu e¡ M¤h p¡q−pl L¡Sz k¡ Ll¡ E¢Qa ¢Rm, a¡C
L−l¢Rz
--E¢Qa L¡SC h¡ LSe L−l pwp¡−l!
-- e¡ e¡ Hph h−m¡ e¡z B¢j ¢heu Ll¢R e¡, p¢aÉ Lb¡ hm¢R, B¢j Hje ¢LR¤C L¢l¢ez
h¢m h−V, H¢mS¡−hb Bj¡l Lb¡ ¢LR¤−aC ®j−e ®eu e¡z −p O¾V¡M¡¢eL Bj¡l p−‰ Lb¡
h−m ¢g−l k¡u é¡−¾pz


   Lw−NÊp Qm−Rz k¡l k¡l ¢l−f¡VÑ ®fn Ll−R ¢fCHe e¡−jl ®fe LÓ¡hz B¿¹SÑ¡¢aL
®fez ¢h−nÄl ®mML pwNWez AÉ¡ Ju¡ôÑ Ah ¢fCHe ¢f gl ®f¡−uV, C gl H−pCØV,
He gl ®e¡−i¢mØVz ®j−l¢X−bl ¢l−f¡VÑ f¤−l¡V¡C Bj¡−L ¢e−uz ®p L£ L−l Bj¡−L
jªa¤Él j¤M ®b−L EÜ¡l Ll¡l fÜ¢a−a ¢mç ¢Rm Hhw pgm q−u−Rz ®j−l¢X−bl fÐQ¤l
e¢bfœz Lw−NË−p p¡j¡eÉrZ Ef¢ÙÛa ®b−L Q−m k¡C h¡C−lz B¢j HM¡−e A¢a¢b,
®L¡b¡J ®L¡eJ Be¤ù¡¢eL B−m¡Qe¡u Ef¢ÙÛa b¡L¡ Bj¡l SeÉ h¡dÉa¡j§mL euz
hš²ªa¡ Hhw p¡r¡vL¡−ll ¢e¢cÑø pj−u Ef¢ÙÛa ®b−L h¡¢L pju B¢j B—¡u,
B−m¡Qe¡uz Q¡l¢c−L ea¤e ph j¡e¤oz ®L±a§qm Ey¢L ¢c−µR h¡lh¡lz H Ae¤i§¢al Ae¤h¡c
S¡¢e e¡, pL¡−m SmM¡h¡−ll ®V¢h−m Bu¡lmÉ¡ä, A−ØVÌ¢mu¡, c¢rZ ®L¡¢lu¡, O¡e¡,
S¡jÑ¡¢e, Ca¡¢m, k¤š²l¡−øl ®mML−cl p−‰ Bm¡f q−µRz c¤f¤−l Bl l¡−al M¡h¡−ll
®V¢h−mJ a¡C OV−Rz ¢g¢m¢f−el ®m¢ML¡ ¢eeQL¡ lpL¡, ®j¢„−L¡l m¤¢pe¡ LÉ¡bj¡e,
®ef¡−ml ®NËV¡ l¡e¡l p−‰ NÒf q−µRz E¢enn Q¤l¡eîC p¡−ml A−ƒ¡hl e−iðlz
C−jCm C¾V¡l−eV aMe M¤h Lj j¡e¤oC hÉhq¡l L−lz Jp−h q¡−aM¢s OV−R Bj¡lz
−NËV¡ l¡e¡ Cw−lS, ¢L¿º ®ef¡−ml l¡Sf¢lh¡−ll L¡E−L ¢h−u L−l HMe ®ef¡m ®fe
fТaù¡ L−l−Rz HL¢V EfeÉ¡p ¢c−u ¢c−u−R C¾V¡l−e−V, k¡l M¤¢n ®p fs−hz hC ¢q−p−h


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®hl Ll¡l C−µR a¡l ®eCz c¢re H¢nu¡ ®b−L ®ef¡m ®mML−N¡ù£l fТa¢e¢daÅ Ll−R
®NËV¡z B−lLSe Ll−Rz B¢j BL¡n ®b−L f¢s a¡−L ®c−Mz ¢a¢e °puc Bm£
Bqp¡ez c¡¢sAm¡ ®R¡VM¡−V¡ ®m¡Lz Y¡L¡ ®b−L fС−N H−p−Re h¡wm¡−cn ®fe ®b−Lz
h¡wm¡−c−n ®k ®fe e¡−jl ®L¡eJ pwNWe B−R, a¡ ®c−n HaL¡m p¡¢qaÉ SN−a ®b−L
®L¡eJ¢ce S¡¢e¢ez °puc Bm£ Bqp¡e e¡j£ ®j±mh¡c£      p¡¢q¢aÉLz B¢j q¡p−h¡ e¡
L¡yc−h¡ h¤−T f¡C e¡z −j−l¢Xb−L h¢m, ®a¡j¡−cl HC ®fe pwNW−e Hje ®m¡L−L
H−e−R¡ k¡l¡ h¡L ü¡d£ea¡u ¢hnÄ¡p L−l e¡z HC °puc Bqp¡e Bm£ Bj¡l ¢hl¦−Ü
A−eLh¡lC h−m−Re, h−m−Re Cpm¡j pÇf−LÑ ®L¡eJ L¤j¿¹hÉ Ll¡l A¢dL¡l Bj¡l
®eCz Hhw Bj¡l ¢hl¦−Ü j¡jm¡ qJu¡V¡ k¤¢š²p‰a, Hhw Bj¡l g¡y¢pl c¡¢h k¡l¡ Ll−R,
a¡l¡ ®L¡eJ AeÉ¡u L¡S Ll−R e¡z −j−l¢Xb Mhl¢V S¡¢e−u ®cu EyQ¤ am¡uz ®p ¢e−SJ
E−š¢Saz Bj¡l −p¡S¡ Lb¡, BlJ ®mML B−R h¡wm¡−cn, k¡l¡ ®j±mh¡−cl ¢hl¦−Ü
pwNË¡j Ll−R, h¡wm¡−cn ®fe pwNW−el c¡¢uaÅ a¡−cl ¢e−a h−m¡z ¢L¿º B¿¹SÑ¡¢aL HC
pwNWe¢V Hje, ®k, AeÉ ®c−n ¢N−u Mhlc¡¢l Ll−a f¡l−h e¡, ®L pcpÉ q−h ®L e¡
q−hz HC p−Çjm−e pL−m N¡y−Vl fup¡ MlQ L−lC B−pz H¢nu¡ B¢éL¡l ¢LR¤ N¢lh
®c−nl ®mML−L ¢V¢L−Vl V¡L¡ f¡W¡−e¡ qu öd¤z L¡lZ ®cM−a i¡−m¡ m¡−N LV¡ L¡−m¡
h¡c¡¢j ®m¡L b¡L−m, h¤L g¤¢m−k B¿¹SÑ¡¢aL në¢V aMe hÉhq¡l Ll¡ k¡uz HM¡−e B¢j
®L¡eJ ®c−nl fТa¢e¢daÅ Ll¢R e¡z L¡lZ Bj¡l ®L¡eJ ®cn ®eCz B¢j h¡wm¡−c−nl
®fe LÓ¡−hl pcpÉ eCz h¡wm¡−c−n b¡L¡L¡m£e Bj¡−L f¡W¡−e¡ q−u¢Rm Cw¢mn ®fe
LÓ¡−hl p¡Çj¢eL pcpÉ L¡XÑz Bj¡−L ®fe LÓ¡h L¡e¡X¡ n¡M¡l p¡Çj¡¢eL pcpÉ Ll¡
q−u−Rz Ll¡ q−u−R p¤Cp S¡jÑ¡e ®fe LÓ¡−hl pcpÉz ¢L¿º Jph −L¡eJ ®c−nl
fТa¢e¢daÅJ B¢j Ll¢R e¡z HC p−Çjm−e Bj¡−L Bj¿»Z S¡e¡−e¡ q−u−R, B¢j
HLSe ®mML, −p ¢q−p−hz −L¡eJ N¢™l j−dÉ Bj¡l ®gm¡ qu¢ez −cnpj¡S−N¡œ
CaÉ¡¢c f¢lQ−ul E−dÑ B¢jz


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  h¡C−l O¤l−a k¡−h¡ H fÐÙ¹¡h¢V ¢c−m ph¡l B−N m¡¢g−u J−W k¤š²l¡−øÌl Ju¡ÒV¡l
−j¡p¢mz Ju¡ÒV¡l ®j¡p¢ml fÐbj EfeÉ¡p ®X¢im Ce H hÔ¤ ®XÊp ®h¢l−u−R eîC p¡−m,
R¢h q−u−R EfeÉ¡−pl L¡¢qe£ ¢e−uz ¢L¿º a¡lflJ aa e¡j qu¢e, e¡j q−u−R kMe ¢hm
¢LÓeVe hm−me ay¡l ¢fÐu lqpÉ EfeÉ¡p ®mML−cl         j−dÉ B−Re Ju¡ÒV¡l ®j¡p¢mz
Ju¡ÒV¡l−L ¢e−u ®h−l¡Cz −R¡V ®R¡V ¢S¢ep ¢L¢e, −R¡V ®R¡V p§É−i¢el, ®Q−L¡−pÔ¡i¡¢Lu¡l
H−Lh¡−lC ¢eSüz HL¢V QL−mV l−Pl qÉ¡V ¢L¢ez S£h−el fÐbj qÉ¡Vz Ju¡ÒV¡l M¤h
c¡j ¢c−u N¡l−m−äl j¡m¡ ®L−ez pñha a¡l ®fТjL¡l SeÉz Bj¡l ®a¡ Efq¡l ®ch¡l
h¡¢aLz Efq¡l ®b−L HL¢V a¡−L ¢c−u ¢cCz Qj−L J−W Ju¡ÒV¡lz e¡ e¡ Bj¡−L ¢cµR
®Le! ¢c¢µR H f§−hl pwúª¢a ¢LR¤V¡, ¢LR¤V¡ Bj¡lz Ju¡ÒV¡l ®j¡p¢m−L ph p¡c¡ j¡e¤−ol
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AS¡−¿¹C L¡−Rl j¡e¤o h−m Bj¡l j−e quz Ju¡ÒV¡−ll h¡h¡ L¡−m¡ LÉ¡¢l¢hu¡e, j¡ p¡c¡
Cý¢cz HL¢V A’−ml e¡j, B−lL¢V d−jÑl e¡jz Cý¢cl ®hm¡u S¡a djÑ A’m pwúª¢a
ph HL¢V n−ëC ®h¡T¡−a quz Q¡mÑp −pa¤−a B¢j Bl Ju¡ÒV¡l −qy−V ®hs¡Cz ¢hMÉ¡a
O¢sl O¾V¡dÄ¢e ö¢ez CJ−l¡−fl A−eL ®c−nC HlLj B−Rz nq−ll j¡TM¡−e
fСp¡−c¡fj h¡¢sl p¡j−e HL¢V ¢hn¡m O¢s ®b−L fТa O¾V¡u O¾V¡u ®h¢l−u Bp−h
f¡¢M, h¡ e¡e¡ lLj f¤a¤m Hhw f¤a¤−ml NÒfz HC ®cM¡l SeÉ O¢sl L¡yV¡ O¾V¡l Ol
−R¡yh¡l B−N ¢LR¤ ®m¡L c¡ys¡u H−p p¡j−ez
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¢lf¡h¢mL HMe Bl pj¡Sa¡¢¿»L ®cn euz ¢L¿º M¤h ®h¢n ¢ce qu¢e H ®cn ®b−L
pj¡Sa¿» c§l q−u−Rz a¡l A¿¹a NåV¡ ®a¡ f¡Ju¡ k¡uz f¢ÕQj Hhw f§−hl f¡bÑLÉ
fÐLV, H Lb¡ Aü£L¡l Ll¡l Ef¡u ®eCz c¡¢l−âl ¢Qq² B−Rz nq−ll f¡yQa¡l¡ ®q¡−Vm
AÉ¡¢VÊu¡−j a¡ ®h¡T¡l ®L¡eJ Ef¡u ®eCz −h¢l−u fs−a quz −h¢l−u fs¡l Bj¡l BlJ
L¡lZJ B−Rz f¤¢mnl¡ JC L−uLn ®mM−Ll j−dÉ AÉ¡¢VÊu¡j ®q¡−V−m l¡C−gm ¢e−u,


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q¡−a ®h¡j¡l ¢hÐg−Lp ¢e−u ¢fRe ¢fRe Qm¡l cªnÉ¢V B¢j Q¡C e¡ ®LE ®cM¤Lz Bj¡l
JC EáV ¢el¡fš¡ hÉhÙÛ¡ ¢e−u B¢j L¡lJ p−‰ je M¤−m ¢jn−aJ f¡l¢R e¡z
®j−l¢Xb−L h−m¢R, −cM Hph p¡LÑ¡p hå Ll¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ Llz e¡, −QL ®fe−L h−mJ
Hph hå Ll¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll¡ k¡u e¡z ®QL ®fe h−m ¢c−u−R Hph plL¡l ®b−L Ll¡
q−u−Rz plL¡l HC ¢el¡fš¡l ®L¡eJ esQs Ll−h e¡z p¡l¡rZ N¡−u N¡−u m¡N¡
l©fh¡e ph f¤l¦o, ®LE ®mML eu, L¢h eu, phC f¤¢mnz l¡−a f¡−nl O−l a¡−cl h−p
b¡L¡l hÉhÙÛ¡z j¡−T j¡−T j−e qu A−qa¤L JM¡−e h−p e¡ ®b−L ®L¡eJ p¤f¤l¦o Bj¡l
O−l Y¤−L Bj¡l p−‰ ®fÐj Ll−mC f¡−l, a¡−a p¢aÉC ¢LR¤ HLV¡ L¡S q−hz j¡−T
j¡−T j¡b¡ O¤¢l−u ®cJu¡ p¤cnÑe ph f¤l¦o ®c−M Bj¡l ®k C−µR L−l e¡ Ry¤−u ®c¢M, ö−u
®c¢M, a¡ euz C−µR L−lz fÐQ™C L−lz
  HM¡−e j¡e¤o ®aje Cw−l¢S S¡−e e¡z f¤¢mn−cl j−dÉ ®k Cw−l¢S S¡−e a¡l p−‰
Lb¡ quz −L¡e S¡uN¡u ®N−m i¡−m¡ q−h hm ®a¡! B−n f¡−nl ®L¡b¡J Bj¡−L ¢e−u
Qmz ®kC Lb¡ ®pC L¡Sz f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£ Bj¡−L jq¡pj¡−l¡−q ¢e−u Qm−m¡z fÐb−j
nql, nq−ll e¡e¡ A’−m ®e−j f¡−u ®qy−V O¤−l ®hs¡m¡jz nq−l VÊ¡j Q−mz f¤−l¡−e¡
c¡m¡e−L¡W¡l ÙÛ¡faÉ Ap¡d¡lZz j¤‡a¡ L¡−V e¡ ®Q¡−Mlz f¤¢m−nl¡ jq¡Evp¡−q Bj¡−L
−hn L−uL j¡Cm c§−l Ešlf¢ÕQj¡’−m L¡l−m¡¢i ®i¢l e¡−jl HL¢V −R¡– nq−l ¢e−u
k¡uz L¡l−m¡¢i ®i¢l f¡l q−mC S¡jÑ¡¢ez L¡l−m¡¢i ®i¢l Øf¡l SeÉ ¢hMÉ¡az ¢c−L
¢c−L S−ml Lmz HC L−ml Sm ®M−m ®f−Vl Ap¤M p¡−l, JV¡ ®M−m j¡b¡l Ap¤M p¡−lz
S−ml ¢Q¢Lvp¡z ®m¡−L Sm i−l ¢e−µR ¢e−S−cl f¡−œz fÐQ¤l ®m¡L −cn ¢h−cn ®b−L
L¡l−m¡¢i −i¢l e¡−jl ®R¡– nql¢V−a B−pz nql¢Vl S¡jÑ¡e e¡j L¡mÑph¡Xz ®a−l¡n
BV¡æ p¡−m ¢nL¡l Ll−a H−p ®h¡−q¢ju¡ A’−ml l¡S¡ L¡mÑ f’j HM¡−e HL¢V TeÑ¡l
®cM¡ f¡ez Ee¢hwn na¡¢ë−a l¡Sl¡Sl¡l¡ HM¡−e ¢Q¢Lvp¡l SeÉ Bp¡ öl¦ L−lez
H−p−Re −N¡−u−V, ¢nm¡l, −h−V¡−ge, nf¡, L¡mÑ j¡LÑpz      Ap¤M ¢hp¤M q−m H nq−l


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H−p ¢Q¢Lvp¡ Ll−a f¤−l¡ CJ−l¡f ®b−L ®m¡L B−pz o¡V¢V TeÑ¡, Hl j−dÉ h¡−l¡¢Vl
Sm ¢c−u ¢Q¢Lvp¡ quz B¢j A¢hnÄ¡pÉ ®Q¡−M S−ml h¡¢ZSÉ ®c¢Mz na na j¡e¤−ol
Be¡−N¡e¡z BÕQk! L£ L−l f¡ÕQ¡−aÉl ¢n¢ra EµQ¢n¢ra j¡e¤o HM¡eL¡l Sm ®M−m,
S−m pÀ¡e Ll−m Ap¤M p¡−l h−m ¢hnÄ¡p L−l! h¡wm¡−c−nl NË¡−j N−” ®k lLj
L¤pwú¡l, HM¡−eJ ®a¡ ®ajez ®Lhm j¡e¤o…−m¡l lw ¢iæ, i¡o¡ ¢iæ, Abѯe¢aL AhÙÛ¡
¢iæz ®Q¡M h¤S−mC ph HL¡L¡l q−u k¡uz A‘a¡ Bl j§MÑa¡ ®cn L¡m f¡œ−i−c HLz
HL¡L¡lz L¡l−m¡¢i ®i¢l ®b−L fСN k¡Ju¡l f−b ®c¢M c¡¢lâz Q¤e p¤s¢L T¤lT¤l L−l
Tl−R h¡¢sOl ®b−Lz lw q£ez R¡m Q¡js¡ q£ez nУq£ez pj¡Sa¿» a−h ¢L Aje ¢hhZÑ
L−l ®l−M¢Rm ¢ialV¡ ! B¢j Bya−L E¢Wz AÉ¡¢VÊu¡j ®q¡−V−m l¡−a fÐQ¤l üÒf ®f¡n¡−L
p¡S−N¡S Ll¡ al¦¢Zl cm −cM¡ k¡u m¡E−” h¡ h¡−l h−p B−Rz −i−h¢Rm¡j fС−Nl
®j−ul¡ ®cM−a −hnz ®mML−cl j−dÉ ®b−L Bj¡−L S¡e¡−me HLSe, Jl¡ fÐp¢V¢VEVz
ö−e Bya−L E¢Wz qÉ¡y HC a−h q−u−Rz pj¡Sa¿»−L p¢l−u ®hnÉ¡a¿» Y¤−L−R f§hÑ
CJ−l¡−fz HLSe L¡−e L¡−e hm−m¡, ®L hm−m¡ L¢jE¢eØV Bj−m ®hnÉ¡hª¢š ¢Rm e¡?
M¤h ¢Rmz
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--M¡Ju¡ fl¡C ¢L S£h−el ph? p¡d BqÔ¡c b¡L−a ®eC?
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¢hfÔhz E¢enn EeeîC p¡−ml e−ið−lz e−ið−ll e a¡¢l−M c¤C S¡jÑ¡¢el j¡TM¡−el
h¡¢mÑe ®cJu¡m ®i−P f−s−Rz HM¡−eJ mr ®m¡−Ll ¢j¢Rm q−u−Rz e−ið−ll BW¡n
a¡¢l−M L¢jE¢eØV −O¡oZ¡ ¢c−u N¢c ®R−s ¢cmz ®L¡eJ M¤−e¡M¤¢el clL¡l qu¢ez




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  f¤−l¡−e¡ fСN ea¤e fСN c¤ nq−l O¤−l ®hs¡Cz ®Lhm fkÑVL k¡ ®cM−a B−p, a¡ euz
p¡d¡lZ fbQ¡¢l, f¡s¡l ®R¡V ®c¡L¡e, ®j¡−sl LÉ¡−gl hÉÙ¹a¡, h¡p VÊ¡−j j¡e¤−ol h−p
b¡L¡l i¢‰, ®f¡n¡L Bn¡L, Lb¡ hm¡, −Q¡M, h¡¢sl S¡e¡m¡, T¤mh¡l¡¾c¡u c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡
j¡e¤o, g¤mN¡Rz ¢NSÑ¡l ¢c−L k¡−µR HLf¡m j¡e¤oz ¢NSÑ¡ ®b−L ®h−l¡−µRz −Q¡−M j¤M
Lª¢œj Eõ¡pz ®c¢M phz ®N¡NË¡−pz ®c¢M S£ZÑ h¡¢sOl, ®c¢M fСp¡cz fª¢bh£l fСQ£aaj
fÊ¡p¡c…−m¡l j−dÉ fС−Nl fСp¡c¢VC ph−Q−u hsz ehj na¡¢ë−a Hl ¢ejÑ¡Z L¡S öl¦
q−u¢Rmz f−e−l¡ na¡¢ël f¡EX¡l V¡Eu¡lz L−uL¢V ¢NSÑ¡J ®cM¡ quz HLpju ph
j¢¾cl jp¢Sc ¢NSÑ¡ ®cM¡l ¢h−l¡d£ ¢Rm¡j B¢jz ¢L¿º −Lhm ÙÛ¡faÉ¢nÒf ®cMh h−mC
®c¢Mz ¢h¢iæ na−L °a¢l Ll¡ ¢NSÑ¡l ¢ial h¡¢q−ll ÙÛ¡faÉ Bj¡−L ®Lhm ¢nÒfC
®cM¡u e¡, C¢aq¡pJ ®nM¡uz fС−Nl l¡Ù¹¡u q¡yV−a q¡yV−a f¤¢mn p‰£−cl ¢S−‘p L¢l,
−L¡e pjuV¡ i¡−m¡ ¢Rm, L¢jE¢eS−jl pju, e¡¢L HMe?
HLSe hmm, HC pjuV¡z
B−lLSe−L Ae¤h¡c L−l ®cJu¡l fl j¡b¡ e¡sm, ¢eÕQuC HC pjuz
−Le? B−Nl pjuV¡ M¡l¡f ¢Rm −Le? Bj¡l fÐnÀz
aMe Bj¡−cl ü¡d£ea¡ ¢Rm e¡z fСu HL−k¡−N Ešlz
¢L−pl ü¡d£ea¡ ¢Rm e¡?
−c−nl h¡C−l ®L¡b¡J ®hs¡−a k¡Ju¡l ü¡d£ea¡ ¢Rm e¡z
HMe ¢L ®c−nl h¡C−l k¡J?
j¡−e?
HMe ®a¡ L¢jE¢eSj ®eCz HMe −a¡ ®c−nl h¡C−l ®hs¡−a k¡Ju¡l ü¡d£ea¡ B−R,
a¡C e¡?
qÉ¡y a¡ B−Rz
k¡J ¢L? ®c−nl h¡C−l ¢L k¡J? ®hs¡−a k¡J?


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e¡z j¡b¡ e¡sm f¡yQSe f¤¢mnz k¡u e¡ ®LE ®c−nl h¡C−l ®hs¡−az
−Le? Bj¡l fÐnÀz
HL HL L−l fÐ−aÉ−L hm−m¡, ®LE k¡u e¡, L¡lZ, ®hs¡−a k¡h¡l j−a¡ V¡L¡ a¡−cl
L¡lJlC ®eCz




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l¡Ù¹¡l hÉ¡wL ®b−L p¤sp¤s ®e¡V ®h¢l−u B−pz S−¾jl, Q¢l−œl e¡¢serœJ fm−L ®c−M ®eJu¡ k¡uz ®c¡L¡¢eJ h¢p−u
l¡−M e¡, k¿»C f−ZÉl N¡ ®b−L c¡j f−s h−m ®cu, Laz ®c¡L¡−el, q¡pf¡a¡−ml A¢gp Bc¡m−al h¡−pl ®VÊ−el
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fÉ¡−L−VC l¡æ¡ b¡−L j¡R j¡wp, fÉ¡−L−VC ®pÜ b¡−L ph¢Sz ah¤ h¡¢sl SeÉ je ®Lje L−lz l¡a ¢h−l−a l¡Ù¹¡u
HL¡ ®h−l¡−m ®LE H−p Nm¡l ®QCe M¤−m ®eu e¡, R¤¢l ®c¢M−u V¡L¡ Q¡u e¡, ®j−u ®cM−m HL c‰m ®R¡Ll¡ m¡−Ne¡
®fR−ez ¢np h¡ ¢VV¢L¢l ¢LR¤ e¡z kMe M¤¢n O¡−pl Jfl ö−u b¡L−a f¡¢l, h¡a¡−pl E−ÒV¡¢c−L c¢r−Z Eš−l f¤−h
f¢ÕQ−j ®c±−s¡−a f¡¢lz ®fТj−Ll ®L¡jl S¢s−u q¡yV−a f¡¢l, Qª¤jª¤ ®M−a f¡¢l N¡tz ah¤ ®c−nl SeÉ je ®Lje L−l
Bj¡lz



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el−ØVXz L¡lZ Bj¡l ¢e−Sl f−r Ha ph Bj¿»Z ¢ej¿»Z p¡jm¡−e¡ j¤n¢Lmz Hl

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j−dÉC L−uL¢V i¡−m¡ Bj¿»Zfœ       ®L¡b¡u ®g−m ®l−M¢Rm¡jz ¢V¢LVJ f¡¢W−u¢Rm
E−cÉ¡š²¡l¡z ¢L¿º −L¡b¡u L¡NSf−œl a−m a¢m−u ®N−R, Bl ®M¡yS¡ qu¢ez p¤u¡−¿¹
®iCml f¡¢W−u ¢c−me j¡¢me−L, j¡¢me Bj¡l ®p−œ²V¡¢ll L¡S Ll−hz j¡¢m−el
j¡C−e el−ØVXC ®c−hz h¡Cn ®aCn hRl hup a¡lz p¢aÉL¡l Q¡L¢l−a ®Y¡L¡l B−N
AÒf fup¡u Hje ®R¡V M¡−V¡ L¡S L−l A−e−Lz H−a Q¡L¢l Ll¡l p¡j¡eÉ q−mJ
¢LR¤V¡ A¢i‘a¡ quz HC A¢i‘a¡l Lb¡ ¢mM−m i¡−m¡ Q¡L¢l ®S¡−Vz j¡¢me−L c¡¢uaÅ
¢cC Bj¡l L¡NSfœ…−m¡−L Q¢lœ h¤−T Bm¡c¡ L−l g¡Cm h¢¾c Ll¡l SeÉz j¡¢me®L
HL¢V Bm¡c¡ OlJ ¢c−u ¢cC h−p L¡S Ll¡l SeÉz c¤−V¡ O−lC ®V¢hm ®Qu¡l −c¡am¡
¢hR¡e¡ CaÉ¡¢c B−Rz HL¢V O−l B¢j, B−lL¢V−a j¡¢mez c¤ O−lC ®g¡e B−Rz j¡¢me
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Bj¡−L k¡l¡ Bj¿»Z S¡¢e−u−R, a¡−cl c¡¢uaÅ ®g¡e L−l Mhl¡¢c ®eJu¡, c¡¢uaÅ J−cl
f¡me Ll−a e¡ ¢c−u     j¡¢meC L−l, ®g¡e L−l a¡−cl−L Mhl¡¢c ®cu Hhw ®euz
¢hj¡−el ¢V¢L¢V H−p ®f±−Ry¡−m¡ ¢L e¡, LV¡l pju JW¡, LV¡l pju e¡j¡, Ae¤ù¡−el
¢hou L£, hš²ªa¡ LarZ, ®q¡−V−ml e¡j d¡jz L£ hm−h¡, WÉ¡L¡ ®ke Bj¡lz −g¡−el
¢h−ml Lb¡ ®j−u ¢L S¡−e!
  Bj¿»−Zl ®a¡−s ®i−p k¡¢µRz p¤C−X−e j¡−p HL pç¡−ql j−a¡ b¡L¡ q−µRz Es¢RC
®h¢nz ¢gemÉ¡ä ®b−L Bj¿»Zz ¢gemÉ¡®™l ®mML ®N¡ù£ Jl−g ®fe LÓ¡h Bj¿»Z
S¡¢e−u−Rz L−uL¢c−el SeÉ ®k−aC q−h J ®c−nz E−s k¡C ®qm¢pw¢Lz HL¡C E¢s
HMez ¢el¡fš¡ h¡¢qe£−L Ae¤−l¡d L−l E−s¡S¡q¡−S A¿¹a ¢el¡fš¡l Efâh ®b−L lr¡
®Q−u¢Rz Bj¡−L Jyl¡ lr¡ L−l k−bø jq¡e¤iha¡l f¢lQu ¢c−u−Rez
  −qm¢pw¢L−a ®f±y−RC ®c¢M kb¡l£¢a HL eðl ¢el¡fš¡z p¤C−X−el ¢el¡fš¡-f¤¢mnC
®k ®c−n k¡−h¡ ®p ®c−nl ¢el¡fš¡-f¤¢mn−L S¡¢e−u ®cu LMe LV¡u Bp¢Rz Hhw
Bj¡−L L£ dl−el ¢el¡fš¡ ¢c−a q−h CaÉ¡¢cz HL c¤C ¢ae e¡¢L Q¡lz pj¤âh¾c−l


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¢hn¡m NÊÉ¡ä jÉ¡¢le¡ ®q¡−Vmz HLpju H¢V N¤c¡jh¡¢s ¢Rmz HMe ÙÛf¢a Bl ¢nÒf£l
®R¡yu¡u ®q¡−Vmz fСu f¡yQn Olz kb¡l£¢a    HC ®q¡−V−mJ l¡M¡ Bj¡l SeÉ p¤CVz
®n¡h¡lOl, ®mM¡l Ol, hp¡l Ol, CaÉ¡¢cz p£j¡ R¡¢s−u k¡Ju¡ ¢hm¡¢pa¡z
  ¢hj¡e ®b−L Hh¡l h¾c−ll jdÉ ¢c−u e¡j¡z g−V¡ p¡wh¡¢c−Ll ¢is ¢hj¡e h¾c−lz na
na LÉ¡−jl¡z     ¢el¡fš¡l ®høe£l j−dÉ Bj¡−L R¤y−a f¡−l e¡ ®LEz EyQ¤ q−u
j¡C−œ²¡−g¡e h¡¢s−u fÐnÀ L−lJ ®L¡eJ L¡S qu e¡z −V¢m¢in−el Mh−ll fÐb−jC
¢n−l¡e¡j b¡L−h, B¢j ¢gemÉ¡−ä H−p¢Rz −q¡−V−m ®Y¡L¡l pju, ®q¡−Vm ®b−L ®h−l¡h¡l
pju f¡f¡l¡v¢Sl cm ¢fR¤ ®euz ®k¢c−L q¡y¢V, ®k¢c−L Q¢m ¢eÙ¹¡l ®eCz B−N ®b−L
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hlLaz Ha ®k p¤cnÑe f¤l¦o ®c−M¢R, Ha p¤cnÑe ®c¢M¢e B−Nz j−e qu, j−e ¢L qu
HC L¡l−Z ®k hlLa e¡j¢V Bj¡l ®Qe¡, HC e¡j Hhw hlL−al Aa e¡-p¡c¡ nl£l
Bj¡−L Bj¡l AS¡−¿¹C i¡h¡−µR ®k ®p Bj¡l M¤h Bfe! Bj¡l M¤h C−µR L−l HC
k¤h−Ll ØfnÑ −f−az C−µR L−l k¤hL¢Vl q¡−a q¡a d−l f¤−l¡ nql O¤−l ®hs¡Cz k¤hL¢V
i¡−m¡h¡p¤L Bj¡−L, Q¤j¤ M¡Lz Bj¡l cª¢ø−a ®k aªo·¡ a¡ ®pC k¤hL ®Vl f¡u e¡z ¢S−‘p
L−l, Bf¢e ¢L Bj¡−L Bl f−e−l¡ ¢j¢eV pju ¢c−a f¡l−he?
Bf¢e Ha c§l ®b−L H−p−Re, j¡œ f−e¡−l¡ ¢j¢eV Q¡C−Re ®Le? ka C−µR pju ¢eez
k¤hL ay¡l LÉ¡−jl¡ h¢p−u B−m¡ −j−f, Bj¡l SeÉ ®Qu¡l °a¢l ®l−M,A−fr¡ Ll¢Rmz
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Bj¡−L ¢c−u hmm, a¤l−úJ fÐQ¤l ®mM¡ qu Bfe¡−L ¢e−u, JM¡−e pL−mC Bfe¡l
Lb¡ S¡−ez
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eC, Bj¡l ®Q¡−Ml aªo·¡ ®h¡T¡ a¡l qu e¡z h¤¢T, ®k, ®h¡T¡, ®L¡eJ¢ce q−hJ e¡z
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®cM−az
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--h¡−S Lb¡ hmR a¤¢jz Ba¡a¤LÑ M¡l¡f ®m¡L q−a k¡−he ®Le? ¢a¢e a¤lú−L ®pL¤m¡l
L−l¢R−mez BS a¤lú j¤p¢mj ®cn…−m¡l j−dÉ ph−Q−u ®pL¤m¡lz L¡j¡m Ba¡a¤LÑ
R¡s¡ Hje q−a f¡l−a¡? AeÉ j¤p¢mj ®cn…−m¡ ®cM−R¡ −a¡ −j±mh¡c£l¡ ®Lje L¡j−s
M¡−µR!
hlLa BlJ Nñ£l q−u hmm, L¡j¡m Ba¡a¤LÑ HLV¡ M¤e£z ¢a¢e fÐQ¤l j¡e¤o M¤e
L−l−Rez k¡−clC ®j±mh¡c£ h−m j−e qa, a¤−m ¢e−u ¢N−u pj¤−â ®g−m ¢c−aez
--BµR¡, a¤¢j ¢L M¤h d¡¢jÑL ®m¡L?
hlLa hmm, e¡, ®j¡−VJ e¡z B¢j e¡¢Ù¹Lz B¢j j¡ehh¡c£z
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i¡h−a b¡¢Lz j¡ehh¡−cl fÐd¡e naÑ e¡¢Ù¹La¡, ¢L¿¹¤ e¡¢Ù¹La¡C qu−a¡ HLj¡œ naÑ euz
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phC ®k paÉ a¡ j¡e¢R e¡z œ²jn hÉ¢š² E−h k¡u, BcnÑ f−s b¡−L, a¡l i¤m ï¡¢¿¹ f−s
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HM¡eL¡l j¡e¤−ol¡ ašÆLb¡ öe−a Q¡u e¡, M¤h hÉ¢š²Na Ni£l Ae¤i−hl Lb¡ öe−a Q¡uz
j¡−T j¡−T Bj¡l j−e qu, ®k, c£OÑ c£OÑ L¡m ašÆLb¡ cnÑeLb¡ i¡l£ JSec¡l Lb¡
öe−a öe−a Hl¡ HMe LÓ¡¿¹z ®k ¢S¢ep¢V c£OÑ c£OÑ L¡m ab¡L¢ba piÉa¡ Bl
AbÑe£¢al fp¡l h¡s¡−a clL¡l q−u¢Rm, ®p ¢S¢e−p q©cu ¢Rm e¡z HMe Hl¡ q©c−ul
®R¡yu¡Q −f−a Q¡uz
  ®LE ®LE h−m, a¤¢j Ha n¢š²j¡e, AbQ L£ elj ®a¡j¡l L˜ülz ¢L L−l Hje qm!
qW¡v L−l ¢LR¤ qu¢ez B¢j HlLjCz −R¡V−hm¡ ®b−LCz Bj¡l j−e qu e¡ M¤h
lÉ¡¢XLÉ¡m q−a ®N−m EµQL−˜ Lb¡ hm¡l h¡ l¡N ®cM¡−e¡l ®L¡eJ clL¡l B−Rz Bj¡l
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Q¡lf¡n Su Ll−h¡ pq−Sz
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®c−M¢R ¢WL L£ lLj −ke, elJ−u, p¤C−Xe, BCpmÉ¡ä ®Xej¡LÑ, l¡n¡e ®L¡eJ i¡o¡l
p−‰ ®j−m e¡z i¡o¡¢Vl ¢jm, M¤h Ah¡L L¡™, q¡−‰¢ll i¡o¡l p−‰z ®L¡b¡u q¡−‰¢l,
®L¡b¡u ¢gemÉ¡ä! i¡o¡ ¢QlL¡mC ¢hnÄS¤−s ïjZ L−l−Rz f§hÑ CJ−l¡f ®b−L ®L¡eJ
HL L¡−m ®Lm¢VL S¡−al ®m¡L HC Eš−l H−p hpa öl¦ L−l¢Rm quaz
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l¡¢nu¡z Hl g−m l¡¢nu¡l Ad£−e Q−m ®Nm ¢gemÉ¡ä, ¢Rm fСu HLn hRlz l¡¢nu¡−a
¢hfÔh OV¡l fl ¢gemÉ¡ä j¤¢š² ®f−u−R, HL¢V p¡hÑ−i±j l¡ø    ¢q−p−h ¢e−Sl f¡−u
c¡y¢s−u−Rz a¡lfl ®a¡ Bh¡l ¢hnÄk¤−Ül pju L¡s¡L¡¢s f−s ®Nmz k¤−Ül fl ®b−L
¢gemÉ¡ä Bh¡l ¢gemÉ¡äz ®cn M¤h esh−s, h¡C−l ®b−L j−e q−a f¡−lz AbQ HMeC
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ph−Q−u Lj c§e£Ñ¢al ®cn ¢gemÉ¡−ä Hhw fª¢bh£−a ph−Q−u ®h¢n c§e£¢aÑl ®cn
h¡wm¡−cnz e£¢a−a h¡wm¡−c−nl p−‰ ®f−l EW−mJ pwúª¢a−a ®q−l k¡−hz ¢ge−cl
NhÑ ®N±lh k¡ B−R a¡ HL L¡−mi¡m¡−L ¢e−uz −pC f¤−l¡−e¡ f¤y¢bl pwLmez JC
L¡−mi¡m¡ ¢L c¡ys¡−a f¡l−h HL juje¢pwq N£¢aL¡l p¡j−eC?
 L¡−mi¡m¡−L ¢e−u i£oZ h¡¢ZSÉz f−cÉl Q¢lœ−cl Nm¡l j¡m¡ j¡b¡l V¤¢fl eLn¡
eLm L−l ¢h¢œ² quz B¢j ¢Le−a k¡C¢e ¢LR¤, Efq¡l k¡ ¢LRC ®f−u¢R¤,phC L¡−mi¡m¡z
−qm¢pw¢L O¤−l ®cM−h¡, f¤¢mn ®a¡ B−RC, Bj¡l p−‰ p¡l¡r−Zl SeÉ plL¡l ®b−L
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h¢m, Bj¡l ®en¡ ®eC ¢pN¡−l−Vlz ®k ®L¡eJ pju ®R−s ¢c−a f¡¢lz ®M−mJ Q−m, e¡
®M−mJ Q−mz
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qÉ¡y ¢eÕQuCz h¢mz
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mr Ll¢R, B¢j ®M−a Q¡C¢R ¢pN¡−lVz fÉ¡−L−V q¡a ¢c−mC j¡LѤp hmm, JV¡ JC
q¡aV¡ a¤¢j c¡J¢e, ®a¡j¡l lš² ¢c−u−Rz
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q−u ®N−R Bj¡l! −M−aC q−h ¢pN¡−lV ! Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p q−a Q¡u e¡z −L¡eJ ¢LR¤
Bj¡−L ¢eu¿»Z Ll¦L B¢j Q¡C e¡z ®L¡eJ ¢LR¤l Jfl ¢eiÑl Ll¡l j−a¡ jªa¤É Bl qu
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®c¢M jdÉ hup£ ®j−ul¡J ¢Rf¢R−f q−a öl¦ L−l−Rz f¤l¦−ol ®Q−u e¡l£C ü¡ÙÛÉ p−Qae
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q−u¢Rm h−mz E¢enn R p¡−mz p¡ušÆn¡¢pa ¢gemÉ¡−ä HL¢V S¡a£u pwpc NWe Ll¡
qu, ®pC pwp−c ®j−u−cl ®i¡−Vl A¢dL¡l ®cJu¡ quz ¢ge−cl H ¢e−u NhÑ B−Rz
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elJ−u¢Su¡e i¡o¡u      m‹¡ qm ú¡j, ®kV¡ ®nj Hl p−‰ ®j−mz Bl fТa−h¢n
−cn…−m¡l i¡o¡ S¡jÑ¡¢eL i¡o¡ ®b−L Eá¤a, AÉ¡w−m¡ pÉ¡„−el p−‰ ¢LR¤V¡ ¢jm ®a¡
B−RC, ®k−qa¤ pÉ¡„−el p−‰ pÇfLÑ B−R S¡jÑ¡¢elz Hl¡ ú¡j hm−R ®kV¡−L, ®pV¡−L
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L−lez q¡a ®jm¡ez R¢h ®a¡−mez ®L¡e j¿»£ Bj¡−L B−N ®L¡b¡u ¢e−u k¡−he, ®hs¡−a
e¡ M¡Ju¡−a, H ¢e−u ¢LR¤V¡ L¡s¡L¡¢s f−s k¡uz
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−eC L£ L£ Ll−a q−hz ¢hÙ¹¡¡¢la L¡N−S ®mM¡ B−R, ®mM¡ b¡−L, ®kM¡−eC k¡Cz L¡NS
fs¡l C−µR Bj¡l qu e¡z ea¤e ®cn¢V B¢hú¡−ll SeÉ ®ia−l RVgV Bj¡lz hš²ªa¡−a
B¢j AiÉÙ¹ eCz M¤h pw−r−f ¢LR¤ h−m S¡¢e−u ¢cC −a¡j¡−cl ¢LR¤ S¡e¡l b¡L−m
¢S−‘p Llz H−a ®LE aªç qu e¡z L−uL¢V fÐ−nÀl Ešl ¢c−u ®h¢l−u f¢sz Lb¡ h−m
j¡¢a−u ®ch, HlLjC j−e qu d¡le¡ ph¡lz ¢hMÉ¡a j¡e¤−ol¡ ®a¡ JC HL ¢S¢ep f¡−l,
QjvL¡l Lb¡ hm−a f¡−lz L£ L¡™z j−e j−e h¢mz
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HLV¡ ¢LR¤ L¢lz NË¡ä j¡¢le¡ ®q¡−V−m h−p c§l ®b−L ®i−p Bp¡ ¢hn¡m S¡q¡S ®c−M
C−µR L¢l S¡q¡−S Qs¡lz öd¤ Qs¡C eu, S¡q¡−S L−l p¤C−X−e k¡−h¡z ®kC e¡ EµQ¡lZ
L¢l C−µR, Aj¢e S¡q¡−Sl fÐbj ®nÐZ£l p¤CV Bj¡l SeÉ ®l−M ®cJu¡ qmz ¢hj¡−el
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HaV¡l pju NËÉ¡ä j¡¢le¡ ®q¡−V−mz S¡c¤l ja j¡C¢hÐV q¡¢Slz
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®Nm f¤¢m−nlz l£¢aja Hm¡¢q L¡™z B¢j JW¡l B−N S¡q¡−S L¡E−L EW−a ®cu¢ez
Bj¡l p¤C−Vl d¡−l L¡−R L¡lJ R¡u¡ ®f±y−R¡−e¡ h¡lZz S¡q¡−Sl jÉ¡−e¢Sw ¢X−lƒl H−p
®cM¡ L−l h−m ®N−me, S¡q¡−S B¢j ay¡l A¢a¢bz Hl j¡−e q−µR i¡C¢Lw m¡Ce
S¡q¡−Sl       m¡„¡¢l p¤CV¢Vl SeÉ ®L¡eJ fup¡ m¡N−R e¡z
--Bfe¡l p−‰ Bfe¡l HLSe h¡åh£ B−R?
--qyÉ¡ B−Rz
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B¢j p−‰ p−‰ e¡ e¡ L−l EWm¡j-- e¡, J Bj¡l p−‰ b¡L−hz HM¡−e ®a¡ hs ¢hR¡e¡
B−Rz
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e¡, ®L¡eJ Ap¤¢h−d q−h e¡, −p¡g¡ B−R hp¡l O−l, JM¡−e B¢j O¤−j¡−a f¡l−h¡z
q¡a d−l j¡C¢hÐV−L L¡−R ®V−e hmm¡j, ®p¡g¡u b¡L−h ®Le? ¢hR¡e¡u b¡L−hz Ha hs
¢hR¡e¡u B¢j HL¡ ®n¡−h¡ −Le!
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j−a¡ p¡j−e c¡y¢s−uz ¢fR−e f¤¢mnz f¡−nl O−l L−uLSe f¤¢mn b¡L−Rz clS¡l
p¡j−eJ f¡uQ¡¢lla f¤¢mnz
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¢fRe ¢fRe f¤¢mnh¡¢qe£ k¡−h ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu, Bl pL−m q¡y q−u Bj¡l ¢c−L a¡¢L−u b¡L−h
i¡h−aC N¡ …¢m−u B−pz h¢m, O−lCz
jÉ¡−eS¡l ¢h−cu q−aC j¡C¢hÐV h−m,J ap¢mj¡ H L£ Ll−m a¤¢j!
--L£ Llm¡j?
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--qÉ¡y ®mp¢hu¡e q−mC ®n¡uz ®cM¢e f¤¢mnl¡ ®Q¡M Q¡Ju¡Q¡J¢u Llmz jÉ¡−eS¡l ®a¡
d−lC ¢e−u−R Bjl¡ ®mp¢hu¡ez
--Bj¡−cl ®c−n −j−ul¡ HL ¢hR¡e¡u O¤−j¡uz h¡åh£l¡z BaÈ£u üS−el¡z a¡C B¢j
h−m¢Rz
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--hm L£! q¡a dl−m, L¡yd dl−m ®mp¢hu¡e j−e L−l e¡¢L!
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--BÕQkÑ!
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i¡−m¡h¡p¡l fÐL¡n k¢c ØfnÑ ¢c−u e¡ qu, a−h L£ ¢c−u q−h? j¤−M¡j¤¢M h−p Lb¡,
ØfnÑq£e Lb¡! Øf−nÑl p−‰ ®Le öd¤ °jb¤−el pÇfLÑ b¡L−h, ®pÀ−ql nÐÜ¡l j¡u¡l pÇfLÑ
b¡L−a f¡−l e¡! JC Ae¤ih ¢e−u c§−l h−p b¡L−h¡! p¡l¡l¡a HL ¢hR¡e¡u ö−u ö−u
NÒf Ll¡ k¡−h e¡! Q¡yc ®cM−a ®cM−a! S¡q¡−Sl JC Ol ®b−L BL¡−n p¢aÉL¡l
f§¢ZÑj¡l   Q¡yc ®cM−a ®cM−aC Lb¡ h¢m B¢j Bl j¡C¢hÐVz ¢hR¡e¡l p−‰ ¢L öd¤
l¢a¢œ²u¡l pÇfLÑ? c¤C hå¤ h¡ c¤C h¡åh£l p¡l¡l¡a ®S−N NÒf Ll¡ ¢L p¡j¡eÉ ¢S¢ep?
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¢L¿º a¡l ¢e−Sl j−dÉJ Aü¢Ù¹ L¡S L−lz −N¡−beh¡−NÑl ®q¡−V−mJ ®c−M¢R ®p Hf¡n
Jf¡n L−l−Rz ®k−qa¤ ®p pjL¡j£ eu, qu HL¡ O¤−j¡−h eu ®L¡eJ f¤l¦o ¢e−u O¤−j¡−hz
®L¡eJ ®j−ul p−‰ O¤−j¡−e¡ Qm−h e¡z B¢j f§hÑ Hhw f¢ÕQ−jl pwúª¢al j¡TM¡−e ¢hj§t
c¡y¢s−u b¡¢Lz f¢ÕQ−jl ü¡d£ea¡ Bl A¢dL¡l ®h¡d Bj¡−L j¤‡ L−l, Bh¡l f§−hl


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Øf−nÑl SeÉ, f§−hl ®Q¡−Ml S−ml SeÉ B¢j a£hÐ V¡e Ae¤ih L¢lz H¢c−L h¤¢Ü J¢c−L
B−hN, Bj¡l −L¡eJ¢V−L R¡s¡ Qm−h e¡z a−h h¤¢Ü−a B¢j Q¡a¤kÑ Q¡C e¡, B−h−N
B¢j Lª¢œja¡ Q¡C e¡z
  p¡S¡−e¡ ®V¢h−m M¡h¡l B−pz Ef¡−cu M¡h¡lz ®M−u ®c−u j¡C¢hÐ−Vl fÐÙ¹¡−h ¢Xp−L¡
®cM−a k¡Cz B−N ®L¡eJ¢ce ®c¢M¢e ¢Xp−L¡ e¡Qz L¡e ®g−V k¡Ju¡ N¡−el në, Jl
j−dÉ j¡e¤o jc M¡−µR, e¡Q−Rz j¡C¢hÐV Bj¡−L V¡e−m¡ e¡Q¡l SeÉ, B¢j e¡Q−a S¡¢e e¡z
nl−j h−p b¡¢L HL ®L¡−Z, h−p j¡e¤−ol ¯q °l Eõ¡p ®c¢Mz a¡l¦ZÉ ®g−V fs−Rz
®k ¢L−n¡l£ hu−p Bj¡l Ol ®b−L HL f¡ h¡C−l ®gm¡l Ae¤j¢a ¢Rm e¡, ®pC hu−pl
®j−ul¡ hå¤ h¡åh£ ¢e−u O¤−l ®hs¡−µR, k¡ fС−Z Q¡u a¡C Ll−R,    a¤j¤m p¤−M ®j−a
B−Rz JC ¢Xp−L¡−a h−p b¡L¡L¡m£e A−e−L B−p A¢ie¾ce S¡e¡−a, A−e−L B−p
A−V¡NË¡g ¢e−az f¢œL¡u ®V¢m¢in−e Ha R¢h ®cM¡−e¡ q−µR, ®k,         j¡e¤o Bj¡−L
®cM−mC ¢Q−e ®g−mz p−‰ f¤¢mn ®c−M BlJ ¢e¢ÕQa quz f¤¢mn k¢cJ p¡c¡−f¡n¡−L
b¡−L ®h¢nl i¡N pju, ¢L¿º A¢i‘ ®Q¡M f¤¢m−nl Q¡l¢cL ®cM−a b¡L¡ ®Q¡M Bl p¤W¡j
nl£l ®cM−mC, ¢Y−mY¡m¡ SÉ¡−LVJ clL¡l ¢Q−e ®g−m ®k f¤¢mnz
LarZ Qm−h HC e¡Q N¡e, g§¢aÑ? B¢j ¢S−‘p L¢lz
j¡C¢hÐV h−m, p¡l¡l¡az
p¡l¡l¡a?
j¡C¢hÐV j¡b¡ e¡−sz B¢j e¡−Ql ¢c−L a¡¢L−u e¡−Ql j¡b¡j¤ä¤ ¢LR¤ M¤y−S f¡C e¡z e¡Q
pÇf−LÑ k¡ S¡ea¡j a¡ qm e¡−Q HLV¡ ¢euj b¡−L, L›L, j¢ef¤¢l, ila e¡VÉj, −c¢n
e¡Q ®c−M AiÉÙ¹ B¢jz ¢L¿º ¢eujq£e e¡Q, håeq£e NË¢¿Û! JM¡−e h−pC A−eL…−m¡
e¡−Ql Lb¡ n¤em¡jz hml¦j e¡−Q Ju¡ÒVS, ¢i−u¢eS Ju¡ÒVS, V¤CØV, VÉ¡−‰¡, g„ VÊV,
Q¡ Q¡, p¡ð¡, l¡ð¡, j¡−ð¡, p¡mp¡, −j−l−‰¡, gÓ¡−j−ˆ¡, fmL¡, hÉ¡−m, ®h¢mz Bp−m
fТa¢V ®c−n, fТa¢V A’−m HL HL dl−el e¡Qz ¢L¿º ph¢LR¤lC ¢euj B−R ¢LR¤ e¡


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¢LR¤z ¢L¿º HC ¢Xp−L¡ e¡−QlC ®L¡eJ ¢euj L¡e¤e ®eCz ®k k¡ C−µR a¡C Ll−a f¡−lz
®kje C−µR q¡a f¡ e¡s¡z a¡mV¡ k¢cJ ¢WL l¡M−a qu, a−h nl£l ®c¡m¡−e¡l ®L¡eJ
j¡ h¡f ®eCz ¢Xp−L¡l Bjc¡¢e pšl cn−Ll öl¦−az nëV¡ gl¡¢p në ¢Xp−L¡−VL
®b−L ®eJu¡z ¢XpLHl ¢XpL Bl m¡C−hТl AbÑ¡v gl¡¢p i¡o¡l ¢hh¢mJ−VLHl ®VLz
c¤−V¡ ¢j¢m−u ¢Xp−L¡−VLz ¢Xp−L¡−VL ¢Rm e¡CV LÓ¡hz      fÉ¡¢l−pl ¢Xp−L¡−VLH
h¡S¡−e¡ qa q¡l−mj ®l−ep¡yl −pC ph SÉ¡S ®lLXÑ, kMe ¢àa£u ¢hnÄk¤−Ül pju L¡−m¡
j¡e¤−ol p‰£a h−mC e¡vp£h¡¢qe£ SÉ¡S p‰£a ¢e¢oÜ L−l ¢c−u¢Rmz
   ¢gemÉ¡ä Bl p¤C−X−el j¡TM¡−e A-m¾c e¡−jl −R¡– HL¢V à£fz à£f¢V
¢gemÉ¡−äl à£f, ¢L¿º HLdl−el ü¡uaÅ n¡pe HM¡−e Q−mz à£f¢V−a S¡q¡S
p¡j¡eÉr−Zl SeÉ b¡−j Bl ýsj¤¢s−u al¦Z al¦¢Z T¡y¢f−u f−s ®L−e ®œ²V ®œ²V
¢hu¡lz p¤C−X−e Y¤−L k¡−h L¡ØVjp f¡l q−uz ®L¡eJ VÉ¡„ ¢c−a q−h e¡z p¤C−X−el
q¡C-VÉ¡„Hl L¡l−Z −k ®L¡eJ ¢S¢e−pl j−a¡C j−cl j§mÉJ ®h¢nz Lj j§−mÉ f¡Ju¡l
p¤−k¡N q−m, ¢h−e fup¡l …y−sl ¢c−L ¢fyf−sl ¢is Ll¡l j−a¡C j¡e¤o ¢is L−lz
  ®kjeC ¢is ®q¡L, S¡q¡S ®b−L ph¡l B−N f¡l q−a qu Bj¡−Lz B¢j karZ e¡
®h−l¡−h¡, S¡q¡−Sl Bl L¡lJ ®h−l¡−e¡ ¢e−odz Bj¡−L ¢e−u karZ e¡ h¾c−l
A−frj¡e p¤C¢Xn ¢el¡fš¡ AcªnÉ q−h, aarZ fkÑ¿¹ S¡q¡−Sl al¦Z£ al¦Z, hªÜ¡ hªÜ−L
A−fr¡ Ll−a q−hz Ha p¤¢h−d ¢c−u ®L¡b¡u ¢e−µR Bj¡−L? HLn¢V à£f ¢e−u N−s
JW¡ ØVL−q¡j nql¢Vl ¢m¢X−‰¡ e¡−jl à£−fz à£f h−m ¢LR¤ ®h¡T¡l Ef¡u ®eCz HLn
à£fC ®pa¤−a h¡yd¡z ¢m¢X−‰¡l e-am¡u Bj¡−L ¢e−u ¢aeSe f¤¢mn EW−hz HLSe
b¡L−h ¢e−Q, ®k N¡¢s Q¡m¡−µRz H−c−n N¡¢sl Q¡mL a¡l¡ ¢e−Sl¡Cz Bj¡l O−ll clS¡
L¡l¡ M¤m−h? a¡l¡C M¤m−hz a¡−cl L¡−RJ Q¡¢h b¡−Lz Bj¡−L ¢ia−l Y¤¢L−u a¡l¡
Bh¡l clS¡l a¡m¡ hå L−l Q−m k¡−hz a¡m¡, ¢L¿º ¢ial ®b−L B¢j M¤m−a f¡l−h¡ ®p
a¡m¡z M¤m−a f¡l−h¡, ¢L¿º ®M¡m¡l ®L¡eJ ¢euj ®eC Bj¡lz Bj¡l HL f¡ HL¡ h¡C−l


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k¡Ju¡ ¢e¢oÜz Bj¡l k¢c ®L¡b¡J ®h−l¡−a qu, a−h f¤¢m−nl eð−l ®g¡e Ll−a q−hz
f¤¢mn Q−m Bp−h, Bj¡−L ¢e−u k¡−h ®kM¡−e ®k−a Q¡Cz L−h ®L¡b¡u LMe Bj¡−L
®k−a q−h a¡ L¢ce B−NC S¡¢e−u ¢c−a quz ¢L¿º Cj¡l−S¢¾pl SeÉJ Jl¡ °a¢l b¡−Lz
®L¡b¡uC h¡ k¡−h¡ B¢j? −L¡b¡J ®a¡ Bj¡l k¡h¡l ®eCz ®LE −a¡ Bj¡−L h−m¢e a¡l
h¡¢s ®k−az B¢j ®a¡ L¡lJ clS¡u ¢N−u Ls¡ e¡s−aJ f¡¢l e¡z HM¡−e ®p ¢euj ®eCz
L¡l h¡¢s k¡−h¡, L¡l p−‰ Lb¡ hm−h¡? HL¡ h−p b¡¢L O−lz p¡l¡¢ce, p¡l¡l¡az ®L¡eJ
hC ®eC fs¡lz j¡b¡u ®L¡eJ në ®eC −k ¢mM−h¡z ®V¢m¢ine M¤¢mz QÉ¡−em…−m¡ p¤C¢Xn
i¡o¡uz Lb¡ q−µR, ¢L¿º HL¢V nëJ h¤¢T e¡z −Lhm R¢hl ¢c−L −h¡L¡l ja a¡¢L−u
b¡¢Lz ¢l−j¡V L−¾VÌ¡−m ®h¡a¡j ¢Vf−aC b¡¢Lz HL¢Vl fl HL¢Vz −S−eJ, ®k, ®L¡eJ
QÉ¡−em Bp−h e¡, ®k QÉ¡−em¢V Bj¡l ®Qe¡z QÉ¡−em…−m¡u −pC i¡o¡u −LE Lb¡ hm−h
e¡, ®k i¡o¡¢V B¢j h¤T−h¡z i¡la£u Efjq¡−c−n ¢e−S−cl i¡o¡l f¡n¡f¡¢n ®V¢m¢ine
®l¢XJ−a A¿¹a Cw−l¢S Mhl quz HM¡−e a¡ qu e¡z H ®c−n ®L¡eJ Cw−l¢S f¢œL¡J
®hl qu e¡z H fkÑ¿¹ f¢ÕQ−j ka S¡¢a ®cM¡ qm, ®LE ¢e−Sl i¡o¡u kMe Lb¡ h−m,
aMe ®L¡eJ Cw−l¢S në hÉhq¡l L−l e¡z Lb¡ hm−a hm−a Cw−l¢S−a ®L¡eJ h¡LÉ
BJs¡−h, fÐnÀJ J−W e¡z


   ¢é−S p¡a¢ce B−Nl l¡d¡ i¡a, alL¡¢lz J…−m¡ ®hl L−l b¡m¡u ¢e−u j¡M−a
b¡¢Lz A−eLrZ j¡¢Mz ¢r−d −eCz a¡lflJ M¡Cz HLpju h¡l¡¾c¡u H−p c¡ys¡Cz
p¤C−ul ja n£a ®hy−d N¡−uz Q¡l¢cL AåL¡lz AåL¡l Bj¡−L Bj§m ®Y−L ®cuz O−ll
B−m¡u Hhw Eo·a¡u kMe ¢g−l B¢p, a£hÐ a£rÁ HL¡L£aÅ Bj¡−L i£oZ HL L¡js
hp¡uz p¡l¡rZ j¡e¤o j¡e¤o Bl j¡e¤oz Bl j¡e¤o ®b−L qW¡v B¢j HL Ol HL¡L£−aÅl
j−dÉz iuwLl h£ivp HC HL¡L£aÅz B¢j LMeJ Ha HL¡ ¢Rm¡j e¡ ®L¡b¡Jz h¡¢s−a
O−l ®LE e¡ −LE ¢RmCz Bue¡l p¡j−e c¡ys¡−h¡ i¡¢h, A¿¹a ¢e−Sl fТa¢hð q−mJ


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c¤Se j¡e¤o ®a¡ ®Q¡−M ®cM−h¡z Ha j¡e¤−ol ¢i−s ®b−LJ j¡e¤−ol SeÉ Bj¡l BL¤¢a
®Le Ha! pñha j¡e¤−ol ¢i−s ®b−LJ B¢j Bp−m HL¡ ®h¡d L¢lz ¢is ®b−L ®h¢l−u
H−m HL¡ O−l ®Lhm ¢e−Sl AbÑq£e j§mÉq£e S£h−el j¤−M¡j¤¢M c¡y¢s−u i−u OªZ¡u B¢j
L¡y¢fz qa¡n¡ Bj¡l BN¡−N¡s¡ BµR¡¢ca L−l l¡−Mz




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é¡−¾p Bj¡−L h¡−l¡−n¡ f¤¢mn ¢Rm ¢O−l,
−f−a¢Rm m¡m N¡¢mQ¡ l¡SÉf¡−ml¡,
nql Ef−Q f−s¢Rm ®L¡¢V cnÑ−L,
l¡S¡ j¿»£J c¡y¢s−u¢R−me jq¡Evp−h ¢i−sz


Ol ¢Rm il¡ g¤−m Bl Efq¡−l
−L B−N Bj¡−L ®p¡e¡l ®j−Xm ®c−h
a¡C ¢e−u ¢Rm piÉ ®m¡−Ll ms¡Cz
j¡TM¡−e B¢j e¡Ù¹¡e¡h¤c A¢ie¾ce-i¡−lz


l¡S¡ j¿»£l ®fR−e c¡y¢s−u HL¡,
gl¡¢p HL¢V al¦¢Z L¡al ®Q¡−M
h−m¢Rm a¤¢j HL¡ eJ, B¢j B¢Rz
C−µR Bj¡l a¡−LC q−u−R h¡lh¡l ¢g−l ®cM¡z


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¢h−Lm qJu¡l B−NC AåL¡l q−u Bp−R Q¡l¢cLz
  Bj¡l ¢Q¢W HMe el−ØV−Xl ¢WL¡e¡−aC B−pz el−ØVX ®b−L Bj¡l ¢m¢X−‰¡l
¢WL¡e¡u f¡¢W−u ®cJu¡ quz Jf−l Bj¡l e¡j hÉhq¡l Ll¡ que¡ k¢cJz ¢L¿º ¢Q¢W…−m¡
h¡¢s−a ®f±y−R¡uz H h¡¢sl ®g¡e eð−ll p−‰ NÉ¡¢h a¡l h¡¢s−a ®eJu¡ ea¤e ®g¡e¢Vl
eðl, ®k ®g¡e¢V Bj¡l L¡−S hÉhq¡l Ll−a¡, k¤š² L−l ¢c−u−Rz −V¢m−g¡−el La lLj
h¡q¡¢l ¢euj H−c−nz H−c−nl fТa¢V j¡e¤−ol e¡j ¢WL¡e¡ ®V¢m−g¡e eðl, phC
−V¢m−g¡e hCH B−Rz ¢L¿º ®k Q¡u e¡ a¡l ®V¢m−g¡e eðl −LE S¡e¤L, a¡l eðl¢V
hC−u b¡L−h e¡z −V¢m−g¡e A¢g−p ®g¡e Ll−m f¡yQ ¢j¢e−Vl j−dÉC ®g¡e-m¡Ce f¡Ju¡
k¡uz Bj¡l ¢e−Sl ®cn¢Vl Lb¡ i¡¢h, hR−ll fl hRl A−fr¡ Ll−mJ m¡Ce f¡Ju¡l
®L¡eJ ¢eÕQua¡ ®eCz HM¡−e O−l h−p ®b−L A−eL L¡SC ®V¢m−g¡−e qu, ®k…−m¡
Bjl¡ Bj¡−cl ®c−n LÒfe¡J Ll−a f¡¢l e¡z j¡œ B¢n mr j¡e¤−ol ®cn, AbQ L£
Y¡En Y¡En hC ®V¢m−g¡−elz     fÐ−aÉ−Ll SeÉ R¡f¡ q−u ®h¢l−u B−p hCz qm¤c
f¡a¡, ®N¡m¡¢f f¡a¡, p¡c¡ f¡a¡ q−lL lLj f¡a¡l hCz HL HL¢V HL HL¢Vlz ®k
®L¡eJ fÊ−u¡S−e Hl¡    ®V¢m−g¡e hC…−m¡ ®V−e ®euz Hje HLSe p¤CX B¢j ®c¢M¢e
®k S¡−e e¡ Jph hCHl f¡a¡ M¤y−S Apñh ¢LR¤ HLV¡ ®hl Ll−az Bj¡l ®V¢m−g¡e
eðl, ¢el¡fš¡ h¡¢qe£l B−cn, ®ke Bj¡l ®Qe¡ S¡e¡ c¤HLSe R¡s¡ Bl −L¡eJ
fСZ£−L e¡ ¢cCz ¢h−c−n Bj¿»Z, p¡r¡vL¡l fСbÑZ¡, fœ f¢œL¡l SeÉ ®mM¡ Q¡Ju¡, hC
fÐL¡n Ll−a Q¡Ju¡ CaÉ¡¢c ¢Q¢W h¡ gÉ¡„ phC Bj¡l h¡¢s−aC Bp−R HMez A−eL
¢Q¢W A−eL gÉ¡„ Bj¡l fs¡J qu e¡z A−eL ®g¡e Bj¡l dl¡J qu e¡z j¡¢me V−h¡
®p−œ²V¡¢l ¢q−p−h Bp¡l fl Hph L¡−Sl c¡¢uaÅ k¢cJ a¡−L ¢cC, ¢L¿º cn¢V L¡S
¢c−m ®cM¡ k¡u ®p HL¢V ¢e−uC f−s B−R p¡a¢cez HL¢Vl Ni£−l k¡−µR ®pz A−qa¤L
®g¡e Ll−R H¢cL J¢cLz Cw−mä ®b−L Bj¿»Z H−p−R, A¢ØVÌu¡ ®b−L H−p−R, Jl¡C


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gÉ¡„ Ll−h, ®g¡e Ll−h, ¢L¿º e¡ j¡¢me V−h¡ ¢e−S J−cl ®g¡e L−l ®M¡yS Mhl ¢e−µRz
L£ q−µR e¡ q−µRz S¡e−a Q¡C−R L£ q−h e¡ q−hz ®p−œ²V¡¢ll L¡−S j¡¢me f¡lcn£Ñ euz
−p −mM¡fs¡ −no L−l−R, HMe Q¡L¢l−a Y¤L−h, Q¡L¢l−a ®Y¡L¡l B−N             al¦Z
al¦Z£−cl ®L¡b¡J AÒf fup¡u p¡j¢uL ®L¡eJ L¡S Ll−a hm¡ q−µRz −hae plL¡lC
®cuz j¡¢me ®plLj HL HL¤n hRl hup£ ®j−uz ¢e−S Q¡ h¡¢e−u B¢j j¡¢me−L kMe
¢cC, ®p A−eLh¡l deÉh¡c S¡e¡uz Ha deÉh¡c ö−e B¢j AiÉÙ¹ eCz Hl¡ deÉh¡c
®kje −cu, deÉh¡c öe−aJ Q¡uz Bj¡l deÉh¡c ®ch¡l A−iÉp ®eCz B¢j ¢j¢ø ®q−p
Bj¡l Lªa‘a¡ ®h¡T¡Cz ¢L¿º H−a ®cM¡ k¡u c¤eÑ¡j quz deÉh¡c Bj¡−L hm−a q−hC
B¢j p¢aÉC q©c−u deÉh¡c f¤¢o L£ e¡ f¤¢oz HL¢ce c¤f¤−l ®M−a h−p j¡¢me−L
®X−L¢Rm¡j ®M−a, ®p ®k L£ ¢hpÈu Jl! ®Le M¡−h J HM¡−e? B−l HV¡ ®a¡ h¡¢s,
HM¡−e l¡æ¡ L−l¢R, M¡−h e¡ ®Le, B¢j h¤¢T HL¡ HL¡ M¡−h¡, Bl a¤¢j J O−l h−p
b¡L−h? qÉ¡y b¡L−h, a¡C ®a¡ b¡L¡l ¢euj, J−L B−l ®h¡−p¡ ®a¡ M¡J ®a¡ h−m kMe
M¡h¡l ¢cm¡j, J ®M−m¡, L£ ®k Lªa‘a¡ Jl! ®LE L¡E−L M¡Ju¡−µR Hi¡−h, h¤¢T ®k H
®c−n HC hÉ¡f¡lV¡ ®eCz M¤h O¢eù pÇfLÑ q−mC a−hC HjeV¡ OV−a f¡−lz a¡lflJ
e¡e¡lLj L¡e¤e B−R, ¢ej¿»Z Ll¡ Q¡C, ®pC ¢ej¿»Z HL hR−l Abh¡ L−uL hR−l
HLh¡lz L¢g M¡h¡l ¢ej¿»Z −p¢Vl SeÉC L−uLj¡p e¡¢L A−fr¡ Ll−a quz H¢V ¢L
HC ®c−nlC ¢euj, ®k−qa¤ hl−gl ®c−nl j¡e¤o Hl¡, hl−gl L¡l−Z Ol ®b−L h¡C−l
k¡a¡u¡−a h¡d¡ f−s−R, O−l HL¡ ®b−L AiÉÙ¹ q−u ®N−R! e¡¢L A¢a k¡¢¿»La¡u Bl
A¢a-Bd¤¢eaL¡u k¡fe Ll¡ O¢s j¡f¡ S£h−e pj−ul Ai¡h, hÉÙ¹a¡, p¡l¡¢ce L¡S
Ll¡l fl HL nl£l LÓ¡¢¿¹ --aMe Bl A¢a¢b i¡−m¡ m¡−N e¡ h−m, O−l Bl¡j L−l
ö−u h−p L¡¢V−u ¢c−a Q¡u h−m, A¢a¢b Hhw B¢a−bua¡ kb¡pñh H¢s−u Q−m?
¢e−Sl¡J L¡lJ B¢abÉ hlZ Ll−a Q¡u e¡, L¡lZ hlZ Ll−m ¢e−Sl O¡−slJ AeÉ−L
A¢a¢b Ll¡l c¡¢uaÅ¢V f−s h−m!


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  j¡e¤−ol p−‰ j¡e¤−ol pÇfLÑ n£am, H paÉ Hl¡J H−c¢nl¡J Aü£L¡l L−l e¡z L−l
e¡ h−mC Q¡l¢cL ®b−L pÇfLÑ−L Eo· Ll¡l c¡¢uaÅ       ®eJu¡ q−µRz ®L¡Çf¢e ®b−L
LjÑQ¡¢l−cl c§−l ®L¡b¡J ¢e−u k¡Ju¡ qu, hm¡ qu ®a¡jl¡ ¢LR¤ L¡S HLp−‰ L−l¡,
®e±−L¡ Q¡m¡J, f¡q¡−s J−W¡, p¡C−Lm ®c±−s¡Jz L¡−Sl Lb¡ h¡ B¢f−pl Lb¡l h¡C−l
p¡j¡¢SL Lb¡ hm¡l SeÉ h¡ H−Lh¡−lC hÉ¢š²Na Lb¡ hm¡l SeÉ HC B−u¡Sez qW¡v
L−l Qlj Ap¡j¡¢SL j¡e¤o−cl p¡j¡¢SL h¡e¡−e¡l SeÉ ®S¡l Ll¡ q−µRz ®S¡l Ll−mC
¢L ph qu, k¢c j¡e¤o ®R¡V−hm¡ −b−L ®pC f¢l−h−n hs e¡ q−u J−W!


    ¢Q¢W B−p é¡−¾p k¡h¡lz ®V¢m¢in−e ®he¡ÑX ¢f−i¡l Ae¤ù¡−ez ¢f−i¡ gl¡¢p
®V¢m¢in−e p¡¢qaÉ ¢houL AaÉ¿¹ EQ¤y j¡−fl Ae¤ù¡e L−lez p¡¢q¢aÉL−cl X¡−Le,
ay¡−cl hC ¢e−u B−m¡Qe¡ L−lez haÑj¡e gl¡¢p p¡¢q¢aÉL p¡wúª¢aL SN−a ¢f−i¡
q−µRe HL DnÄ−ll jaz Ae¤ù¡e¢V M¡y¢V By−a−mLQ¤u¡m−cl SeÉz ¢f−i¡l Bj¿»Zfœ
f¡h¡l fl kb¡l£¢a k¡ Ll−a qu a¡C L¢l, gl¡¢p c¤a¡h¡−p ¢N−u ¢ip¡l B−hce L¢lz
¢ip¡ ®eJu¡ ®a¡ pqS ¢S¢ep eu, c§a¡h¡p ®b−L h¡aÑ¡ f¡W¡−e¡ qu é¡−¾pz plL¡¢l
Ae¤−j¡ce ®f−m a−hC Bj¡−L ¢ip¡ ®cJu¡ q−hz Bj¡−L ¢Qe−a ®f−l ®hn M¡¢al kaÁ
Ll−me l¡øÌc§az ¢e−Sl O−l h¢p−u q¡¢pj¤−M NÒf Ll−me Hhw AaÉ¿¹ ¢pÀ‡ L−˜
S¡e¡−me ®k ¢ip¡ q−u ®N−mC ¢a¢e Bj¡−L S¡¢e−u ®c−he ®g¡−e, B¢j ®ke L¡E−L
f¡¢W−u ¢ip¡¢V pwNËq L−l ¢eCz
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g¤L−L ®ke Bj¡l f¡−nl ®Qu¡−l hp−a ®ce, B¢j hm−m ¢f−i¡ l¡¢S q−hez o¡−Vl
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M¡¢m ®l−M LÉ¡−jl¡u h¡l h¡l ®p M¡¢m ®Qu¡l¢V−L ®c¢M−u Ae¤ù¡e qmz plL¡¢l ¢pÜ¡−¿¹l
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Bl HC 顾p ¢Le¡ clS¡ hå L−l−R ®pC ®mM−Ll j¤−Ml Jfl, −k −mML ja fÐL¡−nl
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ül¡øÌj¿»£ n¡mÑ f¡p−L¡u¡−L j¤ýjѤý ivpeÑ¡z L¡WNs¡u c¡ys Ll¡−e¡ qm a¡−yLz
p¡wh¡¢cLl¡ ®h¡ma¡l ja L¡j−s dl−m¡z f¡p−L¡u¡l HL Ešl, ap¢mj¡l ¢el¡fš¡l
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f¡p−L¡u¡−L L¡VѤe h¡¢e−u Afj¡ez f¡p−L¡u¡l N¢c A¢ë          esh−s q−u EW−m¡z
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j−dÉ j¡b¡ EyQ¤ L−l c¡y¢s−u B−R, é¡−¾pl ®pC ®N±lh d¤−m¡u m¤¢˜a Ll¡l A¢dL¡l JC
N−hV f¡p−L¡u¡l B−c± B−R ¢L e¡ a¡ ¢e−u ¢haLÑz B¢j Ah¡L! L¡−L 顾p ¢ip¡
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¢c−u¢Rm, M¤h ®h¢n¢ce B−Nl NÒf eu ®p¢Vz ¢Sm NeS¡−mS−L ®pC fÉ¡¢lp ®b−L
h¡wm¡−c−n ¢N−u ¢ip¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ L¢l−u f−l Bj¡−L ¢e−u ®k−a q−u¢Rm é¡−¾pz HC 顾p
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e¡¢L H −L¡eJ ¢ialL¡l cm£u l¡Se£¢a! e¡¢L p¢aÉC BaÈpÇj¡e−h¡d! e¡¢L ¢j¢Xu¡C
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B¢j k¡¢µR e¡z BVV¡u k¡−h¡, ¢L¿º Hu¡l−f¡−VÑl ®fÐp Leg¡−l−¾p L¡E−L S¡e−a ®cJu¡
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pj¡d¡−el EáV fÐÙ¹¡h ¢e−u HL fnm¡ ®q−p ¢em¡jz
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fÐQ¡l j¡dÉj HC ¢e−u ®j−a B−Rz l¡Ù¹¡u j¡e¤o Evp¤L c¡y¢s−u b¡−L Bj¡−L ®cM−h
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--La f¤¢mn ®j¡V?
-- S¡ea¡j Bs¡Cnz BS f¢œL¡u R¡f¡ q−u−R h¡−l¡nz ¢p¢LE¢l¢Vl ¢Qg p−‰ b¡L−Rz
Vf ®m−hm ®e−j H−p−Rz
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cnSe, hÉpz é¡−¾p Bj¡−L ®LE M¤e Ll¡l SeÉ h−p ®eCz B¢j p¡d¡lZ j¡e¤−ol p−‰
¢jn−a Q¡Cz l¡Ù¹¡u p¡c¡¢p−d j¡e¤−ol j−a¡ q¡yV−a Q¡Cz AbQ B¢j ¢Le¡ a¡−cl ®Q¡−M
j¤−M d¤−m¡ E¢s−u R¤−V k¡¢µR, a¡l¡ Bj¡l e¡N¡m ®j¡−VC f¡−µR e¡z
Hlfl ¢l−f¡VÑ¡pÑ p¡y 颾Vu¡−pÑl A¢gpz A¢g−pl p¡j−e N¡¢s ®b−L e¡j−aC ®c¢M fÐQ¤l
®m¡L c¡y¢s−u B−R l¡Ù¹¡u, q¡aa¡¢m ¢c−µR, hm−R hС−i¡ ap¢mj¡z HLV¤ QjL¡m¡jz
i¡h−a ®Qø¡ Llm¡j ®cn¢Vl e¡j 顾pz HM¡−el ®m¡−Ll¡ Q¡o¡i¤−o¡ eu, Hl¡ Bj¡−L
hС−i¡ hm−h h−m c¡y¢s−u B−Rz B¢j M¡¢eLV¡ AfТai q−uC f¤¢m−nl p−‰C a£hÊ
N¢a−a ®ia−l Y¤−L ®Nm¡jz p¡S p¡S lh A¢g−pz A¢gp O¤−l −cM¡−e¡ qmz ¢Sm ¢RmC
A¢g−pz Jl¡ Bj¡l SeÉ c¤hRl d−l L¡S Ll−Rz lh¡−VÑl p−‰ ¢S−ml pwO¡a Qm−R,
a¡ Qm−mJ lh¡VÑ−L Bj¡l ®hn LjÑW Hhw fТai¡h¡e h−mC j−e quz fСu HL¡ HC
pwNWe c¡ys L¢l−u−Rz kMe ®h¢l−u Hm¡j BlHpHg A¢gp ®b−L, ®c¢M l¡Ù¹¡u c¡y¢s−u
B−R Bh¡lJ ApwMÉ j¡e¤oz Bj¡−L ®c−MC öl¦ qm q¡aa¡¢mz Hje cªnÉ Bj¡l SeÉ
A−fr¡ L−l ¢Rm ü−fÀJ i¡¢h¢ez
      l¡Ù¹¡ håz    A−dÑL fÉ¡¢l−p ®L¡eJ k¡e h¡qe ®eCz ¢e¢oÜ Ll¡ q−u ®N−R
p¡d¡l−Zl SeÉz m¡m h¡¢a Q¡l¢c−Lz l¡Ù¹¡u k¡e h¡qe Qm−h e¡, −k−qa¤ ®pph l¡Ù¹¡u
Bj¡l N¡¢s Qm−hz −k¢c−L N¡¢s Q−m g¤Vf¡−a c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡ j¡e¤o fÉ¡y f¤y N¡¢sl h¡q¡l
®cM−a b¡−L, Hhw Ae¤j¡e Ll−a ®Qø¡ L−l ®L¡e N¡¢sl ¢ial B¢jz Bj¡−L ¢eS
®Q¡−M ®cM¡l p¡dÉ a¡−cl ®eCz L¡−m¡ L¡Qz ¢ial ®b−L B¢j a¡−cl ®cM−a f¡¢µRz


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a¡l¡ Bj¡−L ®cM−a f¡−µR e¡z f¤−l¡ 顾p S¡−e B¢j é¡−¾p H−p¢Rz p¤al¡w ®L k¡u
L¡l N¡¢sl hql A−dÑL fÉ¡¢lp−L hå ®l−M, ®p ®a¡ pL−m S¡−ez Bj¡l HC S£h−e
B¢j Ha ¢LR¤ ®c−M¢R, Hi¡−h L¡lJ N¡¢s ®k−a ®L¡eJ l¡Ù¹¡u, B¢j ®c¢M¢ez f¤¢mn
®cJu¡ q−u−R, f¤¢m−nl¡ S¡e¡−me, h¡−l¡−n¡z qyÉ¡ h¡−l¡−n¡ f¤¢mn Bj¡l ¢el¡fš¡l SeÉ
Q¢în O¾V¡ L¡S Ll−Rz Bj¡l nÄ¡p hå q−u b¡−L i−uz fÉ¡¢l−pl ja hÉÙ¹ nq−l
k¡eh¡qe hå L−l ®cJu¡ q−u−R, ®k ph l¡Ù¹¡u B¢j Qmh, ®pph l¡Ù¹¡u, Bj¡l ¢Tj¢Tj
Ll−a b¡−L j¡b¡z Bj¡l ¢hl¦−Ü e¡ Bh¡l p¡d¡lZ j¡e¤−ol ¢h−r¡i öl¦ q−u k¡u!
gl¡¢pl¡ fТah¡c L−l ®k ®L¡eJ J−m¡Vf¡−m¡−Vz plL¡¢l HC Ae¡Q¡−ll fТah¡cJ
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f−s! Hph Ll¡l L£ k¤¢š²z L¡e¡O¤o¡u ö¢e, f¡p−L¡u¡ Hje ¢el¡fš¡l B−u¡Se L−l
fÐj¡Z Ll−a Q¡C−Re ®k Bj¡−L ®k fÐbj ¢ip¡ 24 O¾V¡l ®h¢n ®cJu¡ qu¢e, a¡l L¡lZ
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Ll−a Q¡C−Re ül¡øÌj¿»£z
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CJ−l¡−fl hs HL¢V L¡mQ¡l¡m AlN¡e¡C−Snez CJ−l¡−fl p¡a¢V ®c−n H−cl n¡M¡
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Bj¡−L q¡a e¡s−a qm ®q−pz m¡−’ lh¡VÑ Bj¢¿»a ¢R−mez B¢j ¢Sm−L ¢e−u B¢pz
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hC−ul ®c¡L¡−e a¡C h¡lh¡l L−l B−u¡SLl¡ hm−mez hm−me fÐQ¤l f¡WL H−p hC
®l−M ®N−R ®ke pC L−l ¢cCz hÉ¡L−X¡l ¢c−u ®e−j Bp−a qmz a¡C q−µRz é¾V−X¡−ll
h¡m¡C ®eC ¢p¢LE¢l¢V hÉhÙÛ¡uz Q¡lf¡−n f¤¢m¢n ®f¡n¡−Ll, p¡c¡ ®f¡n¡−Ll ApwMÉ
f¤¢mnz f−e−l¡¢ce B−N ®b−LC ®L¡e clS¡ ¢c−u ®L¡b¡u Y¤Lh, −L¡e fb ¢c−u L£i¡−h
k¡−h¡, ph ¢LR¤l eLn¡ °a¢l L−l ®l−M−Rz ®V¢m¢ine LÉ¡−jl¡ phpju ®c±−s¡−µR,
g−V¡NË¡g¡l ®c±−s¡−µR B−N B−N, Bl ®é−X¢lL ®a¡ B−RC, J Bj¡l cn¢c−el HL¢V
abÉ¢Qœ Ll−R, B−aÑl fr ®b−Lz ®he¡Ñ¡XÑ By¢l ®m¢i ¢Q¢W f¡¢W−u¢Rm Ae¤j¢a ®Q−u 30
a¡¢lM B−aÑ HL¢V HL O¾V¡l ®f¡−VÑV ¯a¢l Ll−a Q¡u Bj¡lz ®é−X¢lL h−m−R fÐbj
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¢e−u, a¡C ¢exn−ë LÉ¡−jl¡ h¢¾c Ll−h¡z ¢lvS ®q¡−V−m ¢g−l Bp−a qm ¢LR¤V¡
¢hnС−jl SeÉz ¢hnСj ®n−o ¢h−L®m    m§Éil ¢jE¢Su¡jz ph−Q−u ¢hpÈuLl hÉ¡f¡l,
m¤Éil-H Bj¡l SeÉ fСC−iV ¢i¢S−Vl hÉ¡hÙÛ¡ Ll¡ q−u¢Rmz ®L¡eJ f¡h¢mL Y¤L−a
®cJu¡ qu¢ez ¢jE¢Su¡j ®cM¡¢µR−me m¤ÉilHl ¢X−lƒlz fТa¢V R¢h , fТa¢V i¡ú−kÑl
¢a¢e B−cÉ¡f¡¿¹ hZÑe¡ Ll¢R−me ®ke HLV¤ i¤m i¡m q−m a¡yl Q¡L¢l k¡−hz A¢a¢lš²
p−Qae ¢R−me ¢a¢e Bj¡−L a¤ø Ll−az m§Éi−ll ¢py¢s−a ¢py¢s−a f¤¢mn e¡e¡ L¡uc¡u
c¡ys¡−e¡ ¢Rmz Hph ®c−M ¢œ²ÕQ¡−el p−‰ HL cg¡ −Q¡M¡−Q¡¢Ml q¡¢p ®q−p ®eJu¡ qmz
¢œ²ÕQ¡e Hlfl Bj¡l L¡−e L¡−e h−m, ®a¡j¡l −fR−e c¤Se X¡š²¡l O¤l−R, q¡−a X¡š²¡¢l
h¡„ ¢e−u, k¢c LMeJ Ap¤ÙÛ ®h¡d Llz ®h¡T H−cl B−u¡Sez m§Éil Bj¡l B−NC ®cM¡
¢Rmz aMe H−p¢Rm¡j ®c¡¢j¢eL Bl Sy n¡mÑ h¡l−bu¡−ll p−‰z ¢LR¤V¡ ®cM¡l fl ®c¢M
m¤Éil hå Ll¡l pju q−u ®N−R, Bl ®cM−a f¡¢l¢ez Bl Hh¡l? pLm hå c¤u¡l M¤−m
®Nm HL¡ Bj¡l SeÉz Bj¡−L ü¢Ù¹ J p¤M ®ch¡l SeÉ cnÑ−Ll SeÉ c¤u¡l hå qmz Hl¡
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öd¤ ¢L fÉ¡¢l−pl l¡Ù¹¡ O¡V hå! f¤−l¡ m¤il hå L−l ®cJu¡ q−u−R, −L¡eJ cnÑL
b¡L−a f¡l−h e¡z L¡lZ, B¢j ®cMh m¤ilz Hph L£¢aÑLm¡f Bj¡−L ®a¡ B−N S¡e¡−e¡
qu¢ez m§il ¢jE¢Su¡j ®b−L cnÑL a¡¢s−u ®cJu¡ qmz na na f¤¢mn H−p ¢O−l −gmm
m¤ilz ¢jE¢Su¡−jl ¢ia−l −f¡n¡¢L f¤¢mn c¡y¢s−u fsm hs hs l¡C−gm a¡L L−lz
p¡c¡ ®f¡n¡−Ll f¤¢m−nl¡J f¢Sne ¢e−u c¡y¢s−u ®Nmz Hh¡l B¢j ®L¡b¡L¡l ®L¡e l¡¢e
H−p¢R Bj¡−L ¢jE¢Su¡j ®cM¡−e¡l SeÉ üuw ¢jE¢Su¡−jl fÐd¡e ¢LE−lVl H−p
Ef¢ÙÛaz B¢j k¡ ®cM¡l C−µR fÐL¡n L¢l, a¡ ¢a¢e ®cM¡−hez q¡yV¢Rm¡j ¢jn−ll
¢nÒfLjÑ ®kM¡−e B−R, ®pM¡−ez ®pC ¢nÒfLjÑ…−m¡ hZÑe¡ L−l L−l ®cM¡−me icÊ−m¡Lz
Bj¡−L ¢S−‘p Ll−me, Bf¢e ¢L ¢LR¤ Cpm¡¢j BVÑ ®cM−he?
B¢j hmm¡j, Cpm¡¢j BVÑ hm−a ¢LR¤ B−R e¡¢L? j¡e¤−ol R¢hC ®a¡ Cpm¡−j ByL¡
¢e¢oÜz
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--¢nÒf ¢nÒfCz Bf¢e ¢nÒf−L ®L¡eJ HL¢V d−jÑl e¡−j k¤š² Ll−Re ®Le! f¢ÕQ−jl
R¢h…−m¡−L ¢L ¢œ²ÕQ¡e BVÑ h−m p−ð¡de L−le? ¢eÕQuC L−le e¡z HL HLV¡ A’−ml
HL HLdl−el BVÑz J−cl i¡N Ll¡ q−h A’m ¢i¢š−az Cpm¡¢j BVÑ!! h¡wm¡−c−nl
®h¢nl i¡N j¡e¤o j¤pmj¡ez a¡C h−m ¢L ®p±¢c Bl−hl j¤pmj¡−el ByL¡ R¢h Bl
h¡wm¡−c−nl j¤pmj¡−el ByL¡ R¢h−a ®L¡eJ ¢jm b¡L−h? b¡L−h e¡z a−h djÑ B−p
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h¡wm¡ e¡jL S¢j−a h¡P¡¢ml¡ ®pC ¢nÒf °a¢l L−l−Rz HC h¡P¡¢m ¢q¾c¤ ®h±Ü, ¢œ²ÕQ¡e
®k ®L¡eJ ¢LR¤C q−a f¡−lz
--¢L¿º ka k¡C hm¡ ®q¡L e¡ ®Le, Cpm¡¢j BVÑ h−m HLV¡ BVÑ B−RCz
e¡, JC BVÑ ®cM¡l Bj¡l pjuJ ¢Rm e¡z C−µRJ ¢Rm e¡z B¢j m¤il ®a¡ B−NC ®c−M
®N¢Rz Bl Hi¡−h pjÙ¹ j¡e¤o ®hl L−l ¢c−u Bj¡−L ®cM¡−e¡ q−µR Ha hs HLV¡


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¢jE¢Su¡j, i¡h−aC Bj¡l N¡ …¢m−u J−W z Bj¡l ja p¡d¡lZ j¡e¤−ol SeÉ HC
B−u¡Se j¡e¡u e¡z Bl B¢j Q¡C e¡ j¡e¤−ol Jfl AeÉ¡u BQlZ Ll¡ ®q¡L Bj¡l
L¡l−Zz H H−Lh¡−lC ¢eù¤la¡z Bl HC ¢eù¤la¡ Ll¡ q−µR Bj¡l e¡−jz Bj¡l ¢aš²
q−u B−p jez ka hs Jl¡ Ll−a Q¡u Bj¡−L, aa ®R¡V q−u B¢p B¢jz


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¢jmez 30 hoÑf§¢aÑ−a ¢h−no pwMÉ¡ ®h¢l−u−Rz −p¢V p¡¢S−u l¡M¡         fТa¢V ®V¢h−mz
®e¡−im AhS¡l−ial fÐL¡n L−l−R ®pC 29 H¢fÐ−ml −l¡Se¡jQ¡z ®pC ®l¡Se¡jQ¡
¢hn¡m BL¡−l ®h¢l−u−Rz pL−ml q¡−a nÉ¡−Çf−el NÔ¡pz ¢isz Bj¡−L ®L¡eJ ¢is
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öe−Rz O¢s−a a¡−cl j¡C−œ²¡−g¡ez n¡−VÑl q¡−al a−m j¡C−œ²¡−g¡ez M¤yS−m f¡Ju¡
k¡−h j¡b¡ ®b−L f¡ Ah¢c e¡e¡e ¢LR¤, h¤−L ¢LR¤, ®f−V ¢LR¤, S¤−a¡u ¢LR¤, −j¡S¡u ¢LR¤z
nl£−l h¡yd¡ a¡−cl j¡C−œ²¡ jÉ¡−œ²¡ k¿»z     SjSj¡V ¢i−sl j−dÉ qW¡v f¡p−L¡u¡z
p¡wh¡¢cLl¡ Bj¡l L¡−R fСu ®V−e H−e f¡p−L¡u¡−L c¡ys Ll¡−m¡z f¡p−L¡u¡ Hhw
B¢j -- c¤Se−L HLp−‰ ®cM¡l SeÉ fТa¢V ®m¡L j¢lu¡ q−u EW−m¡z ®cM−a A−eLV¡
Bm−éX ¢qQL−Ll ja ®m¡L¢V Bj¡−L hS¤ h−m p−ð¡de L−l ü¡Naj S¡e¡−me é¡−¾pz
hm−me, Bfe¡l ¢ce…¢m ¢el¡f−c L¡V¤L, ¢e¢ÕQ−¿¹ L¡V¤L, Be−¾c L¡V¤Lz L¡V¤L ¢L¿º,
p¡wh¡¢cLl¡ Bn¡ L−l¢Rm B¢j ®h¡dqu TNs¡ Llh, L¡e M¡s¡ J−cl, f−L−V Lb¡ a¤−m
l¡M¡l k¿» Q¡m¤ Ll¡z   Dov q¡pÉ Bl deÉh¡c R¡s¡ ¢LR¤ ¢cC¢ez        ¢mh¡−lneHl HL
p¡wh¡¢cL ¢S−‘p Ll−m¡, Aafl ap¢mj¡ Bfe¡l p¡j−e, L£ i¡h−Re HC j¤q§−aÑ?
f¡p−L¡u¡, é¡−¾pl ül¡øÌj¿»£ hm−me -- ap¢mj¡ ka¢ce ®j±mh¡c£−cl ¢hl¦−Ü B−R,
Bjl¡ aa¢ce a¡l p−‰ B¢Rz -- HV¤L¤ h−mC L¤MÉ¡a 24 O¾V¡l T¡−jm¡u ®ke fs−a
e¡ qu, a¡s¡a¡¢s ®L−V fs−mez


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  ¢is p¢l−u p¢l−u Bj¡l L¡−R H−me HL¢V mð¡ ¢mL¢m−L c¡¢sJm¡ ®m¡Lz hs
¢he£a L−˜ hm−me, Bj¡l e¡j AÉ¡−me ¢Neph¡NÑz B¢j Bfe¡−cl ®c−n ¢N−u¢Rm¡jz
m¡m−el Jfl HLV¡ hC ¢m−M¢Rz HC ®cMz ¢e−Sl ®T¡m¡ ®b−L HL¢V hC L−l
®cM¡−me ¢a¢ez
  B¢j E−š¢Saz Bf¢e AÉ¡−me ¢N¾ph¡NÑz Bfe¡l L¢ha¡ B¢j A−eL f−s¢Rz M¤h
i¡−m¡ m¡−N Bj¡lz Bfe¡l −k−n¡l ®l¡XJ Bj¡l fs¡ B−Rz S¡¢e Bfe¡l Lb¡
A−eL..
   Lb¡ Qm−a m¡N−m¡ Bj¡−clz ¢L¿º ®h¢nrZ Qm−a f¡−l e¡z k−bø q−u−R, Hh¡l
Q−m¡ h−m HL¢V ¢e−cÑn B−pz a¡lL¡l e¡¢L LMeJ ®L¡b¡J ®h¢nrZ b¡L−a ®eCz L¡−e
L¡−e HlLj HL¢V Lb¡C ¢œ²ÕQ¡e ®hp h−mez q¡ a¡lL¡! La i¡−m¡ m¡N−a¡ k¢c
AÉ¡−me ¢Neph¡−NÑl p−‰ Hhw BlJ ¢LR¤ Lb¡ hm−a E¾j¤M gl¡¢p ®mML L¢hl p−‰
Lb¡ hm¡l pju qaz −L¡eJ −a¡ L¡S ¢Rm e¡z Bj¡−L ¢hm¡phým ¢lvS ®q¡−V−ml
h¡bV¡−hl Nlj S−m ö−u b¡L−a qm ¢N−uz ¢œ²ÕQ¡e ®hp Bj¡−L O−l Y¤¢L−u ¢c−u a−h
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pL¡−m M¡¢mc¡ j¡pý¢c H−mez p−‰ pEu¡c ®hm¡c¡cz ®hm¡c¡c Bj¡−L ®g¡−e M¤h
h−m¢Rm ®k M¡¢mc¡ Bp−a Q¡e ØVL−q¡−j Bj¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−az h−m¢Rm¡j i£oZ
hÉÙ¹ B¢j, a¡−L pju ®cJu¡l pju ®eCz k¢c fÉ¡¢l−p B−p a−h i¡−m¡z ®hm¡c¡c
E−š¢Sa, fÉ¡¢l−p ®a¡j¡l ®fСNË¡j pÇf−LÑ S¡¢ez HL−p−L™ pju ®a¡j¡l ®eCz Lb¡
¢c−u¢Rm¡j pju h¡l L−l ®e−h¡z M¡¢mc¡ Bm−S¢lu¡ ®b−L H−p−R fÉ¡¢l−pz Bj¡l
Ae¤−l¡−d ¢œ²ÕQ¡e Ah−n−o BdO¾V¡ pju h¡l L−l−Rz M¡¢mc¡ −j±mh¡¢c−cl ¢hl¦−Ü
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p−‰ p−‰ m‹¡u B¢j Q¤f−p ®Nm¡jz hmm¡j, Bp−m ¢L S¡−ee, m‹¡V¡ ¢WL EfeÉ¡p
euz B¢j abÉj§mL EfeÉ¡p hm−a f¡−lez H−c−n B¢j S¡¢e a¡ R¡f¡−e¡ E¢Qa
qu¢e....z
−m¢i Bj¡−L b¡¢j−u ¢c−u hm−me, B¢j m‹¡ f−s¢Rz Bj¡l i¡−m¡ −m−N−Rz
--hm−Re L£?
--qÉ¡y B¢j hm¢Rz hm¢R ®k m‹¡ Bj¡l i¡−m¡ ®m−N−Rz
--i¡−m¡ m¡N¡l ¢LR¤ ®a¡ ®eC JM¡−ez Ha XL¤−j¾Vp..
--a¡−a L£! EfeÉ¡p ®mM¡l ¢L ®L¡eJ ¢e¢cÑø ¢euj B−R e¡¢L?
--i¡la£u Efjq¡−c−nl SeÉ pñha hCV¡ ®h¡dNjÉ q−h?
--Bj¡−cl ¢L HLV¤ h¤¢Ü Lj h−m j−e Ll? Bjl¡ h¤T−h¡ e¡ j¡e¤−o j¡e¤−o c¡‰¡
gÉ¡p¡c? h¤T−h¡ e¡ H−„¡X¡p? Hph ®a¡ j¡e¤−olC C¢aq¡pz
--Ha mð¡ ¢m¢ØV! L¡l Ol f¤−s−R, −L j−l−R..
--a¡ f−sC ®a¡ BlJ i¡−m¡ L−l h¤¢T j¡e¤−ol A‘¡ea¡ Bl A¢nr¡l L¡l−Z djÑ
L£i¡−h l¡SaÅ L−lz Bl j¡e¤o L£L−l Aj¡e¢hL q−u J−Wz L¤v¢pa q−u J−Wz JC ¢m¢ØV
M¤h clL¡¢l ¢Rmz J…−m¡ HL HL¢V Bj¡−cl piÉa¡l N¡−m HL HL¢V b¡è−sl j−a¡z


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JC b¡ès M¡Ju¡l clL¡l B−R M¤hz M¤h i¡−m¡ hCz M¤h clL¡¢l hCz
  −m¢i−L Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡z HC fÐbj Bj¡l j−e qm j¡e¤o¢V ¢j−bÉ hm−Rez m‹¡
®hØV ®pm¡l ¢m−ØVz H−a Bj¡l Ll¡l ¢LR¤ ®eCz na Q¡C−mJ B¢j ¢h¢œ² hå Ll−a
f¡l−h¡ e¡z m‹¡l e¡j q−u−R, ®m¡−L ¢Le−a Q¡C−Rz Bf¡aa Bj¡l fÐL¡nL a¡−a
l¡¢Sz ¢L¿º kMe m‹¡ fs¡l fl Bj¡l c¤eÑ¡j q−h, aMe ¢a¢e L£ L−l a¡ p¡jm¡−he!
HL¢V h¡wm¡ në HMe gl¡¢p−cl j¤−M j¤−Mz m‹¡z Cw−l¢S ®S l EµQ¡lZ A−eL ®c−n
H quz m‹¡−L A−e−L muu¡ h−mz öd−l ¢c−a quz


   −pC S¡j¡Ñe p¡wh¡¢cL q¡¾p ay¡l ®pC elJ−u¢Su¡e LÉ¡−jl¡jÉ¡e ¢e−u Ef¢ÙÛa HC
¢lvS ®q¡−V−m, B¢j ®c−M Ah¡Lz ¢a¢e ®heÑ¡XÑ By¢l −m¢il p¡r¡vL¡l ¢e−a H−p−Rez
−pC −k abÉ¢Qœ h¡e¡−µRe, ®p L¡l−Z ¢h¢iæ ®cn O¤l−Re ®kM¡−eC k¡¢µR B¢jz q¡¾p−L
B¢j ®k ®c−nC k¡C ®p ®c−nC ¢N−u ¢N−u R¢h ®a¡m¡l q¡¢al MlQ ®k¡N¡−µR ®L S¡e−a
C−µR L−lz ¢jEQ¤u¡¢m−al Ae¤ù¡e, Bj¡l H¢cL ®p¢cL, ®m¢i Hhw BlJ ®mML
c¡nÑ¢e−Ll L¡R ®b−L Bj¡l pÇf−LÑ p¡r¡vL¡l −eu q¡¾pz ®m¢i kMe Bj¡l pÇf−LÑ
h−me, h¡lh¡lC ¢a¢e ®S¡l ¢c−u h−me ¢pðm, ¢pðm, ¢pðmz S¡jÑ¡¢e h¡ elJ−u ®b−L
E−s Bp¡ q¡−¾pl SeÉ ®j¡V f¡yQ ¢j¢eV pju hl¡Ÿ qmz ®m¢il öd¤ p¡r¡vL¡l ®cJu¡
eu, ®eJu¡l hÉ¡f¡l B−Rz hm−me, ®a¡j¡l p−‰ Lb¡ hm−a Q¡C, ®a¡j¡−L ¢e−u ¢mM−a
Q¡C ¢eE CuLÑ V¡Cj−pz m¡−’l HL¢V ®ej¿¹æ h¡¢am L−l ®m¢il p−‰ ®q¡−V−m m¡’
p¡l−a p¡l−a Lb¡ qmz B¢j Lb¡u fV¤ eCz ®k j¡e¤o Lb¡u fV¤ ®p j¡e¤o Lb¡ h−mez
B¢j öd¤ ®Q−u b¡¢L AN¡d p¤¾c−ll ¢c−Lz
 ¢h−L−m 20 hR−ll f§¢aÑ Evph    cÉ g¡−jlz AÉ¡e−a¡u¡−ea g¤LHl cÉ g¡jz Evp−h
Bj¡−L pðdÑe¡ ®cJu¡ q−hz pðdÑe¡ ®c−he SÉ¡L c¡¢lc¡z j−’ Bj¡−L hp¡−e¡ qm
c¡¢lc¡l f−nz c¡¢lc¡ Bj¡l Jfl c£OÑrZ hš²ªa¡ Ll−mez ¢m¢Ma hš²ªa¡zmr L¢l


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gl¡¢p−a ®mM¡ ay¡l hš²ªa¡¢V h¡Cn¢V g¤m−úf L¡NS-i¢aÑz c¡¢lc¡ d¤j−p pj¡−m¡Qe¡
Ll−me p¡wh¡¢cL−clz B¢j ®L¡eJ HL pju p¡wh¡¢cL−cl ®R−L dl¡, g−V¡NË¡g¡l−cl
T¡y¢f−u fs¡u M¤hC ¢hl¢š² fÐL¡n L−l¢Rm¡jz c¡¢lc¡ hs j¡e¢hL ®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u−Re
Bj¡l ¢c−Lz ¢a¢e Q¡e B¢j Bj¡l j−a¡ h¡y¢Qz ®fÐ−pl fÐ−u¡Se ®ke Bj¡−L ¢c−u
®jV¡−e¡ e¡ quz
Hlfl B¢j ¢LR¤ hmm¡j, Bj¡l ®mM¡ ®b−L f¡W Ll−m¡ HLSez gl¡¢p e¡l£h¡c£
c¡nÑ¢eL ®q−me ¢p„¤p Ll−me hš²ªa¡, Bj¡l ®mM¡−m¢M ¢e−uz Be−a¡u¡−ea g¤L pq
BlJ A−eL e¡l£h¡c£ Ll−mez g¤−Ll pwNWe g−a¡u¡ S¡¢ll fl fÉ¡¢lp nq−l Bj¡l
pjbÑ−e ¢j¢Rm L−l¢Rmz kMe B¢j ¢eS ®c−n Aa−m A¿¹l£Z, g¤L f¡¢W−u¢R−me
BCeS£h£ ¢j−nm C−Xm−L h¡wm¡−c−n, k¢c BC−el hÉ¡f¡−l Bj¡l BceS£h£−cl
®L¡eJ p¡q¡kÉ Ll−a f¡−lz g¤L A−eLV¡ hm−aJ Q¡C−Re ®k ¢a¢eC Bj¡−L HLlLj
−cn ®b−L h¡y¢Q−u H−e−Rez j−e j−e fÐnÀ L¢l, a¡q−m p¤C−X−e ®f±y−R¡m¡j L£ L−l
B¢j? Bj¡l ®a¡ é¡−¾p H−p ®f±y−R¡−e¡l Lb¡! elJ−ul j¿»£l¡ h−m¢Rm, Bj¡l BnÐu
®eJu¡l Lb¡ elJ−u−az ¢L¿º L£ L¡l−Z p¤C−Xe qm a¡ ay¡l¡ h¤T−a f¡−µRe e¡z elJ−u
®b−L ¢h−no c§a f¡W¡−e¡ q−u¢Rm h¡wm¡−c−nz plL¡−ll p−‰ Bj¡−L ¢e−u fÐbj
B−m¡Qe¡ elJ−ul c§aC L−l¢R−mez plL¡¢l elJ−u¢Su¡e LjÑLaÑ¡ ®q−p hm−me,
p¤C−Xe ¢L¿º ®a¡j¡−L ¢Rea¡C L−l ¢e−u−Rz Bp−m a¤¢j elJ−ulz Bp−m B¢j ¢L
L¡lJ! ¢e−S−L ö−d¡Cz ¢e−S−L j−e j−e h¢m, öd¤ −n¡−e¡, öd¤ −cMz öd¤ j¡b¡V¡ ¢WL
l¡−M¡z AqwL¡l−L d¡−l L¡−R Bp−a ¢cJ e¡z
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B−NC hm¡ q−u−R B¢j BdO¾V¡l ®h¢n b¡L−a f¡l−h¡ e¡z BlJ HLV¤ pj−ul SeÉ
Be−a¡u¡−ea g¤L Bl ¢œ²ÕQ¡e ®h−pl j−dÉ l£¢aja k¤Ü öl¦ q−u ®N−Rz ®no Ah¢c
¢œ²ÕQ¡e ®VÊ−el pju ¢f¢R−u ¢c−u cÉ g¡−jl SeÉ ¢LR¤V¡ pju h¡l L−l−Rz JC pjuV¤L¤


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JM¡−e ®b−L i¡−m¡C q−u−Rz fÐQ¤l g¤−ml ®a¡s¡ Bj¡l SeÉ A−fr¡ Ll¢Rm, A−fr¡
Ll¢Rm N¡ez gl¡¢p N¡uL N¡¢uL¡l¡ Bj¡−L E−ŸnÉ L−l N¡e N¡C−me -- Ap¡d¡lZz
B¢j j¤‡ q−aJ i¤−m ®Nm¡j, Ù¹¢ña qm¡j ®Lhmz


   ®k−a q−h e¡¿¹ nq−lz f¤lú¡l Be−az B¢j nÄ¡p ¢e−a Q¡Cz Bhc¡l L¢l, Bj¡l
p−‰ ¢Sm−L ®k−a q−hz qÉ¡y ¢eÕQuCz ¢Sm−L d−l Be¡ qmz B¢j ¢hj¡−e k¡−h¡ e¡z
k¡−h¡ −lmN¡¢s−az a¡C pCz −a−S−iz â¦aN¡j£ −lmz HM¡−eJ ü¢Ù¹ ®eCz B¢j k¡−h¡
a¡C f¤−l¡ ®lm ®ØVne M¡¢m L−l ®gm¡ qmz BÕQkÑz ®c−M Ha je M¡l¡f q−u k¡u!
j¡b¡ ¢eQ¤ L−l l¡¢Mz hs Afl¡¢d −h¡d L¢lz ®VÊ−el fÐbj ®nÐZ£lJ ®k fÐbj ®nÐZ£ B−R
a¡ f¤−l¡V¡C Bj¡−cl SeÉ l¡M¡z ¢œ²ÕQ¡e, ¢Sm, B¢j Hhw A…e¢a f¤¢mnz ¢hj¡−e
ïjZ Ll¡l Q¡C−a ®lm ïj−Z B¢j Be¾c ®h¢n f¡Cz j¡e¤o, h¡¢sOl, N¡Rf¡m¡ Hph
®cM−a ®cM−a ®k−a i¡−m¡ m¡−Nz BL¡−nl ®jO Bl A−j¡O n§eÉa¡ ®cM−a Bj¡l
i¡−m¡ m¡−N e¡z ¢S−ml p−‰ M¤yep¤¢V Ll−a Ll−a, Bj¡l L¡−R Bp¡ ¢hÙ¹l ¢Q¢Wf−œl
¢LR¤ M¤−m M¤−m Ae¤h¡c öe−a öe−a, Bj¡−L ¢e−u −mM¡ gl¡¢p−cl fcÉ öe−a öe−a,
j¤−M hm¡l SeÉ c¤HL V¤L−l¡ gl¡¢p h¡LÉ ¢nM−a ¢nM−a, S¡e¡m¡ ¢c−u R¤−V Qm¡ ®R¡V
®R¡V NË¡j nql ®cM−a, Q¡ ®M−a ®M−a Q¢mz hÉ¢š²Na HL¢V S£he        Bj¡−L Ajm
Be¾c ®cuz
     e¡¿¹ nq−ll ®q¡−Vm cÉ ¢i−m f¤lú¡l ¢halZ Ae¤ù¡e qmz f¤lú¡¢Vl e¡j H¢Xƒ cÉ
e¡¿¹ f¤lú¡lz HC f¤lú¡−ll HL¢V C¢aq¡p B−Rz é¡−¾pl l¡S¡ Qa¤bÑ ®qe¢l 1598p¡−m
djÑk¤Ü hå Ll¡l SeÉ ®k L¡N−S pC L−l¢Rm, ®pC L¡NS¢VC H¢Xƒ cÉ e¡¿¹z gÊÊ¡¾p
j§ma LÉ¡b¢mL−cl ®cnz ¢L¿º HM¡−e k¡l¡ fÐ−VØV¡¾V djÑ NËqZ L−l¢Rm, a¡−cl hm¡ qm
CE−N¡−e¡az j¡¢VÑe m¤b¡−ll fÐ−V¡ØV¡¾V djÑ eu, Se ®Lm¢i−el ¢lg−jÑne k¡l¡ NËqZ
L−l¢Rm a¡−clz CE−N¡−e¡a−cl Jfl AaÉ¡Q¡l Qma LÉ¡b¢mL−clz ®Lhm AaÉ¡Q¡l


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eu, W¡™¡ j¡b¡u a¡−cl M¤e Ll¡ qaz q¡S¡l q¡S¡l CE−N¡−e¡a−cl M¤e Ll¡ q−u−Rz
é¡−¾pl HC e¡¿¹ nql¢VC aMe CE−N¡−e¡a−cl h¡y¢Q−u¢Rm fС−Zz gÊ¡−¾pl L¤¢s¢V nq−l
CE−N¡eal¡ djÑf¡me Ll¡l ü¡d£ea¡ ®f−u¢Rmz 1610 p¡−m Qa¤bÑ ®qe¢l−L kMe qaÉ¡
Ll¡ qu, aMe LÉ¡b¢mL ¢NSÑ¡l    j§m L¡S qm CÚE−N¡ea−cl M¤e Ll¡z Qa¤bÑ ®qe¢ll
−R−m œ−u¡cn m¤C HC M¤−el f−r ¢Rmz ®j¡−VJ NË¡qÉ L−l¢e H¢Xƒ cÉ e¡¿¹z a¡−L
HLh¡l hm¡ q−u¢Rm CE−N¡ea−cl ®a¡ aªa£u Hhw Qa¤bÑ By¢l (®qe¢l) fТanФ¢a
¢c−u¢Rm p¤¢h−d ®c−h, œ−u¡cn m¤C hma, fÐbjSe J−cl iu ®fa, ¢àa£u Se J−cl
i¡−m¡ h¡p−a¡, B¢j J−cl iuJ f¡C e¡, i¡−m¡J h¡¢p e¡z Hlfl Qa¤cÑn m¤C
p§kÑl¡S¡l BNj−el fl ®b−L fÐQ¡l ¢a¢e öl¦ Ll−me ®k HL ¢hnÄ¡p, HL BCe, HL
l¡S¡z a¡l n¡pe¡j−mC CE−N¡ea−cl f¤−l¡ dÄwp L−l ®cJu¡ q−u−Rz f¤¢s−u j¡l¡
q−u−Rz Olh¡¢s R¡C L−l ®cJu¡ q−u−Rz ®cn ®b−LJ J−cl ®h−l¡−aJ −cJu¡ qu¢ez
k¡l¡ −hy−Q¢Rm, S¡q¡−S L−l a¤l−úl L¡−R œ²£ac¡p ¢q−p−h ¢h¢œ² L−l ®cJu¡ q−u¢Rmz
J−cl fТa¢V j¢¾cl …y−s¡ L−l −cJu¡ q−u¢Rmz A−eL−L J−uØV C¢ä−Sl gl¡¢p
L−m¡¢e−a p¡l¡S£h−el SeÉ œ²£ac¡p q−a f¡W¡−e¡ q−u¢Rmz CE−N¡ea h¡h¡ j¡l L¡R
®b−L a¡−cl p¿¹¡e−cl ®L−s ®eJu¡ qa, p¿¹¡e−cl ®cJu¡ qa LÉ¡b¢mL f¤−l¡¢qa−cl
L¡−R ¢nr¡ ®cJu¡l SeÉz Bs¡Cmr CE−N¡ea f¡¢m−u ¢N−u¢Rm p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡ä, S¡jÑ¡¢e,
Cw−mä, B−j¢lL¡, qmÉ¡ä, ®f¡m¡ä, c¢rZ B¢éL¡, ®kM¡−e a¡l¡ a¡−cl ¢eS djÑ f¡me
Ll¡l ü¡d£ea¡ ®f−u¢Rmz 1688 ®b−L 1689 fkÑ¿¹ ¢hn¡m j¡−f nlZ¡¢bÑ ®f±y−R¢Rm
c¢rZ B¢éL¡l ®Lf V¡E−el c¢r−Z Ešj¡n¡ A¿¹l£−fz
  −pC H¢Xƒ cÉ e¡¿¹ f¤lú¡l a¡−clC ®cJu¡ qu k¡l¡ djÑ¢hnÄ¡−pl L¡l−Z ®k c¡‰¡ ®k
k¤Ü a¡l ¢hl¦−Ü ms¡C L−lz pL−mlC ja, B¢jC HC f¤lú¡l f¡h¡l ph−Q−u ®k¡NÉz
¢is ®p¢cez ®jul hm−me hs A¢X−V¡¢lu¡−j Ae¤ù¡−el Lb¡ ¢Rmz ¢L¿º ¢el¡fš¡l
L¡l−Z ®pV¡ Ll¡ ®Nm e¡z ¢el¡fš¡l c¡¢u−aÅ ®k hsLaÑ¡ B−Re, h−m ¢c−u−Re ®R¡V


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A¢X−V¡¢lu¡−j Ae¤ù¡e Ll−az ph¡lC BNf¡nam¡ Ha ®h¢n aõ¡¢n Ll¡ q−u−R, ®k
A−e−L HjeL£ A−eL j¿»£J, j¿»£l ®Xf¤¢VJ f¢lQufœ e¡ Be¡u ®ia−l Y¤L−a
f¡−le¢ez M¤hC Ls¡L¢s hÉhÙÛ¡z n¤−e l¡−N Bj¡l N¡ SÅ−mz


Bj¡l gl¡¢p m‹¡ ®q¡−Vm cÉ ¢i−m ®p¡e¡l ®é−j l¡M¡ qmz Be¤ù¡¢eLi¡−h Bj¡l
q¡−a AfÑZ Ll¡ qm f¤lú¡l¢Vz f¤lú¡−l ®csmr é¡yl ®QL B−R, j¡efœ B−R,
LÉ¡ei¡−p ByL¡ HL¢V R¢h B−Rz Bj¡l pwúª¢a−L nÐÜ¡ S¡¢e−u R¢h¢V ByL¡z BhR¡
BhR¡ ¢LR¤ n¡¢sfl¡ ®j−ul R¢hz nq−ll ®nÐù ¢nÒf£l ByL¡z e¡¿¹ nq−ll NZÉj¡eÉ
®m¡L, plL¡−ll EµQ fcÙÛ ®m¡L, pL−ml ¢is ®p¢ce −q¡−Vm cÉ ¢i−m, ¢p¢V q−mz
Bj¡l ¢m¢Ma hš²hÉ Cw−l¢S−a, f¡−n c¡y¢s−u Cw−l¢S ®b−L gl¡¢p i¡o¡l ®c¡i¡o£
Ae¤h¡c Ll−m¡z ®c¡i¡o£ kMe Ae¤h¡c Ll¢Rm, mrÉ Ll¢Rm¡j a¡l BP¤m L¡yf−Rz J
fÐ−gne¡m C¾V¡l−fÐVlz a¡C L¡f¡ BP¤m ®c−M Ah¡LC qm¡jz f−l −j−u¢V AhnÉ
h−m−R, ®a¡j¡l p¡j−e c¡y¢s−u B¢R, H Bj¡−L M¤h e¡iÑ¡p L−l a¤m¢Rm, H Bj¡−cl
S£h−el üfÀz
Hlfl ®fÐp Leg¡−l¾pz ¢S¢ep¢V−L ¢LR¤−aC fR¾c Ll−a f¡¢l e¡z Q¡¢f−u ®cJu¡
¢S¢ep¢V−L −qm¡u ®gm¡u p¡¢lz Hlfl A−fr¡ Ll¢R−me hÉ¡w−L¡−uV l¦−j e¡¿¹
¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul AdÉ¡fL, S¤¢l ®h¡−XÑl pL−m, Bl eN−ll NZÉj¡eÉ hÉ¢š²l¡z pL−m fСu
f¡Nm q−u EW−me Bj¡l A−V¡NË¡g ¢e−az Bl hC, pL−ml q¡−a q¡−a m‹¡z Bl
Lm¡−jl hC¢Vz k¡l¡ hC B−e¢e, a¡l¡ pC ¢em ¢ej¿»Z f−œz ¢ej¿»Zfœ¢V ®hn p¤¾clz
C−µR L−l HL¢V ¢e−Sl L¡−R l¡¢Mz ¢L¿º Jl¡ ®a¡ i¡h−aC f¡l−h e¡ Ha a¤µR ¢S¢ep
Bj¡l Q¡Cz −jul Hhw AÒf LSe ¢j−m glm¡m ¢Xe¡lz ¢Xe¡−ll pju h¡µQ¡ h¡µQ¡ ®j−u
R¢h ByL¡ L¡XÑ ¢e−u, L¡−XÑ ®mM¡ Bjl¡ ®a¡j¡−L i¡−m¡h¡¢p, Efq¡l ®cuz




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f¤lpi¡ ®b−L ®O¡oZ¡ Ll¡ qm e¡¿¹ nq−ll Q¡¢h Bj¡l q¡−az, HC nq−ll e¡N¢lL
HMe B¢jz Bp−mC ¢L e¡N¢lL? a¡l j¡−e ¢L HC ®k B¢j HMe HC nq−l H−p h¡p
Ll−a f¡¢l! i¡h−a b¡¢L HL¡ HL¡z Bj¡l je Q¡u p¤C−Xe ®R−s Q−m B¢p, HC
nq−ll clS¡ M¤−m HC nq−l H−p b¡¢Lz
¢œ²ÕQ¡e−L ¢S−‘p L¢l, p¢aÉC ¢L B¢j e¡N¢lL JC nq−ll?
--qÉ¡y ¢eÕQuCz
HLV¤ ®q−p, HLV¤ ®b−j, h¢m, ®ke W¡–¡ Ll¢R, a¡l j¡−e B¢j HMe H nq−l H−p
b¡L−a f¡l−h¡z
¢œ²ÕQ¡e ®q−p hmm, HC Q¡¢hV¡¢hl hÉ¡f¡l…−m¡ j§ma pÇj¡®el ¢S¢epz
 ®jul Hhw ay¡l Ù»£ e¡−¿¹l j¡¢V−a f¡ ®ch¡l fl ®b−L R¡u¡l j−a¡ B−Re p−‰z
Bj¡−L M¡Ju¡−me      nq−ll ph−Q−u i¡−m¡ ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yl ph−Q−u i¡−m¡ M¡h¡lz h¡P¡¢ml
j−a¡ gl¡¢pl¡ i¡−m¡ M¡h¡−ll SeÉ f¡Nmz M¡h¡−ll p−‰ phM¡−eC Ju¡Cez B¢j e¡
®M−a S¡¢e Ju¡Ce, e¡ h¤¢T ®g¡u¡NË¡, e¡ h¤¢T j¡N−l cÉ LÉ¡e¡−ll j¡q¡aÈz e¡ h¤¢T, ah¤
i¡−m¡h¡p−me Bj¡−Lz −jul, ®ju−ll Ù»£ Hhw ®q¡−Vm cÉ ¢i−ml LSe ®Xf¤¢Vz −Nm¡j
Xm¢ge ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yuz JM¡−e QjvL¡l c£OÑ m¡’z ®jul h¡lh¡l pÈlZ L¢l−u ¢c−me, e¡¿¹
HMe ®a¡j¡l ¢p¢V, kMe M¤¢n Bp−h, a¤¢j H−m e¡¿¹H Bh¡l p¤−Ml Evph q−hz
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®p¢Vl Jfl ¢c−u ¢p¢Vl ¢c−Lz ®jul ®cM¡−a ®cM¡−a ¢e−me f¤−l¡−e¡ LÉ¡−pm, Ju¡V¡l
®lpz ®jul Hhw ay¡l Ù»£C Bj¡−L A¢dL¡l L−l l¡M−me, ¢h−no ®LE Bl p¤−k¡N ®fm
e¡ Lb¡ hmh¡lz ®ju−ll Ù»£ Bj¡−L ®L¡−V HL¢V ¢fe m¡¢N−u ¢c−u hm−me           -- e¡¿¹
eNl£ ®a¡j¡−L j−e l¡M−h ¢QlL¡mz kMe e¡jm¡j ¢p¢V−a, L−uLn ®m¡L c¡y¢s−u ¢Rm
®cM−h h−mz Aü¢Ù¹ quz Bh¡l i¡−m¡J m¡−Nz ®ØVn−e Hm¡j, ®jul Hhw a¡yl p‰£l¡J
H−me ¢hc¡u ¢c−az Hi¡−hC L¡V¡−e¡ qm S¤m i¡−eÑl S−¾jl nql e¡¿¹z


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Al¢m ¢hj¡eh¾cl ®b−L ØVÌ¡ph¤−NÑl ¢c−Lz HC k¡œ¡J HL jq¡L¡™z ®p¡S¡ N¡¢s Y¤−L
fsm ¢hj¡−el ¢py¢sl L¡−R, A−fr¡ Ll−a qmz ®Le? ¢hj¡e aõ¡¢p Qm−Rz L£ ¢c−u?
f¤¢m−nl L¤L¤l ¢c−uz L¤L¤l öy−L Q−m H−m fl Bj¡−L ®Y¡L¡−e¡ qmz p−‰ fÊ¡u HL
¢hj¡e f¤¢mn, ¢œ²ÕQ¡e, ®é−X¢lL, geÉ¡−Ll LaÑ¡l¡, i¡s¡ Ll¡ ®c¡i¡o£z ØVÌ¡ph¤−NÑ ®e−j
fÐb−jC VÊ¡e¢SV ®fСNË¡jz B−aÑ ®V¢m¢inez HC ¢V¢il Bj¿»−Z Na H¢fÐ−m H−p¢Rm¡j
gÊ¡−¾pz gl¡¢p S¡jÑ¡e ®V¢m¢ine HC B−aÑz HM¡−el VÊ¡e¢SV ®fСNË¡j M¤h EyQ¤j¡−elz JC
¢V¢i ®ØVn−eC gl¡¢p ¢V¢i ¢ae Hl p−‰ Lb¡ hm−a qmz
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LÉ¡−jl¡ ASpËz hpm¡j ®ia−lz M¡¢eL Lb¡h¡aÑ¡z ®jul LÉ¡b¡¢le VÊVjÉ¡−el p−‰ B−NC
Bj¡l ®cM¡ q−u¢Rmz ®jul hm−me, C¾V¡leÉ¡ne¡m f¡mÑ¡−j¾V Ah l¡CV¡pÑ A−ƒ¡h−l
ØVÌ¡ph¤−NÑ HL¢V e¡VL j’ÙÛ L−l¢Rm, ap¢mj¡−L ¢e−u ®mM¡ e¡VLz lQ¢ua¡ ®q−me
¢p„¤pz e¡VL¢V Qm¡L¡−m ap¢mj¡l A¢ieu ®k ®j−u¢V L−l¢Rm, a¡−L p¢aÉC
p¡wh¡¢cLl¡ ap¢mj¡ ®i−h¢Rmz g−V¡NË¡g¡ll¡ T¡y−L T¡y−L g−V¡ ®a¡m¡ öl¦ Ll−m¡z ®p
HL i£oZ L¡™z ®jul Bj¡l p−‰ H−me geÉ¡−Lz geÉ¡−Ll h¡C−l l¡Ù¹¡u na na
cnÑLz pL−m Bj¡−L ®cM¡j¡œ Lla¡¢m−a j¤Ml Ll−m¡ Sefbz geÉ¡−Ll qmOli¢aÑ
cnÑLz ®ia−l k¡l¡ Y¤L−a f¡−l¢e, a¡l¡ c¡y¢s−u p£j¡e¡l h¡C−lz Bj¡−L ®c−MC öl¦ qm
a¤j¤m qoÑdÄ¢ez ®jul ay¡l hš²−hÉ h¡lh¡lC hm−me ØVÌ¡ph¤NÑ ¢ehÑ¡¢pa ®mML−cl S¡uN¡
¢exp−¾c−qz f¤¢mn phpju cnÑL−cl p¡j−e hÉ¡¢l−LX ¢c−u l¡−M, Hh¡l L£ j¡u¡ qm --
¢Qg hm−me ®ia−l Y¤L−a e¡ ®f−u k¡l¡ c¡y¢s−u B−R L¢l−X¡−l, a¡−cl p−‰ q¡a
®jm¡−az La q¡a ®k h¡s¡−e¡ ¢Rm, ®L¡eJ¢V ®R¡yu¡ q−u−R, ®L¡eJ¢V qu¢ez ®j−ul¡ HL


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HLSe Be−¾c L¡y−c Hje AhÙÛ¡z ¢fV¡l−L ®cMm¡j HL fmL, S¡jÑ¡¢e ®b−L HM¡−eJ
H−p−Rz qÉ¡−m¡ hm¡ R¡s¡ Bl ®L¡eJ Lb¡ qu¢ez ¢i−s q¡¢l−u ¢N−u−R ¢fV¡lz f−l
ö−e¢R S¡jÑ¡¢e ®b−L ®L¡l fÐL¡ne£l j¡¢mLJ H−p¢R−me, f¤¢mn ®ia−l Y¤L−a ®cu¢ez
−L¡l fÐL¡ne£ Bj¡l −mM¡ ¢e−u ¢Vn¡VÑ L−l−Rz Bj¡−L ®mM¡ ®mML−cl ®M¡m¡ ¢Q¢W
R¡¢f−u−Rz pL¡m ®b−L S¡uN¡ ¢e−u h−p ¢Rm cnÑLl¡z
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Ll−R j¡e¤o    ap¢mj¡ ap¢mj¡ h−mz HLh¡l ØfnÑ Q¡uz f¤¢mn Bj¡−L J−cl L¡−R
®k−a ®c−h e¡z ¢L¿º f¤¢m−nl h¡d¡ e¡ ®j−e B¢j H¢N−u ®Nm¡jz na q¡a H¢N−u Hm
Bj¡l q¡a ØfnÑ Ll−az L¡R ®b−L Bj¡−L ®cM¡l Be¾c Tmjm Ll−R ph¡l ®Q¡−M
j¤−Mz Hl¡ ph gl¡¢p e¡l£ f¤l¦oz p¡c¡ aÅLz h¡c¡¢j h¡ ®p¡e¡¢m Q¤m H−clz ®Q¡M e£m h¡
ph¤Sz p¡j¡eÉrZC ®Lhm Øf−nÑl ü¡d£ea¡ −fm¡jz Bj¡−L Bh¡l ¢el¡fš¡l L¡lZ
®c¢M−u p¢l−u ®eJu¡ qmz W¡p¡ ¢is ¢ia−lz h¡C−l       ¢hn¡m j¢eVl l¡Ù¹¡l ¢c−L j¤M
Ll¡z Ae¤ù¡e B−u¡Se L−le eN−ll ®julz ay¡l¡ p¡l¡rZC b¡−Le f¡−nz




Hlfl geÉ¡L f¢lQ¡m−Ll O−l h−p hCH pC fhÑ Qm−m¡z fÐQ¤l hCz pC L−l¢R f¡yQnl
j−a¡ hCz hC−ul f¡a¡ E−ÒV p¡j−e H¢N−u ¢c−µR HLSez pC q−aC B−lLSe −V−e
¢e−u ea¤e hC−ul SeÉ S¡uN¡ L−l ¢c−µRz ý ý L−l hC g¤−l¡−µRz j¡¢l, g¡¢hu¡e, LÓc,
fÉ¡¢VÊ¢pu¡,   LÉ¡−l¡¢me,   H¢Xb, SÉ¡L¢me, ¢eLm, ®i−l¡¢eL, ®c¡¢j¢eL, −j¡¢lp..
Hph e¡−jl h¡e¡e Bj¡l f−r ®mM¡ Apñhz gl¡¢p h¡e¡e EµQ¡l−Zl −b−L −k¡Se
c§−lz e¡j…−m¡ ®LE ¢m−M ®cuz ¢œ²ÕQ¡e h¡ ®LEz Bj¡l p¡j−e H−p hC−u pC Ll−a
L¡E−L ®cJu¡ qu e¡z




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Hlfl ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu ØVÌ¡ph¤NÑ geÉ¡−Ll B−u¡S−e c¤f¤−ll M¡h¡lz j¡l−pCHl −Øfn¡m
M¡h¡lz gl¡¢p ®c−nl A’m…−m¡l ¢eSü M¡h¡−ll p¤e¡j M¤hz Bj¡l ¢S−i h¡P¡¢m
M¡h¡lC ®l¡−Q ®h¢nz −l−Ù¹¡l¡yu M¡h¡−ll fl ®fÐp Leg¡−l¾pz CJ−l¡f£u f¡mÑ¡−j−¾V
A−fr¡ Ll−Re j¡eh¡¢dL¡l ¢hi¡−Nl ®fТp−X¾Vz AaHh k¡Ju¡ qm, Lb¡ qmz j¤¢š²
®eCz JM¡−eJ ®R¡VM¡−V¡ ®fÐp Leg¡−l¾pz LÓ¡¢¿¹ m¡N¢Rm M¤hz JM¡e ®b−L ¢hj¡e h¾c−l
k¡Ju¡l f−b LÉ¡¢bXÊ¡mz H¢fÐ−m kMe ØVÌ¡ph¤NÑ B¢p, ¢Sm h−m¢Rm LÉ¡¢bXÊ¡mV¡ ®c−M¡,
aMe pju qu¢e ®cM¡lz Bl HMe, l¡¢š−l, ¢œ²pj¡−pl ®R¡V ®R¡V ®c¡L¡e h−p ®N−R
LÉ¡¢bXÊ¡−ml f¡−n, B−m¡¢La LÉ¡¢bXÊ¡m ®cM¡ qmz ®m¡L A−fr¡C Ll¢Rm, ®cM¡−m¡
®ia−l, h¡C−lz Apj−u ®ialV¡ ®M¡m¡ l¡M¡ q−u¢Rm ®cM−a Bp−h¡ h−mz
fÉ¡¢lp ®b−L ØVÌ¡ph¤NÑ Q−m H−p¢Rm B−j¢lL¡l HL p¡wh¡¢cLz fÉ¡¢l−p Bj¡l pju
®eC h−m Q−m Bp¡, k¢c ¢hj¡−e ®k−a ®k−a ¢LR¤ Lb¡ h¢mz fÉ¡¢l−p ®f±y−R Bh¡l ®pC
p¡j−e ¢fR−e fÉ¡y f¤y jVlp¡C−Lm Bl N¡¢s ¢e−u f¤¢mn h¡¢qe£z VÊ¡¢gL ¢Rm, pLm
N¡¢s−L R¡¢s−u, VÊ¡¢gL e¡ ®j−e fÉ¡y f¤y H¢N−u Qm−m¡ ph¡l B−Nz




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Es¢R HL S¡uN¡ ®b−L B−lL S¡uN¡uz Es¢R ØVÌ¡ph¤−NÑz Es−a q−µR j¡−pÑC−uz ®k−a qu ØVÌ¡ph¤−NÑl geÉ¡−Lz
JM¡eL¡l ®jul Bj¿»Z S¡¢e−u−Rez j¡−pÑC ®ju−ll Bj¿»−Z j¡−pÑCHz ¢ae¢V geÉ¡−LC q¡S¡l j¡e¤−ol ¢isz HL
fmL ®cM¡l ¢isz Bj¡−L HLV¤ ®R¡u¡l ¢isz HLV¤ Lb¡ hm¡l, hС−i¡ hm¡l ¢isz A−V¡NË¡−gl SeÉ ýj¢s ®M−u f−s
Sea¡z




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pL¡−m Al¢m Hu¡l−f¡VÑz p¡l¡l¡a p¡l¡¢ce ®q¡−V−ml p¡j−e h¾c¤L Ey¢Q−u f¤¢mn c¡y¢s−u
b¡−Lz l¡Ù¹¡ håz ®L¡eJ N¡¢s−O¡s¡ Qm−a f¡−l e¡ p¡j−el l¡Ù¹¡uz kaph Aá¤a hÉ¡hÙÛ¡z
k¡¢µR j¡l−pCz é¡−¾pl c¢r−Zz geÉ¡−Ll cm ¢Rm, i¡s¡−V Ae¤h¡cLJz ¢hj¡eh¾c−l
Bh¡l ®pC f¤¢m¢n aõ¡¢nz i§jdÉp¡N−ll f¡−s j¡l−pCz j¡l−pCHl f¤¢mn l¡Ù¹¡u
c¡ys¡−e¡ ¢h−no L−l JM¡eL¡l geÉ¡−Ll c¤j¡Cm fb A¢ëz HL¢V cªnÉ ®c−M je M¡l¡f
q−u k¡uz N¡¢s kMe Qm¢Rm Bj¡l, JlLj fÉ¡y f¤y L−l EdÄÑnÄ¡p N¡¢s ®c−M ¢LR¤ ®m¡L
qaið l¡Ù¹¡u c¡y¢s−u f−s¢Rmz l¡Ù¹¡l f¤¢mn a¡−cl d¡LL¡ ¢c−u p¢l−u ¢c−a ®N−m
®m¡L…−m¡ f−s k¡u j¡¢V−az hs j¡u¡ qu Bj¡lz f¤¢m−nl A¢a¢lš² L¡™ ®c−M hs
¢hlš²z


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Ll−me ®julz fÐQ¤l f¡WL, qmOl Ef−Q f−s−R, c¡ys¡h¡lJ S¡uN¡ ®eCz f¡W−Ll
HL¢VC Lb¡, ap¢mj¡ Bjl¡ ®a¡j¡l p−‰ B¢Rz j¡l−pCHl ®j−ul¡ pq−k¡¢Na¡l Lb¡
S¡¢e−u HL¢V hC °a¢l L−l−R, −p¢V ¢cm Bj¡−Lz huú LSe j¢qm¡ hm−me, HC e¡J
Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡, Bj¡l h¡¢s ®a¡j¡l SeÉ lCm, B¢j ®a¡j¡−L p¡l¡S£he l¡M−h¡z
g¤−m Bl Efq¡−l B¢j i−l EWm¡jz Hlfl ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yz ®ju−ll X¡L¡ f¡¢VÑz NZÉj¡eÉ
hÉ¡¢š²l¡z fСš²e ¢hQ¡lj¿»£ H−me ®cM¡ Ll−az R¢h a¤m−mez j¤−M deÉ qJu¡l q¡¢pz
®l−Ù¹¡l¡y ®b−L ®h−l¡−a ¢N−u ®c¢M ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu hp¡ ph¡C E−W c¡y¢s−u q¡aa¡¢m ¢c−µRz
B¢j q¡yV−a ®Q−u¢Rm¡j, q¡yV¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll−m¡ f¤¢mnz g−V¡p¡wh¡¢cLl¡ c¡y¢s−u ¢Rm
®l−Ù¹¡l¡yl h¡C−lz h¤¢T e¡, ®fÐp Leg¡−l−¾pl fÐQ¤l R¢h a¤−mJ a¡−cl Bh¡l R¢h ®a¡m¡l
®Le clL¡l quz Bjl¡ k¡¢µR p¡j−e ®qy−Vz Bl f’¡nS−el j−a¡ g−V¡p¡wh¡¢cL ®fRe
®fRe ®qy−Vz HLSe ®a¡ ®f−R¡−a ®f−R¡−a b¡−j ®m−N E−ÒV f−s ®Nm, E−W Bh¡l ¢LÓL
¢LÓLz ¢LÓL ¢LÓ−Ll SÅ¡m¡u ®no A¢ë N¡¢s−a E−W fs−a qmz ¢hj¡eh¾c−l k¡h¡l f−b


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nq−ll h¡C−l ®S−m−cl ®e±−L¡ c¡ys¡−e¡z N¡¢s b¡¢j−u ®e±−L¡l f¡n ¢c−u pj¤â ®cM−a
®cM−a q¡yV¢Rz qW¡v HL −S−m Bj¡−L ®c−M ®c±−s Hm q¡a ®jm¡−az gl¡¢p−a hm−m¡,
B¢j DnÄl−L ®cM−mJ ®h¡dqu Ha M¤¢n qa¡j e¡! fÐQ¡l j¡dÉj j¡e¤o−L ®L¡b¡u Lac§−l
®f±y−R ¢c−a f¡−l, −Lhm Ae¤ih Llm¡jz j¡l−pCHl nqla¢m−a ¢h−L−m NÒg ®Mm¢Rm
pj¤−âl d¡−l, qW¡v ®c¢M ®Mm¡ ®R−s ph c¡y¢s−u B−R Bj¡−L ®cM−h h−mz q¡a ®e−s
A¢ie¾ce S¡e¡−h h−mz é¡−¾pl 60 ¢j¢mue j¡e¤oC ®h¡dqu Bj¡−L ®Q−ez


fÉ¡¢l−p ®q¡−V−m HL g¡y−L i¡l−al l¡øÌc§a H−p ®cM¡ L−l k¡ez h¡−l h−p HL NÔ¡p
Ju¡Ce f¡e Ll−a Ll−a p¡j¡eÉ Lb¡ quz h¡−ll e¡j B−eÑØV ®q¢jwJ−uz HC h¡−l
h−p B−eÑØV ®q¢jwJ−u ay¡l fÉ¡¢lp-S£h−e jc ®M−aez


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pL¡−m H¢Xne ØVLz JM¡−e ¢h¢iæ f¢œL¡ ®b−L p¡wh¡¢cLl¡ B−pz c¤xM qu a¡−cl
SeÉ pju h¡yd¡ f¡yQ ¢j¢¾V L−lz Bj¡l pju ®k Ha j§mÉh¡e B−N S¡e¡ ¢Rm e¡z
¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul ¢LR¤ ®R−m ®j−u B−p Lb¡ hm−az J−cl SeÉ ®cJu¡ qu c¤¢j¢eVz JM¡e
®b−L ®l¢XJz ®l¢XJl fÐbj LaÑ¡ Bj¡−L ¢l−XJl ®NV ®b−L ¢l¢pi L−lez AhnÉC
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®L¡eJ¢ce S¡e¡ qa e¡z 顾p C¾V¡l S¡eÑ¡mz −hn …l¦Nñ£l B−m¡Qe¡ Ae¤ù¡ez BlJ
®l¢XJ BlJ B−N p¡r¡vL¡l ¢e−u−Rz HV¡ Bm¡c¡z B−m¡Qe¡ ®n−o ®q¡−V−m ®gl¡z
geÉ¡L ®b−L ¢c−u ®N−R ®q¡−Vm l¦−j f¡yQnl Jfl hCz pC Ll−a q−hz f¤¢m−nl¡ hC
¢L−e ®l−M−R, J…−m¡−aJ pC L¢l−u ¢emz f¤¢m−nl HL h¡¢qe£−L Bj¡l l¦−jl f¡−nl
l¦−j b¡L−a q−µRz Jl¡ Bj¡l p−‰ h¡C−l ®h−l¡u e¡z J−cl L¡S Bj¡l l¦j f¡q¡l¡
®cJu¡z ®p l¦−j B¢j b¡¢L h¡ e¡ b¡¢Lz


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S¤¢mu¡ ¢œ²−ØVi¡ ®b−L öl¦ L−l HMeL¡l e¡l£h¡c£−a ®R−u k¡u j’ Hhw cnÑL¡pez ®k
ka hs e¡l£h¡c£ qe e¡ ®Le, B¢j ka r¤â ¢ff£¢mL¡ qC e¡ ®Le, Bj¡−LC jdÉj¢Z
L−l Ae¤ù¡e quz B¢j ¢hhÐa ®h¡d L¢lz Bj¡l HC ¢hhÐa ®h¡d Ll¡¢V A−e−LlC eS−l
f−sz qW¡v qW¡v ¢hoZÀ q−u fs¡ Bj¡−L p¡¿¹Æe¡ ®cJu¡ qu HC h−m ®k HM¡eL¡l
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M¤h T¤y¢Lf§ZÑ L¡Sz ¢f¢R−u b¡L¡ lrZn£m j¤p¢mj HL¢V pj¡−Sl ¢f−W a¤¢j Q¡h¤L¡O¡a
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Se¢fÐua¡ BL¡n−R¡yu¡z
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i¡−m¡ L−l h¤¢T−u hm−a f¡l¢R e¡z
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a¤¢j ®mMLz ®pV¡C ®a¡j¡l f¢lQuz ®m¡−L l¡Ù¹¡O¡−V, HM¡−e JM¡−e, ¢h¢iæ Ae¤ù¡−e
ýj¢s ®M−u fs−R ®a¡j¡−L ®cM¡l SeÉ, p¡j−e ®b−L ®cM¡z H ®c−MC a¡l¡ aªçz



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h¡wm¡u j¡eh¡¢dL¡l f¤lú¡lz p¡d¡lZa ®hplL¡¢l pwNWe…−m¡ Hje j¡e¡¢dL¡−ll
f¤lú¡l ¢c−u b¡−Lz ¢L¿º ®L¡eJ plL¡−ll fr ®b−L ®cJu¡ qu, i¡h−a M¤h i¡mJ
m¡−Nz fll¡øÌj¿»£l L¡kÑ¡m−u, , Bp−m L¡kÑ¡mu hm−m L¡kÑ¡m−ul Afj¡e qu, hm¡ E¢Qa
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S¡e¡m¡jz




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V¡e¡−e¡ q−u−Rz B¢j AÉ¡¾V¢e Bl ¢œ²ÕQ¡ez ¢Sm Hmz HLpju pwúª¢aj¿»£ a¤−h¡ H−me
®l−Ù¹l¡yuz B¢j −l−Ù¹¡l¡yu B¢R Mhl ®f−u H−me ®cM¡ Ll−az Ù»£ ¢e−u H−p¢R−mez
f¢lQu L¢l−u ¢c−mez


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L¡e¡X¡ b−L ®l¢XJ−a p¡r¡vL¡l ®eJu¡ qmz L¡e¡X¡l B−lL ®l¢XJ H−p ®N−R é¡−¾pz
a¡l¡ Hm, a¡−cl p−‰ ®c¡i¡o£ q−u H−me 顾p iV¡Q¡kÑz 顾p Bj¡l L¢ha¡l fСb¢jL
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62 V¡ j¡eh¡¢dL¡l pwNWe pðdÑe¡ ¢cm Bj¡−Lz fÐQ¤l cnÑL ¢Rmz a¤j¤m q¡aa¡¢m
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a−h A−e−L B−R, gl¡¢p ¢œ²ÕQ¡e h¡ Cý¢c, ®Lhm Cpm¡¢j −j±mh¡c ¢e−u hm−m p¿ºø
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Ae¤ù¡e ®b−L B−lL Ae¤ù¡−e ®c±−s¡−e¡l j¡TM¡−e ¢œ²ÕQ¡e ®hp c¤¢ce h−m−Re, X¡¢mÑw
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pL−m A−fr¡ Ll¢Rm HL¢V Leg¡−l¾p l¦−jz Bj¡−L a¢sO¢s g¤m ¢c−u fcL ¢c−u


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Bj¡−cl, −a¡j¡l ms¡C Bj¡−cl ms¡Cz
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pju ¢c−u¢R Bm¡c¡z c¤f¤−l C−gm V¡Ju¡−ll ph−Q−u Q¤−s¡u S¤m i¡eÑ ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu m¡’z
JM¡−e HL a¤¢s−aC Bjl¡ k¡¢µRz JM¡−e −M−a Q¡C−m e¡¢L ®hn L−uLj¡p A−fr¡
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pjpÉ¡l j¤−M¡j¤¢M q¢µRz fª¢bh£l ka pjpÉ¡ B−R, a¡l ph pj¡d¡e Bj¡l L¡−R Q¡C−R
®LE ®LEz ¢e−Sl Aa£a haÑj¡e, BcnÑ, ¢hnÄ¡p, ¢e−Sl ¢nÒf p¡¢qaÉ, ¢Q¿¹¡ i¡he¡
Hp−hl h¡C−l SN−al ph S¢Vma¡ ¢e−u q¡¢Sl q−m Bj¡l ®a¡ p¡dÉ ®eC pj¡d¡e
®cJu¡z k¢c ¢c−a f¡¢l e¡ Ešl, h¤¢T ®k fÐnÀLaÑ¡l ®Q¡−M Bj¡−L m¡N−R BÙ¹ HL¢V
Nl¦z A¢ØVÌu¡u ¢eJe¡v¢p −Le h¡s−R, Hl ¢fR−el L¡lZ kMe S¡e−a Q¡Cm, B¢j Q¤f
q−u ¢Rm¡jz Hph B¢j, ®p¡S¡ Lb¡u, S¡¢e e¡z e¡ ®S−e A−e−LC e¡e¡ lLj i¡−h
®S¡s¡a¡¢m ¢c−u ¢LR¤ HLV¡ h−m ®cuz B¢j ®plLj ¢LR¤ HLV¡ Ll¡l frf¡¢a eCz


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A−V¡NË¡g ®eh¡l f¡m¡, h¡c¡¢j c¤−V¡ ®j−u E−W    mð¡ m¡C−e c¡ys¡−m¡z Bj¡l ®Q¡M
h¡lh¡l J c¤−V¡ ®j−ul j¤−Mz kMe Jl¡ j¤−M¡j¤¢M c¡ys¡−m¡, ¢e−Sl¡C hm−m¡, Cw−l¢S−a,
®k, S¾j a¡−cl h¡wm¡−c−nz f¡mL Be¡ q−u¢Rm kMe HL ®cs hRl hupz hup
HMe E¢en L¤¢sz LMeJ Bl ¢g−l k¡u¢e ®c−nz B¢j, ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e HC ®k Bj¡−L
®cM−R, B¢jC a¡−cl L¡−R ®cnz
®L¡−›−L H−e¢Rm ®a¡j¡−cl?
Ae¡b BnÐj ®b−Lz c¤SeC hmmz


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L£ QjvL¡l c¤−V¡ ®j−uz h¤¢Üc£ç ®Q¡M hm−a p¢aÉ k¡ ®h¡T¡u, a¡ J−cl ®Q¡Mz ¢e−S−cl
j−dÉ ¢höÜ A¢ØVÊu¡e i¡o¡u Lb¡ hm−Rz hm−m¡ c¤SeC ®mM¡fs¡ Ll−R L−m−Sz Bj¡l
M¤h S¡e−a C−µR qu ®c−nl SeÉ ®L¡eJ V¡e Jl¡ Ae¤ih L−l L£ e¡z fÐnÀ¢V M¤h L¢We
J−cl L¡−Rz L−l Hhw L−l e¡ H c¤−V¡ Eš−ll j−dÉ Jl¡ ®c¡−mz J−cl ®cM−m ®LE ®a¡
J−cl A¢ØVÌu¡e hm−h e¡, AbQ Jl¡ A¢ØVÌu¡l i¡o¡ J pwúª¢a ®k ®L¡eJ M¡y¢V
A¢ØVÌu¡−el jaC S¡−ez h¡wm¡−c−nJ k¢c Jl¡ k¡u, J−cl ®LE h¡P¡¢m hm−h e¡, L¡lZ
Jl¡ h¡wm¡ i¡o¡ J pwúª¢al ¢LR¤C S¡−e e¡z BaÈ f¢lQ−ul fÐnÀ¢V LMeJ ¢L J−cl
®i¡N¡u e¡! B¢j AfmL a¡¢L−u b¡¢L c¤C al¦Z£l ¢c−Lz J¢c−L pñ¡oZ S¡e¡−e¡l
SeÉ A−fr¡la, A¢ih¡ce S¡e¡−e¡l SeÉ A−fr¡la p¡c¡l¡ RVgV Ll−a b¡−Lz
ï¦−rf ®eC Bj¡lz i¡¢h, h¡wm¡−c−nl Ae¡b BnÐ−j ®b−L ¢L Jl¡ Hje Bd¤¢eL q−a
f¡l−a¡z Bd¤¢eLa¡ LMeJ Bj¡l L¡−R ®f¡n¡L h¡ Qmehme i¢‰l j−dÉ p£j¡hÜ euz
je−L fQ¡ f¤−l¡−e¡ L¤−u¡ ®b−L ®hl L−l Be¡ q−µR p¢aÉL¡l Bd¤¢eLa¡z p¤−k¡N
®f−m j¡e¤o L£ e¡ q−a f¡−lz f¢ÕQ−jl l¡S¯e¢aL Hhw BbÑp¡j¡¢SL             hÉhÙÛ¡,
p¤f¢lL¢Òfa   ¢nr¡ hÉhÙÛ¡ j¡e¤o−L q¡S¡l lLj p¤¢h−d ®cu üuñl ¢q−p−h Hhw
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Ll¡lz AbQ fª¢bh£l La na c¡¢lâ J djÑf£¢sa ®c−n pñ¡he¡…−m¡l Ll¦Z jªa¤É quz
   HC fª¢bh£lC j¡e¤o Bjl¡, L¡lJ S¾j HM¡−e q−u−R h−m M¡−h i¡−m¡, fl−h Hhw
fs−h i¡−m¡, ü¡ÙÛÉ ¢nr¡ i¡−m¡ q−h, S¾j JM¡−e q−u−R h−m H…−m¡ f¡−h e¡z H ¢L
S−¾jl ®c¡o! S¾j ®a¡ LMeJ −c¡−ol euz B¢j Q¤f q−u c¡y¢s−u b¡¢L, p¡j−e HL¢V
iuˆl °hojÉ ®c¡c¤m ®c¡m¡u ®c¡−mz °hojÉ¢Vl N¡−u L¡fs ®eCz
  cnÑLl¡ m¡Ce d−l A−eL ¢LR¤C ¢c−u k¡u q¡−az HLSe −Q−u¢Rm pju, ¢LR¤ Lb¡
hm¡l SeÉz pju ®eC, f¡n ®b−L C−u¡q¡e¡ ®X¡e¡−ml ®p−œ²V¡¢l S¡¢e−u ®cu z ¢WL¡e¡
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q−u¢Rmz HL¢V hCz Efq¡l p¡jNË£l j−dÉ HL¢V hCz p¡d¡lZa ¢LR¤C M¤−m ®cM¡l
fs¡l pju qu e¡z ¢fu¡−e¡ ¢VQ¡l hC¢VJ ®c¢M¢e M¤−mz L¡NSf−œl Ù¹§−f hC¢V f−s
b¡−Lz f−sC ¢Rm, fСu HLk¤N fl hC¢V q¡−a f−sz Hm¢gÊ−X C−u¢m−e−Ll ®mM¡z
p¡¢q−aÉ ®p ®e¡−hm f¤lú¡l ®f−u−Rz



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lb£ jq¡lb£l¡ m¡Ce d−l qÉ¡™−nL Ll−R Bl A¢ih¡ce S¡e¡−µRz
−LE Bp−R NÒf öe−a ®Lje L−l f¤l¦−ol …q¡ ®b−L ®hy−Q ®h¢l−u¢R,
−LE pC ¢e−a, ®LE Bp−R Lf¡−m ®Q¡M a¤−m p¡h¡p h¡qh¡ hm−a, ®LE
Q¤j¤ ®M−a, ®LE Bh¡l q¡a i−l g¤m ¢c−a..
Hl j−dÉ HL ®p¡e¡¢m Q¤−ml ®j−u L¡−R H−p q¡a h¡s¡−m¡ e¡, pC ¢em e¡,
−L¡eJ NÒfJ öe−a Q¡Cm e¡, ®Lhm hmm --
B¢j ®a¡j¡l p−‰ HLh¡l L¡ych h−m H−p¢Rz
hm−a hm−a ®j−u¢Vl ®Q¡M i−l EWm S−mz
Bl Bj¡l ®Q¡−MJ aMe h¤−Ll h¡yd ®i−P f¤−l¡ HL hÐþf¤œ E−W Bp−Rz


B¢j f§−hl, ®j−u¢V f¢ÕQ−jl,
¢L¿º Bj¡−cl ®hce¡…−m¡ HLClLj N¡tz
B¢j L¡−m¡, ®j−u¢V c¤−d Bma¡ p¡c¡,
¢L¿º Bj¡−cl c¤xM…−m¡ HLClLj e£mz
L¡ych¡l B−N Bj¡−cl ®L¡eJ NÒf S¡e−a qu¢e flØf−llz
Bjl¡ ®a¡ Bj¡−cl NÒf S¡¢eCz




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     Bj¡l ®a¡ Bl S£he k¡fe q−µR e¡z q−µR BL¡n k¡fez BL¡−n BL¡−nC
L¡V−Rz e¡, j¡¢V−a Bj¡l Bl b¡L¡l ®h¢n p¤−k¡N qu e¡z Bj¡l BL¡n S£he öl¦
quz BL¡nf¡−lC b¡¢L ®h¢nl i¡N pjuz        HLC a¡¢l−M k¢c Q¡l−V ®c−n Bj¿»Z
b¡−L, Bj¡−L fR¾c Ll−a q−h HL¢Vz Bj¡l fR¾c Bf¡aa p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡äz
p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡−ä Bj¿»Z S¡¢e−u−Re p¤Cp plL¡l, ®X−L−R j¡eh¡¢dL¡l pwÙÛ¡z
   p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡ä ®b−L p¤C−X−e Q−m Hm ¢el¡fš¡ h¡¢qe£, Bj¡−L ¢e−u −k−az f¤−l¡
fÐbj ®nÐZ£ phL¢V Bpe ¢e−S−cl L−l ¢e−uz ¢fR−el CL−e¡¢jL −nÐZ£l k¡œ£l¡
Ey¢LT¤y¢L ¢c−u ®c−Mz −h¢nl i¡NC ¢Q−e ®g−m ®L B¢j, k¡l¡ ¢Qe−a f¡−l e¡, a¡−cl
h−m ®cu f¡−nl k¡œ£ B¢j ®L, Hhw B¢j ®Lez Hi¡ L¡mÑpe e¡j¢V B¢j HMeJ −Qø¡
L−lJ h¡c ¢c−a f¡¢l¢ez e¡j¢V HL¡C Bj¡l ü¡d£ea¡ qlZ L−l ®eu A−eLV¡z ¢el¡fš¡
h¡¢qe£ Bj¡−L HL¢V hÙ¹¤−a f¢lZa L−lz qÉ¡y p¢aÉC a¡Cz kMe Bj¡−L ¢e−u h¡¢qe£l
HL cm N¡¢s−a J−W, ®L¡eJ HL¢V N¿¹−hÉl ¢c−L ®k−a b¡−L, c−ml fÐd¡e S¡¢e−u ®cu
a¡−cl ®L−¾cÐ, Jflam¡u, ®k, hÙ¹¤ HMe k¡−µR ®pC ¢e¢cÑø N¿¹−hÉl ¢c−L, ®k ¢e¢cÑø
N¿¹−hÉl ¢c−L k¡Ju¡l Lb¡ ¢Rmz hÙ¹¤ hm−R ®k −p X¡−e e¡ ¢N−u h¡y−u k¡−hz hÙ¹¤ qW¡v
¢pÜ¡¿¹ f¢lhaÑe L−l HL¢V LÉ¡−g−a e¡j−a Q¡C−Rz B¢j Bc−fC Br¢lL A−bÑC
Bf¡cjÙ¹L hÙ¹¤z hÙ¹¤ q−m ®a¡ fc¡bÑ qu, j¡−T j¡−T ¢e−S−L Bj¡l hs Afc¡bÑ h−m
j−e quz
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¢hn¡m L¡−m¡ L¡−m¡ ph L¡j¡ez ¢e−Sl ®Q¡M−L ¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡z ¢O−l b¡L¡ ¢el¡fš¡l
HLSe lr£−L ¢S−‘p L¢l, h¾c−l L¡j¡e ®Le, L£ q−u−R?
fÐb−j ®i−h¢Rm¡j L¡j¡e ®N¡m¡l fÐcnÑe£ q−µR quaz ¢el¡fš¡l ®m¡L hm−me, Bfe¡l
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--Bj¡l ¢el¡fš¡l SeÉ, L¡j¡e?
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L−l c¡y−a c¡ya ¢f¢oz p£j¡ R¡¢s−u k¡−µR ph¡Cz p£j¡ R¡s¡−µR Bj¡l pqÉn¢š²z B¢j
¢QvL¡l L−l hm−a b¡¢L ---Ha iu f¡e ®Le Bfe¡l¡, hm¤e ®a¡! ¢L−pl iu! Ha
¢el¡fš¡ ¢e¢ÕQ¢¿¹l j−dÉ S£he k¡fe L−le ®k −L¡b¡J L¡E−L jªa¤Él ýj¢L ®cJu¡
q−u−R öe−mC blbl L¡yf−a b¡−Lez H…−m¡, HC jªa¤Él ýj¢L Bj¡−cl N¢lh ®c−n
fТa¢V j¡e¤−ol Jfl fТa¢ceC b¡−Lz cu¡ L−l Bfe¡l¡ b¡j¡e L¡j¡ez L¡j¡e b¡j¡ez
   hm−a hm−a B¢j cy¡¢s−u f¢sz f¡ Qm−R e¡z f¡ Qm−R e¡ L¡lZ j¡b¡ Qm−R e¡z j¡b¡
qW¡v g¡yL¡ q−u k¡uz k¡ ¢Rm ph ®ke HL g¤vL¡−l E−s ®N−R ®L¡b¡Jz −cqlr£…−m¡−L
hm−a b¡¢L, ®ke ®c¡o ph J−clC---Bfe¡l¡ L£ hm−a Q¡C−Re, Bj¡l ¢el¡fš¡l
SeÉ HC S¤¢lM nq−l Ha Ha p¢aÉL¡l L¡j¡e H−e h¾cl ¢O−l l¡M−a q−h? ®c−M ®a¡
j−e qu h¤¢T k¤Ü ®m−N−Rz
---HV¡ Jflam¡ ®b−L ¢pÜ¡¿¹z ®m¡L h−mz
---Bfe¡−cl Jflam¡ ¢L c¤¢eu¡l ®pl¡ h¤Ü¤ e¡¢L −pl¡ f¡Nm, ö¢e? B¢j ®Qy¢Q−u E¢Wz
---−c−M ®a¡ j−e qu La h¤¢Ü d¡lZ L−lez Bl HC −p¡S¡ ¢S¢epV¡ ®Le j¡b¡u
Bfe¡−cl ®Y¡−L e¡ ®k HC dl−el ¢emÑ‹ ¢el¡fš¡l clL¡l Bj¡l ®eC! Bj¡−L,
h¡wm¡−c−nl ®k ®j¡õ¡…−m¡ j¡l−a Q¡u, a¡l¡ ¢L j−e Ll−Re HM¡−e, HC S¤¢l−M
Bp−h? a¡l¡ ¢L S¡−e p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡ä ®cn¢V ®L¡b¡u? a¡−cl h¡−fl S−¾jJ ®LE ¢L
®L¡eJ¢ce S¡e−h ®k B¢j BS HM¡−e? S¡e−h e¡z fÐnÀC J−W e¡z ¢L¿º Bj¡−L
HCi¡−h L¡™‘¡eq£−el ja ¢el¡fš¡ ¢c−m H Bj¡l Bfe¡l ¢LR¤ eu, H j§ma J−clC
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 g¡Sm¡−j¡ Ll¡l Bl ¢L S¡uN¡ f¡−µR e¡ Hl¡! HL¡ HL¡C BØg¡me L¢lz Bj¡l
l¡N quz Bj¡l iu quz iu qu Bj¡l ja p¡d¡lZ j¡e¤−ol SeÉ Ap¡d¡lZ ¢LR¤l hÉhÙÛ¡
q−mz Bj¡l NÔ¡¢e q−a b¡−Lz Bj¡l SeÉ l¡−øÌl La MlQ q−µR i¡h−m Bj¡l iu¡eL
Aü¢Ù¹ quz ¢el¡fš¡ h¡¢qe£l −m¡L−cl S¡¢e−u ¢cC, ®ke a¡−cl Jflam¡u h−m ®cu ®k
Bj¡l ®L¡eJ ¢el¡fš¡l clL¡l ®eCz Mhl ö−e ¢el¡fš¡h¡¢qe£l ph−Q−u Jf−ll
®m¡L¢V Q−m B−p Bj¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−a, Ae¤eu ¢heu L−l h−m ®k p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡−™
ka¢ce B¢j B¢R aa¢ce B¢j ®ke Ll¦Z¡ L−l q−mJ NËqZ L¢l ¢el¡fš¡ hÉhÙÛ¡z
--- jn¡ j¡l−a L¡j¡e c¡N¡−e¡ ®cM¡−e¡ q−u−Rz Hh¡l L¡j¡e hå Ll¦ez L¢j−u ¢ce
¢el¡fš¡l Evf¡az Ha N¡¢sl clL¡l ®eCz fÉ¡y f¤y A¢a ¢h¢µR¢lz
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hªš¡¿¹z Bh¡lJ ¢c−u k¡e g¡Cm-h¢¾c L−lz Ae¤ù¡−el Bj¿»Zfœ, pwNW−el E−ŸnÉ
¢h−du, −ff¡l¢LÓ¢fwp, e¡e¡¢hd e¢bfœz   g¡Cm c§−l ®W−m h¡bV¡−h Nlj S−ml ®ge¡
L−l ®Q¡M h¤−S ö−u b¡¢Lz HC pjuV¤L¤ Bj¡l ¢e−Slz ¢L¿º HC pjuJ ¢e−Sl b¡−L
e¡, ®g¡e ®h−S J−Wz h¡bV¡−h ö−uC −T¡m¡−e¡ ®g¡−e Lb¡ h¢mz Bj¡−L Bl f−e−l¡
¢j¢e−Vl j−dÉC °a¢l b¡L−a q−hz c¤f¤−ll M¡h¡l ®M−a ®k−a q−hz S¤¢l−Ml j¡eÉNZÉ
iâ−m¡−Ll¡, l¡Se£¢al, p¡¢q−aÉl, pwúª¢al, b¡L−he p−‰z hs hs ®m¡L ®cM−a
®cM−a    HMe Bl L¡E−L hs h−m j−e qu e¡z h¡bV¡h ®b−L E−W p¡c¡ dhd−h
h¡blh N¡−u S¢s−u a¤ma¤−m p¡c¡ ¢hR¡e¡u R¤y−s ¢cC ¢e−S−Lz O¤j Q−m B−pz f−e−l¡
¢j¢e−V Bj¡l °a¢l qJu¡J qu e¡z e¡ q−mJ E−Ÿ¡š²¡l¡ A¢ÙÛl f¡uQ¡¢l L−l m¡E−”z
¢el¡fš¡Lj£Ñl¡ ¢exn−ë A−fr¡ L−lz clS¡u ®cqlr£l¡ j§¢aÑl ja c¡y¢s−u b¡−Lz
ph¡C a¡l¡ fª¢bh£l AeÉaj de£ ®cn p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡−™l e¡N¢lLz B¢j ®L¡b¡L¡l ®L¡e
qac¢lâ h¡wm¡−c−nl, a−a¡¢dL c¢lâ juje¢pw−ql HL¢V p¡d¡lZ ®j−uz ¢euj ®j−e
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Lla¡jz Bl B¢j ¢L e¡ HM¡−e, Bj¡®L lr¡ Ll¡l SeÉ h¾c−l L¡j¡e ®e−j B−pz
q¡p−h¡ L£ L¡yc−h¡ h¤¢T e¡z ¢ce ¢ce B¢j ¢e−lV k¿» q−u k¡¢µR e¡ −a¡!
   k¿» ¢e−S−L a¤−m Ah−n−o k¡u −l−Ù¹¡l¡yuz c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡ NZÉj¡eÉ−cl p−‰ LljcÑe
Ll−a Ll−a ®Y¡−Lz k−¿»l SeÉ R¡f¡−e¡ ®je¤L¡XÑz k−¿»l SeÉ g¤−m p¡S¡−e¡ ®V¢hmz
HL HLSe k¡l k¡l Bpe ®b−L c¡y¢s−u ü¡Na S¡e¡u k¿»−Lz HL HL Se Lªa¡bÑ quz
®c¡i¡o£l q¡a f¡ ¢al¢al L−l L¡y−f pÀ¡u¤a−¿»l Q¡−f, ®Lhm k−¿»l f¡−nl Bp−e
h−p−R h−mz −c¡i¡o£l öd¤ eu, hs hs hš²¡−clJ L¡yfe ®c−M¢R Jl¡ kMe Bj¡l f¡−n
h−p −nСa¡l E−Ÿ−n hš²ªa¡ L−lez
   ®V¢h−m NZÉj¡eÉ h¡c ¢c−u −c¡i¡o£l p−‰ NÒf S¤−s ¢cCz BµR¡, p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡ä
®cnV¡ ®Lje? ®cnV¡ ®Lje, a¡ hZÑe¡ Ll−a E¾j¤M NZÉj¡eÉNZz S¤¢lM Ha ®h¢n ®Qe¡
e¡j, S¤¢lM−LC i¡ha¡j h¤¢T p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡−äl l¡Sd¡e£z AbQ H¢V l¡Sd¡e£ eu,
l¡Sd¡e£ h¡eÑz p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡ä p£j¡¿¹ S¤−s 顾p, S¡jÑ¡¢e, A¢ØVÌu¡, Ca¡¢m Bl ¢a¢ln
q¡S¡l SepwMÉ¡l HL¢V ®R¡– ®cn ¢mp−VCeØV¡Cez i¡o¡ HM¡−e A−eL…−m¡z S¡jÑ¡e,
gl¡¢p, Ca¡¢mu¡e, ®l¡j¡epz −k S¡jÑ¡e i¡o¡¢V HM¡−e hm¡ qu, −p¢V ¢WL Bd¤¢eL
S¡jÑ¡e eu, HLdl−el S¡jÑ¡e X¡u−mƒz gl¡¢pJ ¢WL é¡−¾p ®k gl¡¢p hm¡ qu ®plLj
eu, HLV¤ AeÉlLj, f¤l−e¡z ¢L¿º Bj¡l S¡e−a C−µR L−l, ®l¡j¡ep i¡o¡¢V ¢Lz
i¡o¡¢V, hm¡ qu, pñha mÉ¡¢Ve i¡o¡l Afïwnz p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡−ä Q¢õn f’¡n q¡S¡l
j¡e¤o HC i¡o¡u Lb¡ h−mz
   −cn¢V CJ−l¡−f ®b−LJ CJ−l¡−f ®eCz e¡ H¢V l¡øÌf¤−”l pcpÉ, e¡ H¢V
CE−l¡¢fu¡e CE¢eu−el pcpÉz ¢h−nÄl l¡Se£¢al p¡−a f¡y−Q ®eCz −cn¢V c¤−V¡
¢hnÄk¤−ÜJ e¡L Nm¡u¢ez a¤j¤m dÄwpÙ¹§−fl j−dÉ −hn N¡ h¡y¢Q−uC ¢Rmz −cn¢Vl ¢eSü
®L¡eJ pwúª¢a ®eCz f¡−nl ®c−nl pwúª¢aC H−yL ®hy−L HM¡−e H−p p¤Cp pwúª¢a
¢q−p−h e¡j ¢e−u−Rz de£ ®cnz de N−s E−W−R hÉ¡w−Ll hÉhp¡uz HC hÉ¡hp¡ L−l ®k


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de£ ®cn q−u JW¡ k¡u, m¤−„jh¡NÑ a¡l HL¢V Ec¡qlZz S¤¢lM ®c¢M ®h¢nl i¡NC N¡¢sl
S¡e¡m¡ ¢c−uz S¤¢l−M ®cM¡l ¢LR¤ ®eCz LmL¡lM¡e¡l nqlz hÉ¡w−Ll nqlz ®cM¡l B−R
h¡−eÑz HM¡−e ¢LR¤ ®eC, k¡ B−R ph JM¡−e B−Rz O¡p ®cu¡−ml Jf¡−lC ®h¢n ph¤Sz
CJ−l¡−fl ®h¢nl i¡N j¡e¤oC HlLj i¡−hz
     Bj¡−L h¡eÑ ®k−a q−h, l¡Sd¡e£−az ¢hj¡−el ¢V¢LV Bj¡l q¡−az     h−m ¢cC,
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®aje c¡jz M¤h p¤M q−m Abh¡ M¤h c¤xM, HC c¤CH kMe i¤¢N, aMe L¡−X−i ®b−LC k¡
®Le¡l ¢L¢ez V¡L¡ fup¡ MlQ L¢l S−ml j−a¡z ¢LR¤−a, HMe ®cM¢R, ¢LR¤ k¡u B−p
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S¡e¡−me ¢b−uV¡−l, ®kM¡−e SÉ¡S p‰£a q−µRz ®pC SÉ¡S öe−a ¢N−u ®c¢M C−le
N¡C−R Bj¡l öi ¢hh¡q L¢ha¡¢Vl Ae¤h¡c qÉ¡¢f jÉ¡−lS, ¢ØVi h¡S¡−µRe pfС−e¡
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®b−LC ay¡l¡ Bj¡l öi¢hh¡q L¢ha¡¢V N¡C−Rez N¡e ö¢e,        ¢L¿º p¢aÉ hm−a L£,
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X¤−h ®Nm¡jz BjØV¡lX¡−jl l¡Ù¹¡u HLh¡l h¡y¢n h¡S¡¢µRm HL ®m¡Lz N¡¢s b¡¢j−u
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Bj¡l ®Q−u ¢à…Z Ly¡−c q¢lfÐp¡−cl h¡y¢nz
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®L¡b¡Jz −c−n b¡L¡L¡m£e f¡¢LÙ¹¡e i¡la nÊ£mwL¡−L Bm¡c¡ Bm¡c¡ ®cn h−m j−e
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f¡Cz Jl¡ kMe ¢g−l k¡u ®c−n, Bj¡l A−eL ¢S¢epfœC B¢j J−cl p−‰ ¢c−u ¢cCz
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®c−nC b¡L¤L, Bj¡l n¡¢¿¹eN−ll h¡¢s−aC b¡L¤L phz ¢e−Sl h¡¢s−aC ¢e−Sl ¢S¢ep
b¡L¡ i¡−m¡z ¢gl¢RC ®a¡ ®c−n B¢jz B¢j ®a¡ ¢gl¢RCz




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cm h−p ®N−R N¡e N¡C−a V¤¢f h¡ h¡pe ®g−m, Hl j¡−e fup¡ c¡Jz Aá¤a JC SÉ¡¿¹
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HM¡−e ®hnlLj qCqC B−Rz e¡jLl¡ ÙÛf¢a ¢R−me N¡J¢c, o¡V hRl B−N ¢NSÑ¡l
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®p¢V ¢NSÑ¡ h−m eu, HLpju d−jÑl c¡m¡e−L¡W¡ ®cM¡l ¢ho−u ®L¡eJ Evp¡q ¢Rm e¡
Bj¡l, HMe f¤−l¡−e¡ ÙÛ¡faÉ ®cM¡u BNËq h¡s−Rz a¡C h−m ea¤e L−l ®L¡eJ ¢NSÑ¡
Ns¡l ®L¡eJ L¡lZ ®c¢M e¡z N¡J¢c h−mC ®k ¢NSÑ¡M¡e¡l ¢ejÑ¡Z f¤−l¡ Ll−a q−h Abh¡
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L¡S L−l¢R−me ea¤e, ¢NSÑ¡l N¡−u Nl¦ ®O¡s¡ p¡f j¡R n¡j¤L q¡p j¤l¢N ph ®py−V−Re,
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q¡−a ®c−h e¡ ¢LR¤−aCz fª¢bh£l phÑœ B−hNfÐhZ j¡e¤−ol ®cM¡ ®j−m, ØfÉ¡¢en f¡h¢mL
j−e qu ¢LR¤V¡ ®Øfn¡m, ¢h¢mue ¢h¢mue Xm¡−ll L¡S−L l£¢aja ¢e−S−cl c¡¢u−aÅ
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®jul f¡pL¤u¡m jÉ¡l¡−Nm c¤ hRl B−N, A¢m¢Çf−Ll pjuz ea¤e h¡¢sOl, ®q¡−Vm,
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Bj¡−L e¡¢L ®fl¦¢iu¡e m¡−N ®cM−az j¿¹hÉ¢V mä−eJ ö−e¢Rz Cw−lS hå¤l¡ h−mz
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L¡−S Hje f¤−l ¢c−u¢R−me ®k j−e qm HC n§eÉa¡C ay¡l L¡S−L f§ZÑ L−l−R ®h¢nz
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SeÉ Bj¡−L fСu ®R−m−hm¡l m¤−L¡Q¤¢l ®Mm−a quz ¢L¿º J c¤−V¡ HaC ®pu¡e¡ ®k Mf
L−l h¡lh¡lC Bj¡−L d−l ®g−mz j¤n¢Lm Bp¡e h−m HL¢V Lb¡ B−R, ®p pju c¤−V¡
n¡¿¹j−a¡ ®j−u Bj¡l L¡−R fСu ®c±−s B−p, h−m ®a¡j¡−L ¢e−a H−p¢R, Bj¡l e¡j
Be−a¡−em¡ Bl Jl..
..e¡j f−l q−hz Bj¡l −fR−e c¤−V¡ hcj¡n ®m−N−R, B−N J−cl R¡s¡J, Jl¡ L£ Q¡u
h−m¡ ®a¡! B¢j q¡yf¡−a q¡yf¡−a h¢mz
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®pC LMe ®b−L....
Jl¡ ®q−p h−m, Hl¡ ®a¡ ®a¡j¡−L f¡q¡l¡ ®ch¡l f¤¢mnz
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---a¡ Hl¡ ¢fÙ¹m h¡l L−l−R ®Le? aMeJ Bj¡l E−šSe¡ k¡u¢ez
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Bh¡l! L¡lJ L¡lJ ®Qq¡l¡ ®c−M l£¢aja BnwL¡ quz p¤V−Lp ¢e−u h¡C−l ®h−l¡−a
k¡−h¡, L¡ØVj−pl HL ®m¡L Bj¡l fb−l¡d L−lz BQjL¡ ®L¡−›−L ®R¡Ls¡ f¤¢mnc¤−V¡
fСu E−s H−p Bj¡−L ®R¡y ®j−l a¤−m ¢e−u k¡uz ®fR−e L¡ØVj−pl ®m¡L¢V ¢M¢Ù¹ öl¦
L−lz ph ¢M¢Ù¹lC Bm¡c¡ p¤l b¡−Lz ¢iæ i¡o¡u q−mJ ¢WLC B¾c¡S Ll¡ k¡uz
f¤¢mnc¤−V¡ p¡VÑ EyQ¤ L−l ®L¡j−ll ®h−ÒV ®T¡m¡−e¡ BC¢X L¡XÑ ®cM¡u c§l ®b−L, H ®ke
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Be−a¡−em¡−L h¢m, i¡C ®a¡jl¡J Qm Bj¡l p−‰z jl−m HLp−‰C j¢lz
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Bj¡l ®L¡eJ a¡s¡ ®eC ®a¡!
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Lb¡u L¡e ¢ca h−m j−e qu e¡z N¡¢s ®R¡−V f¡q¡−sl nl£l ®Oy−p, N¡Rf¡m¡−Ol¡ ¢e¢hs
l¡Ù¹¡ d−l, N¡¢s ®R¡−V ®q¡−V−mz Bj¡l SeÉ B−N ®b−LC ®q¡−V−ml Ol °a¢l q−u B−Rz
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®R¡Ls¡c¤−V¡ ®Y¡−Lz q¡−a ¢fÙ¹m ¢e−u ®cu¡−m ¢fW ®Oy−p q¡y−V, ®ke ®L¡eJ Baa¡u£
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E−W−R ®ke HC ®jO ®R¡y−h, ®Q±Ÿ f−e−l¡ hRl hu−pl ¢L−n¡ll¡ ®kje qW¡v mð¡u h¡f
j¡−LJ R¡¢s−u k¡u ®ajez Aam Hhw Ae¿¹ ¢LR¤l p¡j−e c¡ys¡−m L¡l e¡ je i¡−m¡ qu!
Sm ¢RV−L H−p HL¢V Sh¡ g¤m−L ¢i¢S−u ¢c−µR, f¡b−ll g¡yL −b−L N¢S−u JW¡ Sh¡,


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R¡s¡ Bl ®L¡b¡J ®g¡−V Bj¡l ®ke S¡e¡C ¢Rm e¡z ýsj¤s L−l pȪ¢a H−p ¢is L−l,
Bjl¡ eÉ¡w−V¡ h¡µQ¡l¡ f¤L¤−l Sh¡ g¤m ®R−s ®YE R¤y−s R¤y−s j¡T f¤L¤−l i¡¢p−u ¢ca¡jz
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j¡e¤o¢Vl L¡R ®b−L ph ®ke hs c§−l p−l ®N−R, C−µR Ll−mJ ¢LR¤ Bl ®aje ®R¡yu¡
k¡u e¡z hs ®S¡l q¡a h¡¢s−u ®Q¡−Ml SmV¤L¤C f¡¢l R¤y−az


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®cM−a Hph ¢e−u J−cl p−‰ c£OÑ HL¢V B—¡ S−j J−Wz
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--a¡C e¡¢L?
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--B−NÀu¢N¢l il¡ HC à£f¢V i§¢jL−ÇfJ i¤−N−R Lj euz HC na−LC c¤c¤h¡l dÄ−p ®N−R
A−eLM¡¢ez
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d−l¡ ØfÉ¡¢enz
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--¢hnÄ¡p qu−a¡ Ll−h e¡, ¢aen hR−ll ®h¢nz
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®ipf¡pÑ h−m HL¢V ¢hMÉ¡a OVe¡ B−Rz OVe¡¢V ¢L h−m¡ ®a¡! B¢j l£¢aja E−š¢Sa
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¢p¢p¢mu¡el¡ H OVe¡u ®r−f gl¡¢p−cl −p¢ce H−Lh¡−l jÉ¡p¡L¡l L−l R¡−sz
NieÑlHl h¡¢sJ ®Ol¡J L−lz
h¡qz ¢p¢p¢mu¡el¡ ®hn p¡qp£ h−Vz
¢eÕQu ¢eÕQuz Be−a¡−em¡ ¢Qh¤L EyQ¤ L−l h−mz
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hÉ¡MÉ¡ ®cuz J−cl ®Q¡−Ml a¡l¡u ®Mm¡ L−l ¢p¢p¢m e¡−jl HC à£f¢Vl SeÉ HL BÕQkÑ
i¡−m¡h¡p¡z Bp−m ¢p¢p¢m Ca¡¢ml BaÈ£u q−uJ ®ke ®LE euz ®ke HLm¡ HL¢V
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p¡¢hÐe¡ a¡s¡ m¡N¡u -- Qm Qmz
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Bj¡l ®a¡ j−e qu e¡z Jl¡ B−p Bp−m lP hcm¡−az BSL¡m HL gÉ¡ne q−u−R,
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L¡S Llaz Bl HMe Nl−j N¡−ul lw a¡j¡−V qJu¡ j¡−e M¤h V¡L¡Ju¡m¡ h−m NZÉ
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h¡N¡−e h¡l¡¾c¡uz
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e¡z B¢j M¡−h¡ e¡ ¢LR¤z
nl£l M¡l¡f m¡N−R ¢L?
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Bp−m ®h¡L¡C ®cM¡uz
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