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Gender: Female Status: Single Age: 16 Sign: Scorpio City: Sac. State: California Country: US Signup Date: 2/11/2007 My Blog Groups Browse Blog Groups
May 27, 2009 - Wednesday FUCK U FATHER!!!! I love you Steven... Current mood:Sobbing Category: Blogging Do you think it's that terrible i want to be with u??? can u really stand there acting like my fucking father and tell me i have to be a big girl and not see u or talk to u... wat about hold u or kiss u huh??? or maybe i just shouldn't talk t u... never call u on a friends phone... never text u out of insanity!!! wat if i just left u alone??? would u be happy then u son of a bitch!!! no.... no u wouldn't be happy!!! cz ur never satisfied!!! if i left u alone ud make me feel bad for not talking to u wen thats wat u say u want!!! and if i want to see u becz i miss u and i love u and i feel like the lonliest ive ever felt then u get on ur fucking high horse and tell me its wrong!!! dnt fucking tell me that
loving u is wrong and if the way i do it is wrong then FUCK ALL OF U WHO THINK IT!!!!! ill leave u alone... wont call u to hear ur voice... or ur laugh... or ur irritated and aggitated voice that cant say no without getting pissed! i wont text u just to talk... or ask u y u love me... or to fight with u cz apparently ive still done something wrong! i wont ask to c u... to kiss u... to forget the world wen u hold me... OR TO GET INTO SCREAMING FIGHTS WITH U OVER STUPID SHIT U TAKE WRONG AND GUILT TRIP ME AND ACT LIKE MY FUCKING FATHER!!! TALK DOWN TO ME LIKE IM AN IMBICILE OR A 5 YEAR OLD WHO DOESNT FUCKING UNDERSTAND!!! I GET IT OK !!! I DO... im just... im crying everyday.... i stay up late so i can sleep late in the mornings... so i can dream of u all the longer... and im sitting in this chair wanting to rip your head off!!! and wanting to hold u and kiss u and lay with u forever... i dnt get upset with u wen we cnt be together... i get mad at everyone else... every other reason i cant see u... thats wat i get mad at... thats y i hang up... and wen i hang up... the only thing i want most in the world is for u to call me back strait away and tell me u love me... with no "buts" or "i dont thinks u understand" and my least favorite "Ty (big sigh) u have to understand that we cant be doing this... i cant see u all the time... u cant
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be calling me on ur phone..." blah blah blah... DONT U THINK I KNOW THAT!!! i just... i ... i feel like ur the only one who keeps me standing... and wen i brake down crying bcz im so lonely or i get in a fight with my mother... and theres no other comfort in the world i can turn to... no one i can hung and they tell me its alright... no one who sais they understand even if they dont... i dnt have any of those things... accept wen i get them from u... i need u in my life... everyday... to keep me from collapsing under tears... fainting from hypervenalating... or other things that will hurt others but set me free to dream forever... ur the only one who keeps me myself... so by loosing u... even for a day... i feel like im losing part of myself... 3:39 AM 0 Comments (Add Comment) | 0 Kudos Translate Powered by English Albanian Arabic Bulgarian Catalan Chinese Croatian Czech Danish Dutch Estonian Filipino Finnish French Galician German Greek Hebrew Hindi Hungarian Indonesian Italian Japanese Korean Latvian Lithuanian Maltese Norwegian Polish Portuguese Romanian Russian Serbian
Slovak Slovenian Spanish Swedish Thai Turkish Ukrainian Vietnamese August 6, 2007 - Monday song Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry ?There's so many ways to get your heart broke, I've gone through quite a few, At first I thought if i stayed away I wouldn't get my heart broke by you, But as it turns out it wasn't you, who shot a bullit strait on through, I bet you can't see who who broke my heart, Who wouldn't let the peices fit, It was me, Thats right, thats right, yea, yea, yea, it was me baby, Can't you see, It was me, Now I really don't care what happens to me, As long as you know, my heart is now free, I can't believe I let you go, now, now, now, now that I know, I let you walk right out of my dreams, I looked away, I turned my cheek,
Now I'm looking back to the past, Wishing I could do things differently, Now I feel like the symbol of stupidity, I can't believe I let you slip, Right through my fringers, Right through my grip, What should I do now that you're gone, Should I chase after you, Or should I just move on, What should I do, Will you at least be there when I need you, Just to tell me it never would have worked, But I know thats a lie, Cause I know deep down inside, It was all my fault, It was all, it was all my fault, Why don't you listen to my crys, Why not let your eyes meet mine, Thats right, Cauz it's all my fault, Cauz it is all, Cauz it's all my fault
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