My mother

							My mother
I remember in junior high school, when an essay is written by
Commander in Chief Zhu De, "my mother", moving!
?????Now busy with work and rarely home to see, also back home twice a
year and gone the mother of a count of 52 years old this year, hair is
going gray.
?????Mother that she was very thrifty. My hometown in the countryside,
the mother of all life on the training efforts of all my brother's
bodies, and could not bear to eat, reluctant to use. The combination
of parents is free love, mother to marry my father, cut off all of
their relatives, since that time my father like to gamble, and perhaps
the reasons for the poor, poorer and more like gambling, as far as I
know, my mother worked hard to support a pig, Chinese New Year of the
pigs sold to the money, the night lose our shirts have been my father
said to me this money is used for surgery, I was a child after (less
than one year old) a long neck, a lipoma, mother does not a complaint,
because the father was of his own choosing, and tears to the stomach
can only swallow. Parents borrowed money, to the Shanghai Children's
Hospital, surgery, in order to prevent my tamper, I was tied to the
bed, the young mother, not going anywhere, every day lying in the ward
window at me, doctors do not Let family members close to the child,
the mother in tears every day. Then soap shortage of supply in rural
areas is the ticket mother to buy soap, but I then hungry, helpless
mother, all to sell soap again.
??????Family was poor, my mother took my discussions over meals, and
is now referred to beggars, according to mother, from a wealthy
family, mother and son came to see us, and some others closed the old
far away, this feeling of poverty, now think of it, straight
refreshing, let me excited, though some of this memory is blurred. In
the countryside, I eat good food bowls, but I have a habit, I do not
bite the first bowl of rice dishes, this is my own set of rules, only
the second bowl of dripping food joints dishes.
??????7 years old I go to school, it is not our village kindergarten,
generally are 8 years old school children in our village with a group
of children are 8 years old, have 7-8 months, the teacher spared so I
went to school when the oral exam, the teacher will test some simple
arithmetic subject little children, I am no problem, the only teacher
test me: What is your father's name, I bow not answer. Speak to my
mother, wife and children I strongly know, but dare not say his
father's name, this is the hazy tutor.
??????From 7 to 18 years old obtain University, 11 years, in
particular, touched me: 11 years regardless of seasons, the mother
insisted to get up every day to make me breakfast, day interruption,
even if it is her illness and now think of it, that When I really
naive, how do they cook it, I know that other partners are their own
cooking. Winter mother do breakfast, get my food, she will come back
to bed and sleep on repayment of sensation.
??????I was a child to school, really hard, 7-8 in the morning to walk
to school on foot, the school in another Fang Village, the day of
gleaming on Jiankua a heavy bag, Shoulin lunch boxes, lunch boxes,
there are simple dishes and a few meters for lunch in the school
cafeteria to eat steamed, 5th grade, I was not development, is so
small, to the rain, to be in pain, I was walking, his feet not being
open on both sides of the soil along the legs extended up, I would
like to thank his mother, his mother came up with a way to paper tied
with plastic in my body, go to school, their own solution and then
down, in my memory, I was the junior high years, I have rarely eaten
meat dish, lunch has been eaten pickles, the mother saw this pain in
my heart.
???????The only good news is her mother: My performance was so good,
mid-roll student, second session of class monitor, and now I see my
students have affectionately called me "The Maggot", and my
old squad leader, in class where age is the smallest. Child, the
village up a fortune blind, the mother will go Cougerenao, fortune
teller my life every time Doukua good, the mother said: Your son, he
is eating the life of hundreds of meals, 18-year-old is not in your
side , he makes you happy old age. Mother smiled happily answered: is
it possible? We now do not even eat it with rice. True spirit of the
blind say, 18 years old I obtain a university, has since left the
home, leaving his mother.
??????To train I was in college, his mother and inflicted untold
sufferings, of course, was his father also felt the pressure, not
gambling, and even quit smoking also. One year on the ground outside
my university, and later uncle told me: for my mother to go to school,
to town for work on site for clinical work nine dollars a day because
the day pick bricks, which could have been a living man dry (his
father also to work units), Ba Yao fan, and spinal dislocation, the
whole person paralyzed in bed, in order not to affect my studies, my
mother told me not to family members, and later wrote uncle told me
unawares, I'm back. (Note: I write to you, my eyes moist, and across
such a large tears), the mother immediately blame the uncle on
ignorance, not cut into my studies.
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??????I work, money, and pay meager, I remember my first month's wages
I sent my mother, my mother smiled.
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Mothers are illiterate, do not say anything major principles, and
occasionally coming home, the mother should explain my good work, to
be a good wife.
??????Early masters of the poor children, the past few years, I worked
hard and earned some money, bought several suites in the city child,
the mother, but do not want to live in the city, still live in the
country, that country air is good, that are not used to city in life,
in fact I know she bother our little couple, raising the ex is nothing
to return, I promise to make mothers better life, I bought my mother
retirement, medical insurance, gold necklaces, gold bracelets. Many
years to the mother enough money she spent a lifetime of money, his
mother always decline, and she knew his son was not easy. Mother
wrote: before the family was poor, no one look up, and now not the
same, even the mayor all the way to see what I have come all the way
hello, son, see you showing great promise, and the exhausted mother is
also willing to do, I do not have white train you and your brother.

?????I am a good mother is not something to be looked for, I owe her
mother is too much.
?????Now I am home, I let the wife anything, but my mother can not be
violated her, so his wife has been blaming me: blind loyalty Yu Xiao.
?????I was blind loyalty and Yu Xiao, in other places I would be
flexible only in the mother, I was blind loyalty and Yu Xiao in the
end the.
?????I would like to find time to go home to see old mother --------