Ill ????I thought I was sick, had the class last weekend pretty good row, and on Saturdays, a day on Monday, Tuesday and off for a day. But yesterday morning, get up I feel like migraine headaches, the state is not very good. Frequently the case before, I went to work. Fell asleep in the car, hard to sleep to Liuliqiao I patted his face was completely awakened. After breakfast the company did not think Hong, barely eats all of it is even more uncomfortable, in addition to headache, the stomach began to discomfort, nausea. I had a headache this person will be sick a long time, this is uncomfortable, the two hours I really was not into, to get to the white L took leave of absence, but also on the two hours to the toilet once spit went home, slept all the way, did not feel good at home and slept the afternoon, because one day without food, and still felt very nervous. Stayed at their little rice, finished not long before they spit out. A splitting headache, stomach empty, do not have the time to sleep. Today did not go to work, at home one day off, well then go head and not uncomfortable. ????I do not know how this is, and had not so good physique, coupled with every day really too tired to run around the road, lack of sleep, the key there is irregular work and rest time, I really think I'm going barely. I do not want to work more and more every day sitting in a closed air-conditioned car I began to faint, a small elevator into that feel able to come up for air, one enter into that great spirit of the workplace is completely gone! Want to change jobs, but in my case I am now; even have time to find a job, Also said that I do not know what kind of work should look. Has done so well in the community for years, I found I was the same as before, did not find a job, not knowing to Gansha do not know can Gansha, but do not know how can I be me! Anyway, Now that society, especially in Beijing, more people have the ability to go, foreigners have more to go, go this year to work from the field, from the University of Beijing, a new graduate, life and death do not want to go , is central Uganda Ukraine's central. I have no relationship to care, there is no back door to go, do not have that ability to study for yourself has become rare, where is the same as my working class. ????Chinese situation is like this, people always say that we are 80 mouth closed, say a young age we have only one child, the environment is superior, all grown up and the going gets hard, especially children in Beijing. But who knows our pain too! Childhood is the only child is our fault? Who just founding countries not to engage in family planning at that time too! Generation of parents that a child is a prevalence of 6,7, it is our turn this time to know more people on behalf of the terrible, so began to limit, and made we do not know how to get along with others, where all self-righteous. Our environment is superior it? After all, society is in constant progress and development, our natural condition of a child than the parent generation, or be traced back much stronger before liberation, but this is the inevitable social progress, ah! And now the children do, they are our next generation of that era than we advanced a lot further than it? Why we do not have that time, the way we create the situation 80 years to raise them? To say that we are now going gets hard, too self, we really do not understand how to eat a hard time, back when the parents of my generation, although small, when more children, the material conditions of suffering that, but in the era of Chairman Mao, the Government What is the tube, or elderly people, as I arranged them into the factory as a laborer, or as my dad into the school as a teacher, then all state enterprises, which is into life, when the possession of the welfare of young sub- room, old, retired friends pensions, as well as medical engineering fees, at any rate are guaranteed, and they can keep both of them a bunch of kids, is sweet without sweat. And us? Our primary school, the University is not the money; university, and the primary school do not want money; small points when the house is to get married, can not afford a house already; we can not afford the work, the work is assigned; We have the ability to work, hitting his head and hungry people barely find a job; and say no to you on the insurance will not give you that change the system to change the system, tell you how much money to you how much money double income no state requirement that no, you have to do your job, quit or leave it, people do not lack as you are, behind the field of new graduates to Beijing rent a basement, waiting to find some work! Finally get a job, to the insurance, there are a few people can really understand what a perfect insurance policy that how it is, can it clear it? Now these days there for life's work? Even if we wanted to do that business can exist forever life? If the middle there a variety of circumstances, that insurance can how to do? To the age of the married can not afford housing, we can not have squeezed in ten square feet that houses 4,5, right? He and his parents home loans, first back up a debt, to spend tomorrow's money today, and tomorrow do not know how what? Get up every morning early to start the day labor, and at night and dark days, the couple are so tired, the pace of life is so fast, also finished off a month loan to pay complete water, electricity, gas, telephone, leading a poor Youyanjiangcu buy tea, due to a small gathering of friends, working capital was largely not left anything! Also do not mention having children, support for the elderly, the elderly can not subsidize us wrong! We live in a social environment, burdened with so much stress, how do we suffer to eat! ????Of course, small pinching apples are some peers who were born in Beijing in politics generally see is father and mother, or multi-hand power, unlike the South may have been in business more. Those children who grew up in a compound, the big house and then bought a lot of room on the outside, from small school to worry about, the larger the send abroad, mixed with a small swinging a few years back turtles, father and mother remark casually more than 1 month to find work, garages to worry about! ????In fact, I'm not angry youth, my 26-year-old is not old in this society is young, right? I did not say I suffer so much, at least I have a room, my father bought her mother, 90 floor, while in the suburbs or outskirts of a broken and deceived by the real estate business to pay the full amount 3,4 years, and now have no real estate license, but at least there is a place to live, ah, and bought the whole section, always a real estate license, no credit on our shoulders is really no room for the students than many a lot easier! I was pretty good on this point, the other as I said, the lowest level of living in big cities, the most pathetic group of people that live! ????Morning and ate instant noodles, up to now no spit, if this can persist in one day, tomorrow I go to work, then do not, then a point estimate year-end awards are not mine! This year the insurance company would have to pay, year-end awards have not necessarily, I do not work on like this, it will certainly not! Bai Xi said I was nervous, the pressure too much, I have to work hard, do not let yourself become tired out!