Died A ? Am a former colleagues in my office to chat, I just site back and watch the progress of rigid, the mood is very depressing, actually can, he said, "One thing has always puzzled me, probably are not understand the death." Me and my one was more depressed than I, to the spirits, said, "You and detailed." He said roughly one, two, three, four, I heard foggy, perhaps he has become accustomed lie about their vulnerability before and after a few obvious statements ignored, then I also do not point it Chuan He, Kan In his depression's sake. I was invited to listen to him talk he is the number of times he thought about my affinity strong enough and I enough mentally. When there is little sympathy for him, after all, he has been comparable to the age of my father, my attitude on his outside in the cold tolerance and the elderly who Duoliaoyifen along with passing no longer have confidence in the youth and lack of Although due to the laws of nature are still very difficult to accept the sad. Watched him from the high gas Aung Toe, insufferably arrogant to today's fawning, actually could not bear, and yet several people can be guaranteed to have head to front his own life did not decline the day? I think I put aside other work has been able to get down to listen to his resistance to stinking long, contradictory feelings are mostly because of this crisis and psychological sense of self-protection. Another friend, as he generally older, his situation is more tragic than some, at least he thinks so. Original high above, mass response, the following per capita following the lead of his. Today, business has been hit hard, almost no chances. He lived in a mansion close to 600 square meters of air in the capital city has a dozen commercial center of office, retail and apartment property. Initially, I asked if he could put some cash to support his investment in fixed assets of another career, and he said no, where enough money to start? A friend asked him to manage a factory, open to the 20,000 monthly salary, he did not want, say that the factory had nothing to do, but a foot on the field of family on, say, that his income is not enough luxury property management fees and the cost of living expenditure. I am speechless, he was disgusted with the hypocrisy of tiger leaves the mountainsHowever also hat and no cattle and even he is not like Dali. He has another job, and indeed in another industry-related companies prior to their seeking to a senior management position. His daily morning 7:00 time from home, just to be able to arrive at work hours before the company's punch card. Occasionally one or two late, even by a small staff manager criticized not also a force mouth. He said to me these, my heart is like to be claw clutching a while, like a burst of pain. What makes a so anything they want, the male chauvinist who trampled upon the arrival of people reduced to the point? Was first heard, he said, "so long, I finally figured out. Now what people call me I can roar, I can speak more freely of my low self-esteem is very low, because I know that when you are not When a location, in addition to your loved ones and yourself, no one will remember or re-think highly of you. " Read a good many other stories, all around me, like a scene change, happening. I wake up every day another anti-reflection, calm and cool, just hope that if some day, luck let me try the pain God made man, at that time, I was able to use the little knowledge I learned today, calm peace deal can be rich can be mediocre, so I had to live down my pride, at least I do not like them, let their dignity trampled underfoot. ? Two ? Child heard the fairy tale Snow White. The most profound memory was not her and the Seven Dwarfs and the legendary Frog Prince, sleep in 10 of her quilts stacked bedding on the bottom Chuangban Shang also felt stood in a soybean. Childish mind think that the Princess really delicate Yeah, it can feel, see how proud she normally. Suddenly thought of this story is that in the district Recently I always walk to middle of small lake bridge cried. I think I was hard, can it hard and around the pain of other people, it seems worth mentioning, or at other people's eyes, I should have suspected happiness boundless. Some pet, loved and always someone around when necessary, be the cause of small victories, car and house I have young parents unencumbered, what else can make me pain? But I really uncomfortable, the pain may be 10 under a sand layer of well-being, but it has been smooth sailing for me, enough so that I would toss the sleep. Career, emotional, family disputes between, say it is simple, easy and done it extremely hard to endure. To give up some, get some, it is difficult to judge right and wrong, the future is lost along with the constant expectation and disappointment of the huge gap. Body and Soul in the air separation, reason and emotion in the balance of both ends of the swing, thinking and sometimes confusing, or even a precursor to schizophrenia. I was silent and accepted the fate of the guide some of the things, without the slightest resistance, I can not think of what can make me wild with joy, or overwhelmed with grief. I want an empty life and feelings of loneliness may be the greatest misfortune in life. Someone advised me sincerely, advise I treasure that can be applied the words of Anne Baby has said: "Some things can be forgotten, some things can be commemorated, some things can willingly, and some things have been powerless." Live on such a day, but fortunately, have a career, a good thing I can work in the face of emerging problems can be brought out into the work full of passion. I put in unscrupulous make their cause known as a strong woman, or even be mistaken for belligerent, and for now I want to resolve the ideological contradictions, there are sustenance of life than to stay in the fantasy and unrealistic thinking of more true. Difficult to imagine if one day I can give up the cause, then see through the earth, I may have, or have nothing worthy of nostalgia I go. I always wanted to come to a profound and difficult travel, the sign of the large post-accident insurance policy, in language and culture, horses are no longer connected panic disorder may be soldiers of the Third World countries will complete their own exile. In the future all unknown, the experience from the origin of life needs and shock, rather than staying still enjoy the surface of consciousness, Degradation and down to earth in the struggle. Fortunately I found a good son-parents. I have enough reasons and confident that, in my case of any accident, he could be my parents regarded as a natural, long-Xiao remaining years. ? Three ? Friends around the city of ginkgo red, into a film, can be beautiful. I was fascinated. Friends say go, go look at ginkgo forest. Suddenly, not the spirits of flowers to see King to see the world, not with the eyes, but with the mind, if my heart is dead, probably no King can live up to my eyes, but what is so romantic and beautiful mine place, only reminiscent of some of the feelings gone. Not long ago I heard a colleague was Naozhuo divorce, while listening to her Yueqi Guo, fault is not in her. But, after all, the husband and wife over a decade, and once isolated, presumably also painful. She had been patient, after all, not just to young, in the patient's condition may remain for some kindness and a complete marital home, but, after all the other impatient, and many years of profound feelings smaller than a moment of heart, men think that segment of his life feeling is only lifetime. Standing in my position, ideas to solve what I should be on which side to help people speak, the feelings of the best is no reason why there is no right or wrong, if that is wrong, only one side against the moral and legal constraints, but for human nature, humanity and feeling, I admire a man of courage is, at least for a man to give up the feelings of responsibility and social morality, is a very easy task. Occasionally, when watching television turned to see a file library program, called "truth." That program is doing an extramarital affair on the theme of hero met a woman, dying to live in love, we must divorce with his wife, that in his eyes, the woman behind the event is the most most suitable for their own good beautiful. Festival at the end of a paragraph host said so, did not specify the origin of the story. "There was once a scholar marriage met a close friend, and would like to divorce his wife and marries another woman, but facing such a life choice, after all under some heart center, then went to a temple monk for help. Monks placed a candle before his eyes three , asked what support do you think the brightest. scholar, A, are generally bright. monk out of which one, placed in front of the scholar, what do you look Behold support the brightest. scholar bewildered, of course, is part of this brightest. complex in turn the candle back into the three monks, the words, you support all that just now the brightest, because he in your face, you put your heart to see it, so it is the brightest. but when you put it back , you will find all the candles are usually lit only distinction you heart. you even the brightest candle which have trouble telling people apart, how can we judge which are most suitable for you? that scholars suddenly realized most beautiful has been at his side. " After hearing these words, I almost took to break down the TV remote control. If the story right, it should be understood and tell a story that host low level. I can not think of the candles and what commonalities between marriage, you were thrown into a sea of people, naturally impossible to separate Zaichou Yin-mao, a human being should we not carefully, you can say that this world, people are generally beautiful or general for you? The ancients also goes "eye of the beholder," so naturally to reason. Host at the end of this time by example can not explain the inside story of extra-marital and marital differences and should be a choice. The reason why modern inclusive enough affair, but also for the return of human nature itself, there are many ethnic minorities to retain marriage customs, which should be here. But people living known to the world, naturally have a certain social nature, Bu Neng do whatever they want, the reason why You Falv have ethical and moral, but also because the community can Hexie together with Guilv, this is common ground. So we have a small feeling little sad, but also as far as possible to avoid this common ground and weakened, and other common view and understanding. Write all this, just felt like, maybe I will look to Japan's weakness that pen. But now I, but true by these troubled, I do not want to transcend age and grow old very quickly, after all, not a people, Delightful things. I just want to stay in the process of growing number of imprinting, as proof of my real life too. Every day continue to get older each year, some feeling and something to accompany us, with plenty of room in our blood, so that time and space, died in the process.