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Introduction This paper will explore blogging as ethnographic performance narrative through intra- and inter-personal communication as identity formation, story-telling, empowerment, transformation, and healing. Initially, I explored these research questions: "In what ways do people blog their loss experiences?" (R1), and "What benefits to people experience when they blog their loss experiences?" (R2). I wanted to better understand the ways that blogging symbolizes dialogue as performance, healing, and formative narrative in computer mediated communication (CMC). Soon I discovered blogging, as CMC (Thurlow, Lengel, & Tomic, 2004), is multi-faceted, so broadened my topic to explore the ways that blogging impacts intra-, inter-, small group, and communal communication. I nest findings in Symbolic-Interpretive (SI, Frey & Sunwolf, 2005), Coordinated Management of Meaning (CMM, Cronen, 2001; Pearce 2000a; 2000b; 2004; 2008), phenomenological (Rogers, 1989), and socio-technical systems (Trist & Bamforth, 1951, cited in Kim, 2008, p. 1345) perspectives. I present findings from two (2) in-depth interviews and one (1) focus group. I discuss and integrate findings, reference relevant descriptive and empiric works on blogging, and acknowledge research assets and challenges. I then discuss implications for communication, leadership, and ethics and suggest future directions for research. I include interview questions and focus group questions (Appendices A & E), invitation to participate, study disclosure, and consent forms (Appendices B-D, F), an initial focus group sampling plan for future research refinement (Appendix G-H), and actual blog links (Appendix I). I show screen captures of interviewee blogs in Figures 1.1 and 1.2 (Appendix J). I desire that these findings yield creative opportunities for communicating formative leadership with CMC. Rosko, D.M. (2010, April 29). Blogging as communicating intra- and inter- personal identity, story, growth, and passion.

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							 Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                            1




Blogging as Communicating Intra- and Inter- Personal Identity, Story, Growth, and Passion

                                    Dena M. Rosko

                                  Gonzaga University




                                 ComL 515, Section B1

                                  Dr. Heather Crandall

                                     29 April 2010
           Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                                                       2
                                                         Table of Contents
Introduction..................................................................................................................................4
Theoretical Frameworks..............................................................................................................5
   Symbolic-Interpretive (SI).......................................................................................................5
   Coordinated Management of Meaning (CMM).......................................................................5
   Phenomonology.......................................................................................................................6
   Socio-Technical Systems.........................................................................................................6
Research Approach: Ethnography and Performance Narrative..................................................6
   Preferring a Qualitative Approach...........................................................................................6
      Performance ethnography....................................................................................................6
Methodology................................................................................................................................7
   Multi-Narrative Sources...........................................................................................................7
   Sampling Plan..........................................................................................................................7
   Participant Observation............................................................................................................7
   Focus Group.............................................................................................................................8
   Interpretation Method..............................................................................................................9
Research Assets and Challenges..................................................................................................9
   Assets.......................................................................................................................................9
      Credibility, transparency, and authenticity..........................................................................9
      Ethical process...................................................................................................................10
   Challenges..............................................................................................................................10
      Research bias.....................................................................................................................10
      Ethical concerns.................................................................................................................11
Findings......................................................................................................................................12
   Participant Observation Findings: In-Depth Interview..........................................................12
      Interpersonal dynamics......................................................................................................12
   Participant Observation Findings: Focus Group....................................................................12
      Small group dynamics........................................................................................................12
   Responses: Focus Group........................................................................................................13
      Themes...............................................................................................................................13
      Group performance............................................................................................................14
   Responses: Interview.............................................................................................................16
      Themes...............................................................................................................................16
      Motivations and outcomes.................................................................................................16
      Keywords and phrases.......................................................................................................17
      Performance: Anna...........................................................................................................17
      Performance: Chevas........................................................................................................21
Integrating and Discussing Findings..........................................................................................22
Relevant Literature on Blogging................................................................................................24
   Intrapersonal Communication................................................................................................24
      Identity...............................................................................................................................24
      Dynamic.............................................................................................................................25
      Sensory...............................................................................................................................25
      Physical..............................................................................................................................26
      Attachment.........................................................................................................................26
   Interpersonal Communication................................................................................................26
      Conversation......................................................................................................................26
      Healing...............................................................................................................................27
                 Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                                                                       3
       Credibility..........................................................................................................................27
       Rhetoric..............................................................................................................................27
    Group Communication...........................................................................................................28
       Transformation...................................................................................................................28
       Empowerment....................................................................................................................28
    Communicating Community..................................................................................................29
       Symbol...............................................................................................................................30
  Implications for Communication, Leadership, and Ethics.........................................................31
    Communication for Community............................................................................................31
    Lead with Story......................................................................................................................31
    Ethics......................................................................................................................................32
       Reflexivity..........................................................................................................................32
       Vulnerability......................................................................................................................32
       Dialogue.............................................................................................................................32
  Suggestions for Future Research...............................................................................................33
    Feedback................................................................................................................................33
    Directions...............................................................................................................................33
Conclusion...........................................................................................................................................................34

References............................................................................................................................................................35

Appendix A: Exploratory Interview Questions............................................................................................41

Appendix B: Invitation to Participate.............................................................................................................42

Appendix C: Study Disclosure Statement......................................................................................................43

Appendix D: Interview Participant’s Consent Form...................................................................................44

Appendix E: Focus Group Questions............................................................................................................45

Appendix F: Focus Group Participant’s Consent Form.............................................................................46

Appendix G: Initial Focus Group Sampling Plan.......................................................................................47

Appendix H: Focus Group Email Messages................................................................................................49

    Attempt #1.............................................................................................................................49
    Follow-Up #1.........................................................................................................................50
    Follow-Up #2.........................................................................................................................50
    Follow-Up #3.........................................................................................................................51
Appendix I: Blog Titles and Links...................................................................................................................52

Appendix J: Screen Images..............................................................................................................................53

Author's Note.....................................................................................................................................................55
          Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                4


    Blogging as Communicating Intra- and Inter- Personal Identity, Story, Growth, and Passion

                                            Introduction

       This paper will explore blogging as ethnographic performance narrative through intra- and

inter-personal communication as identity formation, story-telling, empowerment, transformation,

and healing. Initially, I explored these research questions: "In what ways do people blog their loss

experiences?" (R1), and "What benefits to people experience when they blog their loss experiences?"

(R2). I wanted to better understand the ways that blogging symbolizes dialogue as performance,

healing, and formative narrative in computer mediated communication (CMC). Soon I discovered

blogging, as CMC (Thurlow, Lengel, & Tomic, 2004), is multi-faceted, so broadened my topic to

explore the ways that blogging impacts intra-, inter-, small group, and communal communication.

       I nest findings in Symbolic-Interpretive (SI, Frey & Sunwolf, 2005), Coordinated

Management of Meaning (CMM, Cronen, 2001; Pearce 2000a; 2000b; 2004; 2008),

phenomenological (Rogers, 1989), and socio-technical systems (Trist & Bamforth, 1951, cited in

Kim, 2008, p. 1345) perspectives. I present findings from two (2) in-depth interviews and one (1)

focus group. I discuss and integrate findings, reference relevant descriptive and empiric works on

blogging, and acknowledge research assets and challenges. I then discuss implications for

communication, leadership, and ethics and suggest future directions for research.

       I include interview questions and focus group questions (Appendices A & E), invitation to

participate, study disclosure, and consent forms (Appendices B-D, F), an initial focus group

sampling plan for future research refinement (Appendix G-H), and actual blog links (Appendix I). I

show screen captures of interviewee blogs in Figures 1.1 and 1.2 (Appendix J). I desire that these

findings yield creative opportunities for communicating formative leadership with CMC.
          Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                  5


                                      Theoretical Frameworks

Symbolic-Interpretive (SI)

        The symbolic-interpretive perspective illumines groups as symbols, where groups symbolize

their identity through group practices, processes, and products (Frey & Sunwolf, 2005).

Performance narratives, such as in blogging, symbolize the practice by which individuals and groups

express their task, mission, and bond with people (Frey & Sunwolf). These symbols illumine group

experiences, resources, and values, and predispose people to interact in certain ways (Frey &

Sunwolf). Time, culture, space or context, and relationships mediate group behaviors, all of which

affect each other (Frey & Sunwolf). This context drives group interactions (Frey & Sunwolf).

        A literary culture creates a process to symbolize meaning through words (Ong, 1982).

Interpreting group behaviors through symbols means people communicate their reality and language

as ways to identify their selves in relation to with others. Thus, the symbolic process itself becomes

as dynamic as its outcome (Frey & Sunwolf, 2005). Blogging, as a symbol and process, coordinates

meaning in identity, relationship, and experience for members through language as text and pixels.

Language as a textual symbol, process, and product bears ethical implications for socially-

constructed identities (Luce-Kapler, 2004; Sheldon, 2008).

Coordinated Management of Meaning (CMM)

        People co-create stories of told and lived in the episodic speech acts, or sequences of verbal

and nonverbal messages that build the story (Cronen, 2001; Pearce, 2004; 2008). This emphasis on

co-created narratives relies on social constructionism, or the view that people construct their social

realities through language in order to make a better social world (Griffin, 2009). People tell stories

as told to sense-make their experiences and tell stories lived to narrate their experiences with others,

which can improve their shared life experience (Cronen, 2001; Pearce, 2004; 2008).
          Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                               6


Phenomonology

        Rogers (1989) conceptualized intra- and inter- personal communication as an internal and

external process of becoming. Becoming means persons creatively expresses their Selves in relation

to the Self and to Others until she or he becomes content with this identification (Rogers). This

contentment results in authentic selves and relationships (Rogers). People must perceive a

psychologically safe environment that allows them freedom to express identity and relationship for

this process to occur (Rogers).

Socio-Technical Systems

        Socio-technical systems theory assesses technology from a holistic paradigm: social,

psychological, environmental, and technical outcomes (Trist & Bamforth, 1951, cited in Kim, 2008,

p. 1349). This holistic approach fits nicely with SI, CMM, and PT interpersonal and small group

communication perspectives because these perspectives assume that people need to creatively

express themselves to live as whole and connected beings.

                Research Approach: Ethnography and Performance Narrative

Preferring a Qualitative Approach

        Research formally, systematically, and cumulatively processes inquiry (Rubin, Rubin,

Haridakis, & Piele, 2010). I chose a qualitative research method given it allows for greater

dynamism and access to people and phenomenon instead of restricting variables to time, trait-based

categories, and causality as quantitative approaches can do (Elliott, 2005).

        Performance ethnography.

        I share findings as performance ethnography, which allows me to explore persons' intra- and

inter- personal experiences in blogging contexts in relation to social change. Ethnographic narrative

within Palmer's (1990; 1993; 1998; 2000; 2004) formative leadership and Rogers' (1989)
          Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                 7


phenomenology allows me to explore persons' affective, formative, and relational experiences as

they perform their identities and communication experiences online.

                                            Methodology

Multi-Narrative Sources

       Yukl (2006) suggested a multi-method can prevent an over-reliance on one method or

source of information, and so improve research credibility. I relied on in-depth interviews, the focus

group, and participant observations to enhance credibility.

Sampling Plan

       I used purposive and convenience, both non-probability, samples. In a purposive sample, I

choose the context and people for my inquiry. I conducted two (2) in-depth interviews with Anna

Studenny and Chevas Balloun (permission granted), both blog writers, and one (1) focus group of

three (3) classmates, Patti, Victoria, and Garrett (permission granted), each minimal to moderate

blog readers. My classmates comprised my convenience sample. I conducted Anna’s interview in-

person, Chevas’ interview over the phone, and the focus group as a conference call.

Participant Observation

       I observed interpersonal and small group interactions among all participants, including

myself. While observing I listened for repeated keywords and the level of disclosure shared in order

to assess participant-participant and participant-researcher interaction in the focus group and

interview contexts.

       One-on-One In-Depth Interviews

       The interview method elicits new information and satisfies a human need (Millar &

Gallagher, 2000). As such, the interview method distinguishes itself from other methods (Millar &

Gallagher). The interview method embraces interpersonal storytelling and incorporates the

interaction to illumine research themes (Millar & Gallagher).
          Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                 8


       I conducted my in-person in-depth interview at Anna’s private residence on April 2, 2010

and conducted the tele-interview with Chevas in my home office on April 12, 2010. I asked for

permission to disclose the interviewee's identity and provided an opt-out should the interviewee

want confidentiality (Millar & Gallagher). This transparency valued ethics (Millar & Gallagher). I

prepared seven (7) questions in advance for Anna, which yielded four (4) theme-based questions to

use for Chevas and the focus group. I communicated the exploratory nature of the interview by

emphasizing the importance of asking open-ended and follow-up questions (Millar & Gallagher).

This exploratory approach freed participants from conforming to my views (Millar & Gallagher).

       I took notes by hand for both interviews and recorded Anna’s interview. I made regular eye

contact to avoid giving the impression that I was self-absorbed in my notes (Millar & Gallagher). I

sought social and cognitive closure by thanking Anna and Chevas at the close of the interview,

wanting to be sure that they left feeling more encouraged and appreciated than I found them (Millar

& Gallagher). See Appendix A for interview questions.

Focus Group

       Initially I designed two (2) focus group sampling plans for blog writers and had planned to

use the convenience sample as a control group, or one from a readers’ perspective. I wanted to

gauge if there was any difference in my findings with persons who blogged and those who didn't.

While this study emphasizes blogging as performance narrative to explore intra- and interpersonal

communication in loss, healing, and identity, I wanted to see to what degree do others who do not

write blogs relate to those who do. However, while three (3) people expressed interest, only one (1)

joined the call. I include these sampling plans in Appendix G to aid with improving research design.

       I conducted the actual focus group via tele-conference given the diverse locations of

participants. I introduced my topic as interpersonal communication and blogging, and told

participants to answer questions based on their experience with blogs, whether it be writing or
           Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                      9


reading them. The focus group took place on 4/19/2010 and all three (3) participants gave

permission to use their names: Victoria, Patti, and Garrett. I made a special effort to integrate

outlier responses by communicating to one participant with a divergent view that I welcomed his

input as outlier responses can illumine dynamics I had not considered (Gonzaga University, 2010a).

I believe this effort made a safe place for people to disclose their honest opinions, and challenged

my assumptions and revealed dynamic findings. See Appendix E for focus group questions.

Interpretation Method

         I interpreted findings by first familiarizing myself with the narrative and then connected

themes from the interview, focus group, and participant-observation (Millar & Gallagher, 2000). I

analyze and present findings through describing interpersonal and small group dynamics, listing

themes, motivations, and outcomes, and paraphrasing or performing responses.

                                    Research Assets and Challenges

         I explain research implications as assets and challenges to my research design.

Assets

         I recognize my approach lacks quantitative measures for a sound design because my

approach is not a quantitative study. I maintain a different imperative: to understand, rather than

predict, to relate, rather than replicate, and to understand, rather than retro-justify. I find these

outcomes better suited to researching people and phenomena in daily life contexts. I suggest

evaluating the soundness of my design based on qualitative measures other than validity, reliability,

and generalizability, as follows:

         Credibility, transparency, and authenticity.

         Qualitative research measures sound designs based on trust (credibility, transferability,

dependability, and confirmability) and authenticity (fairness, understandability, educative, and

potential for social change, Bryman, 2008).
         Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                  10


        Ethical process.

        Elliott (2005) worried that quantitative research obscures the person and lacks "attention to

the motives and values that guide the actions of individuals and specific cultural contexts" (p. 122).

Ethnographic ethics challenge me to humanize participants and do what I can to reduce power and

distance and to symbolize hope (Denzin, 2003a).

Challenges

        Research bias.

        The sampling plan yields research bias in that purposive samples reflect my pre-existing

relationships with people who share similar views. Additionally, focus group participants were

graduate students. I offset potential bias by asking open-ended and follow-up questions, and by

working to integrate outliers in the focus group. I adapted my assumptions when focus group

participants were mild to moderate blog readers instead of writers, whom I initially planned to study.

These adjustments yielded more rich findings and better reflected the dynamic interpersonal and

small group nature of research and blogging.

        All measures are imperfect; all operational variables are subject to error, and all samples

subject to bias (Gonzaga University, 2010b). My research is not a quantitative approach, and so has

imperfect quantitative measures. For instance, my research has low reliability and low external and

internal validity because my sample is nonrandom and limited to two (2) people and a focus group

of three (3) people. I accept bias as a reality regardless the research method, and adding more

persons to a sample does not necessarily mean findings accurately represent or measure a

phenomenon. I cannot eliminate these biases, but allow them to inform my design ethics.

        My sample may have spurious variables, or variables that measure constructs other than the

one(s) I want to measure. For instance, while I think I'm recording responses explaining blogging as
         Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                  11


a symbolic process to communicate the self in relation with others and with community, participants

may be communicating from a different vantage point. Here, outlier responses helped.

        Additionally, focus groups risk respondent bias such as groupthink and acquiescence

(Bryman, 2008; Gonzaga, 2010b; Hoyle, Harris, & Judd, 2002). To offset this bias, I asked open-

ended and probing questions when participants agreed or deferred to each other. To offset spurious

variables, I wrote clear and single-barreled open-ended questions to avoid confusing participants.

        Ethical concerns.

        My research design imparts ethical concerns such as informed consent, protecting the

privacy of others, maintaining relationships with colleagues, whose participation may or may not

impact their academic standing, and my own safety in the initial random sample that I had designed

for a focus group of strangers. I addressed these ethical concerns by creating communication

process for transparency where I designed informed consent, study disclosure, and invitation to

participate forms and asked participants if they had any questions. I worked to establish a rapport

with each participant, and asking follow-up questions specifically benefited ethics by allowing

participants to speak their own views, which I have normalized by integrating into the study.

        Another ethical concern for me involved displaying and analyzing findings via ethnographic

performance narrative. In this style, I offset my ethical concern for representation by doing my best

to paraphrase and to quote participants' responses and to represent the spirit behind their words.

Ultimately, writing about others is a funny business (Behar, 1996). Given the limitations of my

perceptions, it seems the only ethical research approach is to write about the self (Denzin, May 4,

2006, personal communication, cited in Ruskai Melina, 2008, p. 161) because even informed consent

(Denzin, 2003a) and one's best intentions and efforts (Ellis, 2008) fall short of representing others as

wholly known. In any case, ethical concerns benefited this research by nurturing a rich and humane
         Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                   12


space where people stayed in conversation with each other about a timely and relevant

communication topic.

                                              Findings

Participant Observation Findings: In-Depth Interview

       Interpersonal dynamics.

       I discovered a relational, descriptive, and inquisitive dynamic in the interpersonal interview.

Illumined by two soft halogen lamps and a picture window, Anna and I sat across from each other

with a table in between and a cup of Jasmine Green tea. The interviewee sat rocking on her new-to-

her green and yellow plaid couch, and I sat across from her on her custom-made couch that friends

had given her. I asked her my prepared questions and then let her share her story uninterrupted for

1.5 hours, only occasionally asking a follow-up or clarifying question.

       I conducted a tele-interview with Chevas using the four (4) focus group questions (Appendix

E) as the opportunity arose when he joined one of the conference calls I had set up for another non-

random sample I had designed for the focus group.

       Both interviews provided rich detail and rapport, including an opportunity for me to explore

my questions congruence and relevance to participants’ experiences. This way I allowed the

research process to morph and adjust my expectations. After Anna’s interview, I find-tuned and

clarified my focus group questions and so felt better prepared.

Participant Observation Findings: Focus Group

       Small group dynamics.

       Interviewing the focus group provided a more structured approach than the personal one-

on-one interview given time constraints and the multiple people involved. Two moderators asked

their four (4) prepared questions, taking about 5-10 minutes per question. I found this time limit

helped participants to focus their responses and moderators to focus their questions. Initially,
         Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                13


participants expressed confusion as to who should speak and when, tripping over each other's

words, but soon we easily jumped into a routine of taking turns and replying in the same order. I

worked to keep everyone on track with the questions, occasionally allowing participants to respond

to each other's comments.

       As a moderator, I observed how easy it can be used to show favoritism to participant's

answers, and how easy it can be to go with them to say for certain response relevant to my

assumptions and research topic. To avoid biasing answers and to show courtesy, I invited each

person to participate with each question without giving kudos or criticisms such as I have

experienced when participating in a focus group. When Garrett gave his outlier response, I

suggested to him that his response can be beneficial to my study and encouraged him to continue

participating in the following questions. Namely, I wanted to ensure that participants felt free to

speak their views instead of complying with mine as a way to affirm me as a person or my topic

choice. I found it beneficial to ask follow-up questions and to introduce my topic and questions as

open-ended as possible to allow participants to reply based on their views and experiences. I

learned the value of moving past feeling rejected should a response differ from my expectations.

Responses: Focus Group

       Themes.

       The focus group revealed the following blogging themes:

           •   a desire for credibility

           •   keeping in touch

           •   a fun diversion

           •   not a serious, informative, or reliable road to career or scholarship
         Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                   14


       Group performance.

       For my first question, Patti answered that she reads blogs as a quick read, and liked the

immediateness of blogs. Vicki, who reads her daughter's blog, said she liked the "rich way" to

interact with her daughter who taught English overseas. Vicki described this blog as an "in-depth

and enhanced" method that allowed her to view photos, text, video, and even take a tour of her

daughter's apartment. Garrett voiced dislike for blogs because he distinguishes between direct

reportage of professional content, such as a news item written by an association, and that he

"loathes" the "random and inflammatory opinions" in personal weblogs. I found Garrett's

comments helpful as an outlier response to understand why persons may avoid reading blogs.

       For my second question, Patti said she likes to view blogs for fun such as entertainment,

cooking, and sports, but does not use blogs to keep in touch with people or to advance her career.

She finds the content in blogs may lack an informative or proven capacity to contribute to her

marketing career. Vicki enjoys keeping in touch with her daughter, and briefly viewed Gonzaga's

basketball blog (her husband works for the athletic department), but felt blogs were not worth her

time and did not have enough information to keep her interested. Garrett prefers reading

professional content of blogs, and for his job creates social media networks for clients. He measures

experience and association as credentials for professional content, offering the example of a person

who ran a political campaign for 30 years and posts information about his experiences to a blog.

Garrett will read such a blog as an "official release," but he avoids reading personal blogs, which he

surmises are written by a person "sitting at his computer in his pajamas" who may or may not have

something credible or informative to say.

       For my third question, Patti said she regards blogs as a small part of her life and compared

them to a magazine, or a publication she won't subscribe to, but will pick up and read if the

magazine is in front of her. She looks at blogs when she "needs a mindless divergence" to her life.
         Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                       15


Vicki described blogs as a one-way communication, though she acknowledged she replies via e-mail

to her daughter if she liked a blog post. Vicki expressed frustration with the need to login to a

blogging portal in order to post a comment. She described this process as "laborious" and a turn off

to using blogs. Garrett does not use blogs as a site of "personal interaction" and expressed

frustration with what he called "mini-blogging," or when people post comments on professional

content. He compared their "unformulated opinions" to an art museum allowing patrons to write

comments next to a piece of art that hung on the wall, concluding that there should be "no place"

for comments on professional content blogs.

        For my fourth and final question, I wanted to know in what ways blogging impacted

people's identities as intra- and inter- personal, and if so (or if not), then why. Patti said blogs

impact her intergenerational and technical status identity. "My mom thinks I'm a computer genius,"

she said, just by virtue that she visits blogs potentially more than do older generations. Vicki

deferred to Garrett for the question, and Garrett said that blogs help to identify himself in terms of

who he is not: "a faithful blogging guy." He does identify himself with professional blog content,

which he described as related to professional associations that provide an "expert level of authority

on the content." In this way he views his identity in relationship with experts and info-utility, where

such blogs provide him with credible information and so a credible view of others. He views

personal bloggers as "wild west" blog-slingers, in contrast to the expert professional blogger. He

described personal bloggers as "a mirror" of people based on his real-life experiences, observing that

these people, whom he knows keep blogs, communicate with him the same way that he views

bloggers: communicating opinions without credible support, which reinforces his image that

personal bloggers are "stupid." Garrett’s concerns suggest that he regards blogging as credible only

when linked with a professional news-generating or experienced source.
         Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                   16


       For my final question, I found it helpful on two occasions to coach participants when they

felt they had no insight to contribute. On the first occasion, I suggested Vicki's interpersonal

relationship with her daughter could possibly impact her interpersonal communication with her

daughter online via her daughter's blog. For Garrett, while he thought blogging did not impact the

way he views himself or others, I drew on his former responses to suggest that blogging may impact

his view of himself and others in the ways that he had already described, to which he responded by

offering information that had not been revealed before: his face-to-face and pre-existing

relationships with bloggers reinforced his image of bloggers as unprofessional and uninformed.

Responses: Interview

       Themes.

           •   The story changes and grows.

           •   Interpersonal loss as fleeing, remaining silent, or being absent from others

           •   Intrapersonal loss as physical illness and pain, and loss of control

           •   Fear of alienation as punishment for voicing views

           •   Withdrawal as coping verses blogging as engagement

       Motivations and outcomes.

       I found that these blog writers communicated their blog experiences as

           •   growing in intra-confidence to communicate their ideas or experiences,

           •   discovering inter-confidence from their renewed intra-confidence,

           •   a forum to share passions and/or express and develop authentic identity, and

           •   responding to readers interpersonally through comments or face-to-face follow-up

               from readers, such as family and friends.
          Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                      17


        Keywords and phrases.

        This interview revealed the following keywords and phrases: adventure, consistency, honest,

choose health, empower, content, community, change, history, illness, loneliness, withdrawal,

people, sharing passion, and story.

        Performance: Anna.

        Anna began writing her blog, A is for Adventures: a place to read God's story living in and through me

(Studenny, 2010), in force around the time she received diagnosis for Lyme’s disease. At this time

she chose to focus on recover instead of work, and applied to Gonzaga’s MA program in

Organizational Leadership. She likes blogging because she communicates best with writing,

appreciates recording her history, and enjoys watching her story unfold as a formative process.

        Anna writes with regard towards her audience. Readers report enjoying reading her blog

because sometimes her self-disclosing stories can be funny. Additionally, her blog provides a care-

giving function for herself and for readers because people want to "know how I'm doing."

        "People understand and can relate to pain, illness, and suffering… The audience can relate to

even though they're not the same to her stories are different. The experiences, issues, and feelings

are similar."

        Face-to-face interactions give feedback that she would not have otherwise known online.

Still, she finds balance between communicating online and face-to-face.

        "Honestly, I catch myself," she said, admitting that sometimes when face-to-face with

people, she considers how she will write about her experience on her blog later on. Blogging as a

process reminds her to be aware and authentic instead of an actor when she interacts with people

face-to-face. She takes care to "remain in the moment" and to be her authentic self. The writing

process teaches her to focus her content and so be selective with detail. This process helps her to

"honor the moment, honor the experience with people." Blogging's requirement for brevity helps
           Running head: BLOGGING AS COMMUNICATING                                                     18


her to remain authentic by letting go of the details instead of writing her story in her head while she

interacts with people face-to-face. She balances this desire for authenticity with her desire to

envision an alternative future (Block, 2009) by writing an alternate story for herself: expressing her

gifts and sharing her story with people instead of remaining withdrawn in her illness as though her

story were static.

She described her motive to blog as self-awareness, authenticity, and pursuing her passion:

          You have to write for yourself. If it's good, then people come... I write for myself because if

          I didn’t, eventually I wouldn't enjoy it. I write because I love it. I can't see communicating

          any better than that... I feel known... self-discovery, exploration, it truly is an adventure in

          itself and it makes me happy.

Her following gives her affirming feedback, "you have an extraordinary life," one said, a compliment

that coincides the reality that pain as physical illness and the loneliness that illness can bring suggests

pain is both/and and not either/or phenomenon.

          "Sometimes we need time to ruminate to explore our dreams to pursue possibilities, to let

life happen. My illness allowed me the chance to ruminate and gave me opportunities to share my

story."

          Blogging provided a process and product that told her to see the way her story began, a

transformation from a preference for wandering solitude, which she felt as loneliness, to a desire to

draw near to people. This process facilitated a journey to see her Self in relation to others as feeling

more at home. She can also reference new friends to her past stories online.

          "The story is never static. It's fluid. I can see for myself that I changed. People may not see

it all the time, and it may be kind of fuzzy, but I can see it." She learned from her own story as to

why she responds to people in certain ways now instead of then. In this way she views her identity as

changing as she keeps in step with her unfolding story. This dynamic identity impacts her view of
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people as she sees them as part of her story, too, and being mindful of her own shortcomings and

aware of their life as process means she can afford others grace. Where she once felt isolated and

alone by necessity of her illness, illness no longer provides her an excuse to withdraw from people.

        "I have to come back. I have to come back," she said, alluding to illness as an exilic cycle.

She now regards herself with a public service ethic where she chooses to be found. Now she

realizes that just as her blog provides a measure for her growth, so people provide a mirror for her

to see her own flaws. In recognizing these flaws, she experiences greater growth and healing amid a

struggle to be self-reliant and interdependent to being honest about her own need and inadequacies.

The blogging environment provides a safe place for her to process this tension and to step onto a

higher vista where she can view the next stage in her journey much as a person might watch the sun

rise gold over the rooftops on a city below. In other words, blogging textualizes her transformation

from "profound loneliness" to a place where she wants to reach out and engage with others as co-

creating life stories together. Thus, she regards the storytelling as her life mission.

        Writing her story as ongoing works well with the open ended blogging format. Blogging’s

interactive and immediate format gives her a place to archive and to share her own history in present

time. Blogging also provides open access and a single place to share with others. Indeed, the

technology allows for a never ending and constantly unfolding story that needs to be updated for

her readers. She said,

        It's history. Again it's not static… Blogging basically is rewriting my story... my ideas change

        in the last two years I've come across new ideas that gives me a different perspective. I'm

        content and at peace... blog blogging provides a greater way for me to share my illness

        because I have to be alone with my thoughts... even though I can't sit face-to-face with

        someone I can share my thoughts on my blog and hopefully encourage someone.
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One writing challenge she works to overcome: that “hump” named transparency, or the hesitation

to divulge personal details. She learns to tell her story within the context of a larger story and a

decision-making criterion to choose what to share. Ultimately she wants to remain true to her

readers by being consistent with her stated purpose in her tagline and to be honest. For instance, in

writing about loss online, she challenges herself to open up to people instead of presenting a facade.

In doing so, she has also opened herself to occasional unsolicited criticism, advice, and even

diagnoses as people respond to her story in their own way.

        She finds people have multiple reasons to read a blog and multiple ways in which they

respond to her story. Some readers find her through search engines, others through social networks,

and still others family, friends, acquaintances, and colleagues whom she has met in person. These

interpersonal relationships pose a risk in her disclosure and she works to keep relationships intact

when sharing sensitive information. For instance, she weighs the risk telling her story in relation to

her perception of others' response to her telling. This concern has presented an ethical dilemma for

her, which he has resolved by using pseudonyms if she believes that readers will construe story as

negative.

        "Blogging is a place to invite people into my story, to journey together as my story unfolds."

To co-create stories online, she said she needs to know who she is, who her readers are, and what

she's doing, and then stick to it. One common mistake bloggers make is creating a blog, and then let

it rot (or lurk) in cyberspace. The blogging medium needs consistency and dedication.

        Overall, blogging impacts her view of herself as Self and as in relation to Others by learning

to journey the story together and within. Ultimately she wants to write her story in a book, but even

then, in indelible ink, still sees her story as unfolding, what she calls the ultimate adventure.

        "It's super exciting." she said, to tell God story "within and through" her.
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        Performance: Chevas.

        Chevas has written his blog, Hot air Balloun (Balloun, 2010), for about five years, and writes

mainly for family and friends and "a few atheists." He asks himself, "What will generate a

discussion? What discovery do I want to write about? What's funny?" He writes answers to those

questions for a variety of topics such as theology, spirituality, technology, design (of anything),

fitness, culture (e.g., a recent movie), science (e.g., genetics), and in the past, video games.

        "I like the public voice... the idea that people could read my blog…" even if they don't. He

writes on topics under the theme of discovery, training, and teaching. He no longer writes in a

venting stage because "readers don't care" and advised bloggers to know their audience.

        He measures post reach, or blog impact, based on how many comments he receives, with a

good post receiving at least 5 comments, and his most commented on post garnering a hefty 23.

Blogging interpersonal dynamics come in to play in when he responds to people in the comments.

He responds to divergent views with a desire to be firm and respectful. He found that "it comes

down to tone" in the way that he creates this respectful and safe environment.

        "I want people to say what they have to say."

        Chevas made a prominent place for comments, positioning recent comments in their own

column in the upper-right portion of the page. Most blogs position comments below the writer’s

post. This positioning reflects Chevas’ value for communicating his passion with instead of to

readers, allowing them their own visible space to voice their views.

        Mainly, he distinguishes between blogging as a distraction and blogging as a passion.

Combining passions paves a path for, and is, dialogue (Pearce & Pearce, 2000b).

        "Blogging has helped me to identify what I care about." The definition of passion is "to

suffer with" (Kouzes & Posner, 2003). He decides what he cares about based on what he is willing

to take the time to suffer with, or be patient with, as he writes. He used to write about technology
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because it provided a guarantee that someone would read his work given the broad audience

involved. However, he learned that blogging about his passions makes his blog unique, and he

measures this strategy's efficacy based on receiving more comments on his blog now than when he

wrote solely about technology before.

        He learns about himself in relation to himself and to others through blogging.

        "Blogging is a good measure, a tangible measure of my struggle to be comfortable in my own

shoes and to be bold. Blogging has taught me how timid I am even though in my mind I imagine

myself being bolder."

        He learns about himself in relation to others as taking the risk and courage to "put myself

out there" and thereby invites others to "align with me." He used to fear people would persecute

him if he spoke his passions with his voice, or text as it were. Alienation, or the "silent type," of

persecution concerned him the most. He had feared that blogging about his passions for discovery

and his faith because such topics are not value-neutral.

        "I've noticed that there's a lot less to be afraid of others than I had thought," he said.

        Currently he writes to people based on existing interpersonal relationships, mainly family and

friends, but he hopes his blog will become more open to strangers who share passion for dialoguing

passion. This mutual interest does not mean consensus as he blogs with people who fervently

disagree with his posts. While this is rare, the key word here is passion, and he enjoys dialoguing

with people on his blog in the comments and through his posts based on his passion for discovery.

                               Integrating and Discussing Findings

        I cross-referenced participant-observations and the focus group and interview responses to

explore congruence in findings. Both interview and focus group participants agreed that blogs

provide a public and/or immediate appeal. Interview findings suggest that blogging for these

writers provided a healing and formative process to communicate their experiences, identity, and
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passions in relation to their selves and to others. The focus group, with limited experience or desire

to read blogs, saw a disparity with blogging and identity, seeing blogging as superficial at best. In

contrast, the interviewees, who wrote and maintained blogs, saw blogging so closely linked to

identity via inter- and intra- communication that they found their experiences to be akin to coming

out of the woodworks.

        Garrett offered an important concern when it comes to distinguishing between a Web log,

or journal, and a professional content blog: credibility. This concern for credibility echoes public

relations’ models that conceptualize building trust in the blogosphere. These PR blogging models

rely on the narrative paradigm, or the effort to make meaning through constructing a relational

discourse between organizations and their constituents (Lim & Yang, 2009, May 25). This new

model for blogs changes past PR models, which worked to generate publicity (Lim & Yang). Blogs

associated with soap boxing, or haphazardly pronouncing opinions as Garrett described, may be

written with the effort to generate publicity, while blogs that tell stories and invite responses through

interactive designs, such as Anna’s and Chevas’, may measure credibility based on the meaning

exchanged between contributors. Thus, blogging credibility depends on the purposes with which

people participate: to relate and make meaning, or to gain attention.

        Method contrasts may be explained by

            •   writers who focus on their work's direct benefit regardless if they have readers

            •   writer's desire to engage with people and to create a safe place to dialogue and share

                passions

            •   writers as creators of posted content and readers as limited to responding to said

                content
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           •   the focus group sample was convenient and not purposive. A purposive sample of

               avid blog readers may foster different findings as these readers may assign greater

               value and meaning to blogs.

       I suggest testing the contrasts between focus group and interview findings, or blog readers

and writers, by designing a purposive and strategic sample, and to widen the scope by designing a

strategic and random sample via blog directories. I designed such a sample for this project, but

found that only one respondent for the focus group tele-conference (Appendices G-H), suggesting a

larger sample may take more time to garner enough participants to conduct a focus group. In any

case, I suggest future research design a triangulated sample for focus groups by conducting at least

to focus group with one control group of non-blog readers or writers in order to test if my findings

confirm or illumine my findings. For my part, I'm interested in exploring blog's therapeutic

potential, which may derive its power on the publicity, immediate, interactive, and writing processes

needed to share one's experienced in a weblog.

                                 Relevant Literature on Blogging

Intrapersonal Communication

       Identity.

       Blogs and blogging influence identity. Blog writers actively manage the information they

present about themselves (Trammell, 2005, May), suggesting that blogs provide a performance and

sense-making forum to express identity. Sheldon (2008) advised people to define and deconstruct

the complexity of identity words such as gender as a way to develop a blog conversation. This

advice illumines the identity nature of blogging because blogs rely on language in textual form.

Nicholson (2008) humorously categorized the personality types that engage on blogs. While I resist

categories because I find them rigid and they can lead to stereotypes, I found it amusing that the

persons associate the blogosphere to personality based on people's interactive style (Nicholson).
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        Personal weblogs provide a safe space because persons can speak without fear of reprisal or

isolation, making blog ownership key (Kim, 2008). Miura and Yamashita (2007) found that blog

writers maintained their blog to self-describe, socially interact, to benefit the self and relationship,

and to improve information handling skills. Individuals with high self- and expression- awareness

seemed to better understand their identity (Miura & Yamashita). Feedback provided a social

dynamic, and blog writers maintained their blogs when they felt satisfied with their self-awareness

and with others' acceptance (Miura & Yamashita). Blog writers measured these identification and

relational benefits based on whether or not they received positive feedback from their readers.

        Dynamic.

        Blogs' provide a "flexible channel" and so serve people with different purposes (Li, 2007,

May 24, p. 1). As people perceive themselves and their situations in real time, they reify the Self.

Kaye (2005) described blogs as dynamic since they include interactive resources such as e-mail and

chat rooms. From a uses and gratifications perspective, blogging motivations and outcomes occur

in four ways: social interaction, passing time, entertainment, and using online media based on genre

(Kaye). The Internet demands attention and activity (Kaye). Blogs provide an action- and choice-

based media medium as they provide an asynchronous format, which allows users to opt in or opt

out of the interaction, information sharing, and feedback (Kaye). Bloggers’ did not measure their

motive to interact based on time invested on blogging. Bloggers often possessed high self-efficacy, a

college degree or higher, and were often males (Kaye). Importantly, persons used blogs for personal

fulfillment, such as fulfilling emotional means, and expression and affiliation, such as expressing

personal viewpoints with like-minded individuals (Kaye).

        Sensory.

        Sensory immersion allows blog users to have an increased interactive experience even

though blogs are primarily text (MacDougall, 2005). Sensory immersion includes blogging
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interactivity, awareness, and perceived relevance of information. Blogs as having a high sensory

integration contrasts earlier descriptive works that predicted CMC would be impersonal, and would

have a negative impact on tasks, emotions, and social interaction (Walther, 1992).

        Physical.

        Peterson (2008) embodied the body in cyberspace by linking the physical act of typing with

physical storytelling in blogs. The body exists as a contact with the keyboard and expression, and

cyberspace embodies person to their storytelling as storytelling provides an imaginary experience

and merges the storytellers with story listeners, or the "I" and the "we" (Peterson). Blogs embody

writers and readers. Instead of a handshake, it’s a CMC follow, comment, or post.

        Attachment.

        Ruzich (2008) linked emotional attachment with computers and social change by evaluating

people's responses grief responses to computer crashes. Their findings suggest a people attach

themselves to computers and view technology as a social actor, almost personifying technology by

experiencing loss in relation to computers as living entities.

Interpersonal Communication

        Conversation.

        Trammell (2005, May) assessed blogs' social interaction and community potential by tracking

trackback, comments, and blog posts. From the uses and gratification perspective, blogs as a whole

must include audience feedback and explore the reasons that people participate in blogs (Trammell).

Interpersonal communication occurred with conversational flow when the audience commented to

blog posts, and blog writers or readers replied to readers in the comments (Trammell) where

conversation "changes and becomes dynamic the moment a reader leaves a comment" (p. 18). The

conversations emerge as people converse with each other.
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        Healing.

        Chung and Kim (2007, May 23) found that blog use among persons with cancer and their

companions allowed users to express their illness, manage complex information, interact with

others, receive emotional support and a sense of community, providing a coping mechanism and

placed in power people. Limitations to blog use for health involved credibility of health

information, privacy and anonymity, and possible social isolation and depression (Chung & Kim),

though illness may be the isolating factor (A. Studenny, personal communication, April 2, 2010).

Bloggers could make rapid decisions regarding their health care and manager physical and

psychological stress from being diagnosed and from experiencing physical pain (Chung & Kim).

Overall, blogs maintained a therapeutic potential because they provide a medium for persons to

engage in proactive decision-making, to manage their motions, to receive social support, and to gain

and share information (Chung & Kim).

        Credibility.

        The traditional distinction between the amateur and professional producers of media content

continues to blur (Cammaerts, 2008). Interestingly, comments provided positive predictors of

information sharing, suggesting the interactive nature of blogs lends credibility to the content

(Chung & Kim). People attributed blog credibility to factors such as website design and structure

(Warnick, 2004, cited in Sanderson, 2008, p. 916).

        Rhetoric.

        Miller and Shepherd (2007) envisioned blogs as a rhetorical genre by which persons interact

with the Self, with others, with time, with history, and with culture. “Bloggers acknowledge that

motive in each other and continue enacting it for themselves. The blog-as-genre is a contemporary

contribution to the art of the self” (sec 4 para 5).
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Group Communication

        Transformation.

        Blogging loss narratives, as Anna, and passions, as Chevas, can be Denning's (2005) story

that springboards social change. Sanderson (2008) found that sports media blogging altered the

practices within the sporting community. It may be possible that blogging may alter practices within

the other communities and organizations. Instead of drawing on the uses and gratifications theory,

Sanderson relied on the dialoguic self to understand the ways that the self moves to different

positions and empowers persons with voices and relationships, and drew on the self-presentation

theory, which assumes that people perform for social audiences.

        Empowerment.

        Cammaerts (2008) critiqued blogging's participatory potential and emphasized the political

nature of the blogosphere. Political blogging speaks multiple voices that see daily life as political

(Cammaerts). Those who may perceive themselves as having a reduced power status may regard

their blog as political, such as when writing about their gender or faith affiliation or health status.

Psychological empowerment varies, but psychological empowerment can function as the ways in

which persons perceive their control, connection, and social and agentic potential (Stavrositu &

Sundar, 2008). Do blogs empower oppressed citizens?

        Howard (2008) expanded the dialogic theory of participatory media by developing a

vernacular Web of participatory media theory. The vernacular Web means citizens endow

themselves with a voice not appropriated to them by an institution (Howard). The vernacular voice

provides a community force. Ideally, a vernacular provides access for anyone to participate with

agency and so allows for a hybrid discourse called an impetus to the current media such as blogging

(Howard). Agency refers to the capacity one has to assert influence or power (Howard). Such

online vernacular occurred in the early days of synchronous network media such as IRC, chat
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rooms, and even those pesky asynchronous e-mail forwards. Importantly, the Internet as a designed

system embeds this vernacular potential, meaning that online participatory media such as blogs allow

for vernacular, dialogue, and participation because they're designed to do so.

        Stavrositu and Sundar (2008) found that bloggers empowered themselves as a blog creator

because the blog design allows for the self to exist as a creator given their convenience and

customizability. Bloggers as speaking agents provide their own voice and agency, and from this

agency, a sense of competence, confidence, and assertiveness (Stavrositu & Sundar).

Empowerment leads can lead to transformation. Reading texts together, such as in reading groups,

nurtures the imagination (Roberts, 2010). Imagination leads to transformative opportunities

(Roberts). For blog followers and writers, blogs may provide those spaces to talk about, to imagine,

to empower, and to realize change.

        From an economic standpoint, the vernacular Web emerged due to the split between

content producers and consumers, where consumers became content producers instead of passive

viewer such as a television audience (Howard, 2008). Try to regulate these emancipative and

participatory forums, prepare to meet resistance. Wheaton (2009, October 12) decried blog

regulation as "likely unconstitutional" (p. 1), such as FTC rules that require bloggers to disclose

advertiser support.

Communicating Community

        Blogs provide a sense of community among readers, and this community provides its own

check and balances in the comments and other feedback (Kaye, 2005). Bess, Fisher, Sonn, and

Bishop (2002) theorized the psychological sense of community as four components: the

membership, influence, needs, and emotional connection. There exist four known levels of

community: membership, influence, integration and need fulfillment, and shared emotional

connection (Bess, et. al, 2002). Membership includes history, common symbols, emotional safety,
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and personal investment, and influence includes the power and which persons possess to exert on

their situation and on others (Bess, et. al). A psychological sense of community exists as an ongoing

context-specific process and mediates both individual and community as change agents (Bess, et. al).

Never underestimate the need for self-identity and agency within a community (Bess, et. al). In this

realm, the blogosphere does not exist as a utopia for community, but as a forum to elevate diversity

and dissent as key contributors to community health.

        Readers and writers together validate blogs as a community. Blogs give feelings of belonging

and influence, which include the reach that bloggers perceive themselves to have over others

(Stavrositu & Sundar, 2008). Blogs integrate needs by sharing like-minded values and experiences

(Stavrositu & Sundar). Bloggers share personal events, self disclose, and build relationships as ways

to share emotional connections online (Stavrositu & Sundar). Each of these dynamics contribute to

a psychological sense of community and blogs (Stavrositu & Sundar).

        At some point community development "involves making private troubles public issues"

(Labonte, 2008, p. 89). Blogs blur the distinction between public and private (MacDougall, 2005).

In short, blogging can psychologically and communally empower bloggers (Stavrositu & Sundar).

When bloggers and readers realized or perceived community, then they needed less confirmation for

their agency for personal bloggers (Stavrositu & Sundar). These findings offer direct practical

implications for oppressed groups, such as persons with a reduced health status.

        Symbol.

        MacDougall (2005) concluded that blogs provide a format for persons to construct their

identities via exchanging and building symbols and by providing a format for persons to engage in

"down to earth, intelligent and pointed, audience-aware writing" (p. 582). Additionally, blogging

incorporates other symbols such as images, though blogging still is primarily still primarily relies on

text. Perhaps the communal potential and interactivity of blogging offsets any limitations that text
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may have. Blogs' textual format increases self-awareness and self-reference and person's use blogs

to form their identities as social and symbolic (MacDougall). Thus, blogs maintain a formative role

in social and communal discourse.

                   Implications for Communication, Leadership, and Ethics

Communication for Community

       Schultze (2000) described communication as an entry point to for persons to create

communities of peace, or Shalom, where communication functions as the pursuit of life itself.

Communication serves as a dynamic, fluid, multifaceted, and multimodal process of social

interaction through which humans navigate meaning (Cronen, 2001; Pearce, 2004; Thurlow, Lengel,

& Tomic, 2004). Blogging invites people to communicate a safe place in which to identify

themselves in relation with themselves, with others, and with their communities. Blogging

communicates intra- and inter- personal and small group identity and relationships, which can by

their nature can build community.

Lead with Story

       Storytelling assumes that people are social beings (Bosticco & Thompson, 2005).

Ethnographic narrative's performance nature (Denzin, 2003a; Pollock, 1990) relies on storytelling.

Storytelling provides a humanizing and social context for "interpersonal and intrapersonal contact"

(Peterson & Langellier, 2006, pp. 126-127). Storytelling transitions from an "I" to a "We" mindset

(Peterson & Langellier, 2006), thus giving the narrator identity and agency. Storytelling also puts

people at ease in new and stressful environments when experiencing loss (Glazer & Marcum, 2003).

Mainly, leading with storytelling, such as via blogs, provides a way to give persons an opportunity to

experience unified selves and relationships.
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Ethics

         All communication carries consequences (Pearce & Pearce, 2004) and occurs as a public

process (Futrell & Willard, 1994) that relies on a dialogic identity (Baxter, 2004). Ethics exist as a

human concern because relationships are the context for communicating ethical concerns and

obligations (Barry & Shaw, 2007), as follows:

         Reflexivity.

         Reflexivity exists as autoethnographic narrative’s primary ethic. This reflexivity exposes

researchers as a spectator for a social purpose (Behar, 1996) and invites me to write beyond my

personal experience to symbolize redemption and hope (Denzin, 2003b). Autoethnographic, and

not ethnographic, narrative is the only ethical research approach because researchers must interpret

their own narratives instead of those of participants (Denzin, May 4, 2006, personal communication,

cited in Ruskai Melina, 2008, p. 161). Bloggers who present themselves as the Self in culture

demonstrate reflexivity. Their ethic benefits mine.

         Vulnerability.

         Loss and identity research requires sensitivity to people's vulnerability during a painful time.

Vulnerability means establishing intimacy with people and disclosing my actions and motives. This

ethic respects that both the researcher and participant co-exist in a world with the inherent ethical

concern for doing no harm to each other (Roth, Wolff-Michael, 2009). Ethnographic research lacks

vulnerability as a researcher does not disclose her vulnerable experiences, but asks participants to do

so. Thankfully, the in-depth interview with Anna allowed an opportunity for me to share

vulnerability given its interpersonal and intimate nature.

         Dialogue.

         Dialogue widens discussion of ethics, relationships, reflexivity, mutually engaged

performance, community, and responsibility (Anderson, Baxter, & Cissna, 2004). Deetz and
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Simpson (2004) described organizations as context that distributed dialoguic power on "uneven

ground" (p. 150), meaning that persons communicate in systems that give privilege to some at the

expense of others. Dialogue challenges power imbalances and prompts change (Deetz & Simpson).

Dialogue's multi-vocal nature provides an ethic of care, and challenges growth and change by

voicing difference. Blogging provides a dialogic forum.

                                 Suggestions for Future Research

Feedback

        Conrad and Poole (2005) and Yukl (2006) agreed that leadership research lacks follow-up as

one way to validate or adjust findings. Ethnographic research values the ethic of sharing findings

with participants to reduce the power and distance between researcher and participant. I have plan

to share these findings with participants and to inquire on their perceived satisfaction with our

interaction and with my work ethic during the inquiry process. I want to know what research areas

they would like to see explored from what we have learned through this inquiry should they wish to

do something new, a goal in research (Jackson & Parry, 2008). Such feedback can increase research

efficacy and credibility (Yukl, 2006) by reflecting the ongoing change and collaboration needed to

explore communication and rejects the tendency to retro-justify findings (Tourish & Hargie, 2000).

Directions

        I suggest future research explore the autoethnographic approach in blogging to better

understand loss, identity, and intra- and inter-personal communication in CMC performance such as

in blogs and in online learning environments. Autoethnographic narrative will invite vulnerability as

a research ethic, which distinguishes it from other approaches (Behar, 1996; Bochner & Ellis, 2006;

Ellis, 1999). This research must also explore pixels in addition to text: photography, comments,

audio, video, visual arts, and any other media presented on blogs. In this light, blogs are a multi-
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media and inter-disciplinary art form. Thus, research must develop unified and integrative methods

to analyze the interdisciplinary and diverse performance narratives presented on blogs.

                                              Conclusion

        Techno-babble or technopoly (Postman, 1992), people still come first in CMC contexts

(Thurlow, Lengel, & Tomic, 2004). Blogs provide a high degree of interpersonal experiences,

contrasting earlier works (e.g., Walther, 1992) that worried that CMC would reduce social presence

and the personal nature of relationships. Blogs provide a high degree of interpersonal

communication, social presence, empowerment, agency, and self-disclosure. Blogs offer a safe space

to creatively express oneself in relation with the self, with others, and with community. Blogs can

empower people to participate in self- and other- directed discourse, to heal, to reach out to others,

and to even transform community.

        Blogs, then, generate a forum by which to construct identity, to symbolize intra-, inter-, small

group, and communal communication as change, to make meaning in loss, to discover formative

passion, and to live with purpose. Not everyone regards blogs through such a lofty lens, but the

beauty of blogging means that diversity has its place in public discourse, and one can opt in or out of

dialoguing story with others. Blogs communicate these dynamics in flexible (Li, 2007, May 24) and

creative ways, meaning that people value blogs for different reasons depending on the impression of

blog credibility, purpose, and on their role as writer or follower.
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                        Appendix A: Exploratory Interview Questions

I asked Anna the following questions. These questions shaped focus group questions by

revealing key themes:

1. What do you like about blogging?



2. Who do you consider your audience?



3. What feelings do you process when you blog?



4. What about blogging draws you to write about personal experiences such as loss?



5. What about your loss experiences do you want to share online?



6. In what ways do you think your audience benefits in reading about your experiences

online?



7. In what ways does blogging impact your identity, or the way you view yourself? In

relation to the Self? In relation to Others?
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                         Appendix B: Invitation to Participate




Are you a blogger? Have you blogged on your experiences with health, relationships, and/or
loss? If so, I want your help. I am interviewing bloggers to learn about their experiences
navigating and sharing loss online. Your efforts could contribute to enhancing healing
experiences for yourself and for others.

What is involved? I’m asking for about an hour of your time and your willingness to
contribute your honest ideas and experiences during a conversation with me at a time
convenient for you. I will share your responses with Gonzaga and post my research online.
You may choose to remain anonymous or identified by name. I will do all I can to respect
your experiences as I write the study, and will share the study with you when I finish.

If you are willing to participate, please contact Dena Rosko at drosko@gonzaga.edu (e),
denarosko.com/contact.html (w), or 206.963.9508 (c). I appreciate your interest and the
opportunity to connect with you!




                            Connecting with Colleagues
                               who Share a Vision to
                       Encourage & Heal in Organizations via
                     Expressing Creativity, Developing Vocation,
                               & Leading Holistically
                            ~ Dena Rosko’s Mission Statement
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                        Appendix C: Study Disclosure Statement




    “Blogging as Performing Narrative in Loss for Intra/Inter Personal Healing”

Dena Rosko, drosko@gonzaga.edu, is the researcher for this study and a graduate student in
the Communication and Leadership Studies program at Gonzaga University. Dr. Heather
Crandall, Chair of Communication and Leadership, is the Faculty for Interpersonal and
Small Group Communication course in which Dena Rosko is conducting this study.

                                  Purposes and Benefits

This study explores blogging experiences for persons who have blogged online about loss,
health, identity, and/or interpersonal communication experiences. So the topic is broad, and
I want to hear about your experiences blogging as you see it. No inducements are being
offered for participation. Participants can request a copy of the study results and will have
access to the completed report though the Gonzaga University library.

                                        Procedures

Data collection will occur through qualitative research methods, specifically conversational
interviews and focus groups. Participants will volunteer to share their experiences by
indicating interest. Interviews will be recorded and transcribed. Washington State law
provides that private conversations may not be recorded, intercepted or divulged without
permission of the individuals involved. Data will be kept confidential, located in a secure
place and destroyed 3 years after study results are published. Interviews with approximately
1-2 contributors will take place during a one-month period. Interviews will be informal and
each should last between 30-60 minutes. Conversation topics will revolve around sense of
healing and community as experienced in blogging.

                                Risk, Stress or Discomfort

Participation will not impact academic standing. Participants may experience stress or
discomfort in recalling loss experiences. The researcher will make every effort to put
participant at ease. Researcher will keep identity confidential unless participant gives
permission to be identified (see Consent Form). Pseudonyms such as “Participant #1” will be
used for all participants unless given permission to be identified. Participants are free to
withdraw at any time or to skip answering any question without consequence.


 Researcher Signature: ___________________________________________________________

 Print name: ______________________________________________                    Date: ___________
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                  Appendix D: Interview Participant’s Consent Form




    “Blogging as Performing Narrative in Loss for Intra/Inter Personal Healing”

I currently or have blogged online about loss experiences. I am over 18 years old. The study
named above has been explained to me and I have had an opportunity to ask questions. I
understand the intent and purpose of this research and I voluntarily consent to participate.

I give my permission that conversations in which I participate during this research may be
recorded and divulged. If at any time I wish to stop the interview, I can do so at any time
without having to give an explanation.
In the study report, I prefer to have

   •   My real name used: __________________________________________________

   •   A pseudonym used: _________________________________________________



Participant Signature: ____________________________________________________________

 Print name: ______________________________________________                     Date: ___________

 Researcher Signature: ___________________________________________________________

 Print name: ______________________________________________                     Date: ___________




     We hope that all our graduates will live creative, productive, and moral lives,
           seeking to fulfill their own aspirations and at the same time,
                    actively supporting the aspirations of others
                         by a generous sharing of their gifts.
                          ~ Gonzaga University’s Mission Statement
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                           Appendix E: Focus Group Questions

1. What do you like/not like about blogging?

2. Who do you consider your audience or primary blogs of interest?

3. What about your experiences with identity, vocation, interpersonal communication,

and/or healing do you write/read about online?

4. In what ways does blogging impact your identity, or the way you view yourself? In

relation to the Self? In relation to Others?
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                 Appendix F: Focus Group Participant’s Consent Form

    “Blogging as Performing Narrative in Loss for Intra/Inter Personal Healing”

I currently or have blogged online about loss, health, identity, and/or interpersonal
communication experiences. I am over 18 years old. The study named above has been
explained to me and I have had an opportunity to ask questions. I understand the intent and
purpose of this research and I voluntarily consent to participate.

I give my permission that conversations in which I participate during this research may be
recorded and divulged. If at any time I wish to stop the interview, I can do so at any time
without having to give an explanation.

In the study report, I prefer to have

    •   My blog title used: __________________________________________________

    •   My real name used: __________________________________________________

    •   A pseudonym used: _________________________________________________



Participant Signature: ____________________________________________________________

 Print name: ______________________________________________                     Date: ___________

 Researcher Signature: ___________________________________________________________

 Print name: ______________________________________________                     Date: ___________




     We hope that all our graduates will live creative, productive, and moral lives,
           seeking to fulfill their own aspirations and at the same time,
                    actively supporting the aspirations of others
                         by a generous sharing of their gifts.
                          ~ Gonzaga University’s Mission Statement
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                    Appendix G: Initial Focus Group Sampling Plan

        I include this initial design so future research can account for any mistakes or fine-

tune the design to garner more responses in the future. Initially, and I designed a strategic

and purposive sampling plan for a focus group sample. I searched online for "blog

directory" and chose the directory that yielded the most results using the keywords, "loss,

healing, identity" to find bloggers who wrote on loss and to hear their opinions and

motivations as to why they wrote on their loss experiences online. From the search results, I

selected every number based on integers from a random sequence number generator

bounded from 1 to 36. I needed a small sample, ideally 4-7 bloggers, to comprise my focus

group. I chose the 36 boundary given the search result yielded 36 blogs, and to allow equal

chance for blogs farther back in the search result to be represented. I selected the first 14

integers, or double the most desired number of participants to account for opt-outs.

        The random sequence ensured that the same integer would not be used again, but

each integer had equal chance of being selected once. From this sequence, I selected the

2nd, 21st, 35th, 1st, 16th, 13th, 31st, 6th, 8th, 19th, 20th, 14th, 32nd, and 36th, blogs from

the search results. If I did not receive enough participants, then I planned to generate

another random sequence. I informed potential participants that I will close the opt-ins

once I reached 4-7 participants, which I did. I used random.org/sequence for the random

sequence generator. I excluded blogs that did not meet 2 or more of the keywords, such as a

how-to blog on blogging, corporate or advertising blogs, and blogs with broken links or

redundant listings. I accounted for these toss outs (6th, 11th, 30th, 24th, 25th, 27th, 28th,

5th, and 4th, see Figure 1.1 for random sequence screen capture) by selecting the next

number in the sequence. Mainly I wanted individual bloggers who disclosed their loss and
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healing experiences online, or who generally wanted to be a free resource to others in those

circumstances.

       For the second focus group, I initially designed a purposive non-random sample

where I contacted people whom I knew maintained blogs currently. This sample mixed with

the random purposive sample to provide what I hoped would be enough interested persons

to comprise a small group for a focus group and to balance the desire to have a sample that

represented the blogging directory with my desire to have an interpersonal approach to my

research. I also conducted a focus group with my team in the class, or a convenience

sample. I anticipated this convenience sample to act as a control since I assumed that my

team members did not regularly maintain a blog.

       The random design felt too complicated. Only three (3) people responded with

interest, with one (1) actually making the call. From this I relied on my convenience sample

as my primary focus group for this paper. The interviews provided sufficient narrative for

blog writer's perspectives on blogging, and contrasted with the actual focus group's

perception of blogs as readers.
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                       Appendix H: Focus Group Email Messages

        I include these messages to ascertain what I could do differently in the future to

improve response rates on samples:

Attempt #1

        Hi! My name is Dena Rosko, and I found you via your blog. Currently I am a

graduate student at Gonzaga University, and want to hear about your experiences with loss,

healing, and identity when you blog online. I came across your blog at bloggingfusion.com

using the keywords, "loss, healing, identity."

        I'm conducting a focus group and invite you to participate should you want to share

your experiences with blogging. If you are interested in participating, please reply with your

interest at your soonest convenience. I will send more information including the conference

call number. I appreciate your consideration to help me with this study and hope this study's

findings will help others who may find themselves in similar situations blogging about their

experiences online.

        For my blog, go to

        http://gradstudentreflections.blogspot.com/

        Kindly,

        Dena

Attempt #2

        Hi! I want your help. Currently I am a graduate student at Gonzaga University, and

want to hear about your experiences with blogging. I know you keep a stellar blog, and

wanted to know if you can give 45-60 minutes of your time for a focus group conference call

4/12 or 4/16, depending on your availability.
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       If you are interested in participating, please reply with your interest at your soonest

convenience. I will send more information including the conference call number. I

appreciate your consideration to help me with this study and hope this study's findings will

help others who may find themselves in similar situations blogging about their experiences

with identity, interpersonal communication, and healing online.

       Thank you and kindly,

       Dena

Follow-Up #1

       Hi, Thank you for your kindness to reply. Basically I want to learn from people who

have blogged online about loss, health, identity, and/or interpersonal communication

experiences. So the topic is broad, and I want to hear about your experiences blogging as

you see it. I've attached a study disclosure form. Let me know if that helps!

       Kindly,

       Dena

Follow-Up #2

       Hi, I've attached more information about my study so you can be fully aware and

how and why I will use information I learned from you in the focus group should you

choose to participate. Please review the attached .pdf and reply if you are interested in

participating. I will reserve your spot and send instructions for our tele-conference focus

group. All spots will be reserved once I receive 4-7 participants.

       Kindly,

       Dena
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Follow-Up #3

       Hi! Thank you for your kindness and willingness to help! I attached the study

disclosure and consent forms for more info.

       Here's the details:

       Call: 4/12 Mon 6pm PST

       Dial-in number: 1 712 432 2800

       (International Dial-in Numbers +44 844 4 73 78 11,

       +49 1803 002 078)

       PIN: 843703

       Instructions:

       1. Dial the conference number at the time indicated above

       2. Enter the PIN, when prompted

       3. Speak your full name when prompted and then you will join the conference. If you

       are the first person to arrive on the conference call, you will hear music. As others

       arrive on the call you will hear them being announced.

Let me know if you have any further questions. I look forward to hearing your blogging

experiences!

       Kindly,

       Dena
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                        Appendix I: Blog Titles and Links



         A is for adventures: a place to read God's story living in and through me.

                                  By Anna Studenny

                          http://www.annastudenny.com/



                                     Hot air Balloun

                                  By Chevas Balloun

                                    http://chev.as/
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                             Appendix J: Screen Images




Figure 1.1 Anna’s Blog Screen Capture.
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Figure 1.2 Chevas’ Blog Screen Capture.
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                                      Author's Note

       Special thanks to Anna Studenny, Chevas Balloun, and focus group participants for

sharing your insights and experiences with blogging. Thank you for the cup of tea and

formative vision (Anna) and for sharing passion as a common ground for conversation

(Chevas). Thank you to colleagues for supporting this research with your participation.

Thank you to Dr. Heather Crandall for your sense of humor and encouraging words this

term. Thank you to Dr. Lois Ruskai Melina for placing me on an equal plane via genuine

dialogue and so transforming me from a graduate student to a researcher.

						
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