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 Zmao, qarTvelo
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            Tbilisi
              2012

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              Zmao, qarTvelo

dasabamidan ase mosdevda -
Zma eZiebda Zmas sasaxelos,
guls aRar SerCa wuxili, sevda,
roca Sen gpove, Zmao qarTvelo!
       qarT - i da qurT - i medgrad idgneno,
       xatad qceulo Zmobav naTelo,
       xmliTa da kalmiT erTad iyvneno,
       dResac erTad varT, Zmao qarTvelo!
ros Caawure ofli da sisxli
miwas, dedad rom geqca mxargrZelo ...
am Zmobis Zeglebs marad Jams viTvli,
veRar davTvale, Zmao qarTvelo!
       dedao miwav, qarTulo miwav -
       ase ubralod, wmindad saTqmelo,
       Sens naTel mandils SviliviT vicav,
       Sen ki me micav, Zmao qarTvelo!
camdis avediT, sadaa RmerTi,
Zmobis gvirgvinad dgas saqarTvelo,
masSi Cavwani mzis sxivi erTi -
me SeniTa var, Zmao qarTvelo!
       dasabamidan ase mosdevda -
       Zma eZiebda Zmas sasaxelos,
       guls aRar SerCa wuxili, sevda,
       roca Sen gpove, Zmao qarTvelo!

                                          1957.



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               saqarTvelos


    vis SeuZlia dRes wamogvZaxos,
    rom ucxoni varT Cven am miwaze,
    vis SeuZlia ZuZus agvglijos,
    Cven xom es miwa dedad viwameT.

         aq gavuTxareT mamebs saflavni
         da iqcnen qarTul miwis nawilad,
         aq mSobliuri gaxda yoveli
         da siyvaruli gvergo aTwilad.

    nurc Semrisxaven mama - papani,
    Tugind wamodgnen yvelani erTad,
    maT qurTistani Tu hyavdaT kerpad,
    me saqarTvelo viwame RmerTad!

         aq aris Cemi deda - samSoblo,
         o, ra wmindaa da ra lamazi,
         aq aris Cemi navsayudari,
         Cemi midia, Cemi armazi.

    cxraTvala mzis da am miwis madlma,
    mxare samoTxis cvriT danamuli,
    sxva saficari sadRa veZebo,
    saqarTveloa Cemi mamuli!

                                      1958.


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            veris ubani
vuZRvni yvela verisubnelis naTel xsovnas


zemo vera, qvemo vera,
zRvari sadRa uCans,
mTawmindelis afTiaqiT
viwro wyneTis quCas.

      fiqrisgora gadahyurebs
      veres xev - xev mavals,
      varazis xevs sad waiReb
      Zvel - biWebis navals.

vardisubniT vardT surneli
modioda dabla,
mtkvridan Tevzi wilknis quCiT
mohyveboda maRla.

      aqeT Rvinis suni idga,
      iqiT qarTul puris,
      Zma - biWebis Zmoba iyo,
      mokvdebodiT SuriT.

SuaRames iSleboda
ubnis didi sufra,
naRd “lekurs” da giJ “Salaxos”
vin icekvebs sufTad.



                                      5
    baqraZis da mixos baRSi
    moparuli xili,
    gaxsovT albad Zma - nikalas
    “taCka’’ nugbar - tkbiliT.

          mawonsa da pantas hyidda
          naxSirgora, wyneTi,
          yvelas kari Ria iyo,
          ezo hqondaT erTi.

    Zmoba, doba, mezobloba,
    morideba, ridi,
    ufrosobas, umcrosobas
    hqonda yadri, rigi.

          yvela modgmis xalxi iyo,
          erTi jigriT, guliT,
          WirSic, lxinSic erTad iyvnen
          moZmeT moyvarulni.

    es ubani, is ubani,
    yvelgan aris vera,
    axals naxav ufro lamazs,
    Zvels ki Zmao, vera.

                               1960 - iani wlebi




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            9 aprili TbilisSi


wminda zarebis ar Seigones,
asfalts laqebad sisxli atyvia...
marTali sityva kvlav daimones,
_ ai, ra aris demokratia!

      codvebiT miwa sacaa gaskdes,
      Sav mandilebis rkali artyia...
      ndoba da rwmena sisxlSi CaaRrCves,
      _ es aris Cveni demokratia?

cas SehRaRadebs dedaTa sisxli,
is ki simSvidis gvTxovs garantias...
Tavisuflebas xundebs adeben,
_ vaSa da vaSa demokratias!

      wminda zarebis ar Seigones,
      asfalts laqebad sisxli atyvia...
      marTali sityva kvlav daimones,
      _ maS, gaumarjos demokratias!?


                           13 aprili 1989 weli.




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                     Tbiliss


    gurjistanis dedagulov, Tbiliso,
    silamaziT vis Camouvardebi,
    kurTxeulo aseTive darCebi,
    aq aRzrdilma vkrife mxolod vardebi.
    Sen amSveneb yvelgan cnobil gurjistans,
    aq mosuli guliT salams mogitans,
    da es qurTic, SoriT mosul qurTistans,
    SenTvis mokvdes, SenTvis cecxlad iwviso,
    gurjistanis qalaq-gulo, Tbiliso!




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               Tbiliss

am simaRleze ram amitaca,
me vdgevar oqros varsklavebs zeviT,
axal CiraRdnebs anTebuls vxedav,
win miiweven sibnelis xeviT.

     aqedan vxedav Cvens sasaxleebs
     Sens prospeqtebze Camwkrivebulebs,
     marmarilos qviT koxtad naSenebs,
     elnaTurebiT ganaTebulebs.

vdgevar me qurTi TavamarTuli,
Sens akvanSia laRad gazrdili,
mesmis sityvebi, tkbili qarTuli
da vaJkacuri SemoZaxili.

     lamaz ferebSi moCans Tbilisi,
     ismis simRera maxarobeli,
     baraqiTa da dovlaTiT savse
     Seni miwaa Cemi mSobeli.




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              saqarTvelos

     netavi meyos sityvebi,
     aRvwero Seni dideba,
     Seni naTeli saxeli
     Cems leqsSic gamobrwyindeba.

          avsaxo guli gmiruli,
          qarTvelT naWedi foladad,
          brZolebSi gamobrZmendili,
          vaJkacis asaTrTolada.

     gdaRavdnen cxeli SanTebiT,
     ar gemCneoda iara,
     gamarjvebis xmam mWeqarem
     sivrceni gadaiara.

          gadaiara... iquxa:
          “kvlavac icocxlebs mamuli,
          ar gadagvrCeba mtarvali
          qvesknelSic gadamaluli”.

     aq yvela xalxis mklavebi
     Zmurad ars gadaxlarTuli,
     da mSvidobisken mogvixmobs
     vaJkacis sityva qarTuli.




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      axali xevsureTi
       (vaJa-fSavelas)

myinvarma Tavi aswia,
mzem miageba sxivebi,
mwvaneze aaelvara
TeTrad cvarisa mZivebi.

     gaisma frinvelT galoba,
     ismis xmauri wylebisa,
     moismis jixvis bRavili
     gamamRviZari mTebisa.

sofelma gamoiRviZa,
cas miswvda cecxlis alebi,
sworad gayvanil gzazeda
moCans xevsurTa balRebi.

     mkerdze mouCanT samkerde,
     niSani pionerisa,
     Tavisuflebis simReras
     xevsuri ukve mRerisa.

vercxlisfrad mzeze elvarebs
celi xevsuri glexisa,
yayaCosaebr moCanan
jarebi Tavsafrebisa.




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      wamodeq, vaJav, Sexede,
      Tavsa gixrian mTania,
      moavle wyalsa da xevsa
      SorismWvreteli Tvalia.

            asrulda Seni fiqrebi,
            ukvdavebisa darebi,
            Seni Svilebis TvalSia
            wuTi wuTsave maRldebi.

      mudam davicavT Sens sityvas
      xalxis gulSia gamdnaro,
      arvis davuTmobT samSoblos,
      misi gulisTvis damwvaro!




          iranSi nawameb qurT Zmebs

 mehabads Tavze Rrublebi daswolia,
 Rrublebi Savi nabadis msgavsi,
 dilaa, magram sadaa sinaTle,
 mzesac ki ar unda am diliT amosvla.
  qalaqi tirils da glovas moucavs,
 CaucvamT Savebi qurTebis qalebs,
 swyevlian am dRes, dRes mwuxarebis,
 da ase midian qalaqis centrisken.
 moedani garSemo SeukravT askerebs,

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pirquSebs uelavT Tofebi xelSi,
icaven sam boZs, moSvebul yulfebs,
da batonebisTvis dadgmul taxtrevnebs.
modis da modis xalxis talRebi,
Tavebi gulmkerdze CamovardniaT,
Cumad, usityvod xvdebian nacnobebs,
siCumes arRvevs oficris gineba.
mohyavT!... autydaT dafdafebs xmauri,
xalxi guguniT miawyda im mxares,
maTraxiT, TofebiT xalxi gaapes,
mohyavdaT sami Zma vaJkaci mtarvalebs.
saxeze samives naTeli efinaT,
xelebze borkilebs gahqondaT JRaruni,
xalxisken xridnen medgarni Tavebs,
saxeze Rimili SvenodaT nawamebs.
da ha, Sedgnen kibeze Zmebi,
sazarlad gahyviris moxele sasjels,
moTqma, godeba miswvda cis kides,
xalxi guguniT miaskda askerebs.
aswia mtarvalma binZuri xeli...
Zmebma dakocnes erTurTi magrad...
jalaTma yulfebi Tavze gadaacvaT,
sacaa, kibesac gahkraven fexsac.
-”SesdeqiT!” - grgvinvam moicva zeca,
gai po Rrubeli... mzis sxivi naTeli
sadris, umcrosi Zmis borkiliT
aRmarTul xels daakvda oqrosfrad.
-”xalxo gamagrdiT, ar gveSinia,
Tavisuflebas vyvarobdiT odiT,
gvklavdnen... vcocxlobdiT.. vibrZodiT medgrad,
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  samSoblosaTvis vwiravdiT sicocxles.
  Tqven gagimarjoT, TqvenSi bevria
  Cvenebr vaJkaci, moyvare eris,
  CvensaviT isinic wagiZRvebian,
  da es gvamxnevebs Cven sikvdilis win.
  am sikvdils Cvensas sicocxle hqvia,
  gvjera rom xalxi aRsdgeba isev,
  gadigdebs uRels, Tavisuflebas
  moi povebs borkilTa msxvreviT!”.
  mcirdeba yulfi TandaTan, nela...
  xmaSi sisuste mainc ara Cans...
  gamohkres kibes... xalxi gugunebs,
  massi sadris xma gaismis kvlavac.
  da mzem akrifa Tavisi sxivi,
  Tan waiyola mtkice marjvena,
  xalxis gulisTqma, natvra, ocneba
  movardnil qarma Sekriba erTad.

                                              1961.

  P.S. 1947 wels qalaq mehabadSi (irani) kavam-es-
salTanes mTavrobam CamoaxrCo qurTistanis
demokratiuli respublikis xelmZRvanelebi Zmebi:
mahamad, seif da sadr yaziebi.




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              Cveni dReebi
           (biZisgan ganagoni)

gza usasrulo da velebi gaSlili...
soflebi mdumare da Cafiqrebuli...
mamas me mivyavdi... Cumad da usityvod
iZroda es Cveni patara krebuli.
irgvliv mkvdarTa yore da svavTa aTobiT,
asobiT myivari uZRebi gundebi..
ZaRlebi yefiT da SimSiliT daRlilni,
mkvdrebi xelebze da fexebze xundebiT.
krebuli Cumad da usityvod iZroda,
gvxvdeboda yanebi uwylod dagdebuli,
velebi wiTlad sisxliT irwyveboda,
da idga sikvdili celgadagdebuli.
Rrublebis jarma ca mTlad dahfara,
arsad Canda mTvare da arsad varsklavebi,
gza usasrulo da tramali gaSlili,
uRono mkerdi da uRono mklavebi.
magram daiquxa, cam piri gaixsna,
gamoCnda pirbadri zambaxi, gvirila,
xalxma gamoWeda, xalxma moi pova
es Tavisufleba da oqtombris dila.




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                      l i r i k a
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 mtkvari butbutebs, talRas gahkravs qvitkiris
                                            kedels,
 mTvare mogvyveba, varsklavebi Rimils gvesvrian,
 xeni Tavs xrian da gvaxveven orives CrdilSi,
 RiRinebs sio... CamogSlia saxeze Tmebi...
 eg Seni saxe idumali Camyveba ZilSi.
 mtkvari butbutebs, talRas gahkravs qvitkiris
                                           kedels...




 mivyvebiT napirs....
 talRa talRas tkbilad Cahkocnis,
 sio foTlebSi gaxveula amRerebuli,
 poetis Crdili xorcSesxmuli mtkvridan
                                   gamodis,
 moCans mTawminda varsklavebiT ganaTebuli,
 mivyvebiT napirs....




 cekvavs TiTebi dolis pirze, cekvavs TiTebi,
 Semdeg Cerdeba da gaismis tkbili hangebi,
 duduki kvnesis, Seivseba RviniT Wiqebi,
 da TavisTavad kvnesis, stiris mTvralis bagebi:
 “me siyvaruli Tu ar damwvavs, raRa kaci var,
 Tu qalis bage ver davkocne, raRa kaci var!”



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sio ki CurCulebs, CurCulebs foTlebSi,
da Zvirfas grZnobebs ugzavnis sayvarels,
Sengan daSorebam damagdo oblebSi,
eg Seni bage ki, icode gadamrevs.




Tari kvnesodes, simi JRerdes alersianad,
alSi damwvari gulic mRerdes ra sevdianad.
mRerdes usityvod da kvdebodes miT siyvaruli,
albaT beds surda rom vyolodiT Cven
                                 daCagruli.
TrTodes foToli usicocxlod dakidebuli...




gexvewo, ratom?... gana marTla saxvewari xar?
an gana marTla uWknob vardis Sesadari xar?
bavSv xar!-getyodi, giCndeboda Sublze Rarebi,
da gana marTla bavSvi ar xar, gaibute,
                                    gemudarebi.




grialebs musika, darbazSi sunTqva Zneldeba,
da Semdeg isev, isev da isev xalxis griali...
da bolos yvela es aRtkineba neldeba, neldeba,
zevidan Tavbrus gvaxvevs qalebis triali.




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  merxebi, merxebi erTmaneTs misdeven...
  yvavilni, yvavilni aTasgvar ferebiT...
  WaRara profesoris sityvebs iWeren
  lamazi gogonebi... lamazi TvalebiT.




me ar mindoda damewera es striqonebi,
Sav nabad mosils bnelsa Rames ar vemonebi.....
cis gumbaTi moelvare yornis Sav frTas daefara,
Cemsa Tvalebs, eSxiT savses, Savi Crdili aefara.
o, es Crdili, bneliT savse, isec Sav guls awveboda,
ar maZlevda gasamzirals, TvalT sinaTle
                                    makldeboda.
gulma igrZno simartove da cremlebsa darTo neba,
vah, cxovrebav, raT damtove, Seni Suqi risTvis
                                           qreba...
kvlav sibnele da siSave, guli ZaZiT Sesudruli,
kvlav moismis kvnesa, oxvra da qviTini gangmiruli....
me ar mindoda damewera es striqonebi,
Sav nabad mosils bnelsa Rames ar vemonebi.....

                                              1961 w.




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gaixsene, turfav, is dro, is wami,
gaixsene, da Sors nu gamirbixar,
aRar ginda Seni iyos es guli?
aRar ginda... da Cemgan Sors midixar.
roca Segxvdi, gverdic ki amixvie,
exla mivxvdi, Sen rom CemTvis Zviri xar,
modi, kargov, yuric ki amiwie,
modi, modi, Cemgan Sors nu midixar.
aRar gesmis gana Cemi RaRadi,
aRar gaxsovs Seni sityva: “giJi xar!”
aRar gaxsovs, Tu ar ginda ismino?
gesmis, gesmis... magram mainc midixar...




me Tavi kvlavac sizmarSi mgonia,
da isev vxedav mokrefil vardebs,
o, ra anTebuli guli gqonia,
vigrZen, ros glejdi Cvens Soris bardebs,
o, ra cecxlovani kocna gcodnia,
vigrZen, ros akrobdi Cems tuCebs tuCebs.




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                ra damaviwyebs...


     ra damaviwyebs, nana, mag Tvalebs,
     gapobil kokors, RimilTa budes,
     leqsSi CavaxSob mag Rimils ulevs,
     leqsSi gkocnide rogorc me msurdes,
     ra damaviwyebs.......

     ra damaviwyebs mag turfa saxes,
     o, saxes naTels, mzisagan naxlebs,
     da roca xani mag bageT daxevs,
     Seni Rimili maT kvlav Searxevs,
     ra damaviwyebs......

     ra damaviwyebs, Tund davZabunde,
     mag bagis nakvTebs, RimilTa budes,
     SevebrZolebi, Tund ar mZalumdes,
     RimilT wyaroze vinc daibudebs,
     netav vicode......

     ra damaviwyebs, nana, mag Tvalebs......

                                     1956 weli.




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      saymawvilo leqsebi
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                kaxeTisken
                kaxeTisken

kaxeTisken gavemgzavreT
me da Cemi mezoblebi,
vici, vici, veliscixev
isev, isev, melodebi.
melodebiT baR - bostnebo,
melodebiT venaxebo,
TqvenisTana kargi, turfa,
me versada ver vnaxeo.
moviswrafi mxolod Tqvenken,
mxolod Tqvenken, lamazebo,
gazafxulda! aivanze
Tu WikWikebT malxazebo?

                Jurnali “pioneri”. ¹ 3. 1956 w.




              bejiTi gogi

erTi SexeT, Cveni gogi
ra bejiTi bavSvia,
gamocdisTvis emzadeba,
ar gamodis karSia.
dRis reJimi Seadgina,
yoveldRe mas asrulebs,
  vera naxavT uqmad myofsa,
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     jarasaviT trialebs.
     mis fanjris qveS zarmacebi
     burTsa atrialeben,
     ager, iqiT patarebi
     sayvirs aRrialeben.
     magram gogi, ra ggoniaT,
     ar ahyveba zarmacebs,
     mas unda rom mihbaZos
     swavlis ganTqmul mamacebs.
     marto swavlas ki ar misdevs
     es bejiTi gogia,
     saqmis moyvarulia,
     mas ara hyavs tolia.
     mas mihbaZeT, bavSvebo,
     aras gargebT farfaSi,
     gamocdebi mogadgaT
     simReriT da TamaSiT.




              meris fiso

     erTxel dedam pawawina
     meris fiso mouyvana,
     yels Seaba Wreli babTa,
     daarwia, uTxra: “nana!”
     gaacxela merim wyali,
     surs rom fiso abanavos,
     megobrebTan unda sufTa
     waiyvanos am saRamos.

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abanava WrelTvaleba,
gaamSrala mere kargad,
gadavarcxna koxtad bewvi,
cugrumelam gaixara.




         kapitani givi

patara rom aris taniT,
misTvis swunobT givis gana?
aba naxeT, ramodena
guSin arxi gaiyvana.
Sig Caasxa kasriT wyali,
wyalSi gemi Seacura,
zed aRmarTa didi anZa,
samzadisi daasrula.
kapitani aris TiTon,
mesaWe hyavs gamocdili,
mezRvauri bevrze bevri,
gaemgzavra gemi diliT.
man mesaWes gadasZaxa:
“saWe marcxniv...,
         marjvniv.....
                   ase!”.....
unda male gadascuros,
mgzavrebiT hyavs gemi savse.




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                     p r o z a


                   x a z a l i
      (qurTuli xalxuri Tqmulebis mixedviT)

     iq, Soreul samxreTSi, sadac cxraTvala mze mTeli
ZaliT wvavs da rux ferad aqcevs yvelafers, sadac
misi cxovelmyofeli sxivi miwisqveSa wylebsac ki aS-
robs da SemTxveviT moxvedril adamians aTasgvar
zRaprul cixe-darbazs moalandebs, iq, sadac qviSis
veeberTela barxanebs yovlisSemZle samumi bambis
qulebiviT aqeT-iqiT fantavs da Cveulebrivi wvimis
magivrad qviSis wvimebi icis _ aris erTi mxare, romel-
sac bSeris uwodeben.
     da ai aq, mzis sarecelze cxovrobs xalxi, romelic
saukuneebis manZilze bunebis stiqiasTan brZoliT gaka-
jebula, davaJkacebula da im mxareebSi mezobeli xalx-
ebisaTvis Tavi gaucvnia brZolebSi gaafTrebul lom-
ebad, xolo yofierebaSi ki keTil adamianebad. es xalxi
Tavis Tavs ezdiebs uwodebs.
     rogorc yvela udabnoSi, ise bSeris cxeli qviSis
barxanebs Sorisac iyo samoTxe-oazisi, sadac finikis
da qoqosis palmbis didi foTlebi mzis mwvel sxivebs
akavebdnen da adamians arsebobis saSualebas aZlevd-
nen. da ai erT dros swored am oazisTan iyo ezdiebis
patara sofeli _ qoWka gumerTe, romelic wlebis man-
Zilze ebrZoda cxeli qviSis Semotevas, mzis sicxes, udab-
nos nadirT, mters da aTasgvar usamarTlobas, romelic

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cxovrebaSi adamianis yvelaze arasasiamovno Tanamg-
zavria.
    rogorc yvela sxva sofelSi, ise am patara sofel-
Sic iyo maZRari da mSieri, bednieri da ubeduri, mdi-
dari da Raribi. es kacs maSinve TvalSi ecemoda, roca
ki gadaxedavda sofelSi gaSlil xaliCebiT gadaxu-
rul karvebs. adamiani maSinaTve darwmundeboda, rom
didi lamazi xaliCis qveS mdidari jogis patroni
cxovrobda, xolo patara da daglejil-gaxunebulis
qveS ki, rasakvirvelia, Rarib-Rataki.
    gadmogvcemen, rom swored aseT, soflis ganapiras
mdgar, droisagan gacveTil Zvel karavSi cxovrobda
mTeli soflisaTvis sayvareli, keTili ezdi nabi.
     siRaribe da gaWirveba Rrmad gamjdariyo nabis
patara karavSi, davrdomili deda, coli da xuTi Svili
misi xelis Semyure iyo. da miuxedavad imisa, rom nabi
mTel Tavis jan-Rones ar iSurebda, dRe da Rame muSaob-
da, misi ojaxi kvlavindeburad mSier-titveli gam-
oiyureboda. eZinaT droisagan gacveTil, xeliT na-
kereb, ufero da ulazaTo xaliCis qveS, sarecelad ki
udabnos balaxi efinaT.
    udabnoSi gazrdil-davaJkacebuli nabisaTvis ra
unda yofiliyo iseTi, rasac misi xeli ver gaakeTeb-
da. mis kunTmagar mklavebs veraferi udgeboda win,
mas SeeZlo Seesrulebina xuTi kacis samuSao, muSaob-
da mcxunvare mzis qveSac da qviSis wvimebis drosac,
magram keTili nabi uZluri iyo siRatakisa da gaWirve-
bis winaSe, rasac Rrma kvali daemCnia sevdiT Sepyro-
bili misi saxisaTvis. is mudam mdumare da usityvo

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iyo, wynarad da xmis amouReblad akeTebda imas, rasac
misi batoni Coli-aRa misgan moiTxovda, Tumc ki
gasakviri ra iyo, roca igi batons aTi wlis asakidan
emsaxureboda. is batonis jiSiani cxenebis remis
mwyemsi iyo da, radgan siRaribem da gaWirvebam arse-
bobis yvela gzebi Tavidanve Cauketa, meti ra gza hqon-
da, Tu ara emsaxura sxvasTan, raTa isedac gaWirvebu-
li misi ojaxi SimSilisagan ar daqceuliyo.
     nabis, da misi ojaxis wevrebisaTvis erTaderTi
siamovneba da Sveba iyo misi ganuyreli megobari
bluri* (*salamuri). ra unda yofiliyo imaze tkbili
da sasiamovno, roca nabi Tavis blurs aakvnesebda,
rogori gulmxeci unda yofiliyo arseba, akvnesebu-
li salamuris hangebs rom ar miezida. ranairi melo-
dia ar unda yofiliyo, rom mas Tavisi bluriT ar
aemetyvelebina. nabi blurs amRerebda, xolo bluri
ki nabis aviwyebda im dardsa da gaWirvebas, romelic
misi ganuyreli Tanamgzavri iyo oazisis amwvanebul
saZovrebzedac ki.
     rom ara bluri, ra daaZinebdaT nabis patara bavS-
vebs, romlebisTvisac SimSils tirilis Zalac ki
waerTmia da Tu ara bluri, amden varams nabi da misi
ojaxis wevrebi ras gauZlebdnen.
      ... da ase grZeldeboda yoveldRe, yovelTve da
yovel weliwads, yovel ganTiadze nabi saZovrebze
erekeboda batonis remas da dabindebisas ukan mohyav-
da. yovel diliT nabi ismenda moxuci dedis locvas
da cxovrebisadmi imeds “- wadi, Svilo, aZove rema, de-
dis locva-vedreba iqneba Seni mfarveli, bednieri

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dabrundi ukan, yvelafers keTili dasasruli aqvs...”
da ase mravldeboda batonis rema da izrdebodnen
nabis Svilebic, magram misi karvidan gaWirveba da Sim-
Sili gareT ar gamodioda, damkvidrebuliyo daxeul
-gaxunebuli xaliCis qveS.
     da ai, erT mSvenier dRes, rodesac udabno gazafx-
ulis mSvenebas gaekeklucebina, amomavali mzis sxivebs
aTasfrad moerTo qarisagan daserili misi zedapiri
da aqa-iq Tu ismoda udabnos nadirTa Semzaravi ymuili,
mzis SiSiT kldovan bunagebs rom Sehfarebodnen,
keTili nabi ukve oazisSi iyo da batonis cxenebis rema
saZovrad gaeSva.
      beberi palmis qveS Camomjdari nabi gascqero-
da aRmosavleTs, saidanac cecxlis alad amodioda mze.
igi Sescqeroda mzes, udabnos, oaziss, cxenebis remas,
romelTa gakrialebul sxeulebze mzis sxivi almasise-
br brwyinavda da TiTqos pirvelad iyo udabnoSi, ise
tkbeboda misi mSvenebiT. marTlac da, gana raime Seed-
reba gaTenebisas udabnos, da isic oazisis maxloblad?
visac udabno gaTenebisas unaxavs da misi surneleba
uynosia, is yovelTvis ityvis, rom araferia misi sila-
mazis msgavsi dedamiwis zurgze. udabnos gazafxuli
mTeli ZaliT amoqmedebuliyo, saRerReli aSlodaT
mxecT, mfrinvelT, yvela arsebas da ra gasakviri iyo,
rom buneba akeTebda yvelafers imisaTvis, raTa sic-
ocxle ufro tkbili da Zvirfasi yofiliyo.
     keTili nabi ise gaitaca udabnos silamazem, mzis
sxivebis TamaSma qviSis barxanebze, oazisis frinvel-
Ta aTasgvarma WikWikma, sadac SigadaSig mernebis Wix-
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vinic gamoereoda, rom sul gadaaviwyda Tavisi
gaWirveba da dardi, mTeli suliT gadaeSva iSviaTi
silamazis morevSi da bunebis silamazes Tavisi blu-
riT gamoepasuxa.
     sevdianma melodiam mainc Tavisi gaitana, misma tk-
bilma hangebma miaCuma aJrialebul frinvelTa WikWi-
ki, ulayi cxenebis Wixvini da palmis didroni foT-
lebis Srialic ki... akvnesebda nabi blurs, aqsovda
mTel Tavis sevdas da dards, mTel im silamazes da
mSvenierebas, rasac im wuTSi xedavda da im imedebs,
romlebsac mas yovel dilas moxuci deda Tan atan-
da... is didxans ukravda salamurs, TviTonve iyo maja-
doebuli saamuri hangebiT da daviwyeboda kidec, rom
mwyemsi iyo da remas patronoba undoda.
     bluris xmebma mas kvlav Tavisi siRatake gaaxsena,
salamuri piridan moicila da Tavi muxlebSi Cair-
go... uceb atyda gaafTrebuli Wixvini, torebis qviSaze
cemisagan gamayruebuli xmauri da ucbad remis SuaSi
qviSis korianteli avarda. ze wamoiWra nabi, magram
qviSis mtverSi veraferi gaarCia da iqiTken yviriliT
gaqanda. mas lomi warmoudga Tvalwin, magram Tan
gakvirvebuli iyo, radgan nadirTa mefe arasodes ase-
Ti xmauriT ar esxmis Tavis sakbilos. sxvisi remis
daRupva mis isedac daRupul ojaxs ufro daRupavda.
mtverSi is ukve xedavda remis patroni Tu rogor
anadgurebda mis keras, xolo misi coli da bavSvebi
monebad mihyavda...


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     torebis baTqabuTqi da Wixvini ufro da ufro
matulobda. mtvris koriantels faSatebi TavianTi kvi-
cebiT gamoeyvnen. gairbines raRac manZili, mere Se-
mobrundnen da mousvenrad daiwyes cqera korian-
telisaken. gaafTrebuli ulayebi erTimeores awyde-
bodnen, gamovardebodnen mtvris Rrublebidan da isev
Sig Sevardebodnen. magram yvela veRar bedavda
mtvris RrubelSi ukanve Sebrunebas da saSineli Wix-
viniT oaziss afarebda Tavs.
     gaognebuli nabi mxolod maSin mixvda raSic iyo
saqme, rodesac udabnos niavma wamoubera da mtvers
erTi mxriT misca gza. mas jer kidev bavSvobaSi smeno-
da moxuci ezdiebisagan veluri cxenis silamazisa da
Zalis Sesaxeb. Tumc ki mnaxveli TiTo-orola kaci
Tu dausaxelebiaT. da, ai, nabim swored es sanaxaoba
ixila, erT adgilze qandakebasaviT gaqvavda. miuxe-
davad imisa, rom batonis saukeTeso ulayebi daiare-
buli stovebdnen brZolis vels, did kombalze dayrd-
nobili mainc siamovnebiT uyurebda cxenTa brZolas.
     udabnos feris, did gulmkerda Svelisfexeba ve-
luri isris siswrafiT dafrinavda ulayTa Soris.
misi gamayruebeli Wixvini remas ulayTa Wixvinze ze
iyo, xolo siswrafe xom ... erT cxens mivardnili me-
ores ise moubrundeboda, rom pirvels haerSive rCe-
boda torebi, xolo misi mixtomiT remis ulayi an
qviSaze egdo da an zurgze tyavaclili brZolis vels
tovebda ... sasikvdiloT dahqroda remis uamrav ul-
ayTa Soris martodmarto veluri da romelsac mi-

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vardeboda, an Tavisi didroni TeTri kbilebiT, anda
almasiviT Savi torebiT miwas anarcxebda.
     udabnoSi bunebis mier gazrdili veluri ulayi
lomad aRmoCnda remaSi da miuxedavad imisa, rom brZo-
la karga xans gagrZelda, mis irgvliv aRarc erTi
ulayi aRar iyo. man, rogorc qorma wiwilebi, ise mi-
mofanta udabnosa da oazisSi ulayebi da mxolod ma-
Sin aswia Tavi amayad, rodesac brZolis velze arc
erTi mamali cxeni aRar Canda. velurma Tavisi didro-
ni Savi TvalebiT miaTvalier-moaTvaliera faSat
cxenTa jogi, romelic brZolis vels iseTive inter-
esiT Sescqeroda, rogorc nabi, da torebis cemiTa da
Tavis qneviT, fafarayrili gadaefara yvelaze lamaz
faSats ... ramdenime wuTis Semdeg is iseve gauCinarda
udabnoSi, rogorc uCinrad ewvia remas.
    miuxedavad imisa, rom karga xani iyo gasuli, rac
velurma jogi datova, nabi kvlav qandakebasaviT idga
erT adgilze darWobili da ver gamorkveuliyo, es
yvelaferi sizmarSi moxda Tu cxadliv. magram, roca
cxenebis gagulisebulma Wixvinma da zurgdaglejili
da dasisxlianebuli ulayebis mTelma remam Tvalwin
WixviniT gaurbina, mixvda, rom yvelaferi sinamdvile
iyo da axla batonis mrisxane saxe warmoudga Tval-
win. warmoudga, Tu rogor awiokebs mis isedac dabe-
Cavebul, gaRletil ojaxs ...
     fiqrebi da wuxili dasisxlianebul ulayebs ve-
rafers argebda, nabis ki pasuxi unda ego mrisxane ba-
tonis winaSe. manac mTeli rema Sori oazisisaken gare-
ka, sadac blomad samkurnalo balaxi izrdeboda da
wyalic sakmarisi iyo.
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     ori kvira dRe da Rame uvlida nabi remas. Rame
ar eZina, nadiri ar wamomeparoso da dRe ki
dafleTili ulayebis morCenaSi iyo garTuli. gar-
da imisa, rom rema mTlianad da janmrTelad Caebare-
bina batonisaTvis, mas aRaraferi axsovda. arc upa-
tronod datovebuli col-Svili da arc batonis
yoveldRiuri wyaloba, romelic misi Raribi keris
erTaderTi saarsebo wyaro iyo. misTvis mTavari
batonis winaSe pirnaTlad wadgoma iyo. miuxedavad
amdeni gaWirvebisa da davidarabisa, is mainc gan-
sakuTrebul yuradRebas aqcevda ruxi feris faSats,
romelsac Tavisi garegnuli silamazis wyalobiT, Tu
ubralo bednieri SemTxvevis gamo, wilad ergo egema
udabnos mcxunvare mzisagan aduRebuli sisxli gareu-
li ulayisa.
      kargma movlam da drom Tavisi gaitana. gamom-
jobinda batonis rema ise, rom Tu ara veluri brZo-
lis mnaxveli, ise veravin mixvdeboda remis ubedure-
bas.
     nabim remis dakargviT daeWvebul batons cxenebi
uklebliv Caabara.
     gaexarda xarbsa da gaumaZRar batons. mTel mis
cxovrebaSi mxolod erTxel, rac nabi mas emsaxure-
boda, mas piridan aRmoxda keTili sityva:
       “ - yoCaR, nabi, Sen kargad mogivlia remisTvis,
riTi dagasaCuqroT?”
      nabis Tvalwin isev gareuli ulayis daberili
nestoebidan gamovardnili xSuili uwioda yurebSi,
xolo misi Savi yoraniviT Tvalebi Tvalebs uwvavda


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da mis guls iseve gahqonda bagabugi, rogorc ulayis
torebis cemas gaxurebul qviSaze.
     advili ar iyo nabisTvis eTxova wyaloba batoni-
saTvis, radgan aseTi ram misi aTeuli wlebis mojama-
gireobis xanSi pirveli sawyalobeli iyo. da ... manac
Zlivs amoiluRluRa is, rac Tvalwin edga.
    “ - keTilo batono, mravali welia Cems karavTan
cxeni ar yofila, maCuqeT kvici.”
   ` - amoirCie faSati da momaval wels misi kvici
Seni iqnebao”, - Tqva batonma da Tavisi sayvareli remis-
aken gaixeda...
    ` - ai, es, am ruxis kvici”, - xeli dahkra nabim faSats
gavaze da roca batonis dasturi miiRo, moferebiT
gadausva xeli. gulSi aTasnairi survilebiTa da ime-
debiT savsem Tavisi dafleTili karvisaken gaswia.
      roca moxucma dedam yovelTvis sevdiani saxiT
dabrunebuli nabis magivrad Svilis mxiaruli ga-
mometyveleba ixila, ori kviris dakargvis ambavi
aRarc gamohkiTxa, dedobrivi RimiliT gamoxata is six-
aruli, rasac deda Svilis dabrunebisas ganicdis
xolme.
     dReebi dReebs misdevdnen, kvirebi kvirebs, Tveebi
Tveebs da nabic sulmouTmenlad eloda dRes, misTvis
sabednieros. is kvlav Zveleburad batonis remasTan
erTad xvdeboda mzis amosvlas da Casvlas, kvlav
Zveleburad akvnesebda Tavis ganuyrel megobars da
kvlav Zveleburad gaWirvebiT miaCanCalebda Tavisi
Rataki ojaxis cxovrebas.


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    da ai dadga dRe, ruxma faSatma ulayi kvici moigo.
patronis sityva sityva aRmoCnda da naSeni nabis dau-
loca. nabi sixaruliT cas ewia. kvici zedgamoWrili
veluri iyo, didi nestoebiT, didi Savi mbrwyinavi
TvalebiT, jeiraniviT wvrili fexebiT da, aba nabis
meti raRa darCenoda, Tu ara sixaruli, Torem mwuxa-
reba xom misi ganuyreli megobari iyo...
     mihqroda saxlisaken nabi da masTan erTad mikun-
truSebda misi sakuTreba kvici. aqamde Tu nabi saxl-
Si yovelTvis xmis amouReblad midioda, axla xmaCax-
leCili bRaoda: “ - gamodiT, gamodiT, Cvenca gvyavs
kvici”. titlikana da fexSiSvela bavSvebisaTvis amaze
kargi saCuqari sxva ra unda yofiliyo, miTumetes cxe-
li udabnos SvilebisaTvis. cxeni, es xom ukve mTeli
simdidrea. nabis karvidan mezoblebs aqamde bluris
xmisa da kvnesa-tirilis meti araferi gaugiaT, axla
ki yurebdacqvetilebi usmendnen im cekva-simReras, rac
mTeli Rame nabis karavqveS sufevda.
    radganac kvici jeirans Zalian hgavda, is imRamesve
monaTles da saxelad “xazali” *(*jeirani) daarqves.
           * * *
    gavida sami weli.
    xazali davaJkacda, erT ramed Rirda misi Sexedva.
misi silamaze mezoblebSi Suris mets verafers iwvev-
da da, TiTqos amaTi jibriT, igi ufro da ufro mSve-
nierdeboda. almasiviT brwyinavi ruxi feri, Savi ar-
wiviseburi Tvalebi mas iseT iers aZlevda, TiTqos
mTeli udabnos dapyroba surda, xolo cxeli da mCqe-


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fare sisxli aramarto mas ar asvenebda, aramed nabisac,
romelsac misi gazrda Svilebis gazrdaze meti wvaleba
daujda.
    dadga xazalis gaxedvnis droc. nabis unagiri ar
hqonda da fardagis naglejiT dakmayofilda. arc ise
ioli iyo veluris naSieris daurveba, magram remaSi
gazrdil-davaJkacebuli nabisTvis esec araferi iyo.
   gaumarTlda nabis imedebi. xazali namdvili mera-
ni gamovida amtanobiT, siswrafiT da WkuiTac. ucqer-
da xazals da axsendeboda dedis sityvebi: “rom bolo
keTilia” da marTlac, ai, axla xelT hyavda misi ga-
Ratakebuli ojaxisaTvis sarCos mSovneli.
     dadga ezidebis religiuri dResaswaulis “aida
ezidis” dRec. am dResaswaulze, romelic sam dRes gr-
Zeldeboda xolme, erT-erT yvelaze karg sanaxaobas
xarai - cxenosnobaSi Sejibreba warmoadgens. nabim
amayad gamoiyvana Tavisi xazali da Cadga im cxenosan
ezdiebs Soris, romelTa cxenebis saxelebic im mxare-
Si farTod iyo cnobili.
    marTalia, xazalis gamarjvebis imedi yvelas ar
hqonda, radgan is axalgazrda iyo da pirvelad gamo-
dioda xaraiSi, magram silamaziT is erTxmad aRiare-
bul iqna yvelaze mSvenierad.
    da, ai, uxucesma ezdim niSani misca xarais dasawye-
bad. xazali isariviT gaiWra win da torebiT ayenebu-
li mtveriT daabnela odesRac cnobili morbenlebi.
xazalma pirveli adgili daikava.


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    gadioda xani da xazalis saxeli mTels mxares
moedo. ar iyo iseTi Sejibri, qorwili an dResaswau-
li, rom nabi Tavisi xazaliT pirveli ar yofiliyo ...
  tuCebs ikvnetda Coli-aRa. aRar icoda, rogor dae-
brunebina xelidan gaSvebuli simdidre da, bolos,
rogorc iqna gabeda da pirvelad Tavis sicocxleSi
nabis karvis kari SeaRo. stumris mosvla da isic ba-
tonisa nabisaTvis da misi ojaxisaTvis moulodneli
da gasakviri iyo, magram SeZlebisdagvarad keTili
guliT gauSales sufra batons.
  Cveulebrivi mokiTxvisa da xaliCaze muxlis
mokecvis nacvlad batonma cxeni mosTxova nabis, xolo
sanacvlod, aTas rames Sehpirda. nabis isariviT mox-
vda gulSi batonis sityvebi da mdumared Tavi Caqin-
dra. xvalindeli dRe nabisaTvis keTili ar iqnebo-
da, radgan batonis sityvas imaT sofelSi veravin ga-
davidoda... imave RamiT dakeca Tavisi daxeuli karavi,
Caalaga Tavisi avla-dideba erT xurjinSi da Tavisi
col-SviliTa da xazaliT daadga Soreul gzas.
    bSeris mxareSi nabim didi gaWirvebis Semdeg mi-
aRwia iseT adgils, sadac SedarebiT mosvenebiTa da
Tavisuflad SeeZlo cxovreba.
     nabim nadirobas mihyo xeli. marTalia, mas iara-
Ri ar hqonda, magram xazali siswrafiT jeirans
uswrebda da meti ra iyo saWiro misTvis. man xis
orTiTi gamoTala. gaqceul nadirs amxedrebuli
daeweoda Tu ara, iqve kiserSi uyrida da yovelTvis
cocxlad mohyavda saxlSi.

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       gadioda dro da nabic bednierze bednieri xde-
boda. nadirobis dros mas xSirad Sexvedrian sxva
monadireebic, romlebic xazalis silamaziTa da
siswrafiT mojadoebulni mcxunvare mzis qveS saaTo-
biT mdgaran, radgan xazalis torebiT amdgari qviSis
mtveri maT gzasac ki ukargavda.
      xazalis qebaT-qeba ukve patara ezdimac ki icoda.
masze ukve aramarto Seixebi da mdidrebi ocnebobd-
nen, aramed TiTqmis yvela, vinc ki cxenze jdoma icoda.
da rac dro gadioda, nabisaTvis ukve Zneli xdeboda
amdeni vaWrisa da batonis miReba-gastumreba, romlebic
ras ar hpirdebodnen xazalis daTmobisaTvis, magram
nabis pasuxi yvelasaTvis erTi iyo. mas SviliviT uy-
varda xazali da mis gayidvaze xmis gagonebac ki ar
surda.
        bevrs ecadnen xazalis motrfialeni sxvadasxva
xrikebiT xelT egdoT cxeni, magram verafers xdebod-
nen.... bedma mainc Tavisi gaitana da, ai, erTxel Sebin-
debisas, rodesac nabi nadirobidan cxenze jeiranmoki-
debuli Tavisi saxlisken miRiRinebda da xazalis
torebis xma ki dafiviT bans aZlevda, uecrad Semoes-
ma misustebuli xma:
         ` - ei, keTilo mxedaro, miSvele!”
          nabim aRviri moswia da xazalic lursmaniviT
daeso erT adgilze. gzis piras tansacmelSemof-
leTili da gasisxlianebuli kaci egdo, romelic Sve-
las iTxovda, mis irgvliv qviSas sisxli etyoboda.
Canda, nabrZolic unda yofiliyo.


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         ` - ra mogivida keTilo adamiano?!” - SesZaxa
nabim da cxendacxen miadga gasisxlianebuls. daWril-
ma Tavi aswia da akankalebuli xmiT upasuxa:
        ` - yaCaRebi damecnen, qaravani wamarTves, dam-
Wres da aq damagdes nadirT ulufad, miSvele rame”.
      nabim xeli gauwoda daWrils, magram man mxolod
`ar SemiZliao”, upasuxa. maSin nabi cxenidan Zirs Camox-
ta, xelSi aiyvana daWrili da, is iyo cxenze Sesva, rom
gulSi daWrilis wixli igrZno, xazalis ferdebze ki
dezebis braguni Semoesma. gamwarebuli xazali, romel-
mac jer ar icoda dezebis gemo, isariviT moswyda ad-
gils da gaSmagebuli gafrinda ...
           im wuTs movida gonze nabi da ise Sehkivla,
rom misma xmam mTels bSeris udabnos gadauara:
       ` - ei, muxanaTo, Seayene cxeni. nu geSenia, mismine,
mxolod mismine”.
      Zlivs Seayena cru daWrilma xazali da nabisTan
Soriaxlos RimiliT daayena.
          ` - ei, Sen, cru da matyuarav, dae xazali Seni
iyos. mxolod mismine da Cveni xalxis bednierebi-
saTvis aravis uTxra, Tu ra xerxebiT miikuTvne Cemi
cxeni. Torem aRarasdros udabnoSi aravin daexmare-
ba gaWirvebul mgzavrs da mravali gaxdeba Ramis na-
dirTa msxverpli. axla gaswie Seni gziT, dae, RmerTic
iyos Seni mfarveli”, - SesZaxa nabim, aikida zurgze
jeirani da Tavisi saxlis gzas daadga.
         am sityvebma adgilze gaaqvava mxedari Coli-
aRa. misma ezdiurma sisxlma sircxviliT saxe dauwva -
isic xom udabno bSeris mkvidri iyo.
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        Coli - aRa ukve mbrZanebeli aRar iyo. is wel-
Si ise moixara, TiTqos qviSis mTeli barxani das-
wolodes kiserze. Zlivs CamobobRda cxenidan da
aRviriT xelSi nabis daedevna.
        ` - keTilo nabi, mapatie RvTis gulisaTvis. me
Rirsi ara var gavxde xazalis mxedari, Sena xar da
yovelTvis Sen iqnebi igi, mapatie”, - xvewna-mudariT
misdevda Coli-aRa amayad mimaval nabis.
      Sedga nabi, mkvaxed miubrunda Coli-aRas da SesZaxa:
      ` - me xels ar movkideb xazalis aRvirs, radgan
matyuara da borotis xelnakidebia. igi CemTvis wabil-
wulia ukve”.
        adgilidan ar iZvroda aRarc nabi da aRarc
Coli-aRa. xazali ki TiTqos grZnobda danaSauls, Tavis
qneviT, patiebamTxovni WixviniT miuaxlovda nabis da
alersiani TvalebiT dauwyo yureba, TiTqos raRacis
Tqma undoda.
       nabim veRar gauZlo cxenis Tvalebis mzeras da
Tavi Caqindra. bolos TiTqos raRaca gaaxsendao,
cxens Camoxsna aRviri, moglija unagiris nacvlad dafe-
nili fardagi da Zirs daanarcxa. mivida axlos, moefera,
Tvalebi daukocna xazals da TiTqos CurCuliT uTxra:
      `- wadi isev udabnoSi, Cemo kargo xazal, Cveni
cxovreba erTad ar SeiZleba, manam sanam am qveyanaze
icxovreben aRa-begebi da mdidrebi. wadi udabnoSi, mer-
ano, Sen Tavisuflebis sisxli gaqvs ZarRvebSi da
SenTvis Znelia batoni. es mec gamocdili maqvs, bavS-
vobidan sul sxvas vemsaxurebodi da vici, Tu ra Zne-
lia sxvisi samsaxuri. wadi, Cemo xazal, wadi im Sen

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gareulTa remaSi, sadac Seni sisxlis cxenebi danavar-
doben...”
      CasCurCulebda nabi da Tan mTvaris Suqi ubrw-
yinebda cremlian TvalebSi. man sabolood gadausva
xeli gavaze xazals da TiTqos ukve velurmac igrZno
nabis survilebi, udabnosken warmarTa Tavisi fafari...
     mZvinvare samumma erTi wamiT daabnela mTvare
da mTeli udabnoc. jadoqari devebiviT ze wamodgnen
TiTqosda mdumare barxanebi, qviSis namqeri yvelaf-
ris dafarvas cdilobda, magram keTili nabis mtkice
nabijebs is mainc ver ereoda.
       erTxanoba Svela-mudaris TxovniT kudSi mis-
devda nabis cru da Ralatiani Coli-aRa, magram is Tan-
daTan CamorCa mas da Tavisi bedi qviSis grigals dau-
morCila. nabi ki kvlav mtkiced miabijebda mxrebze
mokidebuli jeiraniT da mxolod maSin moixeda ukan,
rodesac Tavisi saxlis karebi mixura.
     mas Semdeg gavida asobiT weli, magram keTili
nabisa da xazalis ambavi dResac ar daviwyebiaT ezdiebs,
mis saxelsa da vaJkacobas isini TavianT simRerebSi
mRerian. xolo sityvis gamtexisa da matyuara Coli-
aRas saxels mxolod wyevlis dros Tu ixsenieben.

                              Tbilisi. 1963 w.
   Jurnali “mravalsaxovani qveyana”. specialuri
gamoSveba. 2006 w. gv.52-55.




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      vaJas da anas fSaveTs imedi gauCnda


     fSavSi, saqarTvelos am ulamazes istoriul mxa-
reSi, sruliad moulodnelad movxvdi. gvian saRamo-
Ti „kavkasiuri saxlidan” batonma mixo beroSvilma
damireka da miTxra, rom meore dRes diliT „kavkasi-
uri saxlis” eqspedicia midis fSavSi da xom ar wamox-
valTo. „kavkasiuri saxlis” fSauri eqspediciis
mravalerovani Semadgenloba sakmaod soliduri aR-
moCnda. eqspediciaSi „kavkasiuri saxlis” TanamSrom-
lebTan erTad monawileobdnen cnobili mecnierebi,
literatorebi, poetebi, mTargmnelebi, sazogado da xe-
lovnebis moRvaweebi. CemTvis didi pativi iyo aseT
avtoritetul eqspediciaSi monawileoba, romlis mi-
zanic, rogorc SemdgomSi gaxda CemTvis cnobili, hu-
manitarul-saganmanaTleblo misia iyo.
     fSavi, samSoblosaTvis Tavdadebul gmirTa da
poetTa, didebul xalxur mTqmelTa savane, jer kidev
bavSvobidan mizidavda. magram, ratomRac, aqamde ver
SevZeli momenaxulebina es kuTxe, camdis aziduli gor-
ozi da susxiani, magram mainc mimzidveli mTebiT
garSemortymuli, xmauriani mdinareebiTa da CanCqere-
biT daserili Rrma xeobebiT.
     rogorc ki fexi SevdgiT fSavis xeobaSi, Cven win
bunebis didebuli suraTi gadaiSala. swored iseTi,
rogoric sworupovar did qarTvel poetebs vaJa-
fSavelasa da ana kalandaZes aqvT aRwerili TavianT
cocxal leqsebSi mSobliuri mxare. CemTvis iqauri
are–mare mxolod maTi poeturi sityvebiT sunTqav-

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da. xeobaSi dro da dro wvimda da mTebs nisli moh-
kideboda. TiTqos sadRac Soridan, zecidan mesmoda
sityvebi: „nisli fiqria mTebisa” da qveviT xeobaSi
ifanteboda.
     Tbilisis erT-erT Zvel ubanSi, veraze, sadac me
davibade da gavizarde, Cemi ezodan ociode nabijze
mleTis quCaze idga saxli, sadac fSavidan TbilisSi
Camosvlis dros cxovrobda vaJa-fSavela. am saxl-
Tan yoveli gavlisas didi interesiT vkiTxulobdi
kedelze gakrul dafas warweriT. ase, rom vaJas Semo-
qmedebis gacnobis survili jer kidev pataraobidan
gamiCnda da misi gavleniT ramodenime leqsic ki davw-
ere.
     ana kalandaZis, Tanamedrove qarTuli poeziis
dedofalTa dedoflis, leqsebs ki ra damaviwyebs, gan-
sakuTrebiT CemTvis Zalze Zvirfas mis leqss „arabi
xar, iezidi”, romelic gaxda mTavari mizezi qalbaton
anas SemoqmedebasTan Cemi uSualo daaxlovebisa. gar-
da amisa, misi Zmiswuli viola kalandaZe da me saSua-
lo skolaSi erT klasSi vswavlobdiT (isic poeziiT
iyo gatacebuli da aRmerTebda Tavis poet mamida anas).
     miuxedavad imisa, rom fSavis xeobaSi pirvelad
movxvdi, mainc iqauroba Zalze nacnobad da axlobelad
aRviTqvi. albaT, esec vaJas da anas poeziis gavleniT.
     monusxuli vuyurebdi cas mibjenili mTebis
mwvervalebs, uZiro xeobebs da, uneburad maxsendebo-
da mamaCemis mier aRwerili misi mSobliuri mxaris
suraTebi. Cemi winaprebic mTis Svilebi iyvnen, Tavisu-
flebis moyvare, rogorc yvela mTieli. isini re-
ligiuri devnis gamo iZulebulni gaxdnen mietovebi-
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naT mSobliuri miwa-wyali TurqeTis qurTistanSi da
saqarTveloSi gadmosaxlebuliyvnen.
     ase, rom fSavSi Tavi ucxod ar migvrZnia.
     gzad sofel kanatiaSi SevCerdiT, sadac dagvxvda
da megzuroba gagviwia im kuTxis didma patriotma da
moWirnaxulem zelimxan uZilaurma, romlis mSobli-
ur ezo-saxlSi gasul zafxuls isvenebdnen „kavkasi-
uri saxlis” SabaT-kviris skolis moswavleebi.
     Cveni eqspediciis bolo punqti sofel Suafxo da
am soflis skola iyo. miuxedavad imisa, rom skolis
Senoba arasaxarbielo mdgomareobaSi iyo, „kavkasi-
uri saxlis” eqspediciis wevrebma aq Zalze saintereso,
Tematiurad mdidari da RrmaSinaarsiani konferen-
cia Caatares.
      „kavkasiuri saxli”, misda sasaxeloT, kidev erTi
sasikeTo, patriotuli proeqtis ganxorcielebas iw-
yebda, romlis iniciatorica da avtoric qalbatoni
naira gelaSvili iyo. am proeqtis ZiriTad mizans
fSavis aRorZineba, kulturul-saganmanaTleblo sfe-
ros ganviTarebisadmi xelSewyoba da skolis moswav-
le-axalgazrdobasTan urTierTkavSirebis damyare-
ba Seadgens. aRniSnuli proeqtis farglebSi „kavkasi-
urma saxlma” samecniero konferenciis dawyebis win
saxelmZRvaneloebi da sxva saWiro literatura saCu-
qrad gadasca skolis biblioTekas. es mxolod dasaw-
yisi iyo im mniSvnelovani daxmarebisa, romelic
gaTvaliswinebulia „kavkasiuri saxlis” fSavis
aRorZinebis proeqtiT. rogorc konferenciaze da
calkeul saubrebSi iTqva, zogadad fSavs da, kerZod
Suafxos skolas meti yuradReba da daxmareba sWird-
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eba, rom saqarTvelos es didebuli mxare ar daica-
los adamianuri resursebisagan.
      „kavkasiuri saxlis” mier mowyobili eqspedici-
is saqmianoba Tavisi SedegebiT Zalze nayofieri
gamodga. amaze naTlad metyvelebda is Tbili damoki-
debuleba da interesi, rac gamoiCines Cveni eqspedici-
isadmi adgilobrivma mosaxleobam da, kerZod, Suafx-
os skolis pedagogiurma koleqtivma. fSavelebma ig-
rZnes mxardaWera da momavlis imedi miecaT. fSavSi
stumrobam, iq Catarebulma RonisZiebebma yvela CvenTa-
ganze waruSleli STabeWdileba datova.
      gulsatkeni ki is iyo, rom fSavi, saqarTvelos
erT-erTi istoriuli deda-boZi, ase uyuradRebod aris
mitovebuli. qveynis ekonomikur da saganmanaTleblo–
kulturul cxovrebaSi integraciis procesebi aq nak-
lebad SeimCneva. sofel Suafxos skolis Senobas, xe-
obaSi am erTaderT saganmanaTleblo keras, saca aris
Weri Tavze daemxoba. Tqves, momaval wels Cautardeba
Senobas remonti, magram dro ar ayovnebs.
     sakvirvelia is gulgrili damokidebulebac,
romelsac Suafxodan gamosulebi, Tbilissa da sxva
qalaqebSi damkvidrebulebi, iCenen TavianTi, Tugind
yofili, skolis mdgomareobis mimarT. nuTu maT sax-
lebSi TiTo-orola wigni, sakiTxavi literatura ar
moiZebneboda, rom gaegzavnaT TavianTi mSobliuri
skolis moswavleebisaTvis da amiT xeli SeewyoT sas-
wavlo procesis normalurad warmarTvisaTvis.
     WeSmaritad mZime tvirTvis zidva uxdebaT fSav-
Si darCenilebs. samSoblos siyvaruliT aTeneben da
aRameben cxvris faraSi, Tu namgliT, celiT, bariT Tu
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wigniT xelSi. am kuTxis macxovreblebi seriozuli
problemebis winaSe dganan. miuxedavad Zneli klima-
turi pirobebisa da Seqmnili socialur-ekonomikuri
siduxWirisa, Suafxovelebi imeds mainc ar kargaven.
  aseT imedad Suafxos dRes „kavkasiuri saxli” da
misi proeqti fSavis aRorZinebis Taobaze gamouCnda.
mjera, rom amjeradac „kavkasiuri saxlis” koleq-
tivi qalbaton naira gelaSvilis xemZRvanelobiT war-
matebiT gaarTmeven Tavs am patriotul, sapatio
saqvelmoqmedo misias.
       RmerTma imedi nu mogiSaloT Suafxovelebo!




                                   qarim anyosi
                  qurTi poeti, aRmosavleTmcodne
                            2009 wlis seqtemberi.




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                         danarTi
  nawyveti akademikos elizbar javeliZis wignidan
  “ dReTa karebTan vdgavar wuxiliT”.
   Tbilisi. 2009 w. gv. 113.

                         studentoba

       fakulteti sul ormocdaaTamde students iTv-
lida. kursze sul Tormetni Tu cametni viyaviT. aqedan
xuTi vaJi: givi nebieriZe, gogi anTelava, qarim amoevi,
guram baTiaSvili da me. ganuyreli megobroba gvqon-
da, urTierTs vedeqiT mxarSi, Wirsa da lxinSi erT-
maneTis ojaxebSi gadebulni viyaviT.
      gansakuTrebiT xSirad qarim amoevi (axla anyo-
si) iyo CemTan. rac gagvaCnda, viyofdiT, Zmurad erT-
maneTs vunawilebdiT.
     qarims uyvarda Cvens ojaxSi stumrianobis dros
triali, Rvinis Camosxmas veravin daaswrebda, qoriv-
iT gadaxedavda sufras, cariel surebs emtereboda, xan
SigadaSig sparsul frazebs wamoisroda.
      kolia Savdiam, mamaCemis megobari iyo, mis aseT
bzrials erTxans Tvali adevna da mere mamas hkiTxa,
vin aris es Savi biWi, ucxoeli Cans da ase rogor gai-
SinaureT?!
      mamam mTeli seriozulobiT upasuxa:
        - Sen ra, aqamde ar icodi eg rom egviptidan
saRaraZem gamomigzavna, Tan iyme, imsaxure da Tanac
gazardeo!



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     amas rom qarimma yuri mohkra, ar daibna da axla
arabulad “lailalahis” ZaxiliT stumarTa yura-
dReba mii pyro.
      iqve gvarianad SemTvrali kolia Savdia didx-
ans exveweboda mamas, eg arabi biWi damiTme, rac ginda
is mTxoveo.
     - ah, ara! - eubneboda mamaCemi, - sakuTar Svilebs
dagiTmob, egeni mainc araferSi madganan da magas ve-
rao...
     arada, am xumrobaSi WeSmaritebis marcvalic iyo.
Cemi mSoblebi qarimas sakuTar SvilebSi rodi gamo-
arCevdnen.




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                                            sarCevi


1. Zmao, qarTvelo . ......................................................................... 3
2. saqarTvelos ................................................................................... 4
3. veris ubani ......................................................................................... 5
4. 9 aprili TbilisSi .................................................................... 7
5. Tbiliss ................................................................................................ 8
6. Tbiliss ................................................................................................ 9
7. saqarTvelos ................................................................................... 10
8. axali xevsureTi ........................................................................ 11
9. iranSi nawameb qurT Zmebs .................................................. 12
10. Cveni dReebi .................................................................................... 15


                                                lirika
11. mtkvari butbutebs ..................................................................... 16
12. mivyvebiT napirs ......................................................................... 16
13. cekvavs TiTebi dolis pirze ........................................... 16
14. sio ki CurCulebs ...................................................................... 17
15. Tari kvnesodes ............................................................................ 17
16. gexvewo, ratom? ............................................................................ 17
17. grialebs musika .......................................................................... 17
18. merxebi, merxebi erTmaneTs misdeven ........................ 18
19. me ar mindoda damewera es striqonebi ................ 18
20. gaixsene, turfav ........................................................................... 18
21. me Tavi kvlavac sizmarSi mgonia ................................ 19
22. ra damaviwyebs ............................................................................. 20




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                      saymawvilo leqsebi
 23.   kaxeTisken ......................................................................................... 21
 24.   bejiTi gogi ................................................................................... 21
 25.   meris fiso ....................................................................................... 22
 26.   kapitani givi .................................................................................. 23

                                        p r o z a
 27. xazali .................................................................................................. 24
 28. vaJas da anas fSaveTs imedi gauCnda ....................... 40

                                          danarTi
 29. nawyveti akademikos elizbar javeliZis
 wignidan ..................................................................................................... 45




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