Welcoming this delicate new child Into this world A new blank page Starting to fill its self with thoughts And experiences
To grow into a strong women The fitting image of her mother With the mind of her father
Hoping to have a diary of memories spent with Her family her life and her love
Never judging the people she meets Or the places she sees Nothing in the world is worth the price Of seeing her smile or laugh for the first time
Not much is known about this little baby
But that she knows that she has began her first Step in to the big world full of wonders And chances for her to succeed
It’s as if time may have stopped And at the moment you can’t believe You created this lovely angel That had no clue or doubts
With those eyes staring back at you Reaching out for the care from her mother And the strength of her father And looks for her parents to help her Fill her blank pages of her diary of her life
It’s very cold in this heart of mine Grief and sorrow fill this mind of mine As I watch loved ones cross On this ice cold night I wander the night In the boat to a better life Listening to the stories from the long lost Memories and the stories they hold Together once again Joined in hand in hand Now just a touch of frost reminds That was joined in the beginning Upon the window that once shared a lovely But now just a touch of frost View and to a door that use to lead somewhere Warm and safe now leads nowhere Fields of bleached white snow Litter the ground of memories It’s very cold in this heart of mine Long since forgotten floating As cold to the touch as a the winters winds And waiting to be remembered And as sad as the hollowing wind that blows Through this ghostly town I left. Lost words haunt the air around me Long since wished to be uttered From silenced months now just left alone to become Hollowing wind in a windy night
Feeling the stare of the red eye It gives the feeling of the parsing eye the feeling that your soul is on the outside your skin and being scrutinized and compared with the rest. The red eye some use it for targeting their victims For lust and for their own gain targeting the weak And tainting their minds and transforming their views Others can’t help their sinful needs for satisfaction Getting their voices to stop there chatter Never feeling remorse or sorrow for their victims And how it might affect their young minds Changing their thoughts and how they see the world And how they judge the next person they meet Or if they might even thing of trusting the next person Because of their experience and their poor judgment Of the person they thought they trusted Life is full of disappointments Don’t make yourself a target of the red eye Or of a person that might possess it Because your life is worth more to you then they fell it is.
Staring down the barrel of this tool of hate Wondering will I became just another statistic Another person erased by a black bag and a parade Of flashing lights Feeling your dagger trust deep within my back Cries of pain and thoughts of broken trust How could someone I trusted with my life Be the one choosing to take it without one thought Of grief or sorrow Your Blood runs thick with dirt and greed Using everything and everyone to gain Just a inch forward You can’t even smell the stench you leave be hide It’s as clear as day where you lay your faith I couldn’t even trust you to caught me if I fall Or if I were dying for you to save my life Your heart is as a stone cold and hard And bitter as a the words that leave your mouth Respect and trust is only gained With a equal trade of the same But it’s clear that this I gave too much And didn’t get in return.
The dead speak through The hollows of the wind Blowing there song Of despair and sorrow Which sounds like sweet nectar To their long lost lovers Playing there wining violins That echo through the ghost towns I play this tune of silence For the departed lovers So they may once rest in peace The dead dance Their last dance with the hand of their lover locked And bound by the ring that bound them in the beginning Lain together in life together in death They shall never part. I play this tune of silence For the departed lovers so they may once rest in peace
Yes girl I see you staring Into the midnight void Of beauty and freedom
Dam girl I see you dancing And showing of your freedom Temptation is high and leaving Me wanting more
The little black dress Seductive and mysterious And beautiful fit
The little black dress Its everything and more It’s mysterious and freedom All in a little black dress.
Dam girl who said look can’t Kill because you killed me at first glance Wearing those high heels with that tight Slender dress
This lady dressed for fun With her ruby red lip stick And those eyes of the predator
The little black dress Every women’s got one And every little girl wishes To have one
Didn’t you have dreams or hopes? Wasn’t your head ever in the clouds? Who said words can be as sharp as knifes Because what you told me Stabbed straight through to my heart Who are you to judge our skill? What gives you the authority to command us? We are free thinking spirits and our words aren’t as sharp as yours Father I’m not here to live the life you want me to I’m my own life and my own dreams And it’s clear you have none
We give respect equally to people that return it just the same But you feel as if you’re above the world and its entire people Let’s see you solve the problems of the world And I bet you can’t because you’re just a poser So keep that nose out of other peoples businesses Or it might just get caught like the mouse in the trap
Don’t give me any lip boy because you will never Be equal or even be anything in this world People only become what there met to become Boys get your head out of the clouds Because you got work to do and day dreaming Gets you no where
“ Who are we “ “I’m who I think I’m “ “ Who are you “ “ are you who you think you are“
“ no you’re not “
“ you’re me and I’m you “ “ we’re all mixed up and we lost who we were before”
“ who can help us we’ve lost our mind “
“ we’re not the men in the mirror “
“ at least we don’t think we are because our mind says otherwise “ “ so lost and confused and no one can help us “
“ Who are we “
No matter how long this trail is I must keep walking because I'm determined To find its end
Bring forth that one step that seems like a ton Bearing down upon you like a beast pressing you to the ground Because if you take that step You’ll be free from this endless tunnel and
No matter how much pain i bear or sorrow I would know it’s worth it Because the light at the end of the tunnel Might even be that very next step That you are unwilling to bring forth
Become you the you, you been fighting to become.
Individuality is possible Your just have to be willing to see it
individuality is possible Each step seems longer then the next As the tunnel seems to grow before your eyes But be unhindered from this illusion It only wishes to strip you of hope and determination And leave you to the buzzers your just have to be willing to see it
No matter how much pain i bear or sorrow I would know it’s worth it because the light at the end Of the tunnel might even be that very next step You are unwilling to bring forth
You say I don't care And I treat you like a stranger Or just like all the other girls But you just don't appreciate Anything I do for you
Countless times I feel like the dog left by the family that never wanted him Left to wonder what he did wrong or what wrong with me All this is bottling up inside and I’m unable to be the weight
Many thought go through my mind Countless times I feel like the trash thrown upon the floor Crumpled and unappreciated Like a Childs picture that the parents Refuse to look at All this is bottling up in side and I’m unable To bear the weight Countless times I’m left to wonder what is wrong with me That makes you act like this This weight you throw upon my shoulders Is weighting me down and I’m trapped Within the problem unable to run and hide To feel at least together and in control Second guessing myself and tripping on my own feet Trying to keep up With what I might need to do so you feel worth something And not Causing me all this stress which my life is full of it At night hunting my dreams The hunt is on within me and I feel like the prey On the run for my life and I’m losing the grip On the edge of death as the predator is at claws length
My family was together just like every Christmas Flying away on my imagery carpet Or thanksgiving in the desert Feeling like maybe I might be dreaming But somehow I know that Because almost everything I wanted is right here I’m within a dream Everyone’s together just like it was when I was young Because life isn’t that happy when I’m awake. My family was together just like every Christmas Hoping this wasn’t a dream but real life Or thanksgiving in the desert And I have been in a nightmare But somehow I know that That I’m just awaking from dazed I’m within a dream Because life isn’t that happy when I’m awake. But sadly it was a dream Life isn’t that happy when I’m awake Everyone I was missing is here happy and alive But it has its moments. As they ones where smiling and laughing As I stand in awe in this glowing fields Wondering if I should be happy Or to disbelieve it
1. New arrival 2. Touch of Frost 3. The Red Eye 4. Betrayed 5. Tune of silence 6. The little black dress 7. My own life 8. All mixed up 9. Traveling 10. Countless Times 11. within a Dream 12. Trasformation