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My Soul, My Heart, My Words by Jasmine Johnson Table of Contents My Soul, My Heart, My Words Moving On… Wait Word Set me Free External Love Help Myself Life Love at first Sight Sweet Dreams Nightmares Moving On… As the sun rises and says good morning, as the moon sets and says goodnight. The shining lights, of yellow and red, the mixtures that make the sunset. As days go by and time passes, a dawn will rise and another will pass. Happiness and joy, Pain and sorrow, Shall fade away As the day’s end. As sun shall never rise, And say good morning As the moon shall never set, And say goodnight. Our lives come to a stop to never see another day To never see the sunset Pass our way We move on to our next life. Wait Hearts of Love Filled with emotions Broken or together, Kisses or hugs. Love is a question Meant with no answer, To soul mate From destiny, That waits before us, In future or pass Present in time Love is mysterious Love is defined Not placed to find Not placed steady No direct line Love is unpredictable A way of life So wait in time For love can at least wait. Word Define me from smart to dumb Define me beauty to beast There is no word That says it all To simple words That makes it true From words That explains it all To the words That don't explain at all So define me at will But it never shall be true I am more than one I am much more unique. So try at will But I am more than A WORD. Set me free The sound of the roaring wind, As the leaves shake in union, While running with pounding sounds of drums, As my feet touch the ground, To the feel of my heart racing, Going Thu-Thump Thumb-Thump, Till I come to a halt. To Make a decision, To sky dive through the endless blue sky, Or be taken to where screams and tears are known, In all one second I run, Taking flight on an endless ride. Until plastered on the ground, Unable to move unable to breath, No longer a use but soon at peace. But was it worth it? To stop my beating heart, Was I meant to die, In a place that is unknown, And nothing but dreams, That kept me going. But it was to late, No going back, To just close my eyes, And rest at peace, In a place screams, Are never made. And where tears, Shall never shed. A place where only my dreams, Can only take me, So if this be just a dream, Let me slumber this way, For my eternal life. Eternal Love As I close my eyes, As I lay down, As I think about my day If I could go back, And try again Any possible away. I remember the one, The one I loved today The one I should have saved, He was perfect in every little way. He's what makes me smile, He's what makes me laugh, He's the sun in my life, He's the one who brightens my days, But what can I do? The day has ended. The deed is done Now he is gone. But if I had another chance, I would try again I'd look into his eyes And tell him the truth Tell him the three simple words The words that say all "I love you" And that is all. But now it is to late, So I rest my head and dream But as I dream, I hear a voice "I love you too & I forgive you so" The voice sounded so familiar, Its sweet velvet voice The one that makes me smile, The one that makes me laugh, I suddenly knew It was my Love, So I replied "You are my eternal love ,sorry". As I rest my head and dream, I today that I was forgiven By my eternal love. Help I'm lost and alone, I'm scared and cold, I am in the dark, I can't find the light. Why won't you help me It's damp and wet, You were once alone, You were once scared. Won't You help me I smell and I'm hungry, I want to see my mama, I want to see my papa. I am lost and cold I want to go home, I do not care if you don't feed me I don't care if you laugh at me, All I care is that I go home. I did not do this, I did not bring myself into, The dark I was kidnapped, Now I want to go home. I want my mama I want my papa, So help me please, Find the light. Won't you help? Myself So what I wear black Do I seem Goth to you? Should I wear pink And Scream "Go Team! Go!" I'm myself Why the world should you care. I'm me myself and I And not anyone else. Should I hold my head up high And seem superior to everyone else? Walking all high and mighty Like I’m better than everyone else, But think again I'm not anyone else, But myself and I. Do I look like a doll toy? Do you want to dress me up? Do you want to put make up on me? And make me your own little toy, Well think again I am not your own personal toy I am not Goth, I am not superior to anyone else, I am myself. Life Life is like a step You take one a time. Life's like the ocean That never stops moving. Life's like a flower As beautiful as it can be. Life's like a river Flowing in every direction. Life's like ants A group striving to survive. Life's like a surprise party Never knowing what happens in life. Life's like the open road keeps on going. Life's like a book Every person with a story to tell. Life's what you and me have So enjoy it while you can. Love at first sight I'm all alone, I look at no one, But you walk to me, Stand near and say "Hello." I say "Hello?' But do not look up, You seem unsatisfied, Maybe you were lost? But no that wasn't it, You asked for my name, I say Hannah. You say pretty. But what did that, Matter to you, I was just another person, That you now knew. You still stand there, Like a lost little puppy, I could feel your eyes, Boring into my head. I finally give up, And give in, I look up to you, Stare into your eyes. As I see fireflies, Glinting in your eyes, So beautiful and gorgeous, Knowing I never saw a person like this. So standing there, Staring into each other eyes, We both knew it was, Love at first sight. Sweet Dreams A dream so beautiful, A dream where, You're at your, Happiest. Your palace, where you feel, You're floating on, A soft cloud. Where you fly, To your place, Where joy, Will follow. It is a dream place, To where you, Don't want, To be disturbed. It's your, Sweet dreams. Nightmare What is a, Nightmare? Is a Nightmare, When you scream, In terror? Is it when, Something, Is trying to kill you? Or is it even, When its pitch black? But a nightmare Isn't what it, Has in it, Its what, You think it is. A Nightmare, Could be the, Sweetest dream, A place where, You're most happiest. So the question is, What’s your Nightmare? New Life Darkness and sorrow, Pain and tears, Break of dawn, A end is near. For those who wait, As life passes by You must take a chance, Before life dies. To make dreams true, To make it reality, Wake up from your fairy tale, To live life free. So get up, And say good bye, To the darkness and sorrow, To the pain and tears, You once knew. And say hi, To your new life, The one that waits, To make a new life, Come true. Earth Have you ever Really looked At Earth Its beauty within Its beauty outside Its just so unique Do we really Want to say Goodbye To be loved Earth Its sweet smells Its gorgeous plants Even its breath taking creatures There is no planet None like Earth Our home sweet home To miss the days When played on Earth To miss the days We made memories On Earth Earth is our home Its time to respect it If we love our home We will show action Joining a club is nothing Making this poem Means nothing So get up Recycle, reduce, reuse Its time to save Our home And Planet Earth We have those who will try to break us We have those who try to knock us down But I know my hatter can't do nothing to me They could never trymph over me. They can whisper all they want They can conspire against me They can tell their lies But God favors me. I will not fall I will not bend I will not compromise Cuase God favors me kinda a song part Love is patient, Love is kind, Love is felt most when Its geniun. He favors me I've had my share of love abuse, But aslong as I think about my story, And I know God favors me, Because my enemy's did try But couldn't trimph over me. It was my faith My Integrity My charater God favors me . I speak life And prosperity And I speak health God favors me. God Favors me! (Yeah!) God Favors me! (Yeah!) God Favors me! (Yeah!) God Favors me! (Yeah!) God Favors me!!! She’ll be by your side The one who understands the life you live The one whose slow to take but quick to give Someone who stays around the rough times get thick Someone whose smile is bright enough to make the projects feel like a mansion Having someone who loves you despite your faults Having someone who talks the talk but also walks the walk Someone who loves you for sho She'll always be by your side still holding on Even when dose twenties stop spinning Having someone you can come home to from a long day of work Having someone one you don't have to show they know exactly where it hurts Someone who trust you despite what they've heard Someone as mighty a lion but yet gentle as a bluebird Having someone you don't have to tell you don't want to be alone Having them to grow old with Unitl God calls you home It must be nice She'll be by your side holdin on. Think As words are spoken..... Somethinng is learned..... Something is lost....... As well as gained...... To think about life, you, others..... Find your gift, talent, spark, future..... Live, Love, Life, Happiness....... Radiant, Sunshine, Smile on your faces..... Beauty divine, in, out......... Peace, Serenity, yin, ye......... Find Your Place In This World. 1…2…3… Step one One pound Step two two bund Step three Amigos forever more........... To find the path That you seek To find you heart That weeps To the only one Thats offered much more. Time flys by Decisions are made Hearts shall break But slowly fade Bonds once whole Now broken. Love and happiness In the heart Sorrow and shame Shall follow Those who have broken The special bond. No longer able To find happiness again No longer able To bring joy onto others again. To wait for life To begin once more To wait for life To give you one more chance. Exist You think you can leave me this way Take me apart and throw around I was once whole I was even a kind soul. But once I met you That soul started to die. It was because of you that I no longer smile Its because of you I no longer have friends Its because of you when I come home All I ever do is cry. Why'd you break me? I thought you loved me. But it seems all you wanted to do Was to play with my heart Until you were bored. At first I didn't believe in love But you showed me the light You were to only exception But now thats all gone As I no longer fall for something That dose not exist. Another Path Right now I'm on stage Where I have no diginity Where they shout and hoot Just to see what I got. They don't care for me So why am I here But to just have a home And stay alive another night. But I had other planes Ones that didn't envolve this But the voice that was inside That was waiting to be set free. I had got a gig After my so called job I had singed my voice out As a man walked my way. He seemed like the men Who would come to my job But I was wrong Cause he was one who would give me a job. They say you only have one path But thats not true You always have two Just pick the right one And your dreams will come true. Just who do you think you are? You come around With a smile on your face Saying I love you Much more then seems. But in my point of view You're nothing but annoyance That needs to calm down And fly fly, far away. But yet you still flutter around As if you're the north pole And I'm the south pole And were just so attrated. But ha what joke But I'm begging you Please shoo! shoo! little fly Just who do you think you are? But then one day you weren't here I heard you were sick And on my way home I was about to be attacked. Then all of sudden My fly was here The guys ran off And you smiled back at me. Just who do you think you are? As I was about to say But you grab my waist And kissed me right then and there. Maybe you were right Maybe I did love you And just who do I think I am To stop love. I love you I said I love yoou And you said it too And I meant it But did You? You never called We never talked But yet we said Those three simple words So did you mean it? I will never know As my phone rings And hope its you But instead you are gone So I am left Wiht only one memory "I love yo." P.S I love you We've only talked online Unknowing who each other are Except for our inner selvers. They say be carefull of those Cyber freaks. But do we care, No Because even though Feeling are developing. One day you say "I'm coming to town." And I make the decision To meet you at the cafe. We talked and laugh And made memories to remember. But when the week ended And it was time for ou to go I felt so alone. But when you got on your flight And I sat at home I hear a bing That comes from my computer And it say P.S I Luv U. Twilight? There is nothing wrong With a vamp. Why bring them down From one little movie? They were leaders of the undead Now beneath the Z's. It crashed their rep Making them weak. As the zombies rose Once again Thanks to Thriller There ruling the dead. So vamps say thanks To twilight freaks. Its thanks to them You're no longer king. Flower Were like a flower Once a small seed But one day to bloom Into a beautiful flower we'll be As the things we go through Makes us recieve out water and sunshine That will make us become This strong and beautiful flower. Love, Girl Power and Hot "love is a dark And powerful thing Love will crush you And break your heart But at the same time It will make your life." Girl Power "Unleash your power within The one that makes you stand from the rest You ultimate and indestructable Girl power." Hot "Her hot skin But cold heart From her mother side Her firey love From her fathers side An Icy heart As you can't defined her By her red hot skin." Harpo I loves Harpo God knows I do But I'll kill him dead Before I let him beat me I believe these words I shall never take this abuse I do feel sorry for those who hurt me For if they do they were hurt once As pain can not be gained Unless brong upon I love you forever Harpo But you shall never hurt me. Mind over Heart They say I'm to young for love That it does not exist As my mind takes this in My heart denies these words. I yearn for kiss That will make me blush I wish for the dates That ensure our love. But why play With such a game As the odds are against me But I still have God with me. So all I can do Is hide in secrecy As love waits for me While my heart searches. So let my mind be in the game And play with life As my heart a friend That will complet the game of LIFE. The Three Men He broke my heart And left it in two No care for my sorrow Of the tears left behind Unable to believe To be capable of love But to be once again Broken in two And nothing but raindrops Of salty tears shall appear. Then when you finally get there And hit rock bottom You turn to him To give you guidance To never give up And believe in love To know it Truly does exist As he'll keep my faith alive As I pray ever night He'll give me a man That'll mend my heart. But until I met you I was so broken hearted Until the day came I was mended again It was thanks to my faith My heart let you in And in some ways Its thanks to him Who broke my heart in the first place I would have probably never known you Who mended my heart And loves me now As I learned to love again Thanks to my three men. It’s just Me I go through everyday hopping for eternal bliss That will touch my heart and soul. To maybe fall in love but not even that To even have a crush. But as if that would ever happen Especially when you're only 1 month Away until you're 15 So what could I possible do With anything involved with love. To regard the fact I'm not allowed to date And be oblivious to my apperance and personality For I know I should not be judged For my outter parts But as if you'd get a peak at the inner me inside. But then again thats a crush. Someone you can see yourself with Or atleast be yourself with. With me though it seems Impossible. The Blame Game Alot of people Spend their time in the dark We blame them later For their sins of life But did we play The greatest part We could have helped Or even stopped The bloody deaths Instead we stayed And ignored their ways We thought they were joking And only pretending But when the day came And you find them dead Do you believe You couldn't have helped? And don't blame them That they didn't come to you They were their The entire time I need therapy But you saw as a joke And if you didn't notice it then Why bother later To tell you their problems So blame them all you want We can play that game But if you stand on the side line And watch them fade away You basically helped them Fade away Cause all you needed to do was Help them mend By truly asking Are you okay? Fall The sky rips And blood falls We thought we'd make it Instead we fall We did it all For those we love We tried to save them Instead they fall We had hoped to live And return back home Instead we lay And watch the blood fall And slowly, slowly Fade from the light As we only have one hope As we wait for it to stop So we close our eyes And try to live And maybe one day We'll see you all again. You thought I’d be alright When you saw me fall You thought I'd get up When you saw me cry You thought they dry When you saw me You thought they faded But they still remained And when you thought I'd be alright I died Because when fell I could not see I could not think But only remain And so unknown I perished away Only because You thought I'd be alright. By my side I close my eyes As if I'm dreaming And all I see Is you by my side With that beautiful smile And loving eyes And as I watch All I can see Is you with me Because you make smile When I'm down And protect me When I'm scared and all alone And I know You heard these words before But believe me honey They are so true From my heart And not a book Deep in my soul I call for you And every word Is meant for you So when I open my eyes Know this is true That when I see your beautiful smile And loving eyes That all I wish for Is that you're by my side Thinking about life…. I sit here now And wonder about life From the change that occours From teen to grown Cause some say We'll change But to me I'll still remain The same. But what do I know? I don't have that book As you should know There are those Who have the book To parenthood Or even guy code And girl code But I still remain unsure That any exist. That one day in life We all grow up And life changes. But in my opinion Were all still the same And no major change Has occured Because we are we And you are you Atleast that's what I believe As I sit here And think about . Angel of love Listen to these words Know you are not alone And when you see my helping hand Don't hesitate to take it. Because when a angel is by your side Let them help And hold you tight For when they break your fragile heart It'll be I Who will help come whole again. So when this angel of love Comes again Take my hand and let me end And we can once again be in love -Sinserly your angel of love If its better to love one then the second time is unforgettable. Present Love "Tell me that I ever met anything more That you could ever see me and you Another light" Is what we all want to ask, But do they or us truly know, That we mean something to the other, Or they to us? Even able to know, If they see themselves with someone else, Or us the same? The question is irrelevent, For we live in the moment, And not in the past or future, But only the present in time, For love is here and now. Fill my life Hear my voice, Make me laugh, See my face, Make me smile. Let all remain the same, So when you're around, Its all the same, In a natural way. So let my friend, Be my love, And my love, As my friend. To shape my world, With God and family, To fill my world, With happiness and Joy. You are the part of my system, That feels me with love, And you are the part, That helps me live, And be alive. Judge Don't expect me to do this right, I'm just spitting words, Not making the next best seller. So judge my poems if you want, But I write these words for me, And not for a, b, c. So correct me in your mind, While you do though, Let my words sink, And taken to the heart. Like now as you judge, Remember these words, As you judge my work. Saying No to the devil’s smile They tell me I can do it And break free from these fall Thats posining me In and out. Do you think its so easy though To stop it all right now When the ride has just begun And you're locked inside Unable to be alone. But they tell me I can do it Since I have God on my side With a Husband and daughter standing on the other. But why should I care When I'm having so much fun With my smokey mist life Made of powdery air. They stand by me though Family and friends Even when those Talk like I'm already dead. Why should I care If they care or not Because when my friend Takes me high Everyone else is out of sight And mind. Suddenly one day it was put to the test When my little girl Came to see me at best. Breathing my air All her life explained to me Why she hit the floor And I screamed this, "She's not breathing right" And then I panick Calling 911. When help has arrived With my husband by my side I hear the doctor say it was That smoke in the air That use to be the crystals That lived in my eyes. As soon as I heard she could have died I looked at my husband Saying this time And when he looked He saw my truth. So I packed my stuff And said goodbye As mommy left To be better Then she is In this merciful life. Now three years later Of struggle and pain Saying goodbye to smoky Saying hi to family The new high in my life But while health I realized it was luck For many have died And other lost will To fight the thrill And surrendered Their family at will But most of all Saying bye to the life Once lived But I lucky to be me And finally saying no To sales man With a devil's smile. Take My…. You can take my, Music. You can take, My life. You can even take, My money earned. But if you care, And have a soul, You'll leave the heart, That you broke, Long a go. Daddy’s little girl He can get my pony, And buy the mall. Give me the puppy, And matching shoes too. With the world on a golden plater, Served straight from you, To me. But what you don't get, Is I want something more, For you to stay home, Like we use to do, Befor money came alive, And be Daddy's little girl, Just one more time. Not my imaginary Friend Everyone had you When I was alone Kept you close When in tears While I found comfort On my own But now I'm grown up No longer searching For the love showed Others rather then me But eveytime I hear them mention you I feel a sharp pain Lost from life And think to myself Why weren't you their When I scraped my knee And being teased. Why didn't you help me When I didn't know the answer And when I felt so alone Where were you Besides with me When I need you most In a world filled with sarrow As other had it filled love Because of you... my non imaginary friend My Soul (Speak soul Speak) You can't see it But its here and there. Whether you believe it It lies inside. You can't define it Not one is the same. All with voices That say different things. Living life right Living life wrong All up to their soul Living life inside. So judge me all you want From the outside and all But going and judging then You'll never find one word to say. So as my final words As my soul speaks And I of it Remember its words And those of others Which had said Through out this book. For it had a voice That needed to be heard Just as yours. So as I let mine speak Don't forget yours is still here. So let it be writing And let it speaking. Just let your soul shine As its meant to be. -By My Soul My Heart (all around) God made my heart big He gave me enough love So my heart could give love To Family Friends Soulmates Myself Back to him My heart always reads endless Never running out Even when broken So remember From my Soul my Heart my Word That their will be love in My Heart All around. My Words (are endless) Even though this book Is coming to an end My words are endless For they shall dwell With the love and pain I've expressed. For you've heard my soul You've heard my heart And these are now My final words But know at end My words will continue Speaking their Soul, Heart, Words That are endless As I continue life. My life I saw you once I saw you twice I saw my life Flash before my eyes At first you were their Then last you were gone My heart stopped The day you were gone What could've happened That you are out of my life In one split second My life had stopped Could I bring you back? Could I start my life agian? Was it my deeds that made you gone? Is it to late? So all I can say is Hear my pray And come back Come back my dear sweet life. Is it Love? look into your eyes, But what do I really see? Do I see a loving man? Do I see a smart strong man? But is it really what I see? Or is it what you see? Do you see Happiness? Do you see your future? When we hold hands, Do you think about letting go? When we talk. Do you want to say "Goodbye." When our eyes meet, Do you think about never looking again? When you close your eyes, Do you dream of me? When you wake up, Do you think of me? But the real Question is, Is it Love? Goodnight As the grasshopper quiets, To show it is night. As the clock strikes 12, To show it is late. As you hear no sound, To show quietness. As the world yawns, To show they are tired. As the moon rises, To show it is nighttime. As I close my eyes, As I lay down in bed, To lay my head on my pillow, To close my eyes and dream, I know it is time to say goodnight, "Good night life and Sweet dreams." Heartbreaker You love me, You hate me, You want me, You throw me. So why do I, Let you in? You're nothing, But a heartbreaker. You love nothing, But what makes me. I deserve better, They say. But wait I'm still here, Here with you, Loving and more, But for what? To wait for you, To break my heart? You're nothing but, A heartbreaker. You show no love to me, You give no appreciation No flowers, No chocolate nor poem. When other girls, Are near I'm no, Longer your main girl, I'm just nobody. They say you, Treat me like trash, They say I deserve, Much better. But yet I do not listen, I stand with you still, But all I can say is, "I love him." Do I matter? Every day I walk into a room I may get a wave here And a hi there But truly do they Acknowlge my presence? Am I Invisible to the naked eye? Do you even care that I’m here? If I disappeared today Would you even notice Or do you wish everyday that I would just fade away? Dose my presence make you happy Or do I not matter? Am I just a nobody Who doesn’t belong Who shouldn't even be here Or are you thankful that I'm here In my life alone. Do you wish I would disappear Or are you glad that I'm here Only asking again fearing for your answer. So I ask you this question With my heart and all Would you care or Could you go on With your merry little Life While I rot in my grave With no one to care for me Or would you be the soul To never shead a tear? So do I matter? Or atleast to you? Love is a Essence Love is an essence That should be cherished From within your heart To the radiation of Love So I may have found love Others may be afraid While some were hurt But still remain The famous saying It is better to have love Than to never love at all To have your first kiss To go on your first date Love is something never forgotten And never wanting to be forgotten Love is part of you and me Love can be family love Of the joy and happiness you may share When you're surrounded By the ones you love To be loved by friends To stick together 24/7 As if you were brothers and sisters For your best friend for life Or even just the love That everyone hopes for To find one day To make their heart Feel whole To be with someone Who will always be there Who will always love you So as if we could run As if we could say "Goodbye" Love is what we'll cherish That is a part of us In so many ways So as if you tried to do something To love or forget the love You have found Or the love you search for But if you must I ask you this Can you do it Can you give up Family, friends, and relationship love What is truly your Essence of love? There is no perfect Season To me there is no Perfect season All seasons together Makes it perfect Spring a time for rain And flowers to bloom Of laughter of children Of the nice cool air But yet it has no snow To make a man or snow fight To have a little fun In the fluffy white snow But what is it compared To the colorful fall Of the nice breezing Flowing with colorful leaves But let us not forget summer A time when children have fun Out of school to meet the sun And its warming rays So there is no perfect season Their are one with each other They are the cycle They are perfect seasons We were best friends Since the age of 10 But you were taken Never to be seen again Leaving me heartbroken Unable to go on Never seeing you again Or even hear you again But now 5 years later Here you are At my front door Wanting to be in my life I question myself To let you in To be loved Or to be heartbroken Once again But guess I've made up my mind Because I opened the door To my heart and let you in To be once again Apart of my life To be my love Must be nice The one who understands the life you live The one whose slow to take but quick to give Someone who stays around the rough times get thick Someone whose smile is bright enough to make the projects feel like a mansion Having someone who loves you despite your faults Having someone who talks the talk but also walks the walk Someone who loves you for sho She'll always be by your side still holding on Even when dose twenties stop spinning Having someone you can come home to from a long day of work Having someone one you don't have to show they know exactly where it hurts Someone who trust you despite what they've heard Someone as mighty a lion but yet gentle as a bluebird Having someone you don't have to tell you don't want to be alone Having them to grow old with Unitl God calls you home It must be nice She'll be by your side holdin on. Blood A path of secrets The color red A road less taken But still sheading Red. Eternity He hid from the rest of the world. But now he's apart of mine. And I never want to let him go. For he owns my heart. Eternally. Upside down Have you ever seen the world upside down? Making it look transparent, As if you were in a fun house, But somethings remain the same. As the sun is still round, And the ground is still under me. But seeing that I won't Float away No need for my upside down world. One One look and you were mine. One day and we were unseparable. One month and were in love. One year and we saw our future. One kiss, One hug, One touch, And we were soul mates for life and on..... A text was all it took One text was all it took, For you not to pay attention. Two texts was all it took, For you to pass the red light. Three texts was all it took, For the truck to smash into you. Zero texts was all it took, For you to be dead. So why text and drive, When the First text takes your life and, The second text ruins others. Why not wit So you can live another day. But i guess its to late. But you who is still alive, Heave these words, Your life is more precious, Then some little text. So do yourself a favor, And don't text and drive. Weeping Rose The pounding hearts The dripping blood And the everlasting screams. Why dose such a pretty rose weep At such a scene? No use for tears made of blood If those are already gone. By your hands the deed was done In your mind they were gone. In reality they rest in peace. But you my red rose is...... The one who weeps. Baby The Chubby rosey cheeks With petit little fingers As they giggle It makes you smile For their touch It feels like silk All around They are to be the sun in your life And the diamon in your eye As they are your world Your sweet baby. Watching She says it eased her pain, As the blade dripped of blood, She said she no longer felt cold, As scars were left. She claimed she no longer cried, Herself asleep, As steches wer made. She proclaimed so much, But when she took her life, Was there a reason? Because all I can see is My lonely heart. My Nerdy Prom We needed a theme So in their favor But they dismiss And wanted to befair A Nerdy Greek Another name So as a theme But offense But I ignore there claims Lets say nerds To my dorks As the day arrives But thats revoked So to honor all We do the Urkel dance Unfair to the geeks Ner dor Greeks That stands for all. Why? "That's what happens when you follow your heart." "That's what happens when they break it apart." "That's what happened when they said those words." "That's what happened when they told you those lies." "Why follow your heart if it is to be broken?" "Why belive what they say if its all just a lie?" "Why follow your heart at a chance of true love?" "If it dose not exist." Guess Who? They see everyday They act like they know me That may be true But I play along too But its not their fault I play my game alone I refuse to let them see me The true me lies inside The one who likes To play on rides She rocks at guess who And loves masqurades But until they figure me out I'll continue to play my game And I'll go along with this masqurade You can join in and play my game Whether it be where is waldo Or even clue I bet you can't guess who. Find me From your heart I was bound. In your soul I was found. You want me back But I'm lost. In the dark And not the light. You set me free Once before. Do it again Just once more. So I'm all alone And so are you. If you find me In your heart We'll never be Far apart. Perfect I sit in my own little corner, Bleak and dry with shadows around, Casted and Shun away from the world, Due to the fact I just don't belong. They tell me things that make me hallow, In the heart and in my soul, I'm just a freak weird and all , And I need help, but what the point, I just don't belong. I dress way different hair and all, And the way I walk is just plain wrong, Everything about me is made to fail. Unitil one day I saw this thing, And for some reasons it eased those thoughts, That casted me aside and ruined my mind, Just telling me to die because I just don't belong, But when this thing appeared before me, It told me these words. "Don't you ever ever feel like you're nothing, Less than Perfect to me." And these words slowly set in my heart and soul, And now today I recover long side, The thing that entered my life, And brought my heart and soul alive. To let me know with one word in particular, That I am perfect, And thats all. Going toward life Sitting under a tree In the dark night sky Waiting for life To start tonight As the leaves tun From green to brown I wonder when I Will turn too. As they go out On their own adventure When I stay at home On my own venture. As to go out And be in life As to stay home And ponder life Its not same Like touching and hearing Whether real or not Its up to me To move from the tree Under the dark night sky And the turn Straight toward life. Metaphorically Love An experiment of love, metophorically speaking, Ment to be together, Life or death. But different reasons, Dream or life, We tested it, Just for this. So together joined, Testing the theories, Ending the week , Unknowing of what others speak. As feelings are expressed, Way down deep, Like the other souls , All around town. From the different reasons, That vary in life, For the word love, Varies in meaning, As its holiday, Varies in value. So come to this conclusion, Love can not be expressed , If not speaking, Metophorically love. Protect Scream at me, Till tear pour down. Hit me until, I'm pale with stripes. You can even choke me, Til I'm black and blue, But I swear to you, You touch my child, It'll be you, Who begs to die. Push<-> Pull I love you <->I hate you We kissed <-> You dreamt I gave you.. <-> I've seen better We were one <-> You were alone The way you looked at me <-> Deluded The way you held me <-> Nothing special Our future <-> Not real Together <-> Forget it You said those words <-> Words lie Dreaming You tell me you love me. You hold me tight. With a look of care in your eyes, I feel so safe. With no harm around, But smuddered with love, From the heart I adore. The only thing though, Is I can never see your face, But the soul inside, That holds me tight. That looks inside my soul, With wonderful eyes, But without the body, I can memorize. And then it hits me, It was all a dream.... Exception I never belived in love In my own little world Where it did not exist But the day I met you I say a change In this world of mind. At first I thought I was content With Lioness And never felt That it was worth Risk Up until now Deep in my soul. So when I wake up And see you I know you'll leave me With some proof This is not dream. So I'm on my way To believing in you Because you the only Exception. Be my man… Why am I even trying You're Just another guy I wonder when you'll just grow up Because all I'm hearing is lies lies lies So when will you express Instead of being wimpy like man Saying jokes all day crackin or not? Do you not see these words Or am I just reminising? I mean I love you No I care for you Naw maybe I might just "like" you So how these words can never meet between I and you For you I'm making up words And all I can say is B e m y m a n . Insteadofbeingaman. I’m ready I'm ready I've dreamn't all night I 've been wonder When the sun would shine And shine on my life. So leave behind Those who look down When they see me Because they can't Slow my plans down When I'm already Soaring. So let those haters Hate all day Because it won't effect me When you can't reach me. So all those who say I won't make it I reflect it on to you Becuae guess what I'm ready Take your hand? Why should I take your hand I feel like I'm giving more Then I should. You hurt me once Why shouldn't I Believe you'll do it again. I heard these quotes once before So I thought it be cute If we did it too. "May you never steal, lie, or cheat For if you must steal Then steal my sorrows And if you must lie lie with me all nights of my life And if you must cheat Then let be death." But here you are Standing before me With your hand straight out Asking for forgiveness. For you stole my happiness And lie in bed with someone else And you cheat with me before my eyes So I must ask again Why should I take your hand? When I'll be alone again from your stealing your cheats and Your lies. Let me Speak! I'm sorry. But it wasn't my fault. I should know better. Shouldn't you too? I'll never do it again. Because I never did it in the first place. Bye. Idiot. I move on with life, No other words to spoken, Mind inside And life unknown. Listen to me! Hear me! Let me speak! I have word to be spoken! Finding Peace, Love, Serenity…. Let your worries melt Into the deep blue ocean. Let your fears die Underneath the cold deep ground And let the wind wipe away Ever tear that has escaped. Then remember every laughter, You have had And ever smile You have shown And then you shall find Peace, Love, Serenity.. How do you make it stop? When life keeps turning How do you make it stops. To take a breath And just scream All your problems away. To get away From everything And just do you. How do you do this With out causing More issues When returned. But to only stop the world for a second And smell the roses Before contiunues. Now you want to hear me Now you wish to hear me After all these years You have silenced me Leting my voice die After so many years of silence. Why hear me now And what should I say? When no words can come my way As I can type, write, read and all But when it comes to speaking Its gone and dead. So now its too late And the world is almost gone And I can no longer say A single thing on my mind. I can go down the list I like you I didn't do it Okay I have a joke I sing because I'm happy Debater Talker Screamer Laughter Hear me! At the end though You can say you can't hear me And you want me to speak louder But remember it was you Who silenced me To which and why My voice now R.I.P. Stopping Love Forget this! Make it stop! Let the butterflies die! I don't want something I can never have Just let the love die. So what even with his flaws My heart still flies But in such of state of mind I know he'll only crush me with his eyes. So let this love die! I don't want it anymore! When I know at the end I just fall and cry. To be with me You want to be my friend Then make me smile Away with words and all. And if you wanna be more You'll be need to make Me open up my heart. And know it takes two So I'll bring my helping hand But I'll need you To keep going on. If you wannna be someting more In this little lif of mine. Oh how to describe him His dazzling smile that makes me melt His eyes that I just fall into With dimples that brighten his face For when I see him I can't help but, smile Some say his greatest trait is his face When I look though I know theirs more For if we were alone I'd get to know him And love him more Sadly my shadow can only describe him from a far As to think how to describe the one heart longs for. Falling into.. Where am I going It feels like I'm falling Into the clouds I go But looking in front There I am Waving bye I try to run back Wishing for help But I only continue to fall Into what seems like darkness As I struggle and wish to fly Back myself where I safe But instead I can only scream with no sound And struggle in the open air But then I stop With my eyes closed Out of fear of death But when I open my eyes I look up and he has me Caught in his arms Smiling down at me Saying I will always catch you I will always be here And there is no longer you But us And thats when I realized I've fallen into... Love. Soul mate There’s only one in the world Who know how to make me smile And make me laugh And protect me When others beat me down. He may be tall or short Skinny or husky With straight or curly hair But I know its not the outside When comes to that special someone Who knows my heart so well. For if their soul mate for everyone I wonder why I’m on my own But it must take time But over that time Our love with grow For soul mate. Yen …..Yang Let yen and yang show their faces As bad and good rise the surface to or let be men and women who showtheir beauty As opposites intwine From their inner beauty. A though once pondered Run Run Run from life Run Run Run as fast as you can From all your fears. Run Run Run as far as you can From the sorrow that lurks. Run Run Run as quick as you can From a past worth forgetting. Run Run Run as fast as you can From life. Arms You put your arm around and that was the first day I felt whole and protected. Unfortunately it was the last day You held me so close Before you let me fall Into the great blue sea Lost and gone forever more. I had tried to protect myself Hopping to never open up And truly love you But I'm already falling Because another part Hoped you see right through my walls And hope you catch me when I'm already falling. Know I'll never let our love stray again So I hope you put your arms around And home. Strawberries Strawberries... If pick just right Can be something amazing Like any apple or grape Let it not be too sweet Or sour in your mouth. Strawberries... Are something contanied With a rosy red cover And a pink and white center Making it juicy Releasing all flavors As it wears a green leaf hat. Strawberries... Can be anything in the world From a healthy snack To a delicious sweet Cover in chocolate Or a little whip cream Even made an acceceries To Mr. cake creating Mrs. Strawberry short cake. Strawberries... Its just something about them That makes you say Yum No matter how you see them Or any form their in. Strawberries... M rs. Joker Tira She be the one, So evil indeed. No wonder I call her Mrs. Joker, With her nonfriendly deeds. Tira Working for nightmare, The big evil dog, But still remain, A small little child, Hula hooping all around in time, "Want a plane that loops the loop Me, I want a hula hoop I can hardly stand the wait" Tira So small and cute, Until you see the evil grin, But then again, You have her hat, Showing death on all sides. Tira Summing her up, As a random talk. Compared the Joker, Here's his wife, But be cafeful, Harley's a nut. Breathing (heavy breathing) I can't do it I can't believe you did Its to late Its gone F o r e v e r . You didn't ask Saying you'll protect it And keep it safe Knowing well enough That I've never l e t i t g o . But here you are taking it at will Telling me to trust To breath When you've tooken m y a i r . But I'll do it for you Calm down and give you my all So here it is And remember your promise That you won't break my h e a r t . Emptiness Where ever it may be I can feel it in me That someone's alone Maybe my heart or soul? Its like a void So empty and cold All alone in a world so cold. But who can feel the empty whole When I myself Feel not where it be. May it be my heart I call upon love! May it be my soul I call upon the lord! Where ever my empytness May exist May it be filled With happiness, love and Bliss. Fears Their the spiders That crawl everywhere. They were the darkness That crept the night When small. It was the loss Of the ones I loved the most. F e a r s Such a powerful word Running all through time With a different face Wearing death many time. But now is the present And the past has faded So presents the new face Of F e a r Itself. Of who am I After death arrives? Never knew I needed You were always there for me You were my right hand man. Someone I can depend on When I needed a friend. But not until now Did I truly open my eyes To see what I never knew what I needed. For when you said goodbye It was not until then did I realize That you were beginning And I never wanted us to end. As I thought we were just friends But when my heart finally saw It changed my plans inexpectaly. Now that you’re here I can’t let you go For when you leave I can not breathe. So before you go Believing in no reason to stay, Remember to me You’re the best thing I never knew I needed So please stay here With me. So What! So what! Why should I feel bad for you That I'm the one to break us off Claiming you're the one With the broken heart So what! People see me As the heartless one But between me and you We know the truth Of who holds the broken heart. So what! No one yet has seen me cry Or seen my grief from the release Because those know me Known my tears only showed When you were around So what! You're spreading your lies And ruining in all But remember I remain tall Because I made it past you All thanks to you. So what! Tell your little stories Because I know what's right So in lyrics of pink. You're weren't there You never were You let me fall! So so what! were over now... The Skunk The skunk has been known to reek But the skunk I knew had style When it came to love. Running after a lovely cat Believing to be a skunk With sass. As they play cat and mouse With her wanting him Believing he was cat And then not wanting When realizing he was nothing But a skunk. I believe at the end of this play She should give him a chance Holding her head up high Aways from the smells But close enough to his heart. Dreaming about you and me Lately I've beening dreaming about you and me, And how it would be to hold you close to me, Like its suppose to be. But then I keep thinking in my head, And it brings me back reality. But everynight I dream Its only you and me No matter where it be Our hearts are in sync. Sadly when back in reality Listening to pouding of my heart Thinking to myself "help me" Because I think I'm falling for you. Never thouoght I'd find love like this But lately I've been dreaming about you and me, And how it would be to hold you close to me, Like its suppose to be. Blame Game Alot of people Spend their time in the dark We blame them later For their sins of life But did we play The greatest part We could have helped Or even stopped The bloody deaths Instead we stayed And ignored their ways We thought they were joking And only pretending But when the day came And you find them dead Do you believe You couldn't have helped? And don't blame them That they didn't come to you They were their The entire time I need therapy But you saw as a joke And if you didn't notice it then Why bother later To tell you their problems So blame them all you want We can play that game But if you stand on the side line And watch them fade away You basically helped them Fade away Cause all you needed to do was Help them mend By truly asking Are you okay? Ready for love I don’t mean to get all lovely duvy But my heart needs to speak I don’t need an audience I just need my heart to tell me how it feels Like its own personal therapy. I need to know if you can find love If it knows where it is Or if it can trust it? I need to know everything my heart can give And lose I need to know its strength And weakness I need to know if hearts ready to date Even though it may be rejected. As my mind is ready I Fear my heart finds sorrow way to well. But then again let’s listen to my heart I can find love Some we can’t trust Some we can try We may lose a little And gain a bit But I’m strong enough Even when rejected So I’m telling you Now I’m ready For love and date. Succession over Simple My life is boring But boring is peace And peace is beautiful As beautiful as life. How to fix a broken heart What can truly fix a broken heart? Do you really just need a thread and needle? If so can’t one little cut break the heart once again? Will the heart ever truly be the same? Or will it always be afraid that with one touch I’ll break again. Does anyone truly know how To fix a broken heart Because if so Will you fix mine? Piece of me When they told me he was gone I truly believed the world ended right there Because in my mind, heart, body, and soul Their truly was no world without him So as I sit here now I wonder how others live on With this pain of loss So unbearable That it feels like I can no longer breathe For I have surly heard Of grief and lost But this is something different As I truly know the meaning of A piece of me has died. Drink’n It's a beverage Use to ease the pain. It's usually alcohol Creating a fiery wall From the darkness Seeping inside the mind. So many drinks To run from the darkness That carries their problems And fears. They drink unknowing what it does To body and mind But what it does to their heart Is stopped one time Because above all It's just another way to die And get away from it all When your mind is in the dark And a bottle's in your hand. Better 1 pound Lost my job. 2 pounds Car reposed. 3 pounds The lights are off. 4 pounds Eviction notice. 5 pounds I’m on my knee’s praying to God And that’s when my life turned around With a better job At hand. A better car In view. The lights are back In a better home When God arrived With my blessings at hand. Bf or L.O.V.E Is it wrong that my feelings have changed And over time my heart has grown. Is it bad that I love you more than I should Since friends all our life. Is it crazy to crush On a childhood friend, Or should I go for it Despite life? We've grown bigger And stronger then ever Watching each other in life Side by side But still in thought of my crush I've decided to go And never see you fall For someone else Or stay and give you my heart To no one but, you. So this all decided now As I ask you this "Do you want to stay my B.F or be my L.O.V.E?" Deceiver The fear in your eyes, The shakes of your lies, The sweat of darkness inside. How can such a pretty face, Do me wrong in so many ways? The 10 things I hate about you The ten things I hate about you, Are the way you hold me, When I'm scared out of my mind, And the way you wipe my tears away, When my heart has been broken in a way. The way you tell me I love you, Every morning and night, And the way you make my heart beat When you're in sight. Even the way you look me in the eye, When talking to me staight, And the way you make me laugh Brightening my day, With a smile that, Stops me in plain sight. To even say the way you touch my cheek, Making my face a rosey red, Showing that smile on my face, That you make stick around, When you show your face, But overall why I hate you most, Is the way you made me fall for you, When we first met. Addict Its what keeps me up at night, Causing the bags under my eyes, And the shivers down my spine. Others try to help my system, But all I can do is hide, With the monster by my side. Until the angel took my hand, Dragging me by the zombie side, Where bloodshot eyes , Stared into my soul, As if their waiting, But waiting for what? And when it hit me, I rose from fear, And cleared my voice, Of the demon here, And spoke out loud, I'm a addict. "Then beginning the road as an angel again" Blind Writer To be able to hold The roughten wood Or blacken ink is none the less A nessesity As the paper So thin as the wall beneath I feel no need for a waste of tools As a blind writer I feel from soul I use the blood in my heart Writing in air The words that rise From deep soul In the night Or even day The words arrive From the train of life And not to be remembered But only be known To what a writer is What is not For just thought Or a state to express For a writer is not Blind to words Blind to these feeling And verses But alive in sight and mind When it comes to the world That says I'm alive So the ink right here Won't stay for long Because this is not to be remembered But, Known From a blind writer. He tell, I tell, best friends tell He tells me when I'm wrong I tell him to try harder He tells me when I look bad I tell him he nedds a breath mint He tells me when gunks in my teeth I tell him when he loses his cool He tells me I can do better I tell him he'll make it one day He tells me that I'm the best I tell him when he's at his worst He tells me he's got my back I tell him he's my right hand man He tells me he'll never leave I tell him I'll be right here He tells me you're my best friend I tell him right back at you. Leave your anger Please leave your anger And your worries to yourself, When you know I myself Am not strong to carry your burden And if I do not, Don't hurt me with words Killing my spirts And the joy I once had. If you can't burden the anger Yourself, Find one who can help Instead of bringing the weak down With your sour words Because everyday You're breaking my heart With words as sharp As thousand knives. Slave to the sea Her eyes are the emeralds of the sea Her lips are the whisper in the wind And her hair are waves of our world. She is Sea queen and her words are like echoes in our mind As her love for a human is define For such as he she loves the most But with one touch her joy is gone And in her world his mind would go. As for her she must remain home Until one day mother earth Says go my child Your job is done and love may find Such a gracious daughter as you To bare a child with the one you love But as for now you remain the slave To the great blue sea. Fiery deaths All we wanted was to be alone And this is what we got in return A fiery death wielded in all Bringing us to our ash to ash death But as long as its with you I guess I'll fine Knowing I'm not alone I won't be as scared this time Of the fiery red flames Coming for my heart. Pss… Secret I have a secret for you That you never knew. Its about me That I'm secretly depressed. As I wear a fake mask With a big happy smile I'm frowning all the time With my parents spliting And someones spreading lies Making me cry. As I clean myself With my own blood and knife. I'm becoming really depressed And afraid to be alone Because I'm always thinking Its time to end this life alone. Now remember what I said That this is a secret So shh.. Describing my day How the sound waves Make the lovely blues Of the daytime skies How the grass sways To the movement of the wind And even the sounds of life Passing me by Making a symphony So lovely allowing The clouds to cry On such a hot With a sun that smiles And nature that praises life For an end is near When a sunset arrives Reminding of a rose So sweet as life But when the day ends And darkness comes upon Creating the midnight sky And sparkly lights Asking all to quite in voice And when this ends Its my way of describing my day. My Passion Its the feel of a pencil Tracing its life And painting the wall Of the wonderful colors Of the lovely skittles That so many tools Can be made of To my life and feels To let loose In my own little muse For my number 1 passion The everything art. Prisoner of your love I try to walk away so many times But grabbing my gravity I fall and I stumble Remaing with your heart Knowing the feeling I can't hide Because part of me already knew inside I could never say goodbye; choking on words That just materialize As I think how I feel And the dreams I have As just a figment For when I'm around you I'm no longer me But a prisoner of your love. How can this be? Beautiful Weak, From your words Ugly, The names you called me Fat, To just let it melt away Lame, Is what you say Idiot, Just from your point Loser, Not a word Retard, You're just being rude Different. Me Will you bring me back to life If I drown to night In the depths of my despair Lost in the world Curled in the air. Will you bring me back to life? Appreciating it in itself, As if living was more Then a pace of work. Hanging by a thread Living on your words Wishing you were their But when alone, in despair I think of the words I never said But where it led me instead, Because without you next to me I can't breathe losing all life As I turn like the sea Knowing I'm one big flow But at the end Where will I be? Don’t let me go So many guys And each one has touch my heart And I would like to believe That I've done the same But at the end Its always the same Releasing their arms Around my heart And let me float into the wind Alone and cold Until another greets me again But its getting old Any I'm starting to feel alone So won't the one In this life Catch my heart And never don't let go And never say goodbye To the one you love the most. Just that good I walk in the room And everything stops My smile so bright The sun runs to night. My clothes rock so bad That rock and roll Just became dead While my hair is so fly Even Ferrah said "wow" So no doubt and question of what I say Becuase guess what I'm just that good Becuase you just can't help but say "Hey!" when I come your way. AAaaHHhh!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That for the practice of the big scream day Thanks for the practice the big "Boo!" Now I think its time for Halloween Horrors I want to say "Muhahaha!" to you Mother Earth is acting like a 2 year old again Mother earth is acting like a two year old again But then again can you blame her With people hitting her, throwing trash at her and telling her she's a liar That global warmings just her imaginary friend But she dosen't want to believe this So she gets madder Knocking everything down in her path With her friends hurricane and tornado And when she really looses it She hurts herself cutting With something called eathquakes And tsunami's that come Which come from the tears of her pain That she's all alone and will die soon. So mother earth is two again An she's still all alone And if we can't pat her and say its alright She just might end up killing herself. My Prerogative Everybody's talking about me Spreading lies In the knick of times As if not owning their own I wonder why they don't just let me live And do what I want to do Because that my prerogative Since I can make myy own decisions Just let me live. Alice and Math When Alice met math She had 2+2 Then 2x2 But all of this was fine Even with words But when math gave And x=y+ Alice said "Huh?" But Alice worked real hard Getting it all Until math threw back A fraction here, a graphing their, and a negative everywhere. So till that day Alice left math Hating it and all And yes Hate is bad But so is math. When Alice couldn't escape Using fire and guns Realizing math was involved She made for a run But having to face fears She worked hard again But at the end She still crashed and burned Falling into tears. Walk away So why are you still standing here in my face As if I had something more to say Because what you said is clear enough That our love grow no more. So might as well end it here Letting our hearts drop on the floor. So as my reply of what you told me that fatefull day When others harrased me much and such You told me just walk away So why don't you just do the same. "Just walk away" Stupid girl I don't want to be another stupid girl Acting stupid like that And sticking my chest out like that Changing my stlye for him And the dreams I have I want to remain ambitious And the self I made myself to be I don't need him to call me back If I don't puke to get my figurine But remain myself and love it for me With it flaws and all and maybe one I'll find him who feels the same. Happiness Blissful pink enters the heart Causing it to glow just like a star Making you smile And blush like the rose That makes you laugh Just like home Down with us Can you feel it? The mist in the air And the rain in your hair As concepts become a blurr And deception is more. While humming birds destroy Let the world turn around Seeing flowers in the sky And clouds on the ground And tears all around That destruction is coming alive. With no time to say goodbye But run and cry Because what you did Left you unalive And thats worst of all Since you hurt us all. So hello to the end And goodbye to guilt For it was your pride That tipped us all. Intrigue Mystical Creative Mysterious And unique All the words That bring intrigue. Strangers in play I didn’t know him; and he didn’t know me But for some reason when he talked to me He made my heart beat He was older then me but, not like you’re arrested age But just enough that I couldn’t be with him Although talking was another thing- His words were all about me But when he offended I won’t let him be And when I left him alone; He leaves me As if without the other and their respect We were nothing more than ants- But due to circumstances; we eliminate each other Even though the words we have said Are more than what we’ve said to others- Yo! Hi, nice to meet you And Hello to thee A new life is coming so where is thee. Who wields the shield of righteousness At the wave of his wicked sword That I came to plead Oh woe is me And Hey babe; Can you help this dance? To fight the monsters here and there and slay them everywhere But if you can't or won't Don't ever bother to Yo Paulie at me. Packing away Halloween Guts and blood Organs and veins Gushing and gooing theirs the pain. Skin rips and heads remove Can you hear the cackle beneath the moon? But that’s the end of the Harvest moon as to pack and gobble gobble for a turkey dude. Kiss of Life Kiss of life gave me bliss Your sweet lips were like a gift Never turn, Never leave The love I have for you isn't a belief But more than reality; More then we Our love is slowly blinding me So I have you; And you of mine But in the end your kiss gives me life So never leave. Kick you in! Kick you in the arm you’re in pain. Kick you in the knee you fell beneath. Kick you in the stomach Oh you're going to hurl. But kick your words Out of my face with their vicious venom Oh yeah I'm going to live. Wonders of the Universe You would think that space is very empty If it were not for the stars that shine bright, The empty sky could bring the world pity Then there would not be a guide for the night. The stars are the light of the universe They are sometime considered as godly, And are believed to have power to verse Stares were worshipped day after day timely. For the use of their power they possessed In time after time, they have lived through life As they were here longer, yet never lived With their shineful light that gave us this life The galaxy is s an intriguing place It has been around for many a face. Raise Our Glass Gays and Lesbians Bi and Magicians Fat and Geeky Freaks and neat freaks, Here me when I say Be yourself every day. The cat in the Hat never did wrong When he played his way So I tell you to kiss Whoever you want As long as you know they play that way. And for Fat and Geeky You keep doing your thing. And as for the freaks Party to the night And be true by day, Because when the party arrives I’ll ask for you all to stand and rise, Because we are the Weird, The Crazies, The Freaky, And just plain outrageous. As we Raise Our Glass To Us. Poison of my Eye Every since I’ve met you It’s like I’m slowly loosing myself Because every kiss that we’ve had A fade of light escapes my lips Turning to death a grayish fade And for every touch of my cheek Evaporates the color from my face So that every breathe that you breath into me Is like a toxic poison Welcoming my heart into a darken death But even as I slowly die I could never leave you Because you are The poison of my eye. Dark to Light He was slowly darkening my heart Taking the light in my eye Carrying me to the way side Making the sounds, the feel, and the taste Seem like a memory rather then reality Because he was darkening my heart Darkening my soul, Darkening the faith I once hold, And just as it all seemed to fade away And I was just ash to ash A glowing hand appeared on my shoulder Allowing me to be reborn Welcoming the sound, the feel, and the taste that once existed And by this hand, I found my heart and found my soul And most of all My faith in the Lord. I’m so SORRY I'm sorry for littering I'm sorry for lying I'm sorry for cheating I'm sorry for throwing I'm sorry for teasing Sorry for hazing Sorry for speaking Sorry for listening Sorry for believing Sorry for trusting Sorry for being sorry Because at the end of the day I'm sorry to be alive. Death by Note Darkness arises And bodies start to fall But all for the good So no guilt is above But the hand of power That reins over us all Because at the end Morals aren't relevant But the opinion of what it is That is only our own We can only stand And watch our Puppet master Make us fall And if by chance See the red drops fall from above Because we were near Equally the death we fear Because with a swift of his hand He may send a note To death himself -Kira " It didn't have to end like this. " Crashing Down I sit here at home Wondering where the time has gone When all I see is work No play But what can I do Everything’s crashing down As I try to remember the days When I use to play And run in the park For happy times When life was no worries But now sorrow and panic Crashing me down But what can do As it all comes down Burying me down With my hopes and dreams As I watch a artist once me No longer become in reach As jobs are predictable No time for the arts As life comes crashing down It makes me wonder Why bother to write If no life comes after With a future told As I once hoped to marry And have a family aside As I do now But as I see life change It seems unlikely So I just stand by As I watch life crashing down Where no one can reach So in this only moment of peace Looking back on life When we raced to the car At the third lap in time With the thrill and air It had been the best memory Of life But time to face reality As time passes by So dose life And it seems to be Crashing down.
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