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					                                    lira Crdileli




                               triumfi
                                              romani

                                     2009 agvisto-noemberi


avtorisagan:                 Cemi pirveli romanis “zogjer ocnebebic SeiZleba axdes” bolo Tavebis weris
dros, romelic, rogorc romanis winasityvaobaSi aRvniSne, didi xnis win, Zalian axalgazrdam davwere da
mxolod axla davamTavre, guli mwydeboda, rom vSordebodi Cemi bavSvobis da axalgazrdobis samyaros,
maSindel cxovrebas da Cems ocnebaSi da warmosaxvaSi Seqmnil gmirebs. gansakuTrebiT gamiWirda
siyvarulSi xelmocarul, lamaz, ganaTlebul, yvelasaTvis sayvarel biWTan_guram sayvareliZesTan
ganSoreba. amitom gadavwyvite axali romani guramis Sesaxeb damewera da mouwyobeli ar
dametovebina misi cxovreba, sadac wina romanis yvela gmirsac Sevxvdebodi da im Zvel samyaroSi
davbrundebodi. da ai davwere kidec. simarTle giTxraT, Zalian mesiamovna isev im epoqaSi gadasvla, isev
im gancdebis da emociebis mogoneba. mokled, ar davtove gurami uiyvarulod.
SemindeT, raime Tu iseT mxatvrul doneze ver davwere, rogorc amas namdvili mwerali dawerda. ubralod,
guli gadavayole weras. Zveli, CemTvis sasiamovno, axalgazrduli xana aRvwere, rogorc SevZeli.
“leningraduli ardadegebic” im xanaSi, odnav mogvianebiTaa dawerili da misi gmirebic igive epoqaSi,
igive dros da igive qalaqSi cxovrobdnen, sadac TiTqmis yvela icnobda erTmaneTs. amitom “triumfis’
bolos, “leningraduli ardadegebis” gmirebsac Sevaxvedre Cemi mkiTxveli. darwmunebuli var, vinc
waikiTxa es nawarmoebi, yvelas eqneba survili gaigos misi gmirebis Semdgomi cxovrebis Sesaxeb da
gaexardeba maTTan Sexvedra.
aman saSualeba momca samive nawarmoebi erTi didi saTauris qveS gameerTianebina, Tumca ra
damerqmia didxans ver gadavwyvite.
bolos “ocnebebis rafsodia” davarqvi mas.
saerTo saTauri Seesabameba Tu ara samives Sinaarss, amis gansja mkiTxvelisTvis mimindvia.
didi pativiscemiT,
             lira Crdileli.

                                       2009 weli. 16 oqtomberi.
                                                Tbilisi.

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seqtembris Tbili da wynari saRamo iyo. rusTavelis gamziri savse iyo xalxiT. axalgazrdebi
sWarbobdnen,                         umetesad                        wyvilebi.…………………………
agvistos Zlieri sicxeebis Semdeg, aseTi mSvenieri seqtemberi, zomieri siTboTi da sasiamovno
saRamoebiT, quCaSi gasvlisken da seirnobisken ubiZgebda axalgazrdobas.
guramma, saSinlad gabrazebulma da gulnatkenma Camoirbina mTavrobis sasaxlis kibeebi. seirnobis
xasiaTze ar iyo. misi proeqti, saerTaSoriso konkursSi gamarjvebuli da yvelasgan mowonebuli, romlis
Seqmnas imdeni Sroma da energia Caaqsova, mSeneblobisTvis ar daamtkices da daamtkices proeqti,
romelsac            aravin          misca          xma.…………………………………………………
am bolo dros namdvilad ar swyalobs bedi gurams, fortunam zurgi aqcia. SuriT SeaTvaliera win
mimavali xelgadaxveuli qal-vaJi, netav magaTo, gaifiqra da fexs auCqara.
Semxvedrma gogonebma Tvali gaayoles maRal, moxdenil axalgazrdas. guram sayvareliZe maRali,
aTleturi tanis mqone, lamazi ymawvili iyo, muqi wablisferi TmiT, Sori-Sors Camjdari didi, kriala, lurji
TvalebiT, patara, odnav kexiani cxviriT, Txeli, ovaluri saxiT, SuaSi aweuli Savi warbebiT, Savi grZeli
wamwamebiT da msxvili wiTeli tuCebiT. yovelive amas Tu mis inteleqts, niWs, keTil da vaJkacur
bunebas davumatebT, advili misaxvedri iqneba, rom didi siyvaruliT da pativiscemiT sargeblobda
garSemomyofT Soris. gogoebi ki Wkuas kargavdnen masze da gund-gundad dasdevdnen. axlac
midioda daRlili da nawyeni saxlSi da grZnobda qaliSvilebis aRtacebul mzeras. magram araviTar
siamovnebas ar aniWebda maTi yuradReba, ar iyo maT gunebaze, Seurachyofilad da damcirebulad
grZnobda Tavs, mxolod sakuTar kedlebisaTvis Tavis Sefarebaze, ganmartoebaze da imaze fiqrobda,
rogorme gamklaveboda da moreoda guls moxveul boRmas. ase aforiaqebuli dabrunda saxlSi. ukve
Ramis TerTmeti saaTi sruldeboda. riki, misi erTguli megobari, sixaruliT Seegeba, garSemo urbenda
kudis qiciniT, xelebs ulokavda.
_ eh, riki, riki _ Tavze xeli gadausva veeberTela nagazs _ rom icode ra cud xasiaTze var, ase ar
damiwyebdi laqucs. siyvarulSi guli matkines, axla profesiul saqmianobaSic momecara xeli.
rikim daiwkmutuna da sevdianad SeaTvaliera megobari.
_ ratom Semomibrunda bedis borbali ukuRma, risTvis visjebi? ha, riki, verafers metyvi? mTeli Cemi
energia da siyvaruli am proeqts Cavaqsove da ai, ra miviRe! _ baRis skamze Camojda, win Cacucqebul
rikis Tavze orive xeli gadausva da ganagrZo.
_ Sen xom ici, rogori enTuziazmiT vSromobdi. aRarafrisTvis ar mecala. yvelaferi gadawyvetili rom
iyo, gamoCnda is viRac londre, romlis proeqtic aravis ar moewona, magram mainc misi proeqti
daamtkices! centraluri komitetidan darekeso! warmogidgenia riki? Turme, nu ityvi da viRac bRenZis
ZmisSvili yofila! eh, Cemo kargo, amboben, visac siyvarulSi ar umarTlebs, sxva rameSi gaumarTlebso.
me arc sxva rameSi gamimarTla! ramdenjer giTxari nanaze aRar vifiqreb da daviviwyeb-meTqi, mere
ra gamovida? isev imaze vfiqrob. imaze gabrazebuli gadavekide Tamrikos. vifiqre lamazi gogoa, nanas
daviwyebaSi iqneb momexmaros-meTqi. me seriozuli urTierTobisaTvis vemzadebodi, magram misma
temperamentma da TavSeukaveblobam damafrTxo. is arc sainteresoa da arc patiosani, seqsis meti
araferi ainteresebs. dResac Zlivs moviSore, samsaxurSi movida da sadRac mimaTrevda. Svid saaTze
mTavar arqiteqtorTan viyavi wasasvleli, proeqtis bedi wydeboda, Tamrikos xasiaTze sulac ar viyavi.
ise ki, Zalian lamazia, aseTi uZRebi rom ar iyos. is rom patiosani gogo yofiliyo, dedas geficebi,
maSinve colad SevirTavdi. ra vqnaT axla me da Sen? davberdiT da eg aris orive ase ucolod _ gurami
saxlSi Sevida, xorci da Zvali gamoutana da wyali dausxa Tavis erTgul megobars. isev mis gverdiT
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Camojda baRis skamze. riki veeberTela germanuli nagazi iyo, Zalian lamazi da kargad gawvrTnili. roca
gurami elaparakeboda, yovelTvis mis gverdiT ukana TaTebze jdeboda da usmenda, araviTar
SemTxvevaSi Wamas ar daiwyebda. axlac naRvliani da erTguli TvalebiT misCereboda Tavis
megobars, grZnobda, rom gurami cud xasiaTze iyo, veeberTela Tavi muxlze daado da wynarad
usmenda.
gurami efereboda, Tavze xels usvamda da masTan saubars ganagrZobda.
guram sayvareliZe Zalian niWieri arqoteqtori iyo. mas samxatvro akademiis arqiteqturis fakulteti
hqonda damTavrebuli. misi namuSevrebi studentobis droidan, yovelTvis imarjvebdnen sxvadasxva
konkursebSi Tu gamofenebze. Tan SesaniSnavad xatavda gurami. akademiaSi swavlis periodSi, orjer
moewyo misi naxatebis gamofena. axlac fiqrobda gamofenis mowyobaze, magram xatvisTvis ver
moicala, mTeli dro proeqts moandoma. maRal, mTagorian, dausaxlebel adgilas, sakurorto dabis
arqiteqtoruli proeqti daamuSava. proeqti iTvaliswinebda patara, orsarTuliani kotejebis ansambls _
sanatoriumisa da sastumroebisaTvis, administraciul Senobas, kino-sakoncerto darbazs, fosta-telegrafs,
atraqcionebs, samTo- saTxilamuro sportisaTvis or tramplins, sabagiro gzas, sacigurao moedans _
rogorc Rias, ise daxuruls, or sportul darbazs, sacurao auziT da poliklinikas.
sul fexiT moiara guramma guda-mayris da fSav-xevsureTis xeobebi. yvela mtkaveli miwa daaTvaliera
da saukeTeso adgilic moZebna. marto maketze sami Tve imuSava. saerTaSoriso konkursSic gaimarjva
vilniusSi. magram amas aravin daeZebs saqarTvelos mTavrobaSi. mis proeqts ramdenime seriozuli
klienti gamouCnda evropis socialisturi qveynebidan da sabWoTa kavSiris sxvadasxva respublikebidan.
misi proeqti ganuxorcielebeli ar darCeba, magram mas saqarTveloSi undoda aseTi dabis aSeneba!
gurami erTaderTi Svili iyo cnobili qarTveli geologis Tamaz sayvareliZisa, im Tamazisa, romelic TviT
stalinma daajildova oqros sabados aRmoCenisaTvis saqarTveloSi. es omamde moxda. maSin aRebuli
TanxiT da cota danazogiT, Tamazma da misma meuRlem, ana korinTelma, aaSenes SesaniSnavi saxli
sololakSi, garSemo maRali galavani Semoavles sakmaod didi zomis nakveTs da araCveulebrivi baRi
gaaSenes. aq iyo, rogorc dekoratiuli nargavebi, ise msxmoiare xe-xili. saxlis win, mTel galavans
SigniTa mxridan monacvleobiT, maRali, ulamazesi vercxlisferi da Cveulebrivi naZvebi mihyveboda,
romelTa totebi ise iyvnen erTmaneTs gadaWdobilni, rom garedan ezoSi arafris danaxva ar SeiZleboda.
saxlis win idga sxva dekoratiuli nargavebic, vardebis da yvavilebis gazonebi amSvenebda Sesasvlelis
orive mxares da patara, Sadrevniani auzisac. auzi da Sadrevani, ukve guramma aaSena da Tavisi
gamoqandakebuli, Zveli antikuri xanis qandakebebis aslebiT gaalamaza. auzTanac da uSualod saxlis
winac, mwvaned SeRebili, baRis grZeli skamebi idga. Sesasvlelidan xelmarcxniv bzis maRali, lamazad
gakreWili buCqebiT         garSemortymuli, skamebSemovlebuli da svetebze dadgmuli gumbaTiT
gadaxuruli, mrgvali magida iyo. saxlis ukana ezo msxmoiare xeebs da talavers hqonda daTmobili.
saxli sakmaod didi da orsarTuliani iyo, didi misaRebi da sasadilo oTaxebiT, mozrdili samzareuloTi da
sxvadasxva saTavsiT, ori saZinebliT da didi garaJiT pirvel sarTulze. meore sarTulze lamazi moxveuli
kibe adioda holSi, saidanac cal-calke iyo Sesasvleli did kabinetSi, Weramde wignebis karadebiT, sam
saZinebelSi da guramis saxelosnoSi. saxls win mTel sigrZeze veranda gasdevda. saZineblebs, orive
sarTulze, calke saabazano da tualeti hqonda.
yovelTvis, yvela dResaswaulze, am saxlSi ikribebodnen, rogorc anas, ise Tamazis axloblebi da
megobrebi. axla, ukve didi xania, rac Tamazi da ana faqtiurad manavSi cxovrobdnen. batoni Tamazi
geologiur-saZiebo samuSaoebs umetesad kaxeTSi awarmoebda da ise Seuyvarda kaxeTi da kaxelebi,
rom manavSi nakveTi SeiZina, venaxi gaaSena da lamazi saxlic aaSena. sanam gurami skolaSi
swavlobda, ana TbilisSi iyo SvilTan. mas Semdeg, rac gurami studenti gaxda da Tvrameti weli
Seusrulda, sul ufro xSirad rCeboda qmarTan manavSi. Tamazs Saqriani diabeti aRmoaCnda da xelis

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Sewyoba da yuradReba sWirdeboda. mere ki saerTodac iq gadavida sacxovreblad da gurami Tavis
ufros das, makas Caabara. ana eqimi iyo da manavSi daiwyo muSaoba. col-qmari TbilisSi mxolod
zamTarSi Camodiodnen ramdenime TviT, maSin, roca batoni Tamazi saZiebo samuSaoebs swyvetda.
gurami xSirad deida makasTan cxovrobda, ufro xSirad ki maka cxovrobda sayvareliZeebis saxlSi,
Tavis erTaderT vaJTan _ daTosTan erTad. daTo rva wliT ufrosi iyo guramze. biWebi faqtiurad, anas
TbilisSi yofnis drosac erTad izrdebodnen. miuxedavad asakSi gancxvavebisa, isini ganuyreli megobrebi
iyvnen. biWebze zrunvaSi debs erTaderTi Zma _ sandro korinTeli exmarebodaT. sandro, axla ukve
samoc wels gadacilebuli cnobili eqimi kardiologi, profesori, samamulo omis gmiri, leninuri premiis
laureati, arasodes yofila daojaxebuli. disSvilebs Tavisad miiCnevda da Tan hyveboda maT, magram
daTos ufro met yuradRebas aqcevda da gansakuTrebulad zrunavda masze. amas yovelTvis grZnobda
gurami, magram ar swyinda, radgan gamorCeulad uyvarda daTo jandieri, pirdapir aRmerTebda mas,
yvelaferSi baZavda da amayobda misiT. Tanac daTos mama ar hyavda, omis dawyebisTanave
waiyvanes frontze da iq gardaicvala omis damTavrebamde ramdenime TviT adre. mamis mxridan axlo
naTesavebi ar hyavda daTos, mamis tyupiscali Zma, ise gardaicvala, ojaxis Seqmna ver moaswro.
amitom sandro mas mamis magivrobasac uwevda da kidev, daTo Zalian, gaWrili vaSliviT hgavda
biZas, riTac ufro metad ipyrobda mis guls.
daTosac Zalian uyvarda Tavisze patara, buTxuza deidaSvili, Zmad moixseniebda da rogorc ufrosi, sul
mis dacvaSi da mfarvelobaSi iyo. rac unda gaefuWebina gurams, misi dasjis uflebas aravis aZlevda. sul
erTad myofi lamazi biWebi yvelas yuradRebas iqcevdnen.
axla, am Tvis bolos, ocdaaT seqtembers, gurams ocdaaTi weli usruldeboda, daTo ki Tormet noembers
ocdaTvrameti wlis xdeboda. daTo jandieri, saqveynod saxelganTqmuli tenori, didi Teatris da sabWoTa
kavSiris kidev ramdenime saopero Teatris solisti, mravali saerTaSoriso konkursis da festivalis
gamarjvebuli, ZiriTadad mainc Tbilisis zaqaria faliaSvilis saxelobis operisa da baletis TeatrSi
moRvaweobda. wels martSi da aprilSi miwveuli iyo la-skalaSi, ramdenime saopero speqtaklSi mTavari
partiebis Sesasruleblad. mis gastrolebs didi gamoxmaureba mohyva ara marto italiaSi, aramed mTels
evropaSi.
daTo jandieri xalxis rCeuli da sayvareli momRerali iyo. bunebiT Tbili da Tavmdabali, yvelas moyvaruli
da mudam xalisiani, araCveulebrivi xmis da SesaniSnavi garagnobis patroni, erTnairad uyvarda didsa
Tu pataras, qals Tu kacs, magram qalebi gansakuTrebiT aRmerTebdnen. igi wels daqorwinda
TebervalSi. colad ocdaerTi wlis, masze bavSvobidan Seyvarebuli mSvenieri qaliSvili, mzia CxeiZe
SeirTo. makam, daTos dedam, aRmoaCina operis TeatrSi erT-erT speqtaklze, Tavis Svilze uzomod
Seyvarebli gogona, vinaoba gamohkiTxa, mere guramis daxmarebiT daTomac gaicno da ise Seuyvarda
umanko gogo, rom coloba sTxova. mziam yurad ar iRo mSoblebis winaaRmdegoba, saxlidan
gamoipara da daTosTan mivida. daTo aRmerTebs Tavisze Cvidmeti wliT umcros meuRles da male
bavSvic SeeZinebad.
gurami isev baRSi ijda da rikis elaparakeboda, roca telefonma dareka.
_ modi riki, ar vupasuxod. albaT is gadareuli Tamriko iqneba. dRes samsaxuridan rom gavagde, miTxra
gvian saRamos Segexmianebio. ar gvinda Tamriko, Sen ras ityvi riki? Cven orni uimisodac kargad
varT.
karga xans ismoda telefonis zaris xma, rogorc iqna gaCerda.
_ Cemi proeqti rom sazRvargareT ganaxorcielon, momiwevs Seni datoveba, nanas datovebac... _
ganagrZo rikisTan saubari guramma da gaicina _ Tumca axla datovebuli ar myavs? magis gulisTvis
Cems daTosTan ver mivsulvar, SemTxveviT mziasTan stumrad misuli ar damxvdes. aRar minda
masTan Sexvedra... unda daviviwyo... mainc ra suleli da jiuti gogoa! rogor SeiZleba aseTi

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msxverplSewirva? xom gaxsovs, rom giTxari, nanas Zmas gogis, daTos mzia hyvarebia. mzias
gaTxovebis gamo, ra Tqma unda itanjeba. nana ver mpatiobs, rom me movawyve daTos da mzias
gacnoba da davexmare maT. nana ambobs, Cemi Zma ubeduria da me ar maqvs ufleba bednierebiT
davtkbe, im kacTan erTad, vinc Cemi Zmis cxovreba daangriao. mxolod megobrebi viyoTo.
warmogidgenia riki? mzia kvdeboda daTos siyvarulis gamo, is aravisTan ar iqneboda bednieri, kidev
kargi, daTosac Seuyvarda da yvelaferi kargad damTavrda, Torem ra iqneboda ar vici. nana ki amdens
ver xvdeba, iZaxis Sen rom ara, mzia daTos ver gaicnobda da gogis coli gaxdebodao. xandaxan ise
mabrazebs, misi danaxva ar minda. mere maviwydeba da isev miyvars. me ar SemiZlia masTan
megobroba! roca mziasTan SemTxveviT vxvdebi, ori-sami dRe cudad var, guli mtkivdeba, minda
movefero, gulSi Cavikra, minda Cemi iyos! maSin, daTos da mzias qorwilSi, ise davvaxlovdiT,
megona mixvda, rom uazrod iqceoda da SevrigdiT meTqi, magram ara, civad CamomiSora... ra vqna ar
vici, rogor moverio Cems grZnobebs, rogor daviviwyo...
alayafis karebs manqana miadga, male zaric darekes.
_ rom ar SemovuSvad ra moxdeba? ar var magis xasiaTze... Sen ras ityvi riki? ar ivargebs?.. unda
gavuRoT?... ho, albaT unda gavuRoT, Torem SeiZleba zemodan gadmovides, magisgan gasakviri ar
aris!
gurami adga, alayafis karisaken wavida, rikic Tan gahyva. kari gamoaRo, iq marTlac Tamriko idga,
Tavisi danjRreuli “moskviCiT” mobrZanebuliyo.
_ karebs ratom ar miRebdi? _ ikiTxa qalma.
_ vfiqrobdi, rom ar gavuRo, ras izams-meTqi.
_ Seni azriT, ras vizamdi?
_ alayafis karebze acocdebodi da gadmoxtebodi!
_ rom icode, axlos xar simarTlesTan _ gaicina Tamrikom da alayafis Cveulebrivze maRali karebi
SeaTvaliera _ vis elaparakebodi, vinme gyavs? _ aqeT-iqeT acecebda Tvalebs qali.
_ Semodi da moZebne! _ xelebi jibeebSi Caiwyo vaJma da damcinavad SeaTvaliera stumari.
_ ar gamikvirdeba, marto rom ar iyo. am bolo dros Tavs marideb, gamirbisar, rac is bozi lia movida
Sens samsaxurSi, mis meti aRaravin gainteresebs, xan kinoSi migyavs da xan TeatrSi. is ki, TvalebSi
Semogcicinebs, yavas giduRebs, sauzme moaqvs SenTvis da saerTod, Tavze dagfofinebs.
_ amis saTqmelad moxvedi am SuaRamisas? _ SeubRvira guramma _ eg xom ukve mravaljer miTxari.
me ki isev gimeoreb, lia bozi ar aris. is Zalian ganaTlebuli, lamazi da daxvewili gogoa, masTan
urTierToba sasiamovnoa, is Cemi sayvareli ar aris. Tu masze raimes vifiqreb, es mxolod seriozuli
urTierToba iqneba. is marto me ki ara, naxevar samsaxurs uduRebs yavas da yvelas Tbilad eqceva. vici,
rom movwonvar, magram es bozobas ar niSnavs. me Zalian bevr gogos, Tu qals movwonvar. Tu
mowoneba bozobaa, maSin Sens qcevas raRa hqvia, SuaRamisas rom mivardebi saxlSi, miuxedavad
imisa, rom dRes ramdenjerme giTxari, SenTvis ar mcalia-meTqi! _ gurami Sebrunda, wavida, isev
baRis skamze Camojda, rikis xeliT aniSna da Tavis fexebTan daajina.
Tamrikom alayafis karebi mixura da daupatiJeblad mis gverdiT Camojda.
guramma kidev erTxel SeubRvira qals, mere fexi-fexze gadaido, skamis zurgze gadawva da
varskvlavebiT moWedil cas miaCerda.
guramis gulgrilobam da siCumem wonasworobidan gamoiyvana qali.
_ guram, ratom meqcevi ase? xom ici, rom Zalian miyvarxar, ver vZleb uSenod...
 _ Tamar wiklauro, Zalian gTxov, Seni isterikebis Tavi ar maqvs, dRes isedac mZime dRe mqonda _
misken ar miuxedavs, ise daiwyo vaJma _ me SenTvis arasodes miTqvams, rom miyvarxar da mTel
Cems cxovrebas Sens gverdiT gavatareb. roca pirvelad gnaxe, Zalian momewone. aRmafrTovana

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Senma araCveulebrivma silamazem. ar vuarhyob, vfiqrobdi, Tu SinaarsiT da bunebiT momewonebodi,
gameseriozulebina Cveni urTierToba. magram, me umanko qals veZebdi ojaxis Sesaqmnelad! Sen ki...
Sen ki, Cveni meore SexvedrisTanave, faqtiurad, Zala ixmare Cemze, Tanac manqanaSi, rac
ymawvilobis drosac ar Camidenia. mis Semdeg, yoveli Sexvedrisas ganagrZob Cems gaupatiurebas.
yvela xerxs mimarTav, daSvebuls, Tu dauSvebels da saSinel dReSi magdeb _ gurami swrafad Sebrunda
misken da mkacri xmiT ganagrZo _ axalgazrda mamakaci var, me vfiqrob sakmaod temperamentiani,
seqsi miyvars, magram Cveulebrivi kaci var, normaluri da dausruleblad mag saqmis keTeba ar SemiZlia
da arc minda. yoveli Cveni Sexvedrisas maraTonSi Cabma ar mxiblavs, daviRale Sengan, mombezrdi!
meti ra giTxra? rogor gagagebino? Sen aranormaluri xar da ukeTesi iqneba Tu eqims mimarTav!
_ nu, nu meubnebi, rom mogbezrdi, Zalian gTxov guls nu mtken _ tirili daiwyo Tamrikom _ me aseTi
ram, mxolod SenTan memarTeba. mxolod Seni alersiT ver vZRebi, imitom, rom Zalian miyvarxar. Sen
xom yovelTvis mpasuxob alersze, Sen xom yovelTvis gindivar, ratom ambob, rom mogbezrdi _ qali
wamodga, undoda guramis kalTaSi mokalaTebuliyo da mofereba daewyo, magram riki wamoiwia da
ise SeuRrina, Tavis adgils daubrunda gulgaxeTqili.
riki adga, kidev erTxel SeuRrina qals, ufro axlos dajda Tavis megobarTan da Tavi muxlze daado.
isev telefonis zaris xma gaisma.
_ xedav megobaro, Cven weRan SevcdiT yurmili rom ar aviReT _ Tavze xeli gadausva ZaRls guramma
da saxlSi sirbiliT Sevida.
erTguli ZaRli ukan gahyva da saxlSi Sesasvlel karebSi Cawva.
_ gismenT _ gaisma guramis xma.
_ sad xar Zmao, mTeli saRamoa girekav. ra hqeni, daamtkices proeqti?
_ daTo, weRanac Sen mirekavdi?
_ ho, xom giTxari, didi xania vrekav. etyoba gvian mixvedi saxlSi, ra moxda, amoRerRe _ SeSfoTebuli
kiTxulobda deidaSvili.
_ araferi _ Caiburtyuna guramma _ roca gnaxav mogiyvebi.
_ sxva daamtkices? _ ar eSveboda daTo.
_ ho, mere getyvi yvelafers.
_ marto ar xar, rogorc vatyob, kargi vinmea? _ ixumra daTom, mixvda gurami cud xasiaTze iyo da sxva
Temaze gadaitana saubari.
_ gaaCnia ra mxriv. o, daTo, axla vxvdebi, ratom waiyvane maka SarSan moskovSi. ver warmoidgen,
rogor kargad mesmis Seni!
_ ra, larisas variantia? _ gaicina daTom _ ara, iseTisagan jvari gweria, warmogidgenia ver vuZlebdi.
erTi-orjer avyevi da iseT dReSi Camagdo, kinaRam speqtakli Cavagde. mere magdenis uflebas aRar
vaZlevdi. Sen Cemze axalgazrda xar, ra RmerTi giwyreba?
_ zustad igivea aqac, Zmao. yovelTvis xom ar xar erTnairad karg xasiaTze. ar vici ra vqna.
_ pirdapir nu gaagdeb, Tavs nu Seircxven, nurc zed daadnebi. cota uxeSad moeqeci da mxolod Sens
dakrulze acekve. riki ras ambobs? _ gaicina isev daTom.
_ mainc da mainc ar swyalobs.
_ guram SenTan erTi Txovna maqvs. mimixede ra, xval mzias. aucileblad unda sezonis gaxsnaze
wamosvla. me ki misTvis ar mcalia, adre unda mivide TeatrSi. ar minda martom iaros amxela mucliT.
xom gcalia?
_ ras mTxov, ar grcxvenia? wamoviyvan da waviyvan kidec. sabolood dadginda, rom oria?




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_ ho, ori namdvilad aris, me meSinia sami ar iyos, imxela muceli aqvs sawyals. Zalian vnerviulob.
netav axla yvelaferma kargad Caiaros da mets ar gavaCenineb. Zalian mecodeba,YTumca TviTon iseTi
bednieria, sul RiRinebs. kargi, aba Sen ici! aRar gagacden _ daTom yurmili dakida.
gurami cota xans kidev idga oTaxSi, mziaze da daToze fiqrobda. vin ifiqrebda, rom aseTi meqalTane
daTo, ase iqneboda Seyvarebuli da aseTi meojaxe dadgeboda. axla mxolod mziasTvis cxovrobs. patara
bavSviviT uvlis, sul muxlebze uzis, Tavisi xeliT aWmevs...
_ RmerTma sul bednieri gamyofos da yvela gansacdeli agaridos Zmao _ Cailaparaka guramma da Tavis
daxatul daTo jandieris portrets Sexeda kedelze.
portretidan Zalian lamazi mamakaci icqireboda, maRal Sublze CamoSlili qoCriT, Tbili, elvare,
Taflisferi TvalebiT da momnusxveli, momajadoebeli RimiliT.
gurami Setrialda da gasasvlelisaken wavida. karebSi darajad Cawolili rikis danaxvaze gaeRima da
Tamrikos gasZaxa.
_ raki moxvedi, Semodi, Zalian mSia, iqneb raime movamzadoT.
_ ui, sul damaviwyda, rom movdiodi restoranSi gamoviare, cocxali, Semwvari mwyerebi da xaWapuri
gamovayole _ Tamriko wamoxta, quCaSi gavarda da manqanidan ori paketi Semoitana.
_ daTos elaparakebodi? _ ikiTxa oTaxSi Sesulma da daTos portrets miaSterda.
_ ho, xval sezonis gaxsnaa da TeatrSi unda wavide.
_ me ar wamiyvan? vgiJdebi daToze _ portrets Tvals ar aSorebda Tamriko _ RmerTo, ra lamazia es
kaci! rasac magaze laparakoben, naxevari mainc Tu marTalia, magari vinme iqneba _ Cailaparaka.
_ Zalian magaria yvelaferSi, magram rac Sen gainteresebs, mag TamaSebs aRar TamaSobs _ isev
SeubRvira guramma.
Tamrikom Tavi daxara da samzareuloSi gavida. guramic Tan gahyva.
_ TeatrSi ki ver wagiyvan, mzia unda waviyvano. Svidi Tvis fexmZimea da uWirs marto siaruli, Zalian
didi muceli aqvs, tyupebs elodeba. tyupebi jandierebs memkvidreobiT aqvT. daTos mamac tyupis cali
iyo. daTos biZa Zalian adre gardaicvala sawyali, col-Svili ar hyolia.
_ RmerTma kargad amyofos daToc da misi col-Svilic. aravin Semxvedria, daTo rom ar uyvardes. misi
colic iseTi lamazia, iseTi nazi, Zalian momwons, ramdenjerme davinaxe daTosTan erTad _ laparakobda
Tamriko da Tan sufras Slida.
guramma erTi boTli Tavisi dawuruli TeTri Rvino dadga magidaze.
_ es is Rvinoa, Zalian rom mogewona, manavis mwvane, mec miyvars da davlioT TiTo Wiqa.
mere yvelaferi ise gaakeTa guramma, rogorc daTom daariga, Ramis or saaTze, Tavis sawolSi miatova
qali, TviTon gverdiT saZinebelSi Sevida da daiZina.
diliT samzareuloSi dauxvda Tamriko, yavas aduRebda da blinebs acxobda. qali yvelanairad cdilobda
misi gulis mogebas. Seebrala gurams, gauRima, miuaxlovda da loyaze akoca.
_ ici ra? dRes ar mcalia, magram xval Tu moxval, Zalian gamexardeba, gamofenisTvis naxatebs
vamzadeb, iqneb momexmaro, natura mWirdeba. ras ityvi? _ ikiTxa vaJma.
_ me unda damxato? ra kargia! _ taSi Semohkra qalma.
_ Zalian lamazi sxeuli gaqvs da minda SiSveli dagxato. Tu ginda saxesac gamovaCen, Tu ar ginda,
saxes davmalav, rom aravin gicnos. rogorc ginda.
_ me megona portrets daxatavdi _ guldawyvetiT Tqva Tamrikom.
_ vnaxoT, SeiZleba portretic davxato, magram jer SiSveli qalis daxatva msurs.



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operis TeatrSi teva ar iyo. operisa da daTo jandieris TayvanismcemlebiT gadaWedili iyo iqauroba.
darbazSi Sesul mzias da gurams maka SemoegebaT da yvela erTad dasxdnen parteris pirvel rigSi. male
maT gverdiT skamebi mzias mSoblebma natom da levanma da mzias bavSvobis megobarma nana
kalandaZem daikaves. dasxdomisas jer deida maka dasva guramma, mere mzia da TviTon gverdiT
miujda. natom da levanma ki nana dausves gurams gverdiT. gurami fexze amdgari, mowiwebiT
miesalma mzias mSoblebs, nanas ki loyaze akoca. magram, guli saguledan amougdo am ubralo
kocnam. mziam xeli xelze mohkida gurams da yurSi CasCurCula.
_ yvelanairad vcdilob Tqveni saqmis mogvarebas, magram Sen ar aqtiurob. ibrZole, nu danebdebi, mas
Sen Zalian uyvarxar. CvenTanac ki aRar dadixar, roca nana Zalian xSirad CemTanaa. ra gWirs, aRar
giyvars?
guramma mzias xeli aiRo, ramdenjerme eambora da TviTonac yurSi CasCurCula.
_ Sen SegiZlia daTo aRar giyvardes? mec egeT mdgomareobaSi var. magram roca vxvdebi da Cvens
urTierTobaSi araferi sasikeTo SeiniSneba, iseTi daTrgunuli vrCebi, rom ramdenime dRe mWirdeba
azrze mosasvlelad.
_ nu inerviuleb, iqneb gavimarjvoT! _ isev xelze xeli mohkida mziam.
speqtakli daiwyo. mzia iseTi aRtacebuli Sescqeroda daTos, TiTqos pirvelad xedavda. karga xania
abesalomi ar umReria daTos da mTeli grZnobiT mReroda da TamaSobda. mzia ubednieresi qali iyo am
qveynad makasTan erTad.
antraqtis dros mzia adga, didxans ver Cerdeboda damjdari, natosTan erTad gavida darbazidan. maka
siyvaruliTa da sixaruliT savse TvalebiT Sescqeroda zomaze metad damZimebul rZals.
guramma nanas foieSi gasvla SesTavaza. nana wamodga da gahyva. orive sdumda. guramma bufetSi
dapatiJa nana _ mzias sayvareli Sokoladi viyidoTo.
_ mzias ar eWmeva Sokoladi, aukrZales. im dRes masTan rom viyavi, me momarTva da TviTonac
SeWama. pirvelad davinaxe, rogor datuqsa daTom. Cveulebriv, sul mis ferebaSia, lamis Tavidan
fexamde galokos, arc aravis erideba. adre mzia cotas uxerxulobda, magram axla mieCvia da xSirad isic
pasuxobs alersze, gverdiT myofebs ar eridebian. Zalian lamazi sacqerebi arian. ar megona, Tu daTo
jandiers aseTi siyvaruli SeeZlo.
_ daTo jandieris deidaSvilsac Zalian didi siyvaruli SeuZlia, magram mis siyvaruls aravin afasebs _
ironia gauria xmaSi guramma.
nanas saxe aelewa, Tvalebi daxara.
_ me Zalian vafaseb, magram... xom ici rac! _ veRar daamTavra nanam.
_ vici, Tvli, rom gogi Tu ar iqneba bednieri, Senc ar gaqvs bednierebisa da siyvarulis ufleba! vici da
kidev geubnebi, RmerTma icis meramdened, es absurdia. Sen ggonia gogim rom gaigos, mogiwonebs
am saqciels? dafiqrebulxar imaze, rom, rogorc Sen dardob masze da giyvars, masac uyvarxar da unda
bednieri iyo? ubralod Sen ginda Cemi dasja, imitom, rom me madanaSauleb gogis da mzias daSorebaSi.
is ki gaviwydeba, rom mzia kinaRam mokvda daTos siyvaruliT da is daTos gareSe bednieri ver
iqneboda. Sen ra, dagaviwyda bavSvobidan misi didi siyvaruli vis ekuTvnoda? _ gabrazebuli Setrialda
gurami, daxlTan mivida da didi parkiT Sokoladi “zolotoi kolos”-i iyida. es is Sokoladi iyo, mzias rom
uyvarda.
_ davinaxe erTxel mziam da Sen rom iyideT, vifiqre Senc giyvars _ uTxra da parki miawoda.
_ gmadlob, mec Zalian momwons, magram ar unda geyida, codoa mzia, rom dainaxavs da ver SeWams
_ moridebiT Tqva nanam.

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_ ara uSavs, aq SeWame, danarCens Sevanaxvineb vinmes, roca waxval, waiRe.
_ guram, Zalian gTxov nu mibrazdebi. me ar minda Cemze nawyeni iyo. sxvagvarad ar SemiZlia. Cveni
urTierTobis winaaRmdegi ar var, viyoT megobrebi. vici mziasTan da daTosTan xSirad aRar dadixar,
imitom, rom me ar Semxvde. amis gamo guli mtkiva.
_ nana, modi movrCeT am sakiTxze saubars. sul erTia ver SevTanxmdebiT. me ar SemiZlia Seni
megobari viyo, ar makmayofilebs SenTan mxolod saubari, minda gulSi Cagikra, mogefero, gakoco,
minda Cemi iyo. SenTan Sexvedris Semdeg iseTi dardi mawveba gulze, rom ramdenime dRe
mWirdeba gons mosasvlelad, saSinlad vitanjebi. amitom minda aRar Segxvde, minda dagiviwyo. amis
gamo ar davdivar xSirad daTosTan. Sens dasaviwyeblad yvelafers vakeTeb, Tumca jer uSedegod,
magram imedi maqvs, bolos da bolos moverevi Tavs.
guramma nanas Sokoladiani parki gamoarTva, iqve garderobSi nacnob qals dautova Sesanaxad da
nanasTan erTad darbazSi dabrunda. orive daRonebuli sCanda. nanas TiTqos Tvalebi cremliT hqonda
savse. Semdegi antraqtis dros, gurami ise gavida foieSi, nanasTvis gasvla aRar SeuTavazebia. mzia isev
natosTan erTad gavida. sawyals muceli ise amZimebda, aRarc jdoma SeeZlo da aRarc dgoma. makam
dro ixelTa, nanas axlos gadmojdoma sTxova da saubari gauba.
_ nana, me Sen Zalian momwonxar, vici rom kargi gogo xar, Wkviani, magram am SemTxvevaSi
saRad ar azrovneb! ratom sji im biWs da itanjav Tavs? me vici, rom Senc giyvars gurami. is iseTi
sayvarelia, mSromeli, niWieri, patiosani, keTili, rogor SeiZleba misi ar Seyvareba. Seni mcdari
azrovnebis gamo dakargav mas da gviani iqneba mere sinanuli. gurami iseTi lamazia, buzebiviT
exvevian gogoebi. Senze nawyeni amoirCevs vinmes da colad SeirTavs. is didi xania marto cxovrobs
veeberTela saxlSi, moswyinda. rogorc yvela normalur mamakacs, masac surs gverdiT sayvareli qali
hyavdes, bavSvebi gauCinos, Tbili ojaxi hqondes. dafiqrdi Svilo, bednierebas xels nu hkrav. icode,
bedi SemTxvevaa da mas Wkviani gamoiyenebso, naTqvamia.
gurami ki daTosTan Sevida kulisebSi. daTos misi proeqtis bedi ainteresebda. roca gaigo ra da rogor
moxda, ise ganrisxda, Tvalebidan sul naperwklebi scvioda.
_ xvalve mival centraluri komitetis pirvel mdivanTan, am saqmes ase ar davtoveb _ Tqva
ganerviulebulma.
_ ara daTo, Tu giyvarvar, me ar minda Sen Caerio. xom ici proteqcias ver vitan. rac moxda, moxda.
bolos da bolos sadme aSendeba, Tu sazRvargareT iqneba, ufro kargi, mec momiwevs wasvla da cotas
gaviseirneb. aq sul sxva ramis saTqmelad Semovedi. mziasTvis axla sufTa haerze yofnaa kargi. ezoSi
siaruli mouxdeba, amitom sanam bavSvs gaaCens, bodiSi bavSvebs _ gaicina da ganagrZo _ CemTan
gadmodiT sacxovreblad. me da rikis Zalian gagvexardeba. Sen xom giyvarda CemTan cxovreba.
gaxsovs ra kargad viyaviT aTi-Tormeti wlis win, Cemebi rom gadasaxldnen manavSi, Sen da deida
maka TiTqmis sul CemTan cxovrobdiT, axlac erTad viyoT, deida makasac gaexardeba me mgoni. ras
ityvi?
_ ar vici ra giTxra. natos unda mzia TavisTan waiyvanos sanam imSobiarebs. me, xom ici, mis gareSe
yofna ar SemiZlia. SenTan Tu gadmoval makasTan erTad, ra Tqma unda mirCevnia. mzias vkiTxoT,
rogorc is gadawyvets, ise gavakeTeb.
_ kargi daTo, mzias rom mivacileb saxlSi, me TviTon davelaparakebi. gamofenis momzadebas viwyeb
da fexmZime mzias daxatva minda. CemTan Tu iqneba, ufro advilad vimuSaveb.
_ ho, marTla, ra hqeni wuxel, ajobe, Tu isev dagjabna _ gaicina daTom.
_ vajobe. rogorc Sen miTxari ise moviqeci, rac msurda aviRe da sxva oTaxSi wavedi dasaZineblad.
gmadlob rCevisaTvis.


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mesame moqmedebis Semdeg, mziam saxlSi wasvla moindoma _ bolo scenaze yovelTvis vtirodi-xolme
da axla ar minda vitiroo. nato da levani wamoxtnen, Cven waviyvanTo.
_ me mainc salaparako maqvs mziasTan da me waviyvan, misi Tavi daTom me Camabara, Tqven
darCiT _ mimarTa guramma mzias mSoblebs RimiliT.
mere, wasayolad gamosuli makac daawynara mziam _ me araferi mWirs, cota daviRale, gurami
gamacilebs, Tan masTan saqme maqvso.
guramma makas nanasTvis nayidi Sokoladis adgilsamyofeli uTxra da mziasTan erTad Teatri datova.
_ marTla kargad xar, xom araferi gawuxebs? _ hkiTxa manqanaSi Cajdomisas.
_ ara guram, araferi mWirs. me da daTo SeTanxmebuli viyaviT, rom bolomde ar davrCebodi. didxans
jdoma miWirs, ar moswonT Cems Svilebs da xtunaobas iwyeben _ gaicina mziam.
_ guram, vici, nanasTan saubari gqonda, isev iseTi uimedobaa?
_ ho mzia, virze ufro jiutia eg Seni nana. saSinlad mabrazebs. megobrebi viyoTo, dauCemebia. ar
minda masTan megobroba da nacnoboba. me is miyvars da minda colad wamomyves. Tu ara da,
aranairi nacnoboba ar msurs masTan. asec vuTxari.
_ mere, ra gipasuxa?
_ araferi, iseTi saxe miiRo, megona tirils daiwyebda, magram Tavi Seikava. aRar minda nanaze
laparaki. _ gurami cota xans gaCumda, etyoboda dawynarebas cdilobda _ mzia, me minda sanam
imSobiareb, CemTan gadmoxvideT sacxovreblad deida makasTan erTad. xSirad iqnebi ezoSi sufTa
haerze, iseirneb, Tan dagxatav. minda Seni fexmZimoba davxato. saxelic mofiqrebuli maqvs _ “
siyvarulis yvaviloba”. gamofenisTvis vemzadebi. aba, ras ityvi? daTom Tqva, natosTan rom wavides,
me ar minda, mis gareSe ver gavCerdebio. CemTan ki yvela erTad viqnebiT.
_ o, guram, ra kargi biWi xar! mec ar minda dedasTan da mamasTan wasvla da daTosTan daSoreba.
vici daTo iq ar wamova. dedas xaTriT uars ver veubnebodi. Tu vityvi, rom SenTan ukeTesia CemTvis,
damTanxmdebian da ar gabrazdebian.
_ hoda, gadawyda, moilaparakeT Sen da daTom da roca metyviT, maSin gadmovabargeb deida
makasac.
saxlSi dabrunebuli gurami, isev rikisTan dajda, dRevandeli dRis ambebi mouyva, mere Tavis
saZinebelSi avida, TeTreuli gamocvala da dawva. Zili ar ekareboda. Tvalwin nanas Sewuxebuli,
cremlebiT savse Tvalebi edga.
_ ra vqna, xom ar movitaceb bolos da bolos. ise araferi gamomdis. unda davanebo masze fiqrs Tavi,
unda daviviwyo _ xmamaRla Tqva, gabrazebuli adga, saxelosnoSi gavida da xatva daiwyo.             or
saaTze meti imuSava da naxati mzad hqonda. cota moSorda tilos da Sexeda, moewona. suraTze nanas
saxe iyo gamosaxuli, Savi RrublebiT savse cis fonze. suraTs elva hkveTda da nanas saxec Suaze iyo
gaWrili, naxevari lamazi, msuye ferebSi gamosaxuli, meore naxevari ki elvisagan gauferulebuli,
TiTqmis waSlili. “ gatexili cxovreba” waawera naxats.
xel-piri daibana da dawva dasaZineblad. daRlils da ganerviulebuls ucbad CaeZina. mkvdariviT eZina.
diliT sizmari naxa. viTom nana mivida masTan saxlSi, miyvarxar, uSenod yofna aRar SemiZliao, uTxra
da Caexuta. guramma gaxelebulma dauwyo kocna da sixarulis gancdam ucbad gamoaRviZa. egona
realurad xdeboda yvelaferi, aqeT-iqeT iyureboda da qals eZebda. Zlivs moego gons. guli saguleSi ar
eteoda, oflSi curavda. iseTi aRgznebuli iyo, ar icoda ra eqna. civi Sxapis qveS dadga da rogorc iqna
dawynarda da normaluri azrovnebis unari daubrunda.
_ ras miSveba es gogo, gamagiJa kaci _ CaiburdRuna, rikis saWmeli da wyali gautana, TviTonac cota
raRac SeWama da samsaxurSi wavida.


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samsaxurSi daRvremili Sevida gurami, Tavis oTaxs miaSura, magidas miujda da saqaRalde gaxsna.
erT-erTi didi organizaciis administraciuli Senobis proeqtze muSaobda. uyura eskizebs da gabrazebulma
saqaRalde magidaze daaxeTqa.
_ aq, am qveyanaSi, arqiteqtura ar sWirdebaT. ufleba ar maqvs raime detali davamato, an gavalamazo,
raRac saxe Sevqmna. im oTxkuTxed Senobebs, romlebsac araviTari saxiereba ar gaaCniaT, mxolod
mSenebeli sWirdeba da isic arakvalificirebuli _ ise hyviroda, mezobeli oTaxidan misi megobari vaxtang
ciciSvili Sevida SeSinebuli.
_ megona viRacas eCxubebodi, vifiqre moxmareba xom ar gWirdeboda... ase vin gagabraza? _ ikiTxa
dabneulma vaxtangma.
_ am qveynis mTavrobam gamabraza, imaT veCxubebodi. rogor SeiZleba aseTi usaxuri Senobebis
aSeneba! isini xom amaxinjeben qalaqs! gava dro da mixvdebian rac Caidines, magram veRaraferi
gamoasworebs amden Secdomas. aRar minda arqiteqtorad muSaoba, mombezrda yvelaferi!
_ kargi guram, dawynardi. romel sofelSic xar, im soflis qudi unda daixuroo, xom gagigonia? hoda,
mihyevi dinebas, rasac gTxoven is akeTe, sulieri sazrdo ki sxvagan, sxva sferoSi ipovne. amas sakuTari
gamocdilebidan gamomdinare geubnebi. Sen etyoba, raRac sxvamac gagabraza, Torem ase ar
ganerviuldebodi _ vaxtangi iqve magidis gverdiT mdgar skamze Camojda da ganagrZo _ ori wlis win
piradi krizisi rom mqonda, xom gaxsovs. ori Tve Svebuleba viTxove da mTeli sabWoTa kavSiris
masStabiT vmogzaurobdi. moviare cnobili arqiteqturuli Zeglebi. bolos samcxe-javaxeTSi vibodiale
karga xans. mere erTi rusi gogo gavicani likanSi, iman cota momiyvana xasaaTze. Tan Camomyva
TbilisSi. axlac vekontaqtebiT erTmaneTs. moskovSi cxovrobs.
daanebe im nanaze fiqrs Tavi, me xom vici, Seni wonasworobidan gamoyvanis mizezi is iqneba.
moZebne sxva kargi gogo da coli SeirTe. CemsaviT nu daberdebi ucolod. me mTeli Cemi Segnebuli
cxovreba qeTo didebuliZeze fiqrs Sevalie. meTerTmete klasSi iyo, roca pirvelad vnaxe Cemi jgufelis
mamis dasaflavebaze. erTxel quCaSi davinaxe. mere studenturi saRamo iyo axlad gaxsnil sportis
sasaxleSi, iq Sevxvdi da gavicani kidec. me politeqnikuri institutis mexuTe kursze viyavi. maSin
gamovaqandake swored misi saxe da am namuSevriT studentur gamofenaze gavimarjve. is samedicino
institutis meore kursze swavlobda da ukve Seyvarebuli iyo Tavis jgufelze, mis mets veRaravis
amCnevda. is bedovlaTi ki ruseTSi gadaikarga da sxva SeirTo colad! imedi Camesaxa, ramdeni
weliwadi davdevdi da colobas vTxovdi, magram sul tyuilad. mudam uariT mistumrebda da mxolod
megobrobas mTavazobda. me Steri ki megobrobazec Tanaxma viyavi, iqneb droTa ganmavlobaSi
Sevuyvarde da damTanxmdes-meTqi. magram qeTom isev gamawbila. erT dRes daikarga, mTeli Tve
veZebdi da roca gamoCnda, Temur amaRlobelis coli iyo. Sen es yvelaferi ici, magram imitom giyvebi,
rom gagaxseno da gagafrTxilo, Senc egre ar dagemarTos. CemsaviT SteriviT nu moiqcevi. daiviwye is
nana. ori welia masze ocnebob! sakmarisia!
gurami yuradRebiT usmenda daRonebul megobars. vaxtang ciciSvili daTosTan swavlobda pirvel
saSualo skolaSi da axlo megobrebi iyvnen. amitom gurami bavSvobidan icnobda mas, Tumca
megobroba maT Soris, mxolod samsaxurSi daiwyo. mas Semdeg, rac guramma akademia daamTavra
da samsaxuri daiwyo, sul erTad iyvnen da erTmaneTs TavianTi cxovrebis yvela wvrilmans
uziarebdnen. vaxtangis es samwuxaro istoriac kargad icoda guramma.

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_ Sen TviTon ratom veRar iviwyeb im qeTos, me mgoni or welze metia rac gaTxovda. SeirTe coli,
aseT karg kacs uars aravin getyvis.
_ hoda, Cemo Zvirfaso, wamodi erTad movZebnoT. ade, ade, wamo, darbazSi preskonferenciaa.
qalaqis sabWos warmomadgenlebi Tbilisis ganviTarebis gegmaze saubroben.
sakonferencio darbazi savse iyo TanamSromlebiT da JurnalistebiT. gurami grZnobda, rogor
aSterdebodnen Jurnalisti qalebi masac da vaxtangsac. erTi qaliSvili TviTonac Zalian moewona.
axalgazrda qali Tvals ar aSorebda mas. vaxtangs es SeumCneveli ar darCenia. qals miuaxlovda, mis
gverdiT Camojda da guramic gverdiT moisva. mere Zalian ubralod da Tavisuflad gaaba saubari lamaz
qaliSvilTan, ucbad gaecno, guramic gaacno. sadauroba da vinaoba gamohkiTxa ukve darcxvenil qals,
Semdag raRac moimizeza, saqme maqvs unda gavideo da erTmaneTs Seatova axlad gacnobili qal-vaJi.
qali SavTmiani iyo, Savi kriala TvalebiT da araCveulebrivi saxis feriT. saqarTvelos radioSi muSaobda
korespondentad. misi saxeli da gvari diana cixiseli iyo. qali pirvel davalebas asrulebda da sakmaod
Relavda. guramma daamSvida, nu geSinia, rac gainteresebs yvelaferze me mogawvdi informacias da
karg korespondencias dagawerinebo. iqve kafeSi dapatiJa guramma da yvelaferi Caawerina. Semdeg
ise, rom arc dafiqrebula, hkiTxa
_ zeg, daTo jandieris speqtaklze rom dagpatiJo, ras ityvi, wamoxval?
_ daTo jandieris mosasmenad mepatiJebi? _ Tvalebi gaubrwyinda dianas _ is ise momwons,
vaRmerTeb, aucileblad wamoval.
_ maSin Teatris win dagelodebi, rvas rom TxuTmeti daakldeba iq iyavi. Tu ginda vinmes wamoyvana,
axlave miTxari, imdeni bileTi rom dagaxvedro, ramdenic saWiroa. survili Tu geqneba, daTosac
gagacnob.
_ marTla? ra bednierebaa! _ ise gaiRima dianam, rom TiTqmis yvela kbili gamoaCina _ SeiZleba Cems
dasTan erTad movide? is Cemze cota ufrosia, skolaSi muSaobs, inglisurs aswavlis da isic daTos didi
Tayvanismcemelia.
_ Zalian kargi, diana, SevTanxmdiT, gelodebiT. Tu raime Seicvala, damireka _ da guramma
korespondenciis furcelze Tavisi binis da samsaxuris telefonis nomrebi dauwera.
samsaxurSi dabrunebulma guramma vaxtangi moZebna, yvelaferi mouyva, operaSi wasvla SesTavaza
da madloba gadauxada mSvenieri dianas gacnobisTvis.
_ Senc wamodi, is gogo dasTan erTad mova. ar sjobia wyvilad viyod? TviTon iseTi lamazia, dac lamazi
eyoleba _ gaicina guramma da ukve dawynarebuli Seudga muSaobas.
muSaobaSi dro swrafad gavida. saRamos, saxlSi dabrunebuls, karTan Tamrikos manqana dauxvda.
Tamriko, rogorc yovelTvis, sursaT-sanovagiT iyo mosuli. amjerad Tbilad Sexvda qals gurami. dilandeli
sizmris Semdeg, namdvilad sWirdeboda ganmuxtva.
swrafad gaSala sufra Tamrikom. isev restornidan wamoRebuli saWmeli moitana qalma. kargad rom
danayrdnen, guramma xeli Caavlo qals da saxelosnoSi aarbenina. gzadagza efereboda da tansacmels
xdida. Tamriko gaocebuli Sescqeroda vnebamoreul kacs da bednierebisgan kankalebda. guramma wiTel
xaverdgadafarebul taxtze daawvina qali da iseTi vnebiT dauwyo mofereba, rogorc arasdros. arnaxuli
siamovneba mianiWa Tanrikosac da sakuTar Tavsac, mozRvavebli vnebisagan daicala, damSvidda.
Semdeg mxolod trusebi amoicva da xatva daiwyo. erTi amosunTqviT gaakeTa saerTo monaxazi da
fonic Seuqmna. advili iyo kargad nacnobi da Tan Tvalwin gadaSlili mSvenieri sxeulis xatva. qals,
aSkara iyo, saSinlad aRagznebda lamazi, TiTqmis SiSveli mamakacis win dediSobila wola, saxeze
vnebis almuri asdioda. erTi saaTi gauZlo guramma mis cqeras, mere xatvas Tavi daaneba da qals
daubrunda. iseTi grZnoba hqonda, TiTqos erTi weliwadi ar hqonoda qalTan urTierToba.


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gvianobamde imuSava or frontze guramma, verc xatvam daRala da verc qalma. Tamriko Wkuaze ar iyo
siyvaruliT da sixaruliT.
_ai, amitom miyvarxar, aseTi Zlieri rom xar da aseT did siamovnebas maniWeb _ butbutebda qali.
Ramis pirvel saaTze guramma abazanaSi Seagdo qali, iqidan gamosuls Cacma da wasvla sTxova.
TviTon isev naxats ukirkitebda, raRacas asworebda, raRacas umatebda.
_ SeiZleba vnaxo? _ ikiTxa qalma.
_ ara, jer ara, roca davamTavreb maSin naxe.
_ maSin sxva naxatebs vnaxav, romlebic damTavrebulia _ ar eSveboda Tamriko.
_ Tamar wiklauro, xom gTxove wasvla, marto minda davrCe da daviZino, Znelia amis gageba? _ Tqva
guramma da Tan saswrafod wina RamiT daxatul nanas suraTs tilo gadaafara.
roca saxeliTa da gvariT mimarTavda qals, masTan xumroba ar SeiZleboda, icoda es Tamrikom,
magram adgilidan ar iZvroda, idga da gaSterebuli misCereboda kedelze miyudebul daTos portrets,
Tumca es eskizi ufro iyo im portretisTvis, romelic pirvel sarTulze ekida misaReb oTaxSi.
_ guram, maCuqe ra es naxati. Zalian gTxov, Zalian minda daTos suraTi mqondes! _ aRtacebiT Tqva
qalma.
_ imeds vitoveb, Seni dRevandeli giJuri vneba, mag saxis cqeriT ar iyo gamowveuli _ SeubRvira
guramma.
_ sul Seurachyofas mayeneb da me SteriviT yovelTvis upasuxod gtoveb! ici, mec daviRale! aRar
minda, rogorc quCis qals, ise melaparakebode! mec maqvs Tavmoyvareoba! morCa, aRar msurs
SenTan urTierToba! ramdenjer unda giTxra, SenTan var aseTi, Sen aRmiZrav giJur vnebebs, imitom,
rom miyvarxar! Sen ra kompleqsiani xar? ar gjera, rom lamazi da Zlieri mamakaci xar? miT uaresi
SenTvis. mets aRarafers getyvi. daimaxsovre, Senamde orad-ori mamakaci myavda, orive colobas
mTxovda, magram me arc erTi ar momwonda! _ Tqva es, swrafad Setrialda da wavida.
_ Tamriko! _ dauZaxa guramma, mixvda, rom marTla Seurachyofa miayena qals _ Tamriko dabrundi!
_gamoekida ukan.
Tamriko kibis safexurze ijda da fexsacmelebs icmevda. gurami miuaxlovda da gverdiT Camojda.
_ Tamriko mapatie, cudad gamomivida. ar miyvars, roca Cemi megobari qalebi sxva mamakacebs
uyureben, Tundac es Cemi deidaSvili iyos! waiRe is naxati, Tu ase mogwons. ginda warwerasac
gavukeTeb _ qals xeli mohxvia, Caixuta da akoca _ mapatie, kargi? da xval aucileblad modi. zeg ar
mcalia. isev operaSi mivdivar.
Tamriko adga, ise, rom araferi uTqvams, saxelosnoSi Sebrunda, daTos portreti aiRo da neli nabijiT
Cahyva kibeebs. guramic gahyva, gaacila, alayafis karebi Caketa da baRis skamze Camojda. riki
gakvirvebuli TvalebiT aTvalierebda SiSvel megobars. gurams mxolod axla moagonda, rom mxolod
trusebSi iyo.
_ xedav riki, qalebi rogor cudad moqmedeben mamakacebze? ai, gamovSterdi da SiSveli davdivar.
netav daTo da mzia gadmovidnen male, cota normalur kalapotSi Cavjde, Torem Zalian uwesrigo
cxovrebas vewevi. es Tamriko ki albaT mTlad gamomfitavs da marTla veRar moviyvan cols. mapatie
Zmobilo, axla waval, Semcivda, Sen ki saWmels gamogitan.
oTaxSi Sesulma, magidis alageba daiwyo. saWmlis narCenebi moagrova, rikis gautana, WurWeli
darecxa. vaxSmis Semdeg, ise gaarbenina Tamriko saxelosnoSi, magidis alageba ar acala, Torem ase
areuli sufris mitoveba ar icis Tamrikom, yovelTvis yvelafers alagebs da recxavs. isev saxelosnoSi
dabrunda gurami. namuSevari kidev erTxel daaTvaliera, raRac Strixi daamata da funjebi aalaga. mere
nanas suraTs tilo gadaxada, karga xans ucqira, isev tilo gadaafara da saxelosno datova.


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meore dRes axali araferi momxdara. isev muSaoba proeqtze, lias Semotanili sauzme da yava, vaxtangis
darigebebi. saRamos isev Tamriko. amjerad Zalian seriozuli iyo qali. isev sanovagiT movida, Tumca
sufra gaSlili daxvda. magidaze kitris da pomidoris salaTa, Semwvari badrijani nivriT, Rvino da puri
ewyo. tafaze xorci iwveboda. Wamis dros TiTqmis ar ulaparakiaT. orivem erTad mialages yvelaferi da
saxelosnoSi avidnen.
sami saaTi imuSava guramma SeuCereblad da TiTqmis daamTavra naxati. raRac-raRaceebi kidev
sWirdeboda, magram misi gakeTeba Tamrikos gareSec SeiZleboda.
saRebavebi da funjebi mialaga guramma, mere TamrikosTan mivida, taxtze Camojda, qals lamaz
TeZoebze da fexebze xeli Causva. qali wynarad iwva, ar ahyva mis gamowvevas.
_ Tamriko, isev mibrazdebi? Semirigdi, gTxov. minda es Rame tkbilad gavatarod. xval ar mcalia, ver
SevxvdebiT. mere deida maka, daTo da mzia gadmodian CemTan da erTad yofnis saSualeba aRar
gveqneba _ wynari, alersiani xmiT uTxra vaJma.
_ dRes xatva ukve daamTavre?
_ ho, naxati TiTqmis mzadaa, Tu ginda naxe.
Tamriko ucbad wamoxta, naxatis win dadga da miaCerda, saxeze Rimili auTamaSda.
_ ginda SenTvisac davxatav erT Sens portrets, ginda egre dagxatav, SiSvels _ Sescqeroda lamaz, SiSvel
qals gurami da uRimoda.
_ Tu damxatav da maCuqeb, Zalian gamaxareb, magram mTlad SiSveli ar minda viyo _ daimorcxva
qalma.
_ Sen me idea momawode! Tamriko, ici ra? naxevrad SiSvels dagxatav zRvis piras, sabanao kostiumSi,
an mdinareSi mobanaves... mokled vifiqreb da gadavwyvet. axla ki modi CemTan da momefere,
SevrigdeT da amaRam
CemTan darCi.



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vaxtangi samsaxuridan saxlSi waiyvana guramma. iq ivaxSmes da rvas rom oci wuTi aklda operis
Teatris win idgnen.
_ dRevandel speqtaklze mziam ar isurva wamosvla. samecadino aqvs. sakurso proeqti aqvs
Casabarebeli, zafxulSi veRar moaswro, moskovidan gvian Camovidnen. amotom, darwmunebuli var,
nanac ar mobrZandeba, mzias gareSe operaSi ar dadis _ ambobda gurami da aqeT-iqeT icqireboda,
dianas da mis das eZebda TvaliT.
_ Sen ginda, rom movides, Tu ar movides? Seni kiloTi raRac ver gavarkvie _ TvalebSi Caxeda
vaxtangma megobars _ iqneb ginda aeWviano? xSir SemTxvevaSi amarTlebs.
_ ara, araferic ar minda. erTaderTi rac msurs, es am mtanjveli grZnobisgan gaTavisuflebaa. xandaxan
mesizmreba kidec da iseT dReSi viRviZeb, sikvdils vnatrob _ gabrazebiT Tqva guramma.
_ ras ambob biWo, rad itanjav Tavs? xom giTxari, kargi sayvareli giSvelis-meTqi, hoda gaakeTe rasac
geubnebi. axla es mSvenieri diana gamoCnda, cota gainZeri, Sexvdi, gaicani. darwmunebuli var
patiosani gogoa. dauaxlovdi da Tu mogewoneba moiyvane colad da dawynardi. me Sesaxedavad Zalian
momwons.
_ ai, movidnen. naxe vaxtang, dac ra lamazia! _ wamoiZaxa guramma da qaliSvilebis Sesaxvedrad
gaeSura.

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qaliSvilebi marTlac Zalian kargebi iyvnen, orive maRali, SavTmiani, lamazi tan-fexiT da mayvaliviT
Savi TvalebiT. gurams yovelTvis moswonda SavTmiani, Savgvremani gogoebi. nanac xom
Savgvremani iyo, Savi TmiT da nacrisferi TvalebiT. magram nana namdvili Savgvremani iyo, muqi
saxis feriT. dianas da mis das ki TeTri, gansakuTrebuli feris kani hqondaT. guramma igrZno, rom isev
nanaze fiqrobda da mas adarebda yvela sxva gogos. mere ucbad mixvda, rom diana da misi da, nanaze
ufro lamazebi iyvnen da Zalian gaexarda, obieqturi azrovnebis dabruneba.
mamakacebi miuaxlovdnen mosulebs, mowiwebiT Tavi daukres, dianas xeli CamoarTves. Tavis mxriv
dianam Tavisi da gaacno maT.
_ es Cemi ufrosi daa, dali.
_ sasiamovnoa lamazi qaliSvilis gacnoba _ xeli CamoarTva vaxtangma.
Semdeg gurammac igive gaakeTa da qaliSvilebs TeatrSi SeuZRva.
bileTebi amfiTeatris pirvel rigSi hqonda aRebuli gurams. moswonda aq jdoma, ar uyvarda grimiT
gaTxupnuli saxeebis axlodan yureba.
qaliSvilebi cota uxerxulad grZnobdnen Tavs. guramma programebi da Teatris repertuaris aRmniSvneli
bukletebi miawoda maT.
_ albaT fiqrobT, tutuci da qarafSuta var _ guramisken gadmoixara da CurCuliT Tqva dianam _ Cemi da
ar momyveboda, meCxuba, axlad gacnobil mamakacs, pirvelive dRes operaSi daapatiJebine Tavi,
Senze ra warmodgena eqnebao.
_ ar inerviulo, me vfiqrob, Sen daTo jandieris fani xar da misi gulisTvis wamoxvedi TeatrSi. amas
miCveuli var. yvela gogo, romelic momwonebia, daTozea Seyvarebuli. kidev kargi coli moiyvana _
gaicina guramma.
_ marTali ar xarT! Cems SemTxvevaSi ase ar aris. daTo jandieri yvelas sayvareli momReralia. yvelas
siamovnebs misi cqera da mosmena, maT Soris me da dalisac. magram me, Tqven momewoneT da
imitom dagTanxmdiT TeatrSi wamosvlaze. me Tqven gicnobT. ramdenjerac vyofilvar premieraze daTo
jandieris monawileobiT, Tqvenc yovelTvis aq xarT. vici misi deidaSvili xarT. Tqveni erTad gadaRebuli
suraTebic minaxavs, zogi gazeTSi, zogi JurnalSi. isic vici, rom daTos colis SerTvaSi Tqven
gadamwyveti roli SeasruleT. Tbilisi patara qalaqia, ambebi swrafad vrceldeba.
_ Zalian sasixaruloa, Tu aseTi mSvenieri da kargi gogo CemiT dainteresdiT. amaze sasiamovno ra unda
iyos.
_ axla ufro cud gogod CamTvliT, SeiZleba suleladac, aseT rames rom vambob ucxo biWTan _
daimorcxva dianam.
_ diana, ramdens laparakob, Jurnalistoba imas ar niSnavs, rom sul ilaparako da yvelas Tavi moabezro _
datuqsa dalim.
_ ara, ras brZanebT, Tavs mabezrebs ki ara, mayvarebs. Zalian saintereso da gulaxdili saubari gvaqvs _
Tbilad gauRima guramma debs da Suqebic Caqra.
gurami saerTod ver usmenda, is Tavis Sinagan samyaroSi iyo Caketili, isev im Sedarebaze fiqrobda,
romelic weRan Tavisdauneburad gaakeTa. dianam sagrZnoblad daCrdila nana. nana yovelTvis
SeumCneveli iyo, moridebuli, civi da amayi. arasodes xsnida Tavis xasiaTs, axlos ar giSvebda. diana ki
silamazes, momxibvlelobas da uSualobas afrqvevda. man pirveli danaxvisTanave moxibla guramic da
vaxtangic. misma saubarma agrZnobina gurams, ra sasiamovno iyo gulaxdili saubari gulRia
adamianTan. araferi mikibul-mokibuli, araferi damaluli da aranairi pirobis wayeneba. marTlac ramden
xans SeiZleba im qalze fiqri, romelic ase advilad Tmobs siyvaruls da sayvarel adamians.
amasobaSi pirveli moqmedeba damTavrda.


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_ dapireba ZalaSia _ Tqva guramma _ wavideT yvela daTosTan, xom dagpirdi gagacnob-meTqi _
mimarTa dianas.
diana SeiSmuSna, dalis gadaxeda, mere gurams Sexeda moridebiT.
_ iciT ra guram, uxerxulia. sjobs Tu ar SevawuxebT. mere, rodisme, Tu kidev SevxvdebiT erTmaneTs
saopero speqtaklze, maSin gamacani. Sen ras ityvi, dali?
_ me saerTod mimaCnia, rom momRerlebTan da msaxiobebTan gasacnobad misvla, patara gogonebis
Sesaferisia da ara Cveni _ morcxvad Tqva dalim da gaiRima.
_ guram, Tqven Tu daTos naxva gsurT, wadiT. me da dali foieSi gaviseirnebT, miyvars fotogalereis
daTvaliereba _ uTxra dianam.
_ maSin, cota xniT dagtovebT, daTosTan saqme maqvs, imedi maqvs mapatiebT Tqvens datovebas da
uzrdelobaSi ar CamomarTmevT.
_ wadi guram, me aq ar var? qaliSvilebs aravis davaCagvrineb _ ixumra vaxtangma.
roca gurami daTos oTaxSi Sevida, daTo telefonze mzias elaparakeboda. guramis danaxvisas gaiRima
da mzias daemSvidoba.
_ gkocni Cemo patara feria, rom moval kidev bevrs gakoceb.
_ aba rogor xar? _ gurams gauRima daTom _ daginaxeT Sen da vaxtangi momxibvlel, SavTmian
gogoebTan erTad. vin arian? scenidan Zalian lamazebi sCanan.
_ jer marto saxeli da gvari vici, wesierad ar vicnob, erT-erTi ori dRis win gavicaniT me da vaxtangma.
CvenTan, qalaqis sabWoSi iyo mosuli, Jurnalistia. orives Zalian mogvewona. dRes Tavisi dac
gagvacno. da inglisuri enis specialistia. me mgoni kargi gogoebi unda iyvnen.
_ Zalian kargi, Sexede, Seamowme da Tu mogewoneba, mokide xeli da moiyvane colad. im nanas
daanebe Tavi. xom xedav ra mZime da jiuti xasiaTi aqvs. iqneb im sawyal vaxtangsac ewios bedi,
moewonos vinme da daiviwyos is bavSvobis siyvaruli. gaTxovda is qali da bavSvic hyavs. ramdenxans
unda iglovos?
_ daTo, ra gadawyviteT, rodis gadmoxvalT?
_ sam dReSi germani unda vimRero, cota mecadineoba mWirdeba. speqtaklis Semdeg gadmovalT.
makasac Zalian moewona SenTan gadmosvlis idea. erTia mxolod, mzias bevri samecadino aqvs,
sakurso proeqti unda Caabaros am Tvis bolomde, nana exmareba, xom ici, jdoma uWirs. SenTan ki, ar
vici mobrZandeba Tu ara, is qalbatoni.
_ me mTeli dRe saxlSi ar var, ras davuSli? Tu mecodineba, rom iqaa, saRamosac Zalian davigvianeb.
ar minda masTan Sexvedra.
_ kargi, asec vetyvi mzias.
_ me ar vici, ra samuSaos usrulebs nana, magram nebismieri samSeneblo proeqti, me SemiZlia
gavukeTo, ufro swrafad da ufro xarisxianad, dafiqrdi amaze _ Tqva guramma da wamovida.
speqtaklma didi ovaciebiT Caiara. karmens konservatoriis axali kursdamTavrebuli mReroda da
sakmaod kargadac imRera.
speqtaklis Semdeg TavisTan dapatiJa guramma yvela.
_ axlos vcxovrob, fexiT gaviseirnod, mere yvelas manqaniT migacilebT saxlamde _ momxiblavad
gauRima qaliSvilebs.
_ Cemi saxli ufro axlosaa da manqaniTac me gagacilebT yvelas _ Tqva vaxtangma _ me aqve
vcxovrob, samas metrSi, WavWavaZis quCaze.
qaliSvilebma sicili daiwyes da adgilidan daZvras ar apirebdnen.
_ ra moxda? _ erTdroulad ikiTxes gaocebulma mamakacebma.


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_ dapatiJebiT dRes ver dagpatiJebT, radgan ukve gviania, magram Cveni saxli yvelaze axloa _ Tqva
dianam siciliT _ Cven laRiZis wylebis Tavze vcxovrobT. ocdaaT seqtembers ki, Cvens dabadebis
dReze, aucileblad dagpatiJebT.
_ ocdaaT seqtembers xom Cemi dabadebis dRecaa _ gaicina guramma _ ocdaaTis vxdebi da jobia
CemTan moxvideT.
_ me ocdaoTxis vxdebi, dali ocdaSvidis _ Tqva dianam.
_ orive erTi da igive dRes xarT dabadebuli? _ gaikvirva vaxtangma _ aseTi ram jer ar Semxvedria!
qaliSvilebi saxlamde miaciles. guramma telefonis nomeri gamoarTva. “pikis qalis” naxva da mosmena
Tu gindaT, damirekeTo, uTxra gamomSvidobebisas.
mamakacebi cota xans kidev idgnen rusTavelze, laRiZis wylebis win. dRevandel saRamoze
saubrobdnen, Tav-Tavisi azrebi da Sexedulebebi gaacnes erTmaneTs. vaxtangi aRtacebuli iyo, didi
xania aseTi lamazi da kargi aRzrdili gogoebi ar Semxvedriao.
_ ho, mec Zalian momwons orive _ daudastura guramma da vaxtangs gamoemSvidoba.
riki sixaruliT Seegeba Sin dabrunebul megobars. sul garSemo urbina kudis qiciniT. guramma saWmeli
da wyali gamoutana, mere cota xans masTan dajda, moefera, dRevandeli saRamos ambebi mouyva.
_ riki, Cemo kargo, male deida maka, daTo da mzia gadmovlen CvenTan sacxovreblad. aRar
moviwyenT. SeiZleba is kaparCxana nanac mobrZandes xolme da bolo da bolos gaicnob. ici ra? iseTi
kargi gogoa diana, rom nanaze aRar unda vifiqro. axla ki, Rame mSvidobisa, riki, waval, davwvebi da
daviZineb.



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dReebma swrafad gairbines. dianas ar daurekavs. arc gurami wasula “pikis qali”-s mosasmenad. yovel
dRe saxlSi iyo da saxelosnoSi muSaobda. Tamriko kidev erTxel daxata da meore naxati ukeTesi
gamovida. Tamrikos dahpirda, am naxats gamofenis Semdeg gaCuqebo. dianas portretic daxata
fanqarSi. “ iqneb tkivili damiamo, diana!” _ waawera angariSmiucemlad boloSi naxats.
yvelaferi SeZlebisdagvarad mialaga da moawesriga saxlSi. mziasTvis da daTosTvis pirvel sarTulze
moamzada saZinebeli.
ocdasam seqtembers jandierebis ojaxi gadmobargda. paraskevi dRe iyo. SabaT-kviras gurami manavSi
wavida mSoblebis sanaxavad. iqidan xiliT da sanovagiT datvirTuli dabrunda. ratomRac adre
wamovida, Cveulebriv, saRamos brundeboda xolme. ezoSi Sesuls riki miegeba sixaruliT. gumbaTiT
gadaxurul magidaze saxazavi dafa ido da nana raRacas xazavda, mzia ki iqve grZel skamze
wamowoliliyo. guramis danaxvaze mzia wamojda, nana ki TofnakraviviT wamoxta, feri dakarga.
gurami Soridan miesalma gogoebs, gauRima, xeli dauqnia, alayafis karebi gaxsna, manqana Seiyvana,
avtofarexSi daayena. iqidan ori didi CanTa gamoitana, gogoebs gasZaxa, rogor xarTo da ar gaCerebula,
saxlSi Sevida.
samzareulodan madis aRmZvreli surneli gamodioda. maka sadils amzadebda. daTo exmareboda,
mwvanils da bulgarul wiwakas sWrida.
_ vinc movida gaumarjos! _ miesalma daTo deidaSvils _ ra adre Camoxvedi, ar gelodiT.
_ vici, rom ar melodiT, Seni colis da misi daqalis saxeebze wavikiTxe.
_ im daqalma dRes imisTana leqciebi moismina makasa da mziasgan, rom geficebi, Semecoda.


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_daTo, midi ra, didi yuTiT yurZeni gamougzavnes mzias da Semoitane. me imdeni mamuSaves, rom
Zalian daRlili var, sami Ziri kakali davbertye am diliT _ Tqva guramma da zeviT avida.
_ aSkaraa, ar unda nanasTan Sexvedra. sawyali biWi _ Cailaparaka makam.
guramis civma Sexvedram Zalian daaRona nana, wasvlas apirebda, magram mziam da daTom ar
gauSves, erTad visadilod da mere wadio.
guramma wyali gadaivlo, lurji jinsebi da lurji maisuri Caicva da Camovida. mis maRal Txel tans jinsebi
da maisuri Zalian uxdeboda, lurji feri ki, gansakuTrebul elfers aZlevda mis TeTr, odnav mzemokidebul
lamaz saxes da lurj Tvalebs.
sufra sasadilo oTaxSi iyo gaSlili. nana Cum-Cumad aparebda Tvals da aTvalierebda mimxibvlel
axalgazrdas. gurami cdilobda mxiaruli maspinZlis roli Seesrulebina, xumrobda, Zvel istoriebs
hyveboda. uSualod nanasTvis ki araferi uTqvams.
nana cota xans ijda daRonebuli da maleve wavida. daTom da mziam gaaciles, gurami oTaxis karebSive
daemSvidoba da iqve darCa, karis CarCoze miyrdnobili.
maka uyurebda guramis Cafiqrebul saxes da guli stkioda.
_ guram Svilo, iqneb daiviwyo eg gogo, cxovrebas gagimwarebs. rogor SeiZleba qalma aseTi
principuloba gamoiCinos siyvarulSi. mag gogos siyvaruli ar SeuZlia. civi da jiuti iqneba yvelaferSi.
_ ho, deida maka, mec magas vfiqrob. ar aris samarTliani gogo _ gurami Cafiqrda, odnav gaiRima da
ganagrZo _ erTi kargi gogo gavicani, deida da warmoidgine, nana TiTqmis aRar momwons. Cems
dabadebis dReze, Tu damTanxmda moviyvan da gaCveneb. Zalian alali, gulRia da mxiaruli gogoa.
maRalia, SavTmiani da SavTvala. mokled, lamazia, dodo WiWinaZes hgavs.
_ dodo WiWinaZes Tu hgavs, Zalian lamazi yofila! Tu xasiaTiTac mogwons, mixede mag saqmes,
Svilo.
gurami ezoSi gavida, magidaze gaSlil naxazebs daxeda. mzia da daToc masTan mividnen.
_ mzia, momeci mocemuloba da dResve dagimTavreb am proeqts. xval diliT daTo daajine da
gadaaTeTrebine angariSi, magas Zalian lamazi kaligrafia aqvs.
_ vici, dabadebis dReze rom gamomigzavna, im suraTs Zalian lamazi warwera hqonda _ gaicina mziam
_ manamdec vicodi, xom ici mis Sesaxeb yvelanair informacis vagrovebdi wlebis ganmavlobaSi.
ramdenjerme iyo Jurnal-gazeTebSi dabeWdili, misi xeliT dawerili saaxalwlo da sarvamarto milocva,
avtografiT.
daTom gulSi Caikra Seyvarebuli coli da saxe daukocna.
_ ratom adre ar vicodi Seni siyvarulis Sesaxeb, rom bavSvobidanve Sens gverdiT vyofiliyavi da ase ar
gedarda Cems gamo... bavSvobidanve gameTamamebine Cemi yuradRebiT, Cemi siyvaruliT... Cemo
lamazo... Cemo lurjTvaleba gogo, Cemo patara feria... _ eubneboda daTo da nazad efereboda sayvarel
qals.
nanaze aRaravis araferi uTqvams.
guramma yvela naxazi da monacemi aiRo da kabinetSi avida. mzia baRSi darCa, sufTa haerze. daTo ki
makas mosaxmareblad gaeSura.
aTi saaTisTvis mzias proeqti mzad iyo. nanas naxazSi raRac Seaswora guramma, ZiriTadi furceli ki
mTlianad axali daxaza. yvelaferi aalaga, Sekra da mzias Cautana.
gvian vaxSamze karga xans isaubres, xan Zveli moigones, xan momavalze ilaparakes. Tbili,
sasiamovno atmosfero sufevda.
_ guram, Seni axali namuSevrebis naxva minda. uSenod saxelosnoSi ar Sevedi _ Tqva daTom.
_ axlave gaCveneb, wavideT, yvela wamodiT _ win gauZRva gurami.
daTom mzias xeli daavlo, xelSi aiyvana da ise avida meore sarTulze.

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_ jer xom davdivar, me TviTon amovidodi _ gaubrazda mzia.
guramma yvela suraTi, romelic gamofenisTvis hqonda momzadebuli, kedlis gaswvriv Camoamwkriva.
zogi isedac kedelze hqonda dakidebuli.
saxelosnoSi sami molberti idga. samiveze axali daxatuli naxatebi ido.
maka da mzia kedlis gaswvriv dalagebuli da kedelze Camokidebuli suraTebis daTvalierebas Seudgnen,
Tan erTmaneTs azrebs uziarebdnen. daTo pirdapir molbertTan mivida.
suraTi sakmaod didi zomis iyo. Sors, cisferi cis fonze, nislSi gaxveuliyvnen mTebis caTaziduli
mwvervalebi. amwvanebul WalaSi, qvebze da lodebze aqafebuli mdinare mosCqefda. mdinaridan ki
TmagaSlili RvTaebrivi, SiSveli qali amodioda. wablisferi grZeli Tma mxrebze da nawilobriv mkerdze
efina. marjvena fexi win hqonda gamoweuli da qvaze adgamda. qali sveli iyo, wyali wveTebad eyara
lamaz sxeulze. marcxena xelSi grZeli pirsaxoci eWira, romelic mkerdze hqonda midebuli da sxeulis
did nawils ufaravda mkerdidan barZayamde. qalis sxeulis marjvena mxare daufaravi iyo. mkerdze
CamoSlili sveli Tmidan, TeTrad anaTebda araCveulebrivi moyvanilobis ZuZu da mis qvemod
Camoqandakebuli wvrili weli, mrgvali TeZo da maRali, Camoqnili wvivi.
qalis saxec unaklo iyo, Txeli, mogrZo saxe, SuaSi aziduli warbebi, grZeli wamwamebiT daCrdiluli,
Taflisferi, nuSiseburi Tvalebi, swori patara cxviri da wiTeli putkuna tuCebi, romelsac macduri Rimili
dasTamaSebda. qali araCveulebrivad lamazi iyo, naxati ki brwyinvale.
daTom didxans uyura naxats, Semdeg meore molbertze damagrebul naxatze gadavida. aqac qali iyo
gamosaxuli, wiTel xaverdgadafarebul taxtze wamowolili SiSveli qali, mSvenieri sxeulis brwyinvale
formebiT. qali mayureblisken odnav gadmobrunebuli iwva, marcxena gverdze. marjvena fexi, muxlSi
moxrili, odnav gadaSlili hqonda. marcxena xeli taxtidan dabla CamoeSva, marjvena ki, idayvSi
mokecili, ise edo saxeze, rom mxolod nikapi, tuCebi da cxviris wveri mouCanda. wablisferi grZeli
Tma, marcxena xeliviT, taxtidan dabla hqonda CamoSvebuli.
daTo am naxatTanac didxans idga, mere isev pirvels daubrunda.
_es is aris? _ ikiTxa mokled.
_ ho, Tamriko hqvia _upasuxa guramma.
_ marTla aseTi lamazia, Tu Sen gaalamaze? _ isev ikiTxa daTom.
_ cxovrebaSi ukeTesia, siTbos da vnebas afrqvevs, Tu aRgznebulia, maSin xom pirdapir cecxls
afrqvevs da misi gaZleba faqtiurad SeuZlebelia.
_ mere, rogor gauZeli Se sawyalo? _ TanagrZnobiT Sexeda deidaSvils, daTom.
_ xom giTxari, ver vuZleb-meTqi _ gaicina guramma.
_ namdvilad gmirobis tolfasia amisTana qalis cqera dReebis ganmavlobaSi. yoCaR Zmao, magrad
gimuSavia. orive naxati Zalian momwons. qali wiTel xaverdze, iseTi vnebiT aris damuxtuli da iseTi
amaRelvebelia, rom JrJola vigrZeni mTel sxeulSi. situacia da grZnobebi brwyinvaled aris
gadmocemuli. gilocav, Sen araCveulebrivad xatav _ daTom xeli mohkida deidaSvils, gadaexvia da
gadahkocna.
daTo axla mesame molberts miuaxlovda. molbertze ori naxati ido. SedarebiT did, zeTis saRebavebiT
Sesrulebul naxats win, feradi fanqrebiT daxatuli portreti edo, romelzec SavTmiani, Tvalebbriala,
qarTuli saxis, gaRimebuli, lamazi axalgazrda qali iyo daxatuli.
“iqneb tkivili damiamo, diana”, waikiTxa tiloze warwera daTom. mere suraTi aiRo da qveviTa naxats
daakvirda. cota moSorda da iqidan dauwyo yureba. saxeze aRfrTovaneba da tkivili monacvleobiT
esaxeboda kacs. naxatebi isev ise daawyo, rogorc iyo, gurams miuaxlovda, isev gadaexvia, gulSi
Caixuta, ise moefera, TiTqos patara bavSvs efereboda, mere loyaze akoca, qoCori auwewa da mxarze
xeli daartya.

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_ yoCaR, Cemo Zvirfaso! vamayob SeniT! vxvdebi rasac ganicdidi Weqa-quxilis xatvisas. mjera Seni,
yvelaferSi gaimarjveb. im tutuc gogos ki vecdebi aRar Segaxvedro! gauZeli! diana Zalian momwons. is
gogoa xom, “karmenze”, rom gyavda?
guramma Tavi dauqnia.
_hoda, mixede, Zmao. kargad gaicani. sayvareli gogo sCans, Tan mSvenieri Sesaxedavia. nurc im
Tamrikos dakargav jer-jerobiT, magari qalia, nervebs dagiwynarebs. mxolod, rogorc maSin dagarige,
ise imoqmede, Tavs nu daaCagvrineb _ isev mxarze xeli daartya daTom gaRimebul gurams.
amasobaSi maka da mziac maT SeuerTdnen.
qalebic aRtacebaSi moiyvana guramis axalma namuSevrebma. mziam didxans uyura nanas portrets,
mere dianas portrets daxeda da gurams miubrunda.
_ es diana Zalian momwons. Tbili, gulRia gogo sCans. iqneb marTla dagaviwyos tkivili. dadgeba dro
da is qalbatoni cxare cremlebiT daiRrCoba, magram gviani iqneba. Rirsia gulgatexili da xelmocaruli
darCes! ar Semecodeba! ras gvebrZvis ar vici. me arasodes ar viqnebodi bednieri gogisTan, arc sxva
vinmesTan. kinaRam movkvdi daTos siyvaruliT. Tavs vaZalebdi, rom daToze aRar mefiqra da gogize
gadametana Cemi grZnobebi, magram ver SevZeli. mas Semdeg ki rac daTosTan vicekve politeqnikuri
institutis gamosaSveb saRamoze, cxadSi, Tu sizmarSi mxolod mas vxedavdi, misi xma, misi sunTqva
mesmoda, mis surnels SevigrZnobdi. sxvas veravis wavyvebodi colad. Cveni ambavi ase rom ar
damTavrebuliyo, me movkvdebodi, an gavgiJdebodi. gurami amas Tavidanve mixvda da yvelanairad
momexmara. nuTu nana ver unda mimxvdariyo, rom daTos gareSe ver vicocxlebdi? guramze ras iyris
javrs? ar megona, Tu aseTi gaugebari iyo. sul gaafrina _ es Tqva, daTos siyvaruliT anTebul Tvalebs
Sexeda, miuaxlovda, xelebi welze Semohxvia da Caexuta.
_ imis warmodgenac ar SemiZlia, rom daTos gverdiT ar viyo _ Tavi mkerdze daado da yelSi akoca
qmars.
_ Cemo patara feria _ gulSi Caikra daTom coli _ sul SenTan viqnebi sikvdilamde. ver warmoidgen,
rogor miyvarxar _ nikapi auwia da tuCebze akoca, mere Tvalebi da loyebi daukocna _ wamo Cemo
patara, sawol oTaxamde Cagacileb, me ki guramis sxva naxatebsac davaTvaliereb _ da ase
gadaxveulebi gavidnen saxelosnodan.
maka molbertebis win maRal skamze ijda da SiSveli qalis orive suraTs erTdroulad aTvalierebda.
_ Zalian kargad xatav, guram, SesaniSnavi naxatebia, modelic kargi gyolia, saocrad lamazi qalia.
nanas suraTi didxans aTvaliera makam. bolos dianas portreti naxa.
_ es gogo momwons. dapatiJe saxlSi da maCvene. me vfiqrob, kargi gogo unda iyos.
_ kargi deida, SeiZleba Cems dabadebis dReze movides Tavis dasTan erTad. warmoidgine, maT Soris
sami welia gansxvaveba da orive ocdaaT seqtembers aris dabadebuli.
_ saintereso SemTxvevaa. dauaxlovdi, gaicani, nuRar gadadeb mag saqmes. Seni imedi maqvs _ maka
Tbilad moefera sayvarel disSvils da wavida. daTo isev dabrunda, gansakuTrebuli yuradRebiT xelaxla
daaTvaliera yvela naxati. axali ideebic miawoda deidaSvils. zog suraTs saxelic daarqva. bolos isev
Tamrikos suraTebs miubrunda.
_ Zalian momwons es naxatebi, Zmao. araCveulebrivad gadmoeci grZnobebi da silamaze funjiT. kidev
erTxel gilocav. erTi Txovna maqvs SenTan. minda mziam daaTvalierebinos nanas Seni saxelosno da
Tavisi naxevrad waSlili saxe aCvenos. Seni nebarTvis gareSe amas ver gavakeTebT. amiT Suri minda
masze viZio. Zalian gabrazebuli var mag ugulo da Ster gogoze. ise, dianas did da karg portrets Tu
dadeb molbertze, ufro kargi SurisZieba gamova _ gaicina daTom da guramTan erTad datova saxelosno.
isini ezoSi gavidnen. gurami Cafiqrebuli iyo, xmas ar iRebda, kargio uTxra cota xnis Semdeg.
mere kidev isaubres, rikis eTamaSnen da wavidnen dasaZineblad.

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dilas, samsaxurSi misvlisTanave daureka guramma dianas. qalis sasiamovno xmam upasuxa, diana
samsaxurSi wavidao. guramma bodiSi mouxada SewuxebisaTvis, Tavisi vinaoba dausaxela da
samsaxuris telefonis nomeri sTxova. qalma telefonis nomeri uTxra da daamata, sami saaTisTvis saxlSi
iqneba da Tu ver daukavSirdebiT, isev aq darekeTo. guramma madloba gadauxada qals, romelic
CaTvala, rom dianas deda iyo da daemSvidoba.
diana advilad ipovna samsaxurSi.
_ ratom damiviwye? xom unda gagegebinebina “pikis qalis” sanaxavad wamoxvidodiT Tu ara? _
misalmebis Semdeg uTxra guramma _ me ki gelodi, rom aRar mogagondi, iZulebuli gavxdi damereka
da Cemi Tavi Semexsenebina _ gaicina vaJma da ganagrZo _ me is axalgazrda mamakaci var, qalaqis
sabWoSi rom gaicani, gaxsovs? im ori mamakacidan, ufro axalgazrda, momxibvleli da simpaTiuri,
nuTu damiviwye? _ axla ukve xmamaRla gaicina guramma.
_ ara, ar dagiviwyeT. piriqiT, im axalgazrda, momxibvlel, simpaTiur da Zalian lamaz mamakacze sul
ufro da ufro xSirad vfiqrob, magram vifiqre, uxerxulia, rom Sevawuxo-meTqi. Tu masac vaintereseb,
TviTon damirekavs-meTqi _ gaicina dianam.
_ ese igi, gaxsovar da xSiradac fiqrob Cemze? _ ikiTxa vaJma.
_ warmoidgineT, rom asea. ar davficav, cxovrebaSi mamakaci ise ar momwonebia, rogorc Tqven
momwonxarT, kinoSic ki! axla ase gulaxdilad imitom geubnebiT, rom ver mxedavT da ar mrcxvenia.
Tumca, albaT vafuWeb saqmes. ityviT, es gogo wesieri ar iqneba, Torem kacs aseT rames, rogor
etyviso. Cemi da sul mafrTxilebs, yvelafris pirdapir Tqma ar SeiZlebao, magram me sxvagvarad ar
SemiZlia, rasac vfiqrob, yovelTvis vambob. axla ki getyviT, Zalian gamexarda, rom damirekeT.
Tumca, rom ar dagerekaT, ocdaaTisTvis me aucileblad dagirekavdiT da Cems ojaxSi dagpatiJebdiT.
_ RmerTo, aseTi sasiamovno aRiareba arasdros momismenia! Cveulebriv, Cemi gogoebi arasodes
ambobdnen, rom kargi biWi var da movwondi, sul maxvewinebdnen. Cemo lamazo da gulaxdilo, axla
mec gulaxdilad getyvi. mec Zalian momwonxar. minda SenTan Sexvedra, rac SeiZleba male, Tu gcalia
da dakavebuli ar xar, Tundac dRes. rac Seexeba ocdaaT seqtembers, es Cemi oqros dabadebis dRea,
romelic mxolod erTxelaa cxovrebaSi. oqros dabadebis dRes eZaxian, roca dabadebis dRis ricxvi da
wlovaneba erTmaneTs emTxveva, amitom sufra CemTan unda gaiSalos da Sen da Seni da, orive
CemTan unda moxvideT. icode es sakiTxi gadawyvetilia da gadaxedvas ar eqvemdebareba _ gaicina
guramma.
_ vnaxoT, marto Cemze ar aris damokidebuli. dRes ki sadac metyviT, moval. ar daviwyeb tyuilad uaris
Tqmas, imitom, rom Zalian minda TqvenTan Sexvedra.
_ kargi, laRiZis win viqnebi eqvsze.
gamvlel-gamomvleli yuradRebiT aTvalierebda laRiZis wylebis win moxdenili garegnobis axalgazrda
mamakacs, xelSi erTi cali grZelReroiani TeTri vardiT. gogoebi gansakuTrebuli interesiT Sehyurebdnen
lamaz vaJs, romelic aSkarad paemanze iyo. diana cota xans malulad ucqerda, rogor rCebodaT Tvali
qalebs im mamakacze, romelic mas elodeboda. guli siamayiTa da sixaruliT aevso. gaRimebuli
miuaxlovda vaJs da xeli gauwoda misasalmeblad. guramma loyaze akoca da vardi gauwoda.
_ ra lamazia, vgiJdebi vardebze, gmadlobT.

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_ mec Zalian miyvars vardebi, gansakuTrebiT TeTri. Cemi azriT, TeTri vardi sispetakis, sinazis da
udidesi pativiscemis simboloa.
_ guram, iciT ra, ase mgonia Cems azrebs kiTxulobT. mec zustad ase aRviqvam. saerTod Zalian
miyvars TeTri feri.
guramma Tavidan fexamde aaTvalier-CaaTvaliera qaliSvili da gaiRima
_ Tumca tansacmelSi wiTels, cisfers da Savsac iyenebT _ misi Cacmuloba isev SeaTvaliera guramma _
pirvelad rom gnaxeT TeTri da Sav zolebiani kaba gecvaT, operaSi mSvenieri cisferi kaba, axla ki Savi
qveda kaba da wiTeli kofTa gacviaT, yayaCos hgavxarT. Zalian gixdebaT wiTeli feri. ise ki ar
davmalav, me yvela tansacmelSi momwonxarT, romelSic gnaxeT.
_ oo, es araCveulebrivi komplimentia. axla mec getyviT, Tqvenc Zalian gixdebaT cisferi perangi, xazs
usvams Tqveni Tvalebis silurjes.
_ mSvenieria, komplimentebi gavcvaleT. axla Cemi winadadeba minda SemogTavazoT, ar vici
mogewonebaT, Tu ara.
_ gaaCnia, ra Temas exeba, magram darwmunebuli var momewoneba, radganac Tqven mTavazobT.
_ maSin momismineT. me minda funikulioris restoranSi dagpatiJoT, Ria verandaze davsxdeT da Tbiliss
gadmovxedoT. SegviZlia vicekvoT kidec. aba, Tanaxma xarT?
_ ra vici, Tu Tqven gindaT, wavideT. me ar minda fuli dagaxarjinoT. ar miyvars gogoebi mamakacebs
fuls rom axarjvineben. SegviZlia restoranSi ar SevideT da ise gaviseirnoT.
_ Cemo mzrunvelo mzeTunaxavo, me maqvs imis saSualeba, rom restoranSi davpatiJo iseTi lamazi
qaliSvili, rogoric Tqven xarT _ gaicina guramma _ bolos da bolos, sakmaod maRalanazRaurebadi
mSoblebis erTaderTi Svili var da mec kargi xelfasi maqvs.
_ me Tqveni Seurachyofa ar mindoda, mapatieT. geficebiT, ar mifiqria, rom Raribi xarT. me vici,
Tqven kargad cxovrobT, araCveulebrivi saxli gaqvT da isic vici, vin aris mamaTqveni.
_ ai, eg momwons! CemiT dainteresebuli yofilxarT, Cemi ambebic gcodniaT. Zalian sasiamovnoa.
maSin wavideT, raRas vucdiT?
_ kargiT, wavideT.
guramma laRiZis wylebis gverdiT gaCerebul Tavis “volgasTan” miiyvana diana da manqanaSi Casva.
_ diana, me minda Sinaurulad vilaparakod, SenobiT, Tanaxma xar?
_ kargiT!
_ maSin “T” ratom daamate? “T”-s gareSe moTxari.
_ kargi, guram! _ gaicina dianam.
_ Sen ici, rom Seni portreti davxate? mgoni kargi gamomivida.
_ marTla? Zalian mainteresebs rogoria. arasodes, aravis davuxativar.
_ wamodiT Sen da dali Cems dabadebis dReze da Cems saxelosnos dagaTvalierebinebT. ramdenjerme
mqonda gamofena. axlac gamofenisaTvis vemzadebi da bevri axali naxati maqvs.
_ RmerTo Cemo, es ki ar vicodi! Tqven ise kargad xatavT, rom gamofenebs awyobT? Zalian minda
yvela Tqveni naxatis naxva!
_ hoda, gepatiJebiT Sen da dianas da dagaTvalierebinebT, Tu wamoxvalT. Sen ki isev TqvenobiT
mommarTe.
_ vecdebi gamovsworde _ gaicina dianam.
qaliSvils araCveulebrivi sicili hqonda. sicilis dros, orive loyaze patara ormoebi ukeTdeboda da wiTeli,
lamazi tuCebidan gamomzirali qaTqaTa, margalitis mZivebiviT Cakiwkiwebuli kbilebi, Tvals sWrida
mayurebels.
_ Zalian lamazi xar, diana _ Tvali ver moswyvita guramma gacinebul qaliSvils.

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seqtembris Tbili saRamoebis damsaxurebiT, restorani funikulioris Ria aivanze, gadaWedili iyo xalxiT.
gurams winaswar rom ar hqonoda magida SekveTili, albaT versad dasxdebodnen. maTTvis moajirTan
mdgomi magida iyo gamzadebuli.
_ diana, modi, Sen SeukveTe, gaiTvaliswine, rom mSieri var da madas ar vuCivi. mainteresebs ras
SemomTavazeb, rogor gamimaspinZldebi _ guramma gaiRima da gamomwvevad SeaTvaliera qaliSvili.
_ mZime davaleba momeci! vecdebi Tavi gavarTva.
dianam meniu gadaaTvaliera, mere gurams Sexeda da ise, rom misTvis Tvali ar mouSorebia SeukveTa:
Semwvari kalmaxi, CaSuSuli soko, Semwvari badrijani nigvziT, bostneulis salaTi yveliT, sulguni,
mWadi xaWapuri, TeTri kaxuri Rvino da borjomi.
gurami siamovnebiT misCereboda mSvenier qaliSvils, man yvelaferi is SeukveTa, rac gurams uyvarda.
_ rogorc sCans, Sen isic ici, ra miyvars saWmelebidan _ RimiliT mimarTa dianas _ me ki Sens Sesaxeb
araferi vici.
_ me is SevukveTe, rac me miyvars _ daimorcxva dianam _ Cems Sesaxeb ra gindaT icodeT, miTxariT
da getyviT.
_ isev “T”! me yvelaferi minda vicode Sens Sesaxeb, yvelaferi, yvelaferi.
dianam, Tavisi lamazi, kriala TvalebiT SeaTvaliera vaJi, mere TvalebSi SeaCerda da wynarad daiwyo.
_ myavs mama da mamida, romelmac gagvzarda me da Cemi da. deda arasodes minaxavs. is Cems
dabadebas gadahyva. Zalian undoda mamaCemisTvis biWi eCuqebina. eqimebi afrTxilebdnen, rom
misTvis saSiSi iyo xelmeore fexmZimoba da mSobiaroba. dalis gaCenisas Zlivs gadaarCines, Zalian
gauWirda Turme, fexmZimobam Tirkmelebis ukmarisoba gamoiwvia. amitom aukrZales axali
fexmZimoba, magram ar gaigona. im dRes, dalis dabadebis dRe iyo, sami weli Seusrulda. dedam patara
sufra gaawyo, namcxvaric gamoucxo. etyoba daiRala kidec da saavadmyofoSi moxvda. me
Tvenaxevris Semdeg unda davbadebuliyavi, magram Zalian cudad rom gaxda, iZulebuli gaxdnen
xelovnurad emSobiarebinad, nayofi moeSorebinad da deda gadaerCinad. is ver gadaarCines, me ki
gadavrCi. SvidTvenaxevris davibade. erTi Tve saavadmyofoSi damtoves Turme, eqimebis
meTvalyureobis qveS. mere, dedaCemis saxeli damarqves da Cems dasTan erTad, Cems gazrdasac
mamida Tamarma mohkida xeli.
mamida Tamars Tavisi ojaxi ar hyavs, arasodes yofila gaTxovili. studentobisas Tavisi axalgazrda
leqtori Sehyvarebia, mSoblebs misTvis ar gautanebiaT da sxvaze aTxovebdnen Turme. mamida
qorwilis dRes saxlidan gaqceula da Tavisi megobris bebiasTan imaleboda Turme raWaSi Tvenaxevaris
ganmavlobaSi. yvelas egona, rom Tavi moikla da mkvdars eZebdnen. mere mamaCems dakavSirebia
da mamas wamouyvania TavisTan. mas Semdeg CvenTan cxovrobs. is pediatria da civ niavs ar
gvakarebda. Zalian vuyvarvarT. mamam mogvianebiT coli SeirTo, kargi qalia, Svili ar gauCndaT. me
da Cemi da, mamidas veZaxiT dedas. ver gadaveCvieT, miuxedavad imisa, rom mamida, sul gvTxovda
deda ar dagveZaxa. sxva ra giTxra ar vici. skolaSi erTi Seyvarebuli myavda, yvavilebs mCuqnida da
saxlamde macilebda. erTxel Cemi da naxa da is Seuyvarda, Senze lamaziao, miTxra _ gaicina dianam _
maSin mecxre klasSi viyavi. Tayvanismcemlebi arc erTs ar gvaklia. dalis Zalian bevri mTxovneli
hyavs, magram jer-jerobiT veraferi gadawyvita.
_ Sen? _ hkiTxa guramma.
_ mec, magram iseTi aravinaa, romelic Zalian momewoneboda. miyvars kiTxva, raRac Canaxatebs da
moTxrobebs vwer xandaxan. miyvars musika, opera, Teatri, kino, bunebiT romantikosi var. vafaseb
adamianSi niWs, talants, patiosnebas, silamazes da siyvarulis unars.
_ es yvelaferi CemTvis gasagebia, mec xom saswori var! _ gaicina guramma.


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kidev bevri ilaparakes sxvadasxva sakiTxebze, icekves kidec orjer da Zalian kmayofilebi dabrundnen
qalaqSi. guramma gamomSvidobebisas xelze akoca. diana ki miuaxlovda, didi madloba gadauxada
sasiamovno saRamosTvis da loyaze akoca vaJs.
karg xasiaTze dabrunda gurami saxlSi. jer rikis moefera, mere saxlSi Sevida, deida maka gadakocna da
yvelaferi wvril-wvrilad mouyva. roca dianas mamidis ambavs uyveboda da misi saxeli axsena, maka
fexze wamoxta.
_ rao, ra Tqvi? Tamari hqvia mamidamiss? Tamar cixiseli? RmerTo, eg xom is gogonaa, visi
gulisTvisac biZaSeni ucolo darCa! ar gaTxovilao, ase Tqva? Cven ki yvelam vicodiT, rom gaTxovda da
biZaSens misi saxelis gagonebac aRar undoda. rom gaigebs gagiJdeba sawyali.
zemoTa sarTulidan mzia da daToc Camovidnen. daTo mzias proeqts aTeTrebda kabinetSi, mzia ki
mecadineobda. axla maTTvis moyva gurami Tavidan yvelafers. daTo gancvifrebuli Sescqeroda
dedamiss.
_ deda, axla ra moxdeba? sandro rom gaigebs yvelafer amas, ra iqneba?
_ ar vici, Svilo. sanam aq ar Camova, jobia araferi icodes. roca Camova me vetyvi.
yvela gaaogna am ambavma.
gurami saxelosnoSi Sevida, cota xans ibodiala, naxatidan naxatze gadadioda, adgils ver poulobda. mere
molbertze axali tilo daamagra da biZamisis xatva daiwyo.
_ Zia sandro, vin icis, ramdeni tkivili da imedgacrueba gadaitane. me vici, rac aris siyvarulisgan gulis
gatexva. ratom aRar miakiTxe im sawyal gogos? xedav, masac utanjia, gaqceula qorwilidan. aRaravisze
gaTxovila da ZmiSvilebisTvis miuZRvnia Tavi. cota Tu mainc hgvanan ZmiSvilebi mamidas, kargi
gogo iqneboda. imitomac aRaravin mogewona mis Semdeg! _ xatavda gurami fanqarSi biZamiss da
Tan xmamaRla elaparakeboda.
ucbad fanqari daagdo da zeze wamoiWra. oTaxSi Cqari nabijiT daiwyo siaruli.
_ ara, es SeuZlebelia, sawyali qali! gamodis sandros da mis axloblebs Tvalyurs adevnebda. gamoCeniT
ki ar Cndeboda. aba ras unda mivaweroT is, rom dianam Cemi da daTos Sesaxeb yvelaferi icis. viTom
daTo jandieris damsaxurebaa Cvens ojaxze amdeni informaciis Segroveba?
_ guram SeiZleba? _ karebTan daTos xma gaisma.
_ modi daTo, ra moxda, mzia xom kargadaa? _ Sewuxda gurami.
_ mzias sZinavs, me ki ver daviZine, sul sandroze da im sawyal Tamarze vfiqrobdi. avdeqi, ezoSi
gasvlas vapirebdi, Seni laparakis xma Semomesma da amovedi. vis elaparakebodi Zmao, telefonze
laparakobdi am SuaRamisas?
_ Zia sandros vxatavdi da Tan velaparakebodi. mere raRac gamaxsenda da sakuTar Tavs davuwye
laparaki.
daTo molbertze dadebul fanqarSi Sesrulebul, TiTqmis damTavrebul naxats daakvirda. gurams
SedarebiT axalgazrda sandro korinTeli daexata. am portretsa da daTos Soris saocari msgavseba iyo.
daTo Sescqeroda sayvareli adamianis saxes, adamianisa, romelic misTvis mamac iyo, biZac, megobaric
da guli tkiviliT evseboda.
_ nuTu Zia sandrom ver gaigo, rom is gogo ar gaTxovila? ra moxda? rogor moxda, rom aravin araferi
uTxra CaSlili qorwilis Sesaxeb? _ kiTxulobda daTo da xan portrets uyurebda, xan gurams.
_ me sxva ramem amaRelva _ daiwyo guramma _ dRes dianasTan saubarSi gairkva, rom TiTqmis
yvelaferi icis Cemze. im dResac, operaSi, bevri iseTi informacia gamoamJRavna Cvens Sesaxeb,
ganmacvifra. maSin yvelaferi es, Sen dagabrale. Cveulebrivad gogonebi da qalebi, romlebsac
Sevxvedrivar, Senze arian Seyvarebulebi, Sens yvela wvrilmans kiTxuloben da ician kidec. magram
dianas da mis das gansakuTrebuli Tayvaniscema Sens mimarT ar gamoumJRavnebiaT. me maT Seni

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gacnobac ki SevTavaze da warmoidgine, ar Semomyvnen SenTan. pirvelad Sevxvdi qaliSvilebs,
romlebsac Seni gacnoba ar undodaT.
_ eh, Zmao vberdebi, Tayvanismcemlebs vkargav _ ixumra daTom.
_ dianam icis me vin var, sad vcxovrob, rogor vcxovrob, vin aris mamaCemi _ daTos xumrobisTvis
yuradReba ar miuqcevia, ise ganagrZo guramma _ warmoidgine isic icis, rom me Caverie Seni da mzias
daqorwinebis saqmeSi! ai, axla vxatavdi da ucnauri azri amekviata. sawyali Tamari, sandro korinTels
da mis ojaxs Tvalyurs adevnebda! dianas ojaxSi yvelaferi ician Cvens Sesaxeb.
daTo idga kedelze miyrdnobili, xelebi mkerdze gadaejvaredinebina, warbebi aezida, Subli Seekra da
farTod gaxelili TvalebiT miCtereboda deidaSvils.
_ ratom ar Seexmiana sandros, roca saxlidan gaiqca? ikiTxa bolos.
_ iqneb Seexmiana kidec, magram mere raRac moxda, raRacam SeuSalaT xeli.
_ amas Cven ver gavigebT, iqneb roca sandros davelaparakebiT, gavarkvioT raime. axla ki wamo,
daviZinoT, xval dedaCems gamovkiTxav kidev yvelafers _ daTom gurams xeli gadahxvia da
saxelosnodan gamoiyvana.



                                                VII


meore dRes samsaxurSi daureka dianam gurams.
_ saxlSi velaparake Cemebs dabadebis dResTan dakavSirebiT. damTanxmdnen SenTan wamovideT me
da dali im pirobiT, rom meore dRes CvenTan aRvniSnavT. Sen SegiZlia vinc ginda is moiyvano. Tu
daTo jandieri da misi lamazi meuRle gvikadreben, Zalian gagvaxarebT, vaxtangs ki me piradad
davpatiJeb.
_ Zalian kargi, paraskevs CemTan, SabaTs TqvenTan, kviras ki operaSi wavideT, daTo radamess
mReris.
_ kargi guram, naxvamdis _ daemSvidoba diana da yurmili dakida.
gurami karg xasiaTze iyo. Zalian undoda dianas saxlSi misvla da mamidamisis gacnoba. samsaxurSi
Zalian datvirTuli iyo, saRamoobiT ki sakuTar saxelosnoSi muSaobda. SiSveli Tamrikos suraTebi
sabolood daamuSava da daamTavra. sandros portretic morCa. axla zeTis saRebavebiT xatavda dianas
portrets, rogorc daTos dapirda. undoda naxati ocdaaTi seqtembrisTvis moeTavebina, amitom Zalian
gvianobamde Sromobda saxelosnoSi.
ocdarva seqtembers mziam sakurso proeqti Caabara da friadi miiRo. ocdacxraSi manavidan ana da
Tamazi Camovidnen da TiTqmis mza pur-marili Camoitanes. makam namcxvrebi gamoacxo,
qalbatonma natom dareka da did torts Sepirda gurams.
guramma ori bavSvobis megobari, ramdenime megobari samxatvro akademiidan, samsaxuridanac
ramdenime, maT Soris vaxtangi da lia dapatiJa. uTxra Tamrikosac. mzias Txova nanac daepatiJa.
Tamriko wiklauri da debi cixiselebi yvelaze adre movidnen, erTi ganzraxviT, samzareulos saqmeebSi
moxmarebodnen gurams. iq gasakeTebeli aRaraferi iyo. maka da ana yvelafers gaswvdnen, Tanac
dilidan natoc exmarebodaT, uTenia movida didi tortiT.
ocdaaTi wlisTavi saiubileo TariRi iyo da yvela gansakuTrebul saCuqars Cuqnida gurams. Tamrikom
majis oqros saaTi aCuqa, dianam da dalim vercxlis fialebi, daTom renesansis periodis italiel mxatvarTa
reproduqciebis albomebis krebuli aCuqa, romelic italiidan gamoiwera.


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sufra eqvs saaTze mzad iyo, lamazad gawyobili mravalferovani kerZebiT. yvela dapatiJebuli stumari
adgilze iyo nanas garda. stumar-maspinZlianad, yvela sufras Semousxda. Tamadad, rogorc yovelTvis,
daTo daniSna guramma. daTom sufris araCveulebrivi gaZRola icoda, kargi mWermetyveli iyo da
kargadac svamda, nasvamoba ar emCneoda.
Tamriko, debi cixiselebi da guramis TanamSromeli gogoebic aRtacebuli Sehyurebdnen yvelasaTvis
sayvarel, lamaz momRerals.
daTo guramisken gadaixara da yurSi CasCurCula
_ Zalian mecodebi Zmao, amden karg da seqsualur gogos ra unda mouxerxo martom, coliani mainc ar
viyo, Tamrikos an lias mogaSorebdi. diana ki marTla momwons, mSvenieria, marTla Zalian hgavs
dodo WiWinaZes, ganumeorebeli xibli aqvs. im sawyalma vaxtangma ki gaanZrios tvini da Tvalebi
gaaxilos, angeloziviT gogoa dali, gverdiTac movusvi, meti ra unda?
daTo marTlac araCveulebrivi Tamada iyo. ismoda kargi sadRegrZeloebi, SesaniSnavi qarTuli leqsebi,
brwyinvale qarTuli simRera. roca daTom dianas da dalis sadRegrZelo warmosTqva, guramma debs
patara xaverdis erTnairi kolofebi gadasca da gadahkocna. gogoebma maSinve gaxsnes yuTebi.
TiToeulSi naz, wvril oqros Zewkvze dakiduli oqros pawawina saswori ido, maTi zodiaqos niSani. debs
Zalian moewonaT saCuqari, kiserze Camoikides da gurams didi madloba gadauxades.
irgvliv mxiaruleba sufevda. mxolod mzia ijda mowyenili. daTo yovel wuTs efereboda gverdiT mjdom
cols, sxva da sxva saWmels sTavazobda, Tavisi xeliT aWmevda, exumreboda, magram misi
gamxiaruleba ver SesZlo. mere akompanimentis gakeTeba sTxova da ramdenime romansi imRera.
Semdeg gurami miujda roials da daTosTan erTad imRera. maka da ana siyvaruliT Sescqerodnen
Svilebs da guli sixaruliT evsebodaT.
anas da Tamazs iq myofi yvela gogo moswondaT. gamorCeulad lamazi, mainc Tamriko iyo. daTomac
bevri aTvaliera qali da mis saxes da sxeuls nakli ver upovna. mas Semdeg rac anam da Tamazma
makasagan cixiselebis ambavi gaiges, dianas da dalis gansakuTrebuli interesiT aTvalierebdnen. diana
samives Zalian moswondaT. qaliSvili Zalian lamazi, moxdenili, mxiaruli da cqviti iyo. yvelas aswrebda
magidis momsaxureobas. Tamriko, eWvis TvaliT aTvalierebda sufrasTan myof yvela qals, mzias garda.
lias xom saerTodac ver itanda.
_ TiTqmis cxra saaTi sruldeboda, roca alayafis karze darekes. gurami wamoxta da ezoSi gavida karis
gasaRebad. alayafis karebTan nana idga. man gauRima gurams, miuaxlovda da gadakocna.
_ dabadebis dRes gilocav guram. SeiZleba ar unda movsuliyavi, magram ver SevZeli, rom ar
momeloca. es Sen mogitane _ gurams lamazi yuTi gadasca.
guramma Tavi axada yuTs. Sig gulis formis vercxlis saferfle ido.
_ ai, guli mogiZRveni dasaferflad _ naRvlianad gaiRima nanam _ masze SegiZlia Cemi javri amoiyaro,
Cemze ki nuRar gabrazdebi.
_ ar gibrazdebi, arc javris amoyras vapireb. ubralod, vcdilob dagiviwyo da aRar miyvarde. axla ki
Semodi, mzia uSenod Zalian mowyenilia _ xeli Caavlo nanas da misaReb oTaxSi Searbenina.
_ gaicaniT, nana kalandaZe, mzias bavSvobis megobari da qorwilis mejvare _ gaacno qaliSvili yvelas.
_ amdeni lamazi qaliSvili erTad, cxovrebaSi ar minaxavs _ daiZaxa guramis bavSvobis megobarma
ladom.
vaxtangmac daudastura. kidev erTma megobarma akademiidan, laSam ki daamata
_ veRarc vWam, veRarc vsvam, movkvdi kaci Tavis aqeT-iqeT qneviT, xan erTs vuyureb, xan meores,
xan mesames... ra dagiSave biWo, es ra dReSi Camagde!




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yvelam gaicina. mziac cota gamxiarulda. nana Tavis gverdze daajina da ise moxda, rom nana da diana
erTmaneTis gverdiT moxvdnen. mere dali da vaxtangi isxdnen. gurami daTos meore gverdiT ijda da
dianas da nanas pirdapir uyurebda.
_ araCveulebrivi SesaZlebloba gaqvs Sedarebisa _ uCurCula daTom yurSi gurams.
axla gurami dadga cud xasiaTze. qaliSvilebi naRvlianad SeaTvaliera. diana aSkarad Crdilavda nanas da
gurams Zalian moswonda is, magram nanas siyvaruls ver eleoda. guramze gansakuTrebiT is
moqmedebda, rom nana aRiarebda siyvaruls, isic itanjeboda da dardobda. magram rodemdis SeiZleba
tanjva? dausva guramma kiTxva sakuTar Tavs.
mxiaruleba grZeldeboda, icinodnen, xumrobdne, mRerodnen. mxolod nana da gurami iyvnen Cumad.
dianam SeamCnia cvlilebebi guramis qcevebSi nanas mosvlis Semdeg da yuradRebiT akvirdeboda
orives.
daTos ar gamohparvia naRveli deidaSvilis lamaz TvalebSi da situaciis gasamuxtavad roials miujda,
Strausis valsis “venis tyis zRapari”-s dakvra daiwyo, Tan simRerac aayola. diana TviTon miuaxlovda
gurams da sacekvaod gaiwvia. yvela cekvavda mzias da nanas garda. mzia dabal xmaze, cxared
ekamaTeboda magobars, romelsac Tavi daexara da xelebs isresda.
daTos, guramis mezobeli da mzias jgufeli elguja Seenacvla roialTan. daTo maSinve nanasken
gaemarTa da sacekvaod gaiyvana. gurams diana laSam waarTva. gurami daTos miuaxlovda da nanas
daTmoba sTxova. Tamrikom momentiT isargebla, daTosTan movida da kiserze orive xeli mokrZalebiT
Semohxvia
_ cota CemTanac icekveT momReralo, mosagonrad damrCeba, SvilisSvilebs movuyvebi, daTo
jandierTan vicekve erT wveulebaze-Tqo.
daTom gaicina, qals magrad mohxvia xeli, gadakocna da valsis riTmebSi daatriala.
_ isic uTxari Sens SvilisSvilebs, daTo jandieri Cemi silamaziT aRvafrTovane-Tqo, ar dagaviwydes. ise,
sami-oTxi wlis win sad iyavi lamazo qalo? kargi iyo Semxvedrodi. axla ki mxolod Sens suraTs
davjerdebi, romelsac aucileblad wavarTmev gurams.
gurami da nana ki Cumad cekvavdnen. gurams misaRebze metad hyavda qaliSvili Caxutebuli, masac
Tavi daedo vaJis mxarze.
diana raRac-raRaceebs alagebda magididan, TefSebs scvlida, namcxvrebi da xili Semohqonda, Tvali ki
guramis da nanasken gaurboda.
gurams Tvalebi daexuWa da saerTod dakarguli hqonda drois, sivrcis da realobis aRqmis unari. yvela,
vinc maT Sexedavda, mixvdeboda, rom maT Soris didi grZnoba arsebobda da isini aq ar iyvnen.
daTo gangeb wavida cekviT elgujasken, daixara da CasCurCula, dakvra ar Seewyvita. TviTon, Tamriko
magidamde miacila, orive loyaze akoca da mzias gverdiT dajda.
_ viTom rame gamova? _ hkoTxa mzias _ vxedav uyvarT erTmaneTi. me ki diana ufro momwons. nana
sakmaod gaawamebs sawyal biWs, raRacnairi xistia, jiuti da civi, erT nabijs ar daTmobs urTierTobaSi.
Sen ar gewyinos, Seni megobris Sesaxeb amas rom vambob, Cemo patara, ar gamibrazde.
_ magaze ar gagibrazdebi, magram is lamazi qali rom gyavda Caxutebuli da eferebodi, ar momewona!
sul TvalebSi Semogcicinebda. Sen ki sxvanairi TvalebiT uyurebdi _ Tqva mziam Cumad.
_ o, ra bavSvi xar, Cemo feria, araferi ar gesmis, ar icnob mamakacis bunebas. nebismieri normaluri
mamakaci, SeuZlebelia ar reagirebdes iseTi lamazi qalis Sexedvisas, rogoric Tamrikoa. Zalian lamazia,
araCveulebrivad seqsualuri da me, rogorc mamakacma didi siamovneba miviRe masTan CaxutebiT. ise
ki, icode, is guramis sayvarelia da me arasodes misi qalebisaTvis sxvanairi TvalebiT ar Semixedavs.
erTxel, maSin gurami albaT Tvrameti-oci wlis iqneboda, SuadRisas dabrunda saxlSi gogosTan erTad.
me, wesiT, aq ar unda vyofiliyavi, magram samecadino mqonda, raRac ise ar gamomdioda, rogorc

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mindoda da aq marto vamjobine mecadineoba. hoda, saxlSi davxvdi. me, ra Tqma unda, maSinve
gavemzade wasasvlelad, magram im gogom daminaxa Tu ara, Cemsken gamoqanda, ra vici, ras ar
meubneboda, mokled aRar mSordeboda. sawyali gurami idga kedelTan ayudebuli da mogvCereboda.
sxva rom veraferi movaxerxe, cemineba daviwye, Zalian cudi gripi Semxvda, Turme xalxs xocavs, aq
imitom movedi, SemeSinda, dedaCemisTvis virusebi ar mimetana da jobia Tqvenc Cemgan Sors
daiWiroT Tavi-meTqi. Tan gurams TvalebiT vaniSnebdi, aeyvana zeviT da CemTvis yuradReba ar
moeqcia. saSinlad vwuxdi, sawyal biWs siamovneba rom CavuSale. ucbad guramma ramdenjerme
daacemina, mec kargad ver var, etyoba mec eg gripi mewyeba, ver mivxvdi, ratom mtkioda Tavi da
saxsrebio, Tqva, im gogos palto Tu pijaki moacva, zustad ar maxsovs ra ecva, xeli mohkida, sul sirbiliT
daatovebina aqauroba da alayafis kari Caketa. mivxvdi, rom im gogoze gabrazda. ver itanda, roca misi
gogoebi sxvas Sexedavdnen, Tundac es sxva me vyofiliyavi. amitom yovelTvis Sors meWira Tavi misi
gogoebisgan. Cemic Tavze sayreli myavda. ufro xSirad, gansakuTrebiT moskovSi, Cemze moieriSe
gogoebs SevaCeCebdi xolme, momexmare-Tqo. aba yvelas me ras gavwvdebodi _ daTom xmamaRla
gaicina _ Sen ar gewyinos, Cemo sayvarelo, es maSin iyo, roca Sen ar gicnobdi. axla, SeiZleba
momewonos qali, SevaTvaliero, magram amis iqeT wasvlas ar vapireb _ isev gaicina daTom, mzias xeli
mohxvia, miixuta da amdeni xalxis TandaswrebiT saxe daukocna.
gurami da nana aRar cekvavdnen, Sors, oTaxis kuTxeSi, didi palmis gverdiT idgnen, roialis bolosTan.
gurams nanas orive xeli eWira xelSi da Zalian seriozuli saxiT elaparakeboda TavCaRunul gogos. ucbad
nanam xelebi gaiTavisufla, Semotrialda da gasasvlelisken gaemarTa. daTom mzias aniSna gahyoloda,
TviTon ki roialze idayvdayrdnobil gurams miuaxlovda, mxarze xeli gadahxvia, akoca da uTxra erTad
emReraT.
elguja qarTuli romansis dakvras Seudga.
_ mxolod Sen erTs _ daiwyo daTom
_ mxolod Sen erTs _ ahyva gurami
mziam nanas xeli Caavlo da Tavis saZinebelSi Seiyvana. biWebi isev mRerodnen. mziam nana axla
zeda sarTulze aiyvana guramis saxelosnos dasaTvaliereblad.
maka, ana da Tamazi Soridan adevnebdnen Tvals yovelive amas. samives guli stkioda guramis gamo.
_ daanebos Tavi, mag gogos aq myofi yvela sxva gogo sjobs _ gabrazebiT Tqva Tamazma.
simRera damTavrda. Tamadam yvela sufrasTan miiwvia.
_ megobrebo, me minda kidev erTxel Sevsva dRevandeli iubilaris, Cveni maspinZlis, araCveulebrivi
pirovnebis, SesaniSnavi megobris, mosiyvarule axloblis, niWieri arqiteqtoris, didi momavlis mqone
mxatvris, sasaxelo mSoblebis sasaxelo Svilis, saTuTi gulis da didi grZnobebis matarebeli, lamazi
Tbiliseli biWis, Cemi sayvareli guramis sadRegrZelo. misi dabadebidan dRemde Cven erTad varT, mis
gareSe Cemi cxovreba ukve ocdaaTi welia SeuZleblad mimaCnia, sanam cocxlebi varT isev erTad
viqnebiT. RmerTma ar momiSalos Seni Tavi, Cemo Zvirfaso, gagimarjos! _ gurams xeli gadahxvia da
sasmisi dacala.
mere yvelam adRegrZela gurami, ismoda saqebari sityvebi, warmatebebisken mowodeba, didi da wrfeli
survilebi. sufraze isev mxiarulebam daisadgura, simRera cekvam Secvala. amjerad guramma Tamriko
acekva. dianasTan daTo cekvavda. vaxtangi gverdidan ar Sordeboda dalis.
ucbad daTom yuradReba moiTxova da stumrebi guramis saxelosnoSi misi axali namuSevrebis
dasaTvaliereblad dapatiJa. TviTon win gauZRva stumrebs. xmaurze mzia da nana gamovidnen
saxelosnodan. nanas emCneoda, rom namtiralevi iyo. is daTosTan da guramTan mivida, daemSvidoba,
aucileblad unda wavideo, Tqva da kibeze Cqari nabijiT daeSva.
_ guram, Sen stumrebs mixede, me gavacileb _ uTxra daTom da nanas gamohyva.

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misaRebSi guramis mama, Tamazi idga, daTo ukanve gaabruna da qaliSvilis saxlSi manqaniT micileba
TviTon iTava.
yvela aRafrTovana guramis namuSevrebma. SiSvelma Tamrikom furori moaxdina. daTom TviTonac
pirvelad naxa zeTis saRebavebSi Sesrulebuli dianas portreti da gancvifrebuli darCa. es iyo uaRresad
zustad daWerili mimika, mzera, Rimili, qaliSvilis sufTa, spetaki xasiaTi da araCveulebrivi silamaze.
qalis saxe mxiaruli da dadebiTi emociebiT muxtavda mnaxvels da Tavs ayvarebda.
_ am suraTis erTxel naxva sakmarisia Sens Sesayvareblad diana _ mklavSi xeli mohkida daTom
qaliSvils da suraTis win daayena.
dianas Tvalebi gaufarTovda, saxeze sixaruli da aRtaceba gamoesaxa.
_ Zalian momwons, mixaria, rom aseTs mxedav _ miubrunda gurams _ Sen fantastiurad xatav. mikvirs,
orjer-samjer Cemi naxviT ase kargad rogor Seiswavle Cemi saxe.
_ niWieri var _ gaicina guramma.
SiSveli Tamrikos suraTebis garSemo aJiotaJi ar wydeboda. yvelas erTnairad moswonda modelic da
namuSevaric. da saerTod guramis yvela namuSevarma umaRlesi Sefaseba miiRo.
mere isev sufras daubrundnen. guramma didi torti gaWra, yvelas dauriga. bolos erTi didi naWeri dianas
miarTva da TviTonac mis gverdiT dajda Tavisi CangliT.
_ Seni torti yvelaze didia, amitom mec maWame _ gauRima qaliSvils, mozrdili lukma CamoWra
namcxvars da pirTan miutana dianas. qaliSvilma maSinve piri gaaRo da siamovnebiT miirTva vaJis
miwodebuli nugbari. meore lukma guramma TviTon SeWama, Semdeg isev dianas miawoda da ase
ganagrZo sanam tortis naWeri sul ar gaTavda.
_ Zalian gemrieli tortia _ Tqva dianam _ momewona Seni xeliT Wama, gmadlob.
amis Semxedvare Tamriko Tvalebs abrialebda da kidev ufro lamazi da seqsualuri gaxda. sufraze myofi
mamakacebis umravlesoba mas miStereboda da Tvals ver swyvetda.
ori saaTi iyo, roca daiSalnen. dalim da dianam didi madloba gadauxades maspinZlebs, daTo da mzia
kidev erTxel dapatiJes TavisTan da vaxtangTan erTad fexiT gauyvnen gzas. daTom bodiSi mouxada da
misvlas ver Sehpirda, mzias mdgomareobaSi sjobs saxlSi viyoTo.
sul bolos Tamriko wavida, manamde TiTqmis sul aalaga sufra, iqauroba mialag-moalaga, WurWlis
darecxvasac apirebda, magram anam da makam gamoagdes samzareulodan. guramma manqanamde
miacila qali, vnebianad akoca da CasCurCula
_ amden xalxs ra vuyo, Torem Seni gaSveba namdvilad ar minda Tamar! _ isev akoca, magrad miikra
mkerdze, Zlivs moswyda mis tuCebs, manqanaSi TiTqmis ZaliT Casva da kari miuxura.
Tamriko cota xans ijda gaTiSuli, xelebs ver imorCilebda, mere, rogorc iqna moZebna gasaRebi,
manqana aamuSava da adgilidan daZra. gurami alayafs miyudebuli gascqeroda mimaval manqanas da
TviTonac dawynarebas eloda. rikic mis gverdiT ijda.
_ ara, am sawyals namdvilad unda vuyido manqana, Zlivs dadis eg “moskviCi”, Sen ras ityvi riki? _
Tavze xeli gadausva ZaRls, kari Caketa, saxlSi Sevida, rikis saWmeli gamoutana da ezoSi baRis
skamze Camojda. daToc mas gamohyva da gverdiT miujda.
_ Tu ar ginda amaze laparaki, nurafers metyvi. mainteresebs, gqonda Tu ara, raime seriozuli saubari
nanasTan. Tqveni cekvis dros, sruliad aSkarad SeimCneoda, didi siyvaruli da vnebaTa Relva Tqvens
Soris _ Cumad daiwyo laparaki daTom.
gurami sdumda, Cafiqrebuli gascqeroda auzSi moCuxCuxe Sadrevans.
_ kargi, aRarafers gkiTxav _ wamodga daTo.
_ daTo moica, Sen xom ici, SenTan arasodes araferi damimalavs, yvelaze axlobeli da Zvirfasi adamiani
xar CemTvis am qveynad _ Subli moisrisa da ganagrZo _ nanam miTxra, rom Zalian vuyvarvar, rom

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saSinlad itanjeba, magram veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver wamomyveba colad, jer-jerobiT mainc, imitom,
rom misi ZmisTvis yvelaze arasasiamovno pirovneba var, rom Cemi gansakuTrebuli TavgamodebiT,
davumsxvrie mis Zmas ocnebebi. droTa ganmavlobaSi Tu misi Zma moereva Tavs da SesZlebs
bednierebis mopovebas mzias gareSe, maSin da mxolod maSin, miscems uflebas sakuTar Tavs ifiqros
siyvarulze.
_ Sen ra uTxari? _ dinjad ikiTxa daTom.
_ vuTxari, rom me ar mxiblavs imis lodini, rodis ipovis misi Zma bednierebas. vuTxari, rom qali,
romelic absurduli situaciis gamo imetebs siyvaruls, tanjavs sxva adamians da itanjavs sakuTar Tavsac,
mazoxistia. es mis xasiaTSi devs da masTan urTierToba yovelTvis mZime iqneba. es ki me ar
mawyobs. yvelanairad vecdebi mis gareSe vpovo bedniereba da am bednierebas ukve vuyri safuZvels.
is vinc damexmareba amaSi, masze bevrad lamazia da Tbili, damyoli, gaxsnili xasiaTi aqvs. amis
Semdeg swrafad wasvla daapira, mere mziam aiyvana saxelosnoSi. iq ra moxda, mziam unda miTxras.
rom midioda mgoni namtiralevi iyo.
_ mziam araferi miTxra, cud xasiaTze meCvena. daRlili varo, Tqva da didi xania sZinavs. guram,
Zmao, mixede dianas, yvelas Zalian mogvwons. xval ki, iq rom mixval, kargad daaTvaliere
mamidamisi. iqneb raime gaarkvio kidec dianasTan mag sakiTxze. axla davwveT. me mgoni daviTveri,
cota Senc gemCneva, wamo, nuRar darCebi mand _ daTom gurams mxarze xeli gadahxvia da orive
saxlSi Sevida.



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guramma vardebis ori didi Taiguli iyida, erTi TeTri, meore vardisferi da cixiselebis binas miadga. kari
maRalma, Savgvremanma, simpaTiurma mamakacma gauRo, SeipatiJa da dalis da dianas dauZaxa.
qaliSvilebi maSinve iq gaCndnen, gurams Taigulebi gamoarTves da sastumro oTaxSi SeuZRvnen.
mamakaci, romelmac kari gaaRo, gogoebis mama, mamuka cixiseli aRmoCnda. iqve idga sasiamovno
garegnobis qera qali, es Cveni dedinacvaliao, cisana, gaacnes qaliSvilebma. mamida Tamari arsad
sCanda.
oTaxi savse iyo axalgazrdebiT. erT-erT kuTxeSi, savarZelSi vaxtangi mokalaTebuliyo da fotosuraTebis
alboms aTvalierebda. guramis danaxva ise gaexarda, TiTqos ramdenime weli ar enaxa. sufras maleve
Semousxdnen. stumarTa umravlesoba qalebi iyvnen, romlebic didi interesiT aTvalierebdnen vaxtangsa
da gurams. Tamada dalis da dianas biZaSvili, vaJa cixiseli iyo. gurams mainc da mainc sma ar undoda,
amotom gitara moiTxova da ramdenime simRera umRera dianas stumrebs. Semdeg dianas Tabaxis
furclebi da Savi fanqrebi moatanina, nawili vaxtangs gadasca, momexmareo, uTxra da stumrebis xatva
daiwyo. naxatebs swrafad, xelis erTi mosmiT asrulebdnen da iqve patrons gadascemdnen. aman yvela
Zalian gaamxiarula. Tamada ki orivem daxata, naxatebi erTad gadasces da TamadasTan erTad mTeli
sufra icinoda.
dalim magnitofoni CarTo da iqidan sasiamovno melodia gadmoiRvara. musikis avtori ar axsovda
gurams, magram nawarmoebis saxeli icoda da Zalian moswonda. “alublis baRi”, ase erqva melodias.
axalgazrdebma cekva daiwyes. diana isev TviTon mivida guramTan da cekva sTxova. guramma welze
mohxvia xeli qaliSvils da wynar melodias fexi aayola. erTi-ori wuTi Cumad cekvavdnen. gurami
sasiamovno musikiT da mSvenieri qalis siaxloviT tkbeboda.
_ me vici, rom Sen nana giyvars _ ucbad Tqva dianam.

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gurami gaCerda, qaliSvils xeli gauSva, saxeSi SeaCerda da cota mkacri toniT hkiTxa.
_ aris iseTi ram Cems Sesaxeb, romelic ar ici?
diana SekrTa, ar eloda aseT tons.
_ mapatie, xom ici, rasac vfiqrob, imas yovelTvis vlaparakob. wuxel, iseTi aSkara iyo Tqvens Soris didi
grZobis arseboba, rom SeuZlebelia vinmes ar SeemCnia.
_ ho, miyvars, masac vuyvarvar, magram aris raRac absurduli, romelic mas am siyvarulis uflebas ar
aZlevs _ isev mkacrad ganagrZo guramma _ me vcdilob masze ar vifiqro, vcdilob daviviwyo da ar
msurs kidev raime mkiTxo amis Sesaxeb, sul erTia, ar gipasuxeb. Sen ki, Tu ar mogwons gulgatexil
mamakacTan urTierToba, ar dagaZaleb. arCevanSi yvela Tavisufali unda iyos. mxolod erTs getyvi, me
Zalian momwonxar, minda Cveni urTierTobis gaRrmaveba, minda CemTan moxvide saxelosnoSi da
kidev erTxel dagxato, minda xval operaSi SenTan erTad wavide. awi Sen ici, rogorc ginda ise moiqeci.
me yvelaferi giTxari. axla ki, yvelas bodiSs mogixdiT da waval _ gurami yvelas daemSvidoba da ise
wavida, sityvis Tqma ver moaswro gaognebulma dianam.
dali, romelic holSi gamovida guramis gasacileblad, mixvda, rom vaJi gabrazebuli wavida da dianas
daetaka
_ nanaze daelaparake, xom? ra movuxerxo Sens grZel enas ar vici! ramdenjer unda giTxra, rom
yvelaferi ar unda ilaparako? dRes mTeli dila garigebdi, im gogoze araferi hkiTxo-meTqi. _ dalim xeli
Caiqnia da stumrebTan dabrunda.
Sin adre dabrunebuli gurami ezoSi dajda da rikisTan daiwyo TamaSi. saxlidan wynari musikis da
saubris xma gamodioda. sasadilo oTaxSi, ojaxis wevrebi da mzias mSoblebi sufras usxdnen da Cais
miirTmevdnen. daTom alayafis karebis xma gaigona da gareT gamovida.
_ ase Cqara ratom moxvedi? cudad xom ar xar? _ ikiTxa SeSfoTebulma.
_ dianam nanaze damiwyo gamokiTxva, saSinlad gavbrazdi, cud xasiaTze davdeqi da wamovedi _
naRvlianad Tqva guramma.
_ mamidamisi naxe?
_ ara, iq ar iyo, ramac Zalian gamakvirva.
_ mand raRacaSia saqme. rogorc Sen ambob, mag xalxma Cvenze yvelaferi ician, mamidamisi ki, icoda
ra, rom Sen midiodi stumrad, daimala.
_ daTo, Zalian minda sadme wavide cota xniT. aravisTan ar minda Sexvedra, arc arafris mosmena. ho,
marTla, ra Tqva mziam, ratom itirao guSin im qalbatonma?
_ iseTi araferi gvilaparakiao, Tavisi suraTi rom naxa, maSin daiwyo tirilio.
_ xval Sens “aidas” daveswrebi, cixiselebi Tu darekaven, xom kargi, Tu ara da sawyal Tamrikos
wamoviyvan, ramdeni xania mexveweba Sens speqtaklze wamoyvanas. mere ki, ramdenime dReSi
samsaxurSi aucilebel samuSaoebs movrCebi da erTi kviriT saxetialod waval. saRebavebs da furclebs
waviReb da bunebas davxatav.
_ momwons Seni gadawyvetileba. wadi Zmao, daisvene. nanaze ar idardo da guli ar dagwydes, Seni
Tqmisa ar iyos, is gogo mazoxistia etyoba _ daTom danaRvlianebul deidaSvils mxarze xeli gadaxvia da
saxlSi Seiyvana.
anam maSinve SeamCnia Svils mowyeniloba, Cai miutana, win cxeli xaWapuri da namcxvrebi dauwyo.
_ deda, Zalian miyvarxar, Zalian maklixar, mTeli cxovreba menatrebi. SenTan minda _ xeli mohxvia
gulaCuyebul qals da loyebi daukocna _ erT kviraSi Camoval da cota xans TqvenTan viqnebi.
roca nato da levani wavidnen da iqaurobis milagebaSi miexmara dedas da deidas, gurami saxelosnoSi
avida da xatva daiwyo. karga xnis muSaobis Semdeg, saRebavebi da funjebi aalaga, Soridan Sexeda
sakmaod didi formatis naxats da kmayofili darCa.

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meore diliT, samsaxurSi misvlisTanave vaxtangi Sevida mis oTaxSi.
_ ra moxda guram, ratom gamoiqeci iqidan, ise moulodnelad?
_ Zalian cud xasiaTze davdeqi ucbad, ar mindoda sxvebisTvisac xasiaTi gamefuWebina.
_ gogoebma SemogiTvales, Tu operaSi dapatiJeba ZalaSia, dagvirekeTo. ras vSvebiT, mivdivarT?
_ ho, wavideT, daureke da maSindeliviT SevxvdeT. dedaCemi da mamaCemic modian, didi xania
daTosTvis ar mousmeniaT. SeiZleba Tamrikoc wamoviyvano, ramdeni xania mTxovs operaSi
wayvanas.
vaxtangi gakvirvebuli aTvalierebda gurams. mixvda, rom cud xasiaTze iyo, raRacam guSin saRamos
xasiaTi Seucvala. araferi ukiTxavs, ise gavida.
rvas rom oci aklda, guramma mSoblebi mayurebelTa darbazSi Seiyvana, TviTon isev gareT gamovida,
Tamrikos Sexvda da masTan erTad vaxtangs da deb cixiselebs SeuerTda.
diana Cumad iyo, odnav naRvliani da dabneuli sCanda. guramTan erTad Tamrikos gamoCenam dalic
SeakrTo. Tavis mxriv, Tamrikoc ar iyo mainc da mainc karg xasiaTze. mas Semdeg, rac wuxel jer
nanaze ieWviana, mere dianas portreti naxa da Semdeg uyura, rogor aWmevda Tavisi xeliT gurami
torts, mosveneba dakarga. sabolood darwmunda, rom gurami siyvaruls sxvagan eZebda, rom TviTon
Tamriko, guramSi mxolod vnebas aRZravda, rom mas mxolod vnebis dasacxrobad iyenebda, magram
imdenad Zalian uyvarda vaJi, rom yvelaferze Tanaxma iyo, oRond ar mietovebina gurams da xandaxan
mainc Sexvedroda.
gurami cdilobda mxolod saerTo Tavaziani saubriT Semofargluliyo da dianasTan marto ar darCeniliyo,
amitom gverdidan ar iSorebda Tamrikos.
speqtaklma, rogorc yovelTvis, didi warmatebiT Caiara. mamakacebma gogoebi Sokoladze dapatiJes.
sxva sainereso araferi momxdara. ana da Tamazi fexiT gauyvnen gzas saxlisaken. Tamriko operis win
troleibusSi asvlas da saxlSi wasvlas apirebda, magram guramma ar gauSva, jer diana da dali mivacilod
da mere Sen gagacilebo. cixiselebis saxlTan, gurami yvelas daemSvidoba, iqve taqsi gaaCera da
TamrikosTan erTad wavida.
saxlSi Zalian gvian dabrunda, odnav xasiaTgamosworebuli. maSinve dawva da daiZina.
mTeli kvira mZime SromaSi gaatara guramma, samsaxurSi proeqti hqonda dasamTavrebeli, ise
Svebulebas ver moiTxovda. samsaxuridan dabrunebuli saxelosnoSi muSaobda.
im RamiT dawyebuli naxati, Zalian kargi gamovida. daTo gancvifrebuli Sescqeroda guramis axal
namuSevars da aRtacebas ver malavda. es iyo sakmaod didi zomis tiloze Sesrulebuli anas ori portreti.
dRevandeli ana, odnav Severcxlili Savi TmiT, patara mrgval magidasTan Calisfer savarZelSi ijda,
saxeze fiqri da mWmunvareba aRbeWdvoda, viRacas didi siyvaruliT misCereboda. magidaze brolis
vazaSi Calisferi vardebi ewyo. savarZlis ukan, kedelze axalgazrda anas didi portreti ekida, lamazi,
bednieri saxiT, acimcimebuli Savi TvalebiT da momxibvleli RimiliT. dRevandel anas muqi lurji
xaverdis kaba ecva, axalgazrdas ki vardisferi. erT naxatSi guramma SeZlo gamoexata dedis
saxecvlileba _ axalgazrda, kekluci, udardeli qalidan, mzrunvel, cxovrebaze Cafiqrebul da Svilze
uzomod Seyvarebul dedad gardasaxa. naxati udidesi sinaziT da siyvaruliT iyo Sesrulebuli da TviTonac
igive emociebs gamoscemda.
_ o, RmerTo, ra mSvenieria! guram, es araCveulebrivia _ wamoiZaxa daTom _ Sen udidesi talanti
gaqvs, Zmao, mTavaria imuSave, muSaobis xaliss nu dakargav. am bolo dros Sesrulebuli yvela Seni
naxati, Sedevria!
daTo sixarulisgan saxegabrwyinebuli, vin icis ramdenjer gadaexvia deidaSvils da gadakocna. gurami
idga da icinoda.


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_ xval samsaxuris Semdeg manavSi mivdivar. uxelfaso Svebuleba viTxove erTi kviriT _ Tqva bolos _
samuSaoebi rac mqonda dasamTavrebeli, dRes movrCi da Cavabare. ase, rom cota xniT davisveneb. iq
peizaJze vimuSaveb, Cemebsac mivexmarebi. SeiZleba sanadirod wavide ivris WalebSi, an saTevzaod
mingeCaurze. vnaxoT.
_ kargs izav, Cemo Zvirfaso. yvelaferi awon-dawone, viTareba gaaanalize, gadawyvetileba miiRe da
rom Camoxval daojaxebis saqmes seriozulad mixede, geyofa marto cxovreba.
meore saRamos gurami deida makas, mzias da daTos gamoemSvidoba da kaxeTisken aiRo gezi.
anas da Tamazs enatrebodaT Svilis gverdiT yofna. Tamazi ise iyo Tavis specialobaze Seyvarebuli, rom
muSaobas Tavs ar anebebda, miuxedavad asakisa da avadmyofobisa. mas anas yuradReba da
mzrunveloba esaWiroeboda, amitom miatova Tbilisi anam da manavSi gadasaxlda. guramis dardi ar
hqonda anas, icoda, rom maka da daTo arafers gauWirvebdnen, isedac biWebi yovelTvis erTad
izrdebodnen, magram erTmaneTi da erTmaneTis siTbo da alersi akldaT mSoblebs da Svils,
yvelanairad cdilobdnen dro gamoenaxad erTad yofnisTvis.
gurami Zalian bednierad grZnobda Tavs ded-mamasTan, sasoflo samuSaoebSi exmareboda maT.
ramdenime eskizic daxata. karga xans nuciko xata, mezoblis oTxi wlis buTxuza gogona, romelic ise iyo
guramze mijaWvuli, saxlSi aRar mihyveboda mSoblebs _ guramTan minda, Zalian miyvars, colad unda
gavyveo _ iZaxda. gogonas mama, guramze ori wliT umcrosi gela, xumrobiT gurams siZes eZaxda.
swored gelasTan erTad wavida gurami sanadirod. ori kurdReli moinadires, ivris napirze raRac
Canaxatebic gaakeTa guramma. ori dRis Semdeg, lagodexis nakrZalSi wavidnen Zmakacebi Tamazis
“kolxoznikiT”. iq ki, saqarTvelos saocar bunebaSi, STagoneba ewvia gurams, Canaxats Canaxatze
akeTebda. RamiT gelas nacnob qurcikiZeebis ojaxSi darCnen sofel WabukianSi. diliT ki alazans
Cauyvnen, cota inadires azerbaijanis sazRvarTan da Zalian kmayofilni da daRlilni dabrundnen ukan.
dReebma ucbad gairbines. am xnis ganmavlobaSi gurams arc nanaze da arc dianaze ar ufiqria. Zalian
nayofieri gamodga es Svebuleba Semoqmedebis mxriv. did formatiani saqaRalde savse iyo eskizebiT.
Svid oqtombers saRamos wasuli, Cvidmet oqtombers dilas adrianad dabrunda saxlSi. qveynis xili da
sanovage Camoitana. samsaxurSi wasvlamde makas meti aravin unaxavs.
_ mzias mdgomareoba ar momwons, Zalian male iRleba, moZraoba aRar SeuZlia _ wuxda maka _
uzarmazari muceli aqvs, minimum erTi Tve mainc darCa mSobiarobamde, Tu ase moimates
bavSvebma wonaSi, ar vici rogor miaRwevs cxra Tvemde, an rogor imSobiarebs. Zala da energia aRar
aqvs, sawyali ise gaxda, Zvali da tyavi darCa, feri aRar adevs.
_ deida, nu nerviulob, yvelaferi kargad iqneba, mzia axalgazrda, janmrTeli gogoa da isea Seyvarebuli
daToze, rom misi gulisTvis yvelafers gauZlebs _ daamSvida guramma da samsaxurSi wavida.
samsaxurSi ukve eZebdnen. gangaSi iyo gamocxadebuli. konkursSi gamarjvebuli misi proeqti, romelic
maRalmTian regionSi sakurorto dabis mSeneblobas Seexeboda, poloneTSi da ukrainaSi daamtkices
asaSeneblad. gurami orivegan unda Casuliyo da adgilmdebareobis mixedviT miesadagebina proeqti.
gurami meore dResve gaemgzavra kievSi, iqidan ki varSavaSi unda Casuliyo. ise swrafad moxda misi
gamgzavreba, mziasTan da daTosTan wesierad dalaparakebac ver moaswro.
kievidan orjer dareka, erTi CasvlisTanave, meore, roca kievidan varSavaSi mifrinavda. Tqva, rom orive
qveyanaSi, ukrainaSic da poloneTSic, karpatebSi apirebdnen sakurorto dabis aSenebas. ukrainaSi _
dnestris xeobaSi, saTavesTan axlos, poloneTSi _ vislas xeobaSi, poloneT-Cexoslovakiis sazRvarTan
axlos.
_ varSavidan moskovSi Cavfrindebi da iqidan Camoval, vecdebi male movrCe saqmeebs da Cqara
Camovide _ uTxra daTos telefonze saubrisas. mis mere aRar daurekavs.


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TbilisSi gastrolebze didi Teatris cnobili meco-soprano, daTos megobari tatiana Camovida Tavis
meuRlesTan erTad. misi meuRle nikolai belousovi cnobili mxatvari, leninuri premiis laureati iyo.
mxatvari Seyvarebuli iyo Tbilisze, qarTvelebze da saqarTveloze. sanam tatiana “karmenSi” da “aidaSi”
imRerebda, mas gadawyvetili hqonda, saqarTvelos bunebaSi gaeseirna da peizaJebis Canaxatebi
gaekeTebina.
daTom guramis binaSi miiwvia moskoveli megobrebi da nikolais guramis saxelosno daaTvalierebina.
rusi mxatvari aRtacebaSi moiyvana guramis tiloebma da daTos ramdenime naxatis Tavis galereaSi
gamofena SesTavaza. mas saukeTeso saxelosno hqonda moskovis centrSi da igive SenobaSi,
saxelosnos gagrZelebaze, sakmaod did darbazSi, Tavisi naxatebi hqonda gamofenili. xSirad iq
auqcionsac marTavda saqvelmoqmedo fondisTvis. mis galereaSi, moskovSi Camosuli maRali rangis
stumrebi dahyavdaT. nikolai belousovi gansakuTrebiT imiT iyo saxelganTqmuli, rom mTel sabWoTa
kavSirSi eZebda da exmareboda axalgazrda talantebs farTo sarbielze gasvlaSi. fondic mag saqmisTvis
daaarsa.
belousovma guramis naxatebi aarCia, maTSi yvela axali Sesrulebuli tilo moxvda. peizaJebis eskizebic
daaTvaliera, isinic Zalian moewona, daamTavros da yvelas gamovfeno, uTxra daTos.
daTo am ambavma Zalian gaaxara. es faqtiurad did asparezze gasvla iyo. nokolaim daTos erT-erT
megobarTan erTad TbilisSi, mcxeTaSi da borjomis xeobaSi ixetiala. daTom brwyinvale partnioroba
gauwia moskovel stumars, isini xom yovelTvis erTad mRerodnen didi Teatris scenaze.
mzia arc erT speqtakls ar daswrebia. profesor baxtaZis kategoriuli moTxovniT, mzia meore samSobiaro
saxlSi daawvines da woliTi reJimi dauniSnes. nato da maka morigeobiT adgnen Tavze. xSirad nanac
morigeobda, mxolod dRisiT. Ram-RamobiT nato ar scildeboda Svils.
makasTan saxlSi ramdenjerme Tamriko mivida, moikiTxa, mzias ambavi rom gaigo, daxmareba
SesTavaza. saRamoobiT, samsaxuris Semdeg TiTqmis yovel dRe midioda saavadmyofoSi, makas
saxlSi uSvebda da natos mosvlamde iq rCeboda. dianamac dareka erT saRamos, guramis kievSi
wasvlidan ramdenime dRis Semdeg, guramis ambavi ikiTxa, roca gaigo mzia saavadmyofoSi dawolis
Sesaxeb, mere xSirad rekavda, mis ambavs kiTxulobda, sanaxavadac mivida erT dRes dalisTan erTad.
amasobaSi ori kvira gavida. pirvel noembers gurami dabrunda, mis Sesaxeb mTeli erTi kviris manZilze
aravin araferi icoda.
saxlSi mxolod riki daxvda. sawyali kinaRam gagiJda sixaruliT guramis danaxvaze. saRamo iyo, wesiT
mzia da maka saxlSi unda yofiliyvnen. man ar icoda mzias saavadmyofoSi dawolis ambavi. roca aTi
saaTi Sesrulda da saxlSi aravin dabrunda, Zalian SeSinda. am dros telefonis zaris xma gaisma. gurami
yurmils daswvda.
_ alo, vin brZandebiT? _ gaisma yurmilSi qalis nacnobi xma.
_ gurami var diana _ icno guramma xmaze qali.
_ o, guram, ver gicani, rodis Camoxvedi? me mzias ambis gasagebad davreke, Sens Camosvlas ar
velodi. rogor xar, rogor moiare evropa?
_ mzias ra sWirs, saxlSi aravin damxvda _ SeSfoTda vaJi.
_ Sen ra, ar ici? mzia Seni wasvlis Semdeg, profesoris daJinebuli moTxovniT, maleve daawvines
saavadmyofoSi.
_ axlave waval da vnaxav _ guramis xmaSi SiSi igrZnoboda _ mag gogos dardma guli gamixeTqa bolo
ori wlis ganmavlobaSi. Sen rigor xar, diana? _ SeekiTxa qaliSvils.
_ me kargad var, Zalian momenatre, erTi Tvea ar minaxixar. ase mgonia Cemze gabrazdi da guli aiyare.
Zalian vdardob amis gamo.


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_ ras ambob? _ gaicina guramma _ im dRes SenTan marTla Zalian gavRiziandi, iseTi SegrZeba
mqonda, TiTqos mikroskopis qveS maTvalierebdnen. axla gabrazebuli aRar var. magram getyvi, rom ar
miyvars, roca Cemi cxovrebis yvela moments akvirdebian da Zalian piradulSi erevian.
_ me specialurad araferi gamikeTebia. Sen gaxade yvelaferi im RamiT yvelasaTvis gasagebi. bodiSs
gixdi, Cemi Ria saubriT Tu gawyenine, namdvilad ar mindoda Seni gabrazeba _ naRvlianad Tqva
dianam.
_ kargi, diana, mec mapatie, Tu uxeSad moviqeci. axla saavadmyofoSi unda wavide. Sen sxva dros
gnaxav _ guramma yurmili dakida, tyavis kurtka Semoicva da manqaniT meore samSobiaro saxlSi
wavida.
SenobaSi SesvlisTanave makas da daTos Sexvda. deda-Svili sixaruliT gadaexvien da gadahkocnes
monatrebuli biWi.
_ ra xdeba? mzia rogor aris? _ ikiTxa guramma misalmebis Semdeg.
_ dRes tkivilebi hqonda, egonaT mSobiaroba daewyeboda, magram mgoni gadavrCiT _ Tqva daTom.
_ ki, magram, adre ar aris? _ isev ikiTxa guramma _ Tqveni qorwili oc Tebervals iyo, im dRidan rom
daiTvalo, oci dRe mainc aklia.
_ pirvelad erTad Tvramet Tebervals viyaviT _ morcxvad Tqva daTom da gaiRima _ gamodis imave
wuTs dafexmZimda. bavSvebi Zalian didebi arian, Tavisuflad veRar etevian da gamosvlas lamobeno,
ase ambobs profesori. sawyali mzia, mucels veRar ereva. oRondac axla yvelaferi kargad damTavrdes da
met bavSvs aRar gavaCenineb _ kategoriuli toniT Tqva daTom, gurams xeli mohkida da ukan
wamoiyvana _ ukve sZinavs, azri ar aqvs Sens iq misvlas, xval modi da naxe.
saxlSi dabrunebulebma ivaxSmes, isaubres, gurams ambebi gamogkiTxes.
_ poloneTSic da ukrainaSic yvelaferi mogvarebulia, raRac patara koreqtirebaa saWiro proeqtSi reliefis
gaTvaliswinebiT. orive proeqts ramdenime dReSi Sevasworeb da fostiT gavgzavni. gazafxulze, roca
niadags moamzadeben, SeiZleba cota xniT damWirdes Casvla. mere ki me aRar davWirdebi _ gaacno
Tavisi ambebi guramma axloblebs.
patar-patara saCuqrebic Camoutana guramma Tavisianebs. anas da makas qiSmiris Salebi Camoutana,
slavuri nacionaluri ornamentiT, mamas Tbili Salis jempri, daTos, koleqciisTvis ori sanTebela,
danarCeni yvelaferi tyupebisTvis iyo, Cvili bavSvis cisferi da TeTri Casacmelebi, TeTreuli, sabnebi da
faCuCebi.
daTo siyvaruliT aTvalierebda pawawina perangebs, Sarvlebs da sixaruliT evseboda guli.
TavisTvis guramma mxolod saRebavebi da biTlzebis firfita Camoitana.
daTo, nikolai belousovis stumrobis ambavs mouyva gurams da uTxra, rom belousovma guramis
naxatebis Tavis galereaSi gamofena SesTavaza.
gurami yurebs ar ujerebda, misTvis amis warmodgenac ki ocneba iyo.
_ ase, rom, daamTavre Seni eskizebi, moawesrige yvela naxati, romelic belousovma aarCia da me
piradad Cavutan yvelas dekembris bolos, an ianvris dasawyisSi. karga xania did TeatrSi ar mimReria da
mTxoves Casvla. am Semodgomazec iq unda vyofiliyavi, magram mzias gamo ver wavedi. axla ukve
aRar SeiZleba uaris Tqma. gazafxulze ki, isev sazRvargareTuli turne maqvs TeatrTan erTad.
meore dRes mziasTan misul gurams Tamriko Sexvda, isic mzias sanaxavad midioda. qals Zalian
gaexarda misi naxva, ar icoda, rom dabrunda evropidan, Zalian menatrebodio, uTxra.
mziasTan maka iyo, dRes daTos speqtakli hqonda da makas gvianobamde ver moakiTxavda, amitom
natoc gvian movidoda.
mzia Secvlili moeCvena gurams, saxe da tuCebi cota SeSupebuli hqonda, magram TvalebSi iseTi sxivi
da sixarulis naperwkali kiafobda, raRac araCveulebrivi SaravandediT mosavda qalis saxes. gurami

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dakvirvebiT Sescqeroda mSvenieri, nazi gogonas daqalebul, dedad gaxdomis zRvarze mdgom sxeuls,
mis lamaz, cota daRlil, magram mainc bednier saxes da mis damaxsovrebas cdilobda, surda yvelaferi
zustad CabeWdvoda mexsierebaSi.
_ ase ratom miyureb, Zalian damaxinjebuli var, ara? _ ikiTxa morcxvad mziam.
_ piriqiT, Cemo mSveniero da sayvarelo gogo, Zalian lamazi xar, minda davimaxsovro Seni
STambeWdavi saxe da tiloze gadavitano, ver warmoidgen, rogori STagoneba mewvia Seni danaxvisas
_ moefera gurami. cota kidev elaparaka mzias, Tavisi mogzaurobis ambebic mouyva mokled, xval am
dros isev movalo, daubara da TamrikosTan erTad wavida.
TamrikosTan yofna Zalian enetreboda da radgan icoda saxlSi aravin iyo, TavisTan wamoiyvana qali.
erTmaneTs monatrebulni, mTeli vnebiT miecnen siyvaruliT tkbobas.
gurami Zalian kargad grZnobda TamrikosTan Tavs, Tu qali metis-metad zedmets ar moindomebda.
uyurebda kaci mis gverdiT mwolare lamaz SiSvel qals da SeSinebuli ekiTxeboda sakuTar Tavs, aseTi
sruli dakmayofileba meuRlem rom ver momaniWos, ra unda vqnao. mere amaze fiqrs Tavi daaneba,
kidev erTxel miiRo siamovneba qalis alersiT da Tamriko saswrafod gauSva saxlidan, yovel wuTs
SeiZleboda maka dabrunebuliyo. iqauroba mialaga da saxelosnoSi Sevida.
guramma molbertze didi zomis tilo daamagra da sanam rac Tvalwin edga tiloze ar gadaitana,
muSaobda.
diliT samsaxurSi diana miadga.
_ patara CanarTi unda gavuSvaT axal ambebSi, Seni proeqtis saqarTvelos farglebs gareT
ganxorcielebis Sesaxeb _ Tqva cota moridebiT da oTaxis karebSi gaCerda.
_ es Seni ideaa? _ hkiTxa guramma RimiliT mas Semdeg, rac xeli gadahxvia qaliSvils, gadahkocna,
oTaxSi Semoiyvana, kari mixura da gverdiT moisva.
_ me xom Jurnalisti var, axal ambebs da saintereso siuJetebs veZeb da gadavcem msmenels _ seriozuli
kiloTi Tqva dianam.
_ kargi, rac gainteresebs dagawerineb, mxolod erTi pirobiT _ miugo vaJma _ Tanaxma xar?
_ gaaCnia ra pirobaa! _ cota daiZaba qali.
_ iseTi araferi, risi Sesrulebac ar SegiZlia _ miugo guramma.
_ maSin Tanaxma var _ mtkiced Tqva dianam _ miTxari ra pirobaa?
_ am saRamos CemTan modi saxlSi, saxelosnoSi minda vimuSao. marto yofna ar miyvars. me
vimuSaveb, Sen melaparake. Tu ginda Senc dagxatav, rogorsac Sen metyvi iseTs.
_ marto me da Sen viqnebiT saxlSi? _ SeparviT ikiTxa qalma.
_ ho, TerTmet-Tormet saaTamde marto viqnebiT, Tu vinmem ar Semoiara SemTxveviT. Sen ra,
CemTan marto yofnis geSinia? _ siciliT SeekiTxa gurami da eSmakurad SeaTvaliera Tavidan fexamde.
_ ara, ra sisulelea, SenTan risi unda meSinodes. piriqiT, Sens gverdiT yofna Zalian msiamovnebs. Tu
damxatav, eg kidev ukeTesi. Sen rogorc ginda, ise damxate, Tanaxma var.
_ SiSvelis daxatva rom movindomo, Tanaxma iqnebi? _ isev RimiliT Sexeda qals guramma da Tvali-
TvalSi gauyara.
_ Sen Tu ase ginda, Tanaxma var, mxolod saxes nu gamomiCen, ar minda sxva vinmem mnaxos
SiSveli da micnos _ odnav aRelvebiT Tqva dianam da loyebi Seuvardisfrda.
guramma gulianad gaicina.
_ gamodis, Sen Tanaxma xar yvelaferi gaakeTo, rasac getyvi _ daakvirda qals vaJi.
qaliSvilis loyebi vardisferidan wiTelSi gadavida, Tvalebi daxara, cota dafiqrda, mere gurams Sexeda da
wynarad Tqva
_ mjera, cuds arafers gamakeTebineb.

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_ RmerTo Cemo, es gogoebi ra sasacilod miamitebi xarT! rogor SeiZleba mamakacs qaliSvili ase endos
_ isev siciliT Tqva guramma _ me cuds arafers gagakeTebineb, arc Seni SiSvelis daxatva minda!
ubralod, minda Cems gverdiT iyo, visaubroT, axlos gavicnod erTmaneTi, erTad vivaxSmod, meti
araferi.
dianam gulRiad gaiRima, misma saxem ver damala, rom daZabuloba moexsna.
gurami siTboTi savse TvalebiT Sescqeroda miamit gogos, Zalian mounda mofereboda. rogorc patara
bavSvs, xeli moxvia da Sublze akoca. mere yvela mis kiTxvas upasuxa, mokle sainformacio teqsti
daawerina radiosTvis, _ icode gelodebio _ uTxra da oTaxidan gaacila.




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vaxtangi da sxva megobrebi samsaxuridan, restoranSi epatiJebodnen gurams, Seni warmateba
aRvniSnoTo.
_ mogvenatre megobaro, ramdeni xania dakarguli xar. wamo davjdeT sadme, visaubrod, cota davlioT
da Seni proeqtis ganxorcieleba vadRegrZeloT _ uTxra vaxtangma.
_ biWebo, dRes ar mcalia, aucilebeli Sexvedra maqvs, Tan daTosac ar scalia, mis gareSe ki arafris
aRniSvna ar minda. erTi-ori dRiT gadavdoT eg RonisZieba, vnaxoT, iqneb CemTan gavakeTod saxlSi.
dRes ki, mapatieT, SeTanxmebuli var, seriozuli saqme maqvs _ Sewuxda gurami, ar uyvarda
megobrebisTvis uaris Tqma.
guramma gastronomiul maRaziaSi Seiara, samwvade xorci iyida, nacnobi sakonditrodan namcxvrebic
gaayola da saxlSi mivida.
dianas mosvlisTvis sufra gaSlili hqonda. qaliSvili zustad Svid saaTze mivida da Tavisi gamomcxvari
xorcis Rvezelebi da xaWapuri miutana gurams.
_ vifiqre, samsaxuris Semdeg mSieri iqnebodi da radgan deida makas SenTvis ar scalia, Cemi
gamomcxvari RvezelebiT da xaWapuriT gavumaspinZldebi-meTqi _ moridebiT miawoda dianam
celofanis parki gurams.
_ didi madloba, ratom Sewuxdi. Sen dagaviwyda, rom me mravali welia TiTqmis marto vcxovrob da
Cemi Tavis movla SemiZlia? warmoidgine recxvac vici, uToobac, saxlis dalagebac da saWmelebis
momzadebac. igive SemiZlia vTqva daTozec. me, daTo da biZaCveni, moskovSi erTmaneTs
vejibrebodiT xolme, vin ufro gemriel kerZs moamzadebda. namcxvrebis gamocxobac vici, dedas da
deidas bevrjer mivxmarebivar, magram damoukideblad arasodes gamomicxvia. cxoba mTlianad Cems
meuRles minda mivando _ gaicina guramma da diana SeaTvaliera.
qaliSvils welSi gamoyvanili, grZeli, rZiani kakaos feri natis palto ecva, aseTive feris maRalwviviani
Ceqma saSualo zomis quslze. kiserze abreSumis grZeli, TeTri mandili hqonda Semoxveuli. qaliSvilma
palto gaixada da misma kabam Tvali mosWra gurams. dianas tanze momdgari moxeris TeTri kaba
ecva, romelic gansakuTrebulad warmoaCenda misi sxeulis silamazes. TeTri feri naTels hfenda mis
mkrTal saxes, xazs usvamda Tval-warbisa da Tmis Sav fers da Zalian uxdeboda.
_ Zalian lamazi xar, diana, pirdapir TvalismomWreli! _ ar moerida mis Tvalierebas vaJi.
_ SenTvis gamovipranWe, mindoda Zalian mogwonebodi. vifiqre, tilozec lamazs damxatavs-meTqi _
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_ Seni daxatva ise, rom lamazi ar sCande, SeuZlebelia _ Zlivs moswyvita Tvali stumars maspinZelma _
axla, modi vivaxSmod, Zalian mSia. Cemi momzadebuli mwvadi unda gaWamo _ oTaxSi SeuZRva
dianas da magidasTan dasva.
guramma dianas motanili Rvezelebi da xaWapurebi TefSebze daalaga da magidaze dado.
sufra Zalian lamazad, gemovnebiT iyo gawyobili. yvelafers mxatvris xeli emCneoda. magidis centrSi,
didi langriT xilis asorti idga. moxarSuli gogris naWrebi da simindis taroebi, vaSli, msxali, karalioki,
yurZeni, Txili da kakali erTad ewyo da Zalian originalurad da lamazad gamoiyureboda. iqve
sxvadasxvanairi, lamazi formis namcxvrebi elega, vercxlis moCuqurTmebul fexian, brolis vazaze.
gurami Sevida da ovaluri langriT mwvadi Seitana, brtylad daWrili xaxviT da broweulis
marcvlebmoyrili.
dianas yvelaferi moswonda, rac xdeboda, rasac xedavda da rasac gurami akeTebda. es biWi didixania
moswonda. mamidasTan da dalisTan erTad operaSi myofs, ramdenjer daunaxia, yovelTvis daxvewili,
eleganturi, maRali da lamazi. TiTqmis yovelTvis daTo jandieris dedas, qalbaton makas axlda. maSin
arasodes ufiqria, rom, ase axlos gaicnobda. axla ki, ufro metad moswons da ise uyvars, Rameebi ar
sZinavs masze fiqriT.
_ diana, sad xar? _ Tvalwin xeli gauqnia guramma _ aiRe rame, Wame, marto Wama ar miyvars. raze
fiqrobdi?
_ ho, aq var, ra Tqma unda SevWam _ gamoerkva diana _ vfiqrobdi, rom Zalian lamazad gaawyve
magida, rom Zalian momwons, rogor daalage xili langarze, Zalian lamazad gamoiyureba Seni
momzadebuli mwvadi da.. _ qali Seyovnda, aRar icoda gaegrZelebina, Tu ara.
_ mere, ganagrZe, Sen xom yovelTvis ambob imas, rasac fiqrob _ gaamxneva vaJma da interesiT
Seacqerda.
_ aq yvelaferi momwons... Sens gverdiT yofna momwons... _ isev gaCumda, Tavi daxara da SedarebiT
xmadabla Cailaparaka _ Senc Zalian, Zalian momwonxar, ukve didi xania... mgoni Semiyvardi kidec.
_ ai, es momwons Cemo lamazo, gulaxdilo gogo, mec Zalian momwonxar da mgoni mec Semiyvardi.
didad gamaxare Seni gulaxdili aRiarebiT. axla Wame, Tu arafers gasinjav, gagibrazdebi icode _
guramma TefSze mwvadis naWrebi gadaulaga.
yvelaferi gaasinja guramma, TiTqmis ZaliT aWama, Rvinoc daalevina da namcxvaric SeaWama.
milagebaSi miexmara gurams diana, WurWelic TviTon darecxa da saxelosnoSi ahyva maspinZels.
molbertze fexmZime mzias daumTavrebeli naxati ido. jer mxolod saxe iyo daxatuli, danarCeni sxeuli,
ZiriTadi xazebiT iyo Semofargluli. diana suraTs miuaxlovda.
_ ici, diana, mirCevnia, naxati damTavrebamde aravin naxos. sadme dajeqi da vilaparakod, Tan Sen
dagxatav. mzias suraTs, Sen rom waxval, mere davxatav.
diana molberts moSorda, wavida da is iyo taxtze unda damjdariyo, guramis xma gaisma.
_ ara, mand ar dajde! ai, im savarZelSi Cajeqi, an sxvagan sadme _ xeliT mianiSna vaJma.
_ SeiZleba kedlis gaswvriv dalagebuli da Camokidebuli naxatebi davaTvaliero? _ ikiTxa qalma.
_ SeiZleba, mxolod ar Seexo arafers. arc erTi naxati ar Semoabruno, Tu piriT kedlisken devs _ mkacri
gafrTxileba misca vaJma da xatva daiwyo.
isini wynarad saubrobdnen. saubrobdnen xelovnebaze, literaturaze, Teatrze, kinoze, qarTvel da
sazRvargareTel msaxiobebze, musikaze, daTo jandierze, mzias mSobiarobaze. mere ucbad, mzias da
daTos siyvarulze daiwyo saubari guramma. mouyva dianas, rogori Seyvarebuli iyo mzia bavSvobidan
daTo jandierze, kinaRam rom mokvda am siyvarulis gamo, rogor icno momakvdavma daTos xma da
rogor gamoiqca saxlidan da daTosTan mivida. daTosac rogor Seuyvarda masze bevrad patara gogo da
axla ra didi siyvarulia maT Soris. mere sxvaTaSoris ikiTxa

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_ Sen rom Tqvi, mamidaCemi Tavis leqtorze iyo Seyvarebuli da ar gaatanes, sxvaze aTxovebdnen da
saxlidan gaiqcao. damainteresa, ratom mziasaviT ar moiqca da imasTan ar wavida, vinc uyvarda?
_ undoda masTan misvla, magram im kacs egona mamida gaTxovda, amitom, rom daureka ar
mousmina da yurmili daukida. im kacs soxumSi hospitali ebara, qirurgi iyo, broni hqonda, frontze ar
mihyavdaT. magram am ambebis Semdeg, bronis moxsna da frontis wina xazze wasvla moiTxova da
wavida. etyoba Zalian nawyeni da gulnatkeni iyo. adre, sanam bebia da babua gaigebdnen maTi
siyvarulis Sesaxeb, im kacs uTxovia mamidasTvis farulad daqorwinebuliyvnen, radgan maT Soris didi
asakobrivi sxvaoba iyo, imedi ar hqonia, rom mamidas mSoblebs daiyoliebda am qorwinebaze. magram
mamida amaze ar daTanxmebia. bebias da babuas, ki xelis saTxovnelad misuli gaulanZRiaT da
faqtiurad saxlidan gaugdiaT. mamida saxlSi CauketiaT da saswrafod qorwili dauniSniaT. is biWi,
viszec aTxovebdnen, babuas amxanagis Svili yofila, didi xnis win iyo maTi daqorwineba gadawyvetili.
rogorc giTxari, mamidam megobris daxmarebiT, qorwilis dRes moaxerxa saxlidan gaqceva. roca gaigo,
misi Seyvarebuli frontze wavida, kidev vinmeze gaTxoveba ar damipirono, sasowarkveTilma saxeze
dana gadaisva, rom damaxinjebuliyo da aravis moswoneboda. saSineli naiarevi darCa marcxena loyaze
da nawilobriv tuCzec. mogvianebiT, omis damTavrebidan ramdenime wlis Semdeg leningradSi
gaukeTes plastikuri operacia. axla naiarevi emCneva, magram aRar amaxinjebs, tuCi gasworebuli aqvs
da sakmaod simpaTiurad gamoiyureba. mxolod im operaciis Semdeg daiwyo quCaSi gamosvla,
manamde sul saxlSi ijda da Cven gvivlida.
gurami karga xani iyo aRar xatavda da mxolod dianas misCereboda, mis monaTxrobs usmenda.
saSinlad SesZra am ambavma.
_ Zalian samwuxaro ambavi momiyevi, diana, magram ufro samwuxaro is aris, rom me vici vin aris is
kaci, visi gulisTvisac mamidaSenma martoobisTvis gaswira Tavi. isic martosulia, gulgatexili da
arasodes daqorwinebula.
_ vici! mamidaCemi mTeli cxovreba mis Sesaxeb yvelanair informacias agrovebs, masTan Sexvedra ki
aRarasodes ucdia. amitom vici me Tqvens Sesaxeb, Sen da daTos Sesaxeb TiTqmis yvelaferi. mamidas
sul TvalTaxedvis areSi hyavda sandro korinTelis ojaxi da axloblebi. daTo jandieri ki ise saocrad hgavs
biZas, rom mamidaCemi aRmerTebs mas, yvela mis speqtaklze dadis da yovelTvis gverdiT loJaSi zis,
scenasTan axlos, rom daaTvalieros daTos mosasmenad misuli misi axloblebi. ase gnaxe mec pirvelad.
mas Semdeg sul Sen geZebdi TeatrSi Sesuli. im preskonferenciaze rom gamomgzavnes, sixaruliT
wamovedi, radgan vicodi, rom iq muSaobdi da SeiZleba menaxe. gnaxe kidec. ai yvelaferi mogiyevi
Cemi da Cemi ojaxis Sesaxeb _ dianam pauza gaakeTa, gurami SeaTvaliera da ganagrZo _ roca aq
movdiodi, mamidam gamafrTxila, YTu Cvens Soris seriozuli urTierToba daiwyeba, arc me da arc Sen
arasodes vecadoT misi da sandro korinTelis Sexvedras. is arasodes Sexvdeba biZaSens.
_ ki magram ratom? xom SeiZleba yvelaferi gaarkvion da nawyeni aRar iyvnen erTmaneTze.
_ ar vici. mamida Zalian principulia, Tu raime Tqva, aRar gadaTqvams.
_ diana, modi raRac-raRaceebi gavarkvioT. ra uTxra mamidaSenma biZaCems, roca daureka da rodis
daureka?
_ xom giTxari, mas Semdeg, rac sandro korinTeli uariT gaistumres, mamida Caketes, arsad uSvebdnen
da qorwili daniSnes. biZaSens SeuTvales, axlos aRar gakareboda maT saxls, rom Tamari didi xania
daniSnulia da ramdenime dReSi qorwili iqneba.
mamidam megobris daxmarebiT moaxerxa gaqceva da megobris bebiasTan imaleboda raWaSi. onis
fostidan daureka sandro korinTels. mamida ambobs, rogorc ki xma amoviRe, mkvaxed mkiTxa, axla
raRa gindao, mxolod mapaties Tqma movaswari, yurmili damikidao. mamida patiebas imis gamo
sTxovda, rom ar daujera da malulad ar gahyva colad. ramdenime dRe tirilSi gautarebia sawyals.

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Semdeg ki is Caudenia, rac giTxari. sofelSi vin mixedavda, ubralod Seukres Wriloba da saSineli
naiarevi darCa. megobari roca Casula, mamida ise dauZlurebuli da sicxiani yofila, kvdeboda Turme
sawyali. megobars mamaCemisTvis daurekia, yvelaferi uTqvams. mamam Camoiyvana da mas Semdeg
CvenTan cxovrobs. arc bebias, arc babuas da arc biZaCems mamida ar elaparakeboda. bebia dards
gadahyolia, erTaderTi qaliSvili sasikvdilod rogor gavimeteTo. babuas da biZaCems dResac ar scems
xmas. bicolaCemTan da Cems biZaSvilebTan kargi urTierToba aqvs. erTi biZaSvili xom Senc naxe
CemTan, Tamada rom iyo.
_ RmerTo, ra saSinelebaa! axla Cems versiasac mousmine. biZaCemi araCveulebrivi kacia, Zalian
Tbili, moyvaruli, vaJkacuri da amayi. deida makam miTxra, biZaSens Zalian Seuyvarda erTi Tavisi
studenti, magram misma mSoblebma saxlidan gamoagdes da gogo maSinve sxvaze gaaTxoveso. Zia
sandros dResac sjera, rom mamidaSeni gaTxovilia. vis ar urigebdnen dedaCemi da deidaCemi, magram
aravis ar uyurebda. ase ambobs, iseTs ver Sevxvdi, romelic ise Semiyvardeboda, Zvel tkivils
damaviwyebdao, amitom marto darCena vamjobineo. Cvenze iyo mudam mojaWvuli. daTos
mamobasac uwevda, megobrobasac da biZobasac. is gamorCeulad uyvars. CemTvis sandro korinTeli
kumiria, Tavisi qceviT, msoflmxedvelobiT, patiosnebiT, codniT, sikeTisa da siyvarulis didi unariT. me
mimaCnia, rom mamidaSens kidev unda miekiTxebia misTvis da mTeli situacia aexsna. is megobari
mainc miegzavna, ramden tanjvas ascdeboda orive!
xom giTxari mamidaCems rac daemarTa da mere maxinji saxiT quCaSic ki ar gamodioda. axlac ar surs
masTan Sexvedra. amis gamo, Cemi SenTan urTierTobis winaaRmdegia. mafrTxilebda, ar minda mag
biWTan daaxlovdeo. dRes ki damabara, arc ecadoT sandros SemaxvedroTo.
_ me ar SemiZlia dagpirde, rom sandros arafers vetyvi Cveni dRevandeli saubris Sesaxeb. aucileblad
unda gaigos, rom misTvis arasodes uRalatiaT. es misi mamakacuri TavmoyvareobisTvis aucilebelia.
_ kargi, rogorc ginda. piradad me ki, masTan Sexvedra Zalian mainteresebs. gazeTebSi da JurnalebSi
xSirad minaxavs misi foto. operis TeatrSic davinaxe ramdenjerme Soridan. Zalian lamazi kaciao,
ambobs mamida, daTo da is gaWrili vaSliviT hgvanano erTmaneTs.
gurami ucbad wamoxta Tavisi maRali skamidan, iqve kuTxeSi SebrunebiT dadebuli suraTi aiRo da
dianas miawoda.
_ ai, es aris sandro korinTeli. roca Sen pirvelad momiyevi mamidaSenis ambavi, me ar vicodi, rom is
sandros siyvaruli iyo. roca saxlSi movyevi Seni monaTxrobi da mamidaSenis saxeli vaxsene, deida
maka mixvda viszec iyo saubari. maSin gavige, rom mamidaSeni iyo is qali, vis gamoc biZaCemi
dRemde ucoloa.
diana didxans dasCereboda sandro korinTelis saxes.
_ ra lamazi mamakacia da rogor Zalian hgavs daTo jandieri mas.
guramma suraTi gamoarTva da waawera _ “usazRvrod didi pativiscemiT qals, romelmac
siyvarulisaTvis yvelaferi gaswira” _ da xeli moawera.
_ aha, wauRe mamidaSens. uTxari, rom Tayvans vcem mis pirovnebas, mis Tavganwirvas da mis
vaJkacobas.
_ Zalian didi madloba. albaT amaze Zvirfasi saCuqari, cxovrebaSi ar miuRia _ diana miuaxlovda
gurams da loyaze akoca.
guramma xeli mohxvia, miizida da TviTonac akoca jer loyaze, mere cxviris wverze.
_ Sen diana, Sen Tu SegiZlia iseTi siyvaruli, rogorc mamidaSens? _ SeekiTxa ise, rom xeli ar gauSvia,
isev mkerdze hyavda mixutebuli gogo da TvalebSi Sescqeroda.
_ gamiSvi guram, Torem marTla ise Semiyvardebi, rogorc mamidas uyvarda da warmoidgine, mec
SemiZlia siyvarulisTvis Tavi gavwiro, magram Sen ar giyvarvar da rad ginda Cemi Tavganwirva?

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_ vin giTxra, rom ar miyvarxar? rom ar myvarebodi, im siyvaruliT savse Sens saxes ver davxatavdi, arc
axla viqnebodi bednieri SenTan CaxutebiT. yovel wuTs sul ufro da ufro miyvardebi. Tu Sen
moindomeb, SeiZleba gamagiJo kidec.
_ rogor? _ ikiTxa dianam mokrZalebiT.
_ rogor da ai, ase _ Tqva guramma da mis tuCebs daswvda. jer nela Seexo, odnav, mere ena gadausva,
bolos mTlianad daeufla.
qali wynarad idga da winaaRmdegobas ar uwevda. Zlivs moswyda gurami mis tuCebs, Sebrunda, mere
isev motrialda, xeli magrad mohxvia, isev didi vnebiT akoca da ase xelgadaxveuli gamoiyvana
saxelosnodan. kibeebze daeSvnen. guramma swrafad Caacva palto, mandilic moaxvia da saxlidan
gaiyvana.
_ axla sjobs waxvide. sul erTia, mainc ver vimuSaveb. jer mamidaSenis ambavma damikarga muSaobis
xalisi, Semdeg Senma kocnam mTlad gamomaStera. xval an zeg dagirekav, vnaxoT muSaobis
xasiaTze viqnebi, Tu ara _ Sublze akoca, cotaze Camoacila fexiT da gamouSva.
mere ezoSi dajda da didxans esaubra rikis.
_ me mgoni es gogo marTla miyvardeba. faqti erTia, nanaze bevrad metad momwons. mogonebiTac
dianas ufro xSirad vigoneb, vidre nanas. ici kidev ras getyvi riki, rogorc kaci kacs, dianam dRes ise
aRmagrzno, saxlSi rom ar gamestumrebina, ar vici ras vizamdi. ase aravis davubnevivar.
saxelosnoSi dabrunebulma karga xans imuSava mzias portretze. namuSevriT kmayofili darCa.
maka da daTo dabrundnen, amitom dabla Cavida gurami, mzias ambavi gaigo. yvelaferi Zveleburad
iyo.
daRlili dawva gurami dasaZineblad da sizmarSi naiarev saxiani qali naxa, qali, romelic Zalian hgavda
dianas da dalis.



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meore diliT guramma samsaxurSi wasvlamde daTos da makas mouyva dawvrilebiT dianas naambobi
mamidamisis Sesaxeb. makac da daToc SeaZrwuna Tamaris ambavma. makam cremlebi ver Seikava.
_ sandro rom amas gaigebs gagiJdeba _ moTqvamda mzrunveli da.
_ iqneb araferi gveTqva? _ ikiTxa daTom.
_ ara daTo, ar SeiZleba, rom ar gaigos. man unda icodes, rom qals, romelic TviTon ase uyvarda,
misTvis arasodes uRalatia, rom misi siyvarulis gamo, gmirobis tolfasi saqcieli Caidina. me unaxavad
vaRmerTeb im qals, Tayvans vcem mis gambedaobas da Tavganwirvas. ratom unda egonos biZaCvens,
rom misTvis Zvirfasi qali sxvas gahyva colad da is daiviwya?
_ ho Svilo, yvelaferi unda vuTxraT. guSin dareka diliT moskovidan, mziaze nerviulobs. xval an zeg
Camova.
gurams samsaxurSi agviandeboda da wavida. maka da daTo kidev didxans msjelobdnen sandro
korinTelis uiRblo siyvarulze.
gurams samsaxurSi dianam miakiTxa. vaJi gaakvirva misma dilauTenia stumrobam.
_ mamidaCemma gamomgzavna _ daiwyo karebSive _ mTeli Rame ar uZinia da arc me da dali
dagvaZina. ver ijerebda, rom sandros is gaTxovili egona. rogor ifiqra, rom me mis garda vinmes coli
gavxdebodio, iZaxda da moTqmiT tiroda. Senma gagzavnilma saCuqarma sul gaagiJa. mTeli Rame


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gulSi hqonda naxati Caxutebuli. adrianad gamomagdo saxlidan, rom SenTan movsuliyavi da udidesi
madloba gadmomeca. Tqva, aseTi Zvirfasi saCuqari CemTvis aravis uCuqebiao _ daamTavra dianam.
_ aucileblad davuxatav zeTis saRebavebiT ufro did da karg portrets, Cemi misadmi didi TanagrZnobis
da Tayvaniscemis niSnad!
_ kidev erTxel didi madloba guram, Sen Zalian, Zalian kargi biWi xar! _ diana miuaxlovda, loyaze
akoca da swrafad wavida.
gurami kidev didxans fiqrobda Tamar cixiselze, mere misi fiqrebi dianaze gadavida.
_ ratom ar vuTxari saRamos mosuliyo da memuSava mis portretze _ Tqva xmamaRla guldawyvetilma.
mTeli dRe bevri samuSao hqonda. samsaxuris Semdeg mziasTan wavida. iq nana daxvda. qaliSvili
fexze wamoxta, daibna mis danaxvaze. gurams Zalian Seecoda jiuti gogo, Tavisi mcdari
gadawyvetilebiT rom kargavda bednierebas, radgan igrZno, rom mis mimarT Zvelebur ltolvas da
vnebaTaRelvas ukve aRar grZnobda, guli aRar aCqarebia da misi silamazec gafermkrTalda mis TvalSi.
_ deida maka Zalian ganerviulebuli iyo, Tavs kargad ver grZnobda da saxlSi wavida. me davrCi
mziasTan. RamiT deida nato mova _ TiTqos bodiSs ixdida, ise Tqva nanam.
_ daTo? daTo ar mosula? _ ikiTxa guramma.
_ diliT iyo, mogvianebiT mova, speqtaklis Semdeg _ Tqva mziam _ yvelas veubnebi, ar mWirdeba
Tavze dadgoma. aq yvela did yuradRebas iCens Cems mimarT, araferi gamiWirdeba, magram arc
daTos, arc dedaCems da arc deida makas ar esmiT.
_ momiyevi, rogor grZnob Tavs? bavSvebi Zalian gawuxeben? _ Sublze akoca guramma da mis
gverdiT taburetze Camojda.
_ rac woliTi rejimi maqvs daniSnuli, cota dawynardnen. tkivilebic aRar ganmmeorebia. mainc
vnerviulob, Zalian minda droze movrCes es yvelaferi da saxlSi davbrunde. minda daTos vaCuqo es
bavSvebi da yvela erTad viyoT. ar momwons mis gareSe yofna _ Cumad Tqva mziam.
_ nu nerviulob mzia, yvelaferi male damTavrdeba da yvelaferi kargad iqneba. me minda isev CemTan
icxovroT, iq meti farTobia, ezoSi xSirad gaviyvanT bavSvebs, Tan davxatav kidec... ra kargi iqneba _
aRfrTovanebiT wamoiZaxa guramma.
nana Cumad idga fanjarasTan da gurams naRvliani TvalebiT misCereboda. ramdenjerme daiWira
vaJma misi mzera, magram yuradReba ar miaqcia. mere mzias isev Sublze akoca, nanas Soridan
daemSvidoba da wamovida. gulSi isev grZnobda siyvarulisagan gamowveul tkivils da saSinlad
swydeboda guli, rom ase sevdianad da uazrod dasrulda maTi siyvarulis ambavi.
saxlSi misulma bevri imuSava saxelosnoSi mzias portretze. meore dRes undoda samsaxuris biWebi
saxlSi moeyvana, rogorc Sepirda, Tavisi proeqtis sazRvargareT ganxorcielebis aRsaniSnavad. imis
gamo, rom sandros ambavma Zalian gaanerviula yvela da maka Tavs cudad grZnobda, biWebi
restoranSi waiyvana. mesame dRes axali araferi momxdara, yvelaferi Zveleburad grZeldeboda.
meoTxe dRes sandro Camovida. is pirdapir mziasTan mivida saavadmyofoSi. profesori baxtaZe xom
misi megobari iyo da sandros rekomendaciiT miiyvana daTom mzia masTan. sandro mzias
mdgomareobiT kmayofili darCa. gvian makas gahyva guramTan saxlSi. daTo isev mReroda im
saRamos da kidev ufro gvian mivida. im diliT guramma dianas daureka da TavisTan dapatiJa. uTxra,
mzias portreti movrCi da axla Sens portretze unda vimuSavoo. Tan sTxova, isev is TeTri kaba Caecva,
radgan im kabaSi undoda daexata qali. diana marTlac im kabiT mivida, Tan didi siniT namcxvari
miitana.
_ es mamidam gamogigzavna, misi safirmo namcxvaria _ Tqva dianam.
guramma namcxvari gamoarTva, mere xeli mohxvia qals da saxelosnoSi aiyvana.
_ diana, Zalian momenatre. ase mgonia erTi Tvea ar minaxixar _ uTxra es da gulSi Caixuta qaliSvili.

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_ gamiSvi guram, mere metyvi axla veRar vimuSavebo _ darcxveniT Tqva qalma.
_ ar vityvi, dRes Seni daxatvis xasiaTze var, mxolod jer cotas mogeferebi, raRac kargad maxsovs
imdRevandeli kocna, Zalian gemrieli tuCebi gqonda _ isev maSindeliviT ena mousva mis tuCebs, gemo
gausinja da mere mTlianad daeufla.
diana saSinlad aRelda, mTel tanSi sicxe igrZno, TiTqos gonebac daenisla. is moaxerxa, rom orive xeli
vaJis kisers SemoaWdo, ar waviqceo. isev gurami movida gons, mis tuCebs tuCebi moswyvita,
ramdenjerme loyebze akoca, Tavisi xelebiT qaliSvilis xelebi kisridan Camoixsna, savarZelTan
miiyvana da Sig Casva. TviTon molbertTan mivida. orive saSinlad Relavda. dianam saxeze xelebi
aifara da orive idayviT muxlebze daeyrdno.
_ diana, CamoiRe xelebi da Semomxede _ daiyvira uceb guramma _ me minda Seni aRelvebuli saxe
davinaxo, minda vneba davinaxo Sens TvalebSi!
qali daemorCila da Tvali gauswora. vaJis lurji Tvalebi axla Savad gamoiyurebodnen da naperwklebs
isrodnen.
_ diana, Zalian lamazi xar aRelvebuli, siyvaruls afrqvev da udidesi siamovnebaa CemTvis imis gancda,
rom es siyvaruli me mekuTvnis. xom me mekuTvnis diana? _ gurami gangeb elaparakeboda qals iseT
rameze, rom kvlav aRgznebuli yofiliyo da saxeze cecxli ar Caqroboda. gurami swrafad xatavda, Tan
dianasTan saubars ar swyvetda.
_o, rogor minda, sul egeTi TvalebiT micqerode, sul egeTi cecxli gizgizebdes Sens gamoxedvaSi! _
ambobda TviTonac vnebamoreuli vaJi. diana marTlac gizgizebda. ise imoqmeda masze im grZelma
kocnam da Semdeg guramis saubarma, rom guli saguleSi aRar eteoda da mTel tanSi Jruanteli uvlida.
TiTqmis sami saaTi imuSava guramma da am xnis ganmavlobaSi Soridan ise efereboda TvalebiT da
sityvebiT qals, rom kinaRam Wkuidan gadaiyvana.
_ Sen visac xatav, yvelas ase elaparakebi? _ ikiTxa dianam bolos.
_ ara, ras ambob! arasodes xatvisas amdeni ar milaparakia, saerTod aravisTan, arc erT gogosTan ar
milaparakia amdeni. Sen ki, rasac gelaparakebodi, yvelafers guliT geubnebodi. marTla Zalian
momwonxar, Zalian mizidav, Zalian maRelveb da vgrZnob, rom Senc gaRelvebs Cems gverdiT yofna.
es kidev ufro moqmedebs Cems grZnobebze _ guramma funjebi qilaSi Caalaga, saRebavebi aalaga,
xelebi daibana, dianas miuaxlovda da mis win Cacucqda. dianas orive xeli xelebSi daiWira, daixara da
xelebze monacvleobiT dauwyo kocna. mere Tavi muxlebze dawyobil mis xelebSi Cargo da gaitruna.
dianac garindebuli ijda, eloda, ras ityvoda da ras moimoqmedebda vaJi.
_ diana, wamomyvebi colad? _ ikiTxa ucbad guramma.
qali SekrTa, orive xeli waarTva vaJs da savarZlidan swrafad wamodga. vaJic adga.
_ SeiZleba Sevxedo? _ ikiTxa wunarad da molbertisken wavida.
_ midi naxe _ upasuxa guramma, qals gahyva da mis ukan dadga.
qaliSvili miStereboda naxats da saxeze aRtaceba esaxeboda. naxatze is Zalian lamazi iyo, magram
iseTi, rogoric sarkeSi arasodes daunaxia sakuTari Tavi. aseTi gamometyveleba, aseTi mzera Tu
hqonda, ar icoda.
gurami zurgze miexuta qals, xelebi welze SemoaWdo da yuris ZirSi akoca.
_ diana, geficebi, tyuils ar geubnebi. am saRamos mivxvdi, rom miyvarxar! wamomyvebi colad? gTxov
mipasuxe! _ axla meore yuris ZirSi akoca vaJma.
_ guram, gamiSvi! Sen sargeblob imiT, rom me marTla miyvarxar, Zalian msiamovnebs Seni mofereba
da uars ver geubnebi. ase ar SeiZleba! Sen xom ar giyvarvar! TviTon sTqvi, nana miyvarso. mas
Semdeg Tveze odnav meti gavida. ukve daiviwye? ar gamibrazde, pirdapir rom geubnebi _ dianam Tavi
gaiTavisufla da gverdiT molbertTan gaCerda.

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guramma xelebi Sarvlis jibeebSi Caiwyo, qalisken Semotrialda da Zalian seriozuli saxiT daiwyo.
_ sami dRis win Sevxvdi nanas, mziasTan misuls, iq damxvda. SeiZleba ar damijero rasac getyvi,
magram erTi rame minda giTxra, arasodes, arc erTi qalisTvis tyuili ar miTqvams. ar SemiZlia
motyuileba, da kidev, yvelaze metad adamianebs Soris ndobas vafaseb. amitom, gTxov, Cemi ndoba
iswavle. ar dagimalav arafers da arasodes mogatyuileb. hoda, getyvi, rom raRac grZnoba mis mimarT
mainc maqvs, sadRac gulis siRrmeSi, magram im dRes am grZnobaze ufro Zlieri sxva grZnoba
dameufla, grZnoba sinanulisa, imis gamo, rom masTan urTierToba ase cudad damTavrda da Zalian
Semebrala, Tavisi sijiutisa da absurduli azrebis msxverpli rom gaxda. Semecoda, rom dakarga siyvaruli,
radgan misi adgili Cems gulSi Sen daikave, Cemda gasaocrad, mTeli sicariele amoavse da Cemi fiqrebi
mxolod Sen gekuTvnis. amitom gTxov colobas.
geficebi, marTla miyvarxar. Tavi Semayvare, pirvel rigSi, Seni Tbili, miamiti, pirdapiri da gaxsnili
xasiaTiT da meorec, Sen xom ulamazesi gogo xar!
gurami isev miuaxlovda qals, gadaexvia, gulSi Caikra da ukve dasrulebul mzias portretTan miiyvana.
_ ai, is naxati, im dRes rom ar gaCvene. axla dasrulebulia. saxelic davarqvi, mas “siyvarulis yvaviloba”
hqvia. me momwons fexmZime qalebi, isini sxvanairad momxibvlelebi arian, sixaruls da bednierebas
asxiveben. mgoni normalurad gadmoveci rac mindoda _ mere tuCebi yurTan miutana da CasCurCula _
minda male Senc aseT mdgomareobaSi gnaxo. Tu ginda tyupebi nu iqneba, me erT bavSvzec Tanaxma
var! _ isev gulSi Caikra loyaawiTlebuli gogo, tuCebSi akoca da saxelosnodan gamoiyvana.
kibeze gamosulebs saubris xma SemoesmaT.
_ vin aris? _ ikiTxa dianam.
_ sandro Camosula _ Tvalebi gaubrwyinda gurams da sirbiliT Camoiyvana diana sasadilo oTaxSi.
fexis xmaze makam da sandrom saubari Sewyvites da maTken gamoixedes. sandro fexze wamodga,
disSvils gadaexvia da gadakocna, mere qaliSvils mokrZalebiT Tavi daukra da SeaTvaliera. makam
gadahkocna qaliSvili, didi siTboTi Caixuta, magidasTan dasva da vaxSamze dapatiJa.
_ Seni motanili xom ar aris es namcxvari? nayidi ar unda iyos, araCveulebrivi gemrielia! _ moefera
maka qaliSvils _ gurami rom muSaobda vicodi, yovelTvis wynar musikas usmens xolme, roca xatavs,
magram Sen Tu aq iyavi ar megona. ra hqna, kargad dagxata? Cemi patara biWi kargad xatavs. bevrjer
gaimarjva konkursebze da festivalebze _ axla gurams miefera maka, qoCori auwewa, safeTqelze akoca
_ daTo Cemi didi biWia, es patara, orives korinTelebis genebi gamohyvaT. mamaCemic SesaniSnavad
xatavda, aRorZinebis xanis namuSevrebis kopioebs akeTebda. xanZris dros misi namuSevrebi
mTlianad daiwva. kargadac mReroda, lotbari iyo. ZiriTadi misi specialoba ki rkinigzebis mSenebloba
iyo. germaniaSi da avstriaSi hqonda codna miRebuli. lamazi kaci iyo, sandro da daTo mas hgvanan.
gurami ki mTlianad sayvareliZeebisken wavida, kopio mamamisia. gemovnebac mamamisis gamohyva,
SavTmiani da SavTvaleba gogoebi moswons. Tamazma, ana rom naxa, kinaRam moitaca, rogorc iqna
Cemi ideali vipovneo.
diana da sandro erTnairi interesiT aTvalierebdnen erTmaneTs. sandro maRali, Txeli mamakaci iyo,
SeWaRaravebuli TmiT, didi, lamazi Taflisferi TvalebiT da aristokratiuli, swori nakvTebiT. diana
ganacvifra misi da daTos saocarma msgavsebam, maT manerebic da mimikebic erTnairi hqondaT. ar
iyo gasakviri, rom mamidamiss sandros garda sxva mamakaci ver warmoedgina. amitomac iyo, rom ase
aRmerTebda daTo jandiers da raRac aranormaluri siyvaruliT uyvarda.
sandro odnav TvalebmoWutuli da warbebaweuli aTvalierebda qaliSvils da saxeze sevdiani gakvirveba
exateboda. misi Tvalebi qaliSvilis Tvalebs miaSterdnen, mere ucbad Tavi gaaqnia, Tvalebi
daaxamxama da gauRima qaliSvils.


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_ Tqven, gansakuTrebiT Tqvenma Tvalebma, erTi Cemi Zalian didi xnis nacnobi gogona momagona.
maSin isic albaT daaxloebiT Tqveni xnis iqneboda _ Cailaparaka, mere gurams miubrunda _ Senc kargi
gemovneba gaqvs daTosaviT Cemo Zvirfaso, momwons Seni megobari gogona, misi saxe tiloze Zalian
kargi gamova, mSvenieri Tvalebi aqvs, sikeTesa da siTbos asxiveben.
_ ho biZaCemo, Zalian metyveli saxe aqvs, lamazi, gaxsnili, siyvaruliT savse. misi erTi portreti ukve
davxate, axla meoreze vmuSaob. momwons, roca saxe yvelanair emociebs gadmoscems _ Tqva
guramma, dianas xeli gadahxvia da ganagrZo _ me dRes mas coloba vTxove, magram pasuxis Rirsad ar
CamTvala _ gaicina biWma _ ar mwyalobs bedi gogoebTan, yvela uars meubneba, modelobaze ki
mTanxmdebian.
diana SeiSmuSna, irgvliv uxerxulad mimoixeda.
_ me megona Sen seriozulad ar meubnebodi _ gaiRima da gurams Sexeda _ Tu davrwmundebi, rom
marTlac giyvarvar, ratomac ara, wamogyvebi colad, Zalian minda mxatvris coli da misi muza viyo _
gaixumra dianam.
_ me ar vxumrob, Cemo Zvirfaso, ai, CemTvis yvelaze axlobeli da sayvareli adamianebis
TandaswrebiT isev gimeoreb, Zalian momwonxar, miyvarxar, minda colad SegirTo da gaisad am dros
mec daTosaviT samSobiaro saxlSi mqondes sarbeni _ sruli seriozulobiT Tqva guramma, qaliSvilis xels
daswvda da eambora.
diana ar eloda guramis aseT saqciels, gawiTlda, xan makas uyurebda, xan sandros, xan gurams, ar icoda
ra eqna.
_ kargi guram, me Tanaxma var, magram Zalian xom ar Cqarob? _ Tqva da makas miaCerda, iqneb
cota mainc momexmaros, rogorc qali-qalso.
_ me, piradad Zalian momwonxar Svilo da Zalian gamexardeba guramis meuRle Tu gaxdebi. gurami
kargi biWia, Zalian patiosani, mSromeli da erTguli. daTo ufro cuRluti iyo, magram mzias siyvarulma
isic daaWkviana. gurams yvelaferi xelewifeba, uaRresad niWieria da moyvaruli. darwmunebuli iyavi,
rom kargi meuRle da kargi megobari geyoleba misi saxiT _ Tqva makam.
_ es ra karg dros Camovsulvar! modi Cemo biWo mogiloco! _ sandro wamodga da gurams gadaexvia,
mxarze xeli daartya _ vicodi, rom mxolod karg gogos moZebnidi da arc Sevmcdarvar. Seni sacole
Zalian momwons.
diana cota aRelvebuli da SemkrTali sCanda.
sandro araCveulebriv xasiaTze iyo. is da maka Cais da namcxvars miirTmevdnen. diana mxolod Cais
wrupavda, sxva arafris SeWma ar SeeZlo. gurami ki madianad miirTmevda.
_ maka, Cemo Zvirfaso, namdvilad ar vcdebi, aseTi namcxvari axalgazrdobaSi vWame erTxel,
maSinac Zalian momewona. erTma Cemma studentma gogonam momarTva dabadebis dReze, miTxra,
rom misi recepti TviTon SeimuSava da Sig iseTi ingredientebi Seitana, romelic mas Zalian uyvarda,
kakao, yava, liqiori, moxaluli nigozi da Sokoladi. mas Semdeg aseTi namcxvari ar miWamia, magram
misi gemo dRemde maxsovs, rogorc TviTon is studenti gogona _ Tqva es da isev dianas miaSterda, mis
Tvalebs akvirdeboda da ganagrZo _ ar vici es ubralo damTxvevaa Tu raRacaze miniSneba, magram am
gogonas Sexedvaze, swored is gogona momagonda.
maka da gurami SeiSmuSnen da erTmaneTs gadaxedes.
diana mixvda, rom maT specialurad araferi Tqves misi gvaris Sesaxeb, mixvda, rom makas ar undoda
jer-jerobiT gaegebinebina sandrosTvis misi TamarTan naTesaoba da Tamaris ambavi. diana adga da
wasvla daapira, eSinoda gvari ar ekiTxa misTvis sandros. guramic maSinve wamodga. qaliSvili Tbilad
daemSvidoba makas da sandros da oTaxidan gavida. guramma palto Caacva, TviTonac Caicva da ukan
gahyva. ezoSi maT riki SeegebaT.

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_ riki, dianas mivacileb da mere geTamaSebi, kargi? _ Cacucqda da miefera ZaRls gurami _ mogiyvebi
rogor Semiyvarda es gogo, Senc xom giyvars? _ gaicina da ganagrZo _ ici ra, me mgoni daviTanxme
colobaze, makasTan da sandrosTan dampirda da albaT veRar ikisrebs, rom gadaTqvas _ adga, dianas
xeli mohxvia da quCaSi gavida.
nela miuyvebodnen quCas, arc erTi arafers ambobda. gurami xSirad Cerdeboda, qals loyaze kocnida,
isev miixutebda da ase fereb-ferebiT miiyvana saxlTan. sadarbazosTan ki Zalian didi vnebiT akoca
tuCebSi, mere saxe mTlianad daukocna, xval dagirekavo, uTxra da RiRiniT wavida saxlisaken.




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gurami, daTo, maka da sandro, sasadilo oTaxSi agizgizebuli buxris win isxdnen da wynarad
saubrobdnen.
_ Zalian momewona Seni diana, Cemo Zvirfaso _ ucbad daiwyo sandrom _ Sen ras ityvi daTo, xom
kargi gogoa? ar vici ratom, magram ucbad Camivarda gulSi. ra gvaris qalia? _ axla gurams miubrunda
sandro.
_ Zia, gvars ra mniSvneloba aqvs, kargi ojaxis Svilia. erTi da hyavs, Tavisze sami wliT ufrosi, isic
masaviT lamazi, inglisuri enis specialisti, diana ki Jurnalistia, saqarTvelos radioSi muSaobs
korespondentad. deda ar hyavT, dianas dabadebas gadahyolia. mamidas gauzrdia orive, arasodes yofila
gaTxovili. dianas dabadebis dros ocdasami wlis yofila. mSoblebi ZaliT aTxovebdnen Turme, mas ki
sxva hyvarebia da qorwilis dRes saxlidan gaqceula. megobris bebiasTan imaleboda Turme raWaSi.
iqidan Tavis SeyvarebulTan daurekia Zlivs, rom eTqva rac Caidina da sadac iyo, magram imas, misi
xmis gagonebisTanave, yurmili daudia da ar mousmenia. gulgatexil qals, imis SiSiT, rom mSoblebs
kidev vinmeze gaTxoveba ar aeZulebinaT, dana gadausvia saxeze da saxe daumaxinjebia. Wriloba
gamizezebia da Zalian cudad gamxdara. megobars, dianas mamisTvis Seutyobinebia misi ambavi da
adgilsamyofeli. mas ki, cocxal-mkvdari da TavisTan miuyvania, Zlivs gadaurCeniaT da mis Semdeg iq
cxovrobs. mTeli Tavisi siyvaruli da sicocxle Zmis obol Svilebs miuZRvna _ gurami gaCumda, makas
da daTos gadaxeda. isini ki sandros gafiTrebul saxes misCerebidnen.
_ guram, Cemo kargo, gTxov, nu metyvi, rom dianas gvari cixiselia, rom mis mamidas Tamari hqvia _
Zlivs gasagoni xmiT, vedrebiT Tqva sandrom da cremlebiT savse TvalebiT Sexeda gurams.
_ ho, Zmao, cixiselia. Seni Tamari misi mamidaa, is arasodes gaTxovila, man Sens siyvaruls Seswira
silamaze da mTeli cxovreba. Sen ki, Seni avyia pativmoyvareobis gamo zurgi Seaqcie, arc ki mousmine
_ atirda maka _ saSineli codva gvawevs yvelas, mec, anasac, ratom ar davinteresdiT im gogoTi.
gvekiTxa, gagvego sad iyo, bolos da bolos is mainc gvekiTxa vis gaatanes colad.
oTaxSi samariseburma siCumem daisadgura. yvela sandros Sescqeroda, is ki ijda gafiTrebuli,
cremlebiT savse TvalebiT da xmas ver iRebda.
_ RmerTo, es ra Camidenia, es ra tanjva da gansacdeli mirgunebia im qalisTvis, romelic DdRemde
sigiJemde miyvars da romlis xatebasac mudam guliT davatareb meoTxedi saukunea! rogor vicxovro
amis Semdeg, rogor vzido amxela codva _ ucbad akankalebuli xmiT Cailaparaka sandrom, orive xeli
saxeze aifara da aqviTinda _ Cemo sayvarelo, xom vicani Seni namcxvari... Seni Tvalebi... Sens
ZmisSvils Seni Tvalebi aqvs... diana Sen ggavs, Cemo Zvirfaso, Cemo patara gogo... _ nawyvet-
nawyvetad, qviTiniT CurCulebda sandro.
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daTom dedamiss aniSna, xma ar amoeRo, meti aRaraferi eTqva. gurami miuaxlovda biZas, xeli moxvia
da WaRara Tavze akoca.
_ mamakacebi xSirad vuSvebT gamousworebel Secdomebs Cveni siamayis da uazro pativmoyvareobis
gamo. es marto Sen ar dagmarTnia.
_ Sen naxe Tamari, guram? _ sandrom ucbad Tavi aswia da cremliani TvalebiT Sexeda disSvils _
Zalian aqvs saxe gafuWebuli? ici ra lamazi gogo iyo? Seni diana mas hgavs, zustad misi Tvalebi aqvs _
cremlebi Camougorda saxeze _ aucileblad unda Sevxvde, unda vnaxo. me mas saukeTeso specialistebs
vaCveneb, aucileblad davubruneb silamazes _ isev xelebSi damala saxe sandrom.
_ ar minaxavs, Zia sandro. roca dianasTan viyavi dabadebis dReze, ar gamoCenila. es yvelaferi
dianasgan gavige. man icoda Cven vinc viyaviT. dianam da misma dam yvelaferi ician Cvens Sesaxeb.
Turme, Tamari mTeli cxovreba Seni da Seni ojaxis Sesaxeb yvelanair informacias agrovebda. sawyali,
Seyvarebulia daToze, radgan masSi Sen gxedavs, arc erT mis speqtakls ar acdens. magram SenTan, im
erTi darekvis Semdeg, arc dakavSireba da arc Sexvedra arasodes ucdia. axlac SemomiTvala, ar vecado
Tqveni erTmaneTTan Sexvedra. vwuxvar, Zia, magram albaT pativi unda vceT mis gadawyvetilebas.
sandros xma aRar amouRia, ijda Tavdaxrili, Tavis mware fiqrebSi Cafluli. makac Cumad iyo. daTom
da guramma sxva Temaze gadaitanes saubari.
im RamiT, saSinelma dardma da naRvelma yvelas guli daumZima. Zili arc erTs ar undoda. maka da
sandro isev buxarTan isxdnen, xandaxan Tu etyvodnen erTmaneTs erT-or sityvas.
gurami da daTo saxelosnoSi avidnen. gurami sandros mWmunvare, dafiqrebul saxes xatavda. daTo mis
naxatebs aTvalierebda, Tan dianaze esaubreboda gurams. mere guramis pirdapir dajda, saRebavebi
Seazava palitraze da deidaSvilis sevdiani saxis xatva daiwyo.
_ daTo, ramdenime dReSi Seni dabadebis dRea, modi aRvniSnoT aq, saxlSi, Zalian axlobeli da Zvirfasi
adamianebi Sevkribod. iqneb sandrosac mivexmaroT amiT, cota dardi ganvuqarvoT.
_ ar vici, vnaxod. mzias gareSe araferi ar minda. rom icode, rogor menatreba, rogor minda misi
Caxuteba, misi alersi... erTi suli maqvs, rodis morCeba es yvelaferi da isev erTad viqnebiT. mag
mamaZaRlebma faqtiurad coli wamarTves, rom daibadebian mere ras izamen, RmerTma icis. roca
veubnebi met bavSvs ar gagaCenineb-meTqi, ici ras ambobs? sanam Sen ormoci wlis gaxdebi, kidev
erTi mSobiaroba unda movaswroo. lamis gamagiJos. iseTi Tbilia, iseTi alersiani, iseTi sayvareli da ise
miyvars, es siyvaruli gulSi aRar meteva. rac unda vTxovo, yvelafers misrulebs, mxolod imaze fiqrobs,
rogor masiamovnos. xandaxan veCxubebi, ase rom iqceva. meubneba, ise miyvarxar, Tanaxma var
ocdaoTxi saaTi giyuro, gismino da gealersoo. hoda, mec ase aranormalurad Semiyvarda. aseTi siyvaruli
Tu arsebobda, namdvilad ver warmovidgendi. gurami aRtacebuli Sehyurebda deidaSvilis lamaz,
siyvaruliT anTebul Tvalebs, mis momajadoebel, Tbil Rimils da bednierebisagan gabrwyinebul saxes.
_ amitom unda vidResaswauloT Seni dabadebis dRe, vadRegrZelod Seni mzia, Seni siyvaruli da
bedniereba. aseTi bednieri kaci, sul unda qeifobdes _ siciliT uTxra guramma.
_ kargi, damiTanxme, viqeifod.
Ramis sami saaTisTvis daTom ZaliT gamoaTria gurami saxelosnodan da orive dawva dasaZineblad.
diliT samsaxurSi daagvianda gurams. daRlili da naRvliani iyo. yovelTvis cqviti, dauzareli da xalisiani
sandro, diliT loginidan ar amdgara. aman Zalian imoqmeda maszec da daTozec. arafris gakeTeba ar
SeeZlo. magidaze Tavi dado da fiqri daiwyo. misi fiqri isev Tamarisa da sandros sevdiani romanis
garSemo trialebda. mere diana warmoudga Tvalwin, TeTr, tanze moyvanil kabaSi. amis gaxsenebaze
mTel sxeulSi sasiamovno siTbo CaeRvara.




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_ diana, diana, Sen verc ki warmoidgen, rogori saWiro da aucilebeli gaxdi CemTvis, Sen ki ara, mec
ver warmovidgendi, rom axali gacnobili gogo, erT TveSi ase daipyrobda Cems arsebas! _ xmamaRla
Tqva guramma, yurmili aiRo da dianas telefonis nomeri akrifa.
_ gismenT _ upasuxa qalis sasiamovno xmam.
_ gamarjobaT, me guram sayvareliZe var, Tu SeiZleba, dianasTan msurs saubari _ mimarTa Tavisi
melodiuri, Tbili xmiT vaJma.
_ gamarjoba guram, me dianas mamida var, Tamari. diana es wuTia wavida samsaxurSi. minda
SemTxveviT visargeblo da didi madloba gadagixado naxatisTvis. aseTi Zvirfasi saCuqari arasodes
mimiRia _ qals xma aukankalda, odnav Seyovnda da ganagrZo _ dianam miTxra Tqveni
gadawyvetilebis Sesaxeb. mjera Seni, vici, guls ar atken da gaufrTxildebi mis siyvaruls.
_ qalbatono Tamar, mec minda visargeblo SemTxveviT da giTxraT, rom unaxavad var Seyvarebuli
Tqvenze, Tayvans gcemT Tqven, Tqvens siyvaruls, Tavganwirvas da vaJkacobas. Zalian minda
yvelaferi es piradad Sexvedrisas kidev erTxel giTxraT. aucileblad minda gnaxoT, Tu, ra Tqma unda,
Tqven isurvebT CemTan Sexvedras. rac Seexeba dianas, mis Sesaxeb SegiZliaT ar idardoT. is
grigaliviT SemoiWra Cems cxovrebaSi, Cems arsebaSi da Cems gulSi siyvarulisaTvis gankuTvnili
adgili mTlianad daikava. mas me mxolod bednierebas vaCuqeb.
_ darwmunebuli var asec iqneba, is didi xania Seyvarebulia guram sayvareliZeze, ocnebad hqonda
gadaqceuli misi gacnoba, amitom ar gakicxod siyvarulis gulaxdili aRiarebisTvis.
_ me is swored gulaxdilobis, miamitobis da gaxsnili xasiaTis gamo Semiyvarda. momwons misi
pirdapiroba, Tbili da gulRia urTierToba. axla dagemSvidobebiT. Sexvedramde, qalbatono Tamar!
_ naxvamdis guram, roca CemTan mosvlas moisurveb, winaswar gamafrTxile, karg namcxvrebs
dagaxvedreb.
gurami didxans ijda da uazrod misCereboda telefonis aparats. mere dianas samsaxuris telefonis nomeri
akrifa.
_ rogor xar, diana? xom gaxdebi Cemi coli? _ tkbili xmiT uTxra qaliSvils _ dRes me faqtiurad Seni xeli
vTxove mamidaSens, marTalia jer-jerobiT telefoniT, magram ramdenime dReSi piradad Sevxvdebi
masac da mamaSensac da oficialurad gavxdebi Seni saqmro.
_ Zalian Cqarob guram, iseTi SegrZneba meufleba, TiTqos viRacas, Tu raRacas gaurbixar, SeiZleba
sakuTar Tavsac da qorwinebas ginda Tavi Seafaro _ cota sevdiani xmiT Tqva dianam.
_ xom gTxove Cemi ndoba iswavle-meTqi. miyvarxar, Cemo lamazo, riTi ver gaige? ratom fiqrob, rom
Seni Seyvareba Znelia?
_ara, magas ar vfiqrob! me vfiqrob, rom siyvarulis daviwyebaa Zneli.
_ diana, ici ra? modi telefonze nu vikamaTebT. daimaxsovre, rom miyvarxar. dRes da xval ar mcalia,
ver gnaxav. sandros gverdiT unda viyoT yvela, rom miRebuli Soki gadavataninoT. gkocni, Zalian
gemrieli tuCebi gaqvs. saRamosac dagirekav.
guramma yurmili dakida, naxazebi gaSala da mTlianad samuSaoze gadaerTo.
saRamos isev mzias Seuara. iq daTo ijda. mziasTan yvelaferi Zveleburad iyo. col-qmari siyvaruliT
savse TvalebiT Sescqerodnen erTmaneTs. siyvarulTan erTad, wuxili da SiSi waikiTxa guramma daTos
saxeze da guli etkina, Seecoda deidaSvili.
mzias daTosgan yvela axali ambavi gagebuli hqonda, mouwona arCevani gurams da mTeli guliT
miuloca. sandroze ki isic Zalian dardobda.
_ daTo, me aucileblad unda vnaxo Tamari, minda velaparako, rogorme guli movulbo sandros mimarT,
iqneb Sexvdes da apatios ugunuri saqcieli, Torem sandro dards veRar gauZlebs da rame daemarTeba.
Zalian mecodeba orive _ Sewuxebuli laparakobda gurami.

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_ kargi azria _ mouwona daTom _ Tu ginda mec wamoval, rogorc gavige, Cemze gansakuTrebiT yofila
Seyvarebuli. minda didi pativiscema gamovxato mis mimarT.
_ SevTanxmdiT, erTad wavideT. dianas davurekav da movelaparakebi misvlaze.
gurami saxlSi dabrunda. rogorc wesi, rikis miefera, eTamaSa, esaubra da saxelosnoSi avida.
ramdenime dRe axali araferi momxdara. gurami TavgamodebiT Sromobda. sandros portreti Zalian
kargi gamovida. kaxeTSi gakeTebuli ramdenime Canaxatic daamTavra, maT Soris patara nucikos
portretic. gogona xis ZirSi ijda patara skamze, muxlebze TavisaviT buTxuza qarTuli nagazis lekvi ejda,
romlisTvisac orive funCula xeli Semoexvia. bavSvs celqi da cocxali, lamazi, Savi Tvalebi hqonda.
naxatic cocxali da lamazi gamovida.
moskovSi gasagzavni suraTebi calke gadaalaga. maT Soris iyo anas portreti, Tamrikos orive suraTi,
nanas, mzias da dianas portretebi. axali daxatuli sandros suraTi sagangebod Seaxvia da sxvagan
Seinaxa.
daTomac daamTavra guramis xatva. yvelas gasakvirad Zalian kargi gamovida. gurami aRfrTovanebas
ver malavda. ramdenime Strixi Seasworebina, xeli moawerina da Tavisi daxatuli daTos portretis
gverdiT dakida misaReb oTaxSi.
mTeli am xnis ganmavlobaSi maka, daTo da gurami, yovel dRe akiTxavdnen sandros, TavisTan
epatiJebodnen, magram sandro marto yofnas amjobinebda, arsad ar midioda, saavadmyofos garda,
sadac yovel dRe dadioda mzias sanaxavad.
amasobaSi Tormeti noemberic dadga. guramma da makam raRac-raRaceebi gaamzades. diana Sepirda,
namcxvrebs me movitano. guramma orive da dapatiJa. dalis Zalian undoda sandros gacnoba. daTom
mzias sanaxavad misuli Tamrikoc dapatiJa. qali sixaruliT aRar iyo, radgan am bolo dros verafriT ver
daiyolia gurami Sexvedraze.
mziasTan nana darCa. nato, levanTan erTad, didi tortiT da saCuqriT estumrnen siZes dabadebis dReze.
manavidan Tamazi anas gareSe Camovida, ramac gurams Zalian daswyvita guli.
_ patara nucikos deda mSobiarobs da ana imitom ver wamovida _ uTxra gurams _ erT kviraSi orive
CamovalT Svilo da SenTan viqnebiT aprilamde.
Tamazma Semwvari goWi da moxarSuli dedlebi Camoitana. ase, rom SesaniSnavi sufra gaiSala da
dabadebis dRem mxiarulad Caiara. daTom Teatridanac dapatiJa megobrebi. ismoda simRera da sicili.
cota daTo iyo naRvliani mzias gareSe. gurami gverdidan ar moSorebia sayvarel deidaSvils,
amxnevebda da amxiarulebda. Tamriko da diana cibrutiviT trialebdnen, sufris gaSla da momsaxureba
aravis daanebes.
dalis da dianas sandros naxva da axlos gacnoba ainteresebdaT. sandro mogvianebiT mivida cota xniT,
yvelas gulTbilad miesalma, Tamazi gadakocna, mere daTos moefera, gulSi Caikra da misTvis
datovebul skamze dajda, daTos da Tamazs Soris. erTad msxdomi gurami, daTo, sandro da Tamazi
Zalian kargi Sesaxedavebi iyvnen, oTxive maRali, lamazi da moxdenili. Tamazi daaxloebiT sandros
asakis iyo da isic sandrosaviT axalgazrdulad da mxned gamoiyureboda.
daTom dali warudgina sandros. dalim mokrZalebulad Tavi daxara da xeli gauwoda mas. sandro
wamodga, qaliSvils xelze akoca.
_ maSinve mivxvdi vinc iyavi. cixiselebi TiTqmis erTnairebi da gamorCeulad lamazebi xarT. albaT
gainteresebda genaxa is cudi kaci, vinc Tamars amdeni tanjva moutana _ xmadabla, naRvlianad Tqva
sandrom.
_ namdvilad mainteresebda menaxa is erTaderTi mamakaci, romelic mamidas ise Zlier uyvars, rom es
siyvarulis muxti me da dianasac gadmogvca da unaxavad Segvayvara Tqveni Tavi, batono sandro _
Tbilad gauRima dalim da moulodnelad sandros loyaze nazad akoca.

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sandro Zalian aaRelva da daabnia dalis kocnam, guli auCuyda, dalis da iqve mdgom dianas xeli
moxvia, orive Caixuta da orives loyebze akoca.
sandro didxans aRar gaCerebula, mziasTan wavalo, Tqva. makas Calagebuli sanovagiT savse CanTa
waiRo da wavida. debi isev vaxtangma gaacila. yvelaze bolos Tamriko darCa, yvelaferi mialagebina
makas da palto Caicva. gurami da daTo gahyvnen gasacileblad. ezoSi, mTvaris Suqze gansakuTrebuli
lamazi gamoCnda Tamrikos saxe. misma gaSlilma Tmam ucnauri vercxlisferi miiRo. nuSiseburma
didma Tvalebmac feri Seicvales da cisferi elvarebiT brwyinavdnen.
_ Tamar ar gainZre _ iyvira daTom da gurami da Tamriko erTnairad SeaSina.
_ ra moxda? _ ikiTxes erTdroulad.
_ guram Sexede, naxe ra saxea, rogori ganaTebaa, es xom siyvarulis qalRmerTis saxea! mTvare,
mTvaris SuqiT ganaTebuli raime peizaJi da qali, TmagaSlili, TeTr gamWvirvale kabaSi, romelSic misi
sxeulis lamazi formebi unaklod warmoCindeba! ai, ra unda daxato! qalRmerTi dali an afrodite, gindac
venera, sul erTia ras daarqmev _ garSemo uvlida qals daTo.
gurami idga da mxatvris TvaliT aTvalierebda Tamrikos gaocebul saxes.
_ momwons idea _ Tqva bolos _ magram erTi pirobiT, Cven erTad davxatavT, Sen iseTs, rogorsac Sen
xedav, me Cemeburad. xvalve daviwyoT. Tamriko Tanaxma xar? _ miubrunda qals gurami.
_ me, TiTqmis SiSveli, unda vidge daTos da Sens win mTvaris Suqze am yinvaSi? _ ikiTxa
SemkrTalma Tamrikom.
_ Sen rom gicnob, Cems da daTos win mdgars, namdvilad ar Segawuxebs sicive _ miuaxlovda da
TiTqmis yurSi uTxra guramma _ piriqiT gagrileba dagWirdeba da iqneb rogorme me vikisro eg misia.
Tamari ucbad aenTo, cota gabrazda, cota aRelda, ufro ki ori ulamazesi mamakacis garemocvaSi
TiTqmis SiSveli dgomis warmodgenam sisxli auduRa. axla daToc miuaxlovda qals, xeli gadahxvia da
loyaze akoca.
_ damSviddi Tamar, yinvaSi ar dagayenebT, arc gagaSiSvlebT. ubralod Seni silamazis daWera gvinda.
Sennairi lamazi qalis daxatva CemTvis didi saCuqaria.
_ Tamriko, wamodi me gagacileb da gzaSi movilaparakoT.
guramma manqana gamoiyvana, Tamriko Casva da waiyvana. roca dabrunda sakmaod gviani iyo. uari
ver uTxra vnebamoreul qals da cota xniT masTan darCa. am qalis gverdiT gulgrili darCena SeuZlebeli
iyo. moilaparakes meore dRes daewyoT xatva.
diliT deidaSvilebma saxelosno ise moawyves da iseTi ganaTeba daamontaJes, rom iqauroba mTvaris
SuqiT ganaTebuls hgavda.
guramma ramdenime maRazia moiara, rom TeTri abreSumis odnav gamWvirvale qsovili eyida. saxlSi
cota adre mivida, TviTon gamoWra Zalian ubralod, Cvili bavSvis perangiviT da TviTonve Sekera
sakerav manqanaze. Sesakeri bevri araferi iyo, mxolod gverdebi Cakera, isic bolomde ara. gulispiri ki
didze amoWra.
Tamriko droze mivida. guramma TviTon Caacva qals kaba, romelic Ramis perangs ufro hgavda, cal
mxarze Camoucoca, rom moxdili gulispiridan lamazi moyvanilobis SiSveli mxari gamosCenoda da
mkrTali cisferi Suqis qveS daayena. efeqti moulodneli aRmoCnda. gurami ganacvifra daTos xedvam.
qali RvTaebrivi iyo. cota xans aTvaliera, mere miuaxlovda, Caexuta da saxe da mkerdi daukocna,
saswrafod abanos Tbili xalaTi Semoacva da dabla Caiyvana savaxSmod. daTo ukve samzareuloSi iyo
da sufras Slida.
_ raki gveCqareba, jobia aq vWamoT. Tqven ra hqeniT, mzad xarT? _ Tamriko SeaTvaliera daTom.
_ daTo, Sen mxatvari xar, araCveulebrivi xedva gaqvs. kaba me TviTon Sevkere. roca Tamriko movida,
ver moviTmine, Cavacvi da davayene cisferi sinaTlis qveS. rom giTxra, Zalian momewona, rac

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davinaxe-meTqi, srulad ver gadmogcem Cems gancdas. gamaognebeli ram davinaxe. ai, naxav da
mixvdebi rac ganvicade.
_ Zalian kargi, maSin Cqara wavideT _ isev Tamrikos Sexeda daTom.
marTlac ucbad ivaxSmes da saxelosnoSi avidnen. prizis saxiT, Tamrikos tortis didi naWeri da Sokoladi
gauyoles, SigadaSig piris Casatkbaruneblad.
oTaxi daabneles. TiToeul molberts Tavisi ganaTeba CaurTes, mopirdapire kedelTan mkrTali cisferi
sinaTle CarTes, kedelze ki Teatridan daTos motanili, romeliRac operis dekoraciis farda Camohkides,
romelzec tye exata. mxolod amis Semdeg daayenes Tamriko Tavis adgilze.
abreSumis davardnili qsovili naoWebad eyara mis maRal, Camoqandakebul sxeuls. sakmaod mozrdili
dekolte, erT mxarze Camocureboda da odnav faravda qalis maRal mkerds. specialuri ganaTebis gamo,
kaba TiTqmis gamWvirvale gamxdariyo da grZeli, lamazi fexebi, mrgvali TeZoebi da araCveulebrivi
formis savse mkerdi, momajadoebel efeqts axdenda.
daTo aRtacebiT miaSterda qals, mere miuaxlovda, garSemo Semouara, xeli mohxvia, gulSi Caixuta da
orive loya daukocna.
_ ra lamazi xar Tamar! Sen SegiZlia Wkuidan gadaacdino kaci! udidesi siamovnebaa Seni cqera.
gmadlob am silamazisaTvis.
Tamriko aRelvebuli da gakvirvebuli idga da xan gurams uyurebda, xan daTos.
_ arasodes mifiqria, rom Zalian lamazi var, miT umates iseTi lamazi, rom Tqvennairi mamakacebi
aRmefrTovanebina. albaT, ubralod Cems saameblad meubnebiT amden kompliments _ morcxvad Tqva
qalma.
_ ara Tamar, araCveulebrivi xar _ wamoiZaxa daTom _ nuTu aqamde aravis uTqvams es?
Tamriko gurams Sescqeroda, imisgan eloda daTos sityvebis dadasturebas.
gurami RimiliT miuaxlovda, mkerdze miixuta qali, loyebi da Tmebi daukocna da dabali xmiT uTxra
_ ra suleli xar, Tamar! ramdenjer miTqvams, rom Zalian lamazi xar da saerTod kargi gogo xar! mxolod
Seni Tavis fasi icode da cxovrebis marTva iswavle, nebismieri mamakaci bednieri iqneba Sens gverdiT.
axla dawynardi da xatva dagvacade _ kidev erTxel akoca, Tma da kaba Tavis Wkuaze Seuswora da
molberts daubrunda.
deidaSvilebi didxans xatavdnen. gurami ise iyo muSaobaSi Cafluli, telefonsac ar upasuxa. Tormet
saaTze didi madlobebiT gaaciles qali da Tavis danjRreul “moskviCSi” Casves. gurami da daTo isev
saxelosnoSi dabrundnen da namuSevrebi daaTvalieres. gurams Zalian moewona daTos naxati.
_ Zalian lamazi gogoa, codoa sawyali, iqneb mogeZebna misTvis qmari, gifiqria amaze? _ miubrunda
gurams daTo _ ras saqmianobs, vin hyavs patroni, ekonomiurad mainc mivexmarod.
_ekonomistia, Rvinis qarxanaSi muSaobs mTavar ekonomistad. TbilisSi marto cxovrobs, bina
qarxanam misca, oroTaxiani bina aqvs vaJa-fSavelas gamzirze. erTi Zma hyavs, romelic duSeTSi
cxovrobs mSoblebTan erTad. Zma qirurgia, ded-mama maswavleblebi arian. ekonomiurad ar uWirs,
maRali xelfasi aqvs da premiebsac xSirad iRebs. rac Seexeba gaTxovebas, mTeli Rvinis qarxana
maszea Seyvarebuli, magram axlos aravis ikarebs. misi pirveli mamakaci, misi bavSvobis Seyvarebuli
yofila, daqorwinebas apirebdnen Turme, magram masTan dawolas siamovneba ar miuniWebia misTvis
da erTi Tvis erTad cxovrebis Semdeg daSorebia. misi TqmiT, Cemamde mxolod ori mamakaci hyolia.
arc meore moswonebia da ramdenime Sexvedris Semdeg, imasac daSorebia. me sruliad SemTxveviT
gavicani Cemi megobris, gizos dabadebis dReze, gizo xom Senc ici, CemTan swavlobda skolaSi. isini
erTad muSaoben. gizo sul kbilebs akawkawebs Tamrikos danaxvaze, magram qali uarzea, Tu ginda
viZmakacoTo, eubneba. wveulebidan im RamiT me wamoviyvane manqaniT da saxlSi mivacile
patiosnad. meore dRes TviTon damireka da Sexvedra mTxova. mec uari ar miTqvams. meore welia

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vxvdebiT. Zalian SeveCvie, Zalian mizidavs, miyvars kidec. mokled kargi gogoa, cota zedmetad
vnebiani da eWviani rom ar iyos. me rom misi pirveli mamakaci vyofiliyavi, karga xnis daqorwinebuli
viqnebodiT. ekonomiuri daxmareba ar sWirdeba da arc miiRebs, magram karg saCuqars namdvilad
imsaxurebs. Cemi proeqtis sazRvargareT da ukrainaSi ganxorcielebisaTvis Tanxas aviReb Tu ara, axali
manqana unda vuyido.
_ magari qalia da magari mamakaci sWirdeba. Zalian codoa, Tu ojaxs ver Seqmnis _ dananebiT Tqva
daTom _ saCuqris yidvaSi ki mec mogexmarebi.
_ daTo, raRac minda giTxra _ cota xnis dumilis Semdeg, dabal xmaze daiwyo guramma _ sul vfiqrob,
iseTi sruli dakmayofileba, rogorsac TamrikosTan viReb, meuRlesTan rom ver miviRo, ra unda vqna? _
TvalebSi Sexeda daTos guramma.
_ ras ambob biWo! _ gadaixarxara daTom _ roca Zalian geyvareba, ufro did siamovnebas miiReb, vidre
odesme migiRia! ubiwo gogo Sen unda marTo, unda gamoZerwo qandakebasaviT, unda aswavlo rac
Sen ginda. TavisTavad ubiwoba, Cemi azriT, TviTon ganiWebs udides siamovnebas. me magaliTad,
mziasTan gatarebuli pirveli Ramis msgavsi siamovneba, manamde arasodes ganmicdia! _ daTo erT
wams Cafiqrda da ganagrZo _ diana Zalian kargi gogoa, emCneva Zalian uyvarxar, rogorc irkveva, didi
xania Senze ocnebobs, Cemi mziasaviT, amitom masTan urTierToba Zalian sasiamovno iqneba.
sakmaod temperementiani da vnebianic sCans. midi Zmao, daaCqare eg saqme, Tamrikos ki awi aRar
miekaro. Tamriko iseTi qalia, vnebis muxts aRar dagitovebs sxvisTvis, magis gareSe ki Zlieri grZnoba
ar mova. me, daTo jandieri, xandaxan iseT raRaceebs vakeTebdi, mere Cemi saqcielis TviTonve
mrcxvenoda, magram mzias gulisTvis Tveebi aravis gavkarebivar, vmarxulobdi, oRondac mzia Cemi
gamxdariyo. gamigone guram, Tamrikos Tavi daanebe da mTlianad dianaze gadaerTe. damijere, vici,
rasac geubnebi.
_ dagijereb, ra Tqma unda dagijereb, Zmao. axla movilaparakod, rodis mivideT Tamar cixiselis
sanaxavad. sawyali sandro, xom xedav mTvareuliviT dadis. iseTi SegrZneba maqvs, rom Tavisi
saqcielis gamo Cvenic ki rcxvenia, aq aRar modis.
_ modi xval saRamos mivideT, zeg speqtakli maqvs.
_ kargi, xval diliTve davurekav dianas da vetyvi, rom mivalT. mere iqneb xelis oficialurad saTxovnelad
misvlis uflebac momces, sul iZaxis, nu Cqarobo _ Cailaparaka guramma.
_ mixede, mixede mag saqmes. iZaxi miyvarso da raRas ucdi? moiqeci ise, rom TviTon gexvewebodes,
male davqorwindeTo. moefere, agrZnobine Seni siyvaruli. xSir-xSirad Sexvdi.
_ kargi, egre moviqcevi.
meore diliT daureka guramma dianas da uTxra, rom saRamos, daTosTan erTad qalbatoni Tamaris
sanaxavad mividoda, ra Tqma unda, Tu Tamari Tanaxma iqneboda. ramdenime wuTis Semdeg dianam
daureka da acnoba, rom Tamari moxarulia maTi stumrobis da vaxSamze elis maT.




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saRamos rva saaTisaTvis gurami da daTo cixiselebis kars miadgnen da zari darekes. daTos TeTri
mixakebis Taiguli ekava xelSi, gurams sagangebod SefuTuli, lamaz CarCoSi Casmuli, zeTis
saRebavebiT Sesrulebuli sandro korinTelis portreti da Sokoladis didi yuTi.


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karebi dianam gaaRo, mamakacebi gadakocna da did oTaxSi SeipatiJa. oTaxSi sufra iyo gaSlili.
savarZelSi sakmaod axalgazrda da lamazi qali ijda. maT danaxvaze wamodga da Sesaxvedrad
gaemarTa. qali Savgvremani iyo, maRali, fermkrTali, daxvewili saxis nakvTebiT da didi Savi TvalebiT,
zustad iseTiT, rogoric dianas hqonda.
deidaSvilebi interesiT aTvalierebdnen maTken momaval qals. mixvdnen, es Tamari iyo, sandros
siyvaruli, misi tkivili da tanjva, misi ocneba.
daTom Taiguli gadasca Tamars, mokrZalebiT Tavi daukra da gamowvdil xelze eambora.
_ badnieri var Seni gacnobiT, daTo _ daiwyo Tamarma _ Tumca, Cven didi xnis win gavicaniT
erTmaneTi. maSin Sen, albaT aTi-Tormeti wlis iqnebodi. Cven erTad viyaviT saTevzaod sionSi, Sen,
sandro da me, Cems megobar verasTan erTad. Semdeg kidev erTxel SevxvdiT erTmaneTs, Sen da
sandro kaxeTSi midiodiT rTvelSi, mamidaSenTan, me SemTxveviT SegxvdiT, isev megobarTan erTad
viyavi _ qali idga da siyvaruliT savse TvalebiT Sehyurebda daTos.
_ mamida maiko didi xnis win gardaicvala, mamas sikvdilis ambavs veRar gauZlo. mamis mxridan
axlo naTesavi aravin damrCa _ naRvlianad Tqva daTom, qalis xeli isev xelSi eWira da saxeSi
Sescqeroda _ mapatieT qalbatono Tamar, mapatieT Cemi gulmaviwyoba. ar maxsovxarT. Zalian
vwuxvar amis gamo. albaT bavSvuri uyuradRebobis bralia. iseTi lamazi xarT, cota mozrdils rom
menaxeT, arasodes damaviwydebodiT.
_ sul TvalTaxedvis areSi myavdi, yvelaferi vici sandros axloblebis Sesaxeb. Zalian mixaroda Seni
warmatebebi. miyvardi, rogorc sandros oreuli, rogorc misi da Cemi Svili, romelzec mudam
vvocnebobdi. ratomRac vfiqrob, Cveni ambavi rom kargad damTavrebuliyo, me da sandros zustad
Sennairi biWi gveyoleboda! _ Tamarma orive xeli saxeze Camousva daTos, Caexuta da orive loyaze
akoca.
daTom misi xelebi daiWira da oriveze eambora.
_ udidesi madloba qalbatono Tamar, Cemi siyvarulisa da erTgulebisaTvis. dReis Semdeg icodeT, Cemi
saxiT, Tqven didi Tayvanismcemeli da megobari gyavT.
Tamarma Zlivs moswyvita Tbili mzera daTos da gurams miesalma.
_ keTili iyos Cveni gacnoba, guram. Senc bavSvobidan gicnob, Tumca piradad arasodes gagvicvnia
erTmaneTi. Tumca sandros ar hgavxar, magram iseTi buTxuza da sayvareli iyavi, Sennairi biWic
mindoda myoloda. daTos gverdiT gxedavdi yovelTvis. mere gaizarde da kidev ufro lamazi da kargi
biWi gaxdi. Zalian momwondi yovelTvis. daTos TiTqmis yvela speqtaklze gxedavdi, qalbaton makas
gverdiT. me Cems gogoebTan erTad gadevnebdiT Tvals da dianas ise moswondi, sul Senze
laparakobda. Sens Sesaxebac vici zogi ram. sandros siyvaruliT, Soridan vadevnebdi Tvals da veferebodi
mis axloblebs _ guramsac gadaexvia da gadakocna.
_ me qeds vixri Tqvens winaSe, im qalis winaSe, romelsac aseTi siyvaruli SeuZlia! Tayvans gcemT,
rogorc pirovnebas, rogorc Seyvarebul da siyvarulisaTvis Tavganwirul qals, rogorc ZmisSvilebisaTvis
Tavdadebul dedas! _ guramma Caimuxla da xelze eambora _ biZaCemis magivrad minda bodiSi
mogixadoT da patieba gTxovoT, im daukvirebeli saqcielisaTvis, ramac mTeli es traRedia gamoiwvia.
apatieT sawyals, man xom es siyvaruliT dabrmavebulma da gagulisebulma Caidina, radgan CaTvala,
rom sxvaSi gascvaleT.
_ mas unda scodnoda, rom Tamar cixiseli, kubos karamde misi erTguli iqneboda da cocxali TaviT ar
dauSvebda, rom sxva mamakacis gamxdariyo! Tu gaqcevas ver movaxerxebdi, Tavs moviklavdi da
sxvas colad ar gavyvebodi! _ mtkice xmiT Tqva Tamarma, Setrialda da sufrasTan miiwvia stumrebi.
sufra lamazad iyo gawyobili, yvelafers diasaxlisis ubadlo kulinariuli codna da maRali gemovneba
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_ miirTviT, Zalian cota dro mqonda da meti ver movaswari. amaSic Cemi gogoebi momexmarnen.
namcxvrebi ki sagangebo gamovacxveT.
male dalis da dianas mama da dedinacvalic movidnen.
mas Semdeg rac biWebma ojaxis sadRegrZelo dalies, daTom Wiqa aswia da Tamaris sadRegrZelo
Sesva.
_minda vadRegrZelo lamazi Seyvarebuli qali, romelmac yvelaferi Seswira am siyvaruls, gmirobis
tolfasi saqcieli Caidina da mTeli Tavisi cxovreba, dediT oboli ZmisSvilebis aRzrdas miuZRvna da
mjera rom qals, romelsac aseTi didi siyvaruli SeuZlia, patiebac SeeZleba, radgan patieba yoveli
qristianis wmindaTa-wminda movaleobaa.
gurammac adRegrZela, Tbili sityvebi arc mas dauklia, bolos ki uTxra
_ minda imedi viqonio, rom sawyal biZaCvens erT Txovnas mainc SeusrulebT da ar mohklavT Tqvens
unaxavad _ gurami adga, iqve kedelze miyudebuli SefuTuli naxati gaxsna da Tamars gadasca.
Tamari SekrTa, gaSeSda, gafarToebuli TvalebiT daacqerda misTvis am qveynad yvelaze Zvirfasi
mamakacis saxes, tuCebi aukankalda da TvalTagan cremlebi Camoscvivda.
naxatidan daRonebuli, sevdiani, Cafiqrebuli sandro korinTeli Sescqeroda, saocrad naTeli, marTali
TvalebiT.
gogoebma Cai SesTavazes mamakacebs namcxvarTan erTad da guramma mohyva, rogor icno Zia
sandrom Tamaris gamomcxvari namcxvari. daTom SeamCnia, rogor gaevso isev cremliT Tvalebi
Tamars da rogor moiwminda Cumad.
mamakacebi wamodgnen, bodiSi mouxades maspinZlebs SewuxebisTvis da karebisaken gaemarTnen.
gasvlisas guramma dianas mamas mimarTa
_ yovel dRe velodebi, rodis momcems diana TqvenTan, misi xelis saTxovnelad mosvlis uflebas. sul
meubneba, rom vCqarob. RmarTis winaSe vaRiareb, rom Tqveni qaliSvili miyvars da marTla vCqarob,
minda Cemi coli gaxdes. ai, faqtiurad ukve gTxoveT misi xeli. roca mosvlis uflebas momcems,
maSinac moval da kidev ufro damajereblobiT davamtkiceb Cems siyvaruls misdami.
gurami da daTo wavidnen. Tamari da mamuka kmayofilni darCnen maTi stumrobiT.
_ momwons eg biWi, Zalian alali da pirdapiria dianasaviT _ Cailaparaka mamuka cixiselma da das xeli
gadahxvia, miixuta, Sublze akoca _ manaxve Seni saCuqari, rogorc davinaxe, Zalian gagaxara _ isev
akoca das da oTaxSi Seiyvana.
Tamarma savarZelze dadebuli sandros portreti aiRo da Zmas miawoda, TviTon savarZelSi Cajda.
mamukam didxans aTvaliera sevdiani saxe ukve xanSi Sesuli, SeWaRaravebuli, magram mainc lamazi
mamakacisa, mamakacisa, romelic misi dis mTeli cxovrebis didi siyvaruli da didi tkivili iyo.
_ xom xedav, masac iseve hyvarebixar, rogorc Sen giyvars. yvelaferi mxolod eWvianobis da
gaugebrobis brali yofila. Secdoma orivem dauSviT. man imitom, rom ar mogismina, ar gaigo Seni
ambavi da eWvi Seitana Sens siyvarulSi. Sen ki, maSinve far-xmali dahyare, ar ecade gagerkvia
situacia, saSineli tramva miayene sakuTar Tavs fizikuric da sulieric. da kidev, Senc eWvi Seitane mis
siyvarulSi. Cemi azriT, Sen ufro damnaSave xar. Sen uTxari mas uari Cumad daqorwinebaze da
Seurachyofa miayenebine Cvens mSoblebs sawyali, Seyvarebuli kacisaTvis. mamakacebi ufro advilad
iviwyeben xolme Zvel siyvaruls, vidre qalebi. ai, me magaliTad, miuxedavad imisa, rom Zalian
miyvarda Cemi diana, mainc davqorwindi meored. man ki es ver SesZlo, ver dagiviwya. imdenad didi
iyo misi siyvaruli Sens mimarT da am siyvarulis gamo gancdili tanjva da imedgacrueba, rom misi guli
samudamod daiketa axali siyvarulisa da bednirebisaTvis. Tu is kaci, ase giyvarda da giyvars, rogor
SeiZleba ar apatio gamwarebul gulze Cadenili ugunureba. rogor SeiZleba ubralo Sexvedris uflebac ar
misce mas? _ naxati kalTaSi Caudo Tamars da oTaxidan gavida.

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Tamari didxans ijda, dahyurebda Zvirfasi adamianis saxes da tiroda. gogoebi magidas Cumad
alagebdnen, gangeb ar scemdnen xmas tanjul mamidas, fiqrobdnen, guls moioxebs da dawynardebao.
Tamari ki tiroda, ver wynardeboda. tiroda ganvlil sevdian cxovrebas, uazrod da usiyvarulod dakargul
wlebs, sakuTar tanjvas da vaebas da bolos, sandros tanjvas da dangreul cxovrebas. mamuka sul
eubneboda, rom TviTonac iyo damnaSave, ar ibrZola siyvarulisTvis, kidev erTxel ar daukavSirda da ar
auxsna yvelaferi Seyvarebul mamakacs. axla mixvda, rom mamuka marTali iyo.
Tamaris pirovnebiT moxibluli deidaSvilebi, mzias sanaxavad mividnen. daTo moefera Sewuxebul da
naRvlian cols, mis danaxvaze rom gaubrwyinda Tvalebi da TviTonac danaRvlianda. saavadmyofoSi
wola advili ar iyo, Tanac erTad yofna enetrebodaT axalgazrdebs. mziasTan nato rCeboda. daTom da
guramma maka waiyvanes da sandros binas miadgnen. gzaSi makas cixiselebTan stumrobis ambavi
mouyvnen.
sandro buxarTan, savarZelSi ijda Tavis kabinetSi. win, patara, dabal magidaze gadaSlili wigni edo. iqve
fotosuraTebi eyara. erTi, samedicino institutis kursdamdavrebulTa da profesor-maswavlebelTa, didi
formatis, gamosaSvebi fotosuraTi iyo. iqve eyara, romeliRac saavadmyofoSi, praqtikuli mecadineobis
dros gadaRebuli ramdenime suraTi. yvelaze win ki, gadaSlil wignze, fotografiaSi gadaRebuli ori foto
ido.
sandro ar eloda maT misvlas, SeSinebulma SeaTvaliera mosulebi.
_ xom mSvidobaa? mzia rogor aris? xom ar mSobiarobs?
_ mzia isev wynarad aris jer-jerobiT. Cven Sens sanaxavad movediT. daikarge, CvenTan aRar modixar.
ra davaSaveT? ratom anerviuleb dedaCems? sul Senze laparakobs da moTqvams _ Tqva daTom, iqve
taxtze Camojda da magidaze dayrili fotoebis daTvaliereba daiwyo.
guramma maka meore savarZelSi Casva, TviTon daTos miujda gverdiT da fotoebs daxeda.
 sandro uxerxulad SeiSmuSna. ar undoda biWebs misi sisuste da didi dardi enaxad. imasac ganicdida,
roca maSin, Tamaris ambis gagebisas, Tavi ver Seikava da biWebTan qaliviT atirda. magram imdenad
Zlieri iyo, Tamaris saxis damaxinjebis gamo miRebuli Soki, rom veRar gaumklavda. axlac rcxvenia
maTi. rom scodnoda maTi mosvlis Sesaxeb, suraTebs aucileblad damalavda.
_ me, ra, ar maqvs ufleba sakuTar saxlSi vicxovro? isedac iSviaTad var aq da mindoda cota xniT Cems
binaSi mecxovra da aravin Semewuxebina!
_ Zia, xom ici rogor gviyvarxar, rogor velodeboT xolme Sens Camosvlas, amitom gvindoda CvenTan
erTad gecxovra _ CaerTo saubarSi gurami _ Tan gvindoda axali ambebis epicentrSi yofiliyavi.
_ ra ambebis _ ikiTxa sandrom.
_ guramma dianas xeli sTxova da Tanxmoba miiRo _ daiwyo daTom.
_ Se cigano, iq ar viyavi eg rom moxda? _ SeubRvira sandrom sayvarel disSvils.
_ me magas ar vambob. dRes mamamiss sTxova qaliSvilis xeli, mamamisma ki gauRima da mxarze
xeli daartya Zmakacurad, rac Cemi azriT imis niSania, rom Tanaxmaa _ gaRimebulma Tqva daTom.
_ axla iqidan modixarT? _ gamococxlda sandro.
_ ho Zia, iq viyaviT, magram xelis saTxovnelad ki ara, Tamaris sanaxavad wavediT me da daTo. Cemi
da dianas qorwinebaze, ise, sxvaTaSoris Cavulaparake mamamiss.
_ ra gindodaT TamarTan? naxeT? rogor gamoiyureba? Cemzec ilaparakeT? gkiTxaT rame Cemze? _
kiTxva-kiTxvaze miayara sandrom.
_ me da daTo mivediT, rom Cveni misadmi Rrma pativiscema gamogvexata. Zia, Zalian lamazi,
axalgazrda qalia. naiarevi odnav emCneva, vardisferi xazi aqvs marcxena loyaze, safeTqelidan zeda
tuCis CaTvliT. dianam Tqva, saSineli Wriloba hqonda, Zalian amaxinjebda, quCaSi ar gadiodao. omis


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damTavrebidan ramdenime wlis Semdeg, dianas mamas leningradSi wauyvania da iq gaukeTebiaT
plastikuri operacia. ase rom, Seni Tamari isev lamazia _ Tqva guramma.
sandros Camqral TvalebSi naperwklebi akiafdnen.
_ ai, ai rogori iyo Cemi Tamari _ xelidan waarTva daTos is ori suraTi, romlebic wignze ido da orive
gurams miawoda.
erT fotoze sandro da Tamari Caxutebulebi iyvnen gadaRebuli col-qmari rom iReben, ise, meore fotodan
SavTvalebbriala, gaciskrovnebuli saxis, ulamazesi gogo icqireboda. gurams es foto sxvagan da sxva
dros rom enaxa, ifiqrebda dianaao. fotoebi makas gadasca da dawvrilebiT mouyva biZas yvelaferi rac
cixiselebTan stumrobisas moxda.
_ kargi biWebi xarT, kargad moqceulxarT, rom misulxarT. vici, rom Tqveni imedi yovelTvis unda
mqondes _ aRelveba SeemCna sandros xmas.
cota kidev isaubres, sandro gaamxneves, piroba CamoarTves, rom marto ar gamoiketeboda da maTTan
mividoda da wavidnen.
meore diliT cixiselebis karze zari darekes da Tamars konverti gadasces, romelzec mxolod misi saxeli da
gvari ewera. konvertSi benuaris loJis xuTi bileTi ido, saRamos speqtaklze, operisa da baletis TeatrSi.
Tan patara baraTic axlda.
_ “qalbatono Tamar! amieridan yvela Cems speqtaklze, es adgilebi TqvenTvis iqneba dajavSnuli, Cemi
Tqvendami didi pativiscemis niSnad.”
                              daTo jandieri.
_ ra kargi biWi xar, Cemo sayvarelo, marTlac saukeTeso, saukeTesoTa Soris! _ wamoiZaxa Tamarma
da konverti, Tavisi bileTebianad, gulSi Caixuta.
im saRamos cixiselebis mTeli ojaxi wavida “traviatas” mosasmenad. guramsac maTTan erTad hqonda
adgili. Tamari daZabuli iyo, fiqrobda, rom TeatrSi sandroc iqneboda da es specialurad maTi
SexvedrisTvis iyo mowyobili. antraqtis dros guramma Tamars da gogoebs foieSi gaseirneba SesTavaza.
Tamaris uari rom miiRo, mixvda qalis daZabulobis mizezs.
_ qalbatono Tamar, Tqven xom ar fiqrobT, me da daTo Tqveni sandrosTan Sexvedras vgegmavT?
biZaCemi avadaa, wnevam auwia da Tavs cudad grZobs. aq mosvlamde, masTan gamoviare. man ar
icis dRes Tqveni aq yofnis ambavi da saerTod bileTebis ambavs masTan saerTo araferi aqvs. es daTom,
TqveniT aRfrTovanebulma, pativiscemis gamosaxatavad gaakeTa. amieridan es adgilebi Tqvenia, yvela
mis speqtaklze. Zia sandrosTan, arc daTo da arc me, Tqveni nebarTvis gareSe ar SegaxvedrebT.
Tamari adga, gurams loyaze xeli mohkida, Tavisken miizida da akoca.
_ me bednieri var, rom dianas Sen gabareb _ Tqva, xelkavi gaukeTa gurams da foieSi gavida. gogoebic
ukan gahyvnen.
guramma saxlTan miacila dianas ojaxi. gurams yvela daemSvidoba da saxlSi Sevida, diana masTan
datoves. gurami miuaxlovda qaliSvils, orive xeli mohxvia da gulSi Caikra. cota xans iyvnen ase
Caxutebulebi, mere, sul misxal-misxal daukocna qaliSvils saxe da bolos tuCebze SeCerda. qaliSvili
ahyva mis kocnas da roca tuCebi erTmaneTs moswyvites, verc erTi suls ver ibrunebda.
_ Zalian miyvarxar diana! minda sul CemTan iyo! minda Cemi gaxde! raRas unda velodoT?
diana xmas ar iRebda. guramma misi mofereba da kocna ganagrZo, kvlav tuCebi moZebna.E
_ Cemo sayvarelo, Cemo lamazo, ra tkbili xar! ar minda SenTan daSoreba! wamo CemTan amaRam,
xval ki davqorwindeT. Tu ara da, vidgebi aq mTeli Rame SenTan erTad!
_ kargi guram, gamiSvi, Senma moferebam Zala gamomilia, SeiZleba waviqce... veRar aval saxlSi... _
nawyvet-nawyvet laparakobda qali.


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_ specialurad mogeci dro, ramdenime dRe aRar Segxvdi, mindoda gagego, rom mec iseTive saWiro var
SenTvis, rogorc Sen CemTvis. miTxari, ar genatrebodi? me aRar minda uSenod yofna _ eubneboda am
sityvebs vaJi da Tan vnebianad kocnida.
_ kargi, kargi, gaCerdi, meti aRar SemiZlia! _ Zlivs sunTqavda qali _ me xom ar damimalavs, rom didi
xania vocnebob Senze, giTxari Zalian miyvarxar-meTqi, meti ra giTxra? _ Tan kocnaze pasuxobda _
sul Senze vfiqrob, sul SenTan minda viyo!
_ hoda, davqorwindeT, rac SeiZleba male. am SabaT-kviras dedaCemi da mamaCemi Camovlen,
TqvenebTan movalT da qorwilis dRe davniSnod, Tanaxma xar?
_ kargi, kargi _ rogorc iqna Tavi gaiTavisufla dianam _ Tanaxma var, roca ginda maSin daniSne
qorwili, Zalian, Zalian miyvarxar _ xelidan dausxlta da kibeebze airbina.
gurami karg xasiaTze mivida saxlSi. cota rikis gaeTamaSa da saxlSi Sevida. maka cud xasiaTze
daxvda. swuxda, sandrosTan gamoviare da isev maRali wneva hqondao, mis mosamsaxures, zosias
Cavabare, davubare, Tu saWiro viqnebi, damirekos.
meore saRamos, samsaxuris Semdeg isev dianas Sexvda gurami.
_ modi kinoSi wavideT, ramdeni xania konoSi ar vyofilvar _ SesTavaza dianam _ rusTavelSi axali
italiuri filmi gadis, miqelanjelo antonionis “dabneleba”, alen delonis da monika vitis monawileobiT. me
ki vgiJdebi alen delonze.
_ wavideT, magram me ar momwons alen deloni, arc Sesaxedavad da arc, rogorc msaxiobi. Zalian
qaluria, mamakacuroba aklia. ram gadagriaT qalebi, ver vigeb.
filmi orives moewona, alen delonze ki isev sxvvadasxva azris darCnen.
guramma restoran “TbilisSi” Seiyvana diana.
_            me            ar          mSia,           araferi          minda           _         Tqva
qalma.……………………………………………………………………………
_ arc me mSia mainc da mainc, magram aq jdoma SenTan yofnis erT-erTi saSualebaa. modi isev Sen
SeukveTe, kargi?
dianam meniu aiRo, gadaaTvaliera, mere gurams Sexeda. vaJi skamis zurgs miyrdnoboda, fexi-fexze
gadaedo da gamomwvevad iRimeboda.
_ moskovuri salaTa, Semwvari sulguni, erTi imeruli xaWapuri da Semwvari dabegvili Zroxis xorci
karTofiliT _ SeukveTa dianam.
_ erTi winandali da erTic borjomi _ daamata guramma, Tan sicils ver ikavebda.
_ ratom icini? _ ikiTxa qalma _ sasacilo ra moxda?
_ araferi, rac Sen SeukveTe yvelaferi Zalian miyvars. icodi, Tu ubralod damTxvevaa?
_ Seni Wamis da kvebis Sesaxeb araferi vici, axla vswavlob da Zalian mixaria, rom erTnairi saWmelebi
mogvwons _ darcxveniT Tqva dianam.
restoranSi cota Wames, bevri isaubres da icines, sityvebiT da TvalebiT ealersnen erTmaneTs.
sadarbazoSi isev bevri akoca guramma qaliSvils, daabnia, gaaogna, saSinlad aaRelva da TviTonac
aRelvebuli wavida... Zlivs daiwynara guli dianam da rogorc iqna kibeebze avida.



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daTo da maka Zalian karg xasiaTze daxvdnen gurams.
_ mziam imSobiara? _ gaxarebulma ikiTxa guramma.
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_ ara Zmao, mziasTan axali araferia _ miugo daTom.
_ aba, ra moxda? _ xan daTos, xan makas uyurebda biWi.
_ dRes TeatrSi SuadRisas Tamari mestumra da ici ra undoda? _ kiTxva dausva daTom.
_ ra undoda, miTxari ra moxda _ gaubrazda gurami.
_ ra da, sandrosTan wamyevio, gavige cudad yofila, Zalian vRelav, aucileblad unda vnaxovo. imas rom
axla rame mouvides, magas ukve veRar gadavitano!
_ marTla? wuxel me vuTxari, sandro rom cudad iyo. mere ra hqeni? _ cnobismoyvareoba moeZala
gurams.
_ ra unda meqna, xotba Sevasxi mis pirovnebas da wavyevi. sandro buxris win ijda isev savarZelSi, win
isev is suraTebi hqonda gafenili da buxarSi mogizgize cecxls miStereboda. Tamari oTaxSi SevuSvi da
fexakrefiT gamovipare.
_ oh, gmadlob RmerTo! ra kargia! sawyals guli ar gauskdes sixaruliT _ wamoiZaxa guramma _ deida
maka, ar SeiZleba daqorwindnen?
_ ar vici Svilo, verafers getyvi, Tu erTad iqnebian, mxolod mivesalmebi.
_ Sen sad iyavi, Zmao, ras Svebi, agiJeb im gogos, Tu ara? _ eSmakurad gaiRima daTom.
_ is ufro magiJebs! ai, ramdenime dReSi dedaCemi da mamaCemi Camovlen, mivideT da qorwilis dRe
davniSnod, rac SeiZleba Cqara.
_ dRes aq Tamriko iyo, Svilo _ daiwyo makam _ marto viyavi, gamarTo, erTad vivaxSmeT. Senze
miTxra, Zalian miyvars, magram Tavi ver Sevayvareo. me vuTxari, rom colis moyvanas apireb. Tqva,
vici, dianaze qorwindeba, iseTi siyvaruliT xatavda mis portretebs, vgrZnobdi, rom is Seuyvardao.
sevdiani iyo, Zalian Semecoda sawyali. araCveulebrivad lamazi gogoa, yoCaRi, saqmiani, mxiaruli...
mere daToc movida, Tamriko aRar gaCerda da wavida.
_ ho, ulamazesia! unaklo garegnoba aqvs, mec Zalian momwons. daRonebuli wavida, Tvalebi
cremlebiT hqonda savse. guliT SevigrZeni misi dardi, ar vicodi ra meTqva _ guldawyvetiT Tqva
daTom _ me mTeli grZnobiT movefere da xvalisTvis vTxove mosvla, xom unda daamTavro “dalis” Tu
“afroditas” xatva.
_ kargi, xval davxatoT, mec davurekav da vetyvi, xval rac SeiZleba adre movides _ gurami cota
Cafiqrda da ganagrZo _ xom giTxari daTo, mec miyvars, Zalian momwons, rogor SeiZleba normalur
kacs Tamriko ar moewonos, magram colad ver SevirTav, Sen ici ratomac. arasodes mimicia imis imedi,
rom rodesme davqorwindebodiT. mas Zalian bevri Tayvanismcemeli hyavs, Tu Wkuianad moiqceva,
karg qmars iSovnis. rogorc TviTon ambobs, mas Tavisi bavSvobisdroindeli Seyvarebulic exveweba,
rom daubrundes. Zalian vwuxvar da mecodeba, Tu marTla Sevuyverdi. misTvis araferi damiZalebia da
arc arasodes momityuilebia _ gurami makasTan mivida, gverdiT daujda da bodiSis moxdasaviT
ganagrZo _ deida, roca gavicani, maSin arc modeli mWirdeboda da arc is mifiqria, rom masTan
davwoliliyavi. me seriozuli urTierTobisTvis momewona. magram man meore Sexvedrazeve Tavisi Tavi
SemomTavaza, rac sakmaod Riad da TavSeukaveblad gaakeTa. mec uari ver vuTxari. aseTi lamazi,
faqtiurad unaklo qalisaTvis uaris Tqma, ucolo, axalgazrda mamakacisaTvis, Zalian Znelia, TiTqmis
SeuZlebeli.
_ o, es biWebi ra saZaglebi xarT! Tqven yvelafris ufleba gaqvT, gogoebi Tu vinmesTan Secdebian
siyvarulis gamo, imaT cudad moixseniebT. imeds vitoveb, rom eg sawyali gogo, Seni silamazis da lurji
Tvalebis msxverpli ar aris da misi pirveli mamakaci Sen ar yofilxar.
_ deida, Cemze aseTi cudi warmodgena gaqvs? Zalian mwyins Tu ase fiqrob Cemze! Tamrikos pirveli
mamakaci me rom vyofiliyavi, karga xnis win davqorwindebodi masze da axla Svilic meyoleboda.
TviTon ambobs, rom Cemamde mxolod ori mamakaci hyavda, orive mis saqmrod iTvleboda, arc erTi

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ar moewona, rogorc mamakaci da daSorda. me ar vici, meramdene var sinamdvileSi. deida, mapatie
aseTi gulaxdili saubrisaTvis, magram ar minda Cemze cudad ifiqro.
_ Sen mogikvda Cemi Tavi, Cemo lamazo da Wkuiano biWo, ar grcxvenia? Senze cuds arasodes
vifiqreb, vici, rom wesieri da patiosani biWi xar, Cemo sayvarelo _ Tqva makam da gurami Caixuta _ is
iyo gafuWebuli da wuwki _ daTosken gaixeda qalma _ da isic gamoaswora mzias siyvarulma.
daTom gulianad gaicina, mere isic makas gverdiT Camojda, dedas moefera, akoca, isev gaicina.
_ deda, ratom var gafuWebuli da wuwki? kiserze rom mekidebodnen, im qalebTan rom verTobodi da
uars ar veubnebodi imitom? uaric bevrjer miTqvams. ise ki, ratom unda meTqva uari lamazi qalisTvis
siamovnebis miniWebaze, roca aranakleb siamovnebas vRebulobdi mec, Tan Tavmoyvareobis saqmea,
ra unda efiqraT Cemze, rogorc mamakacze? _ daTom isev gaicina _ deda, Sen yovelTvis mkicxavdi
qalebis gamo. minda giTxra, rom qalebi, yovelTvis TviTon arian iniciatorebi. ai, CamovTvaloT, Tu
ginda, Teonam daminaxa Tu ar, im dRidan gasaqans ar maZlevda, moskoveli qalebi ra dReSic iyvnen
Sen kargad ici, mzia, Cemi mzia, YTviTon iyo Cemze uzomod Seyvarebuli, me mxolod avyevi mis
grZobebs, rogorc ici, is wamovida saxlidan Cemi gulisTvis da TviTon movida CemTan. Tamrikom
TviTon SesTavaza Tavi gurams, dianamac TviTon auxsna pirvelma siyvaruli. deda, yvelas xom ver
CamovTvli? rogorc xedav, Cven, sawyali mamakacebi varT msxverplni qalebisa da ara piriqiT. rom
icode, ramdenjer minatria, cota Seuxedavi vyofiliyavi, ise mabezrebdnen xandaxan Tavs. _ daTom isev
xmamaRla gaicina da makas orive loya daukocna _ Sen ki is qali xar, romelic Zalian, Zalian, Zalian
miyvars da mudam meyvareba! deda, Cemo keTilo, sayvarelo da Tavdadebulo, Zvel codvebze nuRar
mibrazdebi, ar var gafuWebuli, ubralod miyvars qalebi da maTi alersi.
_ ho, kargi, kargi, angelozebi xarT! Tqveni dardi aRar maqvs, gyavT saalersoebi da mixedeT. sandroze
vnerviulob. netav rogor aris, ratom aRar dareka? _ Sewuxebulma Tqva makam.
_ deda, mTeli misi cxovrebis siyvaruli da ocneba estumra da eqneboda imis dro da xasiaTi CvenTvis
daereka?
_ daTo, rom SeuSvi is qali da miatove, iqneb im kacs sixaruliT guli gauskda, ar unda migexeda? isedac,
ar gainteresebda, rogor Sexvdebodnen, ras etyodnen erTmaneTs? an iqneb is kaci Caucmeli iyo, an
eZina...
_ moica, moica, nu gareke _ sityva gaawyvetina gurams daTom _ jer erTi, me pirveli Sevedi binaSi,
kari zosiam gagviRo, iman miTxra, rom kabinetSi ijda da kiTxulobda. me mainc Sevixede, davinaxe,
rogor ijda naRvliani da Cafiqrebuli, sawyali. mere SevuSvi Tamari da me wamovedi. meorec, Tu cudad
gaxdeboda, me ras vuSvelidi, TviTonac eqimia da Tamaric, moaxerxebdnen rames. marto rom
davtovebdi, amaze winaswar SevuTanxmdi Tamars. vuTxari, Cems Tvalwin Sexvedra, garkveulwilad
orives uxerxul mdgomareobaSi CagayenebT da Tavisuflad ver isaubrebT-meTqi. isic maSinve
damTanxmda. me xom vici, biZaCvens, arasodes undoda misi susti mxare damenaxa, arasodes undoda,
misi Zlieri emociebis gamomJRavnebis mowme vyofiliyavi.
_ daTo, Sen masTan Zalian axlos iyavi, moskovSic masTan cxovrobdi, sanam Seni bina geqneboda,
amitom, ar SeiZleba ar icode, hyavda sandros sayvareli, Tu ara? _ eSmakurad aucimcimda Tvalebi
gurams.
_ vici, rom hyavda, magram Cemgan malulad. erTxel, TxuTmeti wuTis wasuli, ukan movbrundi, notebi
damrCa. kibeze rom avdiodi davinaxe, rogor Sevida mis binaSi qera lamazi qali. me aRar Sevedi da
TeatrSi wavedi. im saRamos speqtakli mqonda. Semdegi speqtaklis dros, saxlidan rom gamovedi, zeda
sarTulze avedi da iq videqi naxevari saaTi, Cven karebs vuyurebdi, aravin mosula. vifiqre, albaT misi
avadmyofi iyo da me sxva raRac davabrale-Tqo, magram mesamejer mainc vcade meTvalTvala. Cemi
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karebs. sandrom maSinve gauRo kari, rogorc ki qalma zari dareka, etyoba karTan eloda _ RimiliT
daasrula moyola daTom.
_ Se maimuno, ras yaraulobdi _ datuqsa Svili makam _ Sen Tu gindoda nair-nair qalebSi drostareba, is
ra, mamakaci ar aris? riT aris Senze naklebi? lamazia, momxibvleli, warmosadegi. Zalianac kargi, Tu
vinme hyavda!
_ netav TamarTan Tu ganaaxlebs urTierTobas? an Tamari iqneba sandrosTan axlo urTierTobis
momxre? RmerTo, ra iqneba? Zalian mainteresebs ra moxdeba _ wamoiZaxa guramma _ diana albaT
momiyveba, Tu raime Tqva Tamarma saxlSi.
meore saRamos adre mivida gurami saxlSi, Tamrikos saxelosnoSi daxvda. samxari SesTavaza qals,
magram uari miiRo, gvian visadile da araferi mindao. Tamriko mowyenili sCanda, Camqrali da
sevdiani hqonda mzera. gurami miuaxlovda qals, miixuta, loyebi daukocna.
_ nu gamibrazdebi Tamar! Cvens urTierTobaSi Tavidanve yvelaferi garkveuli iyo. me SenTvis araferi
damiZalebia, arc momityuilebia rame. me Sen Zalian momwonxar, miyvarxar kidec, aba ise, amdenjer
rogor dagxatavdi! am sami suraTidan erTi Senia, Cemgan saCuqrad. dabadebis dRisTvis sxva saCuqars
gimzadeb! Seni didi madlobeli var, Sens gverdiT Zalian kargad vgrZnobdi Tavs, uamravi sasiamovno
wuTi gavatare, udidesi siamovneba ganmacdevine. me Sen ar dagkargav, Sen megobrad migule. Zalian
minda vinme Seiyvaro da ojaxi Seqmna. vici bevri Tayvanismcemeli gyavs, amoarCie _ guramma isev
Caixuta qali, saxe daukocna, mere TviTonve Caacva TeTri kaba da cisferi sinaTlis qveS daayena. qali
usityvod mihyveboda mis nebas, wynarad daikava adgili kedelTan da daToc movida. isic moefera qals,
mravali komplimenti da tkbili sityva uTxra, xumrobda mis gasamxiaruleblad, magram veras gaxda,
Tamriko Zalian seriozuli da naRvliani iyo.
deidaSvilebma didxans imuSaves. guramma TiTqmis daamTavra naxati. mere Caize dapatiJes Tamriko,
orive Tbilad moefera qals, gaaciles da manqanaSi Casves. orive naRvliani Sebrunda saxlSi, saxelosnoSi
avidnen da gvianobamde Cumad muSaobdnen. orives namuSevari Zalian kargi gamovida da Zalian
gansxvavebuli.
mesame diliT moskovidan darekes saopero TeatrSi, daTo ikiTxes. daTo dilis repeticiaze iyo da swrafad
mivida telefonTan. didi Teatris samxatvro xelmZRvaneli rekavda. man daTos miuloca da Seatyobina,
rom sabWoTa kavSiris saxalxo artistis wodeba mianiWes da erT kviraSi moskovSi unda Casuliyo
dajildoebis ceremonialze dasaswrebad.
daTo ar eloda rusebisagan aseT guluxvobas. isini sxva erovnebis warmomadgenlebisaTvis, did jildoebs
iSviaTad imetebdnen. Tumca didi warmatebiT Catarebulma evropulma da Semdeg italiurma
gastrolebma, albaT gadamwyveti roli iTamaSes. es Zalian didi jildo iyo. is jerovnad daafases. Tbilisis
operis TeatrSi yvela zeimobda. didi Teatris warmomadgenlebic gaaxara daTos warmatebam, amaze
metyvelebda is uamravi zari moskovidan, romelic mTeli dRe ar wydeboda. naSuadRevs tatianam
daureka daTos, gulTbilad miuloca, mere meuRlec alaparaka. nikolai belousovi daTos guramis naxatebis
saswrafod Catanas sTxovda, Cemi galerea sam kviraSi unda gavxsnao. daTo dapirda, rom gurams
gaagzavnida Tavisi naxatebianad.
es dRe warmatebebiT daiwyo.
daTom gurams daureka da yvelaferi mouyva.
_ saswrafod unda waxvide xvalve _ uTxra deidaSvils.
_ ras ambob daTo, xvalve rogor waval, gamzadeba xom unda naxatebs wasaRebad _ gaioca guramma.
_ aeroportSi wavideT am saRamos, isini specialistebi arian SefuTvaSi. did yuTebSi Caawyoben da
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gaxarebulma guramma dianas daureka, daTos sabJoTa kavSiris saxalxo artistis wodebis miniWebisa da
moskovSi Tavisi gamofenis mowyobis Sesaxeb esaubra.
aRfrTovanebulma dianam yurmili Tamars gadasca. Tamari Zalian gaaxara am ambebma da suliTa da
guliT miuloca gurams misi da daTos warmateba. guramma saRamos TavisTan misvla sTxova dianas,
naxatebis SefuTvaSi dasaxmareblad.
eqvs saaTze gurami da diana ukve saxlSi iyvnen. is iyo unda evaxSmaT, telefonma dareka. yurmili
guramma aiRo.
_ guram, mzia ukve gaiyvanes samSobiaro blokSi _ gaisma daTos xma _ SenTan laparakis Semdeg
makam damireka da miTxra mzias tkivilebi daewyoo da maSinve aq gamovqandi. biZaCvenic aq aris.
mis Zmakacs, profesor baxtaZes daurekia da misvla uTxovia. ar vici guSin ra moxda, magram sandros
ver icnob, oci wliT aris gaaxalgazrdavebuli da araCveulebriv xasiaTzea.
_ Zalian kargi daTo, CemTan dianaa da orive axlave wamovalT. ra ricxvia dRes, rom amdeni kargi
ambavi xdeba?
_ Tvrameti noemberia, zustad cxra Tve Cemi da mzias erTad yofnidan. Zalian bednieri var, magram
meSinia. Sen ki Seni saqmisTvis migexeda sjobda, ar aris saWiro aq mosvla _ Tqva daTom.
_ magasac mivxedav, axla ki mand wamovalT.
diana gabrwyinebuli TvalebiT Sescqeroda gaxarebul gurams.
_ Cqara wavideT, RmerTo ra bednierebaa bavSvis gaCena, Tanac ori bavSvis. mzias adgilze me albaT
sixarulisgan gavgiJdebodi _ aRtacebiT ambobda diana.
_ Sen ginda bavSvi, diana? ase giyvars bavSvebi? _ ucbad Semobrunda misken gurami, saxeze cota
gakvirveba da didi siTbo hqonda gamoxatuli.
_ Zalian, Zalian minda Seni Svilebis deda viyo _ daimorcxva dianam, mere TvalebSi Sexeda gurams da
pirdapir Tqva _ me didi xania Senze vocnebob da didi xania minda Seni Svili... sul vfiqrobdi, maSin,
roca ar gicnobdi, sadme erTad movxvedriliyaviT ukacriel adgilas, Tundac katastrofis Semdeg, sadac
mxolod Cven viqnebodiT da Cven TiTqmis ucnobebi, erTad vyofiliyaviT...                  Tumca... me
maincdamainc, arc maSin da arc axla, am urTierTobis Sesaxeb bevri araferi vici, magram raRacas
vfantaziorobdi... vfiqrobdi, mere Sen damiviwyebdi, me ki Sengan fexmZimed davrCebodi... yovelTvis
vfiqrobdi da vocnebobdi Sengan Svili myoloda... ai, is saidumlo ocneba, romelic arasodes xmamaRla ar
miTqvams, Sen giTxari... Seni gafarTovebuli TvalebiT Tu vimsjelebT, gangacvifre da Cemze
Sexeduleba gagifuWe _ diana ucbad Setrialda, magram guramma xelis wavleba moaswro, orive xeli
magrad mohxvia da gulSi Caikra.
_ Cemo lamazo, Cemo gulaxdilo, ratom aqamde ar miTxari Seni fantaziebis Sesaxeb _ gaicina
guramma _ xom ici, rom zogjer ocnebebic SeiZleba axdes. ai, mziasac aseTi ocneba hqonda daTos
Sesaxeb da xom xedav rogor auxda. axla aucileblad unda wavideT, rac SeiZleba Cqara, uaxloes
momavalSi ki pirobas gaZlev, yvela Sens ocnebas agisruleb, ukacrieli adgilisa da katastrofis garda.
yvelanairad vecdebi Seni warmosaxvebi da fantaziebi realur bednierebad gadavaqcio _ guramma misi
saxe xelebSi daiWira da daukocna. mere saswrafod palto Caacva, TviTonac Caicva da manqaniT
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samSobiaro saxlTan TiTqmis naxevari operis Teatri idga. aq iyvnen mzias mSoblebi, nana, daTos da
mzias ramdenime megobari... guramma Caxutebuli Seiyvana diana derefanSi da pirdapir nanas
SeeCexa. nana ise gaaogna Caxutebuli qal-vaJis danaxvam, rom misalmebazec ki veRar upasuxa. misi
Tvalebi, isedac yoveli Sexvedrisas sevdiT savse, axla SeSfoTebasac gamoxatavdnen.
_ axali araferia _ hkiTxa guramma ise, rom dianasTvis xeli ar gauSvia.
_ jer-jerobiT araferi _ Zlivs amoiRo xma nanam.
guramma dainaxa, rogor gaivso misi Tvalebi cremliT da Tvali aarida. iqve mdgar TavisianebTan
mivida.
_ sandro sad aris, ras ambobs? _ hkiTxa daTos.
_ naxevari saaTis win gamovida da Tqva, rom yvelaferi normaluradaa da misi megobari aranair
garTulebas ar elodeba _ daTo saSinlad Relavda, saxeze feri ar edo.
yvelaze wynarad, yvelas gasakvirad, nato gamoiyureboda.
gurami daTos ar Sordeboda, awynarebda aforiaqebul da Sewuxebul deidaSvils.
_ mzias rom raime daemarTos, me ver vicocxleb _ Cailaparaka daTom da fanjrisken Setrialda, rom mis
TvalebSi SiSTan erTad Camdgari cremli iq myofTaTvis daemala.
_ ra unda daemarTos, gagiJdi? _ mxarze xeli daartya guramma _ ar ici, rom tyupebis gaCena ufro
advilia? isini xom SedarebiT patarebi arian, vidre erTi bavSvi, amitom ufro iolad ibadebian.
_ Sen saidan ici? _ misken Semobrunda daTo.
_ roca miTxari mzia tyupebzea fexmZimedo, dedaCems yvelaferi gamovkiTxe _ upasuxa guramma.
_ saxelebi momzadebuli gaaqvT? _ imitom, rom cota gaenelebia SiSi daTos TvalebSi, sxva Temaze
gadaitana saubari dianam.
_ ar vici vin daibadebian, saxels rogor movamzadebdi. erTi biWi rom dabadebuliyo, mamaCemis
saxels, giorgis davarqmevdi, gogosTvis mzias dedaCemis saxelis darqmeva undoda...
_ TiTo saxeli gqoniaT, axla erTi biWis da erTi gogos saxeli gaqvT mosafiqrebeli _ isev RimiliT Tqva
dianam.
dro Zalian nela midioda. maSin roca daTos daZabulobam piks miaRwia, kari gaiRo da maTken
gaRimebuli sandro korinTeli wamovida.
_ modi Se Tarso, modi mogiloco _ xelebi gaSala sandrom da daTos gadaexvia _ orive bavSvi da mzia
Zalian kargad arian, aaxieT yurebi am gafuWebuls _ mimarTa iq myofebs sandrom _ vefxvebiviT
biWebis mama gaxda! _ da TviTonve auwia orive yuri Tavis sayvarel disSvils. daTo ki sixarulisgan
gaognebuli TiTqos gaiTiSa, xelebi saxeze aifara da Cacucqda. guramic mis gverdiT Cacucqda da
deidaSvils gadaexvia, igrZno, rom daTos sixarulisgan muxlebma umtyunes. ase gadaxveulma aayena,
xeli ar gauSvia, Caxutebuli hyavda cota xans, mere makasTan miiyvana da mis gverdiT dasva.
_ deida maka, ai mogiyvaneT Tqveni gmiri Svili, Rirsia cota moeferoT.
maka gadaexvia Tavis erTaderT, oblobaSi gazrdil, saxelovan Svils, cremlmoreuli Tvalebi daukocna,
yurebi auwia, qoCori auwewa.
_ axla Tu movkvdebi, aRar vidardeb, Svilo. Sen me yvela survili da ocneba amixdine, Sen Semogevlos
Cemi Tavi, Cemo kargo, Cemo lamazo, Cemo dediserTa _akankalebuli xmiT laparakobda maka,
efereboda Svils da Tvalebidan sixarulis cremlebi Camosdioda.
am scenis Semxedvares, yvelas cremli moadga Tvalze.
_ deida, gauSviT, axla sxvebmac miulocon _ Zlivs daaSora erTmaneTs deda-Svili guramma.
yvela daTos Semoexvia. sawyals yurebi sul dauwiTlda. daTo mzias mSoblebTan mivida.
_ iqneb axla mainc mapatioT Tqveni siZeoba, tyupebis xaTriT _ Tqva da natos da levans gadaexvia.


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_ Cven Sen, sandros binaSi, mzias sasTumalTan daCoqils gapatieT Cveni Svilis siyvaruli _ uTxra
natom _ piriqiT, Sen gvapatie, rom ver mivxvdiT, rogori didi iyo Tqveni grZnoba erTmaneTis mimarT
da gvapatie, rom eWvi gvepareboda Sens grZobebSi. ver gaviTvaliswineT, rom Sen yvelaferi
araCveulebrivi ici, maT Soris siyvarulic! bavSvebis sakiTxSic araCveulebrivi niWi gqonia Turme, cxra
TveSi ori biWi SegveZina! _ xmamaRla gaicina natom da gadahkocna bednieri siZe. levani usityvod
gadaexvia saxelovan siZes, orive yuri auwia da mxarze xeli daartya.
_ wamo, col-Svils gaCveneb _ RimiliT uTxra sandrom.
_ marTla? _ gaubrwyinda Tvalebi daTos _ mere SeiZleba?
_ aba me aq ras vakeTeb, Tu eg ver SevZeli? _ iyo pasuxi _ qalbatono nato wamobrZandiT _ xeli
mohkida mklavze natos sandrom _ iseTi didi da Zlieri biWebi arian, iseTi lamazebi, iseTi mWeqare
xmiT dahkivles, mamis xma gamohyvaT etyoba. guldasmiT gavsinje da davaTvaliere. tyupebisaTvis
Zalian didi wona aqvT, ufrosi sam kilograms da as grams iwonis, umcrosi or kilograms da
rvaasormocdaaTs. Txutmeti wuTis intervaliT daibadnen, bunebrivad, aranairi Careva ar gaxda saWiro.
yoCaR mzia, yvelaferi SesZlo da warmoidgineT erTic ar daukivlia da arc dauwuwunia. saxeze RimiliT
imSobiara, maSinve TavisTan daiwvina bavSvebi. iseTi Txeli da gamxdari gogosaTvis, rogoric mziaa,
Zalian didi bavSvebi arian, kargad veRar eteodnen da imitom iyo, rom gamosvlas cdilobdnen. simarTle
giTxraT, me Zalian meSinoda, vfiqrobdi, rom mZime mSobiaroba iqneboda, mzias Zala ar eyofoda da
Careva dasWirdeboda. biWebi zustad erTnairebi arian da Sen ggvanan Se cigano _ gaicina sandrom,
isev gadakocna daTo _ gimarTlebs, Cemo kargo, cxra TveSi ori biWi SegeZina.
_ me Tu mgvanan, gamodis Sennairebi yofilan da zeimi Sen unda gadaixado _ xmamaRla gaicina
daTom da makas Tvali Caukra.
_ biWo, Tavi ar unda damanebo? axla Seni patara cignebic me unda amkido? _ kiserSi Caavlo xeli
sandrom disSvils da SeajanjRara _ wamo, wamo, Cemo kargo, RmerTma aseTi bednieri dReebi ar
mogvaklos da sazeimo sufra Cemze iyos!
yvela gabrwyinebuli saxiT usmenda sandros. sandro da bednieri mama daaxloebiT naxevar saaTSi
dabrundnen. sandrom axla maka waiyvana SviliSvilebis sanaxavad.
gurami didi interesiT adevnebda Tvals daTos saxes. aseTi mravlismTqmeli, Zlieri sasixarulo emociebiT
gasxivosnebuli saxe, iSviaTad SeiZleba naxos adamianma. daTo icinoda, icinoda misi saxis yvela
nakvTi, misi acimcimebuli Tvalebi erTdroulad gamoxatavdnen siTbos, gakvirvebas, siyvaruls, sixaruls
da udides bednierebas. gurami akvirdeboda bednieri DdeidaSvilis saxis yovel wertils da gonebaSi
ibeWdavda _ “am suraTis gareSe gamofenaze ar waval!” _ gadawyvita TavisTvis, erTxel kidev
gadahkocna daTo, dianas xeli mohxvia da wavida.
_ yvelaferi gaamzade da xvalve wadi _ daadevna sityva daTom.
diana TavisTan waiyvana guramma, ucbad ivaxSmes da saxelosnoSi avidnen. yvela naxati qaRaldSi
Seaxvies da zomebis mixedviT daalages. didi zomis naxati oTxi iyo: dedis portreti da Tamrikos samive
suraTi, “SiSveli silamaze”, “qalRmerTi dali” da “mTvaris sonata” _ ase daarqva guramma mTvaris
SuqiT ganaTebul qalis suraTs. naxatebis umatesoba saSualo zomis iyo, ramdenime saSualoze odnav
patara. dianas bolos daxatuli portreti, romelsac guramma “mSvenieri diana” daarqva, saSualo zomas
miekuTvneboda. sul oci tilo iyo.
axalgazrdebma naxatebi manqanaSi Caawyves da aeroportSi wavidnen. iq sagangebod Caalages
naxatebi muyaos yuTebSi, Sekres da misamarTi daaweres. guramma iqve daazRvia bargi da avia fostiT
gagzavna. uTxres, rom ocdaoTx saaTSi adresats miuvidoda.




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iqidan centralur fosta-telegrafSi gamoiara guramma da saswrafo SekveTiT, nikolai belousovs daureka.
gaecno, mere daTos biWebis dabadeba Seatyobina, bolos uTxra, rom ramdenime dReSi Cavidoda,
naxatebs ki xval saRamos miiRebda, erTis garda. im erTs me TviTon Camovitano, uTxra.
saxlSi misulebs iq aur-zauri daxvdaT. sufra gaSlili iyo, zed tkbileuli, namcxvrebi, xili da Sampaniuri
elaga. aq iyvnen TiTqmis yvela, vinc samSobiaro saxlTan idga daTos mxardasaWerad.
guramis gaocebas sazRvari ar hqonda, roca buxarTan savarZelSi, makasTan mosaubre Tamar cixiseli
dainaxa. am ambavma dianac gaakvirva. man ver moicala, rom TavisianebisTvis tyupebis dabadeba
gaegebinebina, ainteresebda saidan gaiges maT es ambavi da iqve mdgom dalis hkiTxa.
_ daTom dagvireka da mamidas specialurad axara tyupebis dabadeba. uTxra, Tu me Svilad mTvliT,
maSin icodeT, SviliSvilebi SegeZinaTo. mamidas ise gaexarda, sul sirbiliT momiyvana aqamde. daTom
mamida makas gaacno. erTmaneTs gadaexvien da cota xans ase idgnen, cremlebi orives Rapa-RupiT
scviodaT. maka sul mapaties eubneboda, mamida ki iqiT uxdida bodiSebs, me ufro cudad moviqecio.
mokled, amaRelvebeli Sexvedra hqondaT, Zlivs dawynardnen.
_ Zia sandro sad aris? _ miixed-moixeda dianam.
_ ar vici, rac Cven aq varT, ar gamoCenila.
dianam isev stumrebis Tvaliereba daiwyo. guramic aRarsad sCanda. qaliSvili meore sarTulze avida da
saxelosnos karebze daakakuna. pasuxi aravin gasca, kidev daakakuna, isev aravin upasuxa. diana
daRonebuli dabrunda sastumro oTaxSi da buxarTan mjdar mamidas gverdiT daudga. cota xnis Semdeg
karebSi gurami da sandro gamoCndnen. guramma, roca Tamari dainaxa, maSinve SeumCnevlad
sandros mosayvanad gaiqca da moiyvana kidec. Tan cxeli xaWapurebi da didi torti moitana. sandros
SampaniurebiT savse mrgvali kalaTa eWira xelSi.
ismoda sicili, sadRegrZeloebi, simRera da ovaciebi. gurami dianas ar scildeboda gverdidan. daTo ki,
bednieri saxiT, Tamar cixiselsa da sandros Soris idga, orivesTvis xeli gadaexvia da mocartis “nanas”
RiRinebda.
diana, dali da Tamari, xalxis wasvlis Semdeg, iqaurobis milagebaSi miexmarnen makas. daTom da
guramma ramdenjerme daiWires sandros Tamarisadmi mipyrobili siyvaruliTa da siTboTi savse mzera.
guramma manqaniT gaacila saxlamde cixiselebi, dabrunebuli saxelosnoSi avida da dilis eqvs saaTamde
muSaobda.
sandro makam aRar gauSva da iq datova dasaZineblad.
dReebma swrafad gairbines. am ramdenime dRis ganmavlobaSi iseTi daTvirTuli iyo gurami, dianasac
aRar Sexvedria. mzia da misi biWebi, naxa, daTos portretic daamTavra da mas “ bedniereba” uwoda.
samsaxuris proeqtis damTavrebam, Zalian bevri dro waarTva, SabaTsac mTeli dRe imuSava, samuSao
rom ar Caebarebina, ise SvebulebaSi ver wavidoda. paraskev saRamos ana da Tamazic Camovidnen
manavidan. saxlSi uamravi xalxi ireoda da guramma verafriT ver moaxerxa sandrosTan dalaparakeba,
rac yvelaze Zalian ainteresebda. dianamac araferi icoda, Tamars saxlSi mxolod is uTqvams, rom
sandros Sexvda, ilaparakes da yvelaferi gaarkvies, Tamari sTvlis, rom TviTon ufro didi danaSauli
Caidina, roca sandros malulad daqorwinebaze ar daeTanxma da axla amis gamo, bodiSis mosaxdelad
mivida masTan, uTxra dianam.
SabaTs daTos speqtakli hqonda, dianam sTxova, iqneb wamoxvideo, magram guramma ver moaxerxa,
dianasTan saxlSi mivida, yvelas daemSvidoba da ocdaor noembers moskovSi gafrinda.
dianam aeroportSi gaacila gurami. qaliSvili Zalian daRonebuli iyo, ar undoda guramTan ganSoreba.
_ rodis Camoxval? ramden xans ver gnaxav? Zlivs cota Segiyvardi da axla isev damiviwyeb _ es ise
seriozulad Tqva, kinaRam guli gauskda gurams sibralulisgan.


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_ Cemo lamazo gogo, arasodes dagiviwyeb. daimaxsovre es da icode, rom Zalian, Zalian miyvarxar!
Camoval Tu ara, maSinve davqorwindebiT. ise, Sen Tu Camoxval, araferi daSavdeba. daTo ki Camova,
magram sul erTi dRiT. me ki, marto unda viyo civ ruseTSi.
gamomSvidobebisas bevri akoca qaliSvils da gaiqca. TviTmfrinavSi sul dianaze da bolo dReebSi
momxdar ambebze fiqrobda. biWebis gaxsenebaze Rimili efineboda saxeze. isini iseTi lamazebi
iyvnen, iseTi sayvarlebi, Tavi ver Seikava da orives akoca guramma. ufross, is mTeli TxuTmeti wuTiT
adre daibada da wonaSic didi iyo, giorgi daarqves, daTos mamis sapativsacemod, umcross ki
aleqsandre, sandro korinTelis mimarT didi siyvarulis niSnad. biWebi zustad erTnairebi iyvnen, orives
Zalian muqi Tma da TeTri lamazi saxe hqonda da orive Zalian hgavda daTos. bavSvebis gaxsenebaze
isev diana moagonda gurams. rogori siyvaruliT saubrobda bavSvze, roca uTxra, Zalian minda Seni
bavSvebis deda viyovo. iseT dros midioda gurami moskovSi, roca arsad wasvla ar undoda, mxolod
TavisianebTan da dianasTan undoda yofna. magram is, risTvisac moskovSi midioda, misi cxovrebis
axali gzis dasawyisi iyo. Tu gaumarTlebda, es iqneboda didi warmatebebis, aRiarebis da popularobis
dasawyisi.
nikolai belousovma Zalian Tbilad miiRo gurami. gaukvirda, rom aseTi axalgazrda iyo. misi suraTebi
yvela amolagebuli da gaxsnili elaga da belousovi aRtacebuli saubrobda maTze.
belousovis galeream didi STabeWdileba moaxdina guramze. igi mxatvris saxelosnos gagrZelebas
warmoadgenda, sakmaod didi maRalWeriani darbazi iyo da mTlianad miniT iyo gadaxuruli. Weris
simaRle saSualebas iZleoda saSualo zomis naxatebi or mwkrivad CamoekidaT kedelze. saxelosnoSi
guramma naxa, rom mxatvari qandakebazec muSaobda. _ Seni naxatebis gamofena wlis aRmoCenad
iqceva _ uTxra gurams misi namuSevrebiT aRtacebulma maspinZelma.
daTos sul axal portretze, romelic guramma TviTon Camoitana, Tqva am suraTis win, aseTi lamazi
mamakaciT mojadoebulma qalebma, SeiZleba eqstazSi Sesulebma, Tavi moiklano. darbazis mTeli erTi
mxare guramis naxatebs dauTmo belousovma. pirveli suraTic TviTon dakida. es “mSvenieri diana” iyo.
gurams ki surda pirveli dedis portreti yofiliyo, magram paspinZels ar SeewinaaRmdega. Semdegi
suraTebic belousovis surviliT SeirCa. “bedniereba”, dedis portreti, mere kaxeTis peizaJi. centrSi
erTnairi zomis erTi da igive qalis sami suraTi dakides, “SiSveli silamaze”, “mTvaris sonata”,
“qalRmerTi dali”. Semdeg monacvleobiT iyo xan portreti, xan peizaJi. sul boloSi, “mSvenieri dianas”
da “bednierebis” mopirdapire mxares dakides sandro korinTelis portreti, romelic Tamars usaxsovra
guramma, magram am gamofenisaTvis gamoarTva da fexmZime mzias portreti “siyvarulis yvaviloba”.
darbazSi Semosul mnaxvelTaTvis “siyvarulis yvaviloba” da “mSvenieri diana”, orive gamofenis
dasawyisSi iyo.
TiToeul naxats Tavisi ganaTeba sWirdeboda, zogiarTs ufro kaSkaSa, zogs ufro wynari. zemoTa
ganaTebac erTad SearCies. axla saWiro iyo bileTebis da biuletenebis dabeWdva, sadac iqneboda
mokle biografiuli cnobebi guramis Sesaxeb da naxatebis reproduqciebi komentarebiT. yvelafers dro
sWirdeboda.
amasobaSi daTo Camovida, masTan erTad sandroc dabrunda moskovSi. ocdaSvid noembers saRamos
eqvs saaTze kremlis yrilobaTa sasaxleSi dajildoebis ceremonia da didi gala koncerti unda gamarTuliyo.
daToc, iseve rogorc gurami, aq yofnas saxlSi yofnas amjobinebda, magram es misi Semoqmedebis
triumfi iyo da is valdebuli iyo aq yofiliyo.
daTom dianas werili Camoutana gurams. guramma orjer daureka dianas saxlSi, magram etyoba oTaxSi
sxvebic iyvnen, diana mxolod “ho” da “aras” pasuxobda. albaT raRac aqvs saTqmeli, radgan werili
momwera, gaifiqra guramma da konverti swrafad gaxsna.


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                                                “guram
Zalian miyvarxar, mTeli Tbilisi carielia uSenod. menatrebi. Zalian minda SenTan wamosvla, ver vZleb
uSenod, magram mrcxvenia axloblebisac da Senic. ar vici, rogor miiReb Cems am nabijs.
gamofenis gaxsnaze ki aucileblad Camoval, mamida Tamari modis da wamovyvebi. patara
korespondenciasac gavamzadeb radiosTvis.
ar damiviwyo icode, Torem movkvdebi.
Zalian miyvarxar! gkocni bevrs!
                 Seni diana.”

_ netav aq iyo diana, mxolod mivesalmebodi Sens Camosvlas, rom icode rogor gamaxarebdi _
xmamaRla Cailaparaka guramma da daTos Tbilisuri ambebis gamokiTxva dauwyo.
daTo ocdarvaSi ukan unda gabrunebuliyo, radganac mzia da bavSvebi unda gamoeyvana samSobiaro
saxlidan.
kremlis yrilobaTa sasaxlis darbazi gadaWedili iyo xalxiT. aq iyvnen sabWoTa kavSiris mTavrobis
warmomadgenlebi, mowveuli stumrebi, sxvadasxva sabWoTa respublikebis warmomadgenlebi,
sazRvargareTeli stumrebi, xelovnebis moRvaweebi. im xalxisTvis, visTvisac jildo unda gadaecaT, wina
rigebi iyo gankuTvnili. daTo, sandros da guramis TanxlebiT Sevida darbazSi. sami lamazi mamakacis
gamoCenam, xalxis yuradReba miiqcia. mayureblebi taSiT Seegebnen cnobil momRerals.
sazeimo ceremoniali male damTavrda. daTos scenaze asvlas jildos gadacemis dros, mayurebeli didi
ovaciiT Sexvda. daTo gala koncertSi monawileobazec daiyolies. man erTi qarTuli da erTi rusuli
romansi Seasrula, magram mayurebelTa TxovniT kidev erTi, amjerad neapolitanuri romansi imRera.
meore diliT daTo, nikolai belousovis galereaSi wavida guramTan erTad. daTos Zalian moewona
suraTebis ganlageba da TviTon suraTebic aq ufro didebulad gamoiyurebodnen.
nikolai aRfrTovanebuli elaparakeboda daTos guramis talantze, aseTi niWieri, araCveulebrivi xedvis da
teqnikis mxatvari, didi xania ar Semxvedriao. daTom madloba gadauxada mas guramis mimarT
gamoCenili gulisxmierebisa da yuradRebisTvis da ramdenime dReSi, gamofenis gaxsnisTvis
Camosvlas dahpirda.
gamofena eqvs dekembers ixsneboda.
raki moskovSi vadaze adre uwevda Casvla, amitom TeatrSi Seiara daTom da speqtaklebSi
monawileobis TariRebi gadmoatanina. saSobaod da saaxalwlod TbilisSi undoda yofna. ianvris Sua
ricxvebidan isev speqtaklebi hqonda didi TeatrSi, magram maSin ukve mziasTan da biWebTan erTad
Cavidoda da karga xans darCeboda.
guramma aeroportSi gaacila deidaSvili, gamomSvidobebisas moridebiT daiwyo
_ daTo, vwuxvar, rom isedac dakavebuls, Cemi saqmeebic unda dagavalo. qalaqis sabWoSi Cems
saxelze msubuqi avtomanqanaa gamoyofili. fuli wamosvlis win Sevitane da manqana sawyobSi dgas.
or dekembers minda Tamrikos miuyvano, misi dabadebis dRea, ocdacxra wlis xdeba. Tu Sen ver
SesZleb, vinmes sTxove da miayvanine, mxolod sando vinme unda iyos, ar minda es ambavi vinmem
gaigos, arc Cvenebma. gasaRebi Cems werilTan erTad gadaeci. werili Cems saZinebelSia, TeTreulis
karadis qveda ujraSi, TeTreulis qveS devs. Tu Sen miuyvan, uTxari, rom es mxolod dabadebis dRis
saCuqaria, danarCeni werilSic weria. isic uTxari, rom arc erT mis suraTs ar gavyidi da romelic TviTon
unda, misi iqneba.
_ kargi guram, me TviTon mivuyvan, magari biWi xar, vamayob SeniT _ daTom mxarze xeli gadausva
gurams _ kidev rame xom ar ginda?


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_ ai misamarTi manqanisac da Tamrikosic, gadaxdis qviTari ki werilTan erTad devs. axla ki mTavar
saTxovarze gadaval _ gurami SeCerda, Cafiqrda, TiTqos ver gadaewyvita eTqva Tu ara, bolos dabali
xmiT ganagrZo _ daTo, moaxerxe rogorme, daiyolie Tamari da mamuka cixiselebi da diana
gamomigzavne, rogorc ki Caxval _ da dianas werili gauwoda daTos.
daTom werili waikiTxa, warbebi maRla azida, gurami SeaTvaliera da gadaixarxara. mere deidaSvils
gadaexvia, gadakocna, vecdebio, uTxra siciliT da wavida.
gurami belousovis saxelosnoSi dabrunda. daxmareba sTxova nikolaim, kidev ramdenime axalgazrda
mxatvris tilo iyo salonis marcxena mxares gasatani, marjvena nawili mTlianad guramis namuSevrebs
ekava. naSuadRevs ki centraluri televiziidan mividnen, patara reportaJisa da interviusaTvis, gamofenis
gaxsnasTan dakavSirebiT.
yvelasaTvis cnobili iyo, rom belousovis daxmarebiT bevr axalgazrdas miuRwevia warmatebisa da
aRiarebisTvis, amitom Jurnalisti SeekiTxa
_ Tqven yovelTvis axal talants acnobT sazogadoebas, am gamofenaze Tu SevxvdebiT raime
gansakuTrebuls?
_ swored gansakuTrebuli siurprizi geliT! amjerad sazogadoeba Sexvdeba axalgazrda qarTvel mxatvars
guram sayvareliZes, romelzec SemiZlia Tamamad vTqva, rom is, mTeli Cemi cxovrebis da
moRvaweobis yvelaze didi aRmoCenaa. is cnobili qarTuli ojaxis warmomadgenelia. mamamisi, batoni
Tamazi, aRiarebuli geologi, piradad stalinma daajildova saqarTveloSi oqros aRmoCenisTvis, misi biZa,
profesori sandro korinTelia, saxelganTqmuli kardoilogi, leninuri premiis laureati da samamulo omis
gmiri da bolos, is deidaSvilia yvelasaTvis sayvareli, sabWoTa saopero xelovnebis kaSkaSa varskvlavis,
daTo jandierisa. gurami erTnairad didi ostatobiT xatavs portretsac da peizaJsac. mis namuSevrebs
emCneva mxatvris siyvaruli italiuri renesansis perodis mxatvrobisadmi. naxatebis am koleqcias, me,
misi erT-erTi namuSevris saxeli vuwode, “mSvenieri diana”, imitom, rom mSvenieria da
momajadoebeli misi yvela namuSevari.
_ xom ar gagvacnobdiT piradad Tqvens aRmoCenas? _ SeekiTxa Jurnalisti.
_ ara, esec siurprizi iqneba gamofenaze mosuli mnaxvelisaTvis. mxolod erTi SemiZlia giTxraT, is
iseTive mSvenieri da momajadoeblad lamazia, rogorc mTeli misi koleqcia.
es reportaJi imave saRamos gavida eTerSi centraluri televiziiT, sainformacio programaSi “vremia”,
mTeli sabWoTa kavSiris masStabiT.
es ukve aRiareba iyo.
guramis mSoblebi da maka, cremlebs ver ikavebdnen. ar wydeboda telefonis zari. yvela axlobeli Tu
megobari rekavda sayvareliZeebTan da ulocavdnen.




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daTo aeroportidan pirdapir mziasTan mivida, bevri efera bavSvebsac da colsac, ar undoda iqidan
wamosvla, ar eTmoboda col-Svili, magram morige eqimma gamoagdo palatidan siciliT da bodiSebiT.
saxlSi zustad im dros dabrunda, roca belousovis interviu iwyeboda.
usmenda belousovs da guli sixaruliT da siamayiT evseboda. es xom ukve gamarjveba iyo, misi
sayvareli guramis, misi erTaderTi Zmis gamarjveba da did asparezze gamosvla.


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Tvalwin daudga patara gurami, sul ramdenime saaTis dabadebuli, roca makasTan erTad Sevida
saavadmyofoSi deida anas sanaxavad da guramic naxa. makam maSin, xelSi aiyvana pawawa disSvili,
daTos miawoda da uTxra, deida anam patara Zamiko gaCuqa, aba Sen ici, rogor geyvareba da mixedav,
mas Sen Zalian sWirdebi, xom xedav ra pataraa, icode Sen unda upatrono da aravis daaCagvrinoo. roca
bavSvi xelSi daikava da misi sunTqva da siTbo igrZno, maSinve Seuyvarda TeTri, putkuna biWi da
mas Semdeg, mis gareSe yofna aRar SeeZlo. TiTqmis sul erTad cxovrobdnen debi da biWebic erTad
izrdebodnen. fiqrebidan makas da anas tirilma gamoarkvia. debi sixarulisagan xmamaRla tirodnen.
daTo orives efereboda da kocnida, mere win daujda, saintereso, seriozuli saqme maqvs TqvenTano,
uTxra da Zlivs daawynara. Tamazmac moiwminda cremlebi.
_ ra moxda Svilo, gismenT _ ikiTxa makam.
_ xval saRamos, imis Semdeg rac mzias da biWebs moviyvanT da davabinavebT, deida ana Tqven, Zia
Tamazi da me, cixiselebTan unda mivideT, es aucilebelia!
samive gafarToebuli TvalebiT miaCerda daTos.
_ ki magram, ratom, moxda rame? _ ikiTxes erTdroulad.
_ ra unda momxdariyo, araferi erTis garda. gurami martoa moskovSi, dianas gareSe, axalgazrdebs
erTmaneTi enetrebaT da me unda davexmaro. gurami sul mudam gverdSi midgas, mziasTan
urTierTobac magis damsaxurebaa, me ki veraferSi davexmare. sul Cemi saqmeebiT var dakavebuli.
_ ras ambob, Svilo, es, rac axla moxda _ daiwyo Tamazma da xeli televizorisken gaiSvira _ Seni
damsaxureba ar aris? Sen aCvene belousovs guramis naxatebi da Sen gaukvale gza warmatebisaken.
amaze meti ra unda gagekeTebina?
_ Zia Tamaz, gurami iseTi niWieria, sul erTia axla iqneboda, Tu mere, is Tavis warmatebas mainc
miaRwevda. me SemTxveviT, ise, rom Zala da energia ar damixarjavs, cota davaCqare es procesi, isic
Cemda uneburad. is kaci Tavis cols rom ar Camohyoloda, arc araferi moxdeboda, maSin, rodesac me
kargad vicnobdi belousovs da vicodi axalgazrda mxatvrebis aRmoCenas da warmatebul karieras rom
uwyobda xels. magram azradac ar momsvlia misTvis guramis namuSevrebis Cveneba, aq rom ar
Camosuliyo. ase, rom es mxolod da mxolod guramis niWis da SemTxveviTobis damsaxurebaa. me
axla, sul sxva sakiTxze mindoda melaparaka. yvelam viciT, rogor daiCagra sawyali biWi nanas
siyvarulis gamo. im gogos qvis guli hqonia. ver warmomidgenia, adamiani giyvardes da raRac
absurduli mizezebis gamo uari Tqva am siyvarulze, daitanjo Tavic da datanjo sxvac. axla, raki diana
gamoCnda da gurams is Seuyvarda, riTac me Zalian bednieri var, minda mivexmaroT maT.
_ rogor Svilo, raSi unda mivexmaroT _ daiwyo anam _ erTmaneTi moswonT, uyvarT, Cven yvelas
mogvwons diana da mivesalmebiT maT qorwinebas. cixiselebic Tanaxmani arian. Camova Cemi
gurami da daqorwindebian.
_ deida ana, me vici, rom Tqven da Zia Tamazi didi siyvaruliT daqorwindiT. Tqven xom kargad iciT, ra
Znelia, roca vinme giyvars da masTan Sexvedris da masTan yofnis saSualeba ar gaqvs.
_ daTo, genacvale, cota garkveviT gviTxari ris Tqmas apireb _ CaurTo Tamazma.
_ moskovSi rom wavedi, dianam werili gamatana, guramma werili mec wamakiTxa da mTxova
daxmareba. da iciT ra ewera werilSi?
_ ra ewera, Svilo Tqvi nu dagvxoce. isic nanasaviT uars xom ar eubneva? _ veRar moiTmina anam.
_ ara, deida dawynardiT. piriqiT, Txovs, rom SenTan minda wamosvla Tu Sen ar gamibrazdebio.
sawyali biWi, sul Sromobs, yvelas exmareba, yvelaze guli Sestkiva da axla zis iq, moskovSi Cems
cariel binaSi marto, an belousovis saxelosnoSi da darwmunebuli var, nikolais da tatianas qaliSvili ukve
nadirobs masze. erTi TavzexelaRebuli gogoa, Tumca lamazi, magaTTan misvlis meSinoda, pirdapir
kiserze mekideboda _ daTo cota xans SeCerda, guramis mSoblebs da makas Tvali moavlo da ganagrZo

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_ me minda xval oficialurad mivideT cixiselebTan, diana davniSnoT da Tamars da mamamiss vTxovoT
gauSvan moskovSi guramTan. gamofenis gaxsnisTvis Cvenc CavalT da bolos da bolos iqac SeuZliaT
xelis mowera, Tu ara da, roca Camovlen dekembris bolos, xeli maSin moaweron da qorwilic maSin
gadavixadoT. maTi erTad yofna Cemi azriT danaSauli ar iqneba. codoebi arian bavSvebi. ise sacodavad
miTxra guramma, iqneb moaxerxo da diana gamomigzavnoo, rom guli damewva. Tamazma gulianad
gaicina
_ ra yvelaferSi gansxvavebuli da gamorCeuli xar Cemo kargo, Zalian kargi, xval saRamos davniSnoT
diana.
anam da makam RimiliT gadaxedes erTmaneTs.
_ me xval delikaturad davelaparakebi dianas, ise, viTom misi werilis Sinaarsi ar vici da vetyvi, rom
maTTan oficialurad misvla gvinda.
daTo adga, telefonTan mivida da yurmili aiRo.
jer Tamars elaparaka daTo, mere dianas. saxlSi aravin yofila da guramis Sesaxeb belousovis interviuc
aravis mousmenia. daTom sityva-sityviT mouyva Sinaarsi da amiT Zalian gaaxara YTamaric da dianac.
Semdeg, dianas xval, mzias da bavSvebis gamosayvanad wayola sTxova. uTxra, Tan SenTan
salaparako maqvso. SeuTanxmda dianas, rom TerTmeti saaTisTvis gauvlida.
_deda, vici, Sen gindoda xval SviliSvilebis wamosayvanad wamosvla, magram dianas minda martos
davelaparako imaze, razec axla Tqven gelaparakeT, Tan mziasac da masac beWdebs vuyidi, mzias
xom unda vuyido biWebisaTvis saCuqari, hoda, dianas avarCevineb.
_ daTo genacvele, me guramis colisTvis yvelaferi nayidi maqvs didi xania _ Tqva anam _ saqorwino
beWdebic maqvs, briliantebiani da zurmuxtebiani beWdebi da sayureebic, Zvirfasi gulsakidebi,
samajurebi da kidev raRac-raRaceebi.
_ deida ana, me winaswar vuyidi saqorwino saCuqars. Tan unda davarwmuno, rom zegve wavides
guramTan. bolos da bolos me Caviyvan da imave dRes ukan davbrundebi!
meore diliT dianas Sexvda daTo. qaliSvili dabneuli da aRelvebuli sCanda. farTod gaxelili sevdiani
Tvalebi daTos miapyro da eloda rodis daiwyebda saubars.
_ diana, meCveneba, rom cud xasiaTze xar, moxda rame? _ yuradRebiT SeaTvaliera qaliSvili daTom _
Tu ar gcalia, mziasTan dedaCems waviyvan. SenTan dalaparakeba mindoda.
_ moxda rame? gurami rogor aris? _ ikiTxa SeSinebulma.
_ swored guramze unda gelaparako. Seni werili gadaveci. didi mokiTxva SemogiTvala, Tqva
davurekavo, wuxel albaT ver moaxerxa, dRes dagirekavs _ laparakobda daTo da gakvirvebuli
adevnebda Tvals, rogor emateboda mRelvareba dianas saxes _ Zalian mowyenilia uSenod, Zalian
enatrebi... diana Tu ar gcalia, ar mogeridos, me getyvi risi Tqmac minda da waval.
_ ara, rogor ar mcalia, wavideT _ gamococxleba daetyo dianas.
daTom manqana daZra. iqve, leninis moedanze, saiuveliro maRaziaSi Seiyvana qaliSvili da beWdis
arCeva sTxova.
_ mzias bevri samkauli aqvs, magram me minda biWebisaTvis saCuqari gavukeTo _ uTxra dianas.
_ rom ar moewonos Cemi arCeuli? _ daimorcxva dianam.
_ modi erTad avarCioT, ar SeiZleba rom ar moewonos. daaTvaliere da miTxari, Sen romeli mogwons _
gaamxneva daTom.
_ me es beWedi momwons, me mgoni mzias mdgomareobasac Seefereba _ miuTiTa dianam wyvil
briliantis Tvlian beWedze.
beWedi marTlac Zalian originaluri, ucxo da lamazi iyo. beWdis rgolis boloebi erTmaneTs acilebuli iyo
da orive boloze msxvili cisferi brilianti ijda.

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_ Zalian lamazia, wyvili brilianti, wyvili biWisaTvis _ gaicina daTom da beWedi dianas gaukeTa xelze,
gaasinja _ zustad Seni zomaa da xelze kidev ufro lamazad gamoiyureba _ gamomiwereT es beWedi da
kidev erTi aseTive, Tvrameti zoma _ axla gamyidvels mimarTa daTom.
fuli saswrafod gadaixada, ori patara, Savi xaverdis yuTi jibeSi Caido, diana manqanaSi Casva da
samSobiaro saxlisken wavida.
_ ai, aiRe diana, es Cemi saqorwino saCuqaria _ gauwoda erTi yuTi daTom gancvifrebul qaliSvils _
axla, faqtiurad me Sen dagniSne, saRamos ki SenTan movalT me da guramis mSoblebi da oficialurad
dagniSnavT. me, rogorc guramis Zmas da mejvares, ufleba maqvs dagniSno mis magivrad.
_ raa? niSnoba guramis gareSe? _ gaioca dianam.
_ ho, Cemo kargo, is ver Camova, amitom dagniSnavT da iqneb moskovSi waxvide masTan. me xuT
dekembers Camoval, Tu gindaT iqac mogawerinebT xels, Tu ara, aq roca CamoxvalT, maSin
daqorwindiT. mTavaria, rom erTmaneTi giyvarT da me minda erTad iyoT. codoa is biWi iq marto,
darwmunebuli var Senc ginda masTan yofna. amitom, Tu Sen Tanaxma iqnebi, mamaSens me
davelaparakebi da xvalve Cagiyvan moskovSi da ukan davbrundebi.
diana daibna, aRar icoda ra epasuxa. sawyals wuxel mTeli Rame ar eZina, daTom rom uTxra
salaparako maqvso da guramis Sesaxeb araferi Tqva, egona gurams aRar vundivar da daTos unda
delikaturad amixsnas yvelaferio. rac moxda da gaigona, amas namdvilad ar eloda.
_ dRes saRamos moxvalT? _ ikiTxa aRelvebulma.
_ ho, Cemo kargo, raRas gadavdoT? Sen Tanaxma xar gamgzavrebaze?
_ ar vici _ kidev ufro aRelda qaliSvili _ gurams moewoneba, rom Cavide?
_ Cemo kargo, me xom mis Txovnas vasruleb! _ gaicina daTom _gamomSvidobebisas sityva-sityviT
ase miTxra, iqneb moaxerxo da diana gamomigzavnoo, Tan iseTi Sewuxebuli saxe hqonda, guli
momikvda. mas Zalian Seuyvardi diana da enatrebi.
_ Tu ase giTxraT, waval, magram Cvenebs me ver vetyvi. gadawyvetili iyo, me da mamida mivdiodiT
gamofenis gaxsnaze da axla marto wasvla, rogor moviTxovo? _ Sewuxda diana.
_ eg me momande, Tamari ki CvenTan erTad wamova, me da guramis mSoblebi, xom unda wavideT.
Tanac me rvidan ocdacam dekembramde speqtaklebi maqvs, xuTi partia unda vimRero. iqidan me, Sen
da gurami erTad CamovalT.
dianas xma ar amouRia, Cumad usmenda, etyoboda, rom nerviulobda.
mzia da bavSvebi saswrafod gamoawyves daTos mier mitanil tansacmelSi da manqanamde TiTqmis
mTelma samSobiarom gamoacila.
mzia iseTi lamazi iyo da iseTi bednieri, pirdapir brwyinavda. biWebs wynarad eZinaT.
dianam iseTi siTbo da siyvaruli igrZno bavSvis mimarT, rom mTeli gza Caxutebuli hyavda patara da
saxlSi misulsac ar undoda xelis gaSveba.
_ romeli romelia, ansxvavebT? _ mimarTa mzias da daTos.
_ Sen rom geWira, is giorgi iyo, ufrosi _ gaicina mziam _ giorgis sul TeTrebi CavacviT, sandros
cisferebi, Torem ise mec ver vansxvaveb. daTom oqros patara firfitebi daamzadebina, romlebzec cali
mxridan jvaria gamosaxuli, meore mxares maTi saxelebi weria. firfitebi oqros ZewkviT CamovkideT
kiserze, sul Tan eqnebaT. roca cota moizrdebian, iqneb raime ganmasxvavebeli niSani vupovoT. axla
yvelaferi erTnairi aqvT, xmac ki _ mziam gaiRima da siyvaruliT SeaTvaliera bavSvis erT sawolSi
Cawvenili ori biWi.
_ jer-jerobiT am erT sawolSi daetevian. saSobaod, roca me da gurami CamovalT moskovidan, Cvens
saxlSi gadavalT. iq ki ukve gamzadebuli aqvT sawolebi _ mzias xeli gadahxvia, Caixuta da akoca


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daTom _ mere isev ganagrZo _ es sawoli ki aq darCes, guramis Svilsac xom dasWirdeba? _ da dianas
gauRima.
maka, nato da ana garSemo urbendnen sawols, daTo ki mzias ikravda gulSi da efereboda.
_ me waval, saqmeebi maqvs _ moridebiT Tqva dianam da karisaken wavida.
mziam da daTom gamoaciles. daTom manqaniT miiyvana samsaxurSi.
_ saRamos movalT, Sen ar inerviulo, yvelaferi kargad iqneba. Tqvenebs uTxari nu Sewuxdebian,
araferi ar aris saWiro _ uTxra gamomSvidobebisas.




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diana aforiaqebuli da dabneuli dabrunda samsaxurSi. ganyofilebis gamgesTan Sevida da gaTavisufleba
sTxova.
_ raRac kargad ver gamoiyurebi, cudad xar? _ Sewuxda qalbatoni venera.
_ diax, ver var kargad, Tavi mtkiva _ upasuxa qaliSvilma.
Tavi marTlac Zalian stkioda, fiqris Tavi ar hqonda, magram fiqri ar eSveboda. albaT mama gajavrdeba,
SeiZleba guramsac gaufuWdes Cemze warmodgena. ra vqna, wavide, Tu ara? dRes ocdacxra
noemberia, raRa darCa, xuT dekembers isedac mivdiodiT. iqneb sjobs ar wavide? xuTSi Caval da Tu
gurams endomeba, davrCebi... magram manamde kidev mTeli kviraa! me ki sigiJemde minda masTan
yofna! daTo am niSnobas ar moawyobda guramis gareSe da arc masTan Cems wayvanas gadawyvetda,
gurams rom ar daebarebina da ar eTxova Cemi Casvla. gurams Tu vundivar, aucileblad unda wavide!
ver warmomidgenia, mamida rogor ar dasTanxmda maSin, malulad daqorwinebas. ara, mets aRar
vifiqreb, gadawyvetilia, unda wavide!
cixiselebi cota gakvirvebulebi darCnen, roca gaiges, rom guramis gareSe modiodnen dianas
dasaniSnad.
daTo, ana da Tamazi rva saaTisTvis mividnen, tkbileuliT da TeTri vardebis didi TaiguliT.
stumrebs Tamari da cisana Seegebnen da misaReb oTaxSi SeuZRvnen. iq taxtze mamuka cixiseli ijda,
muxlze diana daesva da rogorc patara bavSvs ise efereboda. stumrebis SesvlisTanave, orive wamodga,
magram qaliSvilisaTvis mamas xeli ar gauSvia, isev Caxutebuli hyavda, ise miesalma mosulebs.
daTos gaeRima maT danaxvaze, ukve icoda Svilis siyvaruli rac iyo.
cixiselebs sufra gaSlili hqondaT, TiTqmis yvelaferi moeswroT naxevar dReSi da mSvenieri sufra
gaewyoT.
_ me wuxel imitom araferi giTxariT dRevandeli Cveni mosvlis Sesaxeb, rom ar SewuxebuliyaviT, ar
iyo saWiro. Cven Zalian cota xniT, seriozul da aucilebel saqmeze movediT _ daiwyo daTom _ deida
ana da Zia Tamazi Cemi guramis mSoblebi arian _ gaacno Tamars, mamukas da cisanas, es ki, deida
ana, Zia sandros Tamaria, axla ukve, Cemi sayvareli qalbatoni Tamari.
ana da Tamari erTmaneTs gadaexvivnen, orives cremlebiT savse hqondaT Tvalebi.
stumrebi magidasTan miiwvies.cota xanSi Tamazma TavianTi misvlis mizezi daasaxela da dianas
mimarTa.
_ me bednieri var Svilo, rom Sennairi lamazi, Wkuiani da sayvareli gogona, Cemi Gguramis meuRle da
Sesabmisad Cemi da anas qaliSvili gaxdeba, romlis yolazec ase vocnebobdiT. gurami kargi biWia,
saqmiani, keTili, moyvaruli, naTesaobis da megobrebis gaWirvebis talkvesi, mSoblebis pativismcemeli

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Svili da rac yvelaze mTavaria, mas Sen Zalian Seuyvardi. me rom misi daxatuli Seni saxe vnaxe,
maSinve mivxdi, rom Seyvarebuli iyo. naxati mis grZnobebze laparakobda. Cven gvinda oficialurad
Cven rZlad gamogacxadoT, Tu, ra Tqma unda, Seni ojaxi winaaRmdegi ar iqneba.
_ simarTle giTxraT, ase swrafad dianas gaTxovebas ar velodi _ nela, naRvlianad daiwyo mamukam _
sul vfiqrobdi, rom jer dali unda gaTxoviliyo... ise, aucilebelia, Torem, me arc erTis gaSveba ar minda
Cemgan... _ mamukas xma gaebzara, Tvalebi auwylianda, cota Seyovnda, qaliSvilebi SeaTvaliera _
Zalian Zneli yofila gogoebis mamoba, zrdi, zrunav maTze, giyvars, maTi gulisTvis sicocxlesac
gaswirav da erT dRes gtoveben da sxva ojaxSi midian... ukve Tavi veRar Seikava, cremlebi
Camougorda loyebze _ vici, gurami kargi biWia, Tqveni ojaxis Sesaxebac yvelaferi vici, ukeTess verc
vinatrebdi. ase rom ar iyos, albaT guli gamiskdeboda... cota xans isev gayuCda, dawynarda da dianas da
guramis sadRegrZelo Sesva.
mere Tamazma da anam adRegrZeles axalgazrdebi. sul bolos daTom aiRo xelSi sasmisi, adRegrZela
diana da gurami, Wiqa dacala da nela daiwyo.
_ bavSvebi garkveuli mizezebis gamo erTmaneTisagan Sors arian. gurams gamofenis momzadebasTan
dakavSirebiT, moskovSi saqmeebi aqvs da Camosvla ar SeuZlia, albaT dekembris bolomde ver
Camova. me mimaCnia, rom Seyvarebulebi ase didxans erTmaneTs ar unda dacildnen. moskovSic
SeiZleba xelis mowera, amas me movagvareb. iqneb ar Rirs guramis Camosvlis lodini. me TviTon
Caviyvan dianas moskovSi, gancxadebis Setanidan ramdenime dReSi daqorwindebian. raRas unda
elodon? codoa is biWi marto iq, civ moskovSi, yvelasagan moSorebiT. gamomSvidobebisas iseTi
sawyali saxiT mTxova, damexmare, moaxerxe ise, rom diana aq Camovideso. me ki, batono mamuka,
Tqven gTxovT, neba misceT Tqvens qaliSvils, wavides mis rCeulTan, biWTan, romelzec, rogorc vici
didi xania ocnebobs.
_ gamodis, Cems gogos axlave marTmevT? _ sacodavi saxiT mimoixeda mamukam _ me win ar
aRvudgebi Cemi Svilis survils, amis mware gamocdileba maqvs. vici ra SeiZleba mohyves
Seyvarebulebis gaTiSvas, miT umetes, rom me am qorwinebis moxaruli var. Tanaxma var, wavides.
xeli ki, sadac undaT iq moaweron, CemTvis magas mniSvneloba ar aqvs. CemTvis mTavaria, rom
Tqven mTxovT mis xels da bavSvebs erTmaneTi uyvarT.
_ Zalian kargi, me mjera, rom Cven ara marto naTesavebi, aramed kargi megobrebi da axloblebi
gavxdebiT da yovelTvis ase kargad gavugebT erTmaneTs _ Tqva Tamazma, adga, mamukasTan
mivida, xeli CamoarTva da gadaexvia.
_ Cveni ojaxebis danaTesaveba albaT gangebis survili iyo. es ver moxerxda adre, razedac Cveni ojaxis
TiToeuli wevri Zalian vwuxvarT, magram axla mainc moxda. bednierebis da erTobis sawindari
yofiliyos Cveni Svilebis siyvaruli _ Tqva anam, wamodga, dianasTan mivida, gadaexvia, patara
CanTidan sami sxvadasxva zomis da feris xaverdis yuTebi amoiRo da gadasca.
dianam yvela yuTs saxuravi axada. erTSi bajaRlo oqros saqorwino beWedi ido, meoreSi, gulze
Camosakidebeli, msxil oqros Zewkvze dakidebuli oqros saaTi, romlis saxuravzec briliantis, zurmuxtis
da lalis TvlebiT jvari iyo gamosaxuli, mesameSi ki erTTvliani, karatnaxevriani briliantis beWedi da
aseTive sayureebi ewyo.
dianam maSinve amoiRo saqorwino beWedi da marjvena xelis araTiTze gaikeTa. anas mier mravali
wlis win nayidi beWedi, zustad misi TiTis zoma iyo. dianam madloba gadauxada anas da gadahkocna.
_ me winadadeba Semomaqvs, me da diana xval diliT gavemgzavroT, me rom xvalve ukan dabruneba
movaswro, zeg speqtakli maqvs _ Tqva daTom.




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_ ara, Tqven nu SewuxdebiT _ daiwyo dianam _ iq Tu gurami damxvdeba, aravis wayola ar minda.
Tqven isedac datvirTuli xarT, Tan mzia da bavSvebi gyavT misaxedi. me dilisTvis momzadebas mainc
ver movaswreb. dRis meore naxevarSi waval.
ana, Tamazi da daTo gulTbilad daemSvidobnen maspinZlebs. daTo gansakuTrebulad gamoemSvidoba
Tamars da bavSvebis sanaxavad dapatiJa.
daTom, saxlSi misvlisTanave, jer aeroportSi dareka da bileTebis saqme moagvara reisze, romelic
moskovSi zustad rva saaTze Cafrindeboda, mere gurams daureka, yvelaferi mouyva rac gaakeTa da
uTxra saRamos rva saaTze aeroportSi misuliyo dianas dasaxvedrad.
_ Sen ra, mexumrebi? _ ikiTxa guramma.
_ amisTana rameze xumroba SeiZleba, Zmao? Sen ggonia, rac mogiyevi, magis gakeTeba ar SemeZlo?
_ gaicina daTom.
_ ram mogafiqra biWo uCemod Cemi sacolis daniSvna? _ axla guramis sicili gaisma yurmilSi.
_ Cemo Zvirfaso, aba ra unda meqna, Sen ar mTxove diana gamomigzavneo? sxvagvarad ra statusiT
unda gamomegzavna? ki, magram, mis colad moyvanas ar apirebdi? _ gaioca daTom.
_ ras ambob daTo, rogor ar vapirebdi, SenTan erTad ar vTxove mamuka cixisels misi xeli?
_ hoda, miiRe Cemi milocva, Camogiyvan xval dianas da Tu gindaT mand moawereT xeli, magaSic
mogexmarebiT, Tu ara da, roca aq CamoxvalT xelic moawereT da qorwilic gadavixadoT. manamde ki
icxovreT mand, isiyvaruleT da ibedniereT. gkocni da gexvevi. Sen ici, rogor kargad moiqcevi.
daTom yurmili dakida da saxlSi amtydar aur-zaurSi CaerTo. orive biWi erTad tiroda, ise xmamaRla
gahkiodnen erTnairi Zlieri xmiT, rom yurTasmena aRar iyo. maka, nato da mzia Tavs dastrialebdnen
bavSvebs da awynarebdnen, magram uSedegod.
_ ra xdeba, ra mouvidaT? _ ikiTxa SeSinebulma daTom.
_ Wamis dro aqvT, orives erTdroulad ar vici rogor vaWamo _ tirils apirebda mzia.
_ aqamde rogor aWmevdi? _ SeekiTxa daTo
_ samSobiaroSi cal-calke SemohyavdaT _ Tqva mziam, erTi biWi aiyvana da ZuZu misca. patara didi
mondomebiT daetaka da gamwarebulma daiwyo Wama, meore ki maRali xmiT kivils ganagrZobda.
idga daTo, uyurebda deda-Svilis tkbil idilias da Tvalebi cremliT aevso. ai, es aris bedniereba, fiqrobda
TavisTvis da siyvaruliT misCereboda Tavis lamaz, naz meuRles, iseT norCs, iseT gamxdars, romelsac
didi, savse ZuZu Rormucela pirmSosaTvis Caedo pirSi. amaze sasiamovno sacqeri araferi iyo, magram
meore biWis gniasi guls uklavda da siamovnebas akargvinebda.
_ modi ra, rogorme meoresac aWame, me davikaveb, codoa sawyali _ Sewuxebulma Tqva daTom _
geyofa rZe?
_ ki, rZe bevri maqvs _ morcxvad Tqva mziam.
daTom mere bavSvi TviTon daiWira xelSi da ise aWmevina mzias orive bavSvisaTvis, Tan orives
putkuna loyaze kocnida, bolos mziasac orive loya daukocna, bavSvebi sawolSi Caawvenina, sevdiani
TvalebiT SeaTvaliera Tavisi lamazi coli, iqve mdgom natosac Sexeda da oTaxidan gavida. mziasTan
dedamisi rCeboda, rom RamiT bavSvebis movlaSi daxmareboda, daTo ki zeda sarTulze, guramis
saZineblis gverdiT saZinebelSi iZinebda, sadac eZina xolme yovelTvis, roca am saxlSi imyofeboda.
am dros, daTos moskovis binaSi, oTaxidan oTaxSi dadioda gurami, aRelvebuli, gaxarebuli da dabneuli.
_ ra magari vinme xar daTo, Zmao _ Sexeda daTos suraTs roialze _ netav Tu arsebobs saqme, romlis
gakeTebasac ver SesZleb? ram mogafiqra niSnoba Cems gareSe? _ xmamaRla gaicina, mere ucbad
telefonTan mivida, yurmili aiRo da biZamiss daureka, yvelaferi mouyva, rac daTom uTxra da
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_ me raRaSi gWirdebi? _ ikiTxa sandrom siciliT _ Tqve maimunebo, uCemod coli ver unda
moiyvanod?
_ Zia sandro, minda cota sazeimod davxvde, cota oficialurad, Tan pativiscemis niSania TqvenTan
erTad rom mival _ moridebiT Tqva guramma.
_ kargi Cemo biWo, rodisme romelimesTvis daxmarebaze uari miTqvams, rom axla vTqva? Tqvens
meti vin myavs. miT umetes Sen, marTla kargi biWi xar, is cuRluti da Tarsia, magram mainc Zalian
miyvars _ siyvaruli da siTbo gamoxata xmaSi sandrom.
_ vici Zia sandro, daTo yovelTvis gamorCeulad giyvardaT, magram me amaze guli arasodes
damwyvetia, imitom, rom daTo yvelaferSi gamorCeulad kargia, mec Zalian momwons da Zalian
miyvars, masze xom mTeli saqarTveloa Seyvarebuli!
_ Cemo kargo, daTos iseTi profesia aqvs, mas ar SeiZleba Tayvanismcemlebi ar hyavdes, es aris da es.
CemTvis ki, Tqven orive gamorCeulad kargebi xarT da orive Zalian miyvarxarT. daTos mama ar
hyavda da me vcdilobdi, rogorme Semevso es danaklisi, meti araferi. Sen aseTi Wkuiani, saqmiani,
yvelas gverdiT mdgomi da Zalian sayvareli biWi xar dabadebidan, rogor SeiZleba ar miyvarde? Tanac
Zalian gamaxare, diana rom Segiyvarda! diana rom momwons, amaSi me mgoni eWvi ar gepareba.
Cemi grZnoba mis mimarT, ormagad didia, Tamaris siyvarulis gamo. is xom ase saocrad hgavs
mamidas, zustad misi Tvalebi aqvs! Cemi manqaniT mogakiTxav, miTxari ra dros Camodis.
_ saRamos rva saaTze Camofrindeba.
_ kargi Cemo Zvirfaso, eqvs saaTze SenTan viqnebi.
gurami mainc ver damSvidda, nerviulobda, rogor moqceuliyo ar icoda, aeroportidan pirdapir saxlSi
moeyvana, Tu restoranSi Sesuliyvnen da iq aReniSnad? iqneb saxlSi gaewyo sufra?
isev biZamiss daureka. sandrom xmamaRla gaicina.
_ nu nerviulob Cemo biWo, daweqi da daiZine, rac saWiroa me movitan. Sen mxolod yvavilebi iyide,
nawili saxlSi dadgi vaziT, nawili, rom Camova miarTvi. axla damaZine, meti aRar damireko. Senc
axlave daweqi da daiZine, xval formaSi unda iyo!
daTo, ana da Tamazi sami saaTisTvis cixiselebTan iyvnen. diana mzad iyo. qaliSvils emCneoda, rom
RamiT ar eZina, feri hqonda dakarguli da axlac sakmaod Relavda. met-naklebad Relavdnen sxvebic.
SedarebiT mSvidad Tamari iyo.
oTaxSi sufra iyo gaSlili. aTi-TxuTmeti wuTiT magidas Semousxdnen, diana SampaniuriT daloces da
daTos da mamukas manqanebiT aeroportSi wavidnen.
cixiselebi daTos dianasTan erTad gamgzavrebis winaaRmdegi iyvnen.
_ ra saWiroa? aq CavsvamT TviTmfrinavSi, iq ki daxvdebian, Sen nu Sewuxdebi Cemo sayvarelo _
moefera Tamari daTos _ xval speqtakli gaqvs, saxlSi axali namSobiarevi coli da axlad SeZenili biWebi
gyavs, romlebic xeirianad arc ki ginaxavs. amitom daabrune bileTi da darCi saxlSi. Cven vafasebT Sens
galantobas, ar ginda patarZali marto gauSva, magram ar aris saWiro.
_ mec igive minda giTxraT _ axla mamuka Caeria saubarSi _ diana yoCaRi gogoa, mTeli sabWoTa
respublikebis RirsSesaniSnaobebi martos aqvs movlili, arc axla sWirdeba gamcilebeli _ dianas moxvia
xeli mamukam da moefera.
rogorc iqna daTo daiTanxmes. dianas Cemodani bargSi Caabares, daTos motanili CanTa, romelSic
Semwvari goWi, wiwilebi da xaWapurebi ewyo, salonSi gaatanes dianas. sanam TviTmfrinavi ar
gauCinarda, aravin daZrula adgilidan.
_ RmerTma bedniereba mogces Svilo, Cems guramTan erTad, bednieri yofiliyos Seni Semosvla Cvens
ojaxSi da Cemi Svilis cxovrebaSi, janmrTeli, dRegrZeli da sixaruliT savse sicocxle gqonebodeT _
pirjvari gadasaxa caSi aWril TviTmfrinavs anam.

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cixiselebs Tvalebi cremlebiT hqondaT savse. daTom Tamari Caixuta, moefera.
_ dawynardiT, yvelaferi kargad iqneba, isini Zalian bednierebi iqnebian, imitom, rom Zalian uyvarT
erTmaneTi _ yvela daaimeda daTom.




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diana iluminatoridan didxans aTvalierebda mis gasacileblad misul axloblebs. TviTmfrinavis
afrenisTanave sinanulma Seipyro.
_ ara, ar unda wamovsuliyavi _ gaifiqra gabrazebulma _ rogor avcercetdi, TiTis daqneva da masTan
mivfrinav! ras ifiqrebs Cemze? raRa iyo darCenili xuT dekembramde, Cavsuliyavi mamidasTan erTad,
rogorc wesierad aRzrdil, patiosan gogos Seefereba. Tu mTxovda darCenas, maSin davrCeniliyavi.
telefonze rom damireka, ki miTxra, netav Camoxvidodeo, Zalian menatrebi da minda aq iyovo, magram
mainc ar unda gavqceuliyavi. sulwasuli, msubuqi yofaqcevis qaliviT mivrbivar masTan! RmerTo,
ratom aravin ar damiSala? yvela ise monusxa daTo jandierma Tavisi RimiliT da mWermetyvelebiT,
rom ucbad daiTanxma. mamaCemmac rom araferi Tqva sawinaaRmdego? iqneb es Tanxmoba, daTosi
ki ara, guramis damsaxurebaa? mamas Zalian moewona gurami pirveli SexvedrisTanave. Tumca, rogor
SeiZleba gurami gaicno da ar mogewonos! mas yvelaferi aqvs, imisaTvis, rom Tavi mogawonos da
Segayvaros! lamazia, momxibvleli, Zalian ganaTlebuli, didi inteleqtiT, kulturuli, musikaluri, keTili...
iumoris unariT... siyvarulis unariT... da... da Zalian sayvarelia! o, RmerTo, Senc ver warmoidgen, rogor
miyvars! arc ki vici, ramdeni xania miyvars! ra kargia, rom male masTan viqnebi, misi viqnebi! rogor
vifiqre, rom Secdoma davuSvi masTan wamosvliT! me is ise Zalian miyvars, ise minda masTan erTad
yofna, unda wamovsuliyavi!
 ra bednierebaa, rom daTos Cemi Casvla sTxova, ase rom ar yofiliyo, daTo niSnobas ar moawyobda!
axla me misi oficialuri sacole var da sulac ar aris saZraxisi masTan Casvla! _ bolos da bolos mivida
aforiaqebuli diana am daskvnamde da dawynarda.
iluminatoridan aRaraferi sCanda, gareT wyvdiadi gamefebuliyo. diana savarZlis zurgs mieyrdno da
Tvalebi daxuWa.
eqvsi saaTi sruldeboda, roca sandro korinTeli daTo jandieris moskovis binas miadga, xelSi ori didi
celofanis parkiT. kari guramma zaris darekvisTanave gauRo, emCneoda, rom isev Relavda.
_ ra iyo, moxda rame? _ ikiTxa sandrom _ ganerviulebuli meCvenebi.
_ ho, cotas vnerviulob. minda jerovani daxvedra movuwyo, iseTi, romelic arasodes daaviwydeba da
sibereSic bednierebiT gabrwyinebuli TvalebiT gaixsenebs _ STagonebiT warmosTqva guramma.
_ Senc da daToc, bunebiT poetebi xarT. Sen gansakuTrebiT, imitom, rom zodiaqos niSniT saswori xar,
venera gfarvelobs. sasworebi romantikosebi arian da siyvarulisaTvis arian am qveynad gaCenilni _
Tqva sandrom, erTi celofanis parki magidaze dadga, meore gurams miawoda. parkidan ramdenime
boTli Sampaniuri, Savi xizilalis da Tevzeulis yuTebi, borjomis boTlebi da Sokoladis ori didi kolofi
amoalaga. meore parks zemodan tortis yuTi edo, isic magidaze dado sandrom, mere parki isev gurams
miawoda.
_ gaxseni da karadaSi dakide, es Cemi saqorwino saCuqaria _ uTxra gurams _ danarCeni yvelaferi
macivarSi Seinaxe. dRes diliT velaparake dedaSens da makas, Semwvar goWs da wiwilebs agzavnian,
amitom aRaraferi viyide. xval saRamos SegiZlia belousovebi moiwvio, mec gestumrebi.

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guramma celofanis parkidan didi Sekvra amoiRo da gaxsna. es iyo vercxlisferi meliis Zvirfasi, Zalian
lamazi, grZeli, boloSi ganieri qurqi.
_ o, Zia sandro, ra lamazia. es xom qveynis fuli eRireba, ratom Sewuxdi _ aRtaceba da SeSfoTeba
erTad gamoxata guramma.
_ ho, Zalian Llamazia, mziasTvisac aseTis yidva mindoda, magram maSin iq, TbilisSi ver viSovne,
Tumca wavis qurqic momwons, Tan mzias Zalian mouxda.
_ Zia orive Zalian lamazia, magram amdeni fuli ar unda dagexarja! dagrCa kidev rame? me mgoni, me
da daTom sul dagaxarjineT.
_ Cqara Sealage yvelaferi da wavideT, ar dagvagviandes.
gurami da sandro droze bevrad adre mividnen aeroportSi da damxvdurTa Soris adgili daikaves.
sandro gangeb, sul raRacaze elaparakeboda gurams, rom gaerTo da dro SeumCnevlad gasuliyo.
TviTmfrinavis dajdoma gamoacxades. male mgzavrebis SemosasvlelSi, dianas fermkrTali saxe
gamoCnda. gurami misken gaemarTa, sandro adgilze darCa da iqidan dauwyo axalgazrdebs yureba.
guramma gulSi Caikra qaliSvili, saxe daukocna.
_ rogor momenatre, ver warmoidgen, rogor momenatre. ar megona, Tu ase Zalian miyvardi _
eCurCuleboda qaliSvils da Tan kocnida _ Zalian, Zalian, Zalian miyvarxar! vicodi, rom Camoxvidodi,
vgrZnobdi, rom Senc gindoda CemTan yofna... yoCaR daTo, man moaxerxa da Seni Tavi
gamomigzavna!
_ me ki TviTmfrinavSi vdardobdi, ratom wamovedi-meTqi, mere nel-nela Zlivs daviwynare Tavi _
darcxveniT Tqva dianam da saxe guramis mkerdSi Camala.
sandro siamovnebiT Sescqeroda Seyvarebulebis alerss, mere TviTonac maT miuaxlovda.
_ guram, gamouSvi gogo, mec minda mivesalmo da gabedniereba mivuloco _ Tqva xmamaRla.
axalgazrdebi gamoerkvnen. dianam mxolod axla dainaxa sandro da gadaexvia.
gurami gaxarebuli, TvalebiT esiyvaruleboda Zvirfas qaliSvils, xelSi TeTri vardebis Taiguli eWira da
aRarc axsovda, rom qaliSvilisaTvis unda mierTmia.
_ guram, Svilo, eg Taiguli dianas mieci, CanTa aiRe da bargis misaReb darbazSi gavideT _ kidev
erTxel moiyvana azrze sandrom dabneuli disSvili.
guramma gaicina, vardebi dianas gadasca, CanTa aiRo, isev Caixuta aTrTolebuli qaliSvili da ase
Caxutebuli waiyvana sabargo ganyofilebisaken.
sandro ukan gahyvaT. araCveulebriv xasiaTze iyo. uxaroda axalgazrdebis SeuRleba, miT umetes, rom
sapatarZlo Zalian moswonda. Zalian uyvarda sandros Tavisi disSvilebi, orive erTnairad. suls ar
dainanebda maTTvis. daTo xandaxan abrazebda xolme, gurami ki arasodes. rac SeeZlo orivesaTvis
akeTebda dauzareblad, magram daTos ufro meti daxmareba sWirdeboda, moraluradac da
ekonomiuradac. mas mama ar hyavda da marto maka ver SesZlebda misTvis saWiro musikaluri
ganaTlebis micemas, vokalis da italiuri enis kerZo pedagogebis daqiravebas. daTom daufasa biZas
mzrunveloba, Tavi isaxela da axloblebic asaxela.
gurams sandrosagan TiTqmis araferi sWirdeboda, magram mzrunveli da moyvaruli biZa megobrobda
masTan, dahyavda daTosTan erTad saTevzaod, sanadirod, sacuraod, fexburTisa da kalaTburTis
matCebze. yvelanairad xels uwyobda biWebSi WeSmaritad mamakacuri Tvisebebis Camoyalibebas.
gurams masTan saidumlo ar hqonda. nanasTan urTierTobis gamo Zalian daiCagra gurami. sandro
Zalian ganicdida am ambavs da axla ormagad bednieri iyo, radgan guramma Wrilobebi moiSuSa da mis
gulSi axali siyvaruli Caisaxa. guramma gamonaxa Zala axali siyvarulisaTvis, TviTon ki vera. ver
daiviwya Tavisi Tamari da mTeli cxovreba disSvilebs miuZRvna.
dianas Cemodani male miiRes, sandros manqanaSi Casxdnen da daTos binisken gaemarTnen.

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mTeli gza Caxutebuli hyavda gurams diana, sul sasiyvarulo sityvebs eCurCuleboda, efereboda, Tan
Tbilisuri niSnobis ambebs ayolebda.
saxlSi misulebi sastumro oTaxSi SeuZRvnen dianas. guramma palto gaxada da savarZelSi Casva.
qaliSvils trikotaJis xorblisferi, tanze momdgari kaba ecva da Zalian uxdeboda. guramma Zlivs
moswyvita Tvali mas da sandrosTan erTad sufris gaSlas Seudga. diana wamoxta, xelebi daibana da isic
samzareuloSi gavida.
male sufra mzad iyo. diana, sandrosa da guramis xvewnis miuxedavad, arafers ekareboda, arc gurami
iyo mainc da mainc Wamis xasiaTze, magram partniorobas uwevda biZas, romelic aSkarad moSiebuli
iyo da gemrielad miirTmevda. sandrom axalgazrdebis sadRegrZelo Sesva, imdeni saqebari sityva Tqva
guramis da dianas Sesaxeb, rom Seyvarebulebs loyebi dauwiTldaT. guramma ZaliT SeaWama dianas
ramdenime lukma da Sampaniuric daalevina. sandrom kidev ramdenime sadRegrZelo Tqva, mere adga,
xval movalo, Cailaparaka, orive gadakocna da derefnisken gaemarTa.
_ moica, Zia sandro, cota xans kidev iyavi, jer xom saCuqaric ar migicia dianasTvis _ SeaCera
guramma.
_ Sen mieci, suliTa da guliT glocavT Svilebo. RmerTma bednierebi gamyofod _ Tqva, palto Caicva da
wavida.
_ ra maCuqa? _ ikiTxa RimiliT dianam.
guramma SemosasvlelSi mdgari karada gamoaRo da iqidan vercxlisferi meliis didebuli qurqi gamoiRo.
_ o, ra lamazia! _ wamoiZaxa dianam _ magram... magram es xom Zalian Zvirfasia! ratom daaxarjvine
amdeni fuli? _ Seicxada qaliSvilma.
_ me ar vici rodis iyida. aeroportSi wamosasvlelad rom Semomiara, maSin moitana. mzias wavis qurqi
uyida, isic Zalian lamazi da Zvirfasia. qurqi etyoba Zia sandros sayvareli Casacmelia. aba gaisinje,
rogor gaqvs _ qurqi gaSala da qaliSvils mxrebze wamoasxa guramma.
dianam Caicva da sarkeSi Caixeda. qurqi zustad misi zoma iyo, grZeli, TiTqmis koWebamde, boloSi
ganieri. maRal, Txel tanze Zalian mouxda maRali bewvis naoWebad dayrili qurqi, vercxlisferi ki,
qaliSvilis fermkrTal saxes gansakuTrebuli SaravandediT asxivosnebda. diana sarkis win trialebda,
gurami Secqeroda ulamazes qals, uZvirfases samosSi da siyvarulze siyvaruli emateboda.
_ Zalian gixdeba, iseTi lamazi xar, rom Tvalebs mWri _ uTxra da gadaexvia _ wamo, daTos
saZinebelSi didi, frTiani sarkea da iq Caixede. xelgadaxveuli Seiyvana guramma sacole deidaSvilis
sawol oTaxSi.
ise, rogorc mTel binaSi, aqac yvelaferi didi gemovnebiT iyo mowyobili _- TeTri sawoli oTaxis
garnituri, kedlebze daTos Semoqmedebis amsaxveli suraTebi, erTi didi foto, erTmaneTs Caxutebuli
daTo da mzia. mopirdapire kededze iatakidan Weramde veeberTela sarke, orive mxridan moZravi
frTebiT.
diana sarkesTan mivida, Setriald-Semotrialda, saxegabrwyinebuli aTvalierebda sakuTar garegnobas,
mere ucbad mobrunda da Sewuxebuli saxiT gurams Sexeda.
_ ra moxda _ gaocda vaJi _ ar mogwons?
_ aq ar unda SemovsuliyaviT, ase mgonia daTos pirad cxovrebaSi SeviWeri. sxva saZinebeli aq ar aris?
_ aris, sadac me mZinavs _ gaicina guramma _ magram iq didi sarke ar aris! kidev deida makas
saZinebelia, arc iqaa aseTi sarke!
_ sul ramdeni oTaxia? _ dainteresda diana.
_ gamoCenil pirovnebebs moskovSi did binebs aZleven, Tumca es bina mTavrobas ar miucia,
kooperatiulia, daTom TviTon aiSena da misi sakuTaria. bina sakmaod didia, ori saZinebeli, erTi
bavSvis oTaxi, romelic daTom, rogorc “pataras” me momiwyo _ gaicina guramma _ didi samzareulo,

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sasadilo oTaxi, misaRebi oTaxi da kabineti. kidev or-ori tualeti da abazana, samrecxao Tavisi saSrobiT
da ori Ria veranda.
dianam, ise, rom qurqi ar gauxdia, binis daTvaliereba daiwyo. yvelgan, yvelaferi patronis maRal
gemovnebaze metyvelebda. ise moxda, rom bolos guramis saZinebelSi Sevida qaliSvili. aq yavisferi
importuli saZinebeli idga, erTi didi sawoliT da grZeli karadiT mTel kedalze. yvelaferi yavisfer,
kremisfer da xorblisfer tonebSi iyo gadawyvetili. erT kuTxeSi fanjarasTan molberti, maRali samuSao
skami da saweri magida idga Tavisi savarZliT. kedeli savse iyo naxatebiT, guramis namuSevrebiT.
molbertze naxati ido. diana miuaxlovda portrets da gaeRima. es TviTon iyo, saqorwino TeTr kabaSi,
fatiT.
_ Zalian menatrebodi da... mere warmovidgine, rogori iqnebodi qorwilis dRes da dagxate... _ vaJma
siyvaruliT anTebuli TvalebiT SeaTvaliera qaliSvili _ me vfiqrob kargad gamomivida, Zalian gixdeba
TeTri kaba da fata _ gurami dianas miuaxlovda, qurqi gaxada, iqve savarZelSi Caagdo da moexvia.
_ Zalian mixaria, rom Camoxvedi, rom giyvarvar! ise Camoxvedi, araviTari winapiroba CemTvis ar
wamogiyenebia, Tumca daTom sakmaod myari garantia Segiqmna, niSnobis saxiT, magram Sen xom
ar icodi niSnobis Sesaxeb, roca CemTan wamosvla gindoda? amitom ufro metad miyvarxar _ gurami
Tmas usworebda, efereboda, saxes ukocnida qaliSvils.
dianam welze xelebi Semohxvia vaJs, Caexuta, saxe mis yelSi Camala da kocna dauwyo.
_ me xom ar damimalavs, rom didi xania Senze vocnebob, rom didi xania miyvarxar, TiTqmis im
dRidan, roca pirvelad daginaxe. maSin ToTxmeti wlis viyavi. manamde mamidas marto dali dahyavda
xolme saRamos speqtaklebze operis TeatrSi, im saRamos mec wamiyvana. daTo radamess mReroda.
mamida Tamarma Soridan damanaxva Seni Tavi, miTxra, es daTos deidaSvili guram sayvareliZeao.
Sen mSoblebTan da deida makasTan erTad iyavi. me mamidas binokli gamovarTvi da mTeli speqtaklis
ganmavlobaSi, scenis magivrad, Sen gicqerdi. Sesvenebaze foieSi davbodialebdi da Sen geZebdi.
marTlac gamimarTla da Segxvdi. Sen Cemsken arc ki gamogixedavs, ise Cairbine kibeebi da bufetSi
Sexvedi. me ukan mogyvebodi. Sen limonaTi dalie, Sokoladebi iyide da darbazSi dabrundi. parteris
gverdiTi gasasvlelidan giyurebdi, rogor miarTvi Sokoladebi dedas da deidas. Seni qceviT da silamaziT
aRfrTovanebuli, im dRis Semdeg sul Senze vfiqrobdi _ dianam SeaTvaliera guramis gaRimebuli saxe,
ramdenjerme akoca da ganagrZo _ mamida Tamari daTo jandieris sanaxavad dadioda operis TeatrSi da
TvaliT mudam Zia sandros eZebda, me ki, mudam Sen geZebdi da daTos TiTqmis yvela speqtaklze
gpoulobdi, da ara marto speqtaklze! Zalian xSirad gxedavdi laRiZis wylebTan mdgars, an gzad
mimavals. saRamoobiT Cemi binis aivnidan giTvalTvalebdi, ramdenjerme kinoTeatrSic gnaxe. da is
patara gogo, sul Senze vfiqrobdi, Sens siyvarulze, Sens kocnaze, Sens moferebaze vocnebobdi! mere,
roca gagicani, isev ocnebaSi megona Tavi da ar mjeroda, rom marTla Sens gverdiT viyavi. axlac, am
wuTSic, TiTqos sizmarSi var. nuTu Sen, romelic imdeni xnis ganmavlobaSi saerTod ver amCnevdi
Cems arsebobas, axla siyvaruls mixsni da meferebi? _ qalma xelebi vaJis saxes mokida da TvalebSi
Caxeda _ es yvelaferi marTla xdeba?
_ marTla xdeba Cemo lamazo, gulaxdilo gogo. mapatie Zveli danaSauli. sad jandabaSi viyurebodi
netav, rom SenisTana lamaz gogos ver vamCnevdi, miT umetes SavTvalebas, me xom mTeli cxovreba
SavTmiani da SavTvaleba gogoebi momwonda! kidev kargi, rom im preskonferenciaze moxvedi,
Torem, iqneb kidev ver damenaxe! ar gamibrazde Cemi sibecis gamo. samagierod, axla kargad gxedav,
Zalian, Zalian momwonxar da ufro Zalian miyvarxar! _ gurami dianas tuCebs daswvda. kocna Zalian
grZeli gamouvida, ar eTmoboda qalis tuCebi, verc erTi suls veRar iTqvamda da iqve sawolze
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_ diana, xval diliT wavideT da gancxadeba SevitanoT qorwinebis saxlSi. biZaCemma Tqva, leninis
gamzirze mdebare qorwinebis saxlis direqtori Cemi pacientia da maSinve dagaqorwinebTo.
_ ara guram, me ar minda es aq gavakeTod. ra saCqaroa? roca TbilisSi CavalT, iq davqorwindeT,
axloblebiT da megobrebiT garSemortymulni. me minda lamazi da qarTuli qorwili gvqondes Sens
saxlSi. aq ki me... _ diana Seyovnda, ar daamTavra saTqmeli.
_ ratom gaCumdi? _ saxeSi miaCerda gurami.
_ aq me ubralod SenTan Camovedi, imitom, rom SenTan yofna minda, veRar vZleb uSenod _ Tqva da
Tavi daxara, sakuTar xelebs dauwyo cqera _ Tu yovelive amis Semdeg Sen Cemze guli gagicivdeba,
Sevecdebi beds Seveguo... Tu ar movkvdi siyvaruliT... _ dianas Tvalebi cremlebiT aevso.
_ Cemo lamazo, Cemo mSveniero, ras ambob? mec xom movkvdebi uSenod! mec Zalian minda
SenTan yofna, warmoudgenlad didia Cemi grZnoba Sens mimarT, Sen rogorc ginda ise moviqceT _
guramma isev kocna da mofereba dauwyo qals, Tan sasiyvarulo sityvebs eCurCuleboda _ Sen ginda
amaRamve Cemi gaxde sayvarelo, Tu cota kidev davicadoT, CemTvis mTavaria Cems gverdiT iyo _
elaparakeboda da iseTi vnebiT ealerseboda da kocnida, qali kankalma aitana.
_ me Seni var guram, ukve mravali welia Seni var, SenTan Camovedi, Zalian miyvarxar, mets
nuRarafers mkiTxav _ da dianamac gamalebiT dauwyo kocna vaJis saxes.
_ moica, moica diana, cota davwynardeT, ar minda pirveli urTierToba ase SlegianebiviT daviwyoT. me
minda nazad da tkbilad mogefero, minda Tavi mogawono _ gaicina guramma, adga da qaliSvilic aayena
_ minda es saRamo gansakuTrebuli iyos _ safeTqelze akoca, xeli moxvia _ wamo, magida avalagoT,
sinaTleebi gamovrTod da davwveT normaluri adamianebiviT, kargi?
_ ui, Sen ise mabnev, sufris alageba sul damaviwyda, saWmeli magidaze xom gafuWdeba! _ gaiqca
diana sasadilo oTaxSi.
orive mxolod erTmaneTTan siaxloveze fiqrobda, erTmaneTs Sescqerodnen, dabneulebi erTmaneTs
ejaxebodnen. Zlivs, rogorc iyo saWmelebi aalages da macivarSi Seinaxes, TefSebis recxvis dro ar
hqondaT. xelgadaxveulebi dabrundnen saZinebelSi.
_ me Sens Cemodans movitan _ uTxra guramma da gavida.
dianam logini gadaSala, kaba swrafad gaixada, sawolze Camojda da guramic Semovida. Sexeda
sawolze Camomjdar perangisamara qaliSvils, romelic win daxriliyo da grZel, lamaz wvivebze
momdgar, maRalyelian Ceqmebze Tasmebs ixsnida. qalis TeTri marmarilosferi sxeuli TiTqos
anaTebda xorblisferi perangidan, maRali mkerdi moxdili gulispiridan gadmoxtomas lamobda.
gurami aRafrTovana dianas siSiSvlem, misma silamazem, misma bunebrivobam, uSualobam da im
didma siyvarulma, romliTac ase Tamamad da daufiqreblad sTavazobda qaliSvili sakuTar Tavs.
dianam Tavi aswia da gakvirvebulma Sexeda gurams, romelic CemodniT xelSi karebSi gaCerebuliyo
da ucnauri RimiliT misCereboda.
_ ra moxda? _ SeSinebulma ikiTxa _ albaT cudad viqcevi, ara? usircxvilo, meZavi qaliviT viqcevi? _
tirili daapira qaliSvilma.
guramma Cemodani daagdo da masTan miiWra, mis win muxlebze dadga, orive xeli mohxvia da saxe
daukocna.
_ ras ambob diana? gagiJdi? me xom aRtacebuli Semogcqerodi! Senma sxeulma Tvali momWra, guli
amiZgera, Sen iseTi lamazi xar, iseTi sayvareli da iseTi miamiti, lamis Wkuidan gadamiyvano _
kocniT Cahyva qaliSvilis yels, perangis gulispiridan momzirali TeTri mkerdi daukocna, mere muxlebze
akoca da orive Ceqma gaxada. ucbad wamoxta, karadis kari gamoaRo, iqidan ori Sekvra gamoiRo da
dianas gadasca, TviTon ki mis win, sawolis gverdiT mdgom savarZelSi Cajda.


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_ gaxseni, es SenTvis viyide. oqros samkaulebi imdeni aqvs dedaCems Cemi meuRlisTvis nayidi, rom
me sayideli aRaraferi damrCa. ase, rom SenTvis saCuqari ar maqvs. eseni yoveldRiuri saWiroebisTvis
giyide. dedaCems, darwmunebuli var, aseTi rameebic eqneba SenTvis gamzadebuli, magram aqac xom
dagWirdeba... _ ijda vaJi da uyurebda, rogor xsnida diana lamazad Sekrul fuTebs.
_ o, ra lamazia _ wamoiZaxa qaliSvilma da muqi bordosferi Salis xalaTi, Tavisive feris atlasis sayeloTi
da samajurebiT, romlebic isev bordosferi, oRond bevrad Ria feris abreSumis ZafiT iyo moqarguli da
zustad aseTive gawyobil-moqarguli oTaxis qoSebi amoalaga. qoSebi iatakze daawyo, fexebi Sig
Cahyo, wamodga, xalaTi moicva da guramis win datrialda.
_ zustad Cemi zomaa orive! Zalian momwons! gmadlob Cemo Zvirfaso _ ucbad mieWra da
gadahkocna vaJi, isev swrafedve moSorda, kvlav sawolze Camojda, axla meore Sekvrac gaxsna. iqac
xalaTi ido, abanos TeTri xalaTi, Tavisive ori pirsawmendiT da CustebiT.
_ esec Zalian momwons, ra Wkiuani biWi xar, iseTi rame miyide, romelic yovelTvis damWirdeba da
arasodes ar aris zedmeti.
_ ar vicodi ra meyida... pirvelad abanos xalaTi giyide, mere bordosferi davinaxe, Zalian momewona da
isic viyide. mcire saCuqari gagikeTe, mixaria rom kargad mogivida da mogwons.
_ Sen me udidesi saCuqari gamikeTe! nuTu ver xvdebi, rom CemTvis yvelaze Zvirfasi saCuqari Seni
siyvarulia! _ diana guramTan mivida, mis muxlze Camojda da vaJis lamaz saxes mofereba da kocna
dauwyo.
gurami Tavisi Zvirfasi tvirTianad wamodga da qaliSvili sawolze dasva.
_ me mgoni sjobs xalaTi xval Caicva, axla uxalaTod ufro momwonxar! xalaTi SemoaZro da diana
sawolze daawvina, TviTonac sawolze Camojda, mis saxes hkocnida, Tan tansacmels ixdida. dianas
Tvals ar acilebda, ainteresebda, ra reaqcia eqneboda qaliSvils mis win mdgomi, mxolod trusebSi
Cacmuli mamakacis danaxvaze. diana farTod gaxelili TvalebiT akvirdeboda mamakacs, saxeze
aRelveba emCneoda.
guramma sawolis gverdiT dabal tumboze mdgari Ramis sanaTi aanTo, didi sinaTle gamorTo da dianas
gverdiT dawva. diana maSinve misken gadabrunda da Caexuta.
_ guram, Zalian miyvarxar, mTeli Cemi sicocxle Sen gekuTvnis, ar gagicivdes Cemze guli, ar
mimatovo, icode uSenod movkvdebi! _ es Tqva, vaJis mkerdSi damala saxe da kocna dauwyo.
_ yovelTvis meyvarebi da arasodes migatoveb Cemo lamazo, gulaxdilo gogo. Sen arc ki ici, ra didi
siyvarulis cecxli aanTe cems gulSi.
gurami mis tuCebs daswvda, Tan perangs xdida, mere sxva yvelaferic zed miayola. axla Tavidan
fexebamde Cahyva kocniT. vaJis cxelma tuCebma da xelebma qaliSvilis mTeli sxeuli moiares da isev
saxes da tuCebs daubrundnen. diana kankalebda, TviTonac pasuxobda kocnaze, magram sxvas verafers
axerxebda, ar icoda, rogor moqceuliyo. is rac mis Tavs xdeboda, nislSi axvevda, gonebas ubnelebda,
TiTqos frTebi gamosxmoda da dafrinavda, yvelaferi ararealuri iyo.
_ Cemo kargo, Cemo lamazo, me minda didi siamovneba gangacdevino, minda rom es wuTi mTeli
sicocxle tkbilad gaxsovdes... Cemo tkbilo, Cemo sayvarelo... _ gurami ganuwyvetlad eCurCuleboda da
kocnida, eCurCuleboda da kocnida...
diana sabolood moSorda realur samyaros, azrovnebis unari dakarga, ver igebda ras akeTebda,
angariSgauwevlad moqmedebda, instiqturad pasuxobda guramis yvela survils, mTlianad miando Tavisi
sxeuli mamakacs da gahyva mas, gafrinda masTan erTad mziT gaCaxCaxebuli da mzisferi
varskvlavebiT moWedili cis Sesaxvedrad, irealur samyaroSi.
mere nel-nela dabrunda realoba. Seyvarebulebi isev erTmaneTs Caxveuli da SeerTebulni iwvnen, orive
Zlivs sunTqavda.

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_ diana, diana, Cemo kargo diana _ aCurCulda vaJi _ rogor xar? Sen rogor fiqrob, cocxlebi varT? _
Tavi aswia da qals daxeda.
dianas Tvalebi daxuWuli hqonda da iRimeboda.
_ Zalian miyvarxar _ CaiCurCula _ Zalian, Zalian miyvarxar!
_ o, RmerTo, es ra iyo! aseTi ram arasodes ganmicdia! Sen me saswaulTan Semaxvedre, Cemo
sayvarelo da vnebiano gogo _ isev kocna da alersi dauwyo vaJma _ ar minda Sengan gancalkeveba, ar
SemiZlia SenTan daSoreba, ase minda viyo SenSi _ kocnida da ealerseboda qals da sapasuxo alerss da
kocnas iRebda.
male orive isev waleka vnebam da TavdaviwyebaSi gadaisrola. roca azrze movidnen, orives TvalTagan
cremli sdiodaT udidesi netarebisgan.
_ me mgoni isev cocxlebi varT _ Tqva guramma da amjerad dianas gverdiT gadawva gulaRma _ diana,
Sen me cecxli wamikide, mTeli sxeuli Signidan mewvis da aRgzneba ar neldeba. vfiqrob momajadove.
cotas davisveneb, Torem guli gamiskdeba, mere ki erTad vibanaod.
diana misken gadmobrunda, xarbad aTvalierebda gulaRma gawolili mamakacis sxeuls, pirvelad
xedavda SiSvel mamakacs. Tvali qvemoT gaeqca da SeakrTo da ganacvifra nanaxma, Tvalebi daxuWa,
gurams miexuta da Tavi mklavze daado. guramma maSinve Caixuta qali, Sublze akoca. cota xnis
Semdeg wamojda, qals xelebi mohxvia, masTan erTad adga da xelSi ayvanili waiyvana saabazanoSi.
Tavisi xeliT dabana, bevri efera da ealersa sanam isev netarebas ar miecnen Tbili wyliT savse
abazanaSi. wylidan Zlivs amosulma, TviTonve gaamSrala bedis Zvirfasi saCuqari, xelSi ayvanili
gamoiyvana saZinebelSi da savarZelSi Casva. TviTon sawols zewari gadaaZro, axali gadaafara da amas
SiSveli akeTebda. roca sawoli gaamzada, mxolod amis Semdeg ipovna trusebi da Caicva.
diana gaognebuli da aRtacebuli adevnebda Tvals yovelive amas. mamakacis siSiSvlis cqera ganuzomel
siamovnebas aniWebda.
_ diana, Caicvi rame, Torem movkvdebi amaRam da damnaSave Sen iqnebi _ ixumra guramma,
Cemodani axlos miuCoCa da gaxsna.
dianam Ramis perangi moZebna, swrafad gadaicva da loginSi Cawva.
gurami Caexuta, Sublze akoca, orive xeli welze Semohxvia da rac SeeZlo TavisTan axlos miswia qali _
rom icode, rogor miyvarxar, ra Zalian miyvarxar _ Cailaparaka da ase Caxveuls daeZina.
diana cota xans kvlav agoniaSi iyo, ver brundeboda realur cxovrebaSi. igonebda yvela wvrilmans
gancdilisas da ver ijerebda, rom es yvelaferi namdvilad moxda da mas SeemTxva. ver warmoedgina, Tu
aseTi didi netareba arsebobda. am tkbil fiqrebSi masac CaeZina.




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telefonis gabmulma zarma gamoaRviZaT. gurami TvaldaxuWuli daswvda tumboze mdgar telefons.
_ gismenT _ CasZaxa yurmilSi.
_ guram, rogor xarT, Svilo? dianas ojaxSi swuxan, CasvlisTanave unda daereka da ar darekao. xom
kargad imgzavra? _ moridebiT ikiTxa anam.
_ deda, kargad varT, kargad imgzavra, dilas unda damereka.
_ mere ratom ar dareke Svilo, xom ici mSoblebi yovelTvis vnerviulobT.


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guramma                            saaTs                       daxeda,                       Tormeti
sruldeboda.……………………………………………………………………
_ o, deda, mapatie, meZina, Senma zarma gamaRviZa. ar megona Tu es dro iyo. gadaeci cixiselebs, rom
maTi qaliSvili kargadaa da man me bedniereba momitana. gkocniT yvelas _ guramma yurmili dakida
da dianasken gadabrunda. qali loginSi wamomjdariyo da Sewuxebuli Sescqeroda vaJs.
_ ra sircxvilia, sul damaviwyda, rom wuxel unda damereka, ras ifiqreben? _ Tvalebi cremliT aevso
dianas _ xom SeeSindebodaT.
_ ifiqreben, rom ufro seriozuli saqme gqonda _ xeli mohxvia dianas guramma _ kidev kargi darekes,
Torem ver gaviRviZebdi. dilis siyvarulobanam, mTlad gamTiSa. saxelosnoSi var wasasvleli, bileTebia
misatani... me ki arsad wasvla ar minda, SenTan minda viyo _ qals nazad akoca da loginidan wamodga
_ diana, saSinlad mSia, adeqi ra, vWamod.
 sauzmis Semdeg gurami wavida. dianam iqauroba mialaga, TeTreuli isev gamocvala da sarecxis
manqanaSi Caawyo. did oTaxSi sufra TefSebiTa da WiqebiT gaawyo. saRamos sandro korinTels da
belousovebs elodnen stumrad. guramma orjer daureka, xom kargad xar, Zalian menatrebio. dianam
Tavisianebs daureka TbilisSi.
_ Zalian bednieri var mamida, Zalian miyvars da masac vuyvarvar. guramma mTeli Cemi cxovrebis
ocneba amixdina! _ uTxra Tamars.
sandromac dareka, Tbilad moikiTxa, eqvsi saaTisTvis moval, Tu raime gWirdeba miTxari da
gamovayolebo.
dianam madloba gadauxada, araferi gvindao.
eqvs saaTze magida gawyobili hqonda dianas. guramic movida, puri da raRac-raRaceebi moitana. iseTi
vnebiT gadaexvia dianas, TiTqos mTeli weli ar enaxa.
dianas wiTeli Salis viwro, gamoyvanili kaba ecva, Savi Tma mTlianad ukan gadaevarcxna da kefaze
daemagrebina. mkerds anas naCuqari msxvil Zewkvze Camokidebuli saaTi umSvenebda, saxuravze
briliantis, zurmuxtis da lalis wvrili TvlebiT gamosaxuli jvriT, yurebze da TiTze, isev anas naCuqari
erTTvliani sayure da beWedi ekeTa. qali iseTi lamazi iyo, sawyali gurami Tvals ver aSorebda da
dabneuli dadioda.
zustad eqvsze sandro korinTeli mivida, male belousovebic estumrnen mTeli ojaxiT.
_ ai Cemi muza, Cemi siyvaruli, Cemi sacole _ gaacno guramma diana stumrebs.
nikolai aRtacebuli SeaCerda dianas, karga xans aTvaliera.
_ me vicodi, rom “mSvenieri dianas” originali raRac araCveulebrivi iqneboda da arc Sevmcdarvar!
minda mogiloco Cemo Zvirfaso, Seni sacole umSvenieresia, didebulia! roca gazafxulze daTos mzia
vnaxe, aRtacebaSi momiyvana misma nazma, haerovanma, norCma silamazem. vTqvi, rom aseTi
lamazi qali cxovrebaSi ar menaxa. axla ki Sevcqeri mSvenier dianas da vambob, dRemde aseTi
silamaze ar Semxvedria! me yovelTvis momwonda qarTveli qalebi, yovelTvis aRtacebaSi movdiodi
ulamazesi qarTveli msaxiobi qalebiT. yvelas saxelebi vici, vinc ki momwonebia, nato vaCnaZe, Tamar
ciciSvili, mediko jafariZe, liana asaTiani, mediko Caxava, dodo WiWinaZe... es ukanaskneli
cxovrebaSi da scenaze ar minaxavs, magram vnaxe ekranze da Seyvarebuli var am iSviaTi silamazis
qalze. Seni naxatis naxvam, Cemo guram, es ulamazesi qali gamaxsena. originali ki, kidev ufro Zalian
hgavs didebul dodos. ubednieresi mxatvari viqnebi, Tu aseT mSvenierebas davxatav _ nikolaim
garSemo Semouara dianas _ Tumca Zalian Zneli iqneba misi daxatva, radganac qarTvel qalebs
sxvanairi silamaze da ucxo xibli aqvT. am xibls maT Tvalebi aZlevT, Tvalebi, romlebSic didi sibrZne,
sidinje da mediduroba gamosWvivis.


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yvela yuradRebiT usmenda nikolai belousovis sityvas qarTveli qalebis silamazeze. didi mxatvari ki isev
dianas misCereboda da mere moridebiT ikiTxa
_ guram, SeiZleba Seni sacole Cems saxelosnoSi moiyvano? vcdi, iqneb gadavitano misi silamaze
tiloze.
_ xvalve moviyvan, nikolai vasilieviC, isedac unda momeyvana, mindoda mas Tqveni saxelosno da
sagamofeno darbazi daeTvalierebina.
belousovi axla Tavis qaliSvils miubrunda.
_ ai, Cemo kargo, ratom ar moswondi gurams, tyuilad gwydeboda guli. misi sacolis gverdiT, yvela qali
uferulia.
_ nikolai vasileviC, ratom ase mkacrad, Tqveni qaliSvili Zalian lamazia, me Seyvarebuli viyavi da
amitom aRaravis vaqcevdi yuradRebas, es iyo mizezi Cemi uyuradRebobisa, mapatieT _ gaiRima
guramma, dianas xeli moxvia da stumrebi sufrasTan miiwvia.
saRamom mxiarulad Caiara. ismoda uamravi saqebari sityva da komplimenti, rogorc stumrebis, ise
maspinZlebis mxridan. diana moxdenilad diasaxlisobda da kidev metad awonebda Tavs stumrebsac da
maspinZlebsac. Semdeg guramma bodiSi mouxada belousovis momReral meuRles, tatianas, imisaTvis,
rom ise ver mReris, rogorc daTo jandieri, magram Zalian karg xasiaTzea da aucileblad unda simRera.
imRera kidec gitaris TanxlebiT, riTac kidev ufro moxibla stumrebi.
_ guram, aris raime, risi gakeTebac ar ici da ar SegiZlia? _ ikiTxa nikolai vasilieviCma RimiliT.
_ rogor ara, Zalian bevri ram! _ gaicina guramma _ magaliTad, ar SemiZlia fexburTis FTamaSi,
violinoze dakvra, moTxrobebis, leqsebis da romanebis wera! es iseTi rameebi CamovTvale, romlis
keTebac Zalian mindoda, magram ar SemiZlia.
_ me vici, rom Sen, iseve, rogorc daTo, kalaTburTsa da krivs misdevdi da sakmaod warmatebiTac. vici,
rom Seni saxlis naxevrad sardafSi, sportuli darbazi gaqvs Seni xeliT gakeTebuli da yvelafrad
mowyobili, rom Sen da daTo iq krivSi varjiSobdiT da axlac varjiSobT. axlaxans, TbilisSi yofnis dros,
Seni saxelosnos daTvalierebis Semdeg, daTom sardafic damaTvalierebina. iq biliardic viTamaSeT,
maranSic viyaviT da buxris win viqeifed _ Tqva nikolaim.
_ me ar vicodi, Tu aseTi mowyobili sardafi gqonda _ Caeria saubarSi diana.
_ saintereso isaa, rom yvelaferi es damoukideblad, martom gaakeTa Cumad da mxolod prezentaciaze
dagvpatiJa me da daTo. maSin gurami Tvrameti wlis iyo _ siamayiT Tqva sandrom _ mere auzi aaSena
saxlis win da patara qandakebebiT gaalamaza. qandakebebze ori weli imuSava, yvelaferi TviTon
gaakeTa, aravin dagvixmara.
_ me mxolod sakuTari Tavis gamocda mindoda, mainteresebda menaxa, risi gakeTeba SemeZlo _
gaicina guramma _ Tan iseT rames vakeTebdi, rac siamovnebas maniWebda.
sasiamovno saRamo gamovida. yvela kmayofili darCa, stumrebic da maspinZlebic. belousovebma didi
madloba gadauxades gurams da dianas gulTbili maspinZlobisTvis da wavidnen. sandroc maTTan erTad
wavida.
Ramis Tormeti saaTi sruldeboda. gurami da diana swrafad Seudgnen iqaurobis milagebas. diana Zalian
cqviti da yoCaRi diasaxlisi iyo, yvelaferi ucbad mialaga, daasufTava, WurWelic darecxa da Seinaxa.
_ daiRale Zvirfaso? _ gurami samzareulos karebSi idga da siyvaruliT da vnebiT anTebuli TvalebiT
aTvalierebda.
_ ara, ram damRala? _ gaioca dianam.
_ Zalian kargi, maSin axla me dagRli, kargi? _ gurami qals miuaxlovda da gulSi Caikra.




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_ Cemi lamazo, xedav, rogor SeSale is seriozuli kaci? rac aq var, imis naxevari ar ulaparakia, rac am
saRamos, SeniT aRfrTovanebulma ilaparaka! xval imas unda davuTmo Seni Tavi, Torem SeiZleba
marTla gagiJdes sawyali _ qals ealerseboda da ise laparakobda gurami.
telefonis zarma saubari Seawyvetina axalgazrdebs. guramma yurmili aiRo. nikolai belousovi rekavda.
gurams sTxova, iseTi Cacmuli da davarcxnili mieyvana diana saxelosnoSi, rogorc dRes iyo. Tan
uamravi bodiSi da winaswar didi madloba SemouTvala dianas.
gurami siciliT miuaxlovda sacoles, xeli mohxvia da saZinebeli oTaxisaken waiyvana.
_ wamo, davwveT Cemo sayvarelo gogo, ver warmoidgen rogor menatrebi! mTeli dRe SenTan
dawolaze da Sens alersze vfiqrob! erTi suli mqonda, rodis davrCebodiT marto!
Semdeg nel-nela moxsna samkaulebi, Tmis samagrebi, gaxada kaba da nazad, Zalian nazad dauwyo
mofereba, Tan saalerso sityvebs eCurCuleboda. gurami gaocebuli iyo dianasdmi Tavisi siyvarulisa da
vnebis sigrZe-siganiT. gaaxsenda, rogor sayvedurobda Tamriko wiklaurs zedmeti vnebianobis da
survilis gamo, seqsis giJs eZaxda. axla TviTonac igive mdgomareobaSi iyo, dianas alersiT ver
ZReboda. aseTi ram arasodes, aravisTan ar mosvlia, Wabukobis drosac ki. albaT marTali iyo sawyali
Tamriko, roca eubneboda, Sen Zalian miyvarxar da ase mxolod SenTan memarTeba, sxva dros arasodes
dammarTiao. amis gaxsenebaze gulianad gaecina. diana gakvirvebuli Sescqeroda gamxiarulebul vaJs.
_ ratom icini? ar SeiZleba mec miTxra? _ ikiTxa RimiliT.
_ Cems Tavze vicini Cemo Zvirfaso. rac Camoxvedi, sul Sens alersze da SenTan dawolaze vfiqrob. ra
damemarTa ar vici, sul aRgznebuli var. aseTi daucxromeli vneba arasodes mqonia. meSinia Tavi ar
mogabezro da ar SemiZulo! mere ra meSveleba? _ siciliT ambobda gurami da qals ealerseboda.
_ rac unda moxdes da rogoradac ar unda moiqce, ar SegiZuleb, imitom, rom Zalian miyvarxar! mec
dRes sul Senze, SenTan yofnaze da alersze vfiqrobdi, romelic Zalian momwons _ mTeli sxeuliT miekra
qali vaJis sxeuls.




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               EEEE

axalgazrdebi diliTve ewvivnen saxelosnoSi belousovs. nikolai vasilieviCma sul garSemo urbina dianas,
sanam im pozicias miagnebda, romlis daxatvac surda.
guramma cota xans aTvaliera mxatvaric da modelic. Semdeg TviTonac molbertTan mokalaTda da
xatva daiwyo. misi kompozicia ufro saintereso iyo, igi xatavda gamoCenil rus mxatvars, romelic
ulamazesi qalis portretze muSaobda.
SuadRisas Seisvenes, iqve kafeSi wavidnen dasanayreblad, male isev muSaoba ganagrZes da TiTqmis
saRamomde imuSaves.
dianas didi madloba gadauxada belousovma da sTxova meore dRes isev misuliyo.
guramma sandros daureka maTTan misuliyo da erTad evaxSmad. Tbil, sasiamovno garemoSi,
ivaxSmes, belousovis Sesaxeb isaubres da sandro wavida.
diana WurWels recxavda, roca telefonis zari gaisma. guramma yurmili aiRo. daTo rekavda. gurami
eloda am zars da samzareulodan Sors, kabinetSi aiRo yurmili.
_ rogor xarT, bavSvebo? xom araferi giWirT? guram, xom ar nerviulob gamofenasTan dakavSirebiT? _
ramdenime kiTxva erTad dasva daTom.


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_ kargad varT daTo, dianam gamofenasTan dakavSirebuli yvelaferi damaviwya. Zalian bednieri var,
rom aq aris da amas Sen arasodes dagiviwyeb! mand ra xdeba, rogor xarT, biWebi rogor arian?
_ yvela kargad varT. biWebi iseTi Rormucelebi arian, SeWames sawyali mzia, ramden xans eyofa rZe
da energia, ar vici. faqtiurad, am sibereSi simwriT naSovni coli, wamarTves _ gaicina daTom _
axlaxans Semovedi saxlSi, Seni davaleba Sevasrule, sawyali marto ijda saxlSi. Cemi misvla Zalian
gaukvirda da gaexarda. Seni werili gadaveci, ar apirebda Cemi TandaswrebiT wakiTxvas, magram me
vTxove waekiTxa. tirili daiwyo, me rogorc SevZeli davamSvide. Cemi saCuqari gadaveci, kuloni
vuyide briliantebiT da zurmuxtebiT, kiserze Sevabnie da vuTxari, rom iseT lamaz qals, samkaulic
gamorCeuli Seefereba. miTxra, araferi ar minda, me mxolod guramis siyvaruli mindodao. bevri
velaparake, avuxseni, rom es mxolod dabadebis dRis milocva iyo. Zlivs Caviyvane manqanamde.
manqanas efereboda da tiroda. mere vTxove dajeqi, Tan manqana gasinje rogor dadis, Tan saxlamde
mimiyvane, quCaSi nu damtoveb-meTqi. gzaSi kidev bevri velaparake da megobrebad davSordiT.
Zalian kargi gogoa da Zalian Semecoda. aucileblad unda gavaTxovoT me da Sen. roca gnaxav,
dawvrilebiT mogiyvebi. axla wavedi, biWebi kivian da cotas mivexmarebi. aba, yoCaRad iyaviT.
_ gmadlob daTo, Seni imedi nu momiSalos RmerTma. gkocniT yvelas.
gurami idga da telefonis aparats naRvliani dascqeroda. Tamrikoze fiqrobda da ebraleboda. wamierad
isic ki ifiqra, daereka da dalaparakeboda, magram ar undoda dianas gaegona misi saubari, amitom
gadaifiqra.
meore diliT belousovis saxelosnoSi gzad mimavali, fostaSi Sevida da depeSa gaugzavna Tamrikos.
                 “Tamriko!
gilocav dabadebis dRes, gisurveb bednierebas! imedia Cemi saCuqari mogewona. me yovelTvis
memaxsovrebi da Tu dagWirdebi, gverdiT dagidgebi. ar minda damemduro, vrCebi Sens erTgul
megobrad. minda patieba gTxovo, xandaxan cota uxeSad rom geqceodi. axla vxvdebi, rom marTali
iyavi, roca adamiani giyvars, sul misi alersi ginda! mapatie. gkocni. gurami.”
dianas uTxra, rom Tamrikos, dabadebis dRis misaloci depeSa gaugzavna.
dianam yuradRebiT SeaTvaliera odnav naRvliani vaJi, araferi uTqvams.
_ diana, Tamriko Cemi modeli iyo, meti araferi, mas me daTosTan erTad vxatavdi. Cvens Soris rom
raime seriozuli Yyofiliyo, is iseTi lamazia, me sxvaze aRarafers vifiqrebdi.
ori dRe imuSaves erTdroulad da erT saxelosnoSi orma mxatvarma. guramma ufro swrafad daamTavra
naxati da nikolai vasilieviCs aCuqa. rusi mxatvari gaaogna guramis siswrafem da saxeebisa da situaciis
zustma gadmocemam. damTavrebul naxats xeli daavlo da isic sagamofeno darbazSi guramis sxva
naxatebis gverdiT dakida.
Seyvarebulebs ki mxolod erTad yofna da erTmaneTis siyvaruliT tkboba undodaT, amitom
saxelosnodan pirdapir saxlSi midiodnen. erTad fusfusebdnen, erTmaneTs esiyvarulebodnen da gegmebs
awyobdnen samomavlod.
dianam Tavisi didi siyvaruliT da temperamentiT, ise aRafrTovana da iseT bednierebas da netarebas
aziara gurami, romlis msgavsic aqamde arasodes araferi ganucdia.
dekembris xuTSi Tbilisidan guramis mSoblebi, maka, daTo, yvela cixiseli da vaxtang ciciSvili
Camovidnen. mziasTan ramdenime dRiT, misi mSoblebi, nato da levani darCnen.
dianam mSvenieri sufra gauwyo stumrebs. vaxSamma sasiamovnod Caiara. Tamari da sandro erTad
isxdnen da Tbilad baasobdnen. vaxtang ciciSvili dalis gverdiT ijda da alersianad Sehyurebda. aSkarad
Canda, rom kaci moxibluli iyo SavTvaleba asuliT. qaliSvilic sakmao simpaTiebs amJRavnebda mis
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daTo da vaxtangi bavSvobis ambebs ixsenebdnen. hyvebodnen, rogor uyvardaT mesame klasSi erTi da
igive gogo, irina da amis gamo arasodes Cxubobdnen, piriqiT, ufro daZmakacdnen da erTad
epatiJebodnen gogonas nayinze da Sokoladze. erTxel ki samive skolidan gaiparnen da operisa da baletis
TeatrSi “gedebis tbis” repeticiaze Sevidnen. lamazi bavSvebi yvelam SeamCnia, magram aravis dauSlia
darbazSi yofna.
_ o, Se Tarso, maSinve giJi iyavi! dedaSenma rom damireka, daTo daikarga, arc skolaSia da arc saxlSi
mosulao, kinaRam guli gamiskda da movkvdi _ RimiliT daiwyo sandrom _ maSinve skolaSi mivedi da
klasis xelmZRvanels waveCxube, uyuradRebod rom ar yofiliyvnen, skolidan ver wavidodnen-meTqi.
qalma tirili daiwyo. mere maka da vaxtangis deda, qalbatoni ninoc atirdnen. am dros im gogonas bebiac
movida. Cven rom dagvinaxa, Cxubi dagviwyo, Tqveni biWebi Cems gogonas gasaqans ar aZleven,
magaTi wayvanili iqneba, Torem Cemi irina arsad wavidodao. mokled, viyaviT erT vai-ubedurebaSi,
sad gveZebneT ar vicodiT. mere operis erTma TanamSromelma, romelsac bavSvebisTvis ukiTxavs
romeli skolidan iyvnen, dareka skolaSi da direqtors gaagebina bavSvebis adgil-samyofeli. ise
gagvexarda yvelas, cocxlebi da uvneblebi rom aRmoCndiT, verc ki gagibrazdiT, xan erTs gkocnidiT,
xan meores da xan mesames. im gogonas bebiam ki mkacrad gagvafrTxila, Cems irinas saTofeze ar
miuaxlovdnen Tqveni biWebio.
daTo da vaxtangi gulianad icinodnen.
_ sjobda Tavisi SviliSvili daerigebina _ daiwyo siciliT vaxtangma _ orives TviTon dagvdevda. mere,
roca bolo klasebSi gadavediT, marto daToze gadaerTo, ra Tqma unda, is ufro lamazi iyo da erCia.
imdeni sdia, sanam Tavisi ar miiRo.
_ ras ambob Svilo, daTo, Sen aseTi sazizRroba Caidine skolaSi? _ aRSfoTda maka _ ra saZageli
meqalTane xar, rogor ar grcxvenia?
_ deda, ramdenjer unda giTxra, rom qalebi TviTon nadirobdnen Cemze. irinam ki, aRarc dRe
momasvena da aRarc Rame, aba ra unda meqna? TavisTan saxlSi mimiyvana motyuilebiT, marto var
da cudad var, viRaca karebis gatexvas cdilobso. ras vizamdi, wavedi. saxlSi marTla marto iyo da mTlad
SiSveli _ gaicina daTom.
_ mere daTo gaubrazda, aRar ekareboda da Cemze gadmosvla ganizraxa, magram Zalian Sors daviWire
Tavi _ gadaixarxara vaxtangma.
_ o, Tqve gafuWebulebo, vin icis kidev ramdeni gogos codva gadevT _ Tqva makam.
_ daTo, Sens gazrdaze imdeni Sroma da nervebi Cavaqsove, rom kidev erT Sennairs. namdvilad veRar
gavuZlebdi _ gaicina sandrom _ kidev kargi gurami Zalian Wkviani da kargi biWi iyo, Tumca masze
imdeni pasuxismgebloba ar mqonda, ana da Tamazi sruliad akontrolebdnen TavianT Svils.
_ gurami yovelTvis dakvirvebuli da Wkuiani iyo, ramdeni xania TiTqmis marto cxovrobs da arasodes
araferi gaufuWebia. mas aravis darigeba ar sWirdeboda. skolaSic sanimuSo iyo, swavlaSic da yofa-
qcevaSic _ Tqva daTom, deidaSvils xeli gadahxvia da gadahkocna _ xval ki, Seni niWierebis dasturad,
saqveyno aRiarebas moipoveb Zmao, amaSi darwmunebuli var!
vaxSmis Semdeg, ana da Tamazi TavisTan waiyvana sandrom, cixiselebi da vaxtang ciciSvili
sastumroSi moawyo daTom.
eqvs dekembers, dilis TerTmet saaTze gamofena gaixsna. iq uamravi oficialuri piri iyo xelovnebis
sferodan. iyvnen Jurnalistebi da fotokorespondentebi Jurnal-gazeTebidan da televiziidan.
gurami nikolai belousovis gverdiT idga, rogorc gamofenis maspinZeli da emCneoda, rom sakmaod
Relavda.
belousovi JurnalistTa tyveobaSi aRmoCnda da ukve intervius iZleoda.


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_ me Tqven siurprizs dagpirdiT. ai isic! _ gurams mohkida mklavze xeli belousovma _ mSvenieri
namuSevrebis avtori, axalgazrda uniWieresi qarTveli mxatvari, Cemi yvelaze didi aRmoCena, lamazi
sulisa da lamazi garegnobis guram sayvareliZe, Tavis umSvenieres muzasTan, Tavis sacolesTan, diana
cixiselTan erTad. imas, rac adre vTqvi televiziisTvis micemul interviuSi, veRarafers davumateb. es aris
araCveulebrivad niWieri axalgazrdis, araCveulebrivi namuSevrebi, romlebic TviTon laparakoben
TavianTi mxatvruli Rirebulebis Sesaxeb.
STabeWdilebebis wignTan rigi dadga. yvela cnobilma warmomadgenelma xelovnebis sferodan, maRali
Sefaseba misca guramis namuSevrebs.
sruliad ucnobi adamianebi midioda guramTan da warmatebas ulocavda. kiTxulobdnen, gaiyideboda Tu
ara romelime naxati. SeZenis gansakuTrebiT bevri msurveli “bednierebas”, “mSvenier dianas”,
“siyvarulis yvavilobas”, “SiSvel silamazes”, “qalRmerT dalis” da “mTvaris sonatas” hyavdaT.
guramma am naxatebis gayidvaze uari ganacxada da dasZina, rom nebismieri aq gamofenili naxatis
kopio SeeZlo Seesrulebina gansakuTrebuli mTxovnelisaTvis. amis gagonebaze xalxi rigSi Cadga da
afiqsirebdnen vis ra naxatis SeZena surda. ori lamazi rusi qaliSvili, pirdapir mivida guramTan da
Txoves, maTTvis avtoportreti daexata. gurami mnaxvelebisaTvis pasuxis gacemas ver audioda.
darbazSi Zalian bevri qarTveli Semodioda. iyvnen xelovnebis qarTveli moRvaweebi, cnobili saxeebi,
iyvnen ubralo moqalaqeebic.
sandro korinTelTan misi kolegebis jgufi mivida. yvela Tavis azrs uziarebda da ulocavda sandros
disSvilis warmatebas.
daTom sandros gverdiT saqarTvelos ramdenime warmomadgeneli SeamCnia, romlebsac biZamisisgan
icnobda. erT-erTi, sandros bavSvobis megobris, aw gansvenebuli cnobili qirurgis, arCil kereseliZis
qaliSvili maia iyo, Tavis sakmaod saxelganTqmul qirurg meuRlesTan, levan gigaurTan erTad. maia
Zalian lamazi qali iyo da saocrad hgavda amerikel kinovarskvlavs odri hepberns. levan gigauric kargi
Sesaxedavi, mimzidveli mamakaci iyo, maRali, Savgvremani, didi Savi TvalebiT da msxvili tuCebiT.
daTom gurams mklavSi xeli mohkida, sandros stumrebs miuaxlovda, miesalma da gurami warudgina.
guramma mowiwebiT daukra Tavi odris msgavs qals, misi gamowvdili xeli xelSi gaaCera, mere xelze
eambora da ise, rom qalisaTvis Tvali ar mouSorebia, mis meuRles hkiTxa
_ nebas momcemT Tqveni umSvenieresi meuRle davxato? is iseTi lamazia, rom misi daxatvis saSinlad
Zlieri survili dameufla, ra Tqma unda, Tu winaaRmdegni ar iqnebiT.
_ Cemi daxatva gindaT? winaaRmdegi namdvilad ar viqnebi. Zalian minda Cemi portreti vnaxo, Tanac
iseTi niWieri adamianis daxatuli, rogoric Tqven xarT _ araCveulebrivad nazad gaiRima qalma da kidev
ufro daemsgavsa cnobil kinovarskvlavs _ levani winaaRmdegi ar iqneba! ara levan? _ axla qmars
miubrunda qali.
_ winaaRmdegi ratom unda viyo, Sen Tu ginda, mec Tanaxma var _ gauRima kacma da gurami
SeaTvaliera _ Zalian momwons Tqveni yvela namuSevari, “siyvarulis yvavilobam” da “mTvaris
sonatam” udidesi siamovneba momaniWa. gilocavT, Tqven SesaniSnavad xatavT _ da gurams xeli
CamoarTva _ didi survili gamiCnda Tqveni romelime naxati SeviZino.
_ didi madloba. aq gamofenili tiloebis umetesoba ar gaiyideba, magram Tu Tqven amoarCevT
romelimes, me mas TqvenTvis axlad davxatav _ mere mis meuRles mimarTa guramma _ aqve
gavkadnierdebi da gTxovT, Tu Tqveni daxatvis saSualebas momcemT uaxloes dReebSi, Tqveni
portretic am gamofenaze gamoifineba, mere ki mas saCuqrad miiRebT Cemgan.
_ xval dRis meore naxevarSi Tu gawyobT, moval _ saxe gaubrwyinda qals.
_ Zalian kargi, maSin sami saaTisTvis mobrZandiT, galerea saxelosnos esazRvreba, amitom aq
mobrZandiT. me swrafad vxatav, bevr dros ar wagarTmevT, ori mosvla dagWirdebaT.

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_ ramdenime dReSi, Cems binaSi patara sufris gaSla minda Cemi disSvilis warmatebis aRsaniSnavad
da aucileblad gelodebiT _ dapatiJa sandrom maia da levani.
col-qmari sandros da mis disSvilebs daemSvidobnen da moSorebiT, deb cixiselebTan mdgar vaxtang
ciciSvils miuaxlovdnen da Zalian Tbili misalmebis Semdeg, masTan saubari ganagrZes.
_ ra pataraa es qveyana, yvela erTmaneTs icnobs da yvela erTmaneTs xvdeba _ Caulaparaka daTom
gurams _ es kaci ici vin aris?
_ ara, arasodes Semxvedria _ upasuxa guramma da kvlav col-qmars Sexeda.
_ eg kaci levan gigauria, qeTo didebuliZis Seyvarebuli, im qeTosi, romlis gamoc vaxtangi dResac
ucoloa _ Tqva daTom.
_ ras ambob, eg aris is kaci vaxtangis qeTos rom uyvarda? me eg istoria vaxtangisagan bevrjer
momismenia, piradad ki, arc erTs ar vicnob. momxibvleli mamakacia, cota naRvliani, lamazi Tvalebi
da idumali, saintereso Sesaxedaoba aqvs, qalebs rom Zalian moswonT, iseTi. coli mzeTunaxavi hyavs _
gurami daTosken Semobrunda _ ki magram, vaxtangs masTan aseTi kargi damokidebuleba aqvs?
_ levani Zlieri specialistia, man sikvdilisagan ixsna vaxtangis da, elene, gaxsovs manqana rom daejaxa,
Zalian cudad iyo, mZime operacia gaukeTa levanma, ise gankurna, kvali ar darCenia. Tanac levanma
TviTon miatova qeTo, ruseTSi wavida samuSaod da iq maleve daqorwinda maia kereseliZeze. ase rom,
gasayofi araferi hqondaT. levanis daqorwinebidan mravali weli eloda vaxtangi qeTos siyvaruls, Tavze
evleboda, magram qali uars eubneboda. erT dRes ki, Tavis da levanis saerTo megobars Temur
amaRlobels gahyva colad. Temuri Zalian kargi pirovnebaa, brwyinvale plastikuri qirurgia, am bolo dros
aq moRvaweobs, moskovSi.
sandrosTan megobroben col-qmari. rogorc vici, Temuric didi xnis ganmavlobaSi yofila Seyvarebuli
qeToze, magram arafers eubneboda, radgan icoda, rogor gagiJebiT uyvarda qeTos levani, miuxedavad
imisa, rom man sxva SeirTo colad. mokled, didi siyvarulis istoriaa. Temurs da qeTos bavSvic hyavT
ukve, rogorc vici _ ganagrZo daTom _ biZaCveni Seyvarebulia maTze. ambobs, araCveulebrivi
adamianebi ariano. maT mec kargad vicnob, TiTqmis yvela Cems speqtakls eswrebian did TeatrSi.
qeTo mzesaviT qalia, siTbos da sikeTes asxivebs. darwmunebuli var, isinic estumrebian Sens
gamofenas. Tu ara da, sandro aucileblad dapatiJebs wveulebaze da gaicnob. naxav, rom Zalian kargi
wyvilia. vaxtangi rogor Sexvdeba qeTos, es ki ar vici. mgoni rac gaTxovda, aRar Sexvedrian.
_ me mgoni dali seriozulad moswons da iqneb aman gauadvilos Zveli siyvarulis daviwyeba _ imedi
gamoTqva guramma.
saRamos “vremiaSi” vrceli reportaJi gauSves gamofenis gaxsnasTan dakavSirebiT. TiTqmis yvela
naxati msxvili kadriT aCvenes, iseve rogorc guramis, dianas da daTos saxeebi, ilaparakes guramisa da
misi ojaxis Sesaxeb, mTlianad gauSves belousovis interviu.




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daTo jandierma axloblebi da belousovebis ojaxi restoranSi dapatiJa guramis warmatebis aRsaniSnavad.
gurami gaognebuli iyo. verafriT ver warmoidgenda, misi namuSevrebi Tu aseT mowonebas
daimsaxurebda. ana da Tamazi cremlebs ver ikavebdnen, cremliani hqondaT Tvalebi makas, dianas da
Tamarsac. vaxtang ciciSvili iseTi aRfrovanebuli iyo guramis naxatebiT, aRar icoda mowoneba rogor
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sazeimo sufras daTo uZRveboda, rogorc yovelTvis. man qeba-dideba Seasxa gurams, ilaparaka mis
niWze, mis SemoqmedebiT warmatebebze, bolos mis pirad bednierebas Seexo da guramis da dianas
sadRegrZelo Sesva. yvelam erTxmad aitaca axalgazrdebis sadRegrZelo, mravali warmateba, sixaruli,
janmrTeloba da bedniereba usurves maT.
Semdeg erTad imReres daTom da guramma. daTom ori simRera restornis orkestrTan erTadac Seasrula.
orkestri mTeli saRamo qarTul da klasikur musikas ukravda daTos pativsacemad. iyo mxiaruleba, iyo
cekvac. daTom belousovebis qaliSvili nataSa gaiwvia sacekvaod, riTac ise gaaxara, rom kinaRam
Wkuidan SeiSala sawyali gogo. gurami da diana ise Caxutebulni cekvavdnen da ise iyvnen Caflulni
TavianT grZnobebSi, garSemo ra xdeboda ver amCnevdnen. dali da vaxtangic erTad cekvavdnen da
aSkara iyo, rom sakmaod axlo da Tbil damokidebulebaSi iyvnen erTmaneTTan. magram yvelaze
saintereso is iyo, rom sandro korinTelma Tamar cixiseli gaiwvia sacekvaod da mTeli saRamo erTad
cekvavdnen.
gvian, roca gurami, diana, maka da daTo manqaniT saxlSi brundebodnen, bednieri gurami
Tvalebgabrwyinebuli aTvalierebda didi qalaqis gaCaxCaxebul quCebs, misi warmatebis mowmes,
sadac afiSebis stendze, didi Teatris speqtaklebSi daTo jandieris monawileobis mauwyebeli afiSebis
gverdiT, belousovis sagamofeno darbazSi, axalgazrda qarTveli mxatvris guram sayvareliZis
namuSevrebis eqspoziciis mauwyebeli afiSebi iyo gakruli.
didi emociebiT da sixaruliT datvirTulebi dabrundnen saxlSi. Zili aravis undoda. daTom jer TbilisSi
dareka, mzias esaubra, guramis warmatebis ambavi Seatyobina, mere gurams sTxova patara koncerti
gaemarTad, dRevandeli dRis aRsaniSnavad, ise, rogorc bavSvobaSi marTavdnen xolme. daTo da
gurami roialTan erTmaneTs scvlidnen. simRerebs ki erTad mRerodnen. ramdenime simRera roialis da
gitaris akompanimentis qveS Seasrules.
dianam veRar moiTmina da TviTonac ahyva mSvenier qarTul simReras. daTo da gurami gaocebulni
miaCerdnen SesaniSnavi meco-sopranos patrons. simReris damTavrebisTanave, daTom dianas xeli
Caavlo, roialTan miiyvana da sTxova raime emRera.
dianam gaicina, roials miujda da daviT ToraZis simRera imRera kinofilmidan “dRe ukanaskneli, dRe
pirveli”, riTac daTo jandieris didi mowoneba da kocna daimsaxura. Semdeg rezo laRiZis simRera
kinofilmidan “ sabudareli Wabuki” da “Tbiliso” samivem erTad imReres.
is Rame did siyvarulSi da vnebaTa RelvaSi gaatares Seyvarebulebma.
_ aseTi bednieri arasodes vyofilvar, ase Zalian aravin myvarebia, ase Zalian aravin mdomebia!.. Sen me
momajadove Cemo lamazo jadoqaro da jadosnuri samyaro maCvene... Sen me warmateba momitane...
_ CurCulebda gurami, sayvarel qals ealerseboda da masTan erTad dacuravda siyvarulisa da trfobis
ukidegano morevSi. gvian, TiTqmis gaTenebisas CaeZinaT.
meore dRes isev xalxmravloba iyo sagamofeno darbazSi. isev didi mowoneba, uamravi saqebari sityva
da                      araCveulebrivi                       daxasiaTeba                       Caiwera
STabeWdilebaTa wignSi.
rogorc daTom ivarauda, gamofenas qeTo didebuliZe da Temur amaRlobelic estumrnen. sandrom umal
warudgina Tavis megobrebs warmatebuli disSvili. gurami gansakuTrebuli interesiT aTvalierebda qals,
romelzec amdeni mamakaci iyo Seyvarebuli. es iyo maRali, odnav sruli, TeTri, qera qali, didi da lamazi
cisferi TvalebiT, araCveulebrivad Tbili da amave dros amayi gamoxedviT, qali, romelmac icoda Tavisi
Tavis fasi, qali mediduri, momxiblavi, didebuli. iSviaTad, rom ase Sesaferisi yofiliyos adamianisTvis
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Temur amaRlobelic Zalian moewona gurams, is daxvewili, inteligenturi Sesaxedaobis maRali, qera
mamakaci iyo, cnobil rus msaxiobs oleg striJenovs hgavda. col-qmarma guliT miuloces gurams
warmateba, mere daTos dahpirdnen, yvela Sens speqtaklze TeatrSi viqnebiTo da wavidnen.
_ Zalian momewona maia kereseliZe, SeiZleba ufro lamazicaa, magram am qalis gverdiT mainc ver
mova _ Caulaparaka guramma daTos _ Tu kidev erTxel vnaxav mas, aucileblad davxatav zepirad, misi
daviwyeba SeuZlebelia. sawyali vaxtangi, axla mesmis misi.
_ xom giTxari, didebuli qalia-meTqi. ver warmomidgenia, rogor SeiZleba Senze Seyvarebuli aseTi
qalis mitoveba! _ Tqva daTom _ me ager Senze Seyvarebul Tamrikos vdardob, rogor davaimedo ar vici
_ gaicina daTom _ samkauli xom vuyide, mere vuTxari megobars gamogigzavni, manqanaze gatacebis
sawinaaRmdego saSualebebs dagayenebinebs-meTqi. SenTan moyola veRar movaxerxe, hoda, guja
gavugzavne, arabuli, Cemi bavSvobis megobari, xom ici cxovrebaSi ar gaumarTla, ara da Zalian kargi
biWia. mainc da mainc mdidari gogo Seuyvarda, isic gahyva colad, gujas Sesaxedaobam moxibla, mere
aRar moewona maswavleblis dabal xelfasze cxovreba fuqsavat gogos da gaSordnen. guja gavafrTxile,
Zalian yuradrebiT moqceoda Tamrikos, vTxove, me ar mcalia da Cems xelosanTan miayvanine
manqana-meTqi.
_ mere, mere ra moxda? _ dainteresda gurami.
_ gagiJebulma damireka saRamos, es visTan gamagzavne, cxovrebaSi aseTi lamazi qali ar minaxavso.
miTxari, Tu Seni sayvarelia axlos ar gavekarebi, Tu ara da mivakiTxav kidevo. me bavSvebi davifice,
rom masTan megobrobis meti araferi makavSirebda, vuTxari, rom SenTan gavicani da erTad vxatavdiT
me da Sen. isic vuTxari, rom araCveulebrivi gogoa, kargi diasaxlisi da gakvriT vaxsene misi ori uiRblo
siyvaruli.
_ mere ra giTxra?
_ miTxra, yvelanairad vecdebi Tavi movawonoo. darwmunebuli var amas SesZlebs, guja Zalian lamazi
da ganaTlebuli biWia. ver warmoidgen, rogor gamexarda misi Tavi rom momagonda. sul vfiqrobdi,
TamrikosTvis vinme gamecno _ kmayofilma daamTavra daTom.
gurami gadaexvia deidaSvils da gadakocna.
am dros darbazSi maia kereseliZec gamoCnda. qali RimiliT miuaxlovda maT, xeli gauwoda.
_ Zalian macdunebeli winadadeba SemomTavazeT, cdunebas ver gavuZeli da movedi _ mimarTa
gurams.
_ Zalian kargi, qalbatono maia, me da Tqven visaubroT, gurami ki dagxatavT _ xeli mklavze mohkida
daTom da guramTan erTad darbazidan saxelosnoSi gavidnen.
daTom mTlianad aRkveca is uxerxuli situacia, romelic or, erTmaneTisaTvis absoluturad ucnob
adamians Soris SeiZleboda warmoqmniliyo. daTo kargad icnobda maias da mis qmars, bevri ram icoda
maT Sesaxeb da Tavisuflad warmarTa saubari qalisaTvis saintereso Temebze. saubarSi Seexen mis
Sewyvetil musikalur karierasac, romelic qalma bavSvebis da ojaxis gamo daTmo, Tumca aRniSna, rom
dRemde Zalian ganicdida am ambavs. isaubres ojaxze, daTos axladSeZenil tyupebze, siyvarulze,
guramis momaval qorwilze, ufro meti ki musikaze da guramis naxatebze.
dro SeumCnevlad gavida. TiTqmis sami saaTi imuSava guramma da sakmaod nayofierad. qali Zalian
mxiaruli da gulRia mosaubre aRmoCnda da damSvidobebisas is da gurami ukve kargi nacnobebi
iyvnen.
_ o, daTo, daTo, uSenod ra meSveleboda? rogorc yovelTvis, dResac gverdiT damideqi, gamaTavisufle
saubris aucileblobisagan da Rrma SemoqmedebiTi muSaobis saSualeba momeci. naxati TiTqmis
mzadaa, xval kidev cotas vimuSaveb da movrCebi. gmadlob. Tan gamofenaze mosul maias siurprizsac
movumzadeb _ Tqva guramma, daTos xeli gadahxvia da saxelosno datova.

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mesame dRes, rva dekembers, gurami marto wavida sagamofeno darbazSi, daTos speqtakli hqonda da
misTvis ar ecala. guramma cota xans dahyo galereaSi, mnaxvelebi aTvaliera, mere saxelosnoSi gavida,
samuSao xalaTi Semoicva da maias portretis xatvas Seudga. daTos da maias saubarma gurams naxatis
Sinaarsi STaagona. gadawyvita roialTan mjdari daexata musikaze da fortepianoze Seyvarebuli qali.
uzurgo skamze, roialTan, beWebgamarTuli da Tavaweuli ijda momxibvleli qali, marcxena xeli
klaviaturaze edo, marjvena muxlze, TviTon mTlianad mayureblisken Semobrunebuliyo da
momajadoeblad iRimeboda.
guramma karga xans imuSava. ucbad Tavze nikolai belousovi daadga. dakvirvebiT SeaTvaliera naxati
da gurams mxarze xeli daartya.
_ sul ufro da ufro mancvifreb guram, araCveulebrivad rom xatav da Tanac Zalian swrafad, es ukve
gavige, magram am ulamazes qalebs rogor poulob, gaocebuli var! es xom odris tyupiscalia! vin aris es
qali, saidan icnob? _ aRtacebas ver malavda rusi mxatvari.
_ es qali maia kereseliZea, musikosi, Zia sandros bavSvobis megobris qaliSvili, geficebiT ar miZebnia,
gamofenis gaxsnaze movida meuRlesTan erTad, maSin vnaxe pirvelad da misi silamaziT gaognebuli
davrCi.
_ qalic SesaniSnavia da namuSevaric! yoCaR Zvirfaso! axla ki swrafad mowesrigdi da darbazSi
gamodi, damirekes, maRali rangis stumrebi modian _ Tqva belousovma, gurams beWze xeli
dautyapuna da darbazSi gavida.
naxevar saaTSi gamofenaze TviT sabWoTa kavSiris samxatvro akademiis prezidenti da kulturis
ministri mividnen Tanmxleb pirebTan erTad. namuSevrebi didi gulisyuriT daaTvalieres, gurams da
belousovs xeli CamoarTves da warmateba miuloces. samxatvro akademiis prezidentma, belousovs
gansakuTrebiT miuloca SesaniSnavi mxatvris aRmoCena da daavala, am naxatebidan amoerCia aTi-
TxuTmeti tilo, berlinSi da Semdeg parizSi, axalgazrda sabWoTa mxatvrebis namuSevrebis
gamofenisaTvis.
wasvlisas isev gurams miuaxlovda, kidev erTxel miuloca da aRniSna misi namuSevrebis maRali
mxatvruli done da grZnobebis da emociebis gadmocemis udidesi niWi.
dabneuli da gaognebuli gurami belousovma Caixuta da gadakocna.
sam saaTze maia movida da belousovs gaacno igi guramma. rusma mxatvarma qeba-dideba Seasxa
qals, Tavisi savizito baraTi misca da Txova, Tu SesaZlebloba da survili eqneboda, misTvisac gaewia
pozireba, razedac Tanxmoba miiRo.
guramma da maiam gulTbilad isaubres da dRis bolos megobrebad daSordnen erTmaneTs.
_ didi madloba qalbatono maia, Cveni erToblivi muSaoba damTavrda, naxats jer-jerobiT ar gaCvenebT,
bolomde mzad ar aris. zeg dilidan sagamofeno darbazSi iqneba gamofenili. gamofenis daxurvis
Semdeg, Tqven mas saCuqrad miiRebT _ uTxra guramma gamomSvidobebisas.
_ me ki, Tqven gixdiT madlobas, zeg diliT aq viqnebi. da kidev Zalian minda “mTvaris sonatis”
SeZena, ar dagaviwydeT, rom mis daxatvas dagvpirdiT _ momxibvleled gauRima qalma.
_ me arasodes ar viviwyeb dapirebas, “mTvaris sonatas” miiRebT da Tqvens Svilebsac didi
siamovnebiT davxatavdi, Tu nebas momcemT.
_ o, ra kargia, Zalian gamaxareT, naxvamdis! _ daemSvidoba maia.
saRamos gurami axloblebTan erTad did TeatrSi wavida. iq iyvnen cixiselebi sruli SemadgenlobiT da
vaxtang ciciSvili. daTo radamess mReroda. sayvarel momRerals, monatrebulma moskovelma
mayurebelma didi ovacia gaumarTa. foieSi gurami, diana, dali da vaxtangi erTad gamovidnen da
pirdapir qeTo didebuliZes da Temur amaRlobels SeeCexnen. guramma dainaxa rogor SekrTa vaxtangi.


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qeTom araCveulebrivi Rimili Seafrqvia kacs, gadakocna, moikiTxa. Temurmac RimiliT CamoarTva
xeli nirwamxdar arqiteqtors.
_ Sen Tu gnaxavdi, namdvilad ar megona, ramdeni xania ar minaxixar _ SeanaTa siTboTi savse lamazi
cisferi Tvalebi qalma.
_ mas Semdeg, rac gauCinardi da am kacma wamarTva Seni Tavi, ar SevxvedrilvarT _ pirdapir miaxala
vaxtangma _ zustad ori weli da Svidi Tve gavida mas Semdeg.
_ me aravisTvis aravin wamirTmevia _ gaicina Temur amaRlobelma _ qali arCevanSi Tavisufalia! man
me amirCia bolo wams, Tumca amas ar velodi, ar megona, rom Sens siyvaruls uarhyofda. wlebis
ganmavlobaSi velodi, rom Seni gaxdeboda. mere moridebiT gavumxile Cemi siyvaruli da Cemda
gasakvirad, ucbad damTanxmda.
_ ar gewyinos, es ise vTqvi. bevri vecade, magram Tavi ver Sevayvare, vicodi, rom ar vuyvardi da misi
imedi ar unda mqonoda, es mravaljer miTxra _ naRvliani RimiliT Tqva vaxtangma _ rogor xarT, rogor
cxovrobT? rac daqorwindiT, saqarTveloSi aRar moRvaweobT.
_ Temurma winadadeba miiRo da uaris Tqma ar SeiZleboda, Tanac Cemi mecnieruli
moRvaweobisTvis moskovi sjobda, amitom aq gadmovediT sacxovreblad. male sadoqtoro disertacias
davicav da mere TbilisSi davbrundebiT. Cveni biWi Cqara erTi wlis gaxdeba. Zalian minda kidev erTi
Svilis gaCena, Tu Cemma siberem xeli ar SemiSala _ gaicina qaTom _ ukve ocdaTxuTmeti wlis var!
Sen rogor xar vaxtang, isev ucolod dadixar?
_ male ucolod aRar vivli. gaicaniT, Cemi sacole dali cixiseli _ dali warudgina vaxtangma qeTos da
Temurs _ jer dianas da guramis qorwilia am Tvis bolos dagegmili, mere Cvenc viqorwinebT.
_ suliT da guliT gilocavT _ gadakocna qeTom vaxtangic da dalic _ didi xania vaxtangs vicnob, is
araCveulebrivi adamiania, gulisxmieri, keTili, vaJkacuri bunebis, namdvilad bednierebas mogitanT _
mimarTa dalis.
_ didi madloba _ krZalviT Tqva dalim.
gurami akvirdeboda qeTo didebuliZes, swavlobda misi saxis yvela detals, mimikas da grZnobda, ra didi
sikeTis da siTbos matarebeli iyo es didebuli qali, grZnobda, rogori vaJkacuri, marTali, amayi da Tan
miamiti buneba hqonda, rogori advili iyo misi Seyvareba da ra Zneli iqneboda am siyvarulis daviwyeba.
meore diliT maka, ana da Tamazi aeroportSi gaacila daTom.
_ deda, Sen araCveulebrivad moawyve erT dReSi Cemi da mzias qorwili. axlac Sen unda iyoCaRo.
yvelaferi gaamzadeT. Cven ocdasamSi diliT CamovalT. ocdaoTxSi, SabaTs xelis mowera da qorwili
unda Sedges. gadadeba ar SeiZleba. vaxtangmac, rogorc iqna raRac gadawyvita da imaTi ambavic
minda droulad moxdes. guramis qorwilis sufra saxlSi gaamzadeT. did oTaxSi sakmao xalxi daeteva.
saqorwino kabaze me vizruneb. aba Tqven iciT, moemzadeT! _ damoZRvra daTom Tavisianebi,
gadakocna da daemSvidoba.
daTo, gurami da diana srul harmoniulobaSi, siyvarulsa da urTierT pativiscemaSi cxovrobdnen. samives
Zalian axarebdaT vaxtangisa da dalis ambavi. yvela, an daTos, an sandros binaSi ikribebodnen.
guramma dakida sagamofeno darbazSi maias dasrulebuli portreti. naxatma didi mowoneba daimsaxura.
sanaxavad mosuli maia gaocebuli da bednieri Sescqeroda Tavis portrets. didi madloba gadauxada
gurams siurprizisaTvis.
_ bednieri var, rom am portretze mainc var pianisti, didi madloba _ cremli moeria TvalebSi qals.
daTos meore speqtaklis Semdeg cixiselebi da vaxtang ciciSvili TbilisSi wasvlas apirendnen, magram
sandrom sTxova, rom erTi dRiT kidev darCeniliyvnen, radgan wveulebis gamarTvas maT gareSe azri
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sandros didi bina hqonda, qalaqis centrSi, daTos binasTan axlos, SenobaSi, sadac maRali
Tanamdebobis pirebi cxovrobdnen.
diana, dali da Tamari cibrutiviT trialebdnen, yvelaferi maT gaamzades, namcxvrebi da xaWapurebic
gamoacxves. sandros ar undoda maTi dasaqmeba, yvelafris restoranSi SekveTas da iqidan motanas
apirebda, magram mamida-ZmisSvilebma Tavisi gaitanes da mSvenieri sufra gaSales.
wveulebaze sandros ramdenime kolega, belousovebis ojaxi, Temur amaRlobeli da qeTo didebuliZe
movidnen. mogvianebiT maia kereseliZe da levan gigauric SemouerTdnen.
sandros undoda TemurisaTvis Tamari eCvenebina, Tanac ise, rom qals guli ar stkenoda da
Seurachyofad ar mieRos. Temuri Zalian Zlieri specialisti iyo da Tu raimes gakeTeba iyo SesaZlebeli, is
amas gaakeTebda. amiT sandros surda, Tamaris saxeze damCneuli warsulis didi tkivili waeSala.
specialurad Tamaris gverdiT dasva Temuri.
gurami, icoda ra, qeTos, levanis, Temuris da vaxtangis siyvarulis Sesaxeb, gansakuTrebuli interesiT
akvirdeboda maT. ise moxda, rom qeTo da Temuri, maias da levanis mopirdapire mxares moxvdnen
sufraze.
qeTos, diana da dalic yuradRebiT ucqerdnen. dalis emCneoda, rom aaRelva vaxtangis didi siyvarulis
obieqtis gamoCenam, eWvianobas veRar ereoda.
_ levan gigauri gulgrili ar aris qeTos mimarT, amas mis gamoxedvaSi vxedav, is Seyvarebulia masze,
Tvals ar aSorebs qals da Zalian naRvliani sCans _ gadaulaparaka gverdiT mjdom daTos guramma.
_ Zalian Znelia iseTi qalis daviwyeba, rogoric qeToa. mec Zalian momwons. mas marto garegnuli
silamaze ki ar gamoarCevs, aramed Sinagani xibliT, sikeTiT da mimzidvelobiT gipyrobs, raRac
gansakuTrebuli, siyvaruliT gaJRenTili aura axvevia gars. Zalian mikvirs, rogor SesZlo misi mitoveba
levanma da ruseTSi wasvla. ra moxda maT Soris? axla CemTvisac aSkaraa, rom levani masze
Seyvarebulia da sawyalma maiam araferi icis, araCveulebriv xasiaTzea _ upasuxa daTomac CurCuliT.
_ Senma Zmakacma mainc dasZlios misadmi siyvaruli da dali ar gaamwaros _ isev aCurCulda gurami _
dali kargi gogoa da ar minda vinmem gaanawyenos.
deidaSvilebma vaxtangisa da dalisken gaapares mzera. vaxtangi dalis dafofinebda, yvelanairad cdilobda
qalis gulis mogebas. TeatrSi imdRevandeli Sexvedris Semdeg, dali cota naRvliani da ganerviulebuli
sCanda.
daTom da guramma, axla Tamars da sandros gadaxedes da maTi erTmaneTisadmi mimarTuli Tbili da
mravlismetyveli mzera daiWires.
_ RmerTo, gaaxare es ori tanjuli adamiani, axla mainc mieci siyvaruli da bedniereba _ Caulaparaka
gaxarebulma guramma daTos.
_ sjobs gvian vidre arasdros! _ Tqva daTom Cumad da Semdeg stumrebs axali sadRegrZelo
SesTavaza.
iq sadac daTo Tamadobda, simRera da mxiaruleba ar wydeboda. TviTonac imRera, guramic amRera,
mere debi cixiselebic aiyolia, bolos ki maias sTxova dakvra. maia maSinve wamodga da didi ostatobiT
Seasrula ramdenime musikaluri nawarmoebi, magram daTom roialTan datova da Sopeni SeukveTa.
maiam gaicina da meTormete etiudis dakvra daiwyo.
gurami isev qeTos da levans akvirdeboda. qeTos Tavi meuRlis mxarze daedo da ise usmenda, levani
idayvze dayrdnobili, Cafiqrebuli da sevdiani isev mas aTvalierebda. Temurma xeli moxvia cols da
Tavze nazad akoca.
_ xval dilidan qeTos xatvas viwyeb _ uTxra guramma daTos _ am qals magiuri mizidulobis Zala aqvs,
sul mas minda vuyuro, ukve Seyvarebuli var masze.


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_ SenRa akldi _ xmamaRla gaicina daTom _ ise, rom icode, roca pirvelad vnaxe, mec egre momivida.
kidev kargi gasaTxovari ar vnaxe, Torem misi siyvarulis tyve gavxdebodi vaxtangiviT.
wveulebam saerTo mxiarulebaSi Caiara. stumrebi nel-nela daiSalnen. pirvelebi sandros kolegebi
wavidnen. maT levani, maia da belousovebi mihyvnen.
levanma madloba gadauxada sandros SesaniSnavi saRamosaTvis, xval TbilisSi vbrundebiTo Tqva,
yvelas daemSvidoba, bolos Temurs da qeTos miuaxlobda, orives erTad mohxvia xeli, Caixuta, orive
gadakocna da wavida.
Tamari diasaxlisiviT yvelas acilebda.
Temuri da qeTo, ucxoebidan yvelaze bolos wavidnen. sadarbazoSi gahyva maT sandro. daTom da
guramma icodnen, rac ainteresebda mas da Semosuls Cumad hkiTxes ambavi.
_ ar Rirs xelis xleba, mTlianad mainc ar alagdebao _ naRvlianad Cailaparaka sandrom.
_ Zia, rad ginda, rom awvalo, is xom isedac Zalian lamazia _ Seapara daTom.
_ piradad CemTvis magas araviTari mniSvneloba ar aqvs, Svilebo. gindac is Zveli naiarevi hqonoda,
me mainc lamazi momeCveneboda. ubralod mindoda misTvis is mZime dReebi wameSala saxidan _
sevdiani xmiT Tqva sandrom.
gogoebma da Tamarma ucbad mialages yvelaferi. mamuka cixiselma didi madloba gadauxada sandros
mSvenieri wveulebisaTvis da yvela erTad wamovidnen.
sandro isev marto da isev sevdiani darCa, meore dRes cixiselebi da vaxtang ciciSvili TbilisSi
brundebodnen. sandro isev Sors iqneboda Tamarisgan.
gurami, diana, daTo da sandro aeroportSi acilebdnen TbilisSi wamsvlelebs. Tamari da sandro
gancalkevebiT idgnen. sandro daRonebuli sCanda, Tamari dabneuli da aRelvebuli.
ucbad, yvelasagan moulodnelad, Tamarma uari ganacxada TbilisSi gamgzavrebaze, bileTi daabruna da
patara bavSviviT bodiSi mouxada Zmas da rZals.
_ mapatieT Cemi saqcieli, im asakSi var, rom sisulele ar unda gavakeTo, magram Cemi asaki imis
uflebasac maZlevs, rom ukanaskneli Sansi bednierebisa gamoviyeno. Tqven yvelam iciT, rom sandro
mTeli Cemi cxovrebis siyvaruli da ocnebaa. man me darCena mTxova, me uari vuTxari. magram axla,
roca vSordebodi da warmovidgine isev mis gareSe unda gamegrZelebina cxovreba, lamis guli
gamiskda. aRar minda masTan daSoreba, veRar gavZleb misgan Sors, veRar SevZleb umisobas. mas
me vWirdebi. mTeli cxovreba martom gaatara, ojaxis, siTbos da siyvarulis gareSe. misi coli viqnebi,
sayvareli, Tu mosamsaxure, amas CemTvis aRaraviTari mniSvneloba aRar aqvs. me masTan vrCebi.
dianas da guramis qorwilisTvis CamovalT. nu gamkicxavT, Cven erTmaneTs vekuTvniT da vWirdebiT
_ Tqva es da sandros gverdiT dadga.
sandro aelvarebuli, cremlebiT savse TvalebiT miaCerda qals, mere
xeli mohxvia da Caixuta.
daTo da gurami maSinve maTTan gaCndnen da Caxutebul wyvils gadaexvivnen. mere, yvela maT
Semoexvia, ulocavdnen, kocnidnen, bednierebas usurvebdnen.
_ me Zalian mixaria Seni cxovrebis aseTi Semobruneba, Cemo Tamar _ mimarTa mamukam darcxvenil
Tamars _ xom ici, yovelTvis Sens gverdiT viyavi da axlac Sens gverdiT migule! glocav, bednieri iyavi!
pativs vcem Sens gadawyvetilebas, magram guli mwydeba, Cems gogoebs, yvelas erTad gkargavT _
cremli moeria mamukas, xma gaebzara.
_ ras ambobT batono mamuka, aravisac ar hkargavT. diana xSirad TqvenTan iqneba, amis pirobas me
gaZlevT! ai, davbrundebiT TbilisSi da naxavT, rom Tqveni ojaxi gaizrdeba da gamravldeba _ siciliT
daiwyo guramma da vaxtangs xeli gadahxvia _ me da vaxtangi ar mogawyenT, xSirad ginaxulebT,
Cven xom ukve Tqveni ojaxis wevrebi varT. axla sandroc dagematebaT, Tumca damerwmuneT, is

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isedac Tqveni ojaxis wevri iyo, uxilavi wevri, romelic Tamars arasodes daviwyebia da cxovrobda
Tamaris gulSi da TamarTan da TqvenTan erTad.
mamuka gurams miuaxlovda, loyaze xeli miutyapuna, mere gadaexvia da Sublze akoca.
_ Sen Zalian kargi biWi xar guram, Zalian momwonxar da bednieri var, rom dianas Sen eyolebi
gverdiT. saerTod, yvela momwonxarT, mTeli Tqveni naTesaoba da megobrebi _ sandros da vaxtangs
gadaxeda axla mamukam.
Tbili damSvidobebis Semdeg, wamsvlelebma, Tamaris uecari gadawyvetilebiT gakvirvebulebma da
gaxarebulebma datoves moskovi.
gurami, diana da daTo, sandros da Tamars gahyvnen. iq sufra gaSales, axali wyvili adRegrZeles da
Zalian tkbili da mxiaruli saRamo gaatares. gurami da daTo Zalian gaxarebulebi iyvnen Zvirfasi biZis
bednierebiT.
swrafad gavida ramdenime dRe. daTom “pikis qalSi” da “ toskaSi” imRera. guramma qeTo didebuliZis
portreti daxata zepirad. namuSevari iseTi kargi da Zlieri emociebiT gaJRenTili gamovida, rom
TviTonve gaocda, daTo da belousovi xom, aRtacebisagan xmas veRar iRebdnen. belousovma Tavisi
xeliT gaitana sagamofeno darbazSi da maia kereseliZis portretis pirdapir dahkida.
Tamaris sandrosTan darCenidan ramdenime dRis Semdeg, leninis gamzirze mdebare qorwinebis
sasaxleSi, Tamari da sandro daqorwindnen. maTi mejvareebi daTo da diana iyvnen. ceremonials
sandros ramdenime megobari, qeTo didebuliZe da Temur amaRlobeli eswrebodnen.
daTom Tavis binaSi gaamzada sazeimo sufra. diana iseTi yoCaRi iyo, rom yvelaferi martom gaakeTa.
guramis da daTos warmatebebs da bednierebas, axla sandros bednierebac daemata.
biZa-disSvilebi erTad aRniSnavdnen yvelafers, erTad zeimobdnen.
_ mzia keTili guliT, didi siyvaruliT da kargi fexiT Semovida Cvens ojaxSi, da yvelas bedniereba
mogvitana _ ambobda sandro.
isini saubrobdnen daTos axal-axal warmatebebze, mis tyupebze, guramis did aRiarebaze, misi da dianas
siyvarulze, maT momaval qorwilze ramdenime dReSi, Tamaris da sandros cxovrebis bednier
Semobrunebaze...
Jurnal gazeTebi ki aWrelebuli iyo daTos suraTebiT da recenziebiT, guramis naxatebis reproduqciebiT,
cnobili xelovnebaTmcodneebis SefasebebiT, interviuebiT belousovTan da guramTan, aseve werdnen
guramis namuSevrebis sazRvargareT, axalgazrda mxatvrebis gamofenaze gagzavnis Sesaxeb.
axlac, ilustrirebuli Jurnali “ sabWoTa xelovneba” moitana daTom, win edo da furclavda.
Jurnalis dasawyisSi daTos suraTi da recenzia iyo dabeWdili. bolo sami gverdi ki gurams, misi naxatebis
reproduqcias da Sefasebas eTmoboda. aseTi kargi daxasiaTeba iSviaTad Tu vinmesTvis gaumetebia
sabWoTa kavSiris samxatvro akademiis prezidents. is gurams fenomenaluri niWis mxatvars uwodebda,
qebas asxamda mis teqnikas, misi naxatebis ferTa gamas, maTSi grZnobaTa da emociaTa siuxves. mis
yvela naxats mSveniers uwodebda da mis warmatebas triumfalurs.
_ ho, Cemo guram _ xeli gadahxvia daTom mis gverdiT mjdom sayvarel deidaSvils _ es weliwadi
triumfaluri gamarjvebebis weliwadia Sens da Cems cxovrebaSi, triumfia Cvens pirad da
SemoqmedebiT saqmianobaSi, Seni, Cemi da sandros siyvarulis triumfia, Cveni triumfia!
sul aseTi bednierebis da gamarjvebebis gziT gvevlos Cemo Zmao, Cven da Cvens ojaxs, ukve did da
gazrdil ojaxs, aw da maradis da ukuniTi-ukunisamde!




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