I click the switch inside my head and climb into my morbid bed. Then
fall asleep until I wake with tears of sadness on my face. Shadowed with
no conscience mind while slipping into deeper thoughtMy brain it crashes
overload, no comfort, my mind will soon explode. Debt piles in
mountains where I stood, and pulls me down its darkest road.No silver
lining only black, my eyes closed tight from all of that.Voices in a
distance speak my eyes unmoved, I cannot seek, My mind closed down
there's no one there; try again when I'm in there.
One day has gone the worries stay; they never ever go away, I try to
pray but all seems lost, my stupid dreams came at a cost. Failure years
of money spent, not once did I make a single cent. The mortgage,
children, husband to, I failed them all and now I'm through. I
cannot face another day crushed and lost I fly away into the darkness of
my mind.No thoughts, no dreams of any kind, sleeping until the healing
time when through the haze that switch clicks back inside my mind and
pulls me out of my attack My husbands holds me very close, while God
whispers in my ear, -œ Hang on tight, I'm always here-•. Written by
Susan Oliver owner of A Fun Gift Shop May 13, 2010
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