Service Fellowship 40th Ethnic Studies Conference Pizookie Making October 5 – 8 (Campus) October 13 Fleet Week Total Body Fellowship October 9 and 11 (Country) October 14 Memory Walk Where the Wild Things Are October 10 (Country) October 16 Goblin Jamboree Pier 39/Cable Car Riding October 17 (Community) October 17 Nike Woman’s Marathon Yoga October 18 (Country) October 19 Leukemia Society Light the Night Karaoke/Dinner October 22 October 22 Edgewood Hope Ball Fright Fest @ Great America October 24 (Community) October 23 Slide Day October 25 Ghost Hunt Membership October 30 Rock Family Event Toy Story 1 & 2 3D special Pledge October 9 Pledge Excursion Membership Excursion October 10 To Be Announced APO LEADS: Launch Workshop October 31 October Birthdays Shervey Kong : October 3 September Birthdays Noel Borbon: October 5 Frances Valbuena: October 8 Nikko Cartano: September 8 Venus Ho : October 9 Christina Tran: September 13 Jessica Lee: October 10 Melissa Dagdagan: September 23 Anna Lei: October 11 Sunny Wen: September 25 Rey Arcilla: October 11 Dennis Kuet: September 25 Karina Jong: October 25 Phil Zabat: September 26 Richard Hom: October 29 Justin Yu: September 28 Kenneth Cornejo: September 29 IC EVENTS West Fest October 24 I am the kind of person who does not like something and yet you have to wait for the being in big crowds, so I do not usually get longest time to find out, well it felt like a really involved in organizations as huge as Alpha Phi long time. Oh the anticipation was killing me! Omega; however, I have had such a blast with Each day during clue week made me closer to the last several weeks of pledging. My friends my big in some way. Have you ever felt that had told me so many stories about the many you had a connection someone, and you barely new people they had met, the projects they know him or her? How the littlest things can had been involved in, the new social lives they bring you together. When Sunday, October 4th, had been long awaiting 2009 came, I was super excited and I couldn’t for, and encouraged me wait to find out who my big was! When I got to to join. I remember the park where the revealing was held, I was walking into the room freezing, but I was too excited to even care. on Info Night and as the Well, I did care just a little, but I couldn’t wait members of Alpha Phi to find out who my big was! I saw on people’s Omega did their faces that they wanted to know who their big presentations to was, faces where they were sure who their big prospective pledges, I was, faces where they were confused, or faces thought, “This sounds where that just can’t wait! I saw all these gifts like a lot of fun, and that people’s Bigs got these people seem them. Inside I was saying pretty nice. I need fun to myself, wow they must and I need to meet new really love their little’s, people”, so it only made sense for me to try it lucky ducky! But, it’s out. okay, it’s the thought that At my first pledge meeting as the counts anyways! When it Pledgemasters were going over what seemed was time to eat I couldn’t like the never-ending list of requirements, I eat that much because I was completely overwhelmed and thought, was just way too excited. “What have I gotten myself into?!”, and not First we found out what only was I worried about all these things I had family we were in. That to accomplish in 10 weeks, but I did not know was fun. First we had a a single person in my pledge class. I was really clue, Nikko’s voice was starting to freak out; however, as time has kind of creepy, it gave me passed and I do everything in increments, I nightmares. It was pretty cool how we had realized that it is manageable. Not only that, I glow sticks to determine what family we are am having tons of fun meeting new people, in. I got… PAPER!!!!!! In your mouth! Best going to fellowships, doing service projects I family ever, along with the others! I was probably would not do if I had not pledged, excited to be in that family there are really and learning about myself while improving cool people in the family and also most of the myself as a person. Although this pledging pledge class is in PAPER! Papers dominate process seems like a class in itself, I actually baby! We did other activities, I guess just to kill have something to look forward to when I go time. Once it got really dark to see everyone it to school now and I enjoy it. was time to find out who our big was. I was all -Angelica Young excited! When it was my turn to find out who my big was I was pretty confused because I Who’s my BIG?! didn’t know who my big was, I was sure of I wondered myself who was my big is. who it was. When I find turned around who It’s funny how you can be so excited about my big was it was false!!!!! They tricked me! When Michelle Blanco said “I’m your big” I form study groups and help each other out! I thought she was joking but then she wasn’t, so don’t mind lending a helping hand as well, just I was all happy and jumped up and down ask me k? Oh and if you guys need my screaming. Cute huh? Well, I was happy signature or interview it’s best to call, text or everyone seemed to like his or her bigs, facebook me to set up an appointment. I’ve because I sure did. All that waiting was worth been running around campus and haven’t had it. I love my big! She is awesome and we have a lot of time lately, so it’s best that you let me things in common so that sure is amazing. I know so I can make time to meet with you. I hope we become not just only big and little really love the JAM pledge class; you’re all so just in the fraternity but outside of it and much fun to be around! become sisters! I will make her and Lastly, to all my G-RO’s out there…I everyone else proud and try my best and cross miss you! If you read this and you haven’t over! been around, come back and visit! I love you -Christina Tran all. <3 -Michelle Paz “Oh Little My Little” And so passed my very first Clue HELLLOOO EVERYONNEE!! =] My name Week! Man, I can only say that that week was is Jackie, I am a pledge, and I am ½ of your one of the longest and most tiring ones I’ve Pebble head pair. =] Where to start I don’t had in a while. Well except for the following really know. Perhaps I should start with my week with the fundraisers and early prepping, pledging experience so far. So far it hasn’t but I digress. been TOO bad; just trying to get everything It was so done I s the worst part. There’s a lot of stuff funny talking to remember and do; interviews, fellowships, to you about service project hours, signatures, and so on. At who you first I was so overwhelmed with everything thought your that had to be done. With that being said I big might be. have the BEST pledge parents, Big, and pledge You seriously class ever to help me through this. had no clue it When I first decided to pledge for Alpha Phi was me! It was cute that you couldn’t decide if Omega I didn’t really know what to expect. I I was a guy or a girl, although I did put 1 trick decided to pledge because my roomie Trang clue in there lol. I must say that buying and Do didn’t want to do it alone. I am SOOO glad I making your clues was more difficult than I decided to do it with her because I have met thought it was going to be. You know I spent some of the nicest, coolest, and dedicated over 2 hours in 1 store picking out stuff for people I will you? See that’s how much I love you little! You probably ever meet. know you should really talk to your grand and Alpha Phi Omega is my twin more. Let’s all hang out and have a like a family away line dinner! By the way little we need to sit from home for me. down and have a study session because I want I just hope that in the you to pass everything with flying colors! ^_^ end, all the hard Now I’d like to address all the pledges. work that I put in will I hope your experience with AphiO is going pay off like everyone well. It definitely looks like you guys are having else has been telling tons of fun, but don’t forget that there’s a lot me it will. of work to do! Your pledge midterm is right This is part of around the corner. So I suggest that you all a poem that I found that kind of explains what their families was really cool. Then after all the I found in Alpha Phi Omega. suspense and festivities, it was time for the big “I wasn't looking for it, but somehow it came, reveal. I didn’t want to just be automatically and found me. revealed to my Little, so I had friends and Before I had a chance to react, it wrapped it's people in my line help. So, after all that slight warmth around me. deception, my Little Michael Wang finally met Like a thief in the night, it has come and gone. me, his Biggie! I have nothing, but that vision to reflect upon. I loved the fact that Mike didn’t …It has a name, I think they call it a friend. suspect or know that I was his Big at all, and Because existence can become severe that he thought it was going to be Anna. (I in one day, guess it’s because we’re so alike – shout out to just sense me and I'll be there. the A of my ASK girls!) Now that everyone is In the mind’s eye, matched with their littles, it’s time to get down I'm not so far away. to business and have some quality bonding If you hold out your hand, time! So, Little if you’re reading this, be ready Between the miles- for lots of food and laughing because that’s if you need me. what you get with me! LOL. Also, you If you need a friend. already know that I’m here if you need Let me be the friend, I anything – study time, help in general, want to be.” whatever, just call and it’s biggie to the In FLS <3, rescue. -Jackie Miguel -Sharon Lee I <3 my Little! “The Most Confusing Minute of My Last Sunday was Life” finally revealing and all Last week was revealing week. the Bigs were unveiled Pledges were given a new clue each day as to their Littles. I’ve been to who their Bigs are. Some clues were more so anxious to get a Little obvious than others, but my clues were a this semester and had little more ambiguous. The first two clues tons of fun making all the clues for Clue Week. made me think that my big is male. The third It was kind of crazy getting things for the clue, I thought could have been from a girl, and different clues and then figuring out what to the fourth could have gone either way. I didn’t actually put in/on them as well. I had the most mind though, I liked the ambiguity. I had said fun making the Collage Board and the Box for from the beginning that I didn’t really want to the last two clues. Those really showed what I figure out who my Big is from the clues, like and I got to put more heart into them because I wanted to be surprised on Revealing because they had more of my creativeness in Day. them. Then came Revealing Day on Sunday. For the big event on Sunday, it was The day was full of fun and games and I didn’t loads of fun; despite the freezing cold weather think much of trying to figure out who my Big we had. I was filled with anticipation to just could be. I figured that when the time came, I get to the finale and finally be revealed to my would know. Boy, was I wrong. After we were Little. But I really enjoyed watching all the placed into our families and played a few pledges play all the different games and events family games (Which, might I add, both games that were planned. I especially thought that were won by the Scissors. Go Scissors!), it was the Sorting Hat game to get the pledges into finally time for revealing. I watched as pledge after pledge was paired up with their Big. I Anna Lei. With that, the most confusing stood there patiently wondering who would minute of my life was finally over. try to trick me and if I would know who was -Karina Tin truly my Big when they stood before me. Finally, it was my turn. I was full of Hey everyone of Alpha Phi Omega- Mu anticipation. I slowly turned around, only to be Zeta! It's Lil Diana here, if you don't know. immediately attacked by Really, I have absolutely no idea what to Thomas Li. Now, I knew write about for my article. SOOO.. I guess I'll that Thomas Li was not talk about clue week (surprise, surprise). My my Big because I had Monday started out down, I had a bad heard that your Big morning, but the start of clue week and would not be someone hanging out with the pledge brothers made that you knew before me feel so much better. Hooray for clue pledging. Thomas and I week. I was excited for it before, but as each met in Hong Kong while day passes I get more and more excited! At we were studying that point I had no clue as to who it is, but I abroad, and we also was thinking it was probably a guy and I had spent the summer an idea who. So far, I had to say I had to say, studying at the University of Seoul. A my biggie has good taste in music. I love the combination of knowing that he wasn’t my Big shirt they made me, even thought the screen and the initial shock of being so abruptly print wouldn't completely stick on. I don't care attacked, left me stunned. I just stood there if it's messed up; I'll just call it unique and say not knowing what to do. After that it was a bit that I love it =P AND.. I love the collage they of a blur. I vaguely remember Sharon being made me. It was so colorful and thoughtful but next to jokingly say that she was my Big then very confusing, LOL.. My last clue that I got on possibly one other person. It all happened so Friday was amazing. My big got me so many fast; my memory of those 20 seconds is a bit art supplies and put them in such a cool fuzzy. creative box. I was pretty much speechless Next was, most likely, the most when I got it. I love all of my clues so much, it's awkward 30 seconds of my life. I just insane that someone stood there. I was waiting for someone would get me so much. So, new to come up to me claiming to be after this crazy confusing my Big, but it never happened. I just week, I still had no idea stood there, confused. Then I heard who my big was based on someone telling me to turn around. the clues alone. Revealing Behind me stood Nikko with a big day was a trip! It was so picture frame. She said, “I’m your Big!” much fun and so amazing! When I questioned her she replied, “I’m (The food was great too). your Pledge Mom, would I lie to you?” Finding out my family was With that, I believed her. I scurried over also a lot of fun because of to give her a hug. I believed that she the way we did it. The was my Big. As I began to walk away, I glow sticks was a cool noticed something bouncing around behind idea, my mompops are geniuses. I had a me. I turned to my right. It bounced to the feeling I was going to be in the Paper family other side. I turned my head around to the and it actually happened. The best part was left, and again it bounced back to the right. the Big revealing part, since we'd been kept in Man, this person was fast! Finally I caught her, suspense all week. In the end, my initial guess my Big. Finally, I was united with my true Big, was correct, so the whole week I'd been over- thinking and just confusing myself. My biggie kick the ball so hard he’d knock over the net, ended up being Jan, and he was my first guess which I’d later have to run up and fix. All in all I at the start of the week. I feel honored since had a really great time volunteering for the I'm his first lil that is a girl, so I hope they're festival, which was an experience that I hope ready for my craziness. Thank you Big for I’ll never forget. everything throughout the week! It was so -Scott Lavares much and I'm completely speechless when it comes to everything that I have gotten and To Alpha Phi Omega, Thank You for with this new family I'm a part of. I love it. The Saving Me whole pledging process so far has been quite a To those who don’t know my story, they see trip, I'm loving all the new people I've been me in a different light meeting and getting close to my pledge For who I really am, I’m less than being alright fambam as well. By the way... Nikko and Kingsley, my mompops, are the coolest Many times I’ve given up, not wanting to live parents ever, no lie. WOOT WOOT. I hope ya'll much longer are ready for the Jack Pack, cuz we're ready for But Alpha Phi Omega, has already made me you. stronger <3 Diana Toy For years I’ve struggled to accept my reflection, and now you’ve come along Sunset Teaching me to be a friend, a leader, of service, Community and the brother toast song festival 9/29 Fun, There’s a moose named Brownie, a mascot affordable, and a they are great way to “Pin Check! Pin Check” see Shane eyeing from spend a beautiful afar afternoon with the whole family, the Sunset Community Festival celebrates its 15th annual The gavel, the moose, the mug, careful not to celebration at the Sunset Recreation Center in stray San Francisco, which features spotlight In danger thou are, entertainment, exhibits, and activities for the thieves will steal you whole family to enjoy. Every year, volunteers away gather from around the neighborhood and participate in the festival by supporting others Brothers, simply in activities. This year, they put me in charge of brothers, I’ve never one of the many games and activities that had surrounded the playground area, SOCCER! The Don’t have to be of goal was to kick the ball into the net in which blood, just as long as the person playing would have three tries to I’m never sad score a goal. After your three tries were up and having scored however many goals, you would Hello hello, it’s all win a prize of your choice. I’d have to say, you have to say there were a lot of kids that day. It felt really Goodbye goodbye, is only at the end of each nice to see all the different smiles, whether day they be from watching that little kid score a goal, or just watching that slightly bigger kid Pledge mom, pledge dad, so young and so our bigs are putting into these surprises. And smart then seeing that these clues, really have a Thanks for showing me you care, and giving representation of us because they have some me all your heart common interest with our big and ourselves. It's awesome, I adore you Big (: you're To Alpha Phi Omega, thank you for saving me awesome. By the time you probably read this You’ll be my fraternity, always and eternally. I'll already know who you are! Thank you to all -Trang Do the biggies who are making the Pledges smile, and I'm sure everyone likes their big (: -Trang Nguyen Brownies for the Biggies (: It is revealing week, and every one of Revealing Day the pledges are overwhelmed with excitement Noon time. I just left the pledge including me! So far, the pledging process has committee meeting holding an envelope of been so hectic, with all the whom my potential little might be. I had no service event that we have idea who it could’ve been. I got into my car, to sign up for. Also, the still staring at the envelope. I gently unsealed requirements we have to the flap of the cover and unfolded the piece of meet in order to become a paper. It was Scott!!! I threw my hands up in member seems a lot, but I exhilaration and did a corny dance in the car. I can’t wait to tackle all these remembered him during the Shakespeare in babies down! It will be an the park fellowship where he was wearing a accomplishment that I will jacket that had the name “Bill” on it. I heard definitely be proud of once someone asking him, “Why does it say “Bill” all of these things are done on your jacket?” in which he replied, “Don’t and we are finally members. worry about it!” in a Napoleon Dynamite- The process itself is passing esque voice. I just laughed. After realizing my by pretty quickly, and little was Scott, two things came to my mind— meeting everyone has been to be the most awesome big there ever was, a great experience. Meeting and to spoil the Hell out of him. majority of the members in I wasn’t Alpha Phi Omega has going to be easy opened up a new line of friendship that will when it came to hopefully last a long time and cherished. As my clues, so I for revealing week it has brought all the hectic produced hella requirements to an ease because of the codes. Hella. It surprises and clues that we're receiving. Not was fun hearing if only that but it’s been such a fun experience so he cracked the far in the pledging process. Each clue has made code or not. It usually was some other person me smile or given me butterflies because of that figured it out. I even figured one out. I our sweet and wonderful biggies brightening tried really hard acting as if I didn’t know how I our day with these wonderful creative clues in did one of the codes, but I believe that was which I am overly excited and eager to receive when he figured that I was his big. (Isn’t my this whole week. It's such an exciting and little smart?) wonderful feeling to wake up in the morning Afternoon-ish. Revealing day. I just and know that you're about to receive a saw my potential little being sorted into the surprise! Especially with the time and effort best family ever (paper) and it seemed like he was enjoying it. All the pledges really did dress up for Harry Potter. I was sad that I didn’t even because my grand & little are studying abroad. try. As soon as Kingsley and Nikko began the Dude I’m hungry… Today is Thursday, October actual revealing process, I got my gift ready 8th, 2009… As much as my little who doesn’t and stood behind my little, with Glenn, want me to get another little I need to…I Sharon, and Phillip right in between. When MUST… for sure next semester ! Sorry my one Kingsley and Nikko asked who his big was, I & only… for now! I must expand our line & our was shocked that I didn’t try to be as traditions!!! Mwuahaha! GO ROCKS!!! mysterious as I thought I was, since he SCISSORS SUCK IT!!! PAPERS YOU ARE OK automatically said Edward. He turned around, BECAUSE WE HAVE AN ALLIANCE! and I exclaimed, “Sorry that I made you do all Pledges, enjoy the pledging process those codes!” But it seemed like no apology while you can because honestly it’s going to be was necessary, because in the end, it seemed the best time of your life! (= I hope to see you like my little liked his big after all. ALL on the other side! & become active for at -Edward Mendoza least ONE semester… if not MORE! And also experience holding an excomm position!!! Hey Why helloooo ! Waves* BIG WELCOME HEY go to our pledge MySpace… TO ALL THE NEW PLEDGES !!! (= www.myspace.com/dubkaymz ! Um, so I thought about copying & -Karen Wong pasting what I wrote in last semester’s brownie onto here, but that would be cheating The anticipation had been building up plus I wasn’t able to find it! Kekeke ! But then the days before revealing. “Is my big a girl…or again, I wonder who is a guy?” was a question that kept running actually going to read my through my head. Everyone seemed to have a article… Anyways, on clue about who their big could be except for Saturday October 3rd, 2009 I me. Finally the big day came, and boy, was I in volunteered at the Love for a surprise. The day consisted of so much Evolution & let me tell you I fun and excitement that now I understand why did NOT enjoy it! It was one would say revealing day is the most hella graphic, hella crazy memorable experience you’ll have during the people, hella crowded, hella pledging process. This particular evening windy, hella loud & hella consisted of two important events: the people were bombarding revealing of our family and the revealing of our Maxine & I at the gate! Big. The way we were put into our family Don’t worry we kept those people in check! imitated how the way people in Harry Potter Those people are grown adults who need to were assigned to their family. It was any Harry learn how to put on their own wristband & Potter’s fan’s dream come follow directions…SECURITY!!! On a positive true. There was the hat and note, I guess… at least I can tell people that I everything. I was placed experienced going to Love Evolution…but into the scissor family and NEVER AGAIN! I rather work an eight hour shift couldn’t be a happier. (Go at a Giants’ game or something!!! (= scissors!) We played games I guess I’ll introduce myself here… My with our families that name is Karen Wong & I pledged Fall 2008! involved jumping on Dub Kay! My one & only big is Andrew Chi, my someone else’s back. We one & only grand big is Cicily Chan, & my little also competed with other is Frandel Lladoc! They are all goobers & we families to earn some clues are the SPOILED LINE!!! Unfortunately the about our Big that included spoiled line is on hold till next semester sticking our hands in a pumpkin filled with miscellaneous items. When it came time I love my pledgebros too~ we’re the best! towards the end of the event, one by one, We’re so great that Kevin Lee wishes he’s a each pledge found out who their big was. I was Jx3... Too bad Kevin, you should’ve pledged the second to last one to find out and the wait Spr 07~ Jx3!! (dynasty!!) :) was killing me. As each pledge, received their ~Shella Liman big, I was able to rule out possibilities for my potential big…but I still kept wondering who in Being a new member to Aphio, I was the world my big was. My turn came and I so excited to find out that I got a Little! I Kingsley asked, “Who do think you’re big is?” wanted my own Little to take care of and to and I answered, “I have no idea, but I’m going mentor just like my Big, Venus, did for me. to guess it’s a girl.” I was wrong. Turns out my When I found out who my Little was, I was Big is Ryan. He sure fooled me when he happy and couldn’t wait to buy her things and claimed that he was not going to have a little. make clues. Even though making the clues was In any case, I couldn’t have asked for a better very time consuming and costly, I still had a lot Big. Revealing was an amazing experience that of fun because I was able to tell her a little I’m sure I’ll never forget. about myself -Maggie Tsai without completely giving Why I love APhiO everything away. When I first came to SF, I had no one to Because my Big hang out with other than my sister, brother, made everything and their friends. Then I pledged APhiO and special for me met some really great people. They always got during Clue Week my back and are always there when I needed and Revealing, I them. I can just write a sad wanted to do the same for my Little. face on my status and So, WHO is Kathy’s Little? She is the people would ask me what’s one and only Trang Nguyen!! I found out that wrong. How great are she loves chocolate, pasta, baking, and sushi, they?? I am so glad I met which are things that I love too! Even though it them; they make it possible was her moment during Revealing, she still for me to get through my took the time to shower me with gifts, which emo- phases. Like just now was really touching because I was not before I started writing this expecting it at all. I already love her to death! I article, Andrew, Darshika, cannot wait to help her complete her pledging Dianne and Gerry all asked process, as well as get to know her more and me why I have a sad face on develop a close friendship. I am definitely here my AIM. (thanks!) Being in APhiO is not only to to help her in any way, especially when it make new friends, it’s to do service and have comes to studying and requirements!! We new experiences too. The first time I definitely have a lot of adventures to come! “worked”, Fundraiser for APhiO. First time i She is a great addition to the Royal Line and hammered my thumb, volunteering with Paper Family! APhiO for Habitat. First time I serve food for Your Biggie LOVES you, Trang other people, volunteering with APhiO at Glide Nguyen!!! Memorial. There’s a whole bunch of firsts with -Kathy Lee APhiO, and I am so glad that I pledged! Oh and Dear Brownie, I am having serious withdrawl issues from being ridiculously active all my years in Aphio. Am I weird? Or do I have some strange unspoken addiction to this fraternity? =P I really wanna sign up to do everything, but I know I should share the spots with everyone else and let others get their requirements completed too. - Aphio Overachiever Dear Aphio Overachiever. ...Kingsley? Just kidding!! I just wanted to give him a shout-out. Like many others before you, AphiO has taken over your life. It's not a bad thing to be so dedicated to service. It's very admirable actually... But, don't be a jerk. Remember to "be a Friend" and let your fellow brothers complete their *ahem* "obligations" too. Yours Truly, Brownie Dear Brownie, How do I keep people from stealing the little nicknames I make for others? I started calling my "almost" that since Spring 2008 so she'd have a special name from me. =( -the o.g. Almost Dear The O.G. Almost, Trademark the name. Then every time you hear someone use it you can be like "gimme five dollars, yo!" You will make a fortune. From, Brownie. Dear Brownie, Could you make us brownies sometime? Or could you host a brownie-making fellowship event? You know, to celebrate your wonderfully sweet & delicious name. -Brownie lover Dear Brownie lover, Do I look like I know how to bake?! I suggest you ask your fellowship VPs to hook a brother up with some brownies. And, I'm glad you like my name, but you sound like you want to eat me. Please don't. I don't taste good. Sincerely, Brownie Find the Greek Alphabet! Alpha Nu Beta Xi Gamma Omicron Delta Phi Epsilon Rho Zeta Sigma Eta Tau Theta Upsilon Iota Phi Kappa Chi Lambda Psi Mu Omega Comic Corner Artists: Scott Lavares and Diana Toy Big And Lil’ Match UP Draw a line connecting which little goes to which big! LITTLES BIGS Angelica Phil Lisa May Trang N. Sharon Noel Raenan Nate Katrina S. Judy Shane Maggie Anna Ricki Jonathan Nicolo Darshika Scott Michelle P. Kenneth Michelle B. Trang D. Jessica Hayley Krystle Long Emilia Roy Thomas Kristen Ryan Christina Kathy Karina Edward Viktoriya Jennifer Diana Melissa Edell Rochelle Vivian Jan Mike Thuy Jackie Katrina H.
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